#//Mun rants\\

[little-miss-buffy]

OOC

//I used to get follows from pornbots every couple of weeks. Recently, I've been getting at least one a day. This has to stop.

[blackbirdffxiv]

Listen, I'm just gonna offer the best gpose tip anyone has ever told me...

If the clipping is happening out of view

Then clipping doesn't exist.

This is the same for crunchy limbs, crunchy elbows, weirdly posed cloth, etc.

Clipping happens. Clipping in gpose is an unavoidable thing. The sooner you accept clipping happens, the happier you will be trying to gpose.

Yes I know it's not easy to accept. Esp if you're very hard-wired to correct any errors, or if you're a perfectionist (like me).

But I promise you, eventually you just stop caring about it.

And if you point it out, or any flaws on someone's gpose when you were not explicitly asked for constructive critique, on someone's gpose I hope both sides of your pillow are warm and that you stub your toe on something different every time you get up so you can never avoid it.

[piers-official]

//OOC Reminder

//UNFRIENDLY reminder that if you are any sort of transphobe/trans-exclusionist (Radfem, Libfem, Conservative, Right-Wing, ETC.) You are-

NOT

FUCKING

WELCOME

HERE

//Kindly fuck off and don't follow me, because I will not only block but report you too!

//Also read my pinned post please if you're just joining. It's LITERALLY there for a reason and you can see my DNI list is in there. For those who have been here awhile and have never read it, PLEASE READ IT. Literally all I ask.

//This also goes for ALL of my other sideblogs too.

[vxmpirehunterd]

UPDATE: A REASON FOR MY ABSENCE, A BRIEF SUMMARY Normally I don't make posts about my life but I think I need to give an update to all the peeps out there about my random absences. I don't talk about my life a lot due to the amount of dysfunction and heartache that goes on behind the scenes that drain my will to be creative, to interact with everyone, to even live. It's like every year that goes on, there was something in the background that disrupted my life and mental state further.

First and foremost I've grown up a parentified child taking on responsibilities not mine to bear with no say in the matter. Being forced to give up my own childhood for my own parent's selfish decisions. Then I moved away from my mother's to my father's. Which wasn't even better from 2014-2019 living with him was very terrifying due to his anger issues and violence whenever I didn't do things his way. He had this expectation for me to go to college full time while working full time and expected me to pay for my own college and pay him rent. When I stopped going to school to focus on working, he would verbally and sometimes physically hurt me. I had lost a severe amount of weight due to the stress and decided to move back in with my mother in 2019.

Fast forward 2021 my father died of cancer and my mom is in a custody battle with one of her many baby daddies and looked to me for financial support since she hadn't worked in nearly a decade. I had started a new job around that time but my mental health was drained at that point.

Now in 2024 my mother has decided to bring my elderly and sick grandmother into the household where we don't have a lot of resources and we really aren't equipped to give her proper care. But now the table has turned where she has finally got a new job a month ago and I am not working currently. She decided to dump the task of taking care of a confused, incontinent, elderly grandmother onto. Even though my own mother never had anything good to say about her own mother and I don't have great experiences with my grandma either. But we have to take care of her because "we're family." Gimme a break.

So right now I'm a bit pissed, sad, tired, and a myriad of other unpleasant emotions. If you ever want to know why Koji is gone all the time. Here is your answer. Family life bullshit.

But not to worry, I've been working on trying to get myself out of this hole I've seemed to find myself in again. Because I do want to interact with all my new followers and old ones. It's just that I've been recovering from deep wounds.

[syst3merr0r]

Yall. Guys. My fellow TSAMS fans.

WHY DOES HE FUCKIN LOOK LIKE THAT

"Get on my nerves and I'll downgrade you to Windows XP" BRO YOU LOOK LIKE YOU MADE YOUR BODY ON WINDOWS XP STFU-

[shoot-of-corruption]

Blog Announcement

Hi there my lovelies! It is a rare guest, Ria here :D

I put on an Oblivion Let's Play to hold my blood pressure low while formulating this announcement, so you better settle down with me xD

I would like to announce here how I will deal with my main blog and all my side blogs on tumblr from now on.

As most of you know, I am working a full time job in retail, so my nervous costume tends to be a tiny bit thin after around 9,5hrs of shift. I am happy to announce to you all that my time as a worker in retail is finally a finite one. If everything works out right, I won't just be able to start a homeoffice job by next year, but also live at a completely different place and city. Sadly there is still a good while of wait ahead of me until then and a lot of things are unsure as of yet. But I will do my best to get to that destination, because right now everything is pretty much murdering me.

What does that mean for my blogs? I have been on Hiatus for a long while, on and off, over years. And yet I have always returned here, more or less satisfied or happy with my performance or the RPC.

From this day on I will treat myself better about being able to come here and also, I will not spread myself thin anymore. I will transform Mariku into an Ask- and Art-Blog. Interactions are always welcome, on and off Anon, as well as dash commentary or writing pieces and updates of myself. You can tag Mariku and me in everything, the followed tags will stay the same, I will just update a few things on my BIO in the next days etc. [maybe I'll finally force myself to make a card, should the mobile pages not work anymore].

Things that will for the close future not be done on my blogs:

RP-Threads: no matter if long, short, or anything. I am torturing myself, because I cannot say no to new thread ideas and the moment I really get invested into plots, threads, ideas or anything alike, my partners tend to just leave and let me drop like a hot potato and I honestly neither need nor want that hate in my life anymore.

Anon-Hate: Will NOT be displayed on this channel. I will keep my Inbox with anonymous messages on, but every piece of disgusting hate will be immediately plucked out of the screen and burned in a bonfire. You will not get a stage here and you can be assured, that I will piss and shit on your disgusting hatred and then laugh about it for the coming week, because you are the most pathetic thing that I had the displeasure of even having to lay a momentary glance on <3

RPC/personal Drama: I will ignore drama and strictly remove myself from it. I will not be part or target of any hatred, impulsive meanness and/or random bouts of radical opinions. If you don't feel seen/represented in my opinions, turn around and find a place you fit into, but leave me and my muses alone.

Things that will be done on this blog (and partly my side blogs):

Ask-Memes: Of any kind. Ask-Plots, random asks, symbol ask memes, color memes, background memes, AU-memes and YES, also art related asks.

Open Commissions: I will open art commissions again after I had a bit more training on my tablet, for everybody, who wants to commission art. They will likely be limited and they may also for training reasons only be for free for training, thus included in art memes, but I will open paid commissions eventually again, definitely this year. I cannot tell you details, yet, but keep your eyes peeled ;)

IMs and Mun related things: You are definitely allowed to write IMs and ask me questions!! I am here to have fun as all of us are, so if your fun includes coming into my IMs and leaving a cat meme each day or send me weird asks, I am all here for it!! All of this might sound very dickish of me, but I just feel like I get too emotionally hurt and immersed and I want to protect me from bad feelings and you from my wrath xDDD

Thank you for reading all of this and I hope all of us can stick to those ground rules (for now) - we will get on peachy! If the fact that I am not RPing (for now) on here is breaking you beyond compare, I do own a Discord and I am usually willing to share it. Please contact me on here before adding me, so I know who exactly is adding me on there, otherwise, I might not accept your request. Discord: sangnoire

I will warn you though, that I will be very selective with accepting RPs and partners on there still and that any unwillingness to accept that will be met with... a uno-reverse card reaction x'D

[helluvaoutlaw]

((( I swear to EVERY POSSIBLE DEITY IN EXISTENCE, if in the next episode where Striker appears (hopefully they won't just throw him in the bin), he's not in FULL CONTROL AND COOL AND PROFESSIONAL like in the Harvest Moon Festival episode, I'M GONNA SCREAM! )))

(((I mean, LOOK AT HIM! The bastard KNOWS what he's doing!)))

(((Btw, I know he's not perfect, nobody wants a perfect character, but...come on...they could've left him with a little dignity at least.)))

(((He realizes Blitzø caught him and in a MILLISECOND he comes up with a plan.)))

((( So what the fuck happened exactly in Western Energy and Oops??? Why did they have to turn THE ONLY ACTUAL THREAT IN THE SHOW into just another living joke?? At least ONE serious character is needed for contrast. Does that mean they're going to give Satan the same treatment?? Is Satan going to become another joke? They did it with Andrealphus! NO ONE IS SAFE!)))

@strikers-saloon

@king-of-wrath

[decadent-dc]

(I apologise if this sounds snobbish. But please can people use full sentences in asks, at the very least? The amount I've received lately that are just "*Muse name* hru?" is really disheartening.

If you're going to ask someone a question, as least go to the effort of fully writing your words. I try my best to put effort in, but lately this wave of "text speech" and low effort stuff is just really killing my mood. It just feels bad when I try and put genuine effort in, to give people immersion in the muses and the world, and all I get back is "hru" and "They just smiled" in response.

I am fine with broken/translated English, because that's normal, not everyone is fluent, and they are making an effort in a language that isn't their mother tongue. Not got a problem with that at all. It's lazy English that I have a problem with. Feel free to use it in casual conversation with me, but if you're trying to interact with a muse, use full sentences and words. That's all I ask.)

[divinityunleashed]

So I might just lurk for a bit...

My dad had a bad accident. He fell and smashed his forehead against the Grill/Oven machine in the kitchen, and has a bump on his forehead, as well as badly damaged one of the doors of said machine, spilling glass everywhere which I've since cleaned up.

And I had another falling out with my mom because of the intense situation and how frustrating it is because of how far my dad's brain has degenerated from his two severe medical conditions.

I had a moment with my mom where I comforted her and hugged her as best as I could whilst she let all her emotions out.

And then I cried into my bed pillow for about ten minutes.

I'm stressed out... Mentally tapped. I'm doing my best to maintain my PMA; my Positive Mental Attitude, and I have you guys to unwind with, but things are getting worse and worse.

I'm sorry for the mood drop guys but I just wanna lurk and send asks today. No new replies until tomorrow.

[little-miss-buffy]

OOC

//I'm on season 4 episode 2 of Buffy and demon aside, Buffy had every right to be annoyed with Kathy. The girl went through Buffy's closet and "borrowed" it without asking. Why? "You got mine all muddy. I didn't think you'd mind." Of COURSE she'd mind. I mean, ANYONE would be pissed off. You don't take people's stuff without asking. And fuck Willow for giving her the "be nice" look when Buffy got upset. Also, Kathy went through her stuff while she was stealing the sweater. And then she has the audacity to complain to Willow about Buffy and say stuff like, "I don't think she's quite normal and she belongs in a HOME" TO HER BEST FRIEND. Just....no. And Kathy was being just as bitchy as Buffy was when she dropped in on their Scoobie meeting. Of course, no one cared because they were hyperfocused on Buffy because GOD FORBID she gets pissed off about her roommate doing things that ANYONE would get pissed off about.

This episode annoys me a little bit.

[blackbirdffxiv]

I've been playing FFXIV for a while. I've been a healer main in the game for a while. I am also a notoriously salty healer. And all I'm gonna say is this;

If you, a tank/DPS/co-healer/whatever, bully sprouts/first-timers because you're impatient and "this run is going too slow"

I will gladly let you die (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

As many times necessary until you stop being a twat.

You help a sprout grow with water and care, not salt and impatience. You want to do a run as fast as possible without worry of wipes? Queue with friends next time.

[nebulousmedic]

Knew a mf who once blocked anyone for liking scout and medic together, their reasoning was "hes younger 🥺" 🤨???????????

????? They're both adults, Scout is like 27 and while it is a considerable age gap (I think Medic has to be at least 40 seeing he's graying a lot?) they're.... Consenting adults. I understand curating your own timeline but putting such a lame excuse to it is ????????

If you hate a pairing at least be honest and just say you hate them and they upset you, there's no shame in that, you don't have to justify your dislike for anything. If you don't vibe you don't vibe

Stop pretending Scout is a child who can't make his own decisions. He's a grown man with ass hair

Lmao people baffle me

[countlessrealities]

[OOC] I had this thought buzzing around my brain all week, so I'm putting it down in hope that it'll leave me alone 🙄 The important part is the one ABOVE the cut, you can ignore the stuff under it.

Small reminder that if, at any point, you decide that you're no longer interested in interacting with me, you can freely do so! Absolutely NO hard feelings.

I just ask you to softblock or block me, so if we have threads I'll know not to answer to any thread / interaction we have ongoing.

I really wanted to put that out there bc I've been feeling very off around here lately. Being tired all the time surely doesn't help me being objective, but it's not something I can help.

I feel like I made the mistake of wearing myself too thin in the last couple of months. I followed a lot of new people because they are amazing RPers and I really want to write with them, but...I also have an extremely demanding job that takes up most of my time and energy, both mental and physical. Perks of working int he health system, you're constantly on the verge of a burnout if you do your job properly.

Many of the people I follow like quick replies and constant interactions, which are things that I can almost never provide. Plus, there are a lot of other folks who write my same muses and it's starting to make me feel self-conscious because they are better with replies consistency and their portrayals are probably better than my own too =.="

Anyway, long story short, I feel like I'm the lame, unnecessary mutual and writing partner for plenty of people and my paranoia tells me that they are keeping me around out of politeness / bc they don't want to cause drama. If that's the case, I wish they didn't and just softblock me. I don't want to be a bother on anyone's dash.

[lookwhatyoudidithasanxiety]

“I don’t think I wanna be Eclipse” is EERILY SIMILAR TO “I don’t think I’m Sun” or whatever he said rhhfhfhfjj

Disintegrating rn

:))))

[officiallyossy-haywooddent]

Mun Post, pay it no mind -

I’m just posting this on here because his friends still follow my main-

Ya’ll I am NOT vibing rn 😭

My brain’s been stuck like the platonic version of this song for like 3 hours now-

I need to curl up into a ball and have someone roll me down a hill. I hate this so much like istggggggg

Like, babe, remember those were the worst years of your life. Just because they were fun does not mean you should meet up with him-

BUT LIKE I’M SO BORED AND I WAS NEVER BORED BACK THEN

This is worse than texting an ex tbh ‘cause like wtf is my brain on rn???

-

Istg i need something to do or im gonna have a whole ass mental breakdown. I also might just post a rant about about this era of life at some point idk

[shoot-of-corruption]

((Welp, I guess that I ought to be thankful for some things. At least Discord RP still works for me atm... it's actually calming to get the creative writing out. I barely have time for it, but at least it gives me dome energy boosts through the day and less anxiety.

I can finally have nice Illusionshipping interactions again ;_; so happy omg, thank you @my-ohh-mai ))