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rr-sheep · 2 years ago
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Reginald Copperbottom [H.S.C]
I drew the sad cat meme, you know the one right?
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kingeraskblog · 11 months ago
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Hii Kinger welcome back!! How are you doing?
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I- I miss my bug friends… and you nice anons were so kind to help me meet so many sweet friends…
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weirdgodguy · 1 year ago
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It’s me Olive
This is an old oc
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Loneliness is a drug that comes from wanting connection but afraid of being betrayed again. You miss every person you’ve ever met and wish you knew them better - want to ask how they’re doing now.
I hope they find me again.
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bewilderduck-art · 2 years ago
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took some art requests on the Toyhouse forums to practice with more of this lineless art style I’ve been working with.
Thank you to users badb0ybeetle, mofnking, and AsagiriToge for lending me your characters to draw!
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midnightfire830 · 2 years ago
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OHNUUUUUUUUUU SOMEONE PICK HIM BACK UP PLSSSS!!!!😭😭😭
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Pov you just put him down
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philophilesposts · 2 years ago
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i think healing is a myth. i don't think we ever heal, i think that we get so used to the pain that it doesn't bother us anymore, i think it stops hurting but it does not heal. ever.
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brittscafe · 2 months ago
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Pairing: Shuhei Hisagi x fem! reader
Summary: Shuhei comforts his girlfriend when she has a panic attack, secret relationship.
Request: Heyy, can a request some hurt/comfort with Hisagi Shuhei where girlfriend (reader) is crying and breaking down -> having a panic attack in front of all of the captains and lieutenants and they can't calm her down and then Shuhei arrives and helps her. But everyone is surprised because their relationship was a secret and they haven't told anyone yet. Uhhg im sorry if this is too specific or something but the things you write are just sooo good and im in love with this boii and cant get it out of my head🥺🥺
A/n: Heyyyy!! awww this is cute, ofccc <3 I really loved writing thissss, I love me some Shuhei.
Content: Panic attack, comfort, Shuhei being a soft boy and helping you through a panic attack.
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You're surrounded by all the captains and lieutenants, panting heavily and your knees touching the cold ground. Momo's hand is on your shoulder, a sad expression across her face as she gazes up at Toshiro.
Nobody can figure out how to help you, but they are trying to. They are starting to become helpless at this point.
Your hand is clutching at your chest, fingernails digging into your uniform. Eyes focused on the floor below you, eardrums pounding heavily.
Hot tears stream down your cheeks, staining them and your throat strains, aching. Your chest is so tight and pounding, it feels so heavy and there's nothing you can do about it.
Shuhei's strolling along the hallway, turning the corner and about to make it into the meeting room. He runs a hand through his hair as he opens the door, the scene unfolding before him.
His eyes widen as the door creaks open. Suddenly, all eyes are on Shuhei, practically begging for help.
You're a mess, but you're Shuhei's mess. A frown tugs on his face as he walks over to you, captains and lieutenants clearing the way for him.
He kneels down beside you, hearing your sniffles breaks his heart. He ever so tenderly cups your cheek, tears falling onto his knuckles as he lifts your head up to meet his eyes.
"Hi, baby," his voice is a whisper, melting into your mind like butter.
"Hi," your voice is wobbly, stomach churning, but this time a little less tighter than before.
Oh, how he aches for you. Shuhei hates hearing the way your voice breaks, how your face just melts, and how the tears continue to fall from your eyes.
"You're gonna be ok, y/n. I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but I promise, you will be ok," his words are gentle and soft.
They speak to you so much clearer than anyone else's. You gaze into his eyes full of love and they smile at you.
"Just breathe, baby. That's all I need you to do for me. Just breathe. I got you," he reassures you, stroking your cheeks with his thumbs.
Your heavy breathing starts to slow down, almost back to normal.
You can feel the knots in your stomach coming undone as Shuhei holds your face in his hands tenderly.
All eyes are staring at the two of you, whispers and murmurs come from the crowd. Nobody expected the two of you to be together, your relationship has been a secret for months.
You slowly reach out to Shuhei, wrapping your arms around his lower back and burying yourself into his body and chest. Shuhei lets out a muffled chuckle, smiling to himself.
"Have I told you how pretty you look when you cry?" he teases you, earning a tiny giggle from you.
That's what he loves to hear, that little giggle of yours. It makes his whole day.
"No," you grumble out, no more tears coming out from your eyes. He gently rubs your back, soothing you.
"Well, you are very pretty when you cry, y/n. I hate to see you cry, my gorgeous girl. No more crying, ok?" he asks you as you peek out from his chest.
You glance up at him and nod your head, a tiny grin on your face as you look at him.
"No more tears," you bob your head. Shuhei smiles warmly and wraps you up in his arms. The captains and lieutenants whisper behind your back still, although for them, you didn't care about the whispers anymore.
The attack is over and Shuhei helped you through every step of it.
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fanficsforheartandsoul · 2 years ago
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Maniac | König x M!Reader | Part II
Note: Just to clarify, my boii isn’t wearing his helmet in this story, just his good ol’ rag of a shirt on his mighty head. One of my most popular incorrect call of duty quotes makes an appearance here lmao.
Fandom: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare II (2022)
Warnings: Swearing, Fighting, Knives, Mentions of Homophobia, Unrealistic depiction of KorTac, the Military in general and uhh hand to hand combat?, Injuries, Angst, Slight NSFW, Slight OOC, Reader got a blood kink oopsie, König as well?? Unrealistic portrayal of lots of things
Summary: König’s relationship with KorTac’s local psychopath is something he himself doesn’t really understand. But when an incident happens and a picture of the two is circling around the army base they’re currently staying at, they finally address what is going on between them...
Word Count: 5,18k
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Part I
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He doesn’t see Atom for a few days. 
Which is strange, considering that he saw him from afar almost every day in the past but now he’s nowhere to be seen. He can’t feel his presence at all and the attacks aren’t coming. It’s a different kind of unsettling.
Instead, he can sense that something is off with the base in general. After walking out of PT with Horangi and Klaus, they pass a few marines who look at him and then start to whisper.
The other two operators don’t notice it but König does immediately, the anxiety of years of harassment in his youth stirring awake.
At first, it’s subtle. But then after two days, it becomes obvious that the marines are really talking about him, and even his friends realize.
“What the hell’s going on?” Zeus asks eventually when they’re all sitting in the mess hall, eating some sad excuse of what they call fried chicken. He points at König with his fork while chewing.
“They’re talking about you, right? Why?”
The Austrian shrugs his shoulders. “No clue.”
He really doesn’t know. He hasn’t done anything embarrassing and the others haven’t pranked him in a while so there shouldn’t be anything to talk about. Unless...
The image of Y/N licking his own blood with a smirk on his lips comes to mind and he closes his eyes to get that memory out of his head.
Not that he succeeds this time either. In the last few days his brain has run itself stupid with replaying it.
It’s absurd and he kind of questions his sanity but there’s this part in his head that finds the blood-licking extremely hot.
Maybe he got hit a bit too much or Y/N threw him on the ground too often. Or his madness rubbed off. He laughs to himself, forgetting that the lower half of his face is currently uncovered so that he can eat.
“What?” Stiletto asks.
“What what?” He tilts his head in confusion.
“Why’re you laughing?”
He shrugs his shoulder.
“You hang out too often with Atom”, Calisto says, leaning back as she stirs her tea. “He’s rubbing off on you.”
He halts and stares at her. Can she hear his thoughts??
He’s about to open his mouth when Horangi interrupts: “I haven’t seen him around for a while. You two finally buried the hatchet?”
König shakes his head, shoving a bite into his mouth to avoid talking about it. But the others all look at him with expectation, there’s something in their expressions that makes him feel slightly anxious.
“Yeah, what’s your boyfriend up to?” Conor asks, slightly smiling, clearly trying to vex him.
“Oh fuck off”, he mutters with a full mouth, ignoring the eruption of snickers from his friends. His glad that most of his face is still covered, he can feel how his cheeks begin to heat up and he’s sure that his complexion would show it off.
He wonders though. Where’s Y/N?
The question gets answered when they’re on the way to their barracks.
Horangi suddenly pulls König aside after staring at his phone for a bit.
“Dude”, he begins, sounding unsure of how to breach the topic of whatever he wants to talk about, “I think I get why they’re talking about you.”
The tone of the Korean opens a pit in König’s stomach and instead of explaining more, Horangi just gives him his phone, standing awkwardly to the side, while he looks at the screen.
It’s a picture.
The angle tells him it was taken from outside the barracks, the photographer must’ve stood really close to the doorway. Y/N blocks off König’s head but even then it’s obvious that they’re kissing, based on the posture of their bodies.
He stares at the picture, trying to coordinate his racing thoughts.
Who took it? He asks himself barely putting the first few moments after parting lips with Atom together. But then he remembers, there was a marine.
He looks at Horangi, who watches him closely, his sunglasses on his head for once.
König doesn’t know what he should say, if he should explain, how his friend was even thinking about gay people- or in his case bisexual people- but he doesn’t even get the opportunity to open his mouth, because a sudden shout can be heard coming from the left corridor that leads to the gym.
“What the hell, Jackson- grab him!”
The group of KorTac operators all turn their heads, the shout clearly setting off some alarm bells. With various levels of interest, they make their way toward the gym, trying to find out what is going on.
König follows in a slight daze, still holding onto Horangi’s phone.
When they arrive, they can’t see shit at first because the room entrance is blocked by several marines standing in the doorway. Shouts and grunts can be heard from inside.
Someone yelps: "Fuck man, it was just a joke- stop it-!"
König’s eyes go wide when he hears Atom's voice- his tone is furious: "Let me show you what I understand as a joke, you motherfucker!"
There’s shuffling and several people shout: "Get him off!" "Fuck, how strong is this bastard!" “Calm down, sergeant!"
Due to König’s size he can look over most of the marines who are blocking the doorway and he spots the cause of the spectators; Y/N is on top of a marine, holding him in some type of gi choke, while four others try to pull him off the guy.
König recognizes the marine’s face immediately, even when he’s all bloody. It’s the man from the hallway and he understands what’s going on.
He tries to push through the crowd, calling out the sergeant’s name.
“Atom, calm down!”
He manages to make it through and rushes to them.
“Atom, let him go. You’re going to kill him”, he says and to everyone’s surprise, Y/N stops struggling as soon as he hears the Austrian’s voice. They pull him off of the guy.
“König”, he mutters and it sounds almost... relieved?
E/c meets blue. His eyes wander to the white band-aid on Atom’s neck. He gulps.
“Whatever he said, it’s not worth it. Just calm down, he’s an idiot.”
The marine with the bloody nose and face grunts, obviously not liking the insult but he knows better than retorting especially because Atom’s still in close proximity, turning to look down at him with a death stare.
The sergeant seems to contemplate König’s words for a bit. The tension and fury in his body haven’t left yet, he can tell based on the way he clenches his fists.
“That bastard-” Atom begins in a low voice, when suddenly their team leader’s voice comes from the hallway: “What the fuck is going on here?!”
König looks back, his eyes meet Stiletto’s who gives him a thumbs up and he nods.
The murmurs of the people around them stop immediately.
Majka parts the spectating crowd like Moses and he looks at the men in front of him, scrutinizing Atom and then the marine on the ground who’s holding his bleeding nose. He glances at König.
“Atom.” His voice is stern. “Go to my office and wait for me there, right now.”
The sergeant looks at him, his expression grim. “Sir-”
“RIGHT NOW!” Majka isn’t taking any of his bullshit today, he’s dead serious.
Atom looks at König for a moment and then turns and walks out of the room, his head high as he passes the onlookers.
The RS team leader turns around to face the gawking marines.
“Do you have nothing to do?” he growls. They mutter something and he just looks at the door. “Fuck off!”
The KorTac operators watch as they begin to filter out of the gym, the four marines who tried to pull Atom off of their guy also begin to move, one of them helps the bloodied man up but Majka points at him.
“Major Briggs wants to see your ass.”
The marine’s eyes go wide. He stammers a “Yes, sir!” and then hurries out of the room.
When the only people in the room are from KorTac, Majka sighs deeply and wipes his forehead. He looks at König.
“I don’t give a shit about your or anyone else’s sexual preferences. You like what you like, I don’t care but I’m telling you if anyone gives you shit-” the team leader looks at all of them, “tell me or Ridgeback. We’ll handle it. And if any of you have some dumbass opinions about someone’s sexuality, I’ll make sure to beat your ass straight, understood?”
König feels relief wash over him even after being put in the spotlight.
“Yessir!” they all shout and Hutch whistles loudly. “Awe, you care about us!”
Majka clicks his tongue in annoyance. “Yes, I do.”
They laugh and Conor shouts from the back: “Even about the lunatic?”
Their team leader rolls his eyes. “Even him. And now buzz off.”
He makes a shoo-shoo gesture and they file out into the hallway, König following behind the Serbian and Stiletto.
Zeus and Aksel joke around with Majka but he just flips them off and then leaves in the direction of his office. The others slowly make their way to the barracks, talking about what had just occurred.
The Austrian lingers behind the group, feeling somewhat overwhelmed by the whole development of the last 15 minutes. Horangi seems to have realized that as he slows down to walk beside him.
“You okay?” he asks him. König shrugs his shoulders helplessly. “The marine- he took the photo.”
His friend nods. “Yeah, I guessed that...” He remains quiet for a while.
“So... Are you guys together then? Did you tame Atom without telling us?” The Korean shows a teasing smile towards the end.
König sighs deeply, the anxious knot in his stomach grows. “No. He just kissed me out of nowhere. He completely surprised me.”
Horangi tilts his head, eyeing him closely, trying to figure out how far he can prod. “So you’re not...?” he trails off.
Ah, fuck it.
“No, I am bi”, he states roughly, louder than he intended. The two KorTac operators in front of them turn around. “What does that mean?” Zero asks.
“He goes for both ladies and gents”, Klaus explains.
Zero nods thoughtfully. “I see. No mercy for anyone, makes sense.”
König looks at Horangi and they exchange eye contact.
His friend bursts out laughing, making more heads turn in their group.
“What?” Zero asks and Klaus just shakes his head, patting his shoulder. König can’t stop himself from smiling either, Zero’s answer was just perfect.
The anxiety in his chest slowly starts to disappear. Yeah, fuck it.
It isn’t his first coming out and he has good friends in KorTac. Worst case scenario, he’ll use the knife skills he has perfected over the last few months with Atom’s training to silence someone. His smile drops.
Atom.
Will he get a disciplinary meeting for beating up the marine?
König knows the sergeant has been warned several times about his behaviour. But Majka’s words from before... He knows that Y/N didn’t just beat the guy for no reason. Will they take that into account?
He doesn’t know and now the anxiety is back.
They reach the barracks and the women split with a “See you later, losers!” from them. König contemplates whether he should follow the others or go to Majka’s office to intercept Atom.
To be honest, he doesn’t really want to do the latter. He hasn’t talked to the sergeant in days and although he had a lot of time, he still hasn’t found the words he could say to him.
He knows they should address whatever that kiss meant but...
He just doesn’t know. Whether Y/N is serious or just toying with him. If he is, König doesn’t know if he would be able to deal with that truth. He feels someone’s eyes on him and he turns to his side, where Horangi is watching him.
“Are you going to talk with Atom about what just happened?” he asks, keeping his voice low this time. But he doesn’t have to worry because the others are walking off, disappearing around the corner.
König bites his lips. “I don’t know... Should I?”
Horangi looks at him baffled. “Why not?” he asks almost incredulously.
“We don’t usually talk”, he mutters fidgeting with the seam of his mask. His friend’s eyebrows almost disappear in his hairline. “So you do what...? Just fight all the time without a peep?”
He clicks his tongue. “No, I mean we just don’t... talk about anything serious. We don’t even do small talk. I have no clue what he’s doing in his off time, where he goes, what he likes to do. He just doesn’t seem like the guy for it.”
Horangi hums, understanding what he’s getting at. “You think it’ll be awkward?”
He nods. Yeah, that’s exactly it. He just can’t picture the conversation in his head.
‘Hey, so why did you kiss me out of the blue? Were you attracted to me all this time or was that just a stupid joke to throw me off my game? Because if so I’m probably going to go dig a hole outside at the obstacle course and kill myself in it. And why did you beat that guy up? Is it because he caught your joke and you’re a raging homophobe or because you wanted to protect your or my reputation?’ Ja, eher nicht.
He doesn’t know how Atom would react. Yes, he did get to know the sergeant better in the last few months, he got to know some of his personality and his quirks. But they’re mostly related to fighting.
König can discern when Y/N is in a good or a bad mood in their training fights.
If he’s in high spirits, the significant grin on his face is almost up to his ears and there’s a glint in his e/c eyes, his eyebrows raised. He trash talks more than usual and almost playfully strikes at him, a skip in his movements and sometimes it’s almost like he’s dancing.
The killing intent in his attacks is there but it’s more like he’s a cat playing with a mouse before biting it dead.
Unlike when he’s in a bad mood. Then there’s no amusement in his eyes, even though he keeps grinning. But the smirk combined with the furrowed line of his eyebrows is unsettling.
Y/N’s posture is usually an indication that he’s pissed. If he is, there’s a certain way he holds himself, the center of his balance low, shoulders tight.
His attacks are ruthless and precise and it always leaves König wondering if this is the time when he finally gets stabbed or cut. Those fights prove to him that there’s some truth behind Atom’s nut job reputation.
More than a few times he has witnessed the other’s temper when Y/N abruptly decides to end their fighting with a quick feint.
“It’s getting fucking boring.” And the next thing he knows a fist is smashing into the mat or wall right next to his head.
But usually, Atom feels better after sparring for a while, as seen by his walking away while whistling, even if he was pissed at the beginning of the fight. As he said, the sergeant seems to release his pent-up stress when they exchange blows.
So yeah... König can read Atom’s mood to a certain extent but there’s not much he knows about his personality besides that. In general, he doesn’t really know the man.
He’s aware of Atom’s exceptional combat skills, whether with a knife or a rifle and on ops he can count on him to carry on even through hell but more than that...
Not in a billion years did he think that he could potentially be attracted to him or other men in general. Okay, he was even questioning women, based on the lack of a reaction when they visited a strip club once on Hutch’s birthday.
But that’s beside the point. He just... König got to know Y/N’s fists throughout the last few months but other than that the man, his thoughts and feelings, they’re all an enigma.
Horangi stares at the pondering Austrian who looks hesitant and he could practically feel the anxiety radiate off of him.
But the Korean knows. He knows something König hasn’t realized yet and basically every one of the others knows as well, after all, they met Atom way earlier than he did.
“I think you should go have a heart-to-heart talk with Atom.”
The tall giant stares down at him.
“Yeah?”
He rolls his eyes and slaps his shoulders.
“I’m telling you there’s this raging sexual tension since you two met and I and the others are so fucking tired of dealing with it so yeah, please go talk about it, for fuck’s sake.”
König pulls a face not believing a word he just said but Horangi can’t see it.
“Okay, okay, I’ll go. Wish me luck.”
He begins to walk and he looks back at his friend. The other operator just shows him the middle finger. “Go get your boy!”
“Fick dich!” he replies over his shoulder waving him off.
“Mi-chin saeggi!”
The curses of his friend in his ears, König breathes in deeply and makes his way slowly to Majka’s office. He waits in front of the door for a while unsure whether Atom is still in there with his team leader.
Two minutes pass. Then five. Then ten.
He’s about to finally get a grip and knock when the door swings open and he stands tall, hoping to see Ato- and it’s Ridgeback.
“Jesus! König what the hell are you doing standing so close in front of the door?!” she yells surprised and he apologizes immediately, backing up from the doorframe. “Sorry! I wanted to uh- is Atom still in there?”
She looks him up and down, and an understanding expression grows on her face.
“No, Majka dismissed him already. He should be in the infirmary, he’s supposed to apologize to Mr. fuckface.”
König tilts his head, not quite sure if she’s meaning what he thinks she means. “The marine he beat up”, she clarifies.
“Ah, yeah. That makes sense...” he says a bit flustered. She’s about to leave when she halts and looks up at him, her eyes soft now.
“König, what that guy did? Taking pictures and spreading them around, making hateful comments? I’m not saying that Atom’s reaction was right but I can understand him. If someone did this to my wife... Majka and I are in agreement. And the higher-ups are too. We have a zero-tolerance policy for shit like that and if it happens again, come to us. We’ll handle it. Gladly.”
She smiles dangerously at the end and he nods slowly, a bit taken aback that she just casually dropped her marriage status.
“I’ll see you later, König.”
“Thank you, Ridgeback”, he says after her and she waves as she walks off.
5 minutes later he finally comes across Atom. Not in the infirmary though.
He wanted to take a quick trip to the toilet before the slightly nerve-wracking conversation when he walks into the bathroom and spots the sergeant with his back to him.
He freezes when he sees him and for a few seconds they’re quiet, the only sound is the closing door behind him.
He takes a deep breath and finally speaks:
“Atom...? Can we talk? About the uh- the photo and... that fight just now?”
Y/N is standing at the sink, cleaning up the blood on his knuckles with a towel. He turns to glance at the Austrian. "König", he acknowledges his presence before continuing to swipe at the back of his hands.
His demeanor is unlike his usual self. His posture is slightly hunched over, not standing tall as usual. The usual confidence - Conor calls it arrogance - was nowhere to be seen.
König looks at him, suddenly unsure if it really was a good idea to follow Horangi’s words.
At this moment, he’s not sure whether Atom’s agitated because he can’t see his face. But the tension in his body is telling him yes.
“That fight wasn’t just about the photo, right?”, he asks slowly, watching the sergeant with eagle eyes.
Y/N halts, stopping his mindless wiping of the blood. "Oh? Do I sense some brain cells from you König?", he jokes half-heartedly still standing with his back towards him.
König bites his lip, not liking the tone of the other’s words.
He’s already anxious as is and he feels like the Atom he’s facing right now is unknown territory. He almost feels like they’re back to zero like after their first fight when König believed he was a fucking psychopath. The operator standing at the sink feels like a stranger.
He hides his hands in his pockets, clenching and unclenching them into fists in an attempt to relax.
He waits for the h/c haired man to talk but Y/N doesn’t.
He takes a deep breath and asks quietly: “Why did you kiss me?”
The Austrian looks at the other man, he sees his back muscles tense and Atom puts down both hands on the edge of the sink, looking down. König waits with bated breath for an answer. Instead, he gets a question back.
“Did it disgust you?”
Y/N almost spats the words, they’re dripping with hostility and subconsciously, König clutches the hilt of his switch knife.
“No”, he says carefully but it seems like the sergeant misunderstands his tone and he growls: “Don’t lie to me!”
“I’m not lying!” he responds earnestly. Atom looks him in the eyes, then he stares at his hips, realizing something.
“You brought your knife?”, he asks in a low tone, his voice on edge.
König can feel the atmosphere in the room shift immediately and based on the furrow of Y/N’s eyebrows it’s not good.
“I always have it with me”, he explains, “just in case.” You taught me that he thinks. “Just in case, huh... Take it out.”
He looks at him baffled.
“No, why-” Y/N takes a step in his direction, his hand on the sheathe of his Atom Splitter at his leg. “Take it out, König.”
Fuck, he thinks. This isn’t how he expected the conversation to go. Fuck Horangi, man, fuck him.
He does as he’s told, activating the blade and Atom unsheathes his knife, twirling it in that familiar fashion while his significant grin forms on his lips. A shiver runs down König’s spine.
“Can we not do this right now?”, he pleads, holding the knife at his side, clearly not wanting to fight the sergeant. But Atom doesn’t care. He never seemed to care before either. He just attacks. Relentlessly.
By the first blow, König realizes that the other man is deadly serious about it this time. His mask gets cut, and the blade barely misses his cheek. The knot in his stomach coils.
If he’s not careful, he’s going to die. He can see the bloodlust in the e/c eyes.
König pushes Y/N’s blade away with his own. He put a lot of force behind it but the sergeant is unfazed, he attacks from a new angle, stabbing at König’s torso.
He blocks the knife but Atom gets a hit in, punching his jaw.
The bathroom is filled with pained grunts and the sound of punches but all König can hear is his messy heartbeat as adrenaline is pumped through his veins.
What ticked him off? I didn’t want this. That thought spirals in his head. I don’t want this.
Atom kicks his knee, making him falter.
Next thing he knows, he’s kneeling and Y/N’s knife is pressed against his throat. Even through the fabric of his mask, he can feel the coldness on his skin. They both pant. König looks up at the sergeant, his face is blank, the smirk gone.
Atom grabs his hair through the fabric at the back of his head, pulling it back harshly. He gasps alarmed, dropping his knife, and he searches the e/c eyes. They stare down at him, pupils blown wide.
“Y/N”, he whispers. The man begins to smile ominously. “You make my blood boil, König.”
His face changes when he hears those words.
The nervousness of having that knife to his throat when Atom’s eyes look dead like this is still fluttering in his chest. But there’s also something else. A knot forms in his lower stomach and his eyes land on the white band-aid on the sergeant’s throat.
Y/N continues: “Only you get me this excited... Makes me wanna fight all day long. What am I supposed to do?” He tilts his head.
König gulps and watches with eagle eyes how the h/c haired man uses his blade to lift the seam of his mask and flip it over his head, exposing his scarred face. A burst of anxiety and self-consciousness rushes through his veins as those e/c eyes study his appearance. A glint appears in them.
“Do you like our fights?” Atom asks, his voice slightly hoarse as he presses the blade to König’s cheek, tracing one of the pale scars with it.
The tone of his voice is light but he can feel the significance of that question, he sees the expectant look in Y/N’s eyes.
He nods. “Yeah”, he mutters slowly, staring up at him, “I do.”
Atom’s brows lift and his smile widens, showing the white of his teeth and his gums. “Really?”, he prods. He nods again.
He can see Y/N debate something, emotions flit across his face that he hasn’t ever seen before on him and the knot of anxiety in his chest unfurls, making space for something else. Hope, anticipation.
“Atom...” he begins and Y/N takes this as his cue to kiss König without hesitation. It takes him by surprise again but this time he’s prepared to breathe through his nose and he actually responds to the kiss.
Atom’s grip on his hair is tight and he holds his head in place as he practically devours König. The intensity makes him gasp and Y/N uses it to push his tongue into his mouth, exploring every inch mercilessly without allowing any pushback.
The sergeant kisses like he fights. Aggressively and intensely. He loves it. If he were touched carefully at this very moment, he would probably dislike it. After all, the ferocity is what he always enjoys about their fights.
König allows his eyes to close, leaning into the sensation, slowly getting lost, when he feels a sharp pain and tastes iron in his mouth. Atom fucking bit his tongue!
He grunts in protest but the other man doesn’t care at all. They part, their breaths mingling and Y/N groans: “You taste so fucking good, König.”
He looks up at him, seeing the intense desire burning in the e/c eyes and certainty washes over him.
He pushes himself off the ground, forcing the sergeant to let go of his hair. He towers over him and for a second they just stare at each other before König moves, his hands pushing Y/N back until he collides with the bathroom wall.
He dips his head and their lips connect again, the taste of iron intermingling. He can hear the clatter of Atom’s knife on the ground before two hands touch him, igniting a fire wherever they roam his skin.
Y/N tugs and prods at his clothes, pulling his shirt out of his pants to stick his hands underneath, and in the next second König can feel fingernails dig into his back. He growls and the sergeant smiles into their kiss. “’re always so aggressive-” König complains breathlessly.
Atom snorts. “Don’t act like you don’t like it.” His lips trail down his neck, biting and sucking and König presses his thigh between Y/N’s legs in response, getting a low groan out of the other man.
It sends a spark through his body and his mouth twitches as Atom grinds against his thigh. “Y/N-” he warns but he gets interrupted when the flush of a toilet can be heard.
Atom stops moving, his hand halting mid-air, only inches away from König’s belt buckle. “It’s the women’s bathroom”, he says, trying to calm the Austrian down before touching his belt. But it sobers König up a bit and he leans back, stopping his hands.
“We should probably stop here. It would be a bit awkward if someone walks in.”
Y/N clicks his tongue in annoyance. “Let them watch.”
He smirks and they look at each other. König’s hair is absolutely dishevelled, his face red from their make-out session. Atom doesn’t look any better, his eyes still hold the glimmering desire.
He breathes out slowly and begins to smile.
“We should continue elsewhere.” He licks his lips, the bloody taste still in his mouth but unlike before this day he likes it.
Atom follows his tongue’s movement with eagle eyes. “Yeah, we definitely should.” He pauses for a second, disappointment evident on his face.
“I can’t right now though.” He sounds grumpy.
König tilts his head, confused, staring down at him. “Why?”
“I have to clean the bathrooms as punishment.”
He blinks and follows Y/N’s eyes toward the mop in the corner.
“Will you help me?” The sergeant bats his eyelashes like the women who try to flirt with König at the local bars. He laughs, walking backward, putting his hands up.
“I just remembered I have something to do.”
E/c eyes darken. “Come on! Be good and help your boyfriend!”
His heart leaps. “Oh, so we’re boyfriends now? I don’t remember saying yes to this agreement.”
Y/N glowers at him, picking up his knife from the ground.
“It was a joke!” he protests but the man strides up to him, pointing the blade at his throat. At this point, it’s getting old.
“Say it.”
He snorts. Atom stares up at him, his dead expression suddenly looking less intimidating and more so somewhat adorable. He tilts his head, provocatively.
“What?”
“You know what.”
König grins and grabs Y/N’s hand holding the knife.
“I’ll let you be my boyfriend.”
Atom only raises an eyebrow and he guides the sergeant’s hand and knife away from his throat before dipping down again and stealing a kiss from his lips. A soft one this time. One that makes König’s heart swell and flutter from happiness.
Y/N closes his eyes, enjoying the moment and they stay closed even after they part. König coughs, smirking.
“Anyways, I can’t help you with the cleaning sorry.”
Atom opens his eyes wide and a breathy indignant laugh escapes him as he watches the Austrian turn around and leave the bathroom whistling, mirroring the many times Y/N did it to him. Payback’s a bitch, he thinks.
“You forgot your knife! König! Come back!” Atom shouts his tone almost pleading but König is already out the door and he laughs and yells over his shoulder:
“You can bring it to me tonight, mein Schatz!”
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Translations (freely mostly)
Ja, eher nicht - German: “Yes, better not”
Fick dich - German: “Fuck you”
mi-chin saeggi  미친새끼 - Korean: “Crazy son of a bitch”
mein Schatz - German: “my dear, my love” lit. “my treasure”
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vampypurplequ33n · 2 months ago
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HAPPY 8 YEAR ANNIVERSARY SANDERS SIDESS!!
I wish I could do more for this anniversary celebration but I have to go somewhere today and probably won’t have time to draw anything special. However, this is what I have time for since sanders sides was literally one half of my childhood and I recently got back into the hyperfixation of it. I love each of these characters to death and I’ll explain each of them in detail during this post <3
Logan: He is the best “teacher” ever! I wish he got more love from the other Sides, but the fandom definitely makes up for it. He’s a sucker for Crofters, got me into that jame btw, and he helped me learn a lot of new things! During one of my classes a teacher asked if anyone knew what a “Yerkes-Dodson Curve” was and let me tell you how I raised my hand so fast…. LOGAN MY BOI WE ALL LOVE YOU😭😭
Roman: The Man, the Prince, the Legend. He is so flamboyant I love him for that. He is the embodiment of “drama queen” and he definitely deserves that title. I loved this man to D E A T H since day one. I feel like half of me is literally his personality, and since I’m also insecure it checks out pretty well! If I was forced to only draw one Side for the REST of my life, it would be Roman in a heartbeat.
Patton: HES THE BIGGEST PUFFBALL WEVE GOT IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND EVERY CAN AGREE HES AMAZING AND OMFG HES SO ADORABLE AND EVERY BAD THING THAT HAPPENED TO HIM THAT HE COULDNT CONTROL SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED AND I ONLY WISH THE BEST FOR HIM AND HE DESERVES ALL THE COOKIES IN THE WORLD OMGGGGGGGGG- Ahem, aside all that… I do love Patton! He is like the father I wish I could have, and the childhood imaginary friend you had what you were a toddler as well! I love you to bits Patton!
Virgil: He’s a fan favorite, which is understandable. A ton of people deal with anxiety, and a lot of people love the color purple. I.. am in that group but in a slightly insane level- Not the anxiety part that’s being dealt with, but the P U R P L E. He’s my favorite BECAUSE he’s purple. When he was just black I didn’t really like him THAT much, but I saw the appeal. Once he got the purple tho, I LOVED THAT MAN. He really is a big fan favorite and I understand why. Plus he’s a silly little emo gay, who doesn’t like that?
Janus: MY SASSY BOII!!! We love to see him! We all know he loves wine, we all know he definitely needs some validation, and our boy deserves a hug. We love him, and as the saying goes “She is beauty, she is grace, she will lie right to your face.” And he is also the embodiment of…. “Girlboss, gatekeep, gaslight <3” And all of this is the truth, which is definitely gonna mess with him a lil bit :3
Remus: How do you describe your love of a character without it getting to redundant? I love this fucking trashy rat man to death and nothing will change my god damn mind. HES SO SCRUNKLY I LOVE HIM!!! HE IS THE ELBODIMENT OF THE OTHER SIDE OF ME, IM BEING DEADASS RIGHT NOW. I WILL ACTUALLY KEEP RANTING AND RANTING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS GOD FORSAKEN MAN. I WILL FUCKING KILL FOR HIM (if he doesn’t do it first) His outfit, his personality, HIS FUCKING MACE. HE IS THE EMBODIMENT OF CHAOS AND I LIVE FOR IT!!
Thomas: Him. Just, Him. He deserves all the love this world can possibly give him and more. Whenever he posts is always, and I mean ALWAYS during a troubling part of my life. And he can get me through any bad days I may be having. I swear this guy knows when we are sad and posts RIGHT when that happens and it brings a chuckle to us, making the day MUCH BETTER. He is an inspiration, a goal, a dream, a PARENTAL FIGURE to most of the community and I want him to know that.
@thatsthat24 HAPPY ANNIVERSARY FOR SANDERS SIDES YOU DESERVE ALL OF THE GIFTS AND LOVE THIS COMMUNITY HAS GIVEN YOU!!!!
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rr-sheep · 10 months ago
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The Sadist Loneliness Bird...
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moon0fairy · 2 years ago
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Ted Lasso 3x06 commentary !!!!!
• very sad atmosphere oh boii ok so we‘re already in Amsterdam
• Jan Maas speaking dutch!!
• „this is a pretend conversation. You‘re a pretend person with a pretend job. And I‘m having a really hard time pretending to give a shit.“ and Jan‘s smile hsksks
• NIGHT OUT IN AMSTERDAM
• JACK AND KEELEY FLYING TO NORWAY TO SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS DAMN SAPPHICS REALLY DO MOVE FAST
• uhhh damn Rebecca that was subtle commentary to Roy👀
• „no curfew tonight“ and Beards eyes getting subtly bigger
• Dani I love you
• Roy is in a biig mood
• JAMIE KNOWS HIS HISTORY FACTS (someone has energy)
• not Rebecca going on the bike side of the road (i don‘t know the right term in english)
• well damn ….
• bike lane thank you unknown man
• Ted texting Rebecca but she lost her phone so he spends the whole night with Trent instead-
• „you know I wanna try something new“ like going to a gay bar-
• TRENT CRIMM I SAW YOU
• Trent I would go to every museum with you
• higgins don‘t say that
• Jan suggesting a club with a lot of women and Colins saying immediately afterwards that he can’t make it and Trent looking up (I‘m in pain)
• sipping his tea because he knows the tea👀
• that boat house looks very comfy (funf fact: I actually always dreamt about living on a boat like this)
• ohhhh we‘re getting Ted high??
• Get Dani his tulips🥺🥺🥺
• Colin sneaking out👀
• THE LEOPARD SHOES, Detective Trent mode activated
• He seems nice and I feel like they stray away more and more from Ted and Rebecca idea as a couple
• Ted, if you don‘t want that… I mean I could… I would drink it for you
•. Colin storyline here we go
• Trent showing up behind him I‘m gonna pass out
• nooo Colin🥺🥺🥺
• oop-
• Roy doesn‘t know how to ride a bike either?????
• damn Roy that was a lot opening up
• we really thought we‘re getting a romantic „Ted teaching Trent how to ride a bike“ but we‘re getting Roy and Jamie instead-?
• Trent coming out story I can‘t believe this is actually happening omg
• trying not to tear up challenge failed
• „ I used my Holmesian powers of journalistic deduction“
• Ted going to a Van gogh exhibition oh no more tears incoming (apparently for Ted too)
• oh no they‘re still arguing over food?😭😭
• Isaac is going through it
• Jamie opening up too and Roy apologizing to him
• not the American bar😭 (homesickness? Foreshadowing that he will go to america again in the end?)
• oh no the tea is kicking in
• love the triangle history
• pillow fight in the lobby, Trent and Colin enjoying the gay club, Roy and Jamie seeing a windmill, this is amazing
• That foot massage was uhm, no comment (good for you Rebecca)
• Beard apparently had a good night🥴
• oh so he experienced a placebo effect
• Triangles to try angels jdksks
• Coling touching Trents arm oh they‘re besties now 🥺
10/10 episode no further comment needed
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noblewaterfall1-blog · 6 months ago
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Just finished watching all the recent episodes of Demon Slayer… I’m so sad because I can’t believe that I’ll be watching some of my favorite characters die on the big screen. Especially my fav my boii Tokito. 🥺
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shacyspagelings · 2 years ago
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i finally drew the best sad boii.
i also tried draw this in a bigger canvas and i say my goddamn procreate went lag lol. i try to be patient when using the large canvas i usually draw in smaller canvas, it’s time for me to draw big art on bigger canvas.
also here’s the timelapse.
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To find yourself, you must first lose yourself.
Well, I think I left me at the gas station 2 hours ago. Can we pleaseeeeeee turn around?
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