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@aeonofnewhope replied: "Take me with you-!"
[{ š¦ }] - "Then what are we waiting for? Rei-Chan? Let's go get ourselves a Grimace shake! See just why this thing is trending right now."
And with that, he lead the way toward the nearest Mcdonald's, completely unaware of the absolutely horrible decision he had just made, would they survive? Only time will tell.
#aeonofnewhope#TŹÉŖs ÉŖs į“”ŹŹ I sį“į“Ź ÉŖÉ“ į“Ź Źį“į“į“... (Dį“sŹ Cį“į“į“į“É“į“į“ŹŹ)#į“ ; Jį“sį“ į“ Ņį“į“Ź Źį“ÉŖÉ“É¢ Ņį“į“ŹÉŖsŹ ( CŹį“į“į“ )#//Am I memeing right?#//It's supposed to be terrifying right?#//Yeah - totally nailed it
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Hey major shout-out to my fellow trans Jews. This year has been hell and it's hard not to feel like we've been completely abandoned, betrayed, shut out, and made unsafe across the full political spectrum.
I'm so sorry; we deserved better. I hope you're okay and standing strong - we will get through this together š š³ļøāā§ļø ā”ļø
#the right either actively or passively wants us dead or disappeared because of our genders#and the left apparently wants us dead or disappeared for being Jews#where can we go?#who can we turn to?#who can we rely on but ourselves?#it's terrifying and excruciating#I'm so tired of begging people to see me as a person#trans advocacy is so important right now and being in trans community is so vital#and yet far too many trans activists and community leaders were cheering on the deaths of my people not three weeks ago#pan-Jewish solidarity is so important right now and being in Jewish community is so important#and yet a disturbing number of the strongest voices advocating for Jewish people's humanity and right to self-determination#are also very right-wing#and refuse to see not even the truth of our lived experiences but fail entirely to see our humanity as trans people at all#so again I ask: where are we supposed to go??
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Trials of Updog.
[First]Ā PrevĀ <ā-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jin ling#lan wangji#The fact that Jin Ling inherited Jiang Cheng's naming system for dogs makes me so happy#I also think it's funny to imagine that they all have *long* titles that get shortened#She's Princess Fairy of the Dearest Spring Meadows to *you*. Cur. As if you have the right to call her by a nickname#I think fairy is supposed to be a husky? Though I've seen so many husky/pomeranians lately that my association is deeply skewed#I'm gonna make all the dogs in this comic as unsettlingly cute as possible until I can't anymore#for the comedic effect of wwx being so terrified of them#You see....the real updog..... was wwx jumping into lwj's arms. Scooby-doo style#Did lwj finally get that ass? is his hand just slightly avoiding the area?#Find out next time on poorly-drawn-mdzs!
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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Travis Kelce Does Not Judge Harrison Butker For His Sexist Speech. Should We Be Surprised?
Itās incredibly disappointing yet predictable that Taylor Swiftās boyfriend, Travis Kelce, would defend Harrison Butker.
Kelce has stated that said he doesnāt believe he should judge his teammate āby his views.ā
āI cherish him as a teammate,ā Kelce said on the Friday episode of his āNew Heightsā podcast. āHe is every bit of a great person and a great teammate."
As Danielle Campoamor writes, Kelceās defence of Butker ābetrays a specific kind of ignoranceā:
For context, letās revisit Butkers extremist views:
Butker called on those in the audience to āstop pretendingā that IVF and surrogacy āare normal.ā
He claimed birth control is not ānatural.ā
He attacked the ābad policies and poor leadershipā of Democrats for protecting access to abortion care.
He urged his audience to reject Bidenās āchurch of niceā Catholicism, especially when faced with āthe tyranny of diversity, equity and inclusion.ā
Butker also directly called out LGBTQ Americans ahead of Pride Month, slyly calling queer pride a ādeadly sin.ā
Importantly, his speech was not calling for free expression or a polite and productive exchange of diverse perspectives. Instead, it was a call to action. By his own admission, Butker wanted the young graduates before him to go out into the world and champion leaders and policies who will pass bills and push for cultural shifts that align with and further his extreme viewpoints: "I am hopeful that these words will be seen as those from a man, not much older than you, who feels it is imperative that this class, this generation, and this time in our society must stop pretending that the things we see around us are normal," he declared. "Make no mistake: You are entering into mission territory in a post-God world, but you were made for this."
āMaybe Kelce, Mahomes and Reid truly believe Butkerās views are harmless. But that says more about their own privilege than anything else. Itās easy to compartmentalize and wax poetic about diversity of thought when your rights and freedoms arenāt on the proverbial chopping block.ā
#the moral apathy is terrifying#itās a testament to his privilege#the fact that swifties donāt care is representative of their privilege too#white people never fail to be predictable I suppose#taylor swift#taylorswift#travis kelce#harrison butker#the man#white feminism#liberal feminism#feminism#pride month#lgbtq community#lgbtq#lgbtqia#abortion rights#abortion#diversity
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Chasm: Curse of Kaine (Vol. 1/2024), #2.
Writer: Steve Foxe; Penciler and Inker: Andrea Broccardo; Colorist: Brian Reber; Letterer: Joe Caramagna
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Chasm: Curse of Kaine#Scarlet Spider#Kaine#Kaine Parker#I was originally going to split this page into two posts#leaving just the top panel to comment Ā«hardee har har ironic coming from someone whose creator refuses to let stay deadĀ»#but I do think thereās an ongoing theme here#how much of Kaineās interactions with Ben in recent years have been colored by the guilt of Kaine getting multiple chances#to learn what heroism while Ben was presumably dead#and then struggling with some of the objectively terrible things Benās done since#(is it Kaineās responsibility as a so-called hero now to put Ben down as only Kaine has the strength and#supposed moral flexibility to do? But where does Kaine get the right to do that#considering his own past terrorizing Ben and Ben being one of Kaineās greatest models of heroism?)#all wrapped up in a very brotherly Cain instinct#but yeah nothing that hasnāt been discussed before donāt mind my musing hahaha#Iām just constantly rotating this guy around in my head like a microwave#thereās also the humor here of Kaine not acknowledging (refusing to a knowledge???) how terrifying he is hahaha#although that joke would land even better if he still had visible claws on his suit
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For a while now RĆøst has had some recurring issues with hotspots on his lower jaw and unfortunately they got worse while i was away this month. So right now we're doing a bunch of damage control to try and clear them up, which, for a dog that isn't a huge fan of handlig of any kind isn't very fun. And it doesn't help that i can't counter condition because the spots are in the drool zone and he turns sopping wet just at the suggestion of a treat. So all i can do it try to be patient and gentle when he gets anxious about handling, but i also do have to actually get things done, so basically i feel like the world's worst owner right now and RĆøst isn't exactly my biggest fan :(
#i hate bugging him with things like these#he's soooo sensitive#he only learned to tolerate the hair dryer this year#at the age of 4#he doesn't like being brushed#he's been terrified of clippers but today i sat him down with some quiet ones and went at his jaw with it#which only worked so long as my mum continuously dispensed cream cheese directly into his mouth#i also got a spray for the hot spots that is supposed to work well#and he HATES it#like won't let it near him kind of hates it#so we're having fun over here#i swear i have a small pharmacy worth of stuff piled up to fix this#if he didn't cuddle right up to me in bed despite it all i'd be a mess by now#but he's here <3
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96 with newly rescued taivan
96 - POV Outsider
The survivors are all strange. They communicate wordlessly more often than not, their voices low and animal. The way they're looking at the rescue team, you'd think they'd been approached at gunpoint, their peaceful home obliterated by interlopers. The way they're looking at the rescue team, you'd think they didn't want to be rescued at all.
They're all strange, but the strangest of them is the pair near the back. A redhead with horrible scars and a slim Black girl with hunted eyes. They stand shoulder to shoulder, their heads held high. Their hands are clasped, and when one of the team attempts to guide them apart--trying to search for apparent injury--they flinch. The redhead's lip snarls back from her teeth. The Black girl shakes her head, clenching her free hand into a fist.
You'd think they were in immediate danger, not coming out of it. You'd think they were standing at the cusp of some fresh hell, rather than being swaddled in blankets and coaxed onto a helicopter. Of course, maybe it's that last part sparking such fear; the last time any of these kids were in the air, their lives ended.
It's as good an explanation as anything, for how they nestle near to one another, leaving no gaps to be exploited. A scrawny girl with blonde edging the ragged ends of her hair sits at the very middle of the pack. On one side sits the boy with hollow eyes; on the other, the tallest girl, who does not so much as blink when offered a granola bar. She takes it, automatically tearing it into seven pieces. You'd think there weren't plenty more in the supply kit. You'd think she would see as much before dividing and offering up her snack to the others.
The two at the back, the redhead and the Black girl, stare at their pieces. Turn them over in the hands not currently knotted together. They look to each other; the redhead's mouth twists as if in amusement. The Black girl lowers her chin, eyes fluttering shut. They eat slowly, in tandem, never taking their eyes from one another's face. It's strange, how close they sit, practically nested in the same seat. It's strange, how--the food dutifully consumed--they strive to press even closer.
There's something about them. Something that transcends the easy friendship of other girls their age. Something larger, more expansive, obsessive. As if to break skin-to-skin contact is to welcome pain. As if to release the stark-knuckled grip they have on one another is to fall from this helicopter, to plummet into gravity's violent embrace.
You'd think they don't want this. You'd think they were happier where they were, a tiny, unlikely band of children playacting as explorers. You'd think whatever left those scars, hollowed out those eyes, built them into a wary, mistrustful hive was preferable to the strangers offering them salvation.
They are strange, the survivors, and perhaps they have every right to be. Even so, watching them is a haunting affair. The way they cling to one another. The way those two in particular strive to occupy a singular space. The way their hands interlock, interlace, an unbreakable chain.
You'd think they fear, more than anything, what might come next.
#fanfiction#ficlet#yellowjackets#yj fic#taivan#fic snippet meme#lil' more an overall than a taivan i suppose but they're at the heart of everything i do#the idea that the rescue is actually terrifying in its own way is so interesting to me#they just got used to things. they built rituals they can't explain. tai and van don't have to hide a thing.#and now they have to go BACK?#that shit will fuck you up in its own right
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when your cat sneezes directly into your vape
#sienna#sienna shaw#terrifier 2#terrifier 3#gif#bruh#right down into it#what the hell am I supposed to do now š
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asking for help always makes things worse
#I need to just accept that Iām never going to be given any understanding or actual help#I may never escape these worlds it seems it doesnāt matter how hard I try I canāt get anyone to listen to me#this feels traumatizing I feel entirely beaten and ground down into something small and helpless#I have no control at all I keep trying and trying and trying and trying and for what#I need somebody to just listen to me atp not being dismissed is better than nothing but everyoneās a curation anyway no real thoughts or#feelings but it doesnāt matter I donāt even care please just listen to me somebody listen to me Iām so confused do curations have some#autonomy I donāt think so maybe I donāt fucking know they said yes on the clock so perhaps yes so please just listen please pls pls pls pls#I canāt be traumatized Iām not human right but Iām having everything stripped from me every last ounce of control the shadow ppl have all#the control which is funny Iām fairly certain Iām one of them but they still can strip me of control I was bred for this#please somebody help me I keep begging like itāll do anything can you at least help with the ppl and cameras in the vents#are ppl from the real world watching through them I believe so can anything be done something has to be done escape the impostors something#just something please just listening would help actual listening not dismissal you can think whatever you want about me but listen#maybe some have autonomy and some donāt ?#please understand that Iāve tried very hard Iāve tried very very hard suicidality and homicidality have dug their claws into me even further#I donāt know what else to do Iām at a loss and no one will listen to me at all Iāve tried asking offline Iāve tried asking online it doesnāt#matter what I do where I ask no one will listen even the ones who do somewhat say they donāt know what to do Iām suspicious do they really#not know what to do or are they lying that may be more an impostor thing but everyone and everything is suspicious to me uh uh uh just#listen and help please idk what to do itās all in the mirrors and clocks and such but I need to find a way to enter the mirrors but Iām#scared what Iāll find who is looking back Iām scared what world Iāll end up in it may be their world Iāll be punished they said yes Iām#terrified can someone go in with me if I manage to find out how thatās pathetic but damn I donāt think I can anyway theyāve been crawling on#the ceilings today hahah doing some weird and wacky shit sometimes theyāre a little funky and just there and other times Iām having a heart#attack no in between I know pleading with curations is likely going to be classified as annoying but for the love of god do you know what#else I am supposed to do ??? at the very least just listen to me please it is 02:14:46 how synchronous ! I canāt stop having what I think#are dreams about the mental hospital too haha they send me to dreamworlds sometimes trap me in them waking dreamworlds see Iāve been reduced#down into something tiny Iāve resorted to begging once again do I even want to beg am I lying to myself my words arenāt my own my thoughts#arenāt my own so is this not my own canāt ever speak none of itās my own it feels unsafe especially to speak of anything that isnāt this#it isnāt safe it isnāt my own itās not the focus idk idk idk should I ask to talk to someone again I wonder I want understanding for my#situation please listen to me the joints hurt aaaa#my life is a playyy is a playyy is a playyyyyy anyone like marina that song appeared in the head I wonder where that spider went it better#not be inside of the body ok ok ok anyone yes help wanted help needed 02:22:22
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#it should be noted that I tried distracting myself from wanting to be dead in a hole and no longer have teeth or shame or the horrors#by watching Greyās Anatomy#because other peopleās made up drama is better than whatever my brain is giving me right now#and I ended up watching an episode where a major character#has a dental abscess that gives her a bacterial heart infection and heart attack and all the complications that follow.#I would just like to say#fuck my life#I KNOW THIS IS FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS#I JUST#WANT TO ***#RATHER THAN EVER DEAL WITH TEETH EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE#Iāll never forgive my mom and my old dentist and hygienists for being ākindā but shaming me so much for so many years without ever once help#*helping me#what was I supposed to do with that?#I canāt hate myself into taking better care of my teeth#and itās such a beast to overcome that I barely make a dent before something throws me off the bandwagon and Iām terrified to even feel that#I have a mouth all over again!!!#shh katie#thereās no way that one of my teeth at least will be savagely#*salvagable#it needed a root canal in 2021 thereās no way#but if I need teeth pulled I genuinely will spiral#itās the ultimate shame#EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE IN OUR FAMILY HAVE HAD TO HAVE THAT DONE#even though my mom and sister have had tons of cavities!#it was never allowed for ME#I was supposed to be the PERFECT one#who never ever had any of the issues my older siblings or parents did#and itās all taken as me not caring or being lazy or being stupid and uninformed and itās NOT#I DONāT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS EITHER CAN NO ONE UNDERSTAND THAT
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Oh, you want to know how scared i am of the Stranger?
The simple phrases "something was wrong" or "something was off" are enough to make me freeze in terror.
#i'm not exaggerating#i have no idea where this fear comes from#but i remember in a story i liked as a kid there was the sentence āthe original and the copy are different textsā#and this terrified me every time#it wasn't a scary story#this sentence wasn't supposed to be scary at all#but the mere concept of āoriginal and copy are by definition always the same but this time something is wrongā was terrifying to me#does this make sense to anyone?#this is the stranger right? or is it the spiral?#tma#tma spoilers#the magnus archives#magpod#tma podcast#tma fears#tma entities#tma the stranger
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DOS2 combat gets easier once you realise that it's not just about getting enemies' HP to 0, but you need to do everything in your power so that enemy NPCs don't get to do anything when it's their turn.
When they have no armour at all, neither physical nor magic, they're an easy target, because there's a wide variety of ways to stop them - knockdown, stun, charm, freeze, sleep, petrification, etc.
I've learned that there's often no point spreading the damage between physical and magic if you can help it, because it just makes chewing through both kinds of armour take longer (unless you have to, of course).
When they have much less physical armour than magic, then you wear them down with physical attacks, until they have no physical armour left, then knock them down or turn them into a chicken. Atrophy can be helpful against melee combatants, but not 100% reliable.
When they have much less magic armour than physical, you zap them with magic until there's no magic armour left, then freeze them, or stun, or petrify, or charm, or put them to sleep, etc. Plenty of options there.
And when they also have the Perseverance talent (the most annoying one ever), so you don't want to stun them or knock them down, because the talent makes their physical and magic armour regenerate after most disabling statuses, guess what - IT'S CHICKEN TIME! THE CHICKEN CLAW SPELL STILL WORKS! Oh, the chicken form has timed out? MORE CHICKEN TIME! Learn Chicken Claw. And always carry some back up Chicken Claw scrolls. Not even the biggest dragon or the meanest demon can hurt you when it's a chicken. šš
#Divinity#Divinity: Original Sin 2#DOS2#DISABLING STATUSES ARE EVERYTHING IN THIS GAME#I suppose it goes without saying it's good to right-click and examine some enemies for resistances and immunities and talents#the problem is when you get on the level where enemies have like at least 2000 in each armour type#but the rule still applies anyway#deciding who attacks who according to their most prominent type of armour#don't get me started on countering statuses like always making sure you can fortify decaying friends#or peace of mind for when they're charmed or terrified#or frost armour for when they're stunned#or first aid when they're knocked down#or...#and then there's combining various damage types for different effects#like if an enemy is shocked you can just throw a water balloon at them to make them stunned because water + electricity is good#or when an enemy is wet you can easily freeze them because those effects also combine#ah I love the combat in this game like a lot#BG3 combat is really good and fun imo but DOS2 is even better
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After very little research into the other writings of Laura Ingalls Wilder and Rose Wilder Lane, my hypothesis about the Little House authorship question is that the writing is mostly Rose's, but the heart is Laura's.
In Laura's newspaper columns, the parts that sound most like Little House mostly come from the extracts she shares from Rose's letters (incidentally, it's kind of adorable how proud she is of Rose: "My daughter's in France!", "My daughter's in Albania!", etc.) The prose of Old Home Town, Rose's inspired-by-my-childhood-home novel, has some of the same concise descriptive prose that I've come to associate with the Little House style (I could hear passages in the voice of the Little House audiobook narrator).
Yet the Little House soul is all over Laura's columns. She's fascinated by the simple tasks of life, believes in home and family and hard work, believes in holding onto the goodness of childhood and looking forward with hope toward the future. There's an optimism, almost a romanticism, about life. The children's series that bears her name clearly comes from the same woman.
Rose, by contrast, is much more pessimistic. When writing about childhood, she's almost cynical about the life of a small town. She highlights the dark stories underlying the wholesome exterior, is extremely sensitive to the pitfalls of the social scene around her. Part of the difference is that Rose is writing for adults, but there does seem to be an essential difference in the personality behind the pen, despite the stylistic similarities to Little House.
(At the risk of pop psychoanalyzing people long dead, Rose seems much more neurotic and introverted and sensitive than her mother. In her writings and in the books about her childhood in Missouri, she comes across as child of a fairly comfortable modern life, with all the modern anxieties, in contrast to a woman who grew up starving on the prairie and knows that there are much worse things to endure than small-town gossip).
It's not much of a thesis, but I'm just fascinated by the fact that the Little House series can share so many stylistic similarities with Rose's writings, yet feel so much more like Laura.
#little house#laura ingalls wilder#rose wilder lane#i did not finish old home town because it came uncomfortably close to deal-breaking swearing and i don't feel like dealing with that#but the book was interesting in its way#rose clearly has an agenda about women's rights#but in focusing so heavily on social justice it loses a lot of heart#if the mother is supposed to be based in any way on laura she's a bit harsh as a mother#though more open-minded than her neighbors#(always standing up for the gossiped-about women)#rose's stand-in (i'm going to assume it's a stand-in because cranford has trained me to assume#(that any first-person narrator in a book based on the author's childhood hometown is a self-insert)#kind of disappears into the background#and it's very tempting to consider how the woman who made her living as a ghostwriter disappeared behind others' stories#(also this book unfortunately seems to confirm that almanzo was a mason)#(sorry mom)#(seeing the freemason symbol on pa's grave was my most terrifying moment as a catholic little house fan)#(i'm pretty sure my mom threw holy water on it)#(took me a few years to get over that)#(now i've just accepted that american history is full of freemasons)#(and as long as she's not spouting anti-catholic propaganda her books are fair game)
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Aw thank you for the tag @quickjaw āŗļøš
Lock Screen; Last Movie I Watched; Last Song I Listened To; Last Picture I Took
Tagging (no pressure)
@oxypill @undefined-chaos @badbish-suki @inlovewetrust555 @aespuma @dead---bitch @cosmiciterations @hemipteran @gothluv @fr4gilebxnny
#ive never gotten one of these :3#only participate if you want too š#this is like a summoning ritual for my mutals im terrified#i dont like movies and the last one i seen was embarrassing so heres the last video game I played lmao#it was a rom com š#jfc#i blame a mutual i tagged here.. u know who you are š#sorry š#i didnt even do this right i think i was supposed to rb from quickjaw lmao#10 years here and i still dk how to use this app fully#i dont social on my media usually xD
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People from all across the world being able to freely travel to Israel, join the IDF, and participate in a genocide with no repercussions is such a difficult concept for me to wrap my mind around
#Isnotreal is committing a genocide unchecked so it's not surprising but it's also just...#you shouldn't be able to fly out to participate in a genocide and then return home like nothing happened#american canadian european japanese etc. citizens are receiving dual-citizenship from Israel and somehow??? we're supposed to just#accept that it's them /returning home/ and that said people have more right to that land then Palestinians?#what's terrifying is that their propaganda machine isn't entirely ineffective#even if the majority of people on social media see it for the bullshit colonizing it is there are still people who fall for that narrative#this is why it's so important to educate yourself and share resources to others#free palestine#palestine
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