#// implied s*xual content

[teamred]

sunday morning

✩‌ logan howlett x reader x wade wilson | fluff | suggestive | 1.1k

SUMMARY | autumn weather begins to roll in one sunday morning. you greet your boyfriends in the living room, finding wade matching you in one of logan's signature plaid shirts. // part of the home sweet home series

WARNINGS | making out, touching, s*xual jokes, morning s*x on the couch implied

RATING | teen+

Warm streams of sunlight pour through the slitted window shades and onto the bed, draping over your eyes and waking you from your beautiful slumber.

With a content smile, you savor the fact that it’s Sunday and that sunlight, rather than an obnoxious alarm, is your wake-up call. You prefer it this way over any day.

Despite the sun’s warmth, you find it chilly, more so than usual, especially in contrast to your t-shirt and shorts-clad body. Fall approaches and it’s one of your favourite times of the year. The beginning of cozy drinks, crisp air, and the city blanketed in vibrant orange leaves. 

But for now, you’re not quite ready to embrace autumn, tugging the blanket up and covering your shivering self up to your neck to ward off the chill. 

Reaching behind you in the king-sized bed, you hope to find one of your boyfriends for a little extra comfort and warmth, but your hand only meets empty space. Your ears catch the familiar hum of your more talkative partner, along with the TV and satisfying sounds of morning coffee being made. 

Blinking the sleep away, you spend a few more moments nestling in your blanket. When you finally decide to get up, you instinctively step towards Logan’s side of the closet and grab one of his brown plaid shirts to cover-up. Given his taller stature, the ends of his shirt easily cover your thighs. 

The bedroom door creaks open and Dogpool immediately welcomes you with a happy wag of her tail. Squatting down to her level, you pet her on the head and give her some loving scritches. 

Glancing up, you spot Logan sprawled on the sectional sofa, watching TV with his legs draped over the extended part. He’s wearing a simple white tee and plaid pajama pants and adorning a bit of messy hair.

Across the room, in the kitchen, Wade’s whistling as he makes drinks, decked out in one of his many Spider-man shirts, pink and white striped pajama bottoms, and another plaid shirt from Logan’s extensive collection. 

Your smile widens at the sight of him in Logan’s clothes, fawning how handsome he is, almost rocking it as much as Logan does.  

Standing up, you catch Logan eyeing you up and down, gaze lingering on how the oversized shirt fits you. There’s a glint in his eye, reminiscent of how he looked at you last night. 

“Mornin’, beautiful,” he says with a small smile, his voice still carrying the raspy edge of waking up early.

“Good morning, sweet cheeks!” Wade sing-songs. “How are the holes this fine—” 

His face lights up as he sees what you’re wearing. 

“Oh, my God! We’re totally matchy-matchy, babe,” Wade says, raising his eyebrows in exaggerated surprise.  

You stroll into the kitchen and touch his chest from behind. “We are, indeed, babe.” 

Initially, you plant a chaste kiss on his cheek, but he turns his head after, diving into a deep kiss. Post-kiss, he gently rubs his nose against yours, holding you by your waist. You giggle at the affectionate gesture. 

“Who pulls it off better, Logie Bear?” Wade asks, still tenderly holding you with locked eyes.

“You know the answer to that,” Logan deadpans from the living room. 

“It’s me,” Wade mouths, pointing to himself dramatically. Although you shake your head in disagreement, you beam in response. 

Reluctantly, you pull away from Wade’s body, but still keep contact in the form of hand-holding. You grab the cup of tea he made for you. 

“It’s cool this morning, huh?” you comment, blowing your tea before taking a sip. 

“Yeah, fall’s officially here to eat our ass out,” he mirrors you, drinking some of his coffee. “Not that I’m complaining—you know I love me some PSLs.” 

You glance at the color of his coffee. 

“Wade, I’m not sure pumpkin spice lattes can even compete with how sweet and creamy you take your coffee.” 

“What are you talking about? I add just a teeny, tiny pinch of cream and sugar,” he protests. 

“You drink coffee the worst way, bub,” Logan pipes up, surprisingly listening in on the pointless conversation. 

“Okay, Mr. I-Drink-Coffee-As-Dark-As-My-Empty-Soul,” Wade retorts with a roll of his eyes. He jerks a thumb toward the living room. “Get a load of this guy, am I right? Actually, on second thought, you did get a load of him last night. And me, of course.” 

He winks at you and all you can do is shake your head, indulging in Wade’s humor. You gather your tea and another cup, then walk towards the couch. Setting a cup of black coffee on a coaster in front of Logan and placing your tea beside it, you settle next to him. He drags his attention away from the TV and reaches out for you, touching the back of your bare thigh. 

“Thanks, baby,” he says, rubbing his thumb tenderly over your skin. You squeeze his hand in response, a silent “Of course” conveyed.

“Did Wade wake you up?” you ask. 

Logan shakes his head. “No, I was up before sunrise. Had a hard time fallin’ back asleep.” 

“Was it really bad last night?” you ask in concern, reaching out to stroke his face.

“No, it was fine,” he assures. “Sleep’s been better since we started this.” 

This obviously implying the unconventional relationship you three share, but it works, even if Logan’s not keen to admit how he has a soft spot for Wade. Logan leans into you for a kiss, his grin spreading as he does so. It’s hard not to mirror his smile. 

The kissing is innocent, but only for so long.

“You look so fuckin’ good in just my shirt, y’know that?” he murmurs, tugging you flush to his body. His calloused hands trail up your legs and underneath his shirt that you’re wearing. A low moan follows. 

“Hey, invite me if you’re gonna be fucking on my couch without me!” Wade exclaims, suddenly flopping across Logan’s lap and your body. You groan, trying to support the weight of your two muscle-bound boyfriends. 

“It’s Al’s couch!” you and Logan chorus, barely managing to keep your balance.

“And don’t you forget it!” Althea suddenly says, her voice muffled behind her bedroom door. 

Logan shifts to press closer against Wade while still holding onto you. Your other boyfriend dips his head, kissing you fervently. His coffee breath is unmistakable, but you couldn't care less, especially when you feel Wade pressing his rising hardness against you.

“Also, besides my usual warning about keeping it down, if you’re gonna fuck on the couch again, please wipe it down after,” Blind Al calls out, still behind the door.  

“Yes, Al,” all three of you respond in unison in your tangled harmony. 

Before long, plaid shirts are tossed aside, along with the rest of everyone’s bed wear. You keep your moans and whines to a minimum for Al’s sake (or at least you try to).

You welcome the oncoming weather of fall with your bodies pressed up against each other, exchanging warmth in the chill morning. 

And of course, besides sleeping in, you remember why Sunday mornings are your absolute favourite.

[strayrumia]

Unfamiliarity (oneshot)

felix x fem!reader

Synopsis: After her break-up from her long-term relationship, [Y/n] is left wondering if she was deserving of love and gentleness. Fortunately for her, she has a best friend who's been supporting her since the beginning. Not only that, but he's also more than happy to show her she deserves the love she longed for. -or- [Y/n] is left touch-deprived and doubting that she's deserving of anything wholesome after having left a relationship that left her with nothing but heartbreak, trauma, and neglect. Her best friend proves her wrong.

Genre(s): fluffy ending, implied best friends to lovers (can be taken platonically), angst Other tags: non!idol au, (wholesome) physical touch Content/Trigger Warning(s): mentions of SA (s*xual ab*se) and emotional ab*se from past relationship, very heavy mentions of insecurity and feeling worth is based off s*x, mentions of food

[A/N]: This is more of a ventfic and something that I wanted to just let out. It might not be the best fic I've written as it has a VERY open ending/lacks a proper ending. I also wrote this late at night, very head-empty. I hope if you do read it, you'll feel heard or a reminder that you deserve the love you give to others! <3

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Weeks.

Has it been weeks?

No, it's actually been a few months since the day you gained the confidence and willpower to walk out on your past and very toxic relationship. You've kept track. After all, you thought your ex would be hurting too, until you've discovered from mutual friends that he had already moved on.

That's right. At first, it was a mention from a mutual that they've heard him mention on his own socials that he was going to a concert - a concert of a group you were very confident he didn't know nor listen to very much. Then the day came when it was the supposed concert. You saw on another mutual friend's Instagram that he was seeing the group with the same girl he told you not to worry about countless times prior. The same girl who he would not hesitate to make time when she said the word, yet when you asked him for his time, he would throw a fit. Then goes the most recent news - that he was supposedly trying to get on his coworker.

This boy was the same one who told you, when you sobbed to him while trying to stand your ground, that he didn't agree to this relationship ending and he wanted to continue fighting for you two. The same one that told you that he'd rather you stay with him and heal than walk away. The same one who told you, "will we ever be together again in the future?"

It hurt.

It hurt knowing that this person you gave five long, hard years for threw you away so easily. You fought for him despite your friends and family refusing to support your relationship, despite the fact that they all mentioned how he had red flags yet your young, naive self gave him the benefit of the doubt. You fought for him, yet you got taken advantage of in more ways than you want to remember while he felt little to no remorse for his actions as his words never aligned.

It hurt knowing that while you gave a lot of love to him, you're left wondering if you're even enough for another person, if there will ever be someone in your life to treat you the way you deserve to be treated. While you were still healing, your ex, who you walked away still full of love, was ready to find the next person to fuck around with.

Though many of your friends suggested you to hop on the dating apps and just fuck your feelings away to those who had no strings attached, you knew you couldn't do that. You love with your whole heart. Sure you can sleep with others and enjoy the sex life with potential partners who shared your kinky fantasies, but how can you? Your relationship was full of one-sided lust that you felt like you were only good for sex.

You were healing a lot faster now that months had gone by since your breakup, but it didn't stop the thoughts of insecurity that would constantly come up every now and then. You've gone on many hangouts with friends who happened to be dating and seen just how wonderfully they treat each other and it makes you wonder... 'Will I ever get that kind of treatment?'

After your breakup, you made a vow to yourself that you would set aside as much time as you can to spend with your friends and family, the very people who supported you individually from the start and continued to even after that. Through each hangout, your best friend, Felix, was there every step of the way.

He was always there since the beginning. He was there when he warned you about your ex before you got into that relationship. He was there during your entire relationship, albeit being at a bit of a distance to respect your space and privacy with your partner. Lastly, he's there for you right now.

You had spent the whole day with him, letting the day be a normal hangout - one that allowed you two to enjoy board games with other friends before they had to go home, leaving you alone in your small apartment with Felix.

After the mutual friends had left, Felix had noticed your mood shift slightly towards the end of the game night and decided to bake you some chocolate chip cookies as a treat to cheer you up. He knew they were your favorite sweet treats after all. While he prepped the ingredients and put up a YouTube video in the background, you scrolled through your Instagram feed lazily, only to have the worst timing and notice the same girl you were warned to not worry about post about your ex yet again. Yes you were doing better in this healing process but the pain was still ever so present.

You let out an exasperated sigh as your head dropped into your folded arms against the counter, causing Felix to look up from the video and pause. "Are you alright?"

You only responded with an unhappy, muffled groan in your arms. Felix raised an eyebrow at you as his gaze shifted towards the phone in your hand. Your screen stayed stagnant on the post with your friend and your ex.

"You know, you could always remove this girl from your socials. Why don't you? It's not like you still talk to her." Felix suggested, taking your phone out of your hands and analyzing the post.

"She hasn't done anything directly to make me have a reason to cut her off... it wouldn't be right." You retorted. That thought often crossed your mind without him even mentioning it if you were being honest. It would lift a mental load on you to remove the last person who wanted to associate with your ex from your social media, but you still felt it was wrong to remove someone who never hurt you, at least with intention.

Felix scoffed. "Does it matter? She doesn't know him well enough to know what he did to you, or to anticipate what he might do to her. If it helps you in the long run, you might as well do it."

You ignored his reply, your thoughts were going elsewhere anyway. You stared into nothingness as the post's image burned into your brain, how happy the girl was to be beside the abuser. Your thoughts were going all over the place if you were being honest.

'Why do you want to associate with him? He's a horrible person! Ugh, but you don't know...'

'You don't even know how terrible he is, but I guess sometimes people only learn the hard way...'

'He literally told me not to worry about her and how he only saw her as a little sister figure but why was his hand so dangerously low in that photo...'

'Just how many lies did he feed me to keep me from trusting my gut feelings...'

'She is a pretty girl with a gorgeous figure... it's no wonder he kept his eyes on her.'

'She was the one worth driving an hour and more for without hesitation. She was the one he was willing to treat out to restaurants and gift flowers for. I was the inconvenience after all...'

Your thoughts were becoming sadder and darker as they went through each and every lie he told you. Tears began to well in your eyes until you suddenly felt your hand getting tugged, dragging you out of your thoughts and into the situation at hand. Felix started leading you towards your couch and maneuvered you into sitting onto his lap.

"Wh- Felix, what are you doing? I-I'm heavy!" You started to get embarrassed and immediately tried to lift yourself from his lap, only for him to keep you there with his arms. He kept you in a gentle yet firm embrace that prevented you from trying to escape.

"You're not even heavy, stop it." You stopped squirming and just continued to avoid his gaze. You knew if he saw the tears threatening to fall from your eyes you would hear it from him, but he surprisingly said nothing as he kept you in his arms.

He reached over to the side and grabbed a blanket nearby, drooping over his back before he took each end to make his way to wrap you in. He gently cradled your head into his neck, his head sitting softly atop yours. His other arm kept you in an unescapable hold while rubbing small circles on your back. Although you wanted to escape out of embarrassment, you didn't retaliate to his small, gentle gestures. You felt your muddy thoughts begin to clear out as Felix continued to cradle you in his arms.

"Felix... what are you doing?" You repeated with more naivety and less aggression.

"What does it look like, [Y/n]?"

Your face began to flush, but you tried your best to pay it no mind. "You don't need to do this to me, okay? I don't... I don't deserve it."

"Why do you think you don't deserve it?"

The post burned into your mind again. "Because... there are better people out there who deserve it more than I do." Like her. I'm not someone you should be doing these kinds of things to. I don't deserve it.

"Hmm... maybe you're right, but I know you deserve to feel secure and have affection too." Felix replied, adjusting slightly to turn your head to face his direction as he started brushing his fingers through your hair, pushing your loose strands away from your face to the best of his ability in your position. The gesture small yet soothing, an unfamiliar feeling that you definitely leaned into and enjoyed every minute of.

"I can't imagine what he put you through but what I can tell you is that you too are deserving of more than just being treated as an object. You're not an object, you're a human, okay? So don't ever treat yourself as anything less when you deserve more."

You felt the tears in your eyes rebuild from the ever growing happiness in your heart hearing his words, but you fought them from overflowing. You shook your head, wanting to retort more but as you opened your mouth, the words never left your throat. It felt that if you tried to counter Felix again, the tears would win over and you wouldn't be able to stop. 'I really don't...'

"[Y/n]," he softly pressed his lips against the crown of your head. "You deserve to feel loved too. You deserve to experience the joys of getting a wonderful surprise from your support system. You deserve to be invited and brought to cute and romantic dates with lots of effort. You deserve something even as simple as handholding!"

It's as if he felt your tears fall because he pulled you away from him to use his free hand to gently wipe away the tears from your eyes, not caring that they lightly stained his sleeve and shirt. He continued to brush your loose hairs away from your facial features as he made sure you kept your eyes on him. "You are loved and you will experience that love too. If you allow me, I will show you exactly how you should be treated - although, it might just be the same as what we already do."

"But... what would be the difference between the things we do now compared to the things we will do after this point?"

"Well, I guess I won't have to hold back how I feel about you. That would probably be the only difference." He said with a small chuckle. "But you don't have to worry about anything, I don't expect you to feel anything right away nor do I want you to feel rushed into deciding anything with me. I just want you to experience the love, respect, and happiness you're supposed to have."

You thought about it with a smile. Your current experience with Felix as of recently has been filled with nothing but joy and laughter. There would be times where you would vent about your healing thoughts and he would generously offer an ear and shoulder. Most of the time, however, it was genuine laughs and happiness that triggered your habit of hiccupping when you laughed too hard. Those memories you've made with him recently just made you enjoy his presence more and more. It was no lie that he made sure he always thought of your picky habits whenever others wanted to go to a restaurant, how he made your heart flutter with every smile he shone at you and every gentlemanly gesture he did in consideration of you.

It wasn't going to be an easy lesson to relearn but you knew exactly what he was trying to teach you. You don't know how to accept such kind and affectionate gestures because you were so used to bland, lustful touches. You didn't think you deserved to be treated so delicately when all you've known is how to be used and thrown to the side when the other was no longer satisfied.

It was hard, but you can feel your healing process become much easier and smoother with Felix by your side. After all, he knew you best, he witnessed you through your highs and lows to the point where he learned what ticked you off and what brought you the highest joy. He's someone who observed and applied what he learned to make sure you would be treated with the respect you deserved.

It won't be quick and it won't be easy, but one thing you know for sure is that you felt the most safe and loved with him than anyone you can ever imagine.

-End-

[aisuruyuuji]

Suni talks: Chainsaw Man and the over-s*xualization of some of its characters....

From women to female characters, they all were, are and will continue to be the objects of all men's desires. Nothing is different when it comes to the anime community. In fact, it only gets worse.

Not only do some fans seek to s*xualize some characters for their own 'enjoyment', but they seem to be encouraged. In same cases, the mangakas, the anime studio, the merch producers and other unofficial sellers of merchandise contribute to the damaging viewing of female characters...

(small break) This reminds me of the TikTok an 'anime' guy made in which he implies he stole the virginity of his body pillow of Demon Slayers' 12 to 14 year old Nezuko. That's exactly what I am trying to hint at. These people will s*xualize female characters despite their age and no matter if the 'right' content will be provided for them. That's why I personally think they shouldn't be given 'what they want' (s*xualized figurines, body pillows, etc).

My inspiration for this post was a certain series of Chainsaw Man figurines of some of its female characters dressed in playboy bunny costumes.

With just one search of "Chainsaw Man Figurines" and below a minute of scrolling, you will be greeted by the pictures of Makima and Power figurines dressed in playboy bunny costumes. While Makima is depicted as an adult, Power is not. And besides their ages, which i could not find anywhere, Power is made out to be Denji's first friend, a 16 year old. Most of the times, she behaves much more childishly than Denji, so no matter her 'real' age, the viewers are meant to believe she's only a teenager.

Now it's true that Chainsaw Man is a story which revolves around a teenage boy so the s*xual side of it is mainly present because of that aspect. However, not all anime fans are teenagers and this content, whether it's shonen anime, merchandise and even h*ntai (oh god, the territory i'm crossing here), can be consumed by anybody.

There are plenty other female characters that are s*xualized without having a 'sexy figurine' made of them, including Himeno (supposedly in her mid to late 20's and is also a romanticized by the fandom s*xual abus*r), Kobeni (20 year old), Reze (supposedly late teens to early 20's, shown wearing little to no clothing in the manga) and lately Asa (mid to late teens). It doesn't take much to be seen as an object.

And don't get me wrong, I love Chainsaw Man. I am currently reading the series and I'm not anywhere near dropping it. It's entertaining and its approach is really different from usual shonen manga. However we can't not acknowledge the flaws in some scenes and merchandise pieces.

Some people might say not only female characters get over-s*xualized in the anime community and that's absolutely right! Again, some men have been getting mad after the second season of Jujutsu Kaisen got released and seeing all the "female" fan service of Gojo Satoru, Geto Suguru, Nanami Kento, Kamo Choso, etc. There have been understandably terrible incidents such as the "Bloody Gojo Figurine" one when a supposed underage fan had ruined their figurine of Jujutsu Kaisen's character with their own period blood... But unfortunately for women and most likely fortunately for men, these behaviors are currently not affecting men to the extent it affects women.

Why I am only mentioning the Chainsaw Man figurines, which from what I've seen are sold by none other than Crunchyroll itself, and not the other merchandise of h*ntai characters and whatnot is because Chainsaw Man is getting more main stream as more chapters get released.

What's your opinion on this? Are these pieces of merchandise really encouraging certain people and make them feel they have the right to behave in creepy and lewd ways or do they hold no significance in this situations?

[writingquestionsanswered]

Ace Writer Wants to Write S*x Scene

Anonymous asked: Hi, thanks for what you’re doing. You’re really great. How do you write s*x scenes? Graphic s*x scenes? I want to write a story about love, but I don’t know if I could do the s*x scenes as I’m asexual, but I know that love stories include s*x. How do I do this without messing it up?

Note from WQA: Words were censored in this post due to previously being asked to do so. Now that content filtering has been around for a while, I'll stop, but I'm leaving this post up as is... Okay, first things first... love stories do not have to include s*x and many actually do not.

When it comes to writing romantic fiction, there are different "heat levels" that dictate how much s*x the story contains. The exact definitions vary from place to place, but generally they are:

Mild/Clean- Nothing beyond a bit of hugging, hand holding, and kissing. Nothing you couldn't see in a Disney family movie. Anything more can only be gently hinted at having happened off the page, but never openly discussed. The reader is not privy to the s*xual desires of characters.

Warm/Sweet - A little more hugging, hand holding, and kissing that can lead to "fade to black"/"behind a closed door," but only if love has been declared by both partners. S*x can be implied after the fact through word play, such as: "We went into the bedroom and fell into a world of our own making." However, s*x is not openly discussed and the reader is not privy to s*xual desires of characters.

Sensual - Plenty of romantic interaction and making out, s*x can occur on the page between characters who have declared love, but not in graphic detail. Description of the act focuses more on character emotions and sensation. Body parts can be named, but only using proper names (no coarse words).

Steamy - Consummation is described in graphic detail, with coarse language being acceptable. Participants are not necessarily in love but eventually will be. However, s*x is not the primary focus of the story, and is only used to further the emotional journey.

Erotic - Heavy emphasis on s*xual activities, which are longer/more involved and described in graphic detail using coarser language, sometimes exploring acts that are considered more graphic, experimental, or taboo.

So... as for how to write a scene were s*x is described on the page, I can't tell you that because I don't write it. But what I can tell you is you can absolutely write good ones even if they're outside your range of experience. Google is your bestie when it comes to finding out how to write them. There are tons and tons and tons of romance writers who have written guides on how to write great s*x scenes. Just Google that, and you'll see them. I think it's also helpful to watch movies and TV shows that feature s*x scenes if you want to write them.

I hope that helps! ♥

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Fanfic recommendation time!

I know its way past Christmas already but I found this fanfic while scrolling through AO3 and oh my God, even though its "only" 13 chapters, it felt like an entire novel! I love how you could slowly see Soap and Ghost falling for each other, even if the two didn't notice yet. Do prepare some tissues for the last chapter though ｡･(つд`｡)･｡ (also, featuring SimonRiley'sFatherFigure!Price and JohnMacTavish'sBestFriend!Gaz)

Rating: General Audiences

Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: Gen, M/M

Fandom: Call of Duty (Video Games)

Relationship: John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley

Characters: John "Soap" MacTavish, Simon "Ghost" Riley, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, John Price (Call of Duty), Kate Laswell, Original Male Character(s), Original Female Character(s)

Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Aftermath of Torture, Injury Recovery, Fluff and Angst, Domestic Fluff, Canon-Typical Violence, No Smut, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Nightmares, Christmas Fluff, Christmas, Angst with a Happy Ending, Religious Guilt, it’s happy ending i swear, Soft Simon "Ghost" Riley, Simon "Ghost" Riley Loves John "Soap" MacTavish, John "Soap" MacTavish Loves Simon "Ghost" Riley, tagging is KILLIMG me will update l8er, Internalized Homophobia, Getting Together, see individual chapters for content warnings!, Medical Inaccuracies

Language: English

"There was only so much you could do to a dead man, you see, before he became more of a liability than an advantage. In theory, the idea of not killing Ghost— of keeping him alive, taking him back to the base and torturing all the information they could get out of him was a good one. However, in practice, the issue became more complicated.

Or— Ghost is sent home to recover after being victim to cartel torture, and then Soap shows up."

Side note: there will be added warnings in the notes of the fanfic, so be sure to check those out if mentions of s*xual abuse/r*pe are a trigger for you!

[cecropiacrown]

Hello! Could I request number 21 for the Kiss prompt for Fengqing? Would it be possible to have Feng Xin as having the insecurity simply bc you see a lot of Mu Qing having insecurities and such but a bit less so of FX?

Much love and thanks ^_^

Thanks for the ask! I took a while to think on this one and decided to combine it with another prompt that was requested of me, hope you don’t mind! :) #20 a kiss on a place of insecurity/ #21 a kiss on a scar Content Warning: implied s*xual content ; trans male character

Mu Qing just barely ghosts the tips of his fingers along Feng Xin’s sides, the touch bordering on ticklish but not quite arriving there because that warm, honey-gold skin is still hidden underneath Feng Xin’s t-shirt. The two of them have been laughing and tumbling in bed for quite some time now—nuzzling, kissing, touching—and Mu Qing is down to just his pants and boxers, but Feng Xin is still fully clothed.

As Mu Qing’s hands reach the bottom of the shirt, he dips his fingers just below the hem, not quite grabbing the fabric but clearly stating his intentions. The atmosphere between them has grown serious and, as the two men lock eyes, Mu Qing sees the moment Feng Xin’s face falls.

“Hey,” Mu Qing says, low and gentle, trying to soothe a worry that’s quickly taking root in Feng Xin’s mind. Ah, but he can see it in the other man’s eyes. He’s spiraling.

“A-Xin, it’s alright.”

Mu Qing pulls his fingers back and presses his palms flat onto Feng Xin’s lower stomach, already rubbing circles with his thumbs in an attempt to keep him grounded.

“You know it can stay on if you want it to. It’s okay—really.”

Feng Xin is biting at his lip, contemplation tugging his thick brows down into a furrow. He’s still holding Mu Qing’s eye contact but something tense swims behind his gaze and Mu Qing can tell he’s more in his brain than in the moment. 

“I’m sorry, A-Qing,” and then Feng Xin’s pretty amber eyes fall dejectedly to the bed, his head tilting with them as his shoulders slump. Mu Qing’s heart could break right there in his chest.

“Hey, c’mon now. None of that.” Mu Qing reaches a palm out to Feng Xin’s cheek, gently cupping his jaw and raising him back up to meet his eyes. “You don’t need to apologize. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Mu Qing waits patiently for Feng Xin to agree before he continues. That small nod comes slowly and Mu Qing can tell Feng Xin doesn’t completely believe him.

“Do you want to stop, or do you want to keep going? Like I said, you can keep it on if that’s what you need, A-Xin.”

Feng Xin, the good listener he is, takes his time to think about his answer. Mu Qing watches that pink tongue dart out to lick those soft, plump lips and it takes all his willpower to not surge forward and kiss Feng Xin right there and then. His stomach swirls with want and he presses his hands a bit more firmly against Feng Xin’s stomach to calm down

“I want to keep going,” Feng Xin decides, his eyes flickering brighter with some newfound determination. 

“On or off, love?” Mu Qing presses, wanting to have the clarification before they go any further.

“Off.”

Mu Qing raises an eyebrow.

“You sure?”

“Yes.”

Now he raises both eyebrows, fixing Feng Xin with a steady, serious look.

“Do you promise?”

“Yes, I promise,” and Feng Xin is so earnest it could make Mu Qing swoon if he wasn’t so ridiculously turned on.

“Okay. Just tell me if you want to stop, alright?”

“Always."

God, this man doesn’t know the sheer power he holds over Mu Qing.

Then Feng Xin smiles, his one dimple carving itself into the pretty mess of freckles on his cheek, and Mu Qing realizes that, oh, Feng Xin definitely knows.

Mu Qing leans forward, unable to resist the pull of those eyes any longer, and presses his lips to Feng Xin’s.

Feng Xin is still smiling as Mu Qing deepens the kiss, his hand coming up to rest at the back of Mu Qing’s neck as he eagerly tilts his head. With one hand steadying himself against the bed, Mu Qing brings his other hand back to the hem of Feng Xin’s shirt and tugs. He hungrily swallows the gasp his gesture pulls from Feng Xin’s lips and repeats the action.

Feng Xin parts his legs wider to accommodate Mu Qing’s body and the heady swirl of arousal seeps into the space between them.

Feng Xin licks wetly against Mu Qing’s lips, the messy thing he is, and it makes Mu Qing laugh. He presses a sweet peck to the corner of Feng Xin’s mouth and pulls back, feeling a bit smug as he sees Feng Xin’s closed eyes and parted lips careen forward in an attempt to chase him. When those pretty eyes finally open, dark and wanting, Mu Qing tugs again on the shirt, silently asking for permission.

Feng Xin’s breath is ragged, his voice already sounding wrecked as he stares up at Mu Qing.

“Do it.”

Like a bandaid, Mu Qing rips Feng Xin’s shirt up over his head in one quick motion. He tosses it nearby on the chance Feng Xin changes his mind and needs it back on, but doesn’t give Feng Xin time to even think about being self conscious before he’s kissing him again, slow and sweet.

Mu Qing murmurs against Feng Xin’s lips, “You are so beautiful.”

He places his hand firmly on Feng Xin’s side, kneading the skin in patient, grounding presses of his fingertips, and starts to trail kisses down his jaw. Mu Qing lets his lips map out each freckled constellation, not in any sort of rush, as he eases Feng Xin into the moment and further into the mattress.

He feels the hammering of Feng Xin’s pulse under his lips as he kisses the underside of the other man’s jaw and he can’t help but nip at the skin there. He whispers praise against Feng Xin’s burning skin, his voice rough with a kind of need only Feng Xin can bring out in him

“My gorgeous,”

He kisses down Feng Xin’s neck, licking at the dip of his collarbone.

“Precious,”

His next kiss is pressed right at the start of Feng Xin’s left pec, the heart that lays underneath beating faster and faster.

“Handsome Feng Xin.”

Feng Xin’s top surgery scars meet in a little dip right above his breastbone; a warm, purpley-brown tone much like the color of the sweet skin between his legs. Mu Qing presses his last kiss right to this spot, soft and lingering and worshipful. Feng Xin whimpers at the touch, his face twisted as he fists his hands in the sheets. He always needs this moment of discomfort before it breaks into acceptance and he lets himself breathe and be adored in the way he deserves.

Mu Qing listens for that quiet sigh before he peeks up at Feng Xin’s face. He finds his eyes closed, those dark lashes splayed across the tops of his cheeks, and a small smile on his lips. He presses one more kiss to this spot and watches the smile grow, his own heart expanding with it, and thinks, truthfully, that there is nowhere else he’d rather be.

“I love you, Feng Xin.”

“I love you, too. So, so much."

And Mu Qing shows Feng Xin just how deep that love runs.

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Let's Talk About PingXie: Part 2

PingXie "Super Group"

If we talk about Chinese fandom, you may already know various platforms, such as: Weibo, Lofter (lof/老福特), 哔哩哔哩 (Bilibili/B站), etc. On Weibo, just like any other topics of discussion, PingXie has its own Super Group/Super Topic/Super Talk "超话" (chāo huà/ch). Super Group is a feature of Weibo which allows us to interact with fellow fans and talk about a topic of interest. To put it simply, it's like a fan group or a fan community. If you have a Weibo account, don't forget to follow "PingXie Super Group". I think it's rather easy to create an account on Weibo than other platforms. Although it's not a must, it's pretty convenient to have it.

There are so many super groups related to Daomu Biji; the major super group 盗墓笔记, the sub super group of the characters, the ships, the series, the events, the landmines, the merchs, etc. Since this is a PingXie blog, let's talk about PingXie Super Group “瓶邪话题” (mtl: PingXie Topic).

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In 瓶邪话题, you can find many PingXie fanworks, some meta(s), and discussions as well. It was also my starting point where I began to explore the PingXie Super Group looking for some food :D But, please note that there are rules that you need to know and abide by before you dive in even more further. Aside from the general rules, some rules may sound strict because of the differences in our fandom cultures.

Let's take a look at those rules:

1️⃣ 瓶邪不拆不逆 (PingXie is not breaking up and not switching position)

Explanation:

PingXie is not breaking up/not dismantling. It means that PingXie should be the only one for each other, only have each other as lovers as well as s*xual partners, only love each other, and none of them has other relationships/love affairs (which also means no cheating/no multishipping/cannot pair them up with someone else).

PingXie is not switching. It means exactly what it said. PingXie don't switch their positions. They emphasize the position of Top (Zhang Qiling)/Bottom (Wu Xie). It doesn't matter whether it's NSFW or SFW. Sometimes it can be seen from the atmosphere, the vibe, or the plot that unconsciously implied the matter of the position even without making it as NSFW. To them, PingXie has always been its own ship and pretty much clear there that “瓶邪” (PingXie) and “邪瓶” (Xie||Ping) are two different ships. Thus, PingXie “瓶邪” is not representative of other ship/cp, especially the reversed version. For instance, when you saw a PingXie fanart (usually it's with the ship tag), you thought it was a good fanart, so you wanted to repost/reblog it. Since you thought there was no difference, you tagged Xie||Ping as well so that more people would know about it. However, that is not a good thing to do in Chinese fandom space. They care about Top/Bottom dynamic of the ship so much that for some people it's very important. So, please be aware of it and respect their preferences, at least when you are there.

In conclusion, it's prohibited to post or comment which has the intention of breaking them up or switching position of top and bottom.

2️⃣ 禁止梦 (banned dream-girls-comment and the like)

Explanation:

The word "梦" (dream) here refers to "梦女" (dream girl), that is the fangirl who likes to treat either Zhang Qiling or Wu Xie as her husband. It's a ship/couple super group after all. Thus, it's prohibited to post any contents or comments with this kind of attitude.

3️⃣ No drama discussion

Explanation:

It's prohibited to mention and discuss all derivative films and TV shows. Well, 瓶邪话题 is a ship/cp super group for two-dimensional characters in the book only.

You can see the rest of the rules there.

Those are some rules in "PingXie Super Group". There is also a bot for PingXie on Weibo, you can search “瓶邪bot” directly. It is where you can read PingXie's excerpts from the webnovel, the physical book, interviews, official games, and it also includes the artworks from the official manhua(s), except for dramas though.

If you are interested, you can also follow Zhang Qiling and Wu Xie's account lol. Yeah, they have accounts there, as well as the others (maybe someone made it, not sure who's behind it). As for the other characters, you can search for it directly, it's easy to find them.

In fact, PingXie fan base in China is quite fond of “洁癖” (mtl: cleanliness/mysophobia). The word "洁癖" has the same meaning of "only" in “瓶邪洁癖”, which is similar to “PingXie Only”. It is basically the same as “瓶邪不拆不逆” that I've mentioned before in PingXie Super Group rules, but “瓶邪洁癖” can be stricter or more extreme. Some of them can't accept that either Wu Xie or Zhang Qiling has ex-lovers (women or men) with any emotional and physical experiences in fanworks, especially since the canon implies that they have never engaged in a relationship with anyone else before. They also refuse to see any fanworks by authors with opposing preferences, and many more depend on each individual. It sounds strict, right? But judging by the fandom space itself, it's actually understandable. Their fandom space and culture are completely different from those here in the first place.

Even though not all of Daomu Biji fans (稻米) are into this, the number of PingXie "only" shippers is still abundant. PingXie itself is the most popular ship and has a significant influence on its fandom. I noticed that many DMBJ fan artists and writers are also into this. It may just be a preference, but the impact on the fandom itself is quite big. I don't know much about the details of its history though... it's just that, compared to other fandoms, PingXie Only in China is highly conspicuous, which is really impressive!

It's truly phenomenal!! ✨ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ • *✰✨

At the end of the day, I hope everyone will respect each other's preferences. Thank you ^^

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I'm thinking about buying the devil's candy comic's for my nephew. Do you think this series is appropriate for 11 year olds? Violence is okay, I'm just concerned about n#dity and graphic s#xual content.

oh, hello! this series doesn't really have any graphic nudity or sexual content, but i'd say its more 13+? the story does follow the kids in high school more, so it deals with what kids in high school tend to deal with. however, later on there are plot points more focused on the adults with adult themes (i.e drinking <- not really that serious) and also implied adult themes. with that overall, the age rating it was given officially is 13+. maybe wait 2 more years haha.

sorry to use your ask as a segway but i should be posting art more soon!! i may also ask for some friends help bc archiving is certainly not a one man job. heh... thank you for your ask and looking out for your nephew, and thank you guys for the support! <3

if anyone has more info to give anon on this it is welcomed!! bc i am due for a reread i may have forgotten some stuff

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About This Discourse

I hope this can be the final post in all this. pages: 15.

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CW for mentions of v0re, mentions of g0re, talks of harassment, talks of r-18 things, talks of kinks, s**cide, and the input of the definition of p*d0philia.

(^^^None of the really s*xual stuff was started by myself or my mutuals, I don't think. Please read with caution. In the attacks, it was brought up and had to be addressed.)

As a lot of you know, there’s been discourse surrounding my friends and I. Well, three of my friends and myself. 

It seems to stem from a post made about two months ago, by a user who has apologized and taken it down. The post vagued me and made it seem like I said things I did not.

The things implied I said were said by other users on this site. But not myself. admittedly, that post began a huge mental health spiral. The day the post was up, I was having panic attacks and begging for the post to be taken down in the comments. 

Eventually, Octo had enough of letting the post stay as it was, and watching me panic. So Octo reblogged it with a 1558 word response. It reads as follows(no editing. Post was copy+pasted into google docs);

“ There is a lot wro ng going on here. And I will admit, you got a bit of "Momma Bear" coming out of me from this. Please, feel free to ignore this. Anything else will be after the cut. Please feel free to look at the original comments and come to your own conclusions on the matter.

My apologies if I switch from using OP to directly addressing the OP.

I would like to preface anything I say here by saying I don't like getting involved with  discourse like this. However, in this situation the individual referred to in this post has been stressed out and otherwise affected by this. I would prefer for this to have been a private matter, however the decision for that isn't mine, and never has been. OP, you can get mad at me all you like for not taking your side here, but please hear me out first.

I would first like to address the matter of the post itself. I am aware OP apologized for the R 18 thing, however it still causes an issue here.

Your main point is that a person who writes gore cannot complain about others writing R-18 content because they're equivalent. My arguments are as follows.

1: I disagree with the main premise of this argument. It either condemns both or neither of the two actions. This post doesn't actually let me know which of the ways you choose. If your argument is correct however, then you either are okay with R-18 content, or not. If not, why do you like danganronpa? Or furthermore, a Fanganronpa that is arguably worse than the cannon games?

Either way, this point is moot because the person who you're addressing never stated they disliked NSFW/R-18 content. Feel free to not like it! But this post is unnecessary and causes additional discourse for no reason.

2: You address this post to "SDRA2 Fandom," however this post is about a small group of creators, ones that likely don't make up a majority of the fandom on this site.

3

And this is a big one.

THIS POST SHOULD NOT INCLUDE SUCH SPECIFIC DETAILS ABOUT YOUR SUBJECT.

Effectively what you are doing is instead of addressing a matter privately, you made it public, called out one specific user by being vague about them, assumed their age, and implied things that aren't true about them. Even if your original point is correct, this behavior isn't acceptable.

Now, I would also like to address the comments below this post.

What first occurs is that the person being addressed in the post explains their past history with OP, and that they don't get mad at R-18 content, they get mad at people fetishizing things about them.

OP then responds by saying, "The issue isn't about ignoring and moving on, its that you; like 14/15 is writing extreme and graphic gore, like that is fucking concerning."

Simply put, this isn't the original point of your post.

Also, people around that age do tend to get involved in those kinds of things. Anecdotally, I became a fan of the Hunger Games around that time. For a less personal example, see creepy pastas, the SCP foundation, ETC. Or Danganronpa itself! Yes, there are adult fans in all of those things, but there are also minors who end up liking dark and creepy things. Again, it could be personally off-putting to OP, but that will be addressed later.

What happens next is that the user being addressed describes their experience getting into darker, more gory things. Further emphasizing why this entire thing should have been handled privately. Then, a mutual friend finds the post and comments. They did not handle the situation the best, I will admit. This leads OP to comment,

"You are literally 14 year olds writing fanganronpa gore; i’m sure the 4chan guro board would love to have you. Considering the previous comments here; you’re still talking about me two days later, while I haven’t even thought about you. It’s actually super flattering you think about me this much!"

Again, OP is assuming the age of the user. If OP is not assuming and thus know from a different source, then OP is potentially releasing private information publicly. I should not have to explain why this is a problem.

For those who don't know, like myself, the 4-chan guro board is about gory anime art.  I don't see what the problem is here. This person likes to write about gore, and so a place that accepts it would be happy to have them? Is the gore there worse than what they write?

OP, they're still talking about you days later because this post was a public call out of what should be a private matter at best, and at worst is a non-issue.

No, I will not let that go! This post caused stress and anxiety in the user, and OP should recognize that simply does not go away that quickly.

The user then says again what got them into gore, leading into this comment from OP

"the R18 thing was unrelated, and yes I will actually apologize for that. I am sorry for getting you caught up in that situation. However the issue isn’t only that, You do realize that what you say with “no child warning” is directly pointing out my issue, you are a kid sharing this with other minors, this is no better than the vorekado situation. You’re coming into adult spaces as a kid and sharing this among other kids "

First, thank you for the apology. I hope that you see why that is an issue.

However, I must address this point.

"you are a kid sharing this with other minors"

Right now, you are advocating for the self-censorship of someone because a minor might see it. Let's ignore the age of the poster. Should someone be barred from writing gore, drawing R-18+ images, etc because a kid might see it? The answer to that is no.

It is not up to a content creator, author, artist, etc. To not do something because the wrong person might see it. It is up to either the individual user or their guardian to control what content they come across.

If this sounds familiar OP, it is why the point of you simply blocking the content and moving on is mentioned over and over. Because it is not up to them to police themselves because another person finds themselves unable to control their feed.

The content creator IS responsible for making sure the appropriate tags, labels, etc. are on the work so that a person can filter it out. Which, this user has done so.

I do not know of the "vorekado" situation to comment on it.

One last point before we continue is that Tumblr isn't an "adult space." The minimum age to have a Tumblr is 13. Hardly an adult by that point. If you;re trying to argue that gore itself should be R-18, then you're fighting an uphill battle to convince anyone.

After this comment, the user says the matter should've been private, and says that OP vagued their posts, causing them anxiety. This leads to these two comments.

"Not what I meant, im saying that you’re still exposing this in a group of minors; which you yourself are."

"Okay youre friend really doesn’t matter here since all they can do is insult me, the problem isnt tags or trigger warnings. Its the fact you’re doing it in the first place. Youre still a kid coming into these adult spaces. Gore is a fetish. "

Before we continue, personally, I am 20. Not a minor.

First, explain to me why a minor writing gore is a problem. Other than "It's gross."

Again, Tumblr is not an adult space.

And finally, something being a fetish isn't an indication of how "adult" something is. Newsflash from someone who's been on the internet a long time.

Everything can be a fetish to someone.

The user isn't joining a gore fetish space, they joined a writing space for Danganronpa Another fancreations. Not everything is going to be light and fluffy, especially regarding the subject matter.

The user then says they've never seen anyone fetishizing their work. OP also says that their posts are not fetish works. I would also like to add, I haven't seen it either, and don't believe this is a space where that occurs often. This leads to this comment.

"I can’t help you with this. Genuinely you are clueless. You really are; extreme gore can be a fetish, and youre putting yourself into the “disgusting” gore community yourself. Danganronpa doesn’t have shit like this. This is just literal snuff for the sake of it. "

"Danganronpa doesn't have shit like this. This is just literal snuff for the sake of it."

That's not a problem at all. You don't need a reason to write or draw anything specifically. Most of their writings are labelled as writing practices.

TLDR: This post shouldn't have been made. It should have been a private message at that. Many of OP's points are personal opinions and don't hold up to scrutiny.  OP, the person who wrote this post has politely asked you to either edit it or take it down. I would recommend you do so.”

Due to both the original post, and Octo’s reblog, taken down, I cannot share what I said in my  40 comments. That may seem like harassment, but this was a post vaguing me and causing a mental health strain I hadn’t had since either May or June of 2020.

However, most of my comments were along the lines of me explaining why I wrote it, and why  it should be handled privately.

When the fetish of g0re was brought up, I was confused but still panicked. I had never heard of such a fetish before. I didn't know that it was a fetish .

The “v0rekado” thing is likely in reference to mikadosannouji/ressysauce, someone who had recently been revealed as a bad person at the time. And not because of the fetish-y art, but because they had doxxed someone and celebrated someone’s potential s**cide. If I remember correctly, ressysauce created v0re art on their old tumblr account.

Comparing something where the user posting likely knew it was a fetish, to something where the user posting didn’t know is a fetish, feels off.

After Octo’s response, the original post was taken down, the OP messaged me and apologized. At first, I felt the apology wasn’t genuine, and asked them if it was. We got into an argument about it, and I blocked them.

Eventually, I decided to accept their apology anyway, and unblocked them.

We thought this would be all, but then a proship based account caused Nana’s friend to have a panic attack. They then contacted Nana through asks, alerting him of his friend’s breakdown and saying they were concerned.

Nana states he already knew, but unblocks the account, and talks with them. Nana eventually gets overwhelmed and can’t handle any more of the conversation. So, he blocked the account once more.

The reason Nana’s friend had the breakdown was due to one of the things they said being screenshotted and put in the proship accounts introduction post. It has now been removed, thankfully.

(This is an important part of the discourse, and I am not trying to stir something up again, please understand that.)

Nana removed all his posts related to the proship account discourse, hoping that would calm it down. It seemed so, even though the account mentioned Nana a few times after.

Eventually, that account got downed, and the four of us let out a sigh of relief. It seemed to finally be over.

Then, a new account came into the mix, barely a day old when they started the accusations. 

The accusations? Nana was a proshipper himself. The base of these were that Nana used to like Sanniuri, at a time it was widely shipped in the fandom. Nana stopped shipping it after realizing its toxicity. Another was shipping LeoSaya, or having an inkling of an interest in the ship NaeJunko, or doing an animatic for a ship between two underage characters.

In fact, a large number of tumblr users also use ao3. It’s a platform for fanfictions and sometimes original works. It’s a platform for writing.

There was also the argument that because he uses ao3, he’s a proshipper. Which is stupid, honestly. Would you argue that BiggestGuadiestPatronuses is a proshipper? They use ao3.

Using the same logic as done with the ao3 thing, it would be that everyone on tumblr is a proshipper, because tumblr has proship content on there! Or youtube, or instagram, or wattpad… Literally being on any website similar to the ones listed, would say you’re a proshipper.

So, that's why the logic here is dumb.

Next, an edit Nana did of Junkan was mentioned. The ship is known as unhealthy, but the ask explained it as an AU. Nana did it, and knows the ship is unhealthy. He did it because it was requested, and it could quite possibly be an AU where it’s healthy. Some could argue that doesn’t make the ship okay, but that would be something to bring up to the requester. A request being done doesn’t condone attacking.

LeoSaya is a ship I’ve seen many people like in my time in the fandom. Often, it’s people against proshipping. You argue that, because they tried to kill each other in canon, it’s toxic. So, by definition, every killer x victim ship is toxic? Except the few with confirmed feelings?

It’s a killing game. Stress is high and they want to go home. Of course they’re gonna try the only way out.

Due to the whole memory wipe thing, they don’t remember each other. But they have known each other for years, yes? And I do believe they would have gotten along beforehand.

NaeJunko was explained by a meme. I haven’t seen it myself, but it went along the lines of “loser boyfriend”. 

The old Sanniuri reblogs and shit, were when he didn’t know the ship was toxic. You may bring up the tags on some of his fics, how there’s sanniuri tagged. I noticed it, too, and brought it up to him. He explained it with; 

(And before someone comes after me about the “horny” comment; it was a joke based off of IRLkado’s reaction to finding out more about Utsuro.)

But Nana let me know. He doesn’t ship AIkado x Nikei, because we know how toxic that shit is. But about IRLkado, we often only know he’s some sort of computer nerd and he wants to bring Utsuro back.

The shipping Kotoko x Monaca thing is… Well, the person with the accusations calls the ship “pedophillic”. Which is confusing.

Pedophillia is defined by www.sciencedirect.com as “A persistent interest in prepubescent children as evidenced by an adult’s sexual fantasies, urges, and goal-directed sexual behavior.” I wish to know what part of this definition suits the ship. 

The original accuser brings up something else, stating Nana as lying about being a minor. Sure, this could be seen as acceptable, as there are people out there who lie about that. However, when there’s many people who have stated Nana as a minor.

When there’s someone who has posted about meeting Nana in person, and has attested to Nana being a minor before- it brings your claims into question.

Nana and I have met before. We share a birthday, and I am only 8 hours older. And some of my followers can attest to me being a high schooler- it was on my now deleted intro post. Octo can also attest to it- having helped me before with high school math. 

Another thing mentioned was the fact that I supposedly write untagged gore. At the time of the first post connected to my friends and I, this would have been true. For the simple reason of; I didn't know about tumblr tag filtering. I thought that putting a cw/tw above the cut would’ve been enough, as I believed that somebody would at least read those before clicking “Continue reading.”

When this was brought up by the first post that vagued me, I went back and added a gore tag to all of my fics containing it for filtering. And, I even attempted to remember to put a tw gore tag on each one.

However, this was brought up again, with the same reason- it being untagged. So, I was upset. I went back and added cw gore tags to all of the posts containing it. I was upset, because I had already tagged it with the gore tag, and thought it would be enough. Then, I posted this rant;

“What more do you guys need me to ADD to TW my gore writing properly. I often put TW for gore in the tags. (Of sorts, it'll say what happens in it) most of them have gore in the fuck title. And I do my best to add a #tw gore tag on every single one.

WHAT MORE DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME.

I can add. "cw gore" tag, too! Have you ever fucking heard of filtering!

This is a Danganronpa fan game, dammit! There will ALWAYS be fics of stuff you don't like.

I put trigger warnings of the fuck content. It's on YOU if you still read it. I'm not going to stop writing something I find interesting in a way, because THE WRONG PEOPLE MIGHT STUMBLE UPON IT.

ARTISTS DO THE SAME. THEY DON'T CHANGE THEIR ART BECAUSE THE WRONG PERSON MIGHT SEE IT.

IF THERE WAS A GODDAMN WAY TO PRIVATE A TUMBLR ACCOUNT, I FUCKING WOULD! BUT I CAN'T FIND A GODDAMN WAY, SO DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT!

I'M NOT GOING TO BE RESPECTFUL ABOUT THIS ANYMORE. EVERY TIME SOMEONE HAS BEEN DIRECTLY REFERRING TO ME ON THIS HELLSITE, I TRY MY BEST TO BE RESPECTFUL UNLESS THEY'RE A GODDAMN HARASSER!

JUST FUCK OFF! IM FUCKING MAD, AND I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU STAND BY AND SPREAD FUCKING LIES.

YOURE A FUCKING COWARD FOR COMMUNICATIH THROUGH ANONS. HOW ABOUT YOU COMMUNICATE PROPERLY, FOR ONCE?”

I admit, I should’ve been kinder during this rant. But, this had been going on for months at this point. Sure, an immature reaction- but one you should expect from some minor who’s been under extreme stress for months. 

When seeing this rant, Octo and Nana immediately began telling me to take it down. I was still upset, and didn’t want to. Saying we were being sitting ducks, and that we needed to fight back or we’d seem to be accepting the allegations as true.

Eventually, I calmed down. I didn’t want to take the post down, so I went to my closest friend- who shall remain unnamed- and they advised me to copy + paste the rant into a google doc and then delete the tumblr post, so I’d still have the words in that as my way of outing my anger.

So I deleted it.

During this time, I messaged the creator of the original post- the one that vague me. We’ll call them M for the rest of this.

I was distressed and unsure of how to handle this, so I went to M and explained everything. They didn’t really care for my panicking, but were at the very least understanding. They gave a tiny bit of advice, and let me talk. That helped a lot. So, I must thank M.

I had blocked one of the people spreading the proship accusations way before the drama, for reasons I can’t quite remember, but unblocked them to send an ask in a way to explain things. It reads;

“Hi there. You must dislike me, seeing as i think people have submitted to you about me supposedly not tagging certain fics of mine. Please, make sure no one harasses the focus of this ask. And, before anything, please read this;

I do tag my gore fics. I've tagged them with gore, tw gore, and cw gore tags. All three of the tags. I think I might have forgotten to put those tags on my splatoon fics, which I will do right after submitting this ask. There is also a TW above the cut for almost all of my stories, unless there doesnt seem to be something that needs to be tagged. I will tag stuff if asked to.

Now, onto the reason i am sending this; Nana, catgirl-izuru, whatever he is known by to you, has been accused of being a proshipper. i'm sure you've seen this.

In the past, Nana has reblogged art for Sanniuri, a popular toxic ship in the community. He didn't realize it was unhealthy at the time. "But on his ao3 fic!! he has a tag for it!!" you might say, which I can explain;

It's IRLkado and nikei. IRLkado, we dont have any information about, other than he's a bit weird about Utsuro. Nana has a version of IRLkado in his head, one that's *much* better than AIkado. 

Another reason for them supposedly being a proshipper is... reblogging art of Leosaya. A semi-popular ship in DR fandom. I saw quite a few people shipping it when I first joined. It's said to be toxic because Leon killed Sayaka/Sayaka tried to kill Leon. 

Where to start on that... Most of the ships that I've seen in the DR fandom are killer x victim. A lot of those aren't called toxic, or proship. I've seen people ship Hifumi x Celeste, and Kazuichi x Sonia, and not get attacked. So, why is Nana getting attacked for shipping Leon and Sayaka?

Is it because people are siding with the adult proshipper who harassed Nana for about 2 weeks? The proshipper who claimed to want to protect minors, but at the same time harassed one when xe blocked their side acc?

next; "he makes edits for problematic ships!! like junkan!" Talking with him, you could understand; Those were requests for an AU. they were moodboards for something that happened in the AU.

I, and others, have talked to Nana, about why it could be seen as problematic to make an AU in order to ship something problematic. About why it's dangerous.

And, about Naejunko, I believe that is also some kind of AU, or there's an idea that they're enemies in canon, while shown to somehow care about each other. If this isn't a good thing, I will talk to Nana.

next; Ao3.

Ao3 is a fanfic site, and Nana was called problematic for using it? And good amount of tumblr users have it, including Gaud. Even if we hate the content on there, we can't control it. Any other fanfiction site will have it. Wattpad, fanfiction.net, you name it. So this claim makes no sense.

Finally, if you're wondering why I'm so defensive of Nana; He and I have met IRL. He is clearly a minor.

If you would like to talk, I'll leave my dms open. But be respectful- else it will end with more conflict than it began with.

Thank you,

Mika

P.S. One last thing, to those reading this,don't poke fun at his religion. While you may see it as something different than he does, doesn't mean you can call it things like a c*lt or others, like he has seen people do before.”

This never got answered, and I got blocked. I found out later that, apparently, it seemed as though I was accusing them of being a proshipper- due to the last bit. It was not an attempt to call them a proshipper, but rather remind them and/or their followers to be a decent person. 

This was also written before the thing with the proship account was completely resolved, so I still mentioned it and talked shit about the account owner. I don't do it anymore, as it has been resolved and such a thing could lead to another drama.

After Octo told the accuser off, the situation seemed to finally be over. We were still suspicious, of course, but finally thought we could relax.

Then, a new anon went to Nana, and told him to off himself. And I don’t care if you don't like someone, that is never an okay thing to do. Even if they’re a confirmed terrible person. You’re a piece of shit if you do this. 

Nana didn’t know what it was about, so he mentioned the proship account.

Someone told the proship account about this- which would mean that one of the proship account’s followers is likely stalking nana’s page.

To avoid another drama, Octo talked with the proship account. Both sides were explained, and the proship account agreed not to bother us anymore, and to remove the screenshot from their intro post. For this, I must thank them.

Now, we have a new anon. Saying Nana must be proship because he reblogged something that originally came from a proshipper?

Nana can’t be expected to check the profile of everyone he reblogs from. He simply agreed with a few of the things in the post, hence the reblogging.

The whole antiship - proship thing is exhausting. Nana nor I try to identify as either. Antiship is often associated with harassment. Proship is… Well, that. 

However, during this whole thing, people claiming to be proship have harassed Nana. Going against their thing or whatever that only antishippers harass. 

Please, just leave us alone and make up your mind on if you want to be like what you hate or not. 

And let us have our fun. Nobody but my friends and I were named, as to prevent any attacks towards them. But just let us be us.

Now, if I may, I’m going to either go to sleep or work on my essay on Rei Mekaru.

(Final note to the person accusing Nana of being proship; Surely if you were hunting for evidence on his page for that long, you would’ve found his preferred pronouns? Honestly, it slightly seems you were using his unwanted pronouns to be mean, until you got called out for it.)

[dinagothsdress]

finally it's the first day of @natmweek !!!!

here is fic 1 of 7 that i've written for the occasion :)

rating: M warnings: implied s*xual content

[lua-miyuki]

The Unknown Mate | A Genshin Fanfic | ZhongChi

Rating M | NSFW

Angst

Implied s*xual content

2 chapters | Only 1st one out

You can read it here

[anxiteyandsleep]

Ok, just few more questions. 🤗

1) What other fandoms you write for? Which ones are your fave?

-> Still not making request but asking to make sure what would be alright with you...

2) Would it be alright if reader was a creature? Maybe vampire, werewolf, demon, tiefling, you name it...than just human or elf?

3) Can reader have significant body features? Maybe big scars or wounds? Or tail? Horns? Etc.?

4) To what extent would smut or s*xual content be alright? If any?

Thnx for answering. ❤️✨

You're so kind❤ I don't mind, ask as many questions as you need!

There's far too many for me to list them all but JJK, BSD, Legend of Zelda, Baldurs Gate 3, Spiderverse, Winx Club,Castlevania, genshin, hsr, and others I just can't remember at the moment😭 some fandoms I'm not 100% caught up with either so.I can't really pick a favorite, it varies depending on what I hyperfixate on .

2) yes of course!! I love writing for fantasy creatures!! They may not be fully accurate to official versions of the creatures but if you have specific requests for the creature just lmk!

3) yes!!! I may not write for specifics for certain disabilities or ethnicities as I don't want to accidentally write something incorrect / possibly offensive because I got wrong information. I do my best to research and be respectful

4) I'm not fully sure to be completely honest😭 I've written smut in the past on my old blog but now I find it difficult to share without feeling embarrassed. I guess like making out, sex jokes/implied sex is okay?

[385bookreviews]

2.62 A Short Stay in Hell by Steven L Peck

SPOILERS

Pages: 102

Time Read: 1 hour and 45 minutes

Overall Rating: 3.5★ Storyline: 4.5★ Dialogue: 4.5★ Characters: 3.5★

Genre: Theological Existential Horror

TWs for the book: Death, violence, su*c*de, murder, torture, injury, body horror, self harm, physical abuse, grief, gore, discussions of SA, blood, religious bigotry/themes, cancer, confinement, kidnapping, alcohol, nondescriptive s*xual content, slavery

POV: First Person

Time Period/Location: In the fictional Hell of the Zoroastrian religion.

First Line: Although I have loved many, there has been only one genuine love in my near-eternally stretched life--Rachel who fell to the bottom of the library without me.

The story begins with the ramblings of Soren, the main character of the book. He speculates on his billion year old life living in a near infinite library, while he searches for the book that tells the complete story of his life. He is able to tell of only a few books that have coherent writing, and implies that the book we are reading is one of them. He goes on to tell the story of how he got there. He was a 45 year old Mormon man with a wife and kids who died of a brain tumor and arrived in the office of a demon with two other men and two women. The demon says that this is Hell, and when a Christian man tries to argue that he was saved and believed in the one true religion, the demon informs them that the one true religion was actually Zoroastrianism, and that they will not be tortured physically or remain in Hell forever. He then sends them to their individual punishments. Soren arrives in a seemingly endless hall in a library. The top and bottom floors are so high up they are invisible, and when looking down the hall to the right or left, he can't see the end either. He discovers a room with beds and a bathroom, and a kiosk that will dispense whatever food or drink is desired. The instructions are simple: find the book that contains your life story, with no errors, grammatical or otherwise, and place it into the kiosk slot, and you will be taken to heaven. There is a clock on the wall noting the time and how many days its been.

Soren quickly makes friends and they shuffle through the books, realizing quickly that most of them are entirely gibberish, with hardly even a complete word being found in a single book. Soren struggles to come to terms with his Mormon faith being disproved, and has his first cup of coffee. When the others start drinking alcohol though, he runs away, and tries to get to the end of one of the hallways. He runs for around three weeks before turning and going back. He also realizes that all of the characters and symbols of the books are in English, and that there are only white people from America who died between the mid 1900s and 2043. He ends up getting with a woman named Betty for two years before moving on.

100 years later, he is with a girl named Sandra. They are part of a "university" dedicated to finding the books. Every year they have a ceremony where they read the best text found so far, which that year is simply one sentence in a book that reads, "The bat housed again four leaves of it." They also pray to the Zoroastrian god Ahura Mazda. After the ceremony, Soren speaks with Rachel, the one who read the text, and they have a deep conversation speculating about their situation. She then tells him of the expedition that she went on in year 58 to discover the ends of the library. A group went up, down, right, and left. She was a part of the left group, and they found nothing but more books, and they stopped seeing any other people after a year. After five years, they turned around and went back. The up group traveled for 23 years before turning back, and one member of their group stayed behind to continue climbing upward. Soren dumped Sandra for Rachel, and they are together for a 1000 years.

In their 1145th year in Hell, an extremist named Dire Dan claimed to have a vision from Ahura Mazda saying that he needed to punish people. He formed a cult that ran around the library, killing, torturing, and r*ping people, as he thought it would bring them out of the library sooner. The peace falls apart, and Rachel and Soren run away. They are caught by the cult members, called the Direites, but before they can grab Rachel she throws herself over the railing into the infinite pit in the center of the library. Soren tries to run as well, but is captured and knocked unconscious. For 36 days, he is held captive and killed six seconds after waking every day. He finally manages to roll away from the blow one morning, and they take him to a meeting. They say he can either be a tortured slave or he can take up torturing himself. Soren sees Dire Dan and shoves him over the railing, jumping with him. They both fall for days, Soren eventually losing sight of Dire Dan and dying of thirst. He wakes up and eventually learns to control his falling and swerve onto a floor, breaking his arms, legs, and neck in the process. A man comes by and offers to kill him, which Soren accepts. He wakes up the next day alone, and stays there for awhile before the man comes back. He has found a book with several complete senses, although they don't make much sense. Soren then continues upwards, and finds a man who had been crying. He doesn't engage with Soren at all, so he continues upwards and finds a group of people also crying. They tell him to continue up 17 levels and he'll find Took, and get the answer. Soren finds Took, and he explains that he did the math to calculate how many books are in the library: 95^1,312,000. When Soren asks if that's a lot, Took explains that there are only 10^78 electrons in the universe.

Soren wanders, distraught and empty for days. He falls for weeks and years as well. One day, while wandering on one of the floors, he sees someone fall past him. He jumps and grabs her, tying them together so they fall together. When she wakes up, she tells him her name is Wand, and they are intimate with each other. They figure out a way to swing Wand onto a floor, and then three days later, after repeated deaths, Soren manages to stop falling. He runs up the stairs, but never finds her. The book ends with Soren billions of years old, still searching for his book, utterly numb and broken.

Storyline: This was a very unique take on the afterlife and religion overall. It was a nice, quick, entertaining read. I went into this expecting more of a point to be made about humanity or religion, or for their to be some divine clarity or revelation at the end, but that's not what this book was. It was definitely more of a horror for me. The existential dread of it all was what really made it compelling. I wish there had been more elaboration on some things, but I do think the point of it was to not have that kind of clarification, so that might just bug me personally.

Quotes: "Strange, how a moment of existence can cut so deeply into our being that while ages pass unnoticed, a brief love can structure and define the very topology of our consciousness ever after."-Soren (p.1) "No. Sorry. The true religion is Zoroastrianism, I'm afraid. Bit of bad luck there. Christianity certainly borrowed a great deal from the one true religion, but not enough, unfortunately. Not nearly enough."-Xandern (p.7) "What kind of God would leave you burning forever?"-Xandern (p.8)

[oswlld]

Thank you Jessi for reminding me that I had “Under The Skin” in my (never-ending) watchlist >< Seeing your reblogs made me finally start it!

!!!!! omgYES 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

idk what is in the water but it's so addicting. if anyone reading this is planning to jump in as well, here's some cw i have come across so far (DISCLAIMER- i am only up to the first 7 eps so stay cautious and dont @ me if i miss one that happens later on in the series; SOME CW LISTED WILL NOT BE SPOILER FREE; lastly, please feel free to chime in with more if more happens in the later part that ppl should be cautious about) :

NOTE - its mostly a copaganda show, its not a full fledge CopagandaTM but im only seated because of the art/creative influence in the series; anyways, as a crime investigation series, it stands to mention that death/murder is an overarching content warning but specifically

visual depictions of su*cide in ep 5 and attempted su*cide in ep 5 and 7

graphic depictions of cyanide poisoning in ep 2/3

video depictions of non-consensual r*pe and threats of revenge p*rn in ep 2/3

(mild) visual depictions of drowning in ep 7 (to my knowledge there's more in ep 8 but i have not started yet)

visual depictions and further verbal trauma of s*xual abuse between an adult and a minor (teacher and a student) in ep 4/5

i know its implied, but most notably in ep 6, visual depiction of blood (not excessivly graphic but the tone was triggering enough)

+ more: guns, bullying, alcohol, emotional abuse, and body dysmorphia

i know there's more but this is all i can think of for now! i want everyone to stay safe going into it; i certainly went into this blind but have watched other shows of this kind so it didn't chase me away. there's still plenty of lighthearted moments and a hefty amount of art references that kept me glued, just enough to keep the series at a perfect balance

this will likely be labeled mature, just to be cautious. its still a really good show to me

[kooksbunnnn]

hi, i remember reading your jungkook fic. i'm sorry people sent you rude messages that caused you to delete and rewrite it. but if i remember correctly, this part of the plot was not changed: jungkook was drunk when the woman approached and kissed him. there's no mention in the fic that the woman was drunk as well, and if she was the manager of the club, i understood it that she was sober.

if she was sober and jungkook was really drunk, then he was s*xually a*saulted. he did not cheat on the oc. this changes basically everything that happens after jungkook explains the events to the oc. personally, if i heard my partner tell me this, i would stop accusing them of cheating and confirm the details of the a*sault. it makes sense that he feels guilty because victims often do. the oc and jungkook would have to realize together that he was a*saulted and did not cheat.

i'm sending this because i am curious to confirm: was the woman sober? did jungkook actually consent? i'm not sure if you realized what your writing implied. i want to clarify that i'm not accusing you of writing male s*xual a*sault on purpose or carelessly. i'm not asking that you change your fic again if you don't want to. but if the woman was sober, can you please add a s*xual a*sault trigger warning in your content tags at the top of the post?

i know this is fan fiction, but s*xual a*sault is a serious and sensitive topic, and that's why i wanted to be careful with my language in this ask. i censored the term in case tumblr's system flags it. thank you.

Hi anonymous reader! Thank you for sending me this or I wouldn't EVER know what I accidentally implied, I understand what might be the reason for this and I would like to apologize for my writing error, I was editing the plot at 6 in the morning so I didn't realize I changed a word and made a mistake.

I believe this is the part that made people think that Jungkook was sexually assaulted,

and I remember it clearly that this part was edited and changed when I was editing the story yesterday before uploading. The earlier draft had a single sentence,

'He pauses pleading you to not let him continue' was supposed to be the original sentence.

I am very sorry and I am gonna change what I wrote since I was supposed to write 'mind' not 'senses' because that, then completely changes the perspective and situations. I didn't and wouldn't ever make SE*UAL ASSA*LT such a casual topic because it could be sensitive and triggering for a lot of people. I have a history of se*ual ass*alt too and that might be triggering to me as well.

Note: After changing the word, senses, the meaning would change to Jungkook's inner thoughts where he basically is ridiculing himself to not have pushed her back. Not because he wasn't able to, but because he just didnt.

And yes, you're correct, she was not drunk since she was the manager.

He remembers everything. They didn't fuck, and to finger someone, he would've needed to use his hands while making her cum as well, so I would like to say that he was pretty much in his senses, a little buzzed but still in his senses.

But, I really appreciate you telling me this because that paragraph really made it sound and represent the story and OC in a totally different way. My OC loves Jungkook and if sexual assault would have been the reason for all of this, she would view this completely differently. I am gonna change it ASAP. Thank you again❤️

Thankyou for reading❤️