#// it is 2023. i am so so tired
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two-headed calf by laura gilpin
#the magnus archives#tma#michael shelley#michael distortion#gertrude robinson#two-headed calf poem#god what a monster of a project this was to work on. ive never finished a comic before#im so happy its finally done#(/s) please direct any anonymous hatemail for this at my good friend @crestofcethleanns he pitched the idea i just visualised it <3#also tim (the real one not stoker) (i will never get tired of making this joke) ilysm thanks for being my emotional support#my art#2023#backgrounds#comics#mag 101#mag 101 another twist#sorry the quality sucks on mobile#i am by no means a comic artist im just a silly little illustrator#so i didnt know the best way to go about formatting this but liked the idea of scrolling through the drawings :)
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Sufjan Stevens | So You Are Tired
So you are tired of even my kiss So go back to your den Throwing out everything left in your field When there was nothing left to defend So you are dreaming of after, was it really all just for fun? I was the man still in love with you When I already knew it was done So you are tired of me, so rest your head Turning back all that we had in our life While I return to death
#i sure am dot gif#sufjan stevens#javelin#so you are tired#songs of 2023#new album in october!#Bandcamp
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bug doodles so i can say i drew something
#oc#original character#alien oc#artists on tumblr#art#aliens#sketch#nyx#having a rough month creatively. and mentally. like a really really rough month. but i'm tired of saying that too#i made like three things this year i was excited about and that's it. where did the fun go. im supposed to enjoy it right#if i dont enjoy it then what is the point !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of anything !!!! i dont enjoy Anything anymore even !!!!!!!!!#why is it already august. almost september. i dont even remember most of 2023 let alone 2024.#i got no drive to draw let alone to push through a drawing when it gets challenging or doesn't turn out right. i barely drew this month#just kinda hated everything. nothing is fulfilling#IF IM NOT HAVING FUN !!! THEN WHAT IS THE POINT !!! WHAT AM I DOING IT FOR#more and more i consider taking a hiatus from art. but what the fuck else do i do with my time then. what if i never come back to it#i got a list of stuff i could draw but either i try and i dont like it or i sit there and wonder why even bother because i wont enjoy it#guys im tired. im so exhaustingly overwhelmingly depressingly fucking tired and i feel no joy in my art#or videogames. or anything.#i need to go to bed
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scrappies cause HE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 📖
#witch hat tag#orufrey#witch hat atelier spoilers#AAAAHHHHFRUHFREJGKLGGL;GFF..... tired i will make better Celebratory I Survived The Qifreylessness of 2023-24 art later#so many chapters end with some horrific threat/mystery that will not be cleared up yet or possibly not for like a YEAR. lol *accepts it*#i still haven't processed the chapter yet ive been trying to calm down. and kitchen 5 should finally arrive. YIPPEE!! life isn't SO bad....#i think i will pour some of my feelings and contemplations about loneliness into an original comic. i keep meaning to. for me. i guess#i am very VERY grateful that i get to be safe inside a house and read my silly beautiful little manga. even if my brain is breaking down
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Hey @five-rivers, happy truce! I decided to go with your prompt about danny attending a cultural ritual or event, and themed it around the far frozen. My explanation for it got a little longwinded so I've included it under a read more, along with a little extra art!
(tumblr’s probably gonna crunch all of these up a bit, so click for better quality)
I'll be honest, I haven't actually thought out the exact details of what this event would be, just the broad strokes - I tend to gravitate towards food as a source of celebration in my own worldbuilding, and I guess that bled through here as well in the form of “ice = water = probable fish based diet = important fish event?”
During drafting I couldn’t really decide between “event centred around observing fish migration and/or other seasonal habits” or “Danny being invited to come fishing with Frostbite and the other yeti”, but honestly I think either of those would probably fit. Originally I had planned to have one or two yeti characters swimming around with him to make the piece more dynamic, but a surprise attack from a migraine kind of cut into my plans a bit and I decided to downsize.
...at least until I got annoyed by the lack of a visible ghost friend in the piece and decided to paint a “small” “”extra”” “””doodle””” which rapidly turned into a whole other Thing,
There are shockingly few ghost fish in the show, apparently, or at least I could neither remember nor find images online of any examples, so I just kind of winged it. Their design is partially inspired by a short story you wrote a while back, although I ended up drifting away from the zebrafish motif as I was drafting them. I started thinking of them as maskfish as a stand-in name, and then promptly forgot to think of a better one, so. Maskfish it is. Here's some random notes I made while conceptualising them, because I constantly have specbio on the brain and couldn't not think about it
Maskfish flesh turns an opaque pale colour when cooked, and remains translucent when raw
Their eyes are covered in a clear, hard exterior, and can be hollowed out and sterilised for use in various crafts; along similar lines I could also see their bones being used to make glues, paints, and other such resources.
Their cores are located at the top of the spinal cord, in the head; their mouths are located on the underside, beneath the "mask", which makes up the entire top part of the head, and is a singular piece of a shell-like material.
Though they aren't particularly agressive hunters, they also aren't picky about their food, and will generally eat anything smaller than themselves.
Aaand finally, here's a bunch of isolated scans, since procreate ate a lot of the fine details in the collaging process.
#sorry this is a bit late the past weeks been a bit tiring. yknow how it is#danny phantom#phandom truce 2023#phandomholidaytruce#danny phantom fanart#unsure whether it would be more accurate to tag this as digital or traditional so i guess its just#art#i am going to go pass out now sorry if this was mildly incoherent
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i've compiled all the data from the past three years into one slideshow for easier access! a full spreadsheet can also be found below :]
full slideshow: [link]
full spreadsheet: [link]
#icarus speaks#species survey#now. those of you who have been here for a while#might recognize that that was Not the color i used for 2023#and you'd be correct. and is also the reason why this has taken me a few days#because i did. in fact. go through and have to re-add every 2023 chart#as well as every 2022 chart. because the text was black and at that point did Not match with the other two#the things i fucking do to myself 😭#anyways. u guys will likely not see me again for the rest of today 👍 again .#i am. so tired.#<- guy who did this to itself
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Spocktober + Trektober Day 12 - 3D Chess
I love this meme and I love the Animated Series and its janky ass animation :3 Also the fact that they gave Spock winged eyeliner. Iconique~
(ID under cut)
[Image ID: A black and white drawing of Captain James Kirk and Spock from Star Trek, specifically in the semi-realistic style of the 1970s Animated Series.
They are sitting either side of a table where a 3D chess board is in a late stage of play. Spock is sitting on the far side, hand over his mouth, contemplating the board with a raised eyebrow. Jim Kirk is in the foreground, tilted into the frame like the close-ups in the Animated Series, looking into the camera with an expression that could be anything, but is meant to be a smirk - his eyebrows drawn, mouth half-turned up.
There is text in the image. The text above Spock reads "My Vulcan science officer, not understanding how he's losing to me". The text next to Jim reads "Me, who's been eating his pieces when he's not looking".
Above the drawing is written "Trektober" and "Day 12 - 3D Chess" Below it is written "@aerialworms" and "Spocktober"./End ID]
#trektober 2023#spocktober#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek the animated series#star trek fanart#spirk#james t kirk#spock#Technically i broke my own rules by adding the text but it is 1am and i am so tired who give a shit#also. has anyone else noticed the uh. suggestive nature of the 3d chess pieces? i looked them up as reference and uhhhh#as my good friend ben said: you simplify any chess piece enough and it'll end up looking like a buttp|ug#ALSO PLEASE APPRECIATE THIS SPOCK HE CAME OUT SO GOOD AND SO DID HIS HAND I AM PROUD OF HE
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About covid being over: are we just meant to put our entire social lives, our entire society on pause forever? My mental health plummeted during lockdown and will take years to recover. Now that there's vaccines and crowd immunity and less deadly strains we ARE meant to learn to deal with it as a given, the way we have with many deadly diseases in the past, and move on. So for the sake of life moving on at some point it's **normal** to treat it as a cold, and I'm saying this as someone who's lost people during the pandemic too. Please do not fear monger.
No, but you SHOULD care about other people enough to still mask.
I am NOT fearmongering.
Covid is still dangerous, especially to the many MANY people who are immunocompromised and people who cannot get the vaccines (for whatever reason).
I know several people who THIS YEAR caught permanently disabling covid, despite all being fully vaccinated.
I am not saying you have to quarantine yourself anymore. That was NOT a thing I said. There is a world of difference between wishing that other people cared enough to MASK, a thing that is NOT HARD AT ALL, and demanding that people still observe full quarantine protocols.
Plugging your ears and closing your eyes and refusing to listen when people are still justifiably worried, and not listening to experts that haven't been pressured by the government to say 'COVID IS NOT A THREAT ANYMORE YAAAY!!!' just makes you a fool.
I know that's harsh, but it's the truth.
Hospitals are no longer required to report covid cases and covid deaths as such. This is a GIANT RED FLAG that people are happily ignoring so they can feel safe.
#i am so tired#i'm never going to be able to go anywhere without a mask again#and people like this are why#current events 2023#america#WEAR A MASK#you don't have to quarantine yourself#but please WEAR A MASK#it's the least you can do#the very least minimum bar to prove you give a damn about other human beings#i resent being framed as hysterical over this#anyone got a copy of that one post with updated covid guidelines recommended by the peoples CDC (i think that's the org?)
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"Can we let Patroclus kill in 2024" this and "can we let Patroclus fight in 2024" that yall my man's been doing that since 13th cent BC how about we let Patroclus REST in 2024. Take a lil nap, even. Some honk shoo mimimi for Patroclus in 2024 pls
#patroclus#he is TIRED okay#and I am also tired#i've been seeing so many posts about this lately and i'm just........#if you want warrior pat so bad there are SO many adaptations out there for you. so so so many#whatever version of pat you can imagine has been done at some point. don't limit yourself to just one. he contains multitudes#better yet create your own!#let's leave warrior/non-warrior pat discourse in 2023 shall we#tagamemnon
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People have tried a few approaches to get through to you. I'm going to try another. Why do you think this attack was such a surprise in Israel but not to anyone else on earth? When I ask people I know IRL (In the UK) about this, they say, "I'm shocked by what Hamas are doing but what did Israel expect to happen?" Outside Israel it's clear to everyone that the Gaza Strip situation was going to lead to something like this. You've known about Gaza your whole life, you've know that situation was festering for decades, so why the surprise? How did you think this would end?
i'm emotional, so you won't get a good well researched and structured answer, but an emotional ramble. but you don't want a well researched and organized answer, you want me to cave in call israel a monster colonizer and praise the "brave palestinian freedom fighters". fuck you. or say something you can use to prove how bad all israelis are and how good all palestinians are.
do you know what happened back in the 90s when the news of peace talk broke? the amount of attacks against Israelis grew, the death toll grew. in the four years after the accords the death doll doubled. Palestinian authorities celebrated that "israel gave so much without getting back like fools" and "the only good thing that came out of the accords was the intifada".
so I turn the fucking question to you? what is Israel supposed to do? who are we to talk to to reach peace? or should it dissolve? turn power on my life to people who stated they would like to kill or expel all the Jews? give more resources to a terrorist group? you saw where they put the money they get.
why the fuck do you think Israel exist? because we learned that we can never be free nor safe to be ourselves under the control of others. do you know that between 1948-1951 about 300000 MENA Jews became refugees? and the only reason nobody cares is because Israel took them in, while the whole arab world was happy to leave the Palestinians to rot. do you want a fucking list of every atrocity that was made during this conflict? because both sides have a very long one and the big difference is that Israel fucking won the 1948 war!
and of-fucking-coarse we knew something big was gonna happen! it was in the news for months! people have been screaming at the assholes in charge for so long! it doesn't make it less horrifying! it doesn't matter that we knew that Hamas are stealing all the recourse to make missiles and are going to take advantage of the chaos in israel, it doesn't matter that our extremists are feeding their extremists, cause IT DOESN'T MAKE IT FUCKING RIGHT! we knew Hamas will do some horrid war crime but didn't want to think that people will take whole cities hostage and kidnap and murder hundreds! nobody wanted it to become a fucking war you piece of condescending shit!
we wanted the sane people of both sides to take over and work together! we were hoping to use the near municipal elections to get people who support cooperative living in to the city councils so we can change stuff for the better and fight the anti peace movements of both sides! and maybe gain enough power so in the next parliamentarian elections we will get some decent people that would kickstart the peace process and support palestinian communities into the cabinet! do you know how hard we worked to support Israeli-Palestinian lists for the municipal races? how much effort is put by people to try and make things better?
so i'm gonna ask you again, what was Israel supposed to fucking do?
and If you say "to stop existing" I want you to know that you just exposed yourself as a supporter of genocide.
#israel#jumblr#ישראבלר#palestine#ישראל#antisemitism#I do not support all of isral's actions#but sometimes you have to understand why those choices are made#i am so tired#some of you are just...#stupid#tw war#tw war crimes#refugees#tw genocide#8/10/2023#steal swords#2023 war
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ferrari victory laps in le mans: 1963 // 2023
#wec#wecedit#24h le mans#ferrari#24h le mans 2023#24h le mans 1963#ferrari hypercar#scuderia ferrari#parallels#yeah...#ph#ph: david phipps#*ph#*m#*ferrari#*lmh#save#my eyes are so tired from crying earlier I am going to nap. ciao!#userbarbi#userxoames#userf#dailyf1#(idt we have a dailywec)
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Day 5: Heart / Hobbies / Let’s discuss this over drinks some shinigami and their hobbies, as per Color Bleach+
#bleach returns 2023#bleach#my fanart#this is a mishmash of time periods b/c i could not reconcile my desire to draw dead characters and my love of Hell Arc hairdos#absolutely no one needs to remind me that aizen's hobby is also reading HE IS NOT INVITED TO COOL GIRL READING CLUB#matsumoto takes napping SERIOUSLY that's why she looks so good all the time#hey hey hey did you know that aspidistra (my fave houseplant) is used in ikebana? TIL!#well. like four days ago i learned#i keep finding mistakes in this but i am too tired and i cannot fix it anymore please just enjoy as is
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kinktober day 6
ship: blade x reader
theme: breath play
notes: i am once again late but that’s only because i had to work at my scare acting job so i’m beyond tired. so i’m sure this sucks more than usual. MINORS DNI. 18+ CONTENT.
word count: 384 (i’m so sad that it’s this short but i’m so exhausted.)
the grip on your throat tightened, skilled fingers pressing at just the right spots that had your head growing fuzzy in the best way ever.
“blade-“ you whimpered out breathlessly, eyes glazed over in lust and downright adoration- what an odd mixture considering the situation.
but how could you not adore the one you loved?
his hips snapping against yours kept their brutal pace, hand wrapped perfectly around your neck as he stared down at you through half-lidded eyes.
blade had already drawn orgasm after orgasm out of you, body on the brink of overstimulation- he could tell. from your whimpers to the way your body would twitch randomly to even the way your pussy walls fluttered around his pistoning cock.
“i’m close.” he grunted out, free hand gripping at your hips hard enough that even the aeons knew it would bruise.
shuddering, you let out a strangled moan at the sensations attacking your senses- but nothing could be said as you came once again, squirting on blade’s cock with a mewl.
he grunted and you could barely make out a “so.. tight-“ from your boyfriend as his thrusts became sloppy before he finally pushed himself as far as he could into you, coating your insides with thick, white ropes of his cum.
slumping against him with an exhausted huff, you had to rely on blade to clean up the mess and anything necessary- and even with his attitude, you knew he didn’t mind it.
not when it came to you.
now cuddled up on the bed and basking in the afterglow, his fingers traced lightly at the marks on your throat, “was i too hard?”
with a shake of your head, you cuddled closer with a content hum, eyes fluttering shut, “nah, ‘m fine..” more than fine to be exact. just beyond exhausted. that, and you knew you would be ungodly sore for the next few days.
a rare smile graced blade’s lips as he ran his hands through your hair. he settled on the bed comfortably, arms embracing you.
he went to speak but was cut off by your soft snores, a light and joking scoff leaving him- but he smiled gently nonetheless.
after pressing a soft kiss to the crown of your head, blade settled down as well, soon falling asleep.
#cynosfunnyjokes writes#cynosfunnyjokes#fanfiction#fanfic#fanfiction writer#gender neutral reader#blade honkai#honkai star rail#honkai x reader#hsr blade#blade x reader#blade x you#blade x y/n#blade x gender neutral reader#smut#blade smut#choking#blade is oddly good at choking#guys i am so tired wtf#kinktober 2023#kinktober#not beta read#no beta we die like ao3#mihoyo#hoyoverse#hsr smut#hsr x reader#hsr
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everything tmnt i received at NYCC! Check the ALT text for more details of each item!
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some new half life doodles
oh and also a ton of selfship / oc x canon doodles with gman under the cut, that i've done over the year lol
#my art#my stuff#gman#oc x canon#self ship#artemis rambles#tbh i'm not sure what to categorize this cringe stuff as (not that it really matters anyway lol)#anyway im really nervous about posting this please be niceys#please dont mind the fact that my oc's design and my artstyle is inconsistent as fuck... and that i can't draw couples doing couple stuff#I do also draw digitally I PROMISE... but it's mostly traditional sketches because I am fighting to finish up my sketchbook already#(started it in 2023 and I'm so tired)#i hope you can read my shitty handwriting... if not then that's okay too. nothing of value is lost sdfhkf#also sorry for the shitty editing. idk how to best edit scanned in drawings lol
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i am so tired of seeing this screenshot about wish's ending reposted everywhere and used to make fun of the movie:
and this is coming from someone who didn't even like the movie very much, but this is misrepresenting what happened. yes, there is a thing where asha wears a cloak resembling that of the fairy godmother and at the end star makes her a magic wand and the kids say she's like a fairy godmother, king magnifico does get trapped in a mirror, etc, and the movie was absolutely filled with easter eggs and references to previous movies--yep, when i saw the movie i did in fact take these scenes as just easter eggs! after all, think about this logically, if all currently existing movies in the disney animated canon were meant to take place in the same universe, and asha canonically grows up to be cinderella's fairy godmother, then...
how can you explain such a drastic difference in appearance? how can you justify asha, a brown-skinned afro-hispanic girl with a face full of freckles and long brown hair, and this old white woman being the same person? you can't, because they're not!!!! if i recall correctly asha doesn't even wear that cloak at the end when they're calling her a fairy godmother, she just wears it during one scene when she's a fugitive and has to sneak around. also...
the creators of the movie have directly confirmed that they were not trying to set up a disney multiverse and that it's not meant to be taken that seriously. rapunzel and eugene's cameo in frozen also wasn't meant to be taken anywhere near as seriously as everyone took it. neither were any previous cameos like belle in hunchback of notre dame or aurora in oliver and company (and if aurora being in oliver and company was canon, she'd be over 600 years old!). and, back to wish specifically, the little easter egg earlier in the movie where magnifico sees a wish bubble from someone who wants the perfect nanny to take care of their kids and says he's "poppin' that one" also doesn't mean the banks family from mary poppins canonically lives in rosas. the scene at the end where a boy named peter who wears all green and dreams of creating a flying machine goes to work with a girl in a blue nightgown whose wish is to fly doesn't mean peter pan and wendy actually somehow lived together in rosas and knew each other before the movie peter pan ever happened. it is literally impossible for all of these movies to take place in the same time period and universe, so it's a good thing that they, uh, don't, and were never intended to. please, if you don't like the movie, that's perfectly fine, but don't say disney is trying to create some convoluted multiverse and "MCU-ify" their movies when that just literally isn't true.
#disney#wish#disney wish#ughhhh#wish 2023#nobody is even going to see this post or care but whatever. i am Tired.#one person i explained this to said even they KNEW it was all just easter eggs but they hated the movie and wanted to shit on it#and like??? what is the point??? if you hate it that bad then make fun of it for something that's actually true at least 😭😭#to be completely honest i feel like the fact that there is zero logical way for asha to be THE fairy godmother#should've tipped people off if nothing else!?!?!?#you can even tell that the cloaks aren't the exact same--asha's doesn't have sleeves and has purple inside the hood#anyway i'm so glad princess aurora really was literally there in the 1980s in oliver and company#even though she was born in the 1300s#we stan disney's first immortal vampire queen <3
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