#// may have smth to do with the spaces you put i have no idea

[whenisavillain-notthevillain]

"The Riddler" that's always how you were recognized. Shame that's the only name you'll be remembered in, if I asked someone what's your name will anyone know? Will everyone know? When have you ever been recognized as you? Edward Nygma or Well as your Initials say, E. Nygma, such a Clever name. Everyone has origins I suppose, this one is just far too cliche.

Your story is just far too cliche.

- 🌟

Dick will know my name. He's the only one that has to know.

And even if he doesn't, the Riddler is fine by me.

[arolesbianism]

Oh baby I am getting way to ambitious with my current oni run for someone who's laptop starts screaming anytime it opens steam

[broke-on-books]

Okay so. I have never ever done this before and have NO idea what I'm doing but I was bored at work and made an artfight account. Anyways my name on there is Swishyyellow so like if you're on there. That's me (also tell me what you guyses names are) so um yeah. <3333 peace and love on planet earth etc.

[liannelara-dracula]

Based on the hcs about how they behave in school, the little beef between Ruki and Reiji got me thinking 🧐

Hcs about they finding out that they like the same girl, but in the end she doesn't really care too much about neither of they and just interacts with them because she's polite? (She doesn't know about this beef between them, neither knows that they both like her and just think they're being friendly or smth)

Like, a girl that is a model student and etc but is very oblivious to their feelings, and is very difficult to impress?

Hi love,

This is a really good idea. I like it, I think it will be fun. Thanks for the idea anon.

-Liannelara

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Ruki & Reiji like the same Woman (hcs)

They are both trying their damn hardest to gain your attention.

And they not only don’t get along but when you came into the picture, everything was a competition.

Of course, these two wouldn’t make it obvious like Ayato and Kino that they are trying to get your attention or that something is going on between them.

They are very discreet men and can come off a little dry.

Anyways, this all started when you walked into the library to pick out a book, causing them to both look up from their work since they heard a captivating feminine voice asking for the help of a librarian if they had a particular book. She had a delicate scent of perfume on her that only made her more attractive.

She had her half up and half down pinned by a bow in the back, her hairstyle and curled subtlety. She had such elegance and class when she walked and turned.

They were heavily entranced, though unlike Reiji, Ruki made the first move being the book expert that he is. He always had more luck than Reiji and today especially he was reading the same book this girl was asking about, it was his chance to talk to her and give it to her.

As she was aimlessly looking for the book to see if there was an extra copy she was too distracted to notice she had bumped into someone.

She put a hand over her lips as she mouthed an apology not expecting to have invaded someone’s space as she was looking.

“Pardon me, I hadn’t noticed you standing by. I am so sorry.” She’d apologize, almost enough to guilt trip a man with her sweet voice.

“No worries, you were looking for (b/n), right?”

“Oh yes, where did you find it?”

“I was reading it, but you can keep it. I’ve read it before, it’s a good book.”

She stared at him surprised, “But this book is so thick how can you manage to read it through again.”

“I’ve read almost everything on this shelf in my spare time, I’m Ruki.” He’d say

She smiled, “Y/n.”

Reiji is so jealous!

This automatically makes Reiji want to get involved and try to impress her next which he does so in chemistry class.

Reiji will be much more charismatic and it is incredibly compelling seeing he hardly uses this part of himself.

So you can imagine he'd catch the beaker she almost dropped swiftly or caught her in his arms.

I mostly see it that she trips and he catches her, causing them to exchange a fair amount of eye contact before thanking him.

If Ruki is in the same class it means he's going to have to do more than just recommending a book because Reiji got to have her in his arms first.

better get moving Ru

So everyday they get a chance to be around her they try to have her attention and try to win her over in some way and it is just a constant battle.

And both of them know it is competition even if they haven't said it.

Reiji would try to talk about it and bring it up at some point because he wants to be firm with Ruki about him wanting this woman and that he will not lose.

whereas, Ruki will act like he doesn't know what he's talking about.

"I see that you are fond of the student, just as I am." Reiji would say, adjusting his glasses.

Ruki would turn to look at him with a smirk, "I don't know what you mean?"

"Although you may play this off in a stoic manner, I know that Y/n is in your thoughts. Tell me, do you care for her as a woman?"

"Y/n, is just a girl, Reiji. Why are you worked up about a human?"

"Well then, if that's your answer what I will do shall not matter."

"Even if you plan on something, she and I have plans. "

“I suggest you back down.”

“I threat doesn’t stop me from pursuing.”

Features (some they may like)

Pretty dark hair

wide hips

glass skin

bratty attitude

pretty laugh

intelligent

Elegant vocabulary

Reiji

If she is part of the chess club, he wants to have chess matches with her. But since Ruki is good at chess he will participate in matches w her.

In fact, they would play against in each other to see who would ask her out.

Literally, winner gets to ask her out.

If it’s just her and Reiji, he'd prefer that she loses so that she'll repeatedly compete against him since she is probably 2nd in line.

He also loves these matches with you because he locks eye contact with you and gets to talk to you as well.

He invites you to walk with him in the school yard to observe nature and fascinates you with knowledge about the flowers or science of things to which you had no idea about

He starts off with this small talk and soon moves on to deeper talks where you both exchange conversation about things which are more personal.

You flash a compelling smile and a laugh escapes your lips at something being discussed and Reiji, deep down finds himself in awe as this is the first time a woman was beautiful laughing without covering her mouth.

It is a delicate display of beauty which most hide which keeps him interested in pursuing you.

While he is stubborn and trying to convince himself he is merely amused, this is not the case as he is defiantly interested romantically.

Reiji, although he won’t deliberately show nor say it. He wants you all to himself, he doesn’t want you to spend your time with other men.

He’d like it if he were the only man you paid attention to the most.

Becomes frustrated if you speak of Ruki in high regard because he feels challenged.

Truly he's giving his all to have you.

And the more he finds that there is no progress the harder he is going to try.

Due to his high interest he finds many ways for you to be alone with you.

He will eventually get comfortable speaking to you, and even go as far as teasing you.

However, once he founds out the situation is completely one sided he is upset.

Reiji tells himself he simply can move on, but truthfully he doesn't want to.

He wants to change your mind.

If he can't he probably would distance himself gradually and slowly stop talking to you.

Ruki

In the library he likes to move the books that you’ve been looking for up high so that he can grab them for you.

He’ll leave foot notes at the bottom for you.

Some questions and messages being suggestive to you as well.

Sometimes she’d write back in them and exchange in the conversation.

Loves to also hand you the book so that your hands touch.

He loves to surprise you at your locker and chat with you to get Reiji jealous since Reiji doesn’t have the talent to just casually speak with you.

Won’t show what he is bothered/jealous when Reiji comes around.

Has invited you over for dinner at his place, which is definitely one up on Reiji. lol

He cooked for you there and got to talk to you for a long time.

Since he knows Nordic languages he'd teach you them.

If you needed help in cooking he'd offer to help you in cooking class to give you tips and to show you how to cut.

Mostly so that his hands are on yours and for him to whisper and say things to your ear.

Would say quotes to you from poems or books to keep you interested or questioning.

Would teach you how to dance and have fun in the middle of it by breaking the rules and dipping you instead.

leaves you messages in your locker about how you looked nice but you don't know they are from him.

Has the upper hand because he was once human and Reiji never was so its easier for him to keep a conversation.

While part of this is amusing to compete against Reiji to win over a woman's heart he is also interested in pursuing you.

Of course in terms of feelings once he comes to terms with himself and understands that you do not feel anything for either he is a little bummed out the game ended but mostly because you weren't interested.

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[gummysunnybear]

I have returned with more regressor Sun ideas. Set specifically between New Moon's awakening and pre-named Nexus event.

• Sunny has been dealing with regression since VERY early on in life, and it was smth he kept to himself for a very long time.

• Earth was the one to recognize some mild signs and slowly introduce the idea in fits and bursts. She also makes a silly show of 'passing on the title' of baby sibling for more positively framed regression instances.

• KC was kept apprised of the goings ons of the family, and was completely certain he'd never meet Sun in such a headspace - or worse, if he did, it would be horrible and cause panic.

- as a result, when Lil Sunny met KC for the first time, blinked big ol eyes, stared into his very soul, KC was prepared for many things - screaming, crying, even a meltdown. He was NOT ready for Sunny giving him baby doll eyes, making grabby hands and going "uppies, p'ease!" ((KC had to fight tears bc AAAAAATOOCUTEAAAAAA))

• Moon is TERRIFIED to look after Sun, but simultaneously he bristles at the idea of Sun being Out Of Sight And Vulnerable. He's so normal, he promises.

• Solar has NO idea what's happening. He reads up on it but made a personal decision to not get involved. This was, ofc, thrown out the window when Earth had smth come up, Moon had a meeting, and Lunar was having a BAD Day. Sun was already smol, and Solar was the only one semi available. "Just for an hour," Earth assured him, "one hour, and Moon should be home!"

- spoiler: it took two hours, but Solar didn't even notice bc Sunny was absolutely MESMERIZED by Toy Maintenance ((his rattle broke, and Solar took it apart to fix it. Sunny then brought him toy after toy to take apart and put together)). Solar gets Sun a baby tool set the very next day. That's his Lil Buddy now. No takesies backsies.

And now... The Angst

• Sun... doesn't handle big emotional impacts well. His only active method is to bury it and move on. It usually piles up until it explodes one way or another, byt regressioncan help him release pressure safely. But when Solar died... well, he had no outlet. His usual caregivers were all grieving in their own ways, and they needed Sun. Sun needed them too, but they, uh... didn't really think to ask.

- Nex!Moon didn't really come home very often. Sun usually had the house to himself. He... may have regressed involuntarily a few times and curled up in that guest bedroom, just... staring. Crying. Holding smth from Solar, a toy or blanket, just... whatever he could to help the hurt.

- at one point, Sunny had a full blown tantrum, and he DESTROYED the guest room. Cried himself sick, cried himself to sleep in one of Solar's old shirts. The next morning, N!Moon only noticed smth off when Sun staggered into the kitchen in Solar's shirt, and it was just to berate him for staining it with oil. Sunny wasn't even fully big yet. He just took the shirt off and began cleaning it.

- Sunny keeps a ratty old crocheted tiger amongst his belongings - it was a gift from Solar, and for the longest time, Sun couldn't sleep without it.

BACK TO HAPPIES-

• when Solar came back, he waited until a moment where he could pull Sun aside and ask how he's doing - jittery hands, worsened stutter, the tiny twitches of his rays; he's stressed, and Solar asks if he needs to call Earth or if Sun wants a cg for a bit.

• when Solar realizes that Sun's been running on minimal regression options, he puts his foot down fast and hard. "You're my-," he struggles for words before sighing. "You're someone I care about, Sunrise - very much. I get that everyone has been struggling, but you never should have fallen through the cracks."

• Sun slowly gets back into a groove of allowing himself to ask for space to regress again - and also has someone there to help him hammer down boundaries regarding it. Sometimes a cg is necessary - but he's scared to be a bother to Earth, and he's... frankly speaking, a bit scared of Moon and Lunar. It takes time.

• Atlas has absolutely seen Sun regress at least once either by summoning him at a bad time or by Sun slipping during training. Either way, Magic Mobiles ((Sunny lulled to sleep by story time, pretty light constructs and a hand petting his rays))

• the Astrals likely are at least a LITTLE bit aware of it, bc I think Star Power being tied to emotions would mean Sun's own spikes whenever he's got a BIG FEELING happening - he never USES it, but the power itself pings. They keep an eye on things and it has varied results. ((Pollux is a bit too overzealous in interest for playtime, Castor would rather Not Be Involved, and depending on ship, Taurus is either endlessly charmed or hilariously confused. Either way, that bull is trying his best))

STOPPP NOT THE ANGSTT D:

[here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can]

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[aijunbi]

hi guys . I deadass js realized that long thread we had goinf on w reblogs nd stuff my reblog didnt go thru ?? like it js deleted my entire text hence y my last reblog for that thread was like blank . 😭😭😭💔 stupid tumbkr omds

ANYWAY ! i frwakinf hate the sciences so bad like im good at every other subject but science i fear id rather be hwld at gunpoint than ever touch science after i graduate🙁 PLSS i wanted to take ap osych but im lwk mad lazy for that and my skl put a 3 ap per year maximum 😅😅 like damn okay . yall js hatw to see me succeed 😒😒😒 GAWAHHH i loge dpr so much like i deadass had mood on repeat for so long bcs of this one yeonjun edit that transformed my life i fear ! MERRY GO IS SOOO freakinf Good i love it so mich

i donr have my own room guys. ive been sharing w my sister for the past few years😢😢 its okat tho idrc bc anyw im barely in my room like most of the time im js in my living room doing my work nd stuff bc ion wannna bother my stupid sister like that💔💔 also cs shes mad stinky when she gets off her shift nd is home . LMFAO omg ur evil pushing smn off their bed 😭😭😭

girl i got like 1 valentines day fic in line and i fwar i prob will not finish it b4 valentines day . god pls give me rhe will to start picking up writing again. i have this ONE fic idea that lwk is fire like acc fire like so amazeballs and awesome sauce nd shit 😊😊 pls pray i finish it !!! AND GOSH U R A GENIUSSS like ur mind works wonders… cool w u… YESS GAWDDD i love cool w u SOO MUCH its one of my favs of nwjns plus get up and hypeboy and hurt‼️‼️ ive been tucked in bed at 9:30 since like. 3rd grade. ion play when it comes to having a healthy sleep schedule i fear. i CANNOT have eyebags ever idc 💔 i would nawt look good w eyebags oms. why tf is olaf taller tahn the average girl what the hell😭😭😭

LMAO I FIGURED like why is there just a reblog there shld be smth 😭😭😭 i love science so much oml that is my BAE right there ❤️❤️ lololol i got a year before i graduate i hear the gunshots already ME NEXT !!! my ap pysch is sooo funny for some reason like i love my group frfr 🙏 you js gotta dab on the haters ning (a member of the dance club told me that) dpr is my lifeline i don't fear. no blueberries has been charting on vinh's top 3 bcuz it's js so addicting 🤓☝️

i feel bad for you twin, i can't imagine sharing a sleeping space with someone because what if they're a snorer... then what? 😞 what if they sleep talk/walk and kill me... then what? 😞😞 OHEMGEE I HATEE being in my living room...😬😬 it's peaceful but when the adults come home from work it's like all hell js broke loose. i cannot and i mean cannot handle another loud laugh coming from my anyone's mouth when i'm trying to watch tv 💔💔💔 LMFAO stinky. i call my eldest brother stinkabutt because he reaks of wtv it is. what can i say? im a pusher 😜

dear ning pls bless us with another fic before i kay em ess. PLEASEEEEE 🙏🙏 heh my friends say im special 😼 but probably not the kind of positive special... scratches head. may cwy receive more recognition because the budget for mv must've been high 😭🙏🙏 im gonna be so fr rn... 9:30 is when i eat dinner LOL. sometimes not even, like it rlly depends. i can be eating my first meal at 5pm and eat my last at 10 💀💀 i play when it comes to a sleep schedule, i remember pulling 3 all nighters in a row. pretty sure i was hallucinating on the 3rd night. eyebags kind of fit me lololol but it makes me look emo and it beats my nonchalant aura. #NOTsigmaofme

not to mention i taught a bunch of working adults who can drink, drive, and smoke brainrot. like i was explaining the difference between skibidi toilet and evil skibidi toilet, and how they're not the same but they're twins yk. and also slangs like "clock it" or "sigma/alpha" and no sigma and alpha are not the same, alpha is below sigma, you geekers.

[ninjagorewriteredo]

Honestly, because how bad the love triangle stuff in season 3 sucks so much because its forced relationship drama that lasts through FOUR SEASONS, I've had an somewhat interesting idea on how you could still include there being development in a certain relationship without causing a ripple effect that makes things worse for YEARS

Instead of Nya being bored of Jay in her relationship, with this new sudden spark of intrest in Cole being from that stupid true lover machine, fueling this horrid plotine further

Nya shouldn't be bored of Jay, she should instead be overwhelmed by him, by the sudden rush their relationship has become, because how much short time has gone by realistically with season 1 and 2's passage of time, and maybe Jay has gotten more clingy and quick to be emotional in a way she can't handle...

and yeah he may have his reasons but at the point where hes getting jealous of even his other team mates being close to her and showing a lot more of himself she isnt used to, she snaps at him and says somethings she's had pent up for proubly months!

possibly this scene could be at the end of the junkyard fight

and in the moment Nya possibly isn't seen in the best light and runs off feeling like she should of just kept her mouth shut but Jay over time in the season realizes how much he's been putting on her with their relationship, being that this was both their first relationships, first boyfriend and girlfriend, but Jay got way too over his head and got obessive while Nya felt like she couldn't talk to him about her feelings without thinking she had to walk on egg shells when the topic comes to her mind

I think they would end up on a neutral stage after the season, where they think they should maybe take things slow for now on, no big gestures or going past certain things, setting up boundaries and all that, which then can lead to Jay and Nya having some space to figure out their own issues and allow them to get as close as they were again naturally

they were teens when they got together, teens can be stupid when in love, and they make mistakes both ways, but thats alright

Also by the time its season 4 where they are put against eachother instantly, i can see great opportunity to see if Jay can change and even see if Nya maybe has flaws that are similar to him hes never noticed, like maybe she can be alittle jealous too but instead of him possibly being pissy about it or some stupid drama happening, he maybe calls her out on it by making a playful joke about him when he was jealous but makes sure to tell her, if she can look through him and see past his flaws, then he can do the same for her, and maybe a another step to them getting close again happens with Jay just simply holding her hand as he spoke to her

IDK but thats all I can say since, I don't want to be seen as a Jay hater or smth, I just hate season 3's love triangle ripple effect and how it treated Nya and her relationship with Cole and Jay for four seasons...

I WANT THEM TO NOT BE TOXIC FUUUCCKK--

[campbyler]

helllooo!!

i hope you’re all doing well!

just gon leave my overall thoughts on this spectacular, insane, gut wrenchingly beautiful chapter:

- first, thea your writing has me rocking back and forth insanely while sobbing with taylor swift on loud speaker in the background. it’s just. ugh. it’s so. you’re so talented <3

- michael. inhalers should be put in your silly little fanny pack at all times. just shove your snacks into your pockets if you’re that desperate

- lucas is always right.

- hopper knows

- i keep re-reading the asthma attack scene (beforehand) and i have no idea why will was crying - feel like i’ve missed smth but it really showed that mike does, in fact, — no matter how hard he tries to deny this — care about will and i think that perfectly sets their relationship into the ground if yk what i mean?

- will flinches a lot and this will probably be brought up again?? i think it aligns with his dad, lonnie, as in “follow the sparks (i’ll drive)” (which may i say is BEAUTIFULLY written by suni) it’s shown that will has a fear of cars driving past a certain limit - even though mike was driving somewhere around 85 (i forget now but i’m trying) because of lonnie. feel like this’ll be brought up again.

- “Like – what might Will do, if Mike were to kiss somewhere that wasn’t his lips? If he didn’t give Will a clean break; if he were messy about it when he pulled his mouth away from Will’s, if he trailed his kisses along Will’s skin instead? Would Will like it, if Mike used his mouth to trace along the length of his jaw, down to his neck, working his way into that nook of space behind Will’s ear? Would he get mad, Mike muses, if Mike bit into his skin where his neck meets his shoulder, or would he be okay with a bite like that? Would he push Mike away, or would his breath hitch, would his fingers tighten in Mike’s hair, would he bring his other hand up to cradle Mike’s head, too? Would he also have the thought that not all the marks they leave on each other have to hurt – that not all of them need bandaids to heal, that some of them can be smoothed over with a kiss instead? Will’s breath hitches, and all ten of his fingers are knotted into Mike’s hair, and Mike kisses the spot he’s sunk his teeth into so swiftly . . . Mike wonders if he’s gotten carried away, if he got so engrossed in whether or not he could do something, he hadn’t stopped to consider whether or not he should. He brushes another kiss against Will’s skin, apologetic and cautious, and then another – further up, back by his ear, right at the curve of his jaw.” okay, i LOVE the way you’ve characterised mike here. the fact that he’s an over thinker, he over thinks how will is feeling, he over thinks if he’s doing the right thing and overall is being tender with affection as he, quote-unquote, “doesn’t hate will — and that’s all he’s willing to admit”. gotcha buddy…

- “i like your bucket” i had a cheeky giggle

- “Mike thinks he would very much like to hate Will – he thinks his life might be a lot easier if he did. But he doesn’t, and that’s as much as he’s willing to admit.” excuse me. ex—fucking—scuse me?? evil. evil for that ending. you know. you know what you’re doing. and it’s painful >:(

- last, but oh ho-ho not the least. i kid you not when will kissed mike i had to pause. take a large, over exaggerated step back. blink. blink again. look around. then, re-read the first sentence. and scream.

no but seriously, this chapter was absolutely beautiful. again, thea, your writing is amazing and it’s so refreshing to read.

furthermore, please don’t feel like you have to get a chapter done by a dead line if there is something that causes a slower pace! take all the time you need! <3

HELLO!!! WE ARE DOING GREAT!!!!! i am Sat for this ask ty for leaving all your thoughts!! let me try to respond point by point:

SHSH HH . SHH. HSHHHHHSHHSHHSH . why would you say that. WHY WOULD YU SAY THAT!!!!!!! now iiii am rocking back and forth insanely while sobbing with taylor swift on loud speaker in the background!!!!!!!!!

he is more frequently hungry than he is having an asthma attack!!!!!!! he's a growing boy!!!!! let him live!!!!!!!!!

lucas IS always right.

hopper probably definitely knows.

it's not super obvious in the narrative because mike has an asthma attack before he can bring it up LOL but since i'm not sure if it gets addressed in ch05, as the Author, i will confirm: will is a frustrated crier! he is frustrated at himself for the circumstances they've found themselves in and because max and justin are both rightfully mad at him so he is assuming Everyone hates him. he didn't get the same pep talk from max that mike got from lucas so he's just in his feels a little bit! he's good tho fr :)

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we ummm. we all love writing mike as an overthinker because that's just #true so the kiss scene was fun bc it was like. mike's actions were being carried out through his thoughts and it was a neat little trick to balance as a writer :')

i personally actually fr say "any questions? comments? concerns? complaints? compliments?" to my team in shift meetings so that was fun to bring in here and it was a nice moment to diffuse the tension LOL

mwhaha and hehe and hoohoo and so on and so forth

thank you so much for your kind words and leniency with the chapter going up!! i am sure that it Will happen again so to have the reassurance of everyone's patience has been so nice :') <3

[ship-zai]

omg hiii I don't see alot of proshippers in the bsd fandom so this is a nice surprise, hope we can get along bcz there's not alot of us. also even tho i don't have my age in my profile (omg im procrastinating on making an intro post) i'm a minor. anyways i was wondering if you could write like teen port mafia dazai x preppy law following kunikida, i think it'd be really toxic. especially if dazai is forcing kunikida to date him n threatening him with the pm if he leaves. even cooler if they met while dazai was committing a crime and kidnaps him or smth but it doesn't have to go like that. I'd really appreciate it if you wrote it, especially bcz i also write fics so ik how much effort they take. anyways i hope you have a lovely day filled with pleasant little surprises that feel kinda like a warm hug <333/p

decided to do my own spin on this idea in a way, this is quite short because i didn't have too many ideas but this is a fanfic of them meeting for the first time!, i hope you like it!, and hope you have a good day as well! (fic under cut) tw for smoking and mild violence

It was around 7pm on a Sunday when Kunikida met Dazai. The sun was beginning the set and the summer air was cooling down after the sweltering hot heat in the middle of the day. Kunikida saw a boy who looked to be about his age if not younger, smoking in an alley. He couldn’t help but intervene. “You know its a misdemeanor to smoke underage in public spaces” Kunikida said, standing awkwardly in front of the wall, refusing to lean back against the alley wall to avoid dirtying his clothing. Dazai tilted his head and burst out laughing. “Wow…you seriously dont know who i am…oh this is great!” He said, still in a fit of laughter. He stepped in front of Kunikida pressing him against the brick wall of the alley. “I’ve done much worse than a misdemeanor…now i suggest you leave, unless you really want to care for someone like me” He said, holding his almost finished cigarette threateningly close to Kunikida’s neck. “Even if you’ve done worse…you’re my age…you seriously should take better care of yourself, you look like you’re on the brink of death…” Kunikida said. Dazai laughed slightly. “Is that so?” He pressed his Cigarette to Kunikida’s neck and burst out laughing when he yelped and covered the now blistering spot on his neck. Kunikida had small tears in the corners of his eyes but did his best to keep himself together and remain as dignified as he could in this situation. “Violence isn’t the solution just because you’re annoyed with someone you know?, and i seriously mean it, health is important…no matter how much of a pain you may be…” Kunikda says the last part sounding slightly annoyed. “You know what…i like you!, you’re funny…why don't you meet me here tomorrow ok?” Dazai said, with a glint in his eyes that sent a shiver down Kunikida’s spine. Kunikida swallows the spit that was pooling in his mouth and hesitantly nodded. When Dazai backed up he practically shot out of the area. When he got home he put medication on the burn and wrapped it in bandages. He decided to research criminals area, and his heart dropped when he realized who he had accidentally caught the eye of.

[sooniebby]

hihi mcyap anon again‼️

i'll start off with explaining hiea then (it can also be written as hie but it's too similar to เฮี้ย which is a general expletive 💀). hiea comes from the chinese word (p sure it's in teochew dialect, most thai people of chinese descent are from the teochew ethnic group, myself included !) for older brother. you can call them just hiea or you can put it before the name of an older man, for example, hiea jiang (เฮียเจียง). most thai-chinese people use this word to call an older man, it can be a blood relation, an chinese older man in general, or obviously one's partner. keep in mind tho if someone looks very "obviously" chinese as an older man in thailand, they may be called hiea anyways regardless of the race of the person calling them

tldr; hiea is like "phi" but for chinese people

it's a good idea to take the last name of a real person to start off with imo cuz thai last names are a headache, even for many thai people 😭 fun fact, the last names of thai people are meant to divide by race and family (ie., different families = different last names but im pretty sure that mustve came up in your research at some point ‼️). families with very short last names tend to be like those whose ancestors have been living in thailand for very long, and the longer the last names, the less time their family line has been in thailand. so thats smth... not sure if this came up but if it didnt ‼️

anyways, i dont blame your choice for spacing out the names like that tho. theres also another format i learned in elementary school, the teachers did the names like first name (nickname in brackets) last name but thats not a good format for story writing 💀 but the clarification is pretty helpful, thank you!!

im very happy people are taking interest in thai culture 😭 theres a lot to learn, obviously it's impossible to know everything even as a local. i do hope youre not watching some trashy low budget thai telenovelas tho theyre all the same fcking plot 😭 my mom used to turn them on for me to snooze to as an elementary schooler cuz theyre so... 💤

the name makes sense. such a strong nickname too, i think it fits him ‼️ธาวิน is kinda ironic ngl 💀💀💀 pretty sure my friend in cmu dentistry has a prof with the last name ชัยอริย���กุล it's a nice name tho !! ps i think the naming conventions are kinda goofy, they hurt my brain to think about sometimes esp bc ive seen how it impacted the choices of naming my younger cousins (exmp: lil sister cousin was gonna be born on smth smth day i forgot and my mom and her sister did all the calculations and stuff for it then it blew up on them cuz the baby was born before then by a few days and they had to rush to get a name and do those calc shi and in the end my uncle just gave her a random name unrelated to the calculations and it was kinda a huge waste of time)‼️but im glad to know you think theyre cool!!

and im always happy to help out ‼️

Ooh, thanks I get it now. I did not know last names could be a hint into how long a family has lasted in Thailand, that’s so cool 🙂‍↕️! I had read that some last names were kinda just made up? But that could’ve been wrong, so I just looked at famous Thai actors and stole their last name lmfao

I went with the nickname first because I read a blog from a Thai person and that’s how they said it’s often written out.

But I am watching Thai bl dramas.. does that count as trashy telenovelas? I mean I learned a lot from a few of them but I of course double checked by researching from Thai people’s blogs and stuff lmfao

I chose his nickname cuz I read a post of how nicknames are usually chosen. And someone said sometimes they’ll base it off how the baby looks sometimes? So I thought it’d be funny if maybe when he was born his parents were like, “damn, he looks scary as hell” lmfao

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Ok forgetting moment pt. 20 I left the note where I wrote this open and can’t rmr if I actually sent it or not so if I did please delete this LMAO

FRRR I also really enjoy the panel where he has a lot of dark shadows on his face and he’s telling nagi not to get cocky after he was like “am I really a genius?”

RIN you getting inspiration for Rin is actually kinda crazy LMAOO but omg kiyora??? Your blog is just side character paradise atp but wait I’m kinda curious what else is in line in your inbox (if it’s not a secret you’re trying to keep LOL)

Karasu Shidou new duo coming soon move over Otoya /j but they definitely match each others freak LMAOO I bet Karasu’s like “your freaky but also extraordinary so I can respect you” and shidous just “yahoo!! Karasu chan!!” LOL

Karasu IS dad material he’s just the man of all men >>>> he would totally just lift his kid up and stare at them like “damn this extraordinary kid is MINE???”

I CANT WAIT FOR KARASU ARGUING WITH THE REF LMAOOOO and the stripper king scene is too funny!! Im also very excited for the moment that Barou and Nagi accidentally head butt each other HAHAHA

No because that’s so real I used to be SOOO into jjk and now it’s just kinda…..I am glad that the rollercoaster of a really confusing story is coming to an end so the suffering can stop but oh my…really hoping gege decides to put a bit of effort in for the ending!!!

Also I saw the pictures from your other ask reply and OMGGG THEYRE GORGEOUS!!! Looks like it was sm fun too! Hope you’re feeling better now and that your doctor has a solution for your nausea symptoms!

- Karasu anon

LMAO okay so you did send this in HOWEVER tumblr didn’t notify me?? which is why i took so long to respond despite now being at home and back to my chronically online ways (albeit jet lagged and still suffering from a migraine but we up) so it’s all good that you resent it HAHAAH

that panel is so villainous but so good HDJFLSKS like he looks EVILLLL but in such a cunty way!! i love how they’ve been juxtaposing karasu and nagi as of late…not just in personality but even in looks/drawing style they’re truly such opposites that their panels together slap SO hard 😮‍💨 definitely not biased because those two are my favs nope not at all

NO THAT’S WHAT I’M SAYING like if an idea for NAGI (my number one my baby the loml) can give me RIN inspiration it can truly happen to anyone 😬 imagine i try writing for karasu and then all of a sudden isagi is there?? like bro fuck off why are you wiggling your way into a plot that is NOT for you 😓 AND YES KIYORA I’M SO EXCITED tbh there’s lowkey no info abt kiyora even on the wiki so it’s time for me to take mad liberties with his character 😏 which i do love doing hehehe so i’m hype!! i’m so glad to be a safe space for side character enjoyers 🙏🏻 the more obscure the better…lowkey it’s so fun to write for characters like kiyora because i can truly write whatever and it’s so hard to make him ooc because what character does he even have to be in yk 😭 any “oocness” is just me giving him depth etc etc it may make the fic outdated once more comes out on him but me personally idc + i’m always spot on so 🥱 (mostly /j although in doing one of my current requests i realized that the reader calls kaiser a dog in the instrument and now it’s been revealed that his fav animals are stray dogs so maybe i’m onto smth fr 🫣)

LMAO no secrets here!! i have a note with my current requests so i’ll just paste that here 😄 they’re in chronological order of when the req was made but i fear i am NOT completing/posting them in that order 😟

[Secret gaming buddies — hiori

Prodigies — hiori

Singing reader — karasu

Karasu anon requests (any)

Classmates/friends to lovers — nagi

Karasu anon requests pt 2 (any)

Vague prompt — karasu or zantetsu

Cherry tree pt 2 — rin

The instrument pt 2 — kaiser (abt to post this one after i respond to some asks and take a post-riding lesson shower FJSKSK)

Vague prompt — kiyora]

vague prompt just means the person requested a character and literally nothing else HAHA but also yeah…as you can see karasu nation has been busy…although there are a couple of popular characters thrown in there!! i think once i post pt2 of the instrument i’ll probably get more reqs because atm i haven’t done a req since the last part of fwtkac and since that wasn’t answering an ask (since it was multiparts) lowkey people have probably forgotten i opened reqs back up again for bllk 😭 anyways hoping to get some more of these out of the way now that i have more free time and am not busily vacationing/writing karasu’s version of bfb (still cannot believe that’s the longest bllk fic i’ve written so far 😩)

HAHAAH EXACTLY like karasu acknowledges shidou’s freak but he’s undeniably talented/not mediocre so karasu has no choice but to be gang with him…meanwhile shidou is in it for the vibes + he thinks the bullshit karasu says abt erotic left legs and whatnot is super funny so they get along very well 😭 rip tabieita but i fear i am now a ryutabi TRUTHER 🤩 jkjk but no actually i’m going to make them besties at some point even if it’s just in a smau (although the otoya + shidou duo is also hilarious so dare i say trio?? and then yukimiya can get actually normal somewhat mature friends like reo and barou 😰)

THAT’S WHAT I’M SAYING like bro is starstruck that he somehow managed to create something so perfect 🥹 honestly he already has parenting experience (dealing with pxg) i just know he’s prepared and ready for it

OMG YES literally any and all nagi + barou interactions i’m so excited because i miss them being together so much 😭 BEST bllk duo no question i cannot wait for them to be reunited post nel (because despite what the haters say nagi is NOT going anywhere and barou is eating it up atm so safe to say he’s staying)

i agree completely…i think it’s a mix of the pacing just not being enjoyable to me weekly + everyone dying + me getting busy with irl and then becoming super into bllk as soon as i had free time that just really made me so lukewarm!! i think it’s impressive what gege has managed to create and for sure what he does well he does EXCELLENTLY so i’m not here to hate as some people have been doing however i do think the writing is not always as good as it’s hyped up to be either (cough female characters cough) and there’s def spots that make me go “hm” 😔 i’m hoping the ending is satisfying and wraps up any loose ends but we’ll see…anyways leaks tn for jjk i think so ig we can get a pretty good idea of what’s going to happen based on the chapter!!

IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL OVER THERE FR like sometimes i’d just stand there and be like “wow this feels like the set of a movie” it literally just didn’t even seem real at times 😭 probably going to call the doctor at some point this week and hopefully they offer good solutions because i’m still dizzy even lying in bed at home 😓

[filliteapot]

What are your thoughts about age-gap romances? I myself I am mostly okay with them (it's all about the execution and how the relationship is potrayed, what it is like etc.) and some of my favorite couples and ships have age-gap, for example Tom and Polly from Fire and Hemlock, Firuka and Hagas from Genbu Kaiden. But due to fandom spaces... I have started to feel quilty and bad for liking some age-gap couples and romances and I wonder if I should stop liking them and if I should age-up my own character from 20 to 28 since the love interest is 32-33 in a fantasy romance I am writing.

Oh my, you know , I saw your ask right after complaining to a friend about fandoms. The timing made me yell. So expect a long answer with my honest thoughts under the cut.

I may have an opinion unpopular in fandom spaces and nowadays overall, but I think that your taste in fiction doesn't necessary reflect your preferences and opinions irl. More than that, I don't think that fiction equals reality and I consider viewing reality through fandom/fiction lenses (and otherwise, evaluating fiction from the point of view of our reality, this time and age) a dangerous simplification. Fiction doesn't have to work by our reality's laws and morals. Reality is much more complicated than any fiction ever written. This is that I think.

As for stories with age gap romances - I don't see it as something necessarily problematic and accusable. I may like them, I may dislike them, or stay neutral - as you said, it depends on how it's written. But I'm gonna say smth that kinda makes me worst person for fandoms: in all honesty, shoujos about teenage girls falling for their teachers, fantasy about 20 y.o. in relationships with immortal creatures, even stories about straight out creepy relationships with age gap don't hurt me and don't make me righteously mad and screaming it gives young people the wrong idea. What doesn't, nowadays? Learning to use your brains and analyze information is still my preferable option. I also don't understand how writing about some not-safe-for-all-audiences themes equals romantization of said themes. I really don't see such stories as a problem or harmful influence, just like any other thing claimed problematic by fandoms tbh. In my experience, most of them are not even close to "excusing age gaps between young ppl and old perverts". This is something totally different.

I think you should write your story as you want, without trying to please everyone and make it safe for everyone, without a mere possibility to trigger smth unpleasant for someone - it's impossible to do that after all. If for some reason your characters must be 20 and 32 years old, so be it. In fantasy I sometimes see examples of bigger age gaps, like "twenty y.o. and a 3000 y.o. magician" which fandom sometimes condemns as problematic bc of said "age gap", and I see that this one potential 3000 y.o. magician is written like a teenage girl and doesn't feel old or not human in the slightest, and it's not about problematicness or age gap at all, even when your mage is not 3000 y.o. but 30-something. It's about your exploring yourself, people and the world through your writing. Maybe, it's about learning to love the world a bit more (true in my case, this is why i'm making my own story I guess), maybe it's about putting yourself in other person's shoes, trying to understand how someone different from you (in age, or status) feels and thinks. Maybe it's about going against fandom morals and hollow accusations you are unhappy with, some kind of protest, I don't know. It may be sublimation, a stupid wish that never came true, a way to get through some traumatic experience, a way to understand your own feelings about this subject and form your opinion, or desire to take this theme and make a good story you can enjoy, finally! None of these makes you a criminal, btw. You may even never understand why exactly you take something for your story or the purpose of writing it at all - and that's okay. You have a personal relationship with your story and not a single person has the right to interfere.

In short, I'm standing firmly on this ground: stories are not our reality, but a way to get to know it and maybe love it. Your preferences in fiction don't necessarily mean it expands to real life. Feeling something good from a story that someone says you are supposed to hate doesn't make you trash. Also, I beg you: don't use fandom categories to deal with reality and don't apply their standards and logic to your opinion about yourself. Fandoms surely make our life funnier sometimes, but they are limited spaces with their own rules and working mechanisms, and they simplify things a lot. I can understand the desire to always have the right and simple answer to everything, and a clear opinion about everything, but life has the habit of walking up to you and smashing your face into situations that can't be defined by simple notions, or even don't let you decide what to accuse and what to excuse (sometimes it's not our place to decide). I don't think you must feel guilty for liking smth in fiction. I stopped caring about it some time ago, when I got that me liking murder ballads by the Decemberists didn't make me a killer, and that I actually don't see the period novels in which women suffer as romantization of women's suffering. And I'm fine with my unpopular perception of fiction and reality.

I wish all the best on your writing.

[mitsuki-komori]

So I started ranting in the middle of writing a fic 😭

The car ride was warm. Like really really warm. Like, super cozy and stuff. Like it’s totes insane how sweet this scene is. It’s like, super cool and romantic and stuff. I want to be done with this fic already, man. 😭

Blah blah blah. Word count shit and stuff and things. I kinda wanted this done before the end of May, but real shit I don’t know if I can. This shit is fucking taxing, bro. And I don’t have any assignments to do. Just straight up being lazy here. Writer’s block is a total bitch and it’s been creeping back up on me. I’ll cry. I’ve been on a roll for the last several months and have been dreading when I’d be taken back over by the infamous writer’s block that plagues authors so. Absolutely heartbreaking. 

Legit boutta cry, lil bros

Okay, this was supposed to just sound comedic, but rereading it sounds straight up like I’m depressed or smth

Don’t worry, my guys. I’m good.

Auaushjswowowj.

Bro, this fic is only like halfway done too. I could cut out the other shit I planned, but that is simply something I would be unable to bring myself to do as I’ve already committed to what I’ve planned

Oml, and I have to do chapter three of Three of Diamonds too. UGH

I literally told my friend I’d get that done soon and I ain’t even started. I also need to do chapter three of Under The Crimson Moon, Nightshades Bloom AND My Undead Love.

Literally why do I do this to myself?

Also I need to do chapter 4 of Chocobo’s Haven. I’ve been trying to pretend it doesn’t exist, but I fr need to do that shit soon.

Maybe I should hiatus it?

Oh, it’d just break my heart though. I’ve already hiatus’d that Astaleo vampire fic and have so many other projects to do. If I put it on hiatus, I’d probably just take advantage of that and start a new project.

You know, I literally have a whole mafia au fic planned out for Sengen.

The notes are like 10k+ words and I estimate it’ll be around 28 chapters with 100k+ words. It’s so tempting, man.

But there’s also this fantasy au AND a Harry Potter AU I wanna write with Dr. Stone and have notes written for both. I legit cannot control my temptations, it’s insane.

How come I have no trouble writing all this shit down in the middle of a fic but can’t bare actually continuing.

Super annoying.

Like, the sooner I get this shit done, the sooner I can do other shit.

I’ve already decided to make that Frankenstein AU fic shorter than I planned just for the sake of getting it done quickly.

And I don’t even have a CLUE as for how long Three of Diamonds will take.

I guess I’d want it to be at least 50k if I had to guess? There’s a lot of scenes and fluff I wanna write and I need to set up a proper rhythm and pace for that. 

Spacing it out properly will mean writing more things to put in between the stuff I really want to write.

Ah, the trouble of an author.

Like, fics for me typically get made because there’s a super specific scene I wanna write, but they’d only make sense and leave the impact I want if I write a whole ass plot to put it into. Ugh.

Like, the fantasy fic. Literally made up a whole plot because I thought Gen would look hot as a mage.

It was the freaking transformation in Final Fantasy X-2, man.

Sometimes I write fics just to get a particular vibe, so I throw incoherent ideas together to try conveying it. 

Spoiler: it almost never works.

Like, I had this 1980s fic I wanna write because listening to the music and the aesthetic inspired me, but I had no clue what to stuff into it to make it, so I haven’t actually started it. Also I wasn’t alive during the 1980s.

In my ideas document, I have a whole separate section for “incoherent ideas” where I just hope I get enough of those that I can slap some together into an actual fic with an actually interesting plot.

I get inspired by stupid shit, the most simple stuff. I don’t appreciate it much.

Like, I love the brainstorming, but I get so many ideas that my mind goes all over the place and suddenly there’s a shit ton of fics I wanna write, but I can only do one at a time.

And when I do try to do multiple ones, my brain gets even more cloudy and writer’s block hits you in the face.

My big three fics rn are Three of Diamonds, Under The Crimson Moon arranged marriage fic, and My Undead Love.

And instead of fixating on my in progress works, my mind is instead obsessing over the fic ideas I haven’t started like the fantasy AU especially and it also keeps flowing back to the mafia au and the Harry Potter AU.

Like, I got a whole ass detailed plot for the mafia one.

I have ARCS planned and shit and super exciting scenes, but I know since it’s so long and I have other works, I really shouldn’t.

Even after I finish the My Undead Love fic, I shouldn’t start another one.

Because sooner or later I’ll have to get back to the FFXV fix I’ve been ignoring. Oh, but my other fics are so tempting.

But I suppose it probably wouldn’t be the fantasy one because that one is more in the incoherent ideas being slapped together phase while the mafia one is one I couldn’t probably jump right into.

It was heavily inspired by Snakes At Midnight. Could not stop thinking about it and accidentally made a whole plot.

Like, bro. That fic was SO good. 

I literally could not put it down. I read that shit in class and I was so impressed with how amazing it was. 

And I’d literally never cried because of a fic, but that? Bro, I actually cried real tears.

You should totally read it.

My Harry Potter AU is also just a bunch of random ideas for now too.

The mafia one would probably be the one I’d start on next, but it’s also seeming like probably the longest fic I’ll ever write as of now, so I don’t know if I should risk it.

Like, I feel I’d need to finish at least two of my current long fics before starting on it.

Probably My Undead Love and Under The Crimson Moon, Nightshades Bloom.

My Undead Love is going to be shorter than all the other ones and the Crimson Moon one is one I actually have planned out.

Three of Diamonds is just a complete mystery to me rn.

And Chocobo’s Haven is going to be like 30 chapters.

The Crimson Moon one is only going to be 20.

Ugh.

Why this shit gotta be so hard?

This is why I decided I wouldn’t be an author when I become an adult. It’s much better to keep as a hobby for this exact reason.

I mean, I could write some books, but it definitely shouldn’t be my main job.

It’s much more of a “hit or miss” kind of career and I simply don’t have the luck or patience for that.

My luck freaking sucks.

I’ve lost so many 50/50s in Genshin it’s not even funny. I’m probably gonna lose my Kinich on the next banner and I’ll probably lose to Ayaka or Ayato on the chronicle banner too.

Literally I’d rather lose to anyone else on that banner than them.

And I should get back to my Black Clovwr fics at some point too.

I do have some genuinely interesting Black Clover fic ideas sitting in my ideas document, but with all the other stuff I gotta do, it’ll probably be a while.

This was such a sudden change, too. I was such a oneshot girlie, then all the sudden I’m writing long fics?

Crazy shit, I tell you.

I also can’t commit to shit, but I also REFUSE to abandon any of my fics.

You so hear me, I WILL finish every work in progress of mine! Even if they may or may not take years to do.

Pls believe me.

Fics and the fanbases I’m apart of is actually the only thing I think about every hour of every day.

When I first wake up, when I play games, watch shows, when I’m in conversations, when I’m in classes. Somehow I get good grades.

Every interaction I’m in, my mind converts it into a little fic in my head where my favorite characters are playing out my scenarios. Like, I may or may not have an addiction to this?

When I watch shows too, my mind imagines the characters in the show as whichever fanbase I’m thinking of.

I’ve seen some drama at school and have written down fic ideas based on them. I don’t think that’s too weird though. I hear other authors do it too.

I mean, obviously not the super serious stuff and uncomfortable things, but still.

And every song I listen to also.

I could be in a bad mood and thinking of fics will instantly cheer me up.

When someone asks about my hobbies, I never know what to say. Because the honest answers are: the source media of what I read and write about (anime, games, etc.), reading, and writing.

But not in an unhealthy way, it really is fun. Just takes a lot of brain power sometimes.

I guess I do make edits sometimes?

That’s probably the only reason I still have TikTok downloaded on my phone. I waste too much time on that app. I only have it to post my edits because they’re more likely to get views there than the ones I post on YouTube.

Did you guys know I used to be a gachatuber? Yeah, super embarrassing.

Don’t look for it btw.

I stopped doing it like 2-3 years ago. It was pretty fun to make them though.

Even when they made no sense.

The moment I got introduced to gacha, I was sentenced to the fanfiction addiction 😭

That’s probably where a lot of the younger fanfic authors stem from. I was introduced to gacha because of an Itsfunneh glmv, bro.

Super nostalgic.

I loved watching Itsfunneh. She’s a YouTuber. I’ve been watching her for around 9 years now, I believe?

I went a while where I stopped watching her, but I come back to her channel every now and then.

I suppose I should get back to writing the fic I started writing the rant in the middle of, huh? 

Hopefully I shall be able to finish it in a timely enough manner.

[illuminiscentboba]

Behind the scenes <3

hi guyssss!!! tysm nohr for the tag !!! <3333 this is my behind the scenes expernece as illumminiscentboba !! prepare yourselves bc this is gon be personal~~~

Started writing: I've been writing on and off since middle school, and have been posting works since that time on quotev <3 i actually still use quotev to this day and im so thankful that it was a safe space to write fiction, fanfiction and participate in random writing challenges :)

Started blogging: I starting blogging here around 5 years ago, using this acc to just bingeread fics and repost art! i didnt originally plan on writing on here until I read a few HQ fics and ichiruki fics from bleach on fanfiction.net that had me like..,,in awe, I wanted to replicate that awe and here I am.

Followers: i've been around 179/180 when I was more active around 4-3 years ago but have been on hiatus up until this month so now im at 113 LMAOODSBHDSBJ HELPPPPP followers did mean a bunch to me in the earlier years but now i'm just happy i enjoy my own work

Communication: ahahaa,,,about this,,,as of late I have been going nonverbal more often and just been a lot less social. The later is for no reason beyond not wanting to give anyone the illusion that I am very active here esp bc I havent been publishing work for such a long time. but now that I've mentioned it here and once I get my tags reorganized, I'll reblog a lot more...prepare to be sick of me.

Likes: I actually was surprised about how much more interest people had in headcannons than fics or blurbs but that aside I don't really have an opinion on likes but to those who do leave likes on my work, I appreciate it a bunch :)) likes used to help me define how much people enjoyed my writing style/the characters which is sooooo wrong and quite a damaging mindset to have. I don't share this sentiment nearly as much as I did in middle school thankfully but it does suck when I feel like i'm the only one that enjoyed smth i cooked

Requests: for a long time I got such little request, my inbox deadass had tumbleweeds skipping past everytime I opened it but then around the time I was beginning to feel burnt out here...i actually got a bunch...(i hate it here) a lot of the requests are so cute and sweet, I'll fulfil them in my own time and space :) but i appreciate them soooooo much i love silly billies in my requests

Writing: the hate love relationship I have with writing...i have quite a lot of ideas but putting them into works is....something else HELO doesn't help that I've got ADHD and keep getting ahead of myself when writing...but yeah I have been writing things as of late that Ive been enjoying and playing around with diff au concepts (which im quite excited for) that aside, one of the ultimate contributers to my hiatus was the change in environment and in myself a few years ago. Many of my friends happen to be ace and a lot of my other friends at that point in time had aversions to affection? strongly disliked verbal affection, physical affection, you could name it and they were not about it. It did actually effect my behavior in a sense where to this day I instinctively hold back on hugging hand holding, arm linking etc. and it feels so weird now bc some of my friends now are the opposite LMAO its very jarring, the sudden change and realizing that to make my writing flow better I would put myself in the situations and id do the same with dialogue which made writing for characters i didn't feel much for harder to digest, and constantly writing romance prompts also made things hard for me because it felt quite repetitive and made me lose touch with what writing was for me which was like the final straw for me at the time. Some things have changed since then, especially my life cirumstances and preferences. you guys can request as you like but I hope that there is understanding if i'm unable to fulfil the requests, some of many of my works that are romance may have other genres with it like thriller, mystery, fantasy or villainess concepts, and/or historical time period fics. and since my program is keeping me busy asl I wont be able to update as much as I hope but i'll likely be more active now that there are some things cleared up :))

once again, tysm nohr for the tag and this oppurtinity to rebrand and I'd love to see @cloudyevaa @cup-of-fluff @kaeyazuha @sexyandcringe @anyone else who see's this to do it :)) I actually deviated a bit from the normal format so here is @alienaiver 's who ate it up :))

[haeresys-realm]

(I watched the Arlecchino cinematic and I am VERY dissapointed. I will end this post some time later. Yesterday I begun it and again wrote too much with anger too earlier background and didn't reached my main idea about all my emotions abiut this predictable childish cinematic, so don't read this for now.)

I despise all thede twitters or reddits because of their conigent and reactions but I'm so comfortable with Tumblr now because no one tells shit in others space here and I cant speak anything I want to open abd explain my tjiughts. Thank you all.

All I speak about Genshin is nit because I hatr the game, it's because I hate the most part of it's immature community and now – everything developers do satisfy it.

I was telling earlier how much I hate the Fontaine and it's story where everything was just familiar trops and characters but mixed and named another names. I'll never forgive them Allen who acted as Dottore segment but there was no game clue underlined in it and also he got family. It's disgusting to take everything from character you have and just put it into some one-quest npc we'll never see while the original charracter now looks NOT originally as if all these so-called geniuses with greater ambitions are the same and think the same way having the same features and views and behaving model. Exuse me??? Whatbthe fuck?! I hate that Nahida story was recycled to Furina one. WTF. Hate her Fishl behavior model. Hate that shit about Neuvillete and Tartaglia. Hate the fuck they screwd Fatui ranks where put down Pierro/Pedrolino to nowhere and he's not even a Harbinger while always being called the first of them lol.nope you cant when you don't even have a rank idiots, it DOESN'T look this way. It's so childish stupid trop to try to put the so-called strategic leader outside brackets to show how fucking mastermind he is sitting and playing all other harbingers as a chechmate figures. Lol not while you have the figure like a Doctor it's the only mastermind who can play you. I rrally hate it when we see such a stupid contradictions when everything tell you about one thing and then you are faced with absolutely banal and vulgar another conclusion so fucking cliched so childish just not to do anything outside the frames. The put the mastermind not as a leader right head, while the second position after Pierro is absolutely understood – he's a god who make gods but when Pierro is a gray cardinal of the visible monarch the doctor is the one who are their partner who helps them realise their plans but he's no longer ideologically or revengefully interested and motivated, he just uses their goals to do what he wants to do, to research what he's interested in,.and with his ambitions, resourses and unorthodox ghinking he could create another universe and ecosystems. (Ruan may is just his granddauggter or smth you know.)

But they preferred to erase Pedrolino's rank and kill the Fatui rank system; they preferred to eliminate the concept put some fuckin' banal sTrOnG mAn with aBbYsS pOwErS (I'll ask you again, why Tartaglia is not the Fatui leader with such idiot logic? Gods who are responsible for all Snezhnaya and it's army progress and elite units power to use elements are weaker than fuckin abyss creatures? So, why Enjou still didn't make Celestia crushed?¿?) on the highest rank position just to show children that the first of the Fatui is the good man and good man are strong honoured and respected, so they always must be on the top. This is so fucking inappropriate considering to really adequate, non-cliched and interesting gray moral concepts... And then these idiots puts Arlecchino.to.tge top ranks too. They name her king and father, dress her as a man, without any fucking normal explanation and excuse they forgive her and put as the 4th (!!!) Harbinger, not 10nth!! When her mind, powers and duty couldn't be such to challenge gods and goddish entities (Dottore and Columbina, 2nd and 3rd), the Captain should stay there – the one after gods. The man of the greatest will but still weaker than MONSTERS because to have SUCH power you should be a monster. It's really great concept that gorgeously correlates with everithing we saw. But now lol. Some fucking little cliched poor girl with lesbian story – hoyo can't do any new drama except some close female friend-character died on another girl's hands, and surely there couldn't be such deep relations between boy and girl, hoyo can tell stories only about lesbians, they think there couldn't be any drama between different gender persons or genders, I can recollect only one side quest in genshin with banal outcome and some stupid decisions but it was a bit interesting and sincere, about two friends who invented card game; and Scaramuccia with his little friend, but how about some love or near-the-love moments between different genders?? Hey! Nooo, they easier make a women play men, like they changed the plot in the cinema event with Chevreuse and Ayaka while throwed out Ayato of it. They can't develop man characters at all but now even female characters are too banal or just stealing man roles. Why the fuck doing this?! Because all these fucking kids that your audience consists 90% of are teen schoolgirls who often cosplaying male characters, draw gayshit (with no fucking canonic clues; it's absolutely normal when it is some Mo Xiang Tong Xiu novels and anime adaptation, like Mo Dao Zu Shi, etc, I have absolutely nothing to raise objections) and kiss their female friends or even play lesbians because now it's so fashionable to proclaim herselves feminists knowing nothing about ideology and just proclaiming that men are not needed while playing a men themselves.... Isocracy. But hoyo supportsnit. Money and stupid childish cliches are still better and easier way to make any product for mass audience than trying to develop something conceptual. Contemporary directors are just some shitty cowards who will spoil anything in their plot and any character to make children happily discuss it and draw.

Arlecchino is the most popular character in the fandom now, and it's obviously undestood why. She's just made for these teen Twitter girls audience. So you can't say anything bad about her and her concepts, because these is = offend idiotic views of such childish crowd.

I liked her before it turned out this banal way.