#// for the last time

[nesperus]

thank you, season 2

[michaelsgavin]

I still have vivid memories of watching Rage Quit at midnight in a room I shared with friends in junior college, trying my best not to wake them up with my laughter. The year was 2012. My whole body shook as I tried to stifle what could've been a howling laughter, and I'm pretty sure my friend on the bunk bed above me woke up anyway. The next day, I went through the entire playlist for Rage Quit.

A year after that, I moved across the globe for my degree. I was alone, homesick, and miserable -- plunged into unfamiliar territories and culture, I had a hard time making friends. At my worst, I was severely depressed, lying in my bed for hours, not caring if I was alive or not. I only survived because of the friends I made here, in the rtah fandom, who held my hands through my loneliness.

I think my story, though the details may vary, is a lot of other people's stories, too.

I'm sure we all have complicated feelings about RTAH's death. I do. A lot of its decisions and fuck ups have caused me great pains and I firmly believe this company's death is long overdue. But it has also brought me so much joy as a teen and allowed me to meet so many of my dearest friends -- the bad never quite overshadowed the good, just breathing side-by-side, in grief.

Farewell, Rooster Teeth. You helped me through the lowest points of my life and you gave me some of its best -- laughing at the Surgeon Simulator Rage Quit, waiting for the next Immersion episode to drop, building a whole new universe of Fake AH Crew with the fandom, voting for the IB Podcast win another podcast award, making 20 different gifs of the same moments between Michael and Gavin.

I wish we could've parted in better ways. I'll never forget being 16, staying up until 2am with my friends to watch a dude eat 12 lava cakes for a donation to a children's hospital. Thank you, in spite of everything.

Cue Good Riddance by Green Day.

[fine-arts-gallery]

For the Last Time (1864) by Emily Mary Osborn.

[miguel-owhora]

wherever i go, they go

[yeehawknight]

THE cigarette - a fnv based comic

👑 Jeremias Reyes, stealer of hearts and cigarettes.

Here is the final version! And, to my surprise, it took very little :) It was another case of fast sketch turned fully rendered drawing, but honestly? I'm glad it happened because it's short and I loved working on it. I made a speedpaint as well which I'll post in a couple days in a reblog or in its own post, we'll see.

Hopefully, this is the last time I make this post or I SWEAR, it's all going indefinitely to the bin.

A little bit of their dynamic under the cut! ;)

August isn't big into pda, with a couple of exceptions of course, so he gets easily flustered when he's kissed, even if only the cheek. Jeremias knows this very well and he likes to tease him, from time to time. Usually he's the one who's teased on, and now he gets to turn the table, as a treat ❤️

Jeremias deep down is actually a bit sad that he can't kiss Gus freely, but he understands why's like this so he keeps himself in check. Besides, they both let it go behind closed doors ;)

So much love in this scene.

[leslie057]

jonathan byers: generally quiet personality, sensible, slow to speak

audience: boooring

[looking-for-a-sword]

The brighter that we shine there's a bigger shadow in our wake A story we can tell another time But if this was love and I was wrong Then I'll admit the mistakes we made, were always mine And no, no, please don't go, won't you stay? - Dean Lewis

[kittehbiscuits]

I am actually going so insane if one more beetlebabes shipper interacts with my blog I'm going to chew your ribcage apart

[peregrin-tookish]

Gilbert Blythe did not recover because he found out Anne wasn’t engaged.  He did not regain the will to live when he knew he had a chance with her. He was already recovering when he found out.  He fought for his life and won without any knowledge of Anne being available.  It was not a magical romantic recovery.

[unknown-password]

[deluweil]

I know it's been a while, but with the new 911 season coming up ( I will not be watching,probably check in every now and again) I wanted to share my own self check of how I view relationships on tv.

After S6 finale, I was like lost and furious, I mean, I wanted and still do want the last 6 years of my life back from 911. (Well three because they didn't always suck).

But I went back to watching normal TV, you know, the kind that portray relationships and are being clear of the direction.

I watched Good Omens, so rooting for that pair, they are the best! And with that cast of unbelievably talented actors, I enjoyed every minute of it. Point is I didn't allow myself to see that friendship as a ship because of how damaged my perception of on screen relationships became after 911 displaying all the right signals, then taking a hard left into a tree at the end of the seasons.

I am not even going to to touch the First Prince of RW&RB, which is essentially a buddie storyline that was followed through to its logical conclusion.

I also thought, maybe I just can't enjoy straight on screen relationships anymore and I'm looking for more.

My sister sat me to watch Bridgerton for the very first time (just S1 for now) I can say with absolute certainty that it dis-abused me of that theory as well, because I rooted and got excited for Daphne and Simon at first sight.

Such a wonderful love story told right!

These are the two prominent tv shows that cemented my belief that it is in fact not on me.

Going back in my head I remember rooting for Catherine and Steve, and almost every one of Danny's gfs (except Rachel, it was clear she'd break his heart again.) In H50.

I wanted Gibson to end up with Andy in Station 19. Never wanted her to end up with Maya or him with Miller.

And even though it didn't need to be said, but was said in a humorous fashion, the writers also made clear that Gibson prefer women.

So it is in fact the flawed 911 writing that got me to give up on all forms of logic of reading tv relationships right.

That I gave up on tv for a while.

But, that being said, I can say I was always attracted to Ryan, but Eddie always got my gaydar to go off. And Oliver is not my type, but Buck is a hot bi firefighter - and that is a thing I already thought in S1, way before Eddie arrived.

So either the writers has no clue what they're doing, or they did and chickened out last minute.

And I finally reached the point where, I throw in the towel, wish you all well and move on.

It is not just about buddie, it is just a buddie post.

If anyone is interested, I can make a whole post involving the "development" of the rest of the og characters, where I say enough is enough.

Either make them interesting again, or bring in new blood that hasn't been first a piece of ass to further Buck's questionable development.

Let me know if you are interested.

The blinders are off and I am not keeping quiet for the sake of followers anymore.

9-1-1 was a great show, 3 seasons ago. They had sparks every now and again in between, but those were few and always demolished in some way by horrible writing choices.

Thank you for a great time, this fandom has been a place to come to whenever I needed to escape reality, I love you all. ❤️

[ohnothisisathing]

Anyways, here’s some ending credits songs that my fellow Soufire fans gave me yesterday. YouTube links!

GG’s Team! 💙🩵

L’Via L’Viaquez by The Mars Volta

As the World Caves In by Matt Maltese

Voulez-vous by ABBA

Deathbody by Ghost and Pals

Dance While the Sky Crashes by Jason Wesley

[hegodamask]

It still doesn't feel real to be making this post. But we had to say goodbye to Leia last night.

She's been in my life almost as long as I've been on Tumblr. For anyone who's followed me a long time, you'll know she used to feature on this blog a lot before I started to hold back on posting more personal stuff.

Leia was stubborn, independent and definitely the boss in our house. She was the last of her litter to be homed and wailed all the way on the journey back to our house. It was probably too late to train the sass out of her by that point.

If it was dinner time, she'd let you know. If someone was approaching the house, she'd let you know before they even got to the gate. Even when our other dog, Bo grew much bigger than her, she was still the one in charge. If she were human, I always imagined her as some eccentric aristocrat who'd chase trespassers off her property with gun and then go back to eating and sleeping in her mansion all day.

But every day I'd come home from work she'd run to me for a cuddle. If you were upset, she'd know. Just her presence alone really helped my family through some tough times these past 12 years. We would take her to visit my Nana to cheer her up. And when my Nana passed away this summer she was there for us. She had had the softest fur and these big brown eyes that would comfort you through anything, and she always wanted to be with us.

Then yesterday, after being sick on and off for a little while, things took a turn for the worse. The vet said they could continue treating her, but all it would do is just prolong her life a few more days before the inevitable.

So goodbye, Leia-loo. And thank you. I'll miss you running into my room to tell me dinner's ready, I'll miss your obsession with big shopping bags and Christmas wrapping paper. I will miss having your weird, defiant little self around.

Safe travels to the big Sainsbury's bag in the sky ✨

[pernillecfcw]

Fran coming on for the last time for chelsea 💔🥺

[dianastrength]

"[...] wie ihr vielleicht schon ahnt, werde ich die Geschichte leider nicht bis Ende Mai zu Ende bringen können. Aber sie wird eins bekommen, so bald wie möglich." (2023)

Ich hab's versprochen.

Ein Jahr später ist hier ist der siebte und letzte Part von Verlangen - The imprint you leave.

Glaube, mir fehlen ein bisschen die Worte, aber vielleicht braucht's auch keine mehr.

Ich freu mich auf eure Gedanken.

Sehr 🧡

[katrasining]

MAGNATION held a funeral for our lord and mag.

Thank you for everything Magni Dezmond, you and your dumpy will be missed.