#// a little silly

[pinkravat-art]

so funny that multiple audio drama podcasts have creepy eye motifs because OH NO. NOT THE CONCEPT OF VISION IN MY AUDIO ONLY FICTION

[piowasthere]

day 7 - Glitter glue

felt a little silly

[obamerzslop]

More low quality slop. I cannot seem to stop drawing little Caine in these

[cosmicisbored]

AAAAAAHHH

[sabiraclouds]

Blades is literally the "do it scared" idea

[merthurxxxmerthur]

Thoughts on Snirius

Well, I love this couple so much. I really do. As a toxic couple, the wild one where they're ready to kill each other and then have a week-long sex marathon; or as the most loyal couple in the series, where they understand each other's pain like no one else and find peace in each other and that deep, intense love on the edge of insanity that they both share.

And I mean, like, I know these are fictional characters and I can write or read whatever I want about them.

But I think of them as a doomed couple now. In all the fanfics I've read on Ao3 about them, there are two scenarios: they hate each other but sleep together or they hate each other but go through a long road to a happy life and mutual love. And, you know, I LOVE happy endings. They make me live. But that's not what this is about. What I'm saying is, in all these fanfics (and I'm not blaming the authors for anything, I love them, they feed me) forgiveness is not explored much. I mean, in a couple like Snirius, forgiveness is one of the main themes, isn't it? Because in addition to the childish mutual hatred, there was the attempted murder, there was the seven years of bullying, and finally, there was the incident at the lake. The lake and the memories of it are one of the most horrible things in Harry Potter. It's even hard to read, and we're just observers, like Harry. It never develops beyond Harry's conversation with Sirius and Remus, where they both deny and defend themselves and James. And if we're talking about a plausible development of their relationship, there should be forgiveness. But if you look closely, it's, well, never there. In their pairing, it's Sirius who basically goes through the development arc (something he doesn't have in canon): he changes, breaks himself, his beliefs, goes through a transformation and all that. Severus just accepts him, and everything just becomes okay. Especially after the war, they're both hurt, both outlived their best friends, both were in love with them - it's a good plot. But forgiveness is hard. We see it in canon - Lily didn't forgive Severus and, basically, everything is fine with that. It was a trait for her. What I mean is: could Severus even forgive Sirius? Even if he apologized sincerely and really changed as a person? After all the insults, bullying and asshole behavior that Sirius demonstrated during the Order? It's not one word, it's almost a decade of bullying for no reason, for fun and laughter. It's SO hard. Because the damage is done, it's irreparable: it's in the bones, it's in the blood, it's in the head and the heart. When I think of them as a couple, just sitting together on the couch or in the kitchen, cooking together, I always think of Severus remembering something: an insult, a shove, a kick, whatever, that he got from Sirius back in their school days. Like, just imagine this - it's crazy, it wouldn't take long to jump out the window.

You think you've gotten over it and you're in love, but then you dive right back in. Always afraid that he's going to say something hurtful about you or your hair or your clothes or whatever. So, yeah. I think they're doomed. I like the idea that no matter what changes Sirius goes through, Severus will never forgive him. I like the idea of ​​Sirius loving Severus SO much that he can't breathe, he can't eat, he will think about him every second of every day, pining from longing - but he'll never have his feelings returned. Sirius will love Severus more than James, and he'll be terrified of it. But, as in the case of James, he will never be with him. Some kind of retribution, justice. Or consequences for his own actions - something he's never really learned. And maybe they'd try, but it wouldn't work. And maybe at first Sirius would have treated it as something frivolous, but then suddenly he fell in love with him too much. And maybe Severus would just leave and find someone better, hahaha.

[strawberrylemongrass]

people on pintrest when I call a fictional man hot: oh! you harlot! you mustn't speak that way! in the holy halls of pintrest, no lest! you ought to be ashamed of yourself!

people on tumblr when I call a fictional man hot: that's it? no breeding him? no wanting him to stab you? no fun? are you a convent nun?

[certifiedl0serloll]

anthony larusso they could never make me hate you

[junespriince]

been seenin' this meme everywhere,,, he been rattling in my head for awhile now lol

[raw-chimpken]

Danny Phantom doodles

I forgot this show existed until my brain got BEAMED by it yesterday

[soupykappa]

Them

[darkxsoulzyx]

“You Don’t Control Me.”

[nebuladreamz]

my hand was tempted so woe, fucked up/feral Y/N because I barely see it, if at all, in anything

[min-pathologica]

arei gets a little silly with a flammable stage

[toastedpain]

I wanna play DMMD and I want someone to live react to...like I want to play the routes and send screenshots and get SHOCKED and rract but I haven't found that person yet 😢😢😢😢😢😢