#// OOP THIS ONE'S LATE BUT shes still excited by the idea hehe

[gethellbcnt-m]

anonymous screamed : Would you want to be a part of the niffty arena, niffty?

❝ THERE'S GONNA BE AN ARENA ?! i want in ! where do i sign up ? where's the nearest WINDOW that i can climb into ?! ❞

[bi-bi-buckleydiaz]

dare night | owen joyner

requested; no, i got inspired while watching OTH for the hundredth time. but please request jatp or tom / peter things !!

words; 3.3K was not expecting it to be this long. kinda got away from me. also unedited I just wanted to get it out ;)

a/n; not me writing an OTH inspired fic for my new beau owen joyner...oop. anyway, hope ya like it. it is unedited because i just finished it and i really wanted to just get it out for y’all. 

“I cannot believe I let you talk me into this.” 

“C’mon Owen it’ll be fun,” Charlie says, excitement pouring from him like a golden retriever puppy. Owen sighs at his best friend before looking at the rest of his friends behind Charlie. 

“Yeah, Owen, we’re only young once. And y’all only get Jadah and I unsupervised once in a blue moon, we have to appreciate that time.” The cast laughs as Madi smiles wide, probably more excited about this proclaimed ‘dare night’ than it’s creator. Speaking of...

“Listen, I already have the dare’s written up and I know you hate to waste paper.” Charlie’s practically pouting now, so Owen really can’t say no to that. 

“Fine, let’s get this over with.” Everyone cheers as the final member takes his place around the kitchen island. The cast, minus Cheyenne of course because he’s “too old to partake in this. It’s a teens only event.” “We’re in our twenties Charlie.” “SEMANTICS!”,  are gathered in Owen and Charlie’s apartment around their kitchen island, all waiting for their teams and dare card. 

“The rules are simple, boys versus girls. Then you each split into teams of two -” 

“But there’s an uneven amount on each team. Five against five.” Jadah points out, smiling at Charlie's small ‘shit’ and long sigh. He thinks for a minute before a metaphorical light bulb goes off above his head and he’s smiling again. 

“Then a boy and girl will have to be together. Just split the points at the end.” Satisfied with the idea, everyone nods. No one misses the way Jeremy and Carolynn smile at each other.  

“Now, you all have phones, you have to document one of you completing the dares either with a photo or a video. After the first dare is complete, you’ll get the second one. I’ve asked strangers around where your dare takes place to give you the next ones. They were very accommodating and are very excited to see y’all. We’ll all meet back here at midnight. Team that gets the most points, wins.” Charlie is practically vibrating by the time he’s finished, proud of his little game he put together and that everyone is just as excited as he is, well, minus Owen of course. But that’s because he’s nervous about doing unknown dares in public. Sure he puts on this face of being quirky and cool and fun, doesn’t mean some things don’t scare him. 

“So everyone, pick your partners, pick your card, and let the dares begin!” Madison and Jadah immediately jump for each other, Carolynn and Jeremy grabbing hands before Charlie is even done speaking. Savannah and Tori high give, Sacha and BooBoo look at each other and shrug, assuming the wonder twins will want to stick together. Everyone is shocked though when Charlie bounces over to Sacha and slings his arm around his shoulders, shooting Owen an apologetic look in the process. 

“Sorry bro, but I think we both know if we go at this together we’ll get nothing done and, I’d kinda like the boys to win.” Madi covers her mouth and the confession while the rest laugh. Owen groans and then goes red when BooBoo shoots him a look. 

“That was rude! I’m glad to be your partner BooBoo don’t get me wrong. Seriously, so excited.” Owen begins to panic and is set to keep babbling before BooBoo laughs and lightly punches Owen’s shoulder.

“Relax dude, let’s go kick some dare ass!” Everyone cheers and grabs a card off the table before rushing out the door to their respective vehicles, Madi managing to borrow her dad’s car for the night, thanking God that she passed her road test before season 2 started. 

“So, what dare did we get?” Owen asks when he and BooBoo reach the car. He starts it up while BooBoo rips open the envelope. 

“We...ooh no.” He starts to giggle before he can even finish. Owen can feel his heart start to race.

“Oh no, what’d we get?” 

“Hehe we, ha, we have to return some clothes...” Owen let’s out a sigh of relief. 

“That’s not too bad.” 

“While wearing them,” BooBoo finishes. Owen freezes. 

“Excuse me!?” BooBoo breaks into a loud laugh at Owen’s shock, handing him the card in the process. “No way! Is Charlie insane?” What the hell was he thinking? What if someone recognizes him while he’s taking off a shirt to return it? Wait, why is he the one doing the returning?

“No. Nope. No way, we lose this point. What’s the next one?” BooBoo is still laughing as he shakes his head. 

“You heard Charlie, we only get the next one if we complete this one.” Owen groans, accepting his fate. 

“I can’t believe we’re doing this.” 

“Believe it drummer boy. Especially since you’re gonna be the one doing it.” Owen whips his head towards BooBoo, almost breaking his neck in the process. 

“No way. Dude, no. Way.” Owen is ready to get on his knees and beg. 

“Um, well, the sizes are on the card and they match you,” BooBoo says, watching Owen begin to pout and accept his fate. BooBoo would feel bad if he didn’t think this was going to be a hilarious night. “C’mon, get driving.” Owen groans once more before driving away, accepting his fate that this night will be a wreck. 

~ ~ ~

Shopping alone is boring. 

Y/N asked friends, obviously, but they were all busy doing something or someone, so she was left alone to shop for christmas gifts. Sure it’s early, like, two months early, but she learned a long time ago that when you live alone as a young adult, living paycheck to paycheck, it's best to shop for gifts in increments and not all at once near christmas time. So here she is, shopping alone in a mall near the stores closing times because that’s the only time she can spare. 

It’s not all bad, late night shopping means not a lot of people in the mall and those who are here are strung out college kids like here. Sure there have been some creepy guys eyeing her up and down, but when she felt those looks she made it clear to go to a store that had security in front of it, even if that meant staring longingly and things she can’t afford. 

Y/N’s about half an hour into shopping for her niece and nephew when she hears a commotion on the other side of the clothing store. She quickly glances over then looks back to the shirt she was admiring, before realizing what she saw couldn’t be quite right. She looks over again, and holy shit, her eyes weren’t deceiving her. There really is a guy at the cash register shirtless and in the middle of taking his pants off. 

Y/N takes back her previous statement, shopping alone is so not boring. 

It’s then she notices a security guard enter the store, hand on the walkie talkie on his shoulder. There’s no way that’s going to end good. She doesn't know why she does it, but one second she was holding a shirt for her nephew and the next she's pushing the rack of clothes in front of the guard and grabbing the near naked and guy and running. She hears a camera snap behind her and a ‘hey wait up’ but all she’s really focused on is getting the guy out of the mall before he’s arrested for public indecency or something. 

The hand in hers tugs her to stop just before the reach the mall doors, making her halt in her running. She looks back and ‘woah, he’s pretty.’ 

“Hey, not that I’m thankful but, my friend...” Pretty eyes trails off and he takes in a breath and wait, when did she start calling him pretty eyes. No! He’s a stranger. 

“Yeah well, your friend isn’t the one half naked in the mall getting chased by security.” He ponders it for a minute then nods. “So let’s go. I promise i’m not gonna murder you, just gonna take you to the parking lot so you don’t get arrested for public indecency and end up on the sex offender registry.” Pretty eyes get’s scared at that and then begins to nod vehemently. 

“Yeah, yeah that’s bad. Lets go!” As he says that, security appears behind them. She grabs his hand and they book it out of the mall and into the shockingly cold autumn air. She doesn’t know where this guy’s car is so she leads him to hers, praying she’s not making a mistake. 

~ ~ ~

Owen doesn’t know how he ended up here. He remembers putting the clothes that were in the locker on and he remembers going to the first store and returning the shoes, but after that he thinks the adrenaline kicked in and he blacked out from it. One minute he was taking his pants of trying not to die of utter embarrassment and the next, some girl was dragging him out of the mall and to her car in the parking lot. He doesn’t know why he let this stranger drag him out of the mall, but he’s not really complaining as she shoves him into the back of her car, away from prying eyes. He only begins to panic when she climbs in next to him and shuts the door. Once the silence settles around them does reality finally settle in and does he realize what he actually just did. 

“Holy shit. Holy shit what did I do! Oh my God that could have ended so bad! Oh my God!” He panics for another minute before a hand settles on his bare shoulder. 

“Hey. Hey! You’re fine. They didn’t follow us out, you’re not getting in trouble.” Her voice is soothing, he’ll admit, and he can feel the anxiety begin to ease back. But it doesn’t change the fact that he was just half naked in the mall where anyone could have recognized him and taken pictures. Granted, Charlie did think about that and put a random blue baseball cap and glasses in the bag of clothes too. But still, that’s like, nothing! He goes to grab his phone to check instagram before realizing he’s only in his underwear. In a random girls car. In a Vancouver mall parking lot. She seems to realize this at the same time because she clears her throat and scooches to the other side of the car. 

“Um, do you, do you like, have clothes or something I can go retrieve or...” He nods and goes to give her the key to the locker, then remembers, no pants. They chuckle at the same time and looks down at her purse, rummaging through it for her phone. He takes it from her with a small ‘thanks’ hoping his cheeks aren’t showing how flushed he feels. He quickly dials BooBoo’s number, giving him the details of what went down, asking the girl where they are and reporting it back to him, then hangs up. 

“Um, thanks. For that. And for saving me from being arrested. That was, thanks.” The girl giggles and nods. “I’m Owen, by the way. I don’t normally run around malls in my underwear.” He sticks his hand out, hoping she’ll take it and give a name in return. He’d really like the pretty girl's name. 

“I’m Y/N. I don’t normally take random, half naked strangers to my car.” He laughs at that and they shake hands. 

“Well, thanks for making an exception.” They stare at each other for another few seconds before a knock on his window makes them break apart. He looks over and sighs in relief at BooBoo and his clothes in his hand. He opens the door and jumps out, taking the clothes from BooBoo and immediately shoving his legs into his pants. The girl get’s out after him, smiling at him balancing on one foot and trying not to fall over. 

“Thanks, for saving him. No hard feelings for leaving me in the dust.” BooBoo smiles as he says it so Owen hopes the girl doesn’t take it too harshly. She laughs though and, woah, that’s a nice laugh. He’s so focused on her smile and the way she says her name that he puts his shirt on backwards. He doesn’t notice until BooBoo points it out, laughing as he does. When Owen is properly dressed again, he takes a deep breath and leans against the car. 

“When I see Charlie, I’m gonna murder him. We’ll have to film the rest of the season without him. Kenny can deal.” Owen only realizes what he’s said when BooBoo shoots him a look. Y/N looks at the two in confusion, before looking back at Owen. 

“You’re an actor?” He nods and watches as her face goes from confused to angry. “And you got undressed in a mall? How stupid are you?” She punctuates the last sentence with punches to his arm. BooBoo giggles in true BooBoo fashion as Owen rubs his arm. He watches her take out her phone and he looks over her shoulder as she opens twitter. She goes to the search bar, pauses, and then looks up at him. 

“Full name?” 

“Oh um, Owen Joyner.” He watches her type it in and breathes a sigh of relief as nothing but Alex edits pop up. She tries Instagram next, then TikTok, and gets the same answers as before. Nothing about him being naked in a mall, just fan edits of him and him as Alex. 

“You are so lucky no one saw you dude, your career would be over.” She says, closing her phone and putting in her pocket. “What were you thinking?” He can’t help but feel scolded and slightly cowers in response. She notices and immediately softens. “Sorry, I just met you, I shouldn't be so mean.” A pause. “But that was still really stupid.” BooBoo giggles and Owen shoots him a look before nodding and looking back at Y/N. 

“Yeah but, it was a dare.” 

“And you just accepted it?” Owen feels his cheeks go red and looks at his feet. 

“Well, yeah. We wanna win.” Y/N giggles and looks between the two boys. 

“Seriously? So what is this? Some sort of dare game night?” The boys nod, then BooBoo lights up and reaches into his pocket for the next dare. 

“Speaking of, the cashier at the store gave me the next dare. Are you ready?” Owen groans and BooBoo takes it as an affirmative. He opens the envelope and quickly glances at Y/N before reading it aloud for Owen. 

“Take a picture in a photo booth with a stranger.” Y/N glances at the card and sees words on the back too. 

“There’s something on the back.” BooBoo flips it and begins to giggle again. 

“No way. Oh man Owen.” 

“Me! Why me? I just walked naked around a mall!” 

“Because it’s asking you to kiss a stranger and my girl would kill me if I did this.” Y/N blanches at that and begins to slowly and hopefully discreetly back away from the two boys. But Owen catches her. 

“Hey.” He looks nervous and begins to fiddle with his fingers. “You don’t have to! Obviously! I mean, you already saved me once, but, like I kinda know you now and you’ve already seen me shirtless...” He trails off and flashes puppy dog eyes at the girl. She huffs and groans and finally, “Fine. Let’s get this over with. Y’all better win this stupid game though.” Owen smiles bright and Y/N tries to ignore the butterflies in her stomach at the sight. She just met this boy for god sakes! 

The three young adults head back into the mall to one of the strips that has a photo booth. BooBoo giggles as he all but shoves the two into the small area, singsonging a “good luck” before pulling the curtain closed. 

Awkward silence falls over the two as they squeeze together on the small seat. They smile nervously at each other as they hear BooBoo drop coins into the slot outside. 

“Um, so, do you wanna like -” 

SNAP! 

They giggle and look at the camera with smiles in time for the next one. 

SNAP!

Y/N looks back at Owen and, in a moment of confidence, grabs Owen’s shirt and brings his face closer to his. 

SNAP!

He glances at her lips, licks his own, then they’re kissing. His lips are soft and she sinks into him. She feels his tongue lick her bottom lip and almost lets a moan slip as she opens her mouth a bit for him. They don’t even hear the last snap, too caught up in each other. Her hands move to his hair and his hold her hips tight. They break for air eventually, eyes closed as they breathe in and giggle. 

“That was um...” Y/N nods. “Yeah. That was, yeah.” She feels him tilt his head towards her again for another kiss, but the curtain opening pulls them apart. They jump apart, as much as they can in the small booth, and stare at BooBoo like they were caught doing something bad. He’s smirking and shaking the photo strip in his hands. 

“Oh yeah, we’re definitely winning.” Owen breathes out a laugh and Y/N nods, taking BooBoo’s offered hand to help her out. 

“Um, I better, go, yeah, I should go. I hope you guys, uh, win or something.” Y/N hikes her purse up her shoulder and begins to walk away, eyes on her feet and hands shaking as they go into her pockets. She’s almost to the exit when a hand wraps around her upper arm. 

“Hey wait up!” Owen. “Um, I just, that was, that was something right? I wasn’t imagining that? That was like, could I have um, number? Could I have your number?” He’s stuttering, face red and hands shaking in his pockets. Y/N has to giggle, feeling a bit calmer knowing she’s not the only one who’s feeling something. 

“Yeah, that was number worthy.” They smile while exchanging numbers, then keep smiling as Owen leans and kisses her cheek. 

“Thanks for saving my ass twice tonight,” he whispers in her ear before leaning back. Y/N nods and begins to back away. 

“Yeah well, it’s a pretty nice ass.” With that she turns and practically runs back to her car, not believing what a night it's been. 

~ ~ ~

“And we’re tied! Although, there is one more dare on the table.” Charlie giggles, knowing exactly what it is, saving for last for a reason. Carolynn swipes it off the table before anyone else can, ripping it open and smiling at the words. 

“Kiss a member of your team.” She sees Jeremy smile and buff up, getting ready for smooch from his wife since they were partners. Carolynn smiles and leans towards him, before quickly grabbing Tori’s neck and giving her a chaste kiss on the lips. Everyone laughs and cheers, Jeremy pouting at his girl while she grabs his hand. 

“Well then, unless any of the boys kissed a stranger in a photo booth, the girls win.” BooBoo goes to raise his hand, but Owen stops him. BooBoo shoots him a look but Owen shakes his head, hoping he gets why. Why he doesn’t want to mention Y/N. Sweet, life-saving Y/N who didn’t even know who he was or hell, who BooBoo was. Who just saw a random guy in need of saving and didn’t think twice about helping him. BooBoo lets it go, and Owen nods a thanks. He cheers for the girls as they accept their win, hand rubbing the picture strip in his pocket, and mind preparing a text to Y/N as soon as he can escape to his room. 

Maybe dare night wasn’t such a bad idea.

[jiminrings]

hi hannah! i may have a request 🥺 i've been watching too much tiktok and this two made me want some jungkook skater au 😳 like the reader saw him and went like love at first sight so she purposely buys a skate and goes everyday to the skatepark and start learning just to impress that hot tattooed skater that kinda looks like a bad boy but he's actually a softie. ♡

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late skate

pairing: jungkook x y/n

wordcount: 7k

glimpse: jungkook would rather wash down his grip tape than spend another hour seeing you land on yOUR ass, a smitten y/n and love at first sight, and tae almost losing his bearings (in all aspects) <3 // gif is from pinterest :D

note: thank you so much for the request babie!!! also i’m sorry since i’ve done this a month late hee-hee bUT but it’s here now!!! fun fact: i used to skate but one time i fell on my ass so hard doing an ollie that i quit ( ˙-˙ )

there is nothing

there is absolutely nothing you hate more than walking home alone and at-

wait u need to shudder

night

times like these make you both angry and scared because fIRST of all

you’re angry because if oNLY (you’re still hoping that u win the lottery soon) you were born to wealth and ease (if you see park jimin one more time in a billboard you’re about to lose it), you wouldn’t have to worry!! or even work for that matter!!!!

you could have a car by now!!!

but you don’t have a car and you’re still saving up for that because you have to keep up with your bills and this nice and decent apartment that you’re living in right now

well if you’re being honest, you are splitting it with yoongi and that cuts back your expenses significantly but that’s besides the point

which is why you’re being extra thrifty!! save up all the money that you could so you could by yourself a car amongst other financial decisions and nOT be scared shitless when walking home

you’re working at the animal shelter most of the time and it’s very fulfilling because of cOURSE!! your job is to care for animals and give them a better chance at everything :D

the pay is more than decent but it’s not the highest sO what you do on your spare time is pick up any job you could!!

and the income that you need is more and more than decent because taking care of chimmy is not an easy feat

chimmy, your alaskan malamute!!! he’s the first puppy you’ve properly taken care of in the shelter and you’ve fallen head over heels for him

he kept bumping into the wall when he scrambles after you call for him but eH you love the clumsy giant still!!

so much so that you file your adoption form for him and run over to mr. kim’s office hurriedly :D

your boss seokjin’s pretty sweet after all but at the same time he’s intimidating!! too sweet and intimidating at the same time that when he approves your form without much question, you almost kiss his cheek

...

.... hehe

jin beat you to it and instead he gave you a side-hug with a very strict warning to take care of chimmy and provide everything that he needs

he eats 𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓂𝒾𝓊𝓂 dog food and you could only assume the amount that he needs because of how he towers

the treats?? one time yoongi got overly-excited to take a picture of him and accidentally left the bag on the ground, and when he came back?? chimmy’s managed to inhale all of them

thankfully he’s only loyal to one (1) toy and it’s to this brown angry... entity..? with one tooth that yoongi’s made by himself

but he constantly has to replace the stuffing because chimmy nOTICES when it’s flat and unstuffed from his own doings

hehehe the grooming.....

you thank your lucky stars that jin gives you a discount to have chimmy groomed!! 

one time you were about to have a breakdown because a $100 grooming session simply didn’t click well with your ongoing budget and you decided to do it yourself :D

spoiler alert: chimmy kept barking at you when you held up the mirror to his face because wOOF did you just... d-did you give him bangs.... how was that possible....

and then sECOND of all is that well.,.,.,

you’re scared and that’s it

there is every possible reason for you to be scared :D

you get off from work at 5!! but now it’s quarter to 8 and you totally should’ve booked an uber but it completely slipped your mind

normally, you wouldn’t walk home alone though because chimmy comes with you to the shelter, and then he serves as a therapy dog of sorts to help ease and calm down the new rescues!!

he even has his own little ID oh my god :’)

but he doesn’t come in everyday and well you remember,.,.

no actually, yoongi REMINDS you that today is his day-off at work and explictly implied that he’d very much love to cuddle with a giant alaskan malamute as he gets his well-deserved rest

and yoongs has been the reason to why you don’t unravel every single day and you owe him for your life so yea okay you can have chimmy whenever you need this giant pillow of support <3

but no

no 

you don’t have chimmy with you and you don’t have anyone to bark and be willing to growl n intimidate any creepy dudes you could possibly encounter on this twenty-minute walk home

the extra coffee you’ve drank at 6 in lieu of dinner does not help at ALL

what if you just... run

that way you get home faster and you won’t have to be that antsy!!!

ok maybe just a light jog would do

you wanna go home so badly and take a shower and be sandwiched between your warm sheets and sleep all the way

you miss chimmy and yoongi and you just hOPE that he’d already cooked dinner and you won’t have processed food again for the third time in a week

and after dinner maybE you could treat yourself to online shopping because yoongs has also been pestering you to let yourself indulge once in a while

your thoughts are jumbled once panicked and it reminds you that yes you should definitely get a car and you know what??? you probably should-

wait fUCK

...

....

oh

wait

hold on a second

did you just manage to narrowly dodge what seems to be a skateboard in mid-air??????

“taehyung, you dumbass!!”

said taehyung is jumping down and crouching to pick up the deck at your feet and squeaks an “oop sorry ‘bout that!!” before going back and

well...

mr. “taehyung, you dumbass!!” is who you presume to be the speaker,, because well no one eLSE is in this skatepark at 9 in the evening,,,, is standing RIGHT underneath the light and is right at your line of sight

it’s as if the clouds are opening up and chimmy’s barking could be heard and everything you deem perfect is ringing right in your ears because god.... holy shit.....

he looks and probably feels like a warm-sized bed that smells of baby powder and fresh linen

he has a hoodie on with the sleeves scrunched up and you tHANK yourself that you’ve saved up enough to get lasik eye surgery because those tattoos...,.,. you r positive that they would be your demise

mr. TYD has a loose bucket hat on yet you could still see his features clearly and you aren’t lying when you say he is perhaps the most breathtaking thing you’d ever seen

even more breathtaking than seeing chimmy in the laundry room and having fished for your one good perfect bra in his mouth

oh

huh

you’re pretty sure this is what love at first sight must feel like

suddenly, you aren’t anxious at all and you’re instantly gravitating towards the ramp without much complaint

there’s a bench conveniently placed in which you could see him but he won’t see you

you find yourself sticking around and smiling when you see him goofing around in all good fun

hopefully you don’t look like a cREEP because you swear you aren’t!!!! and hopefully they don’t notice you either and find out then and there that you’re here in a skatepark withOut a skateboard,,, just sitting,,, to see him

this may not be your best idea yet lmao yes you’re gonna admit that

but it’s probably the first and last time that you’re ever gonna see him so might as well watch him for awhile!! that’s all!!!!

ok wait

this is definitely a bad idea because yoongi calls you and you forgOt to put it on silent and it’s his voice that greets you very rudely as soon as you pick up

“y/n where the FUCK are you???”

oh lmao it’s quarter to 10 already

“jeez, i’m coming home!! calm down!!”

“yeah tell that to chimmy who’s been worried sick with me and won’t stop hOWLING!!!”

you’re scrambling to gather your duffel and sneak oNE last look at him and ur practically pouting as you say goodbye to him under your breath 

:((

“... aw, you worry about me?”

you resume back to jogging on your way home and this time for rEAL

you’re gonna miss him

he’s like one of the random dudes you see in the mall that are sO breathtaking and you know you’re never gonna see them again

you didn’t even manage to catch his name :((

but whoever he is, he feels a little more different than a dude in a mall because this time, you feel like you’re gonna cRY at the thought of it

little did you know that jungkook could see you all this time and he’s sad to see you go 

:D

chimmy is the first to leap at you as soon as you come through the door

and if you didn’t anticipate the giant, then you’d probably be toppled over by now

yoongi finds it weird that there’s this lingering gentle smile on your face

well he shouldn’t be so shOcked because he sees you talking to yourself when you’re watching documentaries and cooking

(( he always checks if there’s a camera hidden somewhere in the kitchen and you were vlogging or something but nO!!! ))

it’s like you’re a third-grader again that goes fERAL at just the thought of their crush

you hope mr. tyd has already eaten breakfast and hasn’t had any injuries with his skateboarding

you’re trying to rationalize with yourself that it’s just a stOOpid and pathetic crush to harbor in less than a day and stop thinking about him

the universe must seem to hate aND love you at the same time because well would you look at tHAT

it’s 5 in the afternoon and you have chimmy beside you and you’re walking home

and that’s practically your routine ever since you’ve gotten this job

it would only differ if a situation like last night happens or when you’re too tired to walk home oR when it’s raining

but right now it’s your normal workday, and you’re walking home, and it’s sunny, aND THIS IS THE SECOND TIME YOU’VE SEEN HIM

this is also the first time that you’ve seen him in such a situation that you didn’t expect :O

the fact that you’ve mayhaps watched kimi no nawa last night with yoongi and perhaps 98 times before that, does not help at all

“you uh, y-you wanna go for a run on the grass, chim??”

there’s this mini field besides the skatepark and chimmy happily jUMPS at the mention of grass :D

aha oh well :D would you look at that :D your dog wants to go run on the grass that’s a couple feet away from the skatepark :D who are you to stop him anyways?? :D

chimmy’s more than happy to comply with your wish and vice versa because he’s having the time of his life clearly

he’s your pawman and the perfect variable so you wouldn’t seem like a third-grader with a helpless crush on anOther third-grader

it seems that hE’S more excited than you though because chimmy runs to the ramp instead of the grass!!!

and in the process he goes UP to greet a guy like he does with you whenever you come home!!! it’s harmless pouncing per se

but it’s not entirely harmless because it feels like chimmy knows EXACTLY what’s in your mind and what he’s doing

“chimmy!!!”

.....

...... of course

chimmy has to of cOurse pounce on him

jungkook wasn’t surely expecting a giant and overly-friendly alaskan malamute to pounce on him right when he was about to drop-in

it’s a pleasant surprise either because it’s-

wait

oh my god

is this yOU?????

listen.,.

jungkook was in the skatepark last night with taehyung and they took advantage of it because they were the only ones there!!

tae surely wasn’t kidding when he said that he was a novice because holy sHIT how was it possible that he sent a skateboard flying mid-air after a failed trick??

kook flinches when he follows it in his line of sight and notices that there’s someone down there who might be literally dECKED out of tae’s stupidity

he’s about to yell for this passer-by to dodge and-

time seems to move quicker because you’re already stopping yourself and flinching in place and then looking up

you’re rIGHT underneath this street lamp and jungkook sighs a breath of relief when he realized that you weren’t hit

but at the same time he’s gasping again because wow

t-that’s uhm-

okay

wHEW he has never felt this pressure in his chest ever since he joined a quizbee in 8th grade

would it be-

ok nevermind

WOULD IT BE TOO FORWARD FOR HIM TO SAY THAT HE HAS A CRUSH ON YOU ALREADY

you’re really beautiful??? and frankly he has to look away for a second because you’re tOO beautiful that he doesn’t know what to do with himself

that’s it u are under arrest for being too pretty >:(

jungkook’s flustered because there’s just these types of people that put a knot on his chest unknowingly and he doesn’t know how to act normally

you are the equivalent of him not being able to look at the screen because the kdrama was that good and he feels unworthy to even watch it

it’s goosebumps all over his skin and he’d be lying when he says his cheeks are not heating up at aLL

“taehyung, you dumbass!!”

his first instinct is to scold taehyung because what iF he ended up hurting you with his skateboard, hmm?? and tHEN what

he expected you to leave after that close-call and if everyone must know, jungkook has an incredible talent at being able to scope out things in his peripheral vision

he could look straight ahead and be able to see what you were also doing at the side

he doesn’t know if that’s a talent or uH everyone has it but whatever he can do that!!!

and you were clearly still there and in fact, even sIT down on the bench

he could see you smiling and giggling and a ginormous part of him assumes that it’s because of him

he prays to god that it’s NOT the guy who almost decked you with a skateboard ://

jungkook was acting weird and he kept smiling and laughing mORE than necessary and taehyung can see right through him

“bro all i did was walk towards you wtf are you laughing,,.,”

“AHAHAHAHAHAHHA tae you’re so silly XD”

alrighty then,, maybe jungkook just binge-ate his vitamin gummies which is why he keeps beaming for an unknown reason

koo was so grumpy literally just before he had his skateboard flying and now he’s ???? weird

jungkook was ultimately sad to see you get up and he knows he’s probably never gonna see you again ok alright time to mope

but this

this

he’s beyond surprised to see that said owner of giant dog happens to be yOU!! of all the people!!!!

it’s you!

“i’m so so sorry about him!! he’s just excited to make friends with everyone and i don’t have the sLIGHTEST clue why he came to you!!”

you pointedly look at chimmy and he has the audacity to howl before looking away

it hasn’t dawned on you that you’re talking and apologizing to him but it certainly did on jungkook which is why he’s charmingly laughing already

“no, no. it’s okay, i don’t mind!! his name’s chimmy, then?”

you’re blinking profusely because yes.. right.. HE is talking to you

“yeah, uh, correct!! his name’s chimmy :)”

“that’s cute. anyways, i’m jungkook :)”

aha :D

koo would like to think that he is smooth

and yes you agree

you immediately shake his hand tOO eagerly with a smile on your face as you’re trying to take this all in

“i’m y/n :)”

jungkook’s hand is bigger than yours and your hand fits sNUGLY right into his hold

he has some tattoos on his hands and there’s some peaking from underneath his hoodie

but even with ur lasik vision you cAN’T focus because omg are you seriously holding jungkook’s hand.,.,

jungkook as in THEE jungkook that you’ve immediately clocked and crushed on last night in an instant

your lil moment of just holding each other’s hands is interrupted when taehyung pops out of nOwhere

(( actually he’s been there for the past two minutes and he kept switching between cooing and laughing ))

“yO i’m taehyung!!! you must be y/n, i didn’t nick you last night, did i?”

he takes it upon himself to hug you right then and there

well he’s warm and he passes the internal vibe check yoongi’s hotwired into your brain so you reciprocate!! you like hugs anyway and taehyung’s just like chimmy but in human form

jungkook practically squawks and stammers in his place because w-why.. w-what...... no

chimmy bARKS at taehyung and koo is tempted to do the same too because no man you simply do nOt hug my crush that you know absolutely nothing about

“he’s asking for you.”

kook points to chimmy who’s obviously pouncing on you to come run with him

you excuse yourself so you could go satisfy the giant and jungkook felt like his heart was gonna fall out of his aSS

tae wiggles his eyebrows and has his lips pursed and it’s the shit-eating grin that he immediately flips off as soon as he sees it

“what was that all about?”

you are convinced

you are 100% convinced

your head is fully-set into the game and in no way are you gonna back out

“min yoongi!!”

ah there it is

yoongi’s having the time of his life playing fetch with chimmy! what could possibly be any more important in this world than that

“what did i do now?”

you only call out his full name when a) you’re agitated and when b) he’s ignoring you and you’ve had enough of it

he really doesn’t recall giving you the cold shoulder recently

and he certainly didn’t agitated you when all he’s done is play with chimmy and sleep!!!

“please click this for me pls. click. please. pls click.”

aH yoongi should’ve brought his glasses instead of leaving them on the couch

you’re holding out your laptop to him with your arms outstretched and he has to come really close to decipher and-

... huh

“a skateboard?”

pardon him but he’s really lost on this one ok

he is as lost as he was when walmart decided to completely rearrange the whole store

“... and what do you need a skateboard for? y/n when i said that you should get yourself a four-wheeler, i didn’t mean a skateboard-”

in what part does a skateboard look like an SUV

whY are you like this

“it’s for uh... it’s for fun purposes!!”

you’re trying not to raise any more questions in yoongi’s mind but his head is miles miles away now lol

???? you hate trying new things though ???

one time you traded in your beef ramen for pork ramen because the first one was out of stock and throughout the whole meal you kept thinking how much you regretted it

and besides, skateboarding would be the last thing you’d get into!!!

yoongi distinctly remembers that you’d rather choke on chewing gum rather than get your knees scraped

why was that?? because when your knees get scraped, walking and doing everything else?? impossible 

nice try sherlock but the moment you do so much as to not stand up straight?? sIT down?? yeah your knees would give out 

what has got to be something so special that you’d wanna get into skateboarding and risk yourself into getting your knees scraped??

....

....

omg is that what he thinks it is

“... it’s a crush, isn’t it?”

the way you instantly shut him down and practically have to beg him just to press the check out button.,..

aha 

yeah yoongi’s gotten his answer alright :D

whatever this is

or whatever that’s going on

you’re sure that you’ve never felt this content for a long time

you now bring a change of clothes so you wouldn’t go skating in your uniform because that just honestly sucks

you may be too tired to walk to the skatepark which is why sometimes you’d book a ride, but no you’re never tOO tired to skate and see jungkook :D

it’s frustrating enough as it is

yoongi used to skate and that’s the reason why you’ve found this shortcut in the first place because this was where the park was!! you’d always think at the back of your head on wHY was yoongi struggling!!!

smh that’s so easy yoongs </3

joke’s on you now though because trying to balance on the board in the first place scared you shitless because hOW were you supposed to do this??

you can ride a bike and that has tWO wheels and this has fOUR bearings!!! how come you can’t balance yourself??

even managing to stand up on the board without panicking for more than ten seconds AND managing to shift from left to right even if it’s albeit shaky at first, took you a wHOLE evening

but you’re so proud of yourself and so is jungkook :D

jungkook finds it the highlight of his night when you’d hold onto him

yes he knOws you have it under control now and you barely hold onto him for support

“just so you won’t fall, that’s all.”

he always evades your eyes when you go look up at him dreamily like that because how could he not???

you’ve covered the basics of pushing yourself then simultaneously riding the skateboard!!

you do that for one WHOLE week and both jungkook and tae (and yoongi) think it’s time that you do something else besides skate in one straight line and occasionally to a left and a right

ok you’re kind of scared shitless because you already fell a couple of times but y’know what?? it’s time!!

society has progressed past the need of you skating in a straight path

the society NEEDS you to do tricks now

.....

........

confession time:

dear diary the kickflip is simply not kicking the board in an attempt to flip it by itself. it is not. it is not as easy as it sounds. it is the bane of my existence

it’s evident that you’re stalling out of your way with this one but you just need oNE success and that’s it!!! one win to woo jungkook from his feet and then you’d stop

tae has already shut you up too because you keep talking about how your day went when you already is set four times before that

and it must’ve been a lucky first time because you absolutely nAIL it on the first try!!!

you honestly thought you’d land square on your ass and see bruises on it later in the shower but N-O!! you’ve done it perfectly and-

jungkook’s not looking

he didn’t see your feat!!

or maybe he didn’t see it because he chosE not to!!!

OR

maybe doing a kickflip is nothing impressive and it’s obvious that he’s a pro at this compared to you who’s even more of a novice that makes taehyung look like a god

you can’t have that :((

ok ok hOW can you impress jungkook

there must be something you could do to impress him!!

omg

that’s it

this is practically perfect!!

you’re gonna do your first drop-in at a pipe that is nowhere gOOD for a beginner like you :D

one, two, th-

“easy, doll.”

jungkook materializes out of nowhere and you expected him to be skating at the far end!! not mere inches away from your face holding your hANDS

this is the first time you’ve seen jungkook actually this close and you just have this urge to kiss his cheek

he has you whipped for him and he hasn’t even done anything to you!!!

“not the best idea to go down an eight-foot tall half-pipe for your first time, hm?”

he scrunches his nose at your absurd thoughts because absolutely wHY would you do that??

how could you fall in love with him even mORE

“do the two-feet tall one first. go have taehyung teach you.”

the grin in your face goes as fast as it came

no offense to taehyung but he’s not the one your head-over-heels for :((

practically everyone knows about your crush on jungkook BESIDES jungkook himself

you’re tapping tae on the shoulder to come and teach you while you just watch kook shred it at the other side of the park by himself

it’s okay!! progress is progress and you’re gonna get far with jungkook!!

going to the skatepark right after work is now your new routine

sometimes you even come with yoongi when he’s free and he takes all his time to gloat on how you used to make fun of him when he was skating avidly back then

that gives you a grand total of three (3) people teaching you how to skate and giving you pointers

jungkook also now holds conversation from time to time :D

he’d ask you how your day went and you’d have to pretend that you didn’t wait for him to ask so you’re not spilling detail after detail

he now does this thing of pinching your cHEEK when you get something right 

your heart after doing an ollie goes bEEP when he pinches your cheek and tells you eagerly that you did such a good job

yoongi’s laid off his teasing for you and jungkook but god he can’t deny that he gets these weird vibes from him

eh it’s probably nothing

today you’re especially excited because it was an outfit that you just bought and you feel gREAT in it!!!

tbh your day was the absolute worst but jungkook is always a great pick-me-up to whatever day you could have :)

a tennis skirt with shorts already built underneath is the greatest save of ur life

it’s a little on the more expensive side because it IS a name-brand and those don’t come cheap but it’s ok :D it’s gonna be worth it :D it better be :D

oh uhm

jungkook seems different today.... ?

you were used to him looking intimidating and mad even if he wasn’t, but this time it just felt emphasized even more

taehyung’s here but he’s not the only one!!! there’s two guys with jungkook on the other side of the ramp

“those are his friends, i guess?? i don’t know, he hasn’t introduced them to me.”

so you’re nOT the only one who’s lost

jungkook will probably come around later and you could all hang out again :))

chimmy happily chuffs at your side and that just gives taehyung the most wonderful idea he’s ever had this day

“hEY which one of us do you think could out-skate chimmy???”

jungkook is utterly and without a doubt stressed 

he knew that hoseok and namjoon would come over, but he didn’t expect that they’d visit him while he was in the park!!!!

and he already knows what they’re here for and that just makes him grimace :((

“why don’t you want to go pro?”

koo’s ears feel like bleeding when hobi asks him that for the nth time

god it’s always just the sAME question!! he could practically sniff the air on what they’re gonna say next

“jungkook, i think we all know that you’re more than qualified to be a pro!! look at you!!”

it’s the same conversation over and over again

the next things they’d say are that he’s a natural and he’s wasting all his talent doing this thing cASUALLY

he’s not the next tony hawk or anything like that!!! he’s not gonna book a sponsorship and a collaboration with vans!!! but hobi and joon kEEP insisting that he’s that good

“hyung, i think we’ve already talked about this-...”

“yes and you refusE to listen!! why can’t you just accept the fact that you have a much better future in this??”

jungkook’s currently a freelance graphic designer which means he works from home and he’s in charge of his oWN schedule

but it doesn’t necessarily mean that every single day he gets a new commission or anything grand like that

he’s gonna be honest and say that yES he has thought of being a pro skater!! but he’s trying to be as rational as possible about it

because not every competition would be a win and not competitions don’t happen as frequent as a typical job is!!

and what iF jungkook gets injured?? something of an injury that would lay him off from skating 

and being unable to skate??? = he basically gets nOTHING

he feels pressures because hobi and joon are pro skaters already!! and that gives them all the more reason to make jungkook into one

not to flex but uh they’re both quite already kNOWN

and jungkook hasn’t even started his pro career but he’s already known!!! both by his skills and the fact that he’s friends with these two champions

“i literally do not care if you beat me!! just come take the leap and be a pRO already, jungkook!!! it’s a loss as it is that you still consider yourself an amateur.”

their words, not his 

ok uhm what if

what if jungkook opens a skate clinic?? he can do what he loves and in the same time, earn money!!

... yeah

okay! 

that could work!! and if he feels extra prepared, then yeah maybe he’d be a pro

or would a skate clinic be useless if he isn’t a pro by then???

oh my god

jungkook’s so frustrated with all this sudden bombarding and it makes him want to tug at his hair

as much as he loves his hyungs, sometimes they just can’t seem to know when to back oFF and realize that their nudging is more like shoving

“do something productive and worth your time, jungkook. stop babysitting.”

namjoon says with an edge and that tames jungkook

what makes it worse was what they were implying in the first place

hoseok doesn’t make it discreet to look at taehyung and you

“tae, tae, look!! i’m doing it, i’m doing it!!”

you’re saying over your shoulder because omg you’re getting the lead and chimmy’s slowed down for some reason

well actually taehyung’s took it upon himself to stop behind you

“guys?”

you get an immediate answer when you feel someone effectively hALT you still and you almost fall on your ass just by the sheer strength of someone holding you up

jungkook’s holding you down and his hands are quite heAVy on your arms

there’s this unexplainable look on his face but you’re positive that it’s not one of happiness

“you should probably stop doing whatever it is that you’re doing.”

oh

to be honest you’re unsure of how to react

but the way that jungkook looks like he’s mad at you and retreats back to those two guys with a scoff in his step -- 

it’s enough

it’s truly enough for you to reevaluate every decision you’ve ever made

maybe it’s simply not just a bad day for you and a case of overthinking thigs,, and it’s perhaps the fact that he want you to stop

stop whatever that is happening

you probably must be frozen in place because chimmy bounds and pounces at you

you probably must’ve looked like an utter fool,, skating in a tennis skirt and trying to outrace a damn dog in a fucking skatepark,, right in front of jungkook and his friends

“y/n, you uh, y’okay?”

tae’s worried because there’s an instant shift to your mood and he could only assume what you were feeling

tears prick at the back of your eyes and that’s the signal for you to gather your things in a flash because the last thing you’d want is to cRY in front of him

“y-yeah! i’m gonna go home, tae. chimmy’s looking for yoongi.”

the dog in question tilts his head because w hat now,,,.,., wha t,.,. he is???

you learned that dogs could smell emotions and that makes you even sadder

chimmy was behaved the whole time; didn’t even try straying you around when he keeps seeing umbrellas on the street even if he loves them

you’re okay

:)

you should be okay

....

there’s something definitely off

yoongi’s cleaned everything and did his share of chores

the tv is still mounted and the microwave’s clean!!

chimmy didn’t have a toilet accident because if he did, he would’ve already picked it up

there’s definitely something off with yOU

because first of all, why are you here???

“not coming to the park?”

if he can recall correctly, no matter how knackered you were after work, you’d still go to the skatepark!!

... not unless you were injured??

nah because if you were injured then you’d be whining to him now

“nope :)”

you’re lying on the couch where he usually lies nowadays because you weren’t around!!

and you’re drinking from your mug that he’s claimed as his mug

and chimmy’s squished in between the tiny gap of you and the far edge of the couch

“and why?”

he’s always had answers for everything but his mind’s bLANK for this

“wanna spend time with you guys :)”

oh

okay

that’s gotta be the answer, right???

this is definitely weird

for starters, it’s already 11 PM and jungkook’s still in the skatepark and he’s not even skating anymore

he’s just waiting

weird... you aren’t here.......

aH it’s nothing :D you’re probably just tired and didn’t want to go skate

oh and.. you’re not here the next day

or the next

or the nEXT

jungkook spends almost the entirety of his time in the park

he goes there at 3 in the afternoon and comes home at 11 in the evening

no big deal

half of the time is just spent him actually skating and the other is figuring out wHERE you are

uh maybe you’ve started to take ubers now every time you come home??

you’re not walking home anymore and the car would pass by the skatepark and jungkook wouldn’t have a single clue where you are

it’s also this time that it dawns on him that he has no means whatsoever to contact you

he didn’t ask for your number and didn’t exchange socials so he could only gUESS

he can’t come over to your apartment either because he hasn’t walked you home and therefore he wouldn’t know your address

holy shit he’s so dumb and jungkook misses you a lot

like a whole whole lot

he misses you holding onto his shoulders for support and misses your excited grin whenever you nail a trick and had a perfect run

there’s nothing that jungkook could dO besides wait

and miss you so much

and mope

kook doesn’t want to give up and miss a day because what iF you pass by when he’s not there???

he can’t have that and he wON’t have that

he’s just so antsy and he hasn’t had his fix of chimmy bounding towards him and the malamute intentionally pouncing on him whenever he’d drop-in so he could lose his balance

he just needs to see you and your duffel bag and the precious yet beat-up wristwatch you have and-

WAIT

THAT’S YOU!!!

jungkook’s brought his perfume the past few days because he wouldn’t want to be aND smell sweaty when he sees you again

he’s wearing a shirt this time and nOT a hoodie and it’s actually a nice shirt!! the pale orange makes his tattoos pop

he’s also wearing a watch so he could look business-ish and composed and he kinda hATES watches because uhhhh you ever heard of a phone, buddy??

you’re walking striaght and paying no mind at all and to your surrounding and-

there’s suddenly this cRASH in front of you and it makes you recall in response because that came out of nowhere

... and this feels oddly familiar

only this time though, it’s intentional and it’s jungkook who literally tHREW his skateboard down on the spot in front of you

“y/n? wow, what a coincidence!”

you didn’t expect to see jungkook as soOn as you anticipated that he wouldn’t be here

he laughs nervously and he tries not to overanalyze the fact that your face is blank

:|

“yup. totally.”

you’re avoiding his gaze and meanwhile he’s searching desperately for yours 

what is he feeling and why is it hurt and longing at the same time

“can i walk you home?”

the words tumble out of his mouth before he could even ponder over them longer

“i uh, i rEALLY can’t believe i never asked to walk you home!! or even ask for your number!!! but uHhhh it’s late at night and to be honest i don’t have your number and i just need to know that you’re safe and-”

he stops his rambling right there because he realizes that he’s a stuttering nervous mess

you’re a bit speechless because normally you’re the chatty one but this one.,.,,. this one’s a pleasant surprise

“yeah, yeah. okay :)”

he can’t believe either that you agreed to it but he’s immediately gathering himself and swoops your duffel for him to hold

he’s not gonna entertain a single complaint <3

it’s not exactly the most tensioned silence ever but it’s definitely nOT comfortable

“why didn’t you come to the park?”

okay well sHIT you didn’t expect him to be this straightforward

wait no 

you shouldn’t be surprised!! after all, he probably did mean what he said the last time you’ve seen him

what are u gonna say now

well you coulD say that you’re busy and he’d probably fall for it!!

or reiterate the truth that he’s implied and say it with a straight face

“oh. i started intentionally falling on my ass because i missed you,” jungkook spills out of nowhere while waiting for your answer and he now realizes that might’ve been a little awkward

after all he dID admit that he missed you

ahem

“did i uhm... did i say something?”

he rephrases his question and he knows that this was the more appropriate one

your coping mechanism is to kick on the ground as if there were leaves and there are absolutely nO leaves <3

“jungkook, you told me to stop.”

he blinks rapidly at that as he tries to digest your words

he’s trying to backtrack as much as possible and it wasn’t that!!

he simply doesn’t wanna see you hurt

“i can’t explain it but holy shiT i can’t see you hurt!! a-and i know that being hurt in skating is normal but for sOME reason i can’t stand it when i see you in pain o-or-...”

jungkook just can’t explaiN what he feels

“i just -- i just don’t gEt why you’d want to be hurt?? whY are you doing this to yourself??”

you find him ridiculous and this whole situation is just rIDICULOUS

“jesus christ jungkook i did it to try and impress a guy!!”

that earns you a snort and you immediately go defensive

he seems irked and his eyes are just beGGING to be rolled

“who?? taehyung?? the guy who would’ve wiped you out if he did end up hitting you on the head with the deck just a little harder??”

“what? taehyung???” you’re so confused and jungkook hates it even more, “yeah, taehyung!!”

“i like you, jungkook!”

o-oh

uhm

a.....ha

“me?”

he points to himself to which you eagerly nod your head to

“can you excuse me for one second?”

he barely gives you the time to respond because he’s already walking away and biting his arm

he’s actually sCREAMING

you throw your head back because omg did the two of you just basically admit that you liked each other

jungkook jogs back to where you stand a presses a hefty kISS right on your cheek

he’s on too much of a high that he holds your hand and practically drags you along with him because he’s almost skIPPING from how happy he is

“okay. good. nice. very good!!!” he could now sigh in relief because whEW that robbed him off his breath

“because i fell for you when i first saw you.”

jungkook basically has nO filter now and it’s adorable because god he’s just so soft and you now know what’s going and this wouldn’t be just whatever

“huh. imagine if yOU fell for me too at the same time,,,, that would make me piss my pants.”

he cackles because wow he dO be funny :D

he’s turning to look at you to gauge at your reaction and the waY that you’re holding your eye contact with him is all-telling for your answer

oh my god

jungkook is wrapped around your pinky :’)

[leelysian]

Hyunjin as your older brother AU 💖✨

genre: fluff

word count: 2.2k

warnings: swearing

Disclaimer: I do not personally know Hyunjin. This work is purely fiction and my own idea. I took inspiration from his on screen persona. Please do not translate or re-upload my work.

☆ Let's start with you as babies.

☆ Hyunjin wasn’t too bothered with the idea of having a sibling.

☆ When your parents first broke the news to him, he was pretty indifferent.

☆ Your parents honestly thought he’d throw a tantrum or something but indifference was something they didn’t have in mind. 

☆ They slowly tried warming up to the idea of having a younger sibling to him, things like protecting them, taking care of them, sharing things with them etc.

☆ He wasn’t too keen on sharing. 

☆ Your parents diverted his mind from that thinking they’d deal with it later when it came to that in the future. 

☆ Initially Hyunjin would be nonchalant but once he saw how invested your parents were for your arrival- creating a nursery, making baby clothes, buying baby stuff etc. Hyunjin slowly got more curious. 

☆ Y’all know how his unnerving stare is, he’d just stare wide eyed in blatant curiousity at his parents preparing things. 

☆ He’d look at his mum eating weird things to satisfy her pregnancy cravings with disgust and sometimes mild curiousity. 

☆ “Why are you eating *insert craving*?” he’d ask. “Baby likes them.” your mum would say. "Oh. Baby's weird."

☆ That would make her laugh.

☆ Days pass by and finally the third trimester arrives. The baby is healthy and kicking.

☆ The fam was watching tv one fine evening when your mum felt a kick and gasped. Both dad and son jump up "What's wrong?"

☆ "Thebabykicked!" she said quickly in a word vomit. "What?" "THE BABY JUST KICKED!"

☆ *cue the freaking out*

☆ She grabbed Hyunjin's tiny hand and pressed it against her big bump when Hyunjin gasped in shock. "WOAH! BABY REALLY KICKED MUM!"

☆ "You were like that too, son." your dad would tell him. "I was?" he'd ask and point to himself and both your parents hummed in agreement.

☆ "You should talk to baby more, I'm sure baby can hear you." your mum told him as she ruffled his hair. "Okay mum."

☆ Thus, in random times he'd say things like "Come quickly." "I can't wait to see you." "I'm eating *insert food*, I think you'll like it but you have to come quick."

☆ Occasionally, he'd cuddle with your mum and rub her belly with lotion or body oil and he'd feel another kick which resulted in the room filling up with giggles.

☆ "Stop kicking mum so much, you'll hurt her." he'd scold. "It's okay baby. I'll be fine." your mum would say.

☆ Finally, the time for your birth came. Hyunjin was somewhat calm but inside he was all sorts of jittery with nervous excitement.

☆ After your parents had a moment with newborn you, Hyunjin was lifted up on the bed by your dad.

☆ The entire time he was quiet but wide eyed in barely concealed curiousity.

☆ Your mum gently placed you in his arms and your dad supported his arms so you were held securely.

☆ Hyunjin stared at you. Your eyes were closed. He raised a small hand and stroked your soft cheek and you stirred so he quickly pulled away.

☆ You opened your eyes into uneven slits and yawned and he smiled. "Cute hehe."

☆ He stroked your cheek again and your even tinier hand grabbed his finger. He gently shook your hand and rocked you in his arms.

☆ Hyunjin vowed he'd protect his new sibling. "He’s/she’s so small." he couldn't help but wonder out loud. "They grow quickly." your dad said.

☆ Fast forward, you were growing, and soon you started to babble and crawl.

☆ Hyunjin would always be keeping an eye on you.

☆ As all babies do, you had a habit of putting everything in your mouth. Everything.

☆ "NO Y/N DON'T EAT THAT." he exclaimed as you were about to put some sort of scum you found on the floor from your crawling adventure in your mouth

☆ He'd scream suddenly graced with the scene of you playing with the toilet water.

☆ Since you have the tendency to put everything in your mouth. He took a sour candy and handed it to you.

☆ You stared at the small, weird, colourful thing. He waited for you to do something.

☆ You put it in your mouth, grimaced heavily, dropped it from your mouth and frowned.

☆ Hyunjin had the time of his life and his stomach hurt from laughing so much.

☆ He'd walk and do things, you'd always follow him.

☆ He tried teaching you how to walk. Standing with you at arm's length as he held your shoulders.

☆ You took quite a few tumbles but he was there to catch you and cushion your fall.

☆ Then he took a different approach and stood behind you as he held your shoulders while you walked.

☆ Slowly with help from Hyunjin and your parents you learned to walk. Now the following became easier.

☆ If he went left, you went left. If he went right, you went right, if he ran then you ran. Then you'd stumble, fall and cry but Hyunjin would laugh and help you stand up.

☆ Soon, you learned how to climb and it was chaos everyday which made your parents exasperated and Hyunjin want to pull his hair out.

☆ "Y/N GET DOWN FROM THERE. THAT'S DANGEROUS!" as if you understood what he was saying. You giggled gleefully.

☆ Once your mum cut your hair. It was so bad. Hyunjin cried because you looked ugly. 

☆ Which made you cry.

☆ Both of you were crying. “MUM WHAT DID YOU DO TO Y/N’S HAIR?”

☆ You’d bother him when he was doing something wanting to be involved. He could be playing a game and you’d grab at him to get his attention. “Y/n stop!” he’d grumble.

☆ this is a true story. My mum cut my hair when I was like 1 and my older brother cried because it was so bad and I cried too

☆ Fast forward, you two are older but you’re still a smol child.

☆ You two played hide and seek. You picked the most obvious places to find.

☆ Hyunjin definitely knew where you were hiding because you always chose the same 3 spots but he'd pretend not to know.

☆ Just so he could jumpscare you. *cue the Hyunjin HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE laugh

☆ TICKLE FIGHTS!!!!

☆ Once Hyunjin was playing games. You went to him because your mum told you to go play for an hour. Hyunjin said no. “MUM HYUNJIN WON’T LET ME PLAY!” “Y/n you can play later. It’s okay.” Hyunjin has a smug look. 

☆ Hyunjin reaches to grab the remote to watch tv, you snatch it before he could. “Please let me watch!” he’d ask. “You didn’t let me play before, I’m not giving up the remote.” you say and hug the remote to your chest. 

☆ “You can go play now.” he put an innocent face. “No.” you refused. “What if I let you play tomorrow?” he asked but you didn’t budge. He did this way too many times. “How about I get you your favourite candy and you can play tomorrow?” 

☆ “How do I know you’re not lying?” you interrogated. “I promise.” he said. You mulled it over for a while. “Fine.” you toss the remote and rush to play your game. 

☆ Next time you were watching tv, Hyunjin didn’t let you play again. This time you were watching your favourite program. 

☆ He snatched the remote and changed the channel. “HEY I WAS WATCHING THAT! GIVE IT BACK!” Of course he raised it out of your reach, “I’m watching now.” 

☆ “If you won’t let me watch then you can’t either.” you’d move and block the tv’s receiver. He’d chastise you, “Y/n go away or else.” 

☆ “I’m telling mum.” you marched. “OKAY FINE HERE” he’d exclaim and give you the remote.

☆ He loved teasing you. As a kid you were a picky eater. Hyunjin didn’t complain as much as you, of course because he’s more mature.

☆ “Y/n you should eat your vegetables. Carrots are good for your eyesight. You don’t want to start wearing glasses now do you?” your mum would lecture you.

☆ “Yeah y/n, be like me. I have good eyesight. You watch too much tv as well. That’s not good.” he’d snicker and you’d glare at him. “You play games all day which is worse.”

☆ “Hwang Hyunjin, is that true? You should be studying more.” your dad would start lecturing him and Hyunjin would glare at you for that while you smiled triumphantly.

☆ Lowkey bullied you by calling you nicknames. 

☆ He’d ruffle your hair playfully but 9/10 times it was annoying for you.

☆ You two would wake up together early morning on the weekends to watch morning cartoons.

☆ Cuddle together under the same blanket until you fell asleep again because you woke up very early.

☆ He’d stand innocently somewhere, you would walk past him and he’d either pull your hair from behind or push you. “HEY!”

☆ He was probably the one who told you some childhood fantasy is a lie. Like the tooth fairy is not real. “Oops.”

☆ Fast forward you’re tweens/teens/young adults

☆ Hyunjin was tolerable but still annoying, as expected of a big brother.

☆ One of his tics were hogging the bathroom for long periods of time.

☆ It got worse because he hit puberty and now he’s OBSESSED with his hair.

☆ You’re going to the bathroom to freshen up, it’s the morning, you have school and he intercepts you quickly and locks the door. “5 minutes y/n!” You bang on the door, “HYUNJIN GET OUT! I’M GONNA BE LATE!”

☆ You need to pee, he’s already in the bathroom. “HYUNJIN GET OUT I NEED TO PEE REALLY BAD! PLEASE!”

☆ He steals your charger. “What’s your percentage at Hyunjin?” “I can’t find my charger, but mine’s at 76%.” “WHAT THE HELL GIMME MY CHARGER MY PHONE’S AT 23%”

☆ You’re chilling in your room. He barges in without knocking.

☆ “Can’t you knock?” you sigh.

☆  “Which shirt should I wear?” You choose one. “Okay thanks.” he says and leaves without closing the door.

☆ “HYUNJIN CLOSE THE DOOR!”

☆ He barges in without knocking to tell you something. He leaves but not before grabbing something closest to him and throwing it at your face.

☆ And once again, he leaves without closing the door. “HYUNJIN CLOSE THE DAMN DOOR!” haven’t you ever heard of closing the damn door nOOO

☆ You’re sleeping. He sneaks into your room. Plays something really loud. You  fall off the bed. He bursts out laughing, clutching his stomach. “HYUNJIN I’M GOING TO KILL YOU!”

☆ He shakes a soda can. You walk in. “Hey y/n you want this?” You shrug, “Yeah sure.” You take it from him and open the can.

☆ PSSSSSHHHHH

☆ And you’re sprayed in sticky liquid, it’s up your nose and your eyes.

☆ You get him back of course. Spray some shaving cream on his face and his outstretched hand. Phone recording in hand. “Y/N!”

☆ You undo some of the stitches in his pants while he was in the shower.

☆ He went out wearing them. He bent over. 

☆ RRIIIIIIPPP

☆ The thing is he has no idea you’re the reason his pants are torn from his ass.

☆ Since fashion is subjective these days, you two share clothes but mostly you borrowing his.

☆ You sneakily use his perfume/deodorant stash. 

☆ He’s having cereal. “Can you pass me the box?” you politely ask. “Hm oh yeah sure.” he hands it to you after he finishes pouring then walks off.

☆ You tip the box and only a handful of cereal bits fall out.

☆ “Think fast!” *throws bottle* and you fail to catch it.

☆ You two take a lot of photos. You take good photos of him and he takes good photos of you. Neither of you half ass this. Photography is serious business.

☆ What’s annoying is that he takes photos with your phone and then tells you to send them to him afterwards.

☆ “Take photos with your OWN PHONE!”

☆ You two dance together at home. Your parents bought just dance for your birthday. And you two have dance battles together.

☆ You two made tiktok videos together.

☆ It’s mostly goofing off though. Hyunjin is always laughing his ass off. *cue HEHEHEHEHEHEHE*

☆ He had a habit of teasing you with embarrassing childhood stories. 

☆ “I remember when you were drinking out of the toilet.” he would burst out laughing.

☆ “Yeah well I remember when you nearly shit your pants because of getting your tooth pulled out.” you retorted.

☆ “Oh really?” he’d stand tall and menacing. You pulled a Naruto. “Y/N GET OVER HERE!”

☆ Despite the constant bickering and small *cough* pranks, he was still a reliable brother. 

☆ You knew he’d have your back no matter what and he knew you would do the same for him.

☆ He was always looking out for you even if that may not seem like it.

☆ There was never a dull moment in your house because of you two acting like cat and mouse. 

☆ He’d sometimes say comforting things when things got too hard for you, if he had nothing to say, his shoulder was free to cry on.

☆ But that’s something you’d never change. Yet.

[yeetedintoouterspaces]

☘💫 Choose 1 of us! Iwaizumi Hajime x Reader x Oikawa Tooru ( part 2! ) ☘💫

~ the next day ~

Oikawa came to school with ( insert favourite snack here ). Iwaizumi brought a bento filled with tasty foods for Y/n. To win a girl's heart, win her over with food! ( A/n: that's my philosphy hehe )

The two ran to class, in search of Y/n. Oikawa spotted her first and ran to her side. "Y/n-chan~ Good morning!~" He happily said as he eye smiled. Y/n returned the smile and replied, "Good morning Oikawa-kun!" Oikawa brought the snack up to her face and said in a sing-song voice, "your favourite~"

Y/n gleamed in delight. She happily thanked Tooru with her iconic eye smile. Iwaizumi, standing behind Tooru, looked slightly upset out of jealousy. Y/n could see the disappointed boy behind Tooru and asked, "Iwai-kun? What's the matter? Why the long face?"

Iwaizumi bit the inside of his cheek and replied, "nothing." Y/n sighed, "doesn't seem like nothing to me Iwai..." Tooru teased his friend, "is it cuz you're feeling a little jealous Iwai-kun?~" Iwaizumi punched Oikawa's shoulder and said roughly, "shut up Shittykawa."

Y/n laughed, "at least you're back to normal! Well, we should get back to our seats since the teacher is coming. See you during lunch?" The two boys replied, "mm see you." Oikawa turned to Iwaizumi and teased, "you were jealous weren't you~"

Iwaizumi took a deep breath, "let's not forget the bro code now." Tooru nodded, "I agree, let's see who will win her heart though~" Iwaizumi snickered, "I won't lose to you!"

~ lunch time! ~

Y/n sat inbetween the two boys and was about to buy food. Iwaizumi tapped her shoulder and noncholantly said, "I got this for you." He averted his eyes away from her face, too scared to see her reaction. Surprising to him, Y/n squealed with glee and thanked the boy.

She opened the bento to see many delicious side dishes like tamagoyaki, karage chicken, a tiny thing of salad and more! "Itadakimasu~ Thank you Iwai!~" Iwaizumi blushed, "no problem Y/n."

She saw poor Oikawa, pouting in jealousy because he wasn't getting any attention so Y/n got some rice and tamago onto her chopsticks and brought it up to his face. "Say ahh Tooru~" Y/n says as she opens her mouth, signalling him to do the same.

She brought it closer to his lips and Oikawa took a bite. To his surprise, it tasted really good! His eyes sparkled, "Iwa-chan did you make this yourself?" Iwaizumi looked at Oikawa confused, "yeah I mean who else would?" Y/n smiled brightly and nodded in agreement, "it really tastes awesome Iwaizumi-kun!"

The trio finished up their lunch and decided to go out together after school. They waited patiently for the school day to end, excited to spend time together. But of course Iwaizumi and Oikawa planned for something special.

~ after school ~

The three rushed out of class because they couldn't wait to hang out together. They ran out of the school campus and decided to go to the nearby mall.

"Y/n-chan~ Wanna go to a cafe?" Oikawa asked. Iwaizumi pointed to the nearby cinema, "or we could watch a movie," he suggested. "So~ so~ Y/n-chan~ What will it be?~" Oikawa asked as he grinned widely, internally hoping she would go with his idea.

Iwaizumi had his hands behind his back and crossed his fingers wishing Y/n would go with his idea. Y/n scratched her cheek and nervously said, "if you guys don't mind, I kinda wanted to go to the arcade. B-but it's fine if you don't want to! We could totally go with your suggestions!"

Iwaizumi and Oikawa both nodded in unison, "Yes of course an arcade! Great choice Y/n!" Oikawa said. Iwaizumi held his thumb up and nodded. Y/n giggled at their cuteness and they three made their way to the arcade.

After chit-chatting and making their way towards the arcade, they finally made it! Y/n yeeted her way towards the crane games because she loves plushies! They are just adorable and soft and squishy!

Oikawa tried to shoot his shot and offered to play for her, trying to impress the girl by getting a plushie. He slid the token in the machine and tried his best to get a plushie. The keyword being tried because poor Oikawa failed terribly.

Y/n tried to cheer him up by telling him that no one can truly get it on the first try, which in her defence was true. In her whole life, she had never witnessed it happening. Oikawa was motivated by the girl and tried again. You go Oikawa!

After many attempts, he finally did it! Iwaizumi chuckled behind him and teased, "I'm praying for your wallet right now." Oikawa shot back almost immediatly, "doesn't matter! As long as Y/n likes it it's fine! Hmph!"

Y/n thanked him and offered to pay him back as she felt guilty. But since Stinky- oops I meant Oikawa was such a gentleman, he declined the offer and said that it was a present from him. Y/n thanked him once more and the three continued to have fun together.

It was getting late and the three were feeling tired. They were making their way towards the train station. But Y/n had to go to the bathroom, leaving the two besties together.

( back to back convo here! )

Oikawa: You plan to confess to her?

Iwaizumi: Yeah but I don't know when to ask

Oikawa: Wanna ask her on the way home?

Iwaizumi: Sure but how?

Oikawa: Glad you asked my dude, we will just ask her to choose!

Iwaizumi: Uhh sure but it sounds incredibly stupid

Oikawa: Iwa-chan your so mean! Hmph!

Y/n ran towards them and apologised for taking so long. She took out 2 bear keychains and gave 1 to each of them. "Just a small thank you for today! Hope you guys like it!" Y/n says while she was still panting.

Oikawa smiled genuinely, "Thank you Y/n-chan~ I'll take good care of it and cherish it." Iwaizumi also thanked her, "thanks Y/n. I'll hang it on my wallet." Oikawa and Y/n both sweatdropped from his comment but it was fine, it was cute of him.

"Y-y/n?" Oikawa asked shakily. Iwaizumi placed his hand on his shoulder and told him to take a deep breath. Oikawa did so and tried again.

"Y/n-chan." Oikawa says firmly. Y/n felt quite nervous. He looked like he was going to say something important to her. Before she could guess, the two friends nodded in unison and asked at the same time

"Y/n-chan, who do you like? Me or him? Choose 1 of us!"

Y/n was shocked to say the least. 

Who will she pick?

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A/n: Hehehe who will Y/n pick? That's up to you to pick! Let your imagination flow my dudes and I'm sorry for updating a little late! I had exams so I'm sorry!!!

I'm sorry if this was bad too! Thank you for reading and stay safe!♡

[ask-john-massacre]

The Origin of the Massacre

Chapter 1: Another Morning

In a town in Louisiana, there was an orphanage which housed children who would act out of the ordinary for their ages. Children that were pushed out from their parent’s life, abandoned from their relatives, mysteriously placed there without a trace, or were put here by keeping them away from irresponsible parents are now being taken care of at this orphanage. Kids that live here in particular show signs of improved development or unstable conditions. Improvements range from increased intelligence, good perception, behavior changes, and committed discipline. Unstable conditions are categorized as kids who remain immature or undisciplined when they were supposed to be learning these skills at the time they grow to a certain age. Out of everyone that ever lived there, there is one peculiar boy that stood out from the rest. He was only 10 years old, but acts as he’s mature as a young adult. He cannot show happiness, excitement, or even a sense of joy. He always acts cold for his age, in which he’s not surprised if other kids would bully him for it. This boy does not know why he acts the way he is, but he doesn’t make it a concern as he believes there’s other worse problems to face.

He was sleeping soundly in his bed. All cozy in his own room in which it’s not really decorated as he has no interest in making it stylish. Almost every night however, he has nightmares that would involve a man with a fiery tone. A man that would push the boy in his dream to let go of his hatred toward this world and do something about it. He would be scared every time he saw this man, but he managed to forget about it every time as well.  Then suddenly someone opened the door to his room and knocked on it to wake him up.

“Rise and shine. You don’t want to be late for school.” The person said in a soft, sweet voice as she opened his door. It was a redhead woman that was wearing an orphan nurse uniform which was all white with hints of grey on some parts of the clothing. She had been volunteering at the orphanage for at least 4 years. She’s 24 now. In those times she would always like to take care of John because she specifically wants him to feel included when no other nurse would do the same.

“Ok ok. I’m up now.” John said as he yawned a bit as well and sat up.

“Breakfast is served now downstairs. I hate to see you getting the scraps..” The nurse said with a light chuckle and a smile.

“Mhm. Thank you Nurse Annie.” John said to her as he was about to get dressed.

“Hehe. Anytime.” Nurse Annie said as she closed his door. Giving him time to get ready for school. John took his time to find his usual attire for school. What he always likes to wear is a casual T-shirt that has an image of his favorite characters from various TV shows that he watched. Whether the show was anime, live-action, cartoon, or anything else as those topics. He always likes to wear baggy shorts as he feels very comfortable wearing them. He then goes up to his desk that has a large mirror facing towards him. He tries to make himself smile as he sees his mouth trying to perk up. However, he stops suddenly as if it’s a hard thing to do. He sighs to himself as moved away from the mirror now.

When John was all ready, he headed out of his room and walked  to where the stairs were and walked down to where the dining hall would always be at.  As he headed down the stairs, 4 kids that were two or three years older than him were walking up the stairs being all loud and rowdy. John kept his head down as he was casually trying to walk past them. Suddenly, one of them glanced up at John and smirked. The kid then extended his leg out and tripped John down the stairs and he landed on his stomach, since he was only at the last three steps he wasn’t that hurt.

“Oops. Sorry Johnny boy.” The one kid said and the other three laughed at the sight.

“W-What is your problem Nick?!” John yelled back at him as he was still on the ground.

“Oh come on now. You gotta like his jokes from time to time.” The other kid said sarcastically to him. The other three kids were named Jacob, Brian, and Steven as they were Nick’s friends and bullies to John. For the boys' ages, they always like to wear different colored polo shirts and jean shorts to match their attire as it displays them as some sort of imaginary gang. It was clear that when Nick was wearing a hat, he was the leader of the group.

“Let’s just go guys. We know he just cries on the inside.” Steven said as the others chuckled and nodded in agreement as they continued to walk upstairs.

John sighed to himself as he slowly stood up and looked around to see if anyone noticed. In which he saw that no one saw what had happened, as always. He continued walking to where he’ll find the cafeteria. He came across a set of double doors and he opened one. He sees almost everyone in which the kids, teenagers, and the orphanage staff were all receiving the same meals and the same respect. However, little kids were sitting on one side of the cafeteria, teenagers sitting at the far end, and staff sitting in the middle aisles. John headed to the line along with everyone else to get his breakfast. It was seen as when everyone else is talking to each other, John was just there in line with no one else to speak to. Once he grabbed his tray, he walked back into the dining hall and tried to find a place to sit with the other little kids. As he walks around, he’s noticing that none of the kids were giving him space. John then decides to do what he normally does and walks over to where the staff sits. He thinks that Nurse Annie would always save him a space just in case that he would not find any seats to sit with the other kids. John eventually found Nurse Annie and she noticed John right away. She pats at the empty seat next to her and John casually sat next to her.

“Hey there John. Couldn’t find another seat again?” Nurse Annie said as she was properly eating an egg white omelette.

“Um. Yeah hehe. I guess a lot of their friends are kinda scooted together.” John said as he was casually eating his pancakes and sausage.

“Well John...someday you gotta socialize with kids your age. You won’t gain much friends later when you turn into a teenager or even an adult.” Nurse Annie said as she caressed his back to comfort him a little.

“I know. You’re right Nurse Annie, but um...I guess I’m just scared a little.” John said as he was starting to eat a bit slowly now. Showing that he deeply feels anxious about the idea of talking to any more kids.

“You don’t need to be scared John. As I said to you before, not all kids are the same. Some may have a lifestyle as you and you don’t even know it.” Nurse Annie said.

“Y-Yeah. You’re right on that too.” John said as he was only finishing halfway through his meal.

“Look. Remember one thing about people in general. There are always good people and bad people in the mix. It’s up to you to pick up the right bunch. As you grow older, you’ll soon realize the right bunch you’ll pick up. You know what I mean yes?” Nurse Annie said in her soothing voice to John as he nodded back.

A few minutes later into breakfast, people started to leave as it’s 7:30 in the morning now as their daily lifestyle is about to start. John hugged Nurse Annie closely as he said goodbye to her for now. He rushed back out with a few of the other kids to where the lockers were and was grabbing his school supplies. As he did so, the headmaster walked in to see if the boys inside the lockers were behaving correctly. The headmaster was wearing a brown linen blazer, worn jeans, and tan loafers as he was casually walking around each corridor in the locker room. John was gathering his supplies quickly as he was stuffing the things he needed for the school day. John then picked up his backpack and tried to rush a bit to get out as he kinda fast walked out of there. Suddenly, he bumped into the headmaster and stumbled back a bit. The headmaster looked down at him as he chuckled a bit.

“Watch where you’re rushing John. You don’t want to cause an accident like the last time, right?” The headmaster said as had his hands behind his back.

“Y-Yes. Headmaster.” John said shyly as he was about to walk past him. Suddenly, the headmaster tapped his shoulder and stopped him for a bit.

“John. I know about your behavior in the last few months. I’m aware it’s not improving as much as I hope it would in terms of being social as the other kids. So I want you to know that you are one of the bunches here. A family if you think of it that way. So I want you to be free from this bubble of yours and get yourself out there. Understand?” The headmaster said to John. John nodded in response as he quickly walked out of the front double doors.  

John was walking along the sidewalk as he was not far from the elementary school he goes to. As he walks, he observes cars passing by him as parents were driving their kids to school. He even sees other kids walking with each other as some were walking in groups. When he sees this, he realizes that he is still that one kid who walks alone most of the time. He always kept his head down as he finished looking at his surroundings. Deep inside his conscious, he knows that the kids around him were looking at him funny because of the reputation he currently has at school. The one that is different from the other young kids. The one that rarely laughs, rarely shows any joy, and rarely smiles. By the time he walks up to the front gate to the school, he sees parents saying goodbye to their kids for the day as they walk into the school grounds happily. He feels as if that feeling is rare for him to feel. Knowing that he doesn’t know about his parents and will never feel the comfort from a mother and a father anytime soon. During recess when John is at the playground, he would stay near his classroom door as he doesn’t feel any joy to join in with the other kids playing around and laughing to their excitement. As he sat near the door, a ball was rolling next to him and it caught his attention.

“Hey! Can you pass that ball back?!” A kid’s voice called out to him and he looked over, seeing that a few kids were looking at him with the ball that rolled over to him. When he stood up to kick the ball back, another kid came out of nowhere and kicked the ball back to them instead.

“Sorry John. You can continue to sit there if you like.” The kid said as he made a small chuckle as he ran to the other kids. John frowned a little at this and then went back to sit down near the door. 

Suddenly, he heard the bell ringing for the day of classes to start. He quickly stood up as he was now the first in line to get into his class. Moments later, his teacher walks up with a smile on her face and proceeds to unlock the door. Her name is Ms. Peterson.  She was wearing her usual outfit as John noticed, a black and white polka dot shirt with an army green sweater and khaki pants. She was even wearing her distinct gold necklace as it’s a prized possession of hers. From what John can see as well, she was Caucasian and even looking quite young for the job she has as a fifth grade teacher. John first walked into the classroom while the other kids behind him were piling into the class like a bunch of tumbleweeds. Ms. Peterson chuckled to this as she walked to her desk to set herself up. Meanwhile, the kids were then sitting at their tables as some were continuing to talk to each other while some others were playing miniature games like rock paper scissors. However, John was sitting there in class as he was not moving a muscle from his seat. He was only looking down at his desk as he was dozing off a bit. Suddenly, John felt a paper airplane hit the side of his head as he quickly snapped out of it. The kids laughed at him a bit when it happened and he was looking back down with a sad expression. Ms.Peterson quickly stepped in as she saw this.

“Stop it now! All of you!” Ms. Peterson said as she looked back at John. “Are you ok John?” She said in a polite way.

“Y-Yeah. I-I’m ok.” John responded to her as he sounded quiet. 

“Are you sure? I can let you go again if you want.” Ms. Peterson asked kindly as she knew what kinds of trouble John had gone through.

“No Ms. peterson. I can stay here still.” John said as he remained seated.

“Alright. Just let me know if you ever change your mind.” Ms. Peterson responded as she went back to her chalkboard to start class. John brought out his pencil and paper as he was ready for the lecture.

A few hours had passed by, it was the end of the school day as all the kids were coming out and heading to their parents or the school buses. John was heading out of the school and he kept on walking on the sidewalk to the orphanage as always. When he got back, he saw Nick and his little gang going inside first as they were laughing and play fighting with each other. John slowed his pace when he saw them and eventually started walking fast again as they were going inside. When John stepped inside the orphanage, he quickly ran into his lockers to put away his school stuff and quickly ran to his room. Nick and his friends saw John being quick about what he’s doing and they laughed at him rushing. As this was happening, Nurse Annie was seeing this and watched John running up the stairway. Feeling bad about this, Annie was then walking up the stairs to find where John was running to. She then sees that John ended up in his room as always as he knocked on his door.

“John? Are you in there?” Annie asked as she knocked. She heard no response yet. “John? Can I come in? We can talk again if you want?” Annie asked again.          

“It’s open. Nurse Annie.” John responded as he knew who was behind the door. Annie then opened the door slightly and saw John reading a book while lying on his bed. 

“John. I saw you rushing up here again. Did something happen at school?” Annie asked John with concern.

“No. Nothing much. It’s just that um...the other kids keep on teasing me.” John responded sounding a bit sad. Ann sighed a bit as she walked over to sit next to him.

“Life will not be easy as you grow up John, but from what I can see, you’re doing a great job at keeping your awareness up.” Annie said to him as she was smiling while walking.

“My awareness? I’m only aware that I’m not normal.” John stated as he hung his head low.

“No no John. When I mean aware, I mean that you know the right thing to do. That’s why it’s good that you’re different from everyone else.” Annie explained to him as she gently caressed his hair to keep him cheered up. John looked up at Annie as he slowly nodded.

“Thank you. Nurse Annie.” John thanked her as he hugged her close. Giving her a tight grip as he appreciates her being there for him once again. Annie smiled back and hugged him too as she didn’t mind the grip.

“You’re strong and smart John. Always use your mind for good deeds. Not a lot of people growing up are willing to keep that in mind.” Annie said to John as she looked down at him.

“I um...I will.” John said as he almost had trouble to speak while he kept hugging Annie.

It was now the next morning. John once again was in his morning routine as he was getting ready for another day at school. As he was heading out of his room, he was casually heading down to get his breakfast as usual. He headed into the cafeteria and looked around to see if Nurse Annie was at her table again. However, when he glanced at where her table was, she wasn’t there. He looked confused as to where she might be because she would always be at the table before everyone else. He shrugged it off before getting his breakfast anyways. Once he got his tray, he looked back at the dining hall knowing that he might have to eat where the kids are. He then walks to one table that happened to have an empty spot as he casually sits to eat his breakfast. As John was eating, he was hearing every kid his age around him being loud and ecstatic as they were talking amongst themselves. John was only looking down at his tray as he continued to eat normally. He happened to glance back at the table to where Nurse Annie usually sits and he saw that her chair was still empty. He can only wonder what happened to her and why she was not there eating breakfast with her co-workers. He assumed that she was maybe sick and can only hope for the best. A few minutes later, John finished his breakfast and was already heading back to his room to get ready for school. Suddenly, he stopped around the corner to overhear a conversation coming from a few caretakers and the headmaster.

“Headmaster. We have been trying to call Nurse Annie a few times now. We still haven’t heard from her.” One of the caretakers said to the headmaster.

“Are you sure that she’s not being late? Try calling again.” The Headmaster responded to him.

“We have been trying Headmaster, but she’s not responding for the last 10 times.” The other caretaker said as he had his phone out.

“Well keep trying. We have known her for a long time to know that she won’t bail on us like that. Probably send someone over to see if she’s ok.” The Headmaster reassured them as he said with a bit of a worry. John felt worried about this when he was hearing them about Nurse Annie. He tried to ignore it now as he then ran back up to his room.

Before he knows it, it would be the next morning. He took his time yesterday to just doze off and to play with the toys he has as usual. Once he was woken up properly, he would be on his daily routine as he gets dressed up for school. However, he noticed that Nurse Annie was not there to greet him. He tried to shrug it off as he headed out the door and to grab his things from the locker room. When he was walking there, he stopped at the headmaster’s office to see his headmaster sitting at his desk with his hands covering his face. He looked like he had seen his loved one passed away, but it’s not the case. He turned to John’s direction and only waved at him. John finds that odd as he then continues to walk. 

He walks slowly on the sidewalk as he notices Nick and his friends further ahead. He wasn’t in the mood to be in another drama as he can’t get the feeling out of his head as if something was wrong. As he walked into school, he was about to head past front office when suddenly, he heard from the TV inside about a murder. He stopped in his tracks as he peeked in to see some teachers and faculty shocked about what was saying. 

The news played as the reporter explains about a murder occurred yesterday about a man breaking into someone’s house. It was explained about how the intruder broke into the person’s house and proceeded to chop the person into pieces. The murderer soon committed suicide afterwards as it was indicated that it was the victim’s ex-boyfriend who happened to be a serial killer. The reporter revealed the victim’s name, Ann Lusen Mia, a nurse that works at the orphanage from where John stays at.

John couldn’t believe what he had just heard. His body started to shake in anger as a tear shed down his cheek. He was panting while trying to calm himself as he then bolted away.

He ran all the way back to the orphanage as he didn’t bat an eye to anyone he ran by. He ran into his room as he slammed the door shut as he covered his head into his pillow.

“WHY?!?! WHY DID SHE DESERVE THAT?!?!?!” John yelled out as he started to cry uncontrollably as he kept the pillow to his face. “I HATE THIS PLACE!!!! I HATE EVERYONE!!!!!” John yelled out again as his emotions are uncontrollable at this point. He doesn’t know what to do now. He feels the only defender he had has left him to suffer. He feels an empty void in his head that cannot be filled. At this point, he knows that he can only defend himself from the world he is now left in.

[riskeith]

hi babe, hope you slept well.. ♥️

answering on the phone is just *takes screenshots* *opens tumblr app* *switch between screenshots and answering* do you also put on my messages on the laptop and answering with your phone usually, because that’s what i do lmao sjshdks. thank god for technology.

(I LOVE BEING CALLED BRO.. i believe that i would’ve been a dudebro in another life tbh..) there is? i’m not super immersed in the fandom actually so i had no idea, do you have any examples? ofc only if you wanna talk about it i know these topics can sometimes be annoying to think about. also you’re right! ‘don’t like don’t read’ is the law. follow it. i can’t believe how some people have the nerve to talk about what other people do creatively... yikes

you should if you ever find yourself not knowing what to read! i think their fics were some of my first in the fandom and they set the bar so high hehe. dude i love how oikawa just wants to see kageyama burn it’s so funny..... he’s so cocky about it while kageyama’s just his moody self. speaking of; one of my fave fics of yours is the swapping jerseys one!

WTF 😭 BABY POOLS AND POOL FLOATIES..... razor please come back to us please. sidenote but do you also think that his powers are 5 star level? hes soo powerful it’s so odd how he’s only 4 star haha... or maybe it’s just me being biased.

YEAH! THE SAVING SCENE IS SO AHHHHH. god especially if they have dialogue while person a is hurting and person b just spills all their feelings and becomes so erratic and scared and person a is like holy shit you love me.... and after everything is okay there’s still some awkwardness and tension and aaa.... 💢💔

OOO. sadly the ps5 is always out of stock it’s crazy how fast it sold out. but i mean it makes sense it’s arguably the most popular console so.. hopefully they restock soon. last of us is such a fun game! and the second part is ~gay~ which is always a plus. i’m not sure which memes you mean? tell me 👁 HAHA that makes sense actually omg... lumine and aether reunion won’t happen until like two years if the updates keep coming the way they are (STOP THAT WOULD ACTUALLY BE SO FUNNY.... like hello if you want to unlock the rest of the story you either gacha $pin for it or you imagine it yourself love ♥️😗) talking about this makes me wonder what the other worlds might look like....

your followers are just here to witness us planning our co-op date sjsjdkdjskz. speaking of,,, hehe. i have some fantastic news. i’m at ar level 11 right now and co-op unlocks at level 16... i might just reach that tomorrow (today for you) so i’m just saying hehehehehehehehehehehe.... 😏♥️

BOWL CUT. my cutie little baby. also mullet? sounds nice omg you will probably rock that look... 😳 i’m a non mullet supporter but if cluna has a mullet then call me a yeehaw mullet lover i suppose. can’t believe my wife is a cowboy. OMG YEAH IT MUST FEEL SO NICE your head went bzz bzz. how long did it take for them to accept it? and yeah god ikr some people take hair so seriously which is fair but also i’ve never understood it... like it grows out..? wow you really went from a ballet girl to punk rock style huh. i feel like you’re the both sides of the ‘she was a punk she did ballet’ meme.

memo fic is a jealous fic? mmm smells good. I FIGURED jshdjdkhsjs slow songs are just not your forte, huh? rip. langst is the best yet worst thing ever tbh. and YEAH I DO we’re truly 🤝 ok literally mood sometimes it’s just nice to talk about how much you love a character through another character in a fic yk? so what if this 2k fic contains 1k words about how beautiful oikawa looks? it’s what iwa feels <3 (YOU’RE LEARNING!!!!!!! THATS SO EXCITING!! i guess you just have to drive me around, huh?)

oh i’m in love i’m with that fic my girl. and i knew about that spoiler it’s kind of hard to miss it since it’s everywhere skdhdkdhdk... god, that sounds so good thank you for sharing it. pining iwaizumi hajime >>>>>>>> the air i need to exist 🥺 

THE DAY IS SO SOON CLUNA, it’s literally here soooo soon holy shit i just can’t wait. i played for almost 6 hours today in a row like an idiot and now i never wanna see hilichurls again in my life but hey, one step closer to my baby. prepare yourself.. 😏

AWWW i had a feeling you’d be a tea person. but omg tea effects your sleep? how late is too late for you to drink it? what’s your favorite flavors? 👁 and i’m addicted to both shdkdhsks. i say addicted bc i literally have 6 cups of tea per day easily and like.. 1 or 2 coffee cups per day. it’s really bad but i can’t stop so.. 🙇🏽‍♀️

COLLEGE BOYFIES CLUNA. COLLEGE BOYFIES WITH DIP DYE HAIR. imagine them doing each other’s make up and nails before going to concerts together. imagine xiao in euphoria kind of make up. holy shit. here’s something for your overwhelmed heart jsdhjshska. xiaoven soulmates girl, no doubt about it. THE EDIT THE EDIT THE EDIT!!!! they just look so beautiful. we need scenes with them like Asap. the edit is based on a fic... notes down.

can’t wait to see your screenshots. super excited!!

xo, m.a. (i almost wrote my name down in a haste shshskdjdk... although you’ll find it out soon...)

hiya!! i slept alright~ ahaha

:o that’s smart! but no i don’t LOL whether i’m on my phone or my laptop i just continuously scroll up and down fhdskjfkhsdf i think that’s why i come close to missing some paragraphs some times oops. yay for the ~wonders of technology~

(AIGHT NICE AHAHHA fhsdkjfsh does that mean you’re a bit of a tomboy?) actually coincidentally i came across this thread: https://twitter.com/maxatsuomi/status/1350145589296685057 which gives you an idea lmao (also some things on there i wasn’t even aware of wtf) EXACTLY??? it’s even worse when non content creators try to come for content creators like?????????/ um you’re getting all this food for FREE and yet?????? lmfao the nerve of some people

i def will!! FKJSHFDSKJ yeah that do be their dynamic lolol. and thank you!! i too think i snapped on that one 😩😩 glad others agree ahahah

i actually haven’t really seen him in combat... and when we could trial him i was too busy trying to pass the quests to focus on how he fought fhdkfhsdkfjshf but i do think his abilities are cool!! he have wolf above head 🥺

YEAHHH BOYEEEEEEEEEEE god that reminds me of a scene from a drarry fic (What We Pretend We Can't See wink wonk)

oh damn!! hope they restock soon for your sake~ yissss ive watched a playthrough and omg lev.... my Son. i don’t think i can find the memes again but it was just about the bugs like how if you throw a grenade on the highway everyone will run out of their cars like a flashmob or something hfskfhsdjfkds. (LMAOOOOO) there’s actually a trailer with the other worlds! https://youtu.be/TAlKhARUcoY (it has spoilers tho supposedly lol. none we understand rn at least)

hdsfkhjs. omg you absolute legend!!!! but i also hope that you’re taking care of yourself and prioritising the important things too fhsfhdksdhf. but i am excited hehehehehe

AHHAAHKFHDSKJFSD pls... once i saw someone with an actual proper mullet on the bus and i was like “ew... keith would look like this irl?” FJSDHKFSAHKDASHDFSDJFKJFDSHFKJS. but what can i say i got influenced by all the kpop bois 😔 and hmmm idk? i think my dad didn’t care too much but ik my mum did/does fhsfskfsdfhkf so who knows lollllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. IT REALLY DOES GROW OUT LMAO LIKE. fhkshkfsdkj my cousin called me a rockstar when she saw it LOL so you’re prob right 🤪

yeah slow songs really just. aren’t LMAO ‘behind this mask of mine’ was based on a slow bts song and i put it in the playlist i had for it (bc obviously) but i wanted to skip it every time hfksjdhfskjdfhskfdkfhkslfhadksfjsdjhfkashkfjsdh. EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!! you are so correct. (hehehe i was gonna say that too that you don’t need to drive bc it’ll take you around 😏 LMAO)

fhkdsj thank!! legit pining iwa.......... more like pining ME mayhaps i just be self projecting 🤪🤪

lolol dw i can fight the hilichurls for you 😩 also who’s your fave enemy to fight! i used to like fighting the treasure hoarders most but the hilichurls are cute.. FHSKJDHFSDFKJSD plus i need their fucking masks my god why are their drop rates so shit hfsdhjfks

i’m not too sure actually? i’ve never been up early enough to test it but i like drinking tea like after dinner... which is the problem AHAHA. hmm well i like matcha a lot LOL but also chai? and then like black tea.... all the other ones too... i used to drink some fruity ones which were nice but we have a lot of the like basic chinese ones at home too and i enjoy those as well lol. wbu?? omg.... m.a........... dfhksdfkjhfkjshfksjd that’s a lot!!!!!!! do you even need to drink water then HKDSJFHKSDFHDKDSHFJKSDH

omg............. ive never seen euphoria LOL but ............. omg ...................... i cannot process thoughts rn.....

xoxo!! c.r. (you mean bc we’ll be playing co-op? you don’t have to if you’re uncomfy fhdskjf my genshin name was literally ‘aether’ up until yesterday FHDFHSDKFSDFJSHFKSDF)

[foxyotomelady]

It wasn’t supposed to be, Chapter V (JuminxOC/Reader)

Author’s notes:

Wow, this chapter came out quite long :o

The slow burn continues~

Chapter I | Chapter II | Chapter III | Chapter IV | Chapter V (You are here) | Chapter VI | Chapter VII |  Chapter VIII | Chapter IX | Chapter X | Chapter XI | Chapter XII | Chapter XIII | Chapter XIV | Chapter XV | Chapter XVI |

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It's been several days since Riyu joined RFA. During this time the girl seemed to cheer up somehow, she was not so tense, less often he saw her motionless in deep thought. Something has changed. Like every morning, they ate breakfast together, and the girl pampered Elizabeth the 3rd, giving her scraps of her food. "You seem less stressed lately," Jumin said. Riyu blinked, "And I seemed stressed before?" "Yes." "Maybe it's because I finally have something to do." "Ah, yes, how are you dealing with inviting guests?" "Very efficiently, I've already convinced a few. Others help me a lot, they send me suggestions."

"I see," Jumin took a sip of coffee and tried to focus his eyes on the magazine. Recently, he found himself staring at the girl too often and he trying to fight it. "Besides, everyone is nice to me. And they are funny." "Funny? Yes, I understand why you can see them as funny." "But you rarely log in. Is this my fault?" Jumin raised an eyebrow, refusing to show any emotion, "Why do you think so?" "Because I suspect it must be embarrassing for you. But no one is making fun of our situation since I asked for it." "Believe me, jokes will start as soon as I get back there." Riyu rested her cheek on her hand, with an elbow on the table, with a sigh, "What a pity. Have you even seen my profile?" "I didn't pay attention. Is it important for some reason?" "Do you remember when I told you I once had a dog?" The girl put down her coffee cup, got up from her place, walked along the table and stopped next to him, "I set his photo on the background." Jumin's heart started beating quickly when Riyu leaned close to him, wanting to show him the screen of her phone. He heard her quiet breathing, felt the warmth of her body, the smell of her shampoo fell into his nose. "I thought you might want to see him. I know you love animals like me." "I-I see," He whispered, adjusted his tie, and examined the photo. It was a small dog, a mongrel, with a short mouth, clapped ears and protruding teeth. "What was his name?" "Hige." "That's a weird name." "Not at all!" Riyu was outraged and lightly hit him on the shoulder with an open hand. This gesture completely dazed him. "Have you ever watched Wolf's Rain anime?" "I haven't watched any anime. It's a waste of time." "What? You've got to be kidding me! I have to show you a few, then you'll change your mind. Hige is one of the characters from this anime." "Your favorite, I guess. Oh... your avatar." "Ah, yes. I just wanted to show everyone how lucky I'm to hug this beautiful cat." The girl returned to her place and tapped something on the phone. For some reason, he became interested and worried about who she could write with. "Maybe I'll actually start logging in more often," He wondered aloud. "It would be nice to talk to you there sometimes," Riyu smiled charmingly. Jumin looked away, massaged his temple, "Tell me, do you really care to get along or is it just your game?" The girl's face immediately took on a sharper expression. Her sweet smile disappeared, "Listen, someday, you want it or not, we'll be family in some way. So yes, I care about getting along." "Family..." Jumin frowned. "Are you really ready to marry my father?" The girl apparently swallowed, "Yes." "Why? Do you really want to torment yourself for money?" "I don't care about his money. And no, I don't torment myself." "Do you know that you are really bad at pretending and lying?" "So you should see when I tell the truth. So you should see that I really don't care about money." Yes, that was the strangest thing... He was really starting to believe that money wasn't her goal at all. But he had no idea what could it be. "If you don't do it for money, why?" She did not answer him, so he continued, "Just don't say you actually have any feelings for my father. You despise him. You even loathe talking with him." "That's not true," The girl shook her head. "I like to talk to him." "So why has my father recently complained to me that you rarely pick up calls from him?" "I just rarely have my phone with me." "From what I understood, you like to write on the messenger with others. So you must have your phone in your hand quite often." The girl narrowed her eyes, she was angry, "What is this? An interrogation?" He looked up at her and had to not control his cold eyes, because Riyu backed away, shuddered? Then her phone rang. They both looked at the screen. What timing! His father just called. Riyu stiffened. "Won't you answer?" Jumin asked. The girl looked at him furiously, then grabbed the phone, and when he heard this artificially sweet voice, he immediately regretted that he provoked her to pick up. "Good morning, Mr. Han! Ah, I'm just eating breakfast with your son. How are your business matters?" Jumin barely swallowed bites of food and sips of coffee when he heard her babbling to his father. He felt sick, his throat tightened. Their conversation on the phone lasted about fifteen minutes, so quite a long time for them. As if the girl wanted to prove something to him.

When she finally hung up the phone, she didn't look at him. In silence, she returned to eating her leftover breakfast. Jumin felt uncomfortable... He felt... guilty.

"I'm sorry," He sighed. "You don't have to do this anymore. Don't force yourself to talk to him."

"I don't force myself," She answered gruffly.

"Why can't you be honest with me?"

"I'm honest," Another lie. "I want to marry your father. I may seem uncomfortable with him, but it's because we still have to get used to each other. In time, I will feel at ease with him."

Jumin put down his coffee, put the magazine away, and got up from the table. Riyu eyes followed him, "Won't you finish your breakfast?" "I've lost my appetite." Jumin headed for the exit, but before he left he heard a quiet 'Have a nice day at work' behind him.

[Jumin Han has entered the chat room]  Riyu: Seven, the weird hacker you suggested as a guest  Riyu: want my IP -_-  Riyu: I don't think it wise to give it to him 707: Give him my IP  707: I will send it to u thro message  707: if he tries to break into my phone 707: I'll just 707: destroy him 707: 

Riyu: hello, Jumin.  Jumin Han: yes, hello.  707: JuJu!  707: You finally appeared! 707: I missed you! 707: 

Jumin Han: The feeling is not mutual  707: so sharp T-T  Riyu: hehe, don't be sad Seven, he's kidding  Jumin Han: I'm not 707: lolololol Riyu  707: you're acting like a mom  707: oops! it wasn't right  707: since soon you will actually be Jumin's mother 707: lololololol  Jumin Han: 

Jumin Han: you see, Riyu?  Jumin Han: I told you what would start as soon as I came back here Riyu: Seven -_- 707: sorry T-T 707: I couldn't help myself 707: it was stronger than me! 707: this huge urge to make a joke T-T 707: it's just painfull T-T Riyu: you know what else would be painful? Riyu: me smacking you straight in the face 707: Oooh~ 707: I get excited just now~ 707: 

Riyu: sigh... -_-' Jumin Han: 

707: but Riyu I want to ask you something  Riyu: don't 707: you can 707: choose between two rich guys 707: and you decided to 707: go after Mr. Chairman? 707: do you have a thing for older guys? lolololol Riyu: no, I don't and it isn't funny, Seven  707: but when I think about it 707: Jumin is also older than you 707: so why Mr. Chairman? Riyu: seriously Seven, it's not funny Jumin Han: yes, stop this Luciel Jumin Han: don't you see she's uncomfortable? 707: oh, you get so protective over her again lololol 707: but what about u JuJu? 707: aren't u jealous that she prefers your father over you? lol [Riyu has left the chat room] Jumin Han:... 707: oh.... 707: it was too much? 707: I'm so sorry T-T 707: I didn't mean to offend you, Riyu T-T Jumin Han: Seven, Jumin Han: you're supposed to be a genius Jumin Han: so how is it you don't know how to use your brain? [Jumin Han has left the chat room] Jumin regretted that he decided to log in to the chat room. He just wanted to talk to Riyu and from all of people, she was accompanied by Seven. He thought for a long moment, tapping his fingers on the desk surface, and finally dialed the girl's number.  "Yes?" Her voice was washed of emotion when she answered.  Jumin didn't know what to say, "Is everything... Are you all right?"  "Yes."  She was definitely not all right. And Jumin felt a great need to change it somehow, "You said in the morning that you would like to show me some animes."  "Yes, what about this?"  "I think I would like to see some. Maybe at the evening? I'll try to left from work earlier today."

Jaehee was not happy that he had left work earlier because he had left her extra paperwork, but for some reason he wanted to fulfill the promise he made to Riyu. When he returned to the building and entered the apartment, he felt a strange smell. Did Riyu order dinner for them? But she wasn't in the kitchen and the food wasn't waiting for him on the table.  "Riyu?"  "I'm here," Her voice came from the living room.  So he headed there and before his eyes, an unusual view appeared. Riyu had already prepared several DVDs, probably with those animes that she wanted to show him. A blanket lay on the floor in front of the sofa. A box of pizza next to it - the strange smell coming from it. "I'm ready for our movie night," She said with a smile and sat back comfortably on the blanket, "If you need to refresh yourself after work, I'll give you only a moment. Be brief while the pizza is still warm."  Jumin was completely stunned, "Shouldn't we have dinner first?"  "This is our dinner!"  "Pizza? It's rather unhealthy." Riyu rolled her eyes, "Once in a while you can let yourself eat junk food. Come on, hurry up, or I'll start without you." So he went to refresh himself quickly and allowed himself to take off his jacket and stay in his shirt, he also took off his tie. When he returned to the living room, Riyu was already turning on the movie, "Hurry up, it's starting!"  A little hesitantly he sat down next to her, on a blanket and leaned his back on the sofa behind him, "Why are we sitting on the blanket?"  "It's better this way."  Jumin raised an eyebrow, "Is it? It's not good for your spine."  "Seriously, Jumin?"  "You also forgot to prepare plates and cutlery." "We don't need them for pizza!"  "So how are we supposed to eat?"  "Using our hands?" The girl reached for a piece of pizza into the box, dipped its tip in the sauce, then tilted her head back and directed the piece of pizza to her mouth. She bit off a fragment and began to chew it.  "It doesn't look very elegant," He stated at this view but couldn't help smiling. In fact, it didn't look elegant. It looked cute. The girl handed him a piece of pizza, "Eat, watch and relax. Apparently, you need it more than I do."  "Do you think that I don't take time to relax? That's not true, I think that relaxation is a very important part of life and work. When I need to relax, I go to a grape farm."  "It must be a very pleasant way to relax, but I promise you that the ways of the commoners also have their charm." So for the next hour, they watched anime, ate pizza and sat on a blanket. For Jumin, it was a completely new and unexpectedly pleasant experience. He actually felt relaxed. He stretched one leg forward, the other bent at the knee and put his elbow on it. The girl was sitting cross-legged next to him. They watched intently, sometimes exchanging comments. When they watched a few episodes and took a short break before the next, Jumin felt the need to say something. "I don't understand why this Hige is your favorite character. He is clumsy, irresponsible and only thinks about food and women."  Riyu chuckled and then shrugged, "When I was younger I thought he was cute." "Do you still think so?"  "Hmm. I still appreciate him because when he fell in love, he remained loyal to one woman for the rest of his life."  "If you really want to marry my father, you must be ready that he is not like that. He is not loyal. He has problems remaining faithful." The girl looked away, "You don't have a good opinion about your father." "On the contrary. I value him very much. But I know how he is when it comes to women."  Suddenly, Riyu's phone rang. The girl twitched, suddenly turned pale, but reached for her cell phone.  "You don't have to pick up if-"  "It's Seven. Ha! Let's see what he has to say." Riyu picked up a call in hands-free mode. "Riyu~ You picked up! I'm so happy~!" "What do you want, Seven? I'm busy watching anime and eating pizza."  "Whaaa? Do you value pizza and anime more than me?"  "It depends how sorry you are for your jokes."  "I'm terribly sorry, I am begging you on my knees for forgiveness!"  "I think you should also apologize to Jumin. That matter concerns him as much as me."  "I will certainly apologize to him!"  "You can do it now. He's here with me and you're on a speaker." Jumin barely suppressed a laugh. This girl... She was really something.  "Whaaa? Jumin is there with you watching anime and eating pizza? I can't believe it! You have to take a picture!"  "Where is your apology, Seven?"  "Huh?"  "I'm counting to five. If you don't apologize at that time, I'll hang up and never forgive you. Five... Four..." "Wait!"  "Three... Two..."  "JuJu, I'm so sorry! I'm on my knees now! I swear!"  Riyu burst out laughing and this time he couldn't stand it either. Agitated by her good mood, he laughed softly.  "Did Jumin Han just laugh ?! What a pity I'm not recording this because nobody will believe me!"  "Jumin," Riyu turned to him. "Do you think we can accept such an apology?"  "I think so, exceptionally."  "You're in luck today, Seven. Bye ~!" "I think he got his lesson, but since it's Seven, I doubt he'll ever stop fooling around," Jumin concluded.  Riyu sighed, "I know."  Suddenly something white flashed past them. The girl looked at the pizza box, "Oh no!" Then she jumped to her feet and ran somewhere, "Elizabeth, you can't eat that!"  Jumin got up quickly and hurried after the girl, "Did she steal a piece of pizza?"  Riyu just squatted and picked up a piece of pizza from the floor. She breathed a sigh of relief, "She must have dropped it along the way."  "She hid under the furniture. Your scream must have scared her."  "Most importantly, she didn't eat that." Suddenly Elizabeth ran out from under the furniture and fell straight into Riyu's legs. The girl stepped back so as not to stop on the cat, as a result of which she tripped over its small figure or maybe over her own legs.  Jumin reacted faster than he could think about it. He reached out one arm and the girl fell on it with her back. His fingers reflexively pressed around her waist. Riyu looked up at his face, slightly dazed. Her skin was soft, her eyes deep, her lips slightly parted. Jumin felt he was getting hot, and a strange thought flashed through his head... but he quickly chased it away.  He helped the girl stand straight on the floor and took his hand away. "Um... Thank you," She said, apparently embarrassed. He wasn't looking at her, "No problem. It wouldn't be good if you'd break your arm or something like that." "Yes, your father would not be pleased." "I wouldn't be pleased either." The girl was silent for a moment, then snorted softly, "Is this your way of saying that you care about me?" "I never said I don't care about you," He slowly turned to face her again and it was a big mistake. Now he could see that she was blushing and it make his heart race once more. "Will we go back to watching..?" Riyu suggested shyly.  Jumin nodded stiffly. He didn't even think about checking if Elizabeth the 3rd had been hurt. They just came back in front of the TV, sat down on the blanket and Riyu turned on another episode. At first it was awkward between them, but eventually, they both relaxed again. They watched anime till late at night. The ending was surprisingly brutal and sad.  Jumin noticed Riyu's lips tightening and her eyes sparkling. Was she stopping herself from crying?  "Are you all right?" He asked.  She sniffed loudly and rubbed her eyes, "Yes, yes. I just feel sad..."  Jumin raised his eyebrows, "Because of the movie?"  She nodded.  Cute. Incredibly cute.  "You shouldn't worry about it. It didn't really happen."  "I know, I know... But it's stronger than me." Jumin looked at his watch and only then realized how late it really was, "Ah, I should go to sleep now."  "I hope you won't be late for work tomorrow because of our movie night."  "Today, actually. It's past midnight. But don't worry about it. That was a surprisingly nice experience. I think I would like to repeat that sometime."  "All right, but next time you choose a movie."  Jumin nodded and rose from the blanket. The girl followed in his footsteps and started cleaning up, but he stopped her immediately, "Leave it. The Maid will take care of it."  "Ah, yes," She replied and straightened up. "I'm still not used to it."  They stood silently facing each other for a moment. Finally, Jumin broke the silence, "I have to admit I was wrong about you."  "What?"  "Someone like you - loving animals and crying at movies - cannot be a crafty gold-digger. Even if you can be quite bold and fierce at times as well."  "Uh... thank you?"  "Riyu... If you don't care about my father's money... Why are you doing this? You can be honest with me."  The girl's face narrowed instantly. She looked at her feet, "I'm honest. I just want to be with him." After these words, mumbled faintly, she moved towards the guest room. As she was passing him, he grabbed her wrist and stopped her. Why? Why did he do that?  "J-Jumin?" Her voice shook slightly.  "I'm sorry," Jumin released her hand or rather force himself to release her. "You should go to sleep now as well. Goodnight."

[a-bit-too-much-of-a-zelda-fan]

LinkedUniverse Fanfic Ch. 12: Musings and Memories

Stop! You’ve Violated the Law!

So, you’ve stumbled upon this original post for my Linked Universe fanfiction. That’s okay, it happens to everyone. As of March 2021, I’ve uploaded the entirety of this fanfic to my Archive of Our Own page. Along with finally giving the story a name–Oops! All Links: A Linked Universe Story–I made substantial edits to some of the chapters. These range from minor stylistic revisions to fixing a gaping plot hole that kinda completely broke the character conflict in the earlier chapters. I also renamed and renumbered (but not reordered) the chapters. Specifically, this is now Chapter 14: Musings and Memories.

The AO3 iterations of these chapters are the definitive versions. So, if you would like to read this fanfiction, please do so on AO3, right here. With this embedded link. Hehe. Geddit? Link?

Note: My screen name on AO3 is FrancisDuFresne. Yes, that is me. I am not plagiarizing myself.

Anyway, for posterity’s sake, the rest of the original post is below the cut.

Next up in my @linkeduniverse fan narrative, the Links have made it through the worst of the forest and are finally on the way to their destination. Time is feeling a bit nostalgic, and Wild shares one of his own memories with his companions. Word Count: 2170

With the lightning of Urbosa’s Fury and the Thunder Spell gone, the forest returned to its gloom. Their lanterns still did little to help them. Wild took his Sheikah Slate off his belt and activated the map. Its blue light played across his face. After inspecting it, he put it back and pointed to his left. “This way. It’ll be three or so hours.”

“Let’s get going, then,” Four said.

They nodded and started in the direction Wild pointed. “Wild, are you going to keep that halberd?” Warrior asked.

The finely-crafted spear was fastened to their resident amnesiac’s baldric, next to his bow and Stalfos shield. The ax-like head of the weapon glinted in the dim lantern light. As weapons pulled free from half a fox’s corpse on a tree in the middle of a forest go, it was a nice find. “Yes, why?”

“Do you seriously just steal monsters’ weapons?”

Wild looked over his shoulder at his companion. They were both raised as knights, and Warrior certainly acted like it. He always kept his armor and weapons in tip-top shape. Wild knew how to do all that but saw no reason why not to just take weapons he came across. “Yes. I’m not going to leave a good weapon like this go to waste.”

Warrior shrugged. “Whatever floats your boat,” he said.

“It does,” Wild replied.

The Links walked in silence a while. After an uneasy hour in the dark, the tree canopy began to thin, letting more light in. Within another hour, it was bright enough that they could extinguish their lanterns. The patchwork of sunbeams piercing gaps in the leaves spilled light on the forest floor. With lighter scenery came lighter moods.

Time and Twilight felt a serenity neither expected, given recent events. They were both raised in forests, and this stroll reminded them of home. For Time, it tasted bittersweet. He was bullied by Mido and desperately wanted his own fairy, but overall, life in the Kokiri Forest had been kind to him. He cast aside his thoughts of regret and guilt. He whistled a tune he hadn’t in many, many years.

The song carried to the rest of them. It was a simple, cheerful melody. Its lightheartedness resonated with them deep down, like they had known it all their lives. A sudden, inexplicable urge to dance struck them. Wind looked up to the one-eyed hero walking by his side. Time didn’t seem to notice he was whistling at all. “What’s that?” Wind asked.

“Hm?”

“That song. What are you whistling?”

“Oh, that?” Time said with a chuckle. He rubbed the back of his hand with one hand. “My best friend used to play that song on her Ocarina all the time. She asked me to play it whenever I wanted to talk to her.”

“Do you?” Sky asked.

Time sighed. “Yes. I would give anything to hear her voice again.”

“What happened to her?” Hyrule asked. “I mean, if you don’t mind me asking.”

The oldest of the heroes looked up into the tree canopy. “She became a sage, one of the seven that sealed Ganon away. ‘Saria, the Sage of Forest.’ Has a ring to it, huh? Once I returned to my own time, I couldn’t call her anymore. Goddesses, do I miss her.”

Twilight sidled up next to Time and put his hand on his friend’s shoulder. “If it’s any consolation,” he said, “I’ve got a friend I can’t talk to anymore.”

Most of them could relate in one way or another. Wind smiled, reminiscing on his adventures with the King of Red Lions, Linebeck, and Ciela. “Ha, try three.”

“Or try…” Wild began. He went silent, thinking better of speaking his mind.

After a moment of awkward silence, Hyrule tried to break the tension. “It’s not a contest, you know.

“Only people losing contests say that,” Wind said.

The nine heroes had a good laugh at that. As they walked, the woods became even thinner and more light came in. It was as if their surroundings reflected a positive turn in their journey. They entered a pitch-black forest, fought off seventeen Hinox, and were finally making their way to out into the brightness of day.

“Speaking of that halberd,” Sky started, “Wild, you were amazing with that thing! Where’d you learn to do that?

Wild kept looking ahead of them. “It was part of my knight’s training growing up. I’m also good with a claymore… and pretty much anything, really.”

“Anything?” Wind asked. His voice was charged with excited curiosity.

“Yeah, I guess. I’ve used three-pronged, razor-sharp boomerangs—those things are brutal.”

“Wait, seriously?” Twilight interjected. “What if you don’t catch it the right way?”

“Uh…” Wild trailed off. He frowned and crossed his arms. Thirty seconds passed before he shrugged and admitted “Huh, I guess I never considered that.”

“You’re kidding me,” Legend said, putting his hands on his hips. “There’s no way even a weapons expert like you can pull that stunt off. Hell, there’s no way that kind of weapon even exists.”

Wild stopped walking. He turned around to his friends. “You don’t believe me?”

Four raised his hand and waggled it, as if saying I mean, kinda. “Fine,” Wild said. “I’ve got proof.”

“Really?!” Wind blurt out. He didn’t doubt Wild at all; he just wanted to see whatever this proof was. “Do you have one?”

Wild was unhooking his Sheikah Slate from his belt as he said “unfortunately, no. I broke the last one.”

“Aww…”

“I do, however,” he continued, tapping the screen on, “have a video.”

This was met with looks of confusion. Heads tilted, eyebrows cocked, and brows furrowed, they clearly didn’t know what Wild was talking about. “You guys have no idea what a video is, do you?”

Time smiled and shook his head. “Not in the slightest.”

“It’s basically a photo, but it takes so many shots that when they’re played really fast, the image looks like it’s moving. It also records sound. Purah, my Sheikah friend who developed the camera rune on my Slate, eventually created this new rune.”

“Well, let’s see it!” Sky urged.

They all wanted to see this. Not only was it new technology none of them knew, but it was apparently proof of this boomerang. With a few taps, Wild brought up the video. He waved the others over to him, who huddled around him to get good a look at the Sheikah Slate. Wild tapped the center of the screen.

The screen lit up with the image of a vast field with rolling hills. The Links watched in awe as the clouds and grass moved. Before they could get over the shock of a moving picture, a miniature Wild walked into the frame. His hair was considerably shorter. His right hand was hidden behind his back.

“Come on, Link!” a girl’s voice called from out of frame. “Throw it already!”

“Okay, okay,” he called back. The real Wild knew it was coming but was thrown off-guard nonetheless by hearing his own voice. He was still getting over the fact that he sounded different to everyone else than to himself. He felt a pang of longing when he heard Zelda’s voice; another incentive for him and his other selves to finish this and return to their own worlds.

A gasp from his friends snapped Wild out of his thoughts and back to the video. His video self took his hand from behind his back and raised a Lizal tri-boomerang. The screen zoomed and focused on the lethal weapon; Zelda evidently decided a detail-shot would be a nice addition. Wild took a moment to appreciate her attention to detail.

The boomerang had three jagged prongs branching off a leather-bound handle. To the others, it seemed that just touching the blades would break skin. They weren’t far off. The hero shifted it in his hand, letting light reflect off the shiny, almost-black surface. Zelda zoomed back out to show Wild’s face. He raised it above his head and grinned.

Zelda zoomed as far out as possible now. “Three!” she shouted. “Two! One! Throw!”

The miniature Wild whipped his hand forward and let the boomerang go. The deadly weapon spun rapidly up into the sky. It cleaved through the air, flying in a wide ark. Zelda was having trouble following it exactly, but they could track it by the sunlight glinting off its blades. Nearly fifty yards out, it started to circle back.

The other Links didn’t know it, but they were all holding their breath. How could Wild possibly catch that? they thought. The real Wild smiled, knowing exactly how he had caught it. The boomerang was coming in hot, closing distance. There was something wrong, though. It hadn’t turned back far enough. It was heading straight for Zelda.

The Princess realized this crucial fact too late to get out of the way. She was paralyzed. The cruel weapon would certainly be the end of her. She let out a shriek. Just then, a rush of brown and blue whipped across the screen. THUD. The camera panned to the side to see Wild lying on his side on the grass.

Zelda was clearly rushing to his side by the way the camera was bouncing and shaking. “Link!” she cried. “Are you alright?”

Wild slowly rose to a stand, holding his right shoulder with his left hand. In his right hand was the boomerang. The monstrous weapon was gripped firmly by its handle. By the indifference playing across his features, Wild was only mildly surprised that he made the catch. Zelda was caught between thanking him and apologizing, neither of which coming out quite right.

“Don’t worry about it,” Wild said finally. “Your father did give me a job to do, after all.”

The Sheikah Slate suddenly went dark, then lit back up to show twelve tiny images laid out in a grid. The real Wild turned it off hooked it back onto his belt. He turned to face his friends. They were all dumbstruck. Their jaws had dropped. It took a moment before they let out the breaths they just realized they had been holding. “Did you…” Four whispered, “did you seriously do that?”

Wild gave a sheepish smile and rubbed the back of his head. “Yeah.”

“Whoa…” Wind managed. “How?”

“I didn’t really think about it,” Wild admitted. “I saw it heading for Zelda and knew I had to catch it, so I did.”

Shaking his head with a toothy grin, Legend said “Okay, I take it back. That was masterful.”

Sky was especially taken back. He had never thrown a boomerang in his life. Throwing a wooden one and catching it seemed hard already, let alone one with only a one-in-four chance you catch the end that doesn’t cut your hand off. He supposed his closest equivalent was his Beetle, but that only took moving his forearm to steer.

“That was crazy,” Four said. “You need a lot of coordination to be able to catch that properly.” Then, pointing his thumb at his chest, “and I know coordination.”

Their minds returned to the fight in the cave, when Four used his Sword’s power to split himself into four fragments of himself. They slew Stalfos left and right in perfect unison. Yes, the others confirmed, He does know coordination. “Still,” Four resumed, “I have to admit you were amazing.”

Warrior looked up at the sky. From what he could see between the leaves, it was getting darker. He wasn’t in the mood to be in this forest in the dark again. “We need to keep moving. It shouldn’t be much longer, should it?”

Wild consulted his map. “Yeah. One more hour and we’ll be out.”

A sigh ran through the group. It was about time. They were shocked that even after everything, they would hit their destination before sundown. This put a pep in their step as they resumed their walk.  Before they knew it, they were leaving the forest behind them. After several days of walking, and more fights than were welcome, they finally made it. This town was neither burning nor illusory, for which the heroes were thankful.

“Friends,” Wild started, “after much ado, welcome to the Town of Selggog.”

“It’s about time,” Legend said. “Feels like we’ve been trying to get here forever.”

Four cocked his head. “Odd name for a town, huh?”

“Link is an odd name for a legendary hero,” Time joked.

“Hey!” the others objected in unison. They exchanged glances and burst into laughter. The Links were their own persons with their own lives, but something bound them all together. Perhaps their sense of humor was just one more thing that they all shared. For all their differences, it was this solidarity that united them in hardship.

Not bothering to stifle a yawn, Hyrule managed “well, what are we waiting for? We’re not going to get any shuteye just standing here.”

“My thoughts exactly,” Twilight agreed. “Let’s go on, then.”

So, they did.

[ashhonestgirl]

The Daily Life Of An Undertail Fangirl: The WaterPark w/ skeletons compay pt1

(Sorry to ruin my other part of the story to give a.. well a story. Base around what I did today. Hope you enjoy ~Hg)

*6:30 am* (yup ik I'm crazy & this did happen)

Hg: *yells from the top of the stairs* SANS, RED, BLUE, BLACK. COME ON! WE CANT BE LATE!

*Ash runs downstairs and drop her bag that has sunscreen, a towel, waterproof case, and extra clothing. She both happy and excited to be going to the waterpark today *

S: *yawn and grabs a bag* We are coming just hold ... *Blue runs past Sans. He too excited for his own good he looks like he is shaking*

B: Come on today is the day. It finally stopped raining after a month and we are not busy. So we can be together in peace. *Ash jumps on Blue's back.*

Hg: Blue I can't wait!! I don't know what are we going to do first!

B: Same here Ash!

Hg: Did you make sure that papyrus and everyone bro coming too?

B: Yup. Paps says he going to get us in his car. And I think Edge is going to take Slim and my bro and meet us there.

Hg: good *hear grumbles from upstairs*

R: *yawns and rubs eye socket* Can someone please explain to me why the fuck are we getting up at 6 in the morning for this?!?! You know some of us like to sleep in now and again. Right?

Hg: I know but we have to bet traffic the park opens at nine. And I know how Paps drives kinda slow.

S: who is going to wake sleeping beauty from his sleep. Slim told me if it's not for his Royal guard routine. He won't get up. *raise his hands* I know, I'm not going to do it. If he's anything like Blue or Red I'm staying out of it.

(Blue and Red love their sleep. But they have a bad attitude when their sleep is disturbed. *cough* Red almost killed Sans like that *cough*)

Hg: *sighs* I'll do it. At least I know how to handle cranky people *gets off Blue and starts walking upstairs* wish me luck at least.

B: good luck Ash

*At Blackberry's Door*

*knock.. knock*

*Nobody came*

Hg: *sigh* ok then let's try this

*opens up the door to his room. Black is asleep on the bed. He's snoring quietly. Ash sits down on the bed close to Black. She smiles looking down at him*

*in head* you know even tho you can be a pain you still look so cute sleeping. *Ash put her hand on top of Black's shoulder and whisper in a motherly way* Black .. Sweety you need to get up. Today we are going to the water park and everyone is waiting for you. *all that she heard were mumbles and grunts* Black... Come on.

Bb: *in a tired voice* go away, mom... Five more mins please *Black curled under his blanket more. Ash couldn't help but giggle.*

Hg: ok. My little blackberry I'll get you in five minutes and if you don't get up when I get back you have to deal with your father *ash started to giggle more but controlled herself*

Bb: ok... Mom... Love u *falls back to sleep*

*Ash smiles and kiss Black's forehead. And walk out of the room. With a shitty grin on her face. And giggle*

R: So ...is he coming out?

Hg: No, but I need your help with something.. Just try your best not to die ok. *smiles*

R: *looks at Ash confused* what you need me to do?

Hg: Be my hus-bone *giggles*

R: *yells* What?!? *ash quickly cover is mouth*

S&B: what was that? *yell from downstairs*

Hg: shhh! *yell to sans and blue* nothing! *whispers to red*  Black think I'm his mom and I need you to play dad real quick so he gets up.

R: *smiles evilly* oh this going to be fun

*Ash and Red walk in Black's room*

Hg: Black please get up it been 5 min

Bb: mmm~ no *still sleepy*

R: *smiles and in a dad serious tone/ soft yell (idk)* BLACK YOU GET UP RIGHT NOW.

*Black jumps on his feet and see ash and Red roll on the floor laughing. He stops, thinks and blushes from embarrassment.*

Bb: *yells* you two are going to GET IT *Red and ash run out of his room still laugh*

B: is black up?

R: oh.. he's up alright *chuckles. Ash elbows red. Red stops laughing*

Hg: he will be down in one min *smiles*

S: good cause my bro is up the street.

Hg: ok

S: How did you wake him up?

Hg: tehe that's a secret I can't tell. *hears footstep coming from the stairs*

Bb: *yawns and looks at Red and ash piss off* morning everyone

All: morning

Hg: hehe are you ready to go *somewhat in baby voice*

Bb: *growls* yes I'm ready... Mom... Thank you so much.

Hg: hehe come on let's go *run pass the boys and giggles.* today is going to be a great day. I can just feel it *run onto the yard seeing Paps in his car.* Heya paps!

P: WELL HELLO THERE HUMAN. ARE YOU READY TO GO TO THE WATER PARK.

Hg: *jumps in the air with excitement* HELL YEA!!

P: LANGUAGE HUMAN ( lol sorry. Can't help but think about captain American say that) DID YOU MAKE SURE EVERYONE IS READY?

Hg: oops and yea I made sure Ahh!. *Blue jump on ash back*

B: I can't wait to go in the wave pool or be in the rapid river or try all the water slides.

S: *waves* hi bro. *Paps waves back* I'm more excited about the long lazy river.

P: *shakes head* OH COURSE YOU WOULD BE BROTHER.

R: I'm just glad we are going out even tho it's super early in the morning. *stares at ash cause it was her idea to wait up early. Little upset* but I would like to go on the thrill water rides.

Bb: *grabs everyone things and put it in the trunk* well I'm just going to relax

Hg: *look at black confused* you are not going to join the fun.

Bb: no I'm just going to read my book and try to enjoy myself and control myself

B: Can you at least come on one ride with me and ash or all of us... Please *puppy dog eyes power activated*

Bb: *grumbles* ugh fine one ride ok

Hg & B: yes!

P: COME ON EVERYONE IT'S TIME TO GO

*Everyone jumps into paps car. And try to the waterpark*

[emperorxeroki]

My Princess - Ch. 20

So…yeah. It’s been…a year??? Over a year??? That I have been gone and haven’t written anything for my stories. Anyway, no promises that I will get them back on track, but hey, who knows. I hope everyone had a good time during the holidays and wish you the best for the new year. Just gonna drop this here so you all know that I’m still alive (and yes, I do read all the comments I still get about writing my other stories). Thanks for your support!

-Xero

P.S – if anyone wants to talk about random stuff, I got a Tumblr and Discord account, just shoot me a message on here or on Tumblr

DISCLAMER: I DO NOT OWN LOVE LIVE CHARACTERS

My Princess – Ch. 20

Paring: Honoka x Umi

Rating: K

Notes: Requested by Guest

xXx

“If we are born again, in our next life, will you allow me to be by your side again?”

“…mi-chan…earth to Umi-chan? UMI-CHAN!” The loud shout in her ear startled Umi from her daze. Amber eyes widen in reflex, but quickly glared at the blue-eyed ginger who was currently pouting at her. She released her puffed cheeks and frowned, unhappy that Umi was not paying attention to her. “Geez, I’ve been calling you for a while now you know.”

“I apologize for not paying attention…but was it really necessary to yell in my ear Honoka?” Umi pointed out.

“Well, how else was I supposed to get your attention? You seemed like you were lost in Lala Land.” Honoka avoided eye contact, until suddenly, a wild idea popped in her mind. “I should have just kissed you!”

The ginger nodded to herself as if that was the most natural approach to get Umi’s attention. “That’s shameless!” Umi could feel her cheeks turning red. Honoka couldn’t help but grin at the reaction. Although her life was on the line, she could never help herself from not teasing her girlfriend. After all, Umi could never really stay mad at Honoka for long.

“Sooooo, whacha doing?” Curious blue eyes looked at Umi. They wanted answers for being ignored from earlier.

“You know how I was asked to write the play for our class right?” Umi received a nod from the ginger. Honoka was the one that gave the others the idea of using Umi’s writing. She knew Umi had always had a way with words. Umi had always been praised for her poems despite the other arguing that they were shameless. “Well, I’m stuck. I don’t know if I really want to end the story like how I did.”

Now that was something you don’t get to hear everyday from Umi. Because this was THE Sonoda Umi. Honoka had always believed that Umi could do anything. Well, sort of if you don’t count the many times Umi fainted from thinking about doing things that couples do.

“Honoka, are you even listening?”

“Huh?” The ginger gave a sheepish smile and rubbed the back of her head. “Hehe, oops.” Her response earned a small sigh from Umi.

“Why don’t I help you out then?” Blue eyes sparkled with anticipation. “Maybe, if you let me read what you have, I can give you some ideas!”

“That’s…” The blue haired girl blushed and mumbled the rest of response. “embarrassing…”

“Aw come on, it can’t be that bad.” Honoka was already looking though the other’s bag to find the manuscript. Despite the many refusals Umi was giving Honoka skimmed though the papers. Umi crawled into a fetal position and hid her face behind her hands.

Silence filled the orange colored classroom. The soft echoes other students practicing outside soon began to fade as the sun continued to set. Umi peeked from between her fingers to look at the other. To her surprise, Honoka was reading her script intently, which usually never happens because it would take just a few words before she fell asleep. Was her script that good? Or was it that bad? It wasn’t long before Honoka set down the pieces of papers followed by closing her eyes and crossing her arms.

“Is it that bad?” Umi couldn’t help but ask.

“What made you think of this kind of story?” Umi was stunned at the way Honoka was looking at her. The calmness in the other’s blue eyes gave her goosebumps, but behind that calmness, there was a hint of sadness. No, more like longing.

“Umi-chan?”

“A dream. I’m not sure when it started, but I would often dream of similar events. Almost as if it was me living in that story.” Umi smiled at Honoka. “Strange isn’t it.”

“I love you.” The sudden confession caused amber eyes to widen. Umi could feel her cheeks heat up as embarrassment filled her mind. Before Umi could give a proper response, Honoka stood up and hugged the taller girl. She hid her face in the crook of Umi’s neck and took in the other’s scent.

“Should I change the story?” At first, Umi was stunned, but quickly she wrapped her arms around Honoka to comfort her.

“No, because you wrote it…but it’s sad…” Honoka pulled away but kept her arms around Umi.

“Sorry.” The tender moment was interrupted by a sudden growl from Honoka, earning giggles from both girls. “Let’s go home, it’s getting late.”

“Umi-chan, I want to spend the night at your place tonight.”

“We still have school tomorrow Honoka.”

“Pleaseeeee~” The shorter girl pursed her lips and begged like a puppy. Eventually, Umi gave in and it was decided that she would spend the night at the Sonoda household.

xXx

“You look good Umi-chan.” Both of her childhood friends smiled while the said person attempted to control her hot cheeks.

“Why exactly am I playing as the knight again?”

“Because you know the character the best.” Honoka answered.

“And you look dashing in the outfit I made.” Kotori beamed while she did some extra checks to see if all the measurements fit Umi. All the blue haired girl could do was sigh because she knew that this was their plan from the very start. There was no way out of this because everyone in the class had already agreed to it. “Don’t worry, if you get cold feet Honoka-chan will help you out.”

Umi felt all the blood drain from her face. That’s right, being one of the main characters in her play meant that she would have to be on stage more than minor characters. Suddenly, Umi felt the world was spinning too fast for her.

“Ah…did ya have to remind her about that Kotori-chan? I think she’s broken.” The two wondered when would their childhood friend ever get over her shyness. Being one of the most popular second-years at their school, one would think that the girl would be used to having all eyes on her.

“Anyway, it’s time for our main heroine to try on her dress.” Kotori quickly changed the subject. Honoka then kinda knew how Umi was starting to feel whenever the taupe haired girl gave that certain smile of not letting her prey go.

It wasn’t long before everyone was preparing for the school festival. While their class did go through the play and practiced at school, Honoka decided to stay at Umi’s to get more practice in and, of course, try to get Umi to not die out of embarrassment.

On the day of their performance, the whole audience was full. Chattering from excitement filled the auditorium. As their classmates were running around to make sure everything was ready to go, Umi sat in the corner writing the character for ‘person’ and swallowing it to relieve her of stage fright. Honoka decided to peek around the curtains and saw their friends sitting in a small group together. The amount of people there gave her a rush of excitement, but it was quickly turned down some notches when she saw some other girls holding signs with Umi’s name. It wasn’t quite the secret that Umi had a fan club, and although Umi urged Honoka to not worry too much, it still made her a bit jealous that other people were looking at her girlfriend.

“Is everyone ready?” One of their classmates wanted to doublecheck with all the actresses before letting them have the stage.

“YEAH!” Everyone shouted to get their spirits up. If you listened hard enough, you could hear Umi weakly in the background.

Honoka took Umi’s hand and smiled. “It’ll be okay, you’ll do great as my knight.”

“Yeah.” Umi could only helplessly smile back at the girl with the bright personality.

xXx

Tears were streaming down the faces of many people sitting in the audience. Even those that where there for the practice runs for the script were crying even though they knew what was going to happen. The heated duel between the princess and her knight had everyone on the edge of their seats. Little did they expect the skilled knight to purposely lost the fight just to protect the princess one last time.

Umi gently caressed Honoka’s cheek and acted out the death of her character. When exactly did she forget out being watched by others? She forgot when she was so absorbed into Honoka’s acting. It was almost as if the ginger was the princess herself. The final scene was supposed to end with Honoka holding Umi in her arms and showing sorrow for her lost, but the words that were whispered into her ear resonated inside of her.

“If we are born again, in our next life, will you allow me to be by your side again?”

The curtains came down to end the play. Umi opened her eyes and found Honoka wiping away tears streaming down her face. Before Umi could ask if she was okay, the rest of her classmates came up to them to congratulate the success of the play and the story Umi had written for them. It wasn’t long before as large smile was plastered across Honoka’s face.

Afterwards, the students at Otonokizaka were enjoying their time of the after-festival. Umi had separated from her friends to go look for Honoka. Of course, before she left, some of them commented on her to be careful of not getting caught doing ‘naughty’ things, which obviously, ended up with Umi shouting at them for being indecent.

Umi walked around the school to see where the ginger had disappeared off to. Searching every possible place Honoka would go, Umi ended up on the school rooftop. There, Honoka was staring at the sky filled with stars that were hard to see accompanied by the bright moon.

“Honoka?” Umi walked up to the other, wondering what she was doing up here alone and not with the others.

“I’m sorry…” Umi was confused at first but was surprised to see Honoka holding back her tears when she turned around.

“Why are you apologizing? The play was a success, right?”

“I hurt you so much.” Honoka grabbed Umi’s shirt, clenching tightly at her abdomen, the area where Umi was stabbed. Umi stood there silently while the other did her best to hold back her sobs.

“You…remember now…don’t you?” Umi cautiously asked the question and earned a nod from the other. It wasn’t long before Honoka’s legs gave out that made Umi even more worried. But instead of panicking, she decided it was best to hold her close. “Thank you.”

“Why? Why are you thanking me when-” Honoka’s sentence was cut short when Umi pressed her lips against Honoka’s. The ginger was too shocked to comprehend what had just happened.

Did Umi really just kiss her? Was she dreaming? Heck, Honoka was even beginning to think that she died.

“I’m thanking you because you let me be by your side again.” Umi gently wiped away Honoka’s tears and bumped their heads softly against each other. “You will always be, my one and only, Princess. Always.”

[nightglider124]

Maybe... perhaps... AH, SCREW IT. 100 prompts, 28, StarX. If only to see how you would handle them.

Hehe… my sin ship. I lurve it.  >:)

idk if it’s the best but it’s what came to mind.

‘It’s just you and me tonight. We can do whatever we want.’

The stars were so vibrant tonight; illuminating the night like they were born to. Light bounced around from the giant full moon in the sky too.

It was late and the world had gotten quiet since it brushed past midnight. The sky was beautiful, the city was sound; civillians safe and sound in their beds. 

Tonight was a perfect night to gaze above at the wonders beyond the little blue planet.

Starfire sighed.

She would have enjoyed flying and soaring among the star, getting a closer look at them and admiring more of the universe but, she wasn’t trusting her flight abilities all that well right now.

Feeling heart sore, Starfire stared up at the stars, for a fleeting moment, wishing she could simply be back on Tamaran. 

Whenever she felt sad, she thought of Tamaran and how much she missed it; wondering if Tamaran also missed her. She considered leaving when she was upset as well. 

However, she knew, once she had gone and was back on Tamaran, she would in turn begin to miss Earth.

It was a conflicting conundrum that she wished she could solve.

Her heart lay with both planets for different reasons. Tamaran was her birthplace; somewhere she knew all the customs and rules, a place she never felt out of place and somewhere that felt familiar.

Earth, on the other hand, had so many fascinating things, it had new and exciting traditions for her to learn, it had her friends…

It had Robin.

Her heart clenched in her chest.

Even thinking about him hurt. But, she was starting to get used to this. It was the same cycle, over and over again.

Whilst he was wonderfully sweet, caring and kind, the majority of the time she spent around him; there was the small percentage of when he could be a complete and utter clorbag.

She wanted to scream at him and lose her temper like he so easily could but she resisted. In her mind, whilst he was her friend and someone she held deep affection for… he was her leader.

Subordinates were never to disagree with their leaders. It was unbecoming of a warrior to go against thgeir superiors. 

Whatever Robin said, went.

She frowned and her eyes shifted focus from the stars to the ocean, calm and tranquil as it continued a steady flow of in and out, dragging sand and shells back into its depth with every new wave; big and small.

After tonight’s episode… she just felt so disheartened. Every time they got closer and when she finally dabbled with the idea that Robin might care for her in more than a friendly way, he shut down any hope she may have had.

He’d taken her aside today after a battle with Mumbo and completely tore her apart over her techniques, saying how she could have gotten hurt or could have gotten others hurt. She couldn’t understand what she had done wrong nor could she understand why she was the only one who he seemed to notice.

Every time she did something ‘wrong’, he managed to notice but when she actually wanted his attention, he didn’t bat an eyelid.

She wrapped her arms around herself.

Her friends had just stared in surprise, not doing anything to jump to her defense or help her out. 

Mumbo had a gun pointed at a child.

Starfire hadn’t had any hesitation to dive in front of the child to protect them. The bang had sounded and it had been one of the ‘joke’ guns as she thought it probably would have been but still unwilling to take such a chance.

Why had Robin been so angry about that?

Personally, she thought that was the very definition of heroism.

Starfire sniffled as she sat on the roof of one of the tall skyscrapers dotted around Jump City. 

She just felt… very alone right now.

Little spats like this tended to make her overthink and it made her think a lot about her place on Earth and whether or not she truly did belong on Earth.

Suddenly, something dropped down behind her.

Starfire’s ear perked. 

She may have been upset with her situation with her leader and friends but she was always on alert, ready to take out any foe who dared to challenge her.

Bringing a hand to her lap, she curled it into a fist and it faintly glowed green, her starbolt charging stronger, the closer the enemy came.

The soft thud they had made sound very similar to Robin but not quite; this person, as they walked, seemed to have a lot more swagger in their step. She could sense it.

“Well… isn’t this a treat.” His voice echoed, cool and collected,

Starfire’s shoulders slumped a small fraction and the starbolt winked out. She wasn’t in the mood for this criminal, of all that roamed the city.

She exhaled and looked back towards the skyline.

Bold as he was, the thief planted himself right next to her, legs hanging over the edge of the roof, just as hers were.

“Evening, cutie.” Red X crooned,

Her brows furrowed a little, “Go. Away.”

Chuckling was what she heard, followed by a bewildered breath, 

“What? I haven’t even done anything yet.” He pointed out, his electronic voice grating on her due to it’s similarity to what her heart wanted most in this world,

She closed her eyes, “No, but you are here which can only mean bad things. Now, leave me alone.”

“Eesh, someone has really pissed you off today.” 

Starfire turned to glare at him for his use of language. The eyes of his mask widened and he held up his hands in defense,

“Oops. Sorry.” He told her, not sounding sorry at all,

“What are you doing here, Red X?” Starfire interrogated,

“Mm, not a lot to steal tonight and my friends just call me X, cutie.” He replied, leaning back on the palms of his gloved hands. 

She huffed, turned her nose up and straightened her spine, “I am not your friend.”

He thumped his hand to his chest, just above his heart, “Oh. I’m wounded.”

“Will you just leave already?” She said, through gritted teeth,

“Why do-“

Her head spun in his direction, her eyes glowing a furious green so bright that it reflected off of his mask. 

“Leave me alone.” She growled,

Red X leaned back slightly. He dropped into silence but didn’t leave. 

Starfire turned back to face the city, her heart beating rapidly. She just wanted time alone with her thoughts; something she so rarely let herself do, considering what a social butterfly she normally  was. 

“Do you want to talk about it?”

Her eyes widened and she turned to him again, “What?” 

Red X sat there, his elbows draped over his knees as he leaned forward, also staring out at the quiet streets below. 

“Well… you’re clearly upset about something. Why else would you be out here on your own?”

“I am not-”

“Starfire… please. I’m not stupid.” He told her, Starfire smothering her surprise; he never called her by her name, it was always Cutie, “And… whilst I know I’m not your top choice… I can be a good listener, y’know.”

She blinked, inwardly debating whether or not he could be trusted. He had shown kindness in the past, to her specifically as well. 

“I-I… it is nothing…” She murmured,

Red X snorted, “Pft… right. I’m convinced.”

Rolling her shoulders, Starfire glanced at him, a blush creeping onto her face.

“I… had an altercation with my friend.”

“Robin.”

She stayed quiet for a moment, “Mm… Robin.”

Red X laughed suddenly, “Y’know, cutie… your boyfriend really sucks-”

“He is not my boyfriend!” She snapped, glaring at him,

He sighed and tilted his head at her, eyes narrowed, “But, you want him to be.”

She stared at the mysterious, masked man for a long moment before she turned away, brushing some hair behind her ear. 

“It does not matter what I want… Robin has made it abundantly clear that he would never be interested in me in a romantic way…” Starfire whispered, her heart hurting and tears pricking her eyes,

“Oh, please-”

“You do not know anything about it-“

A hand on his shoulder. She froze, wondering if she should grab it and tear it off but his words caught her off guard,

“I do know one thing…” He waited until she looked at him, “Any guy who wouldn’t be interested in you, is either insane or gay.”

Starfire rolled her eyes, his flirtatious ways just rolling off of her at this point.

Red X gave her shoulder a comforting squeeze, “I mean it… you’re gorgeous and if he can’t see it… he’s a dumbass.”

She blinked her big green eyes at him before she giggled.

Deep down, she knew she didn’t like the way he was talking about Robin but right now, she was hurting and it… helped for Red X to share his thoughts.

“I’m serious… if I ever had a chance with you…” He trailed off, not finishing that thought,

But, Starfire was curious and turned her body towards him slightly.

“Yes?”

He let his hand slip from her shoulder and shrugged, “Doesn’t matter.”

“Please… if you ever had the chance with me…” She prompted, truly wanting to know,

Red X lifted his eyes to hers and swallowed so his throat wasn’t so dry,

“If I had a chance with you… I’d make you mine, immediately… not be indecisive like chuckles seems to be. He should know how quickly a girl like you would get snapped up.”

Starfire felt herself blush, “Thank you.”

He nodded, “You’re worth more than he makes you feel… that’s all.”

“I-I do not think he does it with the intention to hurt me-”

“It’s not an excuse.” 

She smiled quietly to herself, surprised but also intrigued by what he’d been saying.

“Perhaps… we should not be talking about this.”

Red X leaned back on his elbows and lightly patted the space beside him, inviting her to relax with him,

“It’s just you and me, tonight. We can do anything we want.” He told her, in a matter of fact sort of tone,

“I…”

“I’ve got all the time in the world… if you have.” Red X explained,

Whilst she knew it was wrong and she certainly shouldn’t be hanging out with let alone confiding in a criminal, something inside told her it was okay.

Robin would extremely disapprove but… he was not here and he did not make her decisions for her.

She copied his actions, leaning back and gave him a small smirk,

“Okay, X… what do you have in mind to talk about?” She wondered,

Red X grinned beneath the mask, honing in on the fact that she’d used the nickname.

It was going to be a fun night, after all.

[cow3survivor]

Ep. 2: “I’m Trying To Lay Low” - Jake

JENNET

plan worked fabulously purrrrrrrrr

(a little later)

maybe its me being paranoid but why are jake,jones, and lindsay always the last three to leave calls............ when i have a f2 with all of em....

JESSICA

Song of the day is ELVIS by AOA. My favourite workout bop. Silver got voted out! So sad, I wanted to play with him. But also, kinda cool! This is the only game I have played where I truly didn't know anyone (except my very first ORG). What an experience. I know last confessional I said Sam and Shane were both kinda on the fence for me in terms of if I wanted to maybe work with them or not. An update: I think I want to work with both! Both of them, unprompted, told me they wanted to work with me if we lost immunity, and I have actually been getting along well with both of them I feel now that our conversations are moving past the sort of awkward beginning stages. I still like Sammy even though I probably should talk to him more oops... and Daisy/Lovelis/Ethan are also still in my good books. I kind of keep forgetting Pete and Cloud are on this tribe but when I remember, I am happy they are here. That being said, I think Cloud or Madison will be the first to go if we lose. Cloud is very inactive. Madison is too but she was at least on the call tonight. It might come down to how immunity goes. I want to participate because it will bond us as a team. That way even if we lose, I was a part of the team effort and won't stand out as someone who people don't know or want to work with. Also while I personally want Cloud or Madison out as I know them the least, I am not going to push it. I'll let somebody else throw out a name and as long as that name isn't Jessica then I will consider it. I sort of chilled today with the social game and only messaged people as they messaged me. The vibe of this team is very relaxed from what I can tell and I didn't want to overdo it with conversations and come across as too much. Tomorrow, my goal is to talk to every single person for at least 1 (one) whole real conversation. I might have to start using my good ol' tactic of sending people random youtube links and saying "what do you think of this" to get something going.... Honestly nothing starts a conversation like David Hasselhoff and his cinematic masterpieces that we call music videos. I hope the other tribe is full of problems so that when we eventually swap, I have a very easy time in this game.

LINDSAY

no recording tonight because i have a headache:( anyways i'm apparently not in as good of a position in the tribe as I was hoping. got left out of a six person group chat bc I was associated w Silver and people were nervous abt this vote w me. Jake luckily looped me in but I'm kind of bummed out people didn't trust me enough to let me in on this. I know it's probably just cuz Silver and I had been getting along alright the past two days but that means I'm in kind of a yucky position in the tribe that is starting to gear me up to a S6 type deal from survivor umich and I'm not fuckin' vibin. I'm gonna try to reach out (Nash appears to be ignoring me currently tho so lol) and try to fix that. I still want to work tight w Jones and Jake but I don't want them to be my only options. I need some more connections than that. ALSO WHEN SILVER DID THE THING MY HEART STOPPED LOL SO THAT MIGHT BE WHY IM BEING IGNORED also "you kept laughing at silver's jokes" was a comment someone leveled at me today and i couldn't find a good way to level and say i laugh at everything because that's how my brain is trained to react to everything. monkey brain cannot comprehend emotions so i laugh everything off. anyways i guess this is my clue i've got to step up. i mean, it's fine if i'm under the radar some because it's not merge yet so like it's fine, but i'm... worried. if nothing else we're even tho bc the galaghers got revealed as well as the six person alliance so we're all even here. bottom line is, i'm winning this fucking scavenger hunt this shit aint happening next week

JAKE

https://youtu.be/amXasrOidh0

y'all I'm still shaking from tonight tbh....

PENNINO

https://youtu.be/_26B1wn1pDw

JONES

https://youtu.be/7FngYQfYMB0

PETE

Nobody will want to vote me out if I have kittens and share pictures of them muahahahahahahahahahaha

JESSICA

Oh no, we lost! I hope that Shane and Daisy want to be a final 3 because that is what I am envisioning in my hopes, dreams, and mood board.

SHANE

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1mNEOfPVwOp-ltGoNTdEq59su-9Vl_Adm/view?usp=drivesdk

ETHAN

AHH TRIBAL IS SCARY MORE TO COME SOON BUT EVERYONE IS SO QUIET AND I DON'T LIKE IT BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I AM THE TARGET BUT IF I AM I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IT IS JUST WEIRDLY QUIET AND MY PARANOIA IS EATING ME ALIVEEE

DAISY

https://youtu.be/tBDHsLvF8W8

NICOLE

WE ARE IMMUNE!!! I’m so excited to have flipped the vote on Silver AND got us immunity but, I’m gonna have to be more careful if I’m gonna go far in this game. I know I can be strategic, I can be a comp threat but I really have to work on making myself a little dimmer in the social department. If we swap or merge obviously down the line, I feel like I’m gonna have a LOT of different potential paths to the end but, it won’t matter if they all realize that. So I really really have to be careful here. I am playing this game with a level head so far and really trying to make my rounds daily to talk to people. I am close with Jake, close with Jones and close with Nash. I am working on forming better bonds with Jabari, Lindsay and Jennet right now and honestly to me, Pennino is a non factor as well as Mikey but I am obviously going to try to maintain being on their good side. So that’s all I got for this round it’s been pretty tame except for Jennet immediately leaking our alliance by accident. At this point I really don’t think it matters.

MADISON

Okay so our tribe is not superhuman and we finally lost a challenge so we will be attending tribal tonight. Nobody is really saying much in terms of what will happen which is extremely worrisome, however, I did hear Sam on call very subtly throw Cloud out there and I'm kinda hoping that Jessica and Shane heard that too and will kind of run with it. Daisy wants both of us to be safe and I feel the same way so I'm hoping that's what will happen. In other news!!! I have officially begun the idol hunt one round too late but perhaps that works out better because if something is found, I'll know it. So because of the way things were worded during the hunt, the idol has either been found already or whoever wrote this system wanted to through a red herring in there to trick us. I'm going with the latter because I feel like Jarod would do that. That's all from this neck of the woods for now, hopefully will be writing another one of these bad bois next round :*

SAM

https://youtu.be/liGOEuFKiFo

JENNET

I WILL die for jones btw...

(a little later)

Survived the immunity challenge... at what cost

(after falling asleep on the beach)

The way we accidentally won that comp is literally a joke.... period i guess?

PETE

so we lost cus we’re the beauty tribe not the brains tribe fuck math dude anyways, it’s been hella fuckin quiet like not a lot of people are on and aren’t really talking. Up until about, 4 hours before tribal Sam comes to me and says the vote is gonna be Cloud and i’m like what who why. All he said is “that’s what he’s heard” honestly i think it’s just his own idea but whatever. I don’t know Cloud at all so it’s fine with me. Sam, myself, Jessica, and Shane apparently are all agreed to vote Cloud and with Ethan’s vote that’ll be 5.

CLOUD

i have nithing to say other than i might just be the stupidest person on the planet. absolutley nothing is happening in my head ever. if i stay its pure luck HSKSHSNSKBSKS

NASH

smiles at immunity... this is cute it feels good to not be in danger for once! i’m honestly still worried my tribe might want to cut me at next tribal but at least tonight can be chill! i hope kiki is first brookeisa boot xoxo

SAMMY

honestly there is no tea, daisy found an idol and gambles her vote but she lost her vote early so no worries w that! I love her so much and i hope she doesn’t snake me...but daisy if ur reading this, in this moment i love dont snake me mwah!! I love Jess and I love Cloud but everyone’s telling me Cloud is the vote but I’m so sad because I had such a good time with them and they are one of the few funny ones in the game!! Anyways not much is happening we lost the challenge cause we are just bad at math...blinks...I don’t think I’m in any danger and this vote should be unanimous. I was also told someone said I was one of the few active people so that’s a check in my book!

JAKE

https://youtu.be/HmtSAjyQoJI

I'm trying to lay low so if I'm not very present on Discord the next day or so that's why hehe

PETE

so ethan is down for voting Cloud, sammy too. Cool great awesome hot. i’m just sitting here vibing and suddenly Sammy tells me that my (and Madison’s) name came up for a second. He said it went away and it’s Cloud for the vote but like jskdhd why do i aaalways get targeted bitch i’m literally just sitting here whYY can’t i relax for once?! Frfr every survivor game it’s always this person or me. I’m always the other option and i just don’t get why lmao

LOVELIS

This tribes been kinda dead until like an hour ago plss, a new alliance of 5 has been organised and somehow me and Shane managed to make it seem like it was Jessica’s idea? Don’t really know how that happened in all honesty but a vibe. Then Daisy also leaked that she’s in another alliance who’s actively idol hunting so that was a lovely bit of beef that I love to see - my guess is she’s in a duo chat with Jess and they’ve tried to get this group formed with people who they think are unconnected, unbeknownst to them that me and Shane have a final two deal and I kinda have one with Sammy as well that happened on day one but it’s not really developed as of yet, he’s not really tried to talk game with me as of yet, but all in due time I suppose there’s plenty of time for more shenanigans 😂

MIKEY

HONESTLY Chile. Not much tea going around since this round we won. Im very proud of Nicole as she literally carried us and I pray she'll do it again dhbhsfg. Ive started getting really close with Jones and she's so fun to talk to, im hoping me her and nash can form a little trio and work together but who knows. Jennet STILL hasn't replied back after like a week so idk what's up w them LMAO

JABARI

So our tribe loved it when we blindsided silver, it puts me in a much better position than before. Now I have to talk more to people and take time to realize what's gonna happen. As of right now I have 2 alliances. The big majority one and the one where its just me and Jake and Jennet.

JENNET

exactly.... 

https://open.spotify.com/album/0pWu9s2gPdVgqHpMR2LDEx?si=uOqh6Ar9RiqNLUfaBZEkvw

TRIBAL COUNCIL

[darke15]

Rhymieeeeeeee!!!!!!! 🖤 @rhymingtree

It's been a bit of a long while without BS:A and it's been real quiet (except for Tiktok. We are never quiet on Tiktok). So, I'm really glad to see this back.

Rhymieee!!!!! I know we’ve been talking in my absence on Tumblr but I really have missed this too! 🖤

I trust you Darke, you know I do. But I'm fucking terrified. Don't put your babies in too much stress.

Trust? Me? I mean I know I tell you to all the time but, really, I don’t think it’s the best idea 😬

I wanna hug Bucky... but mostly I want it to go back to the way it was, when y'know, Wraith wasn't being a major cockblock. 🙄

Oof same

Noooo don't let Ollie's bullshit get in your head noooo

Too late 😌

There are only two trustworthy redheads: Natasha Romanoff and Duke Dugan. That is it. Anyone else is a lying deceiving scumbag.

TRUE 

He’d been so sure she was genuine. He thought that she cared.  He thought she loved him. 

🙃 barely even started and I'm already hurt.

Oof sorry 

Yay Nat. A redhead worthy of my trust. Here to impart some wisdom. I must celebrate her arrival.

Huzzahhh 😂

I forgot to mention how much I love Sam and Bucky's friendship, especially now. I love how comforting and kind he is with Bucky, and how even now he's somehow cheerier and lightens the mood while still being serious enough to help.

I love their kinda frenemy thing they have going on. Like, any other day, Sam would annoy the shit out of him but they both know they’re going through shit and can help each other through

Oooh shit, no trigger words and little to no memories of her time in the bunker... OOOOH where the fuck is this going I am stressed out

😈😈😈

Oop, nope, they're going the wrong way. She was never given the chemical in the bank.

Hehehehehehehehehehehe 😈

Unless she remembered it wrong and it's all part of the narrative. But it's probably not that.

I do love an unreliable narrator…

“And if worse comes to worst, we smack her in the head really hard and hope that does the trick.”

Yeaaah, that works too I guess.

It’s worked before, why not now? 🤷🏼‍♀️

If he doesn't talk to anybody, he isn't lying to anybody about Boone.

Right? Smart boi 😂

I love how Zac is always exuding the sleep-deprived college student vibe. Falling asleep with his glasses on, hunching over on his laptop typing like it's his last day on Earth, having a very, very tiny circle of friends. I love it.

I love him so much 🖤

ARI AND JESSE MY DARLINGS. She's sleeping on his lap ohmygod my heart

I’m super excited to be exploring their relationship a bit more in S3 😌

Jack and Duke 🥺 my favorite boys

Mah babies 🖤

hehe Boone fell asleep on top of Ghost. That's adorable. Also I'm slightly jealous (and so is Stevie probably)

Same though 

I love how you've written Ghost and the Winter Soldier as counterparts of (F/N) and Bucky instead of just monikers that carry their reputation or history. Ghost isn't simply a name, and it's so cool to see it evolve from it being just a codename she hid her identity behind to an entity of sorts that she actively has to live with and control.

It’s kinda like tryna push down every single bad habit you have and they compress themselves into an entity themselves just waiting to take over when you relapse

I just realized too how much of an advantage it is for Ollie, and a disadvantage for Ghost that Weston didn't keep any files on Alpha One. No one can disprove Ollie's claim, and (F/N) can't prove that she's innocent. Because to the Avengers, neither of them exist on paper. Every new piece of information is a first impression.

He’s using Weston’s secrecy to his advantage. No one can say he’s giving them false information if they don’t have Weston there to tell them himself. (F/N)’’s file seems almost too perfect, they can’t look back on her Aftermath file to tell them that some points in her life were fabricated by Weston or made to seem more normal than possible. Even a little too normal

Oh dang, Jack isn't a super soldier. It would have been cool if he did. But it's still better that he isn't, I guess.

😈😈😈

Those fucking dogtags, man.

Rest in peace Art, Gabe and...

oh fuck not again.

Whatshisname. Rest in peace Whatshisname.

I can’t believe you 😐

“We need to check on Olympus. I got a bad feeling.”

Don't say that please for the love of god you're giving me a bad feeling too

😈😈😈

wait who's the gal

...who am I forgetting

what's going on

🙂🙂🙂

“Captain America can kiss my ass,” she said, shoving her hair into a quick braid, “I fell in love with you, not that stupid red, white, and blue leotard and shield. You can do this.” 

I love this so much

🖤 Cavarogers is just bae

I just remembered that Bucky has probably done this before with Steve, the whole grief talk. The only family Steve might have ever known before the war was his mother and Bucky, and then his mother died. Bucky was the only one there to catch him when he fell.

Ughhhhhh i forgot about that but yeah…he’s probably spent so much time with Steve working him through the grieving process… oof that hurts

Plan B. Plan B. Quick! Look sad!

He is not as good at this as Boone might have thought he would be.

Sometimes she forgets that he is one of the few men in her life with a heart of pure gold and deception doesn’t come easy to him

Please figure it out Steve, having a fourth wall is genuinely so tiring.

It’s entertaining watching you try and talk him through it tho 

Once again, Yelena is the best person in the room and I love her. She is precious. I want to hug her.

Same 

JACK'S AWAKE. HOLY FUCK

🖤🖤🖤

Even after knocking on death's door Duke still manages to be horny in Jack's presence.

I mean, I get it but damn Duke, keep the pecker in your pants both of you almost died.

😂😂😂

“Hot guy covered in bruises and battle scars is kinda my thing.” 

You're not alone on that one, Duke.

No he is not 😌

It would have been cool to get super soldier Jack, then all of the Golden Trio would be fucking super soldiers... not that that's the prevailing part of it, it's just... a perk.

… 🤔 *adds to the list of pros and cons of Jack being turned into a super solder*

YES CLINT

He’s so close!!!

He's been thinking about (F/N) saving him in Sokovia for a whole YEAR. At some point Clint has to get it.

He just has to put paris [which was a long time ago at this point] and sokovia and he’s got it 

I misread this part and thought he pickpocketed the tickets from a random woman and I was fully ready to believe he did it.

You know…i wouldn’t be surprised if he learned in from someone

OH MY GOD

BOONE LED THEM TO HER

yessssssssssss

BOONE IS LEADING THEM TO GHOST

yesssssssssssssssssssssss

WAIT WAIT I KNOW I WAS YELLING AT HIM TO GET IT BUT I'M NOT READY FOR HIM TO GET IT YET

You’ve been yelling at me for ages to have these assholes figure it out and now you’re not ready?????? 😐

... I actually want Alexei to meet Steve, just to see how awkward and funny it'll be

I thought about letting Alexei be in this chapter but I didn’t have the energy to write him so he got cut 

OH HE'S GETTING IT

THE FOG IS STARTING TO CLEAR

YEAAAAAH

HE GOT IT

Yessssssssss 😂

“Besides, this is where the fun begins.”

Nah, for Darke the fun began the day she realized she could make me cry.

That do be true 😌🖤

I'm so fucking happy to hear Steve call her Captain. AND HE FINALLY FIGURED IT OUT. FUCKING. YES..

It’s cool to see her as kinda an equal to Steve [we’ve always known she was but to have them have the same title is dope]

Oh shit he finally met Dum Dum Dugan's great grandson. This is the best. I am loving his confusion and utter bewilderment. And I'm happy for Duke. His fiance's alive and he finally met his grandpa's buddy.

AND he’s captain america’s fave

But also... how is Bucky gonna take all this when he eventually finds out.

He’s not gonna be very happy 😬

maybe it wasn't balls he was lacking, maybe it was brains. That could describe so many people in my life.

Same 

I love it when other people call Ghost Captain. It's such a fun exchange.

Yessssssssss 

And now Steve has a lot more lying and spying to do. This is gonna stress him out so bad.

Yeah but now Wanda’s got his back 😌

What a banger of a chapter, Darke! Damn, this one is so good.

Thank you! I was really nervous about it but I’m semi-happy with how it turned out and I’m glad we got a kind of chill chapter 

And I'm so excited for Aftermath:Origins (especially that 🌶, I cannot wait for that good good 🌶).

Yesssssss I’m so excited for this 😌

I love Steve's perspective, watching him figure it out, dealing with the facts right as Ghost finally told him. But the harder part is telling Natasha, and the rest of the Avengers. The hardest part will be telling Bucky. I feel like when that one happens, I'll finally have to start looking for a therapist.

This reveal was maybe not as dramatic as I thought it was going to be…the rest of them finding out though…that’s gonna be fun 

But on a lighter note. now that Jack is okay and almost out of bed, I'm very very excited for the upcoming wedding. It'll be the wedding of a century.

Same! I’ve been doing lots of research and planning and can’t wait for it to come out!

I love how you explored the Widows' recovery and life away from Dreykov and the Red Room, and focusing on what their life had given them that allowed them to make something beautiful instead of violent and deadly.

Thank you! I wasn’t sure how it was going to go over just because [in at least Natasha’s case] they also learned ballet in the Red Room but I like the thought that they can take it back for themselves and make it their own. 

You better be glad I didn't scream at you tonight. May your FYP be filled with floofy cats and edits of our husbands.

I kinda missed being yelled at tbh…guess I’ll have to try harder next time. 😈

Thank you so much Rhymie!

Chapter 74 // WIDOW’S NEST

To all my live reactors,

Please, please, please, hide your reactions under a Read More cut. I don’t want any spoilers floating around. 

&

To all my Anonymous Avengers, 

If you want to react in my asks, feel free. However, I won’t be answering any of them until at least Wednesday if they contain spoilers. 

Thank you,

Darke

┍━━━━━━━━ ★ ━━━━━━━━┑

No. That wasn’t right. 

No. You weren’t fine.

You were definitely not fine. 

You were the opposite of fine. 

Sure, you may have managed to shove Ghost back down into the dark hole of your subconscious, for your team’s sake, but you could feel her manically clawing her way back out. She wasn’t going down without a fight and, if she was going down, she was going to drag Wraith down with her. 

You were going to drag him down with you. 

┕━━━━━━━━ ★ ━━━━━━━━┙

Chapter 74 // WIDOW’S NEST

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[bigbrothernetflix-st]

EPISODE TWO

“I'm starting to feel more comfortable with my position in the game.” - dem

HOH: Josh C UPSIDE DOWN: Nick & Joshua NOMINEES: Emma & Nash POV: N/A FINAL NOMINEES: N/A EVICTED: Dem (Expelled)

EMMA

I been struggling in this game which is sad i want to have fun but yesterday made me feel like maybe having a meltdown and leaving 90 percent of servers was a good idea for me i really hope not i just really want to have fun and win for some reasons i always have trouble prejury in games trying to find my footing but at jury and late prejury i always know how to rise ASDFGH the people i really like rn are Jakey loml jev loml aria queen saira queen and also joshua is easy to talk too!!! nathan is also great

DEM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSgjyUhGTng

NASH

i simply think men should stop winning hoh and trying to nom me. its week 2 go target someone else j*sh. jev and i are cool now though <3 love him

DEM

I'm starting to feel more comfortable with my position in the game. I think I'm not in anyone's bad graces so far, which is good. But I really need to win one of these next HoH's so secure my social relationships. My plan moving forward is to see win HoH's. I want to win the next to HoH's I'm eligible in back to back. I also want to try to secure my relationships with Gina, Jev, and Jake. Those are three people I want to be close with in this game. Also maybe Joshua? He's pretty cool and chill.

SAIRA

I'm still getting a sense of how the game works but I feel pretty good, there are some people that are much easier to talk to than others but everyone is still so nice! i feel good about josh c as hoh! we get along pretty well and I don't THINK im in any danger but you never know! imma be honest, I don't have an actual plan, i'm mostly playing this by ear, just talking to people, bullying beck when the chance arises, and being myself! 

JOSH C

HELLO GIRLIES!

well, we won HOH and that's really EXCITING. i probably didn't need to win this week but i figured that i'd get a win under my belt while nominating people would still be EASY. i can establish trust with some people and get a "i didn't nom you, please don't nom me" situation going on. i also feel like the two people i'm going to nominate would have NOMMED me anyways because we just haven't talked..

who those people are? nash & emma. (vl don't hate me for only nominating women i didn't want it to come to this either)

but i just.. both of them have really only put in any effort to talk to me now that i'm HOH and i don't really LOVE that tbh. i've already told a few people that's who i'm thinking so i kind of accidentally locked myself in on these noms because there isn't any sense in throwing out more names than i have to!!

i have an alliance with kiki, brianna, jacob, jake, and aria. (i think that's the people in it? i wanna say that's right. LKFMSDG love this game for me) and i feel pretty good in that because i like all of them enough and they're people that will watch out for ME and each other. but i know my social connections go beyond that so i'm feeling pretty good with my spot in the game? i have a solid relationship with almost everyone in the game and i think i should be able to play a cute lil utr game for a few weeks. i don't think that i'll get targeted first if my alliance gets outed and if so.. i have ENOUGH faith in my comp strength and relationships to save me against MOST of the cast.

people kind of want me to nominate DEM because apparently he starts drama with people and has been a bit inactive. he's talked with me more than other people so im not super keen on throwing him on the block RIGHT AWAY but i'm thinking he's a good replacement nom because if people think he's MIA then no one other than him will be upset with me. maybe a backdoor? could be spicy..

i don't really know what else to say here so.. i hope this is enough! love u guys <3

BRIANNA

https://youtu.be/mJw3qxsZ-Bg

JEV

Okay so I feel like pretty comfortable this week because me and Josh have gotten pretty close and bonded over our mutual love of Lucas HOWEVER he's just let me know he's gonna be nominating Nash and Emma which isn't GREAT since I'm in alliances with both of them and they're the only 2 alliances I have so I really wouldn't want to see either of them go home this week, this SUCKS ASS

JAKE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tt2xRQqqax8

ARIA

how is it ONLY week 2 i feel so hecking exhausted fhsabfd, but that might also be the fact that is 2 am so,,,oop. Um okay recap time!!!! Recaps are so hard because theres minor details that i still want to note without seeming super annoying so heres a minor list of things im noticing 

-Dem wants to "start playing the game" I told this to Jake (wish i could bold names ugh)

-Gina & dem told me they were gunning hard for hoh- i told nathan/monty/nick/,,,,and someone else this

-emma feels unconnected from cast

-Jake doesnt like Gina

-Josh likes Me Jev Kiki (told joshua)

-emma knows alliances are starting to form

-joey can get pwr hungry and chaotic + good comp ability

-told gnia my thoughts on the sides being "connected v unconnected" and other tidbits of info

-GIna (potentially joshua) doesnt like nash

-Nathan/Nash ARE CLOSE!!!!! WEE FUCKING WOO!!!!

-Told Jake that Jacob has the power (and the bs excuse he told gina pretending he doesnt have it,,,sure jan)

-jake is GREAT at lowering his threat lvl im sick

-Jev-Josh-Nathan-Nash all bonded p well on vc potentially an alliance

-jake tried to get gina nominated

-Emma Nash noms

-Jake doesnt want emma to leave

So,,,thats what you missed on GLEE! Honestly glee sucks but yeah thats all my info i would weave everything together with cute transitions but im TIRED and lots of this information doesnt really connect well so,,,have a bullet list! 

okok nvm heres some general thoughts bc JUST a bullet point list is so boringgg im honestly not too sure what i want to do this week bc i think emma doesnt have a lot of people (although she has jake apparently,,,she might just be putting up a front of being unconnected ffs) so i would rather keep her around based on our relationship alone esp compared to nash whose been busy w/ irl things to reply i think (nash would prob do gr8 in old school bb,,,but new school is a whole other beast) HOWEVER!!! I need to protect gina who isn't the best conversationalist (sorry bb ily but its true <3) and keeping nash around ensures people have another "inact" target besides her but also nash is such a god connection for people like nathan and jacob and i would rather get her out sooner than later before we have another renee on our hands ...

Also i havent talked to the pasio peeps (omg if we ever make an alliance,,,that should be the name hehe) in a while and idk if theyre distancing themselves or if theyre just busy fndsjafd god im too paranoid for this game its awful. Also i think i mentioned the alliance with josh kiki bri jake jacob last time and it still isnt made and im PRAYINGGG it never gets made bc i have SUCH an awful feeling like SIX FUCKING PEOPLE??? S I X?? THAT IS GOING TO FAIL AND BLOW UP!!!! but i cant say no to an alliance so here i fucking am :/ also im trying to think of my longevity in this game and like,,, idk im nervous. I mean ive mentioned going to the end with multiple people but i have such a bad feeling im gonna go out 9/10 as a big move and i REFUSE to let that shit happen, not on my fucking watch no sir!! Not sure what to do about it yet but i feel like monty in particular doesnt trust me and i need his ass OUT! or maybe not if he comes around but like??? sir pls talk to me- i mean this phase of the game is early im setting up the pawns for later, but before later theres gonna be a couple explosions of my game which i'll have to deal with,,, or maybe not actually i mean in my first org i did a really well mastermind game with it- nvm it did explode on me once FDBSHFDS yeah so theres gonna be an explosion period but i think im getting good at dealing w/ the backlash from it and reintegrating myself..

oh also yeah im safe this week lol

anyway sorry for rambling so much LMAO have a trust ranking!

1.Gina (MY QUEEN!!!!!!!! i LOVE her!)

-BIG BIG FUCKING GAP-

2.Jake (listen,,,my thoughts go back and forth but he did tell me the noms so,,,have some rights)

3.Saira (we never talk game but i dont think she talks with anyone about game beyond maybe nick and also shes nice and im a sucker for nice girls)

4.Emma (if this isnt all just a front shes gonna make a great number for me,, might need to fact check some of her statements tho)

5.Joshua (honestly? i love him hes so funny and i think he has my back although he could be more act)

6.Nathan (literally havent talked in 3 days but also i have a soft spot for him <3)

-GAP-

sorry the Js are just kinda scary lmao JFNSDKF

7.Nick (!! we gotta an actual connection folks!! heck yeah!)

8.Josh c (im safe! but he D E F trusts others more than me such as Joshua and Jacob)

9.Jev (honestly a king but hes a little quiet although his reccs are the BOMB)

10.Jacob (i know youre being sneaky,,,idk what youre being sneaky with but im getting the vibes)

11.Dem (might be weird but i think he trusts me? at least a little bc he ranted about losing to me so O.0)

12.Brianna (youre adorable and deserve the world but everyone likes you,,,is this how people view me omg fhsabfhds)

13.Kiki (youre SO hecking sweet and actually u probs have a connections to nash but we havent talked ANY game yet)

14.Nash (p,,p-please talk to me uwu)

15.Joey (i dont trust you at ALL! Why? good question-)

was that mean? sorry in advance ilyall but also its 3 am brain empty no filter

NASH

i think jev and nathan might end up being good allies of mine (inb4 betrayal)! despite the mistake he made nomming me, talking to jev has been lovely so far he's getting me into loona LMFAO. and i just love nathan's energy & i feel like as the season goes on i can see him winning comps. i'm excited :3 hope josh c does not end my existence this week

JOEY

I feel FANTASTIC about Josh being HoH. I’m making sure that others are coming to me about gameplans, and I’m making sure I don’t come off as too pushy or aggressive in PMs. With most of the players, I’m trying to give them all the same energy and hype. It seems kinda weird to say this, but I’m not concerned about being nominated at this point. What I need to ensure is building my social relationships with people outside the “Crackhouse”, and yes that big ol friend group moved to Discord in 20 minutes like 6 months ago. 

This is the first major game I’ve ever played with Skinny Nick(yes, I’m absolutely confused as to what to call them, I’m so used to calling Nick “Eve” that its going to take time to adjust.) Speaking of Nick, my social relationship with him is actually surprisingly similar. In the past, I felt as though it would be as “on-sight” as Tom & Jerry, and it actually isn’t turning out that way, which is surprisingly refreshing. Every day, I’m making sure I send Nick something different to diversify my social game with them. Yesterday, I asked Nick about his preferred streaming services for music and TV, and I discovered we have the same music service(Apple Music).

I’ve played one game with Monty before, but it was a disaster. We were in pairs, and it felt like we were on different planets. I did tell him to not worry about personal feelings when it comes to this game, because I compared the relationship of BB Netflix and the Crackhouse to the separation of church and state. I made that comparison because the two entities of church and state should never cross, but when they do it becomes disastrous, and I feel as though that same principle applies to this game.

Overall, I feel good, Emma may be going up on the block, but it shouldn’t affect me that much. We’re in the early stage, I want to make sure I’m good with everyone.

ARIA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFeox7LM1-E

JAKE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OLkZ-BIIjTU

HOUSE MEETING

https://youtu.be/BZMorvWvyKY

HOST WEEKLY CAST ASSESSMENT WEEK 1 & 2

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vc-iMpkfrdw&list=PLFEwPPy8j010XXwntq80VSU0qLNTNpSIN&index=3&t=0s

[subconfessions]

Day 13

So it’s been 27 days, and 1560 edges since my last orgasm. July 13th is thankfully coming closer and closer, so long as I don’t do anything to get my orgasm pushed till August.

Anywhoo, to pick up again from where I left off, it was Friday and Daddy let me make my coffee without waiting for him to make his. Today was going to be a little busier for me, I had a lot of training hours I needed to complete for work (haha 15 to be exact), and then the BLM protest at 6 and I still had my edges and a blog post to finish that day.

I hadn’t gotten started on my work yet, so Daddy asked if I’d rather attach my wand, or put my dildo in my ass. I decided to go with the wand, I wasn’t sure if he was even really asking me heh. But to my surprise he told me to go tie it on. And alright, it wasn’t where it was supposed to beeee. My friend had come over and I forgot to unplug it and put it in the box before, so I had to quickly throw it in my dresser to hide it. And I swore I left it there, but I guess my memory did me dirty and I couldn’t find it. I told Daddy and he told me to focus on my training. Eventually I found my wand under my bed and put it right into the box.

After my training was done Daddy had me put my dildo in my ass, letting me know that I should probably put on some shorts so it stays in. I was to keep it in till the protest, and it had honestly been awhile since I’d put my dildo in my ass, and I always forget how good it feels, but how torturous it is to just leave it there, stretching me out and I can only wiggle around on it. Daddy told me I could take the dildo out 45 minutes before I left for the march, which left me with it in for a bit over an hour.

With shorts on, I continued about my day, not able to sit quite right, and unable to think about much else than the toy in my ass.

At five I was able to take it out, I went up to my room, and made a little video for Daddy like he asked, and making sure to show him my little gape.

I finished getting ready for the protest, I was going to wear my crotch rope and my medium plug, but I don’t really have any good clothes that will hide the rope completely, and if I wasn’t with people who don’t know about all that, I wouldn’t mind too much if it peeked out a bit, but not everyone I went with knows the kinds of things I get up too hehe but the plug, that was no problem at all to wear, helped me feel nice and subby for Daddy while I was out.

After the protest I went over to my friends house, so no more tasks for the rest of the night, and I left pretty early the next morning.

The weekends are always the worst for me getting coffee heh. I wake up so early all the time, mainly because I just prefer to, but I know Daddy doesn’t wanna get out of bed so early in the morning on the weekends, so I usually end up with some lunchtime coffee hmmph Daddy makes me work so hard to get him up. He’s lucky I can’t actually jump on the bed and poke at him hehe

But Daddy made me wait, and then surprised me by asking if I had written my blog post with all that waiting I did. Heheh nope, did not do that. So I sent Daddy a little message, but it seemed to be missing something so I added sassy emojis heh. But finally the time was here, and Daddy said we could go make coffee. Thank goodnessss

Daddy was going to be out for most of the day though, so he had a list of things for me to do. I had 100 edges to complete (since I didn’t finish the 50 yesterday), an hour of omegle shows, an hour workout with my large plug in, an hour of my nice clamps, 30 minutes of clover clamps and then pull them off, a blog post, and an hour of corner time. Quite the list, but I do like it when Daddy makes plans for my not so busy days.

I started with corner time, and Daddy suggested I combine my corner time with my clamp time, so I grabbed my clover clamps, set my timer, and got in the corner. Corner time with clamps is soooo much harder than corner time without clamps. Because there’s nothing to do but think, it’s so hard to focus on anything but the pain from the clamps. Thankfully having to stay still helped though so they weren’t getting pulled and bumped around the whole 30 minutes.

But once my timer went off I knew it was time to yoink them off. I grabbed my phone and set it up, and I tried to do it the way Daddy told me to last time, holding my tit with one hand and pulling with the other. I grabbed the chain and I pulled as hard as I could, and the thing wouldn’t budgeee. My nipples were already so sore from the 30 minutes, and I figured I would be able to do it since I did last time, so I just kept trying on both sides. It was so frustrating but they were just not letting go. After a couple minutes of trying I was feeling a whole lot of ouchies, and I hadn’t heard from Daddy so I sent Daddy the videos of me trying and then took them off nicely. I felt pretty disappointed in myself after that, but I feel it might have been the fact that they were just sitting there instead of getting pulled down by my tits in position 8. Regardless, my pussy was still soaked after all that.

After that I did my workout and then got moving on my hour of omegle shows putting my clamps on so I could get that done too. I was supposed to find people who would be willing to download an app and control my vibrator. It was hard to find people, most just wanted me to show off and would disconnect when I brought up my task. Which was understandable.

But then finally I found another dom who was willing to play with me. He took control of my vibe, and left it pretty much in the middle the whole time, aside from the occasional tapping to get me to react. He was fun to play with though, definitely brought out my submissive side right away when he told me to stop slouching. I showed him my toys, played with my tits and my clamps for him, and eventually had me spank myself for him before we parted ways. I wish I could get spanked more, but it’s really hard to spank yourself. But my ass just really wants that attention ☹

Edges time. At fifty Daddy asked for an update, so I sent him an image, and Daddy started teasing me while I was edging, making me feel really little and submissive. The edges these days are coming much easier, and especially when Daddy’s watching or talking with me while I’m edging. I finished my 100 edges and sent Daddy another picture, I was absolutely soaked and I was soooo desperate and horny. Its so conflicting at the end of my edges because I don’t want to stop, but continuing is so dangerous because it just makes me want to cum so much more.

After my edges, I went to write my blog post, but it was getting pretty late, and I actually ended up falling asleep in the middle of it. Thankfully I woke up a little bit later and Daddy seemed to find it funny that I fell asleep, and told me to go to bed and have it for him before he wakes up. I was so grateful, sometimes I just get so sleepy when I have full days, but that really just means I need to keep prioritizing better. So I sent Daddy a goodnight video and went to sleep.

The next morning I woke up and got right to work on my blog post, I knew I was gonna have to get it posted before Daddy woke up, and I had a general idea of when he’d wake up, but I really wasn’t sure. Which made writing my blog post that morning that much more exciting, not even knowing how much time I had to finish it. I was almost done, I was planning on writing a bit more, but then I got Daddy’s good morning text and I flewwww to finish my blog and post it hehe. I promised Daddy that I would write another blog post though to make up for the shortness of the last one. Daddy added an hour of workout and 60 minutes of drawing for Daddy to my list. I was allowed to draw whatever I wanted but it was for Daddy and should be about us.

I worked on my picture first, I was pretty excited about my drawing pretty much right as Daddy told me about it I had an idea. I drew a picture of Daddy telling me and all my stuffies a bedtime story like he did the other night, I was really excited and had so much fun drawing it hehe I’ll probably attach an image of it once I can edit this post on my phone.

I sent it to Daddy and he seemed to really like it hehe I really like showing him my little drawings, and they’re so much fun to do and come up with and they really put me into my little space which I really like being able to retreat into like that.

Then Daddy told me about how he didn’t do his push up’s last night and how he didn’t tell the other sub/dom from our group chat, uh oh, and how she was just starting to wake up. He also confided in me that he had gone over his calories uh ohhhhh annddd that he wasn’t planning on telling herrrr oh noooooooo. And you know. Daddy is always trying to get me to tattle on him heh. So… why not? At first I bluffed and told Daddy a message I could send her, and by the time he told me I’d be in so much trouble if I sent the message I had actually sent it to her. Oops. I was really enjoying this heheh it’s a lot of fun being able to tattle on daddy to her. But Daddy was planning on being naughtyyy and if Daddy wants the other sub to tattle on me when I’m naughty, I should be able to tattle on Daddy too hehe

I think it was so much fun because it was the first time he hadn’t pushed me to tattle on him hehe

I went to start my workout because I needed to get moving on my tasks, and Daddy told me to add the large plug because if I’m gonna be a pain in the ass, ya know might as well have my own.

Daddy seemed a little grumpy about me tattling hehe he even thanked me for doing it. But sadly he wouldn’t tell me what happened, but in all honesty the process of tattling on Daddy and seeing his reaction was all I needed.

Daddy told me that he was going to think of an even meaner punishment for me. And after a little bit he came up with it. I told him I didn’t want to know heh cause I couldn’t even imagine what it could be. But then Daddy just completely reversed me into asking for it.

I was supposed to write out Daddy’s name in rubber band bruises on my tits.

When I saw that message my jaw dropped and I dropped into submission. And I loved the last bruises, but these ones were going to be just waaaaayyyy more fun. But I knew the process of making them was going to be rough. But I was very excited. Having Daddy’s name on me was going to be a whole other level of submission for me.

I wrote my blog post, it was a bit short, and I was catching up, but as we know im behind again oops.

Then I got started on my bruises, I really wanted them to look nice. I was going to have them for awhile, and it was Daddy’s name so I wanted to do a good job on it. So I kind of planned it out and worked to make my rubber band a bit smaller so I could fit everything the right size, and still be able to hide it hehe. 

It stung a lot, my right side definitely brusies easier than my left, but after doing the first two letters I got very focused and the pain wasn’t at the forefront of my mind, it was just making Daddy’s name look as nice and visable as possible. 

Daddy turned skype on and caught me at the end of it, and he really really liked them, and that made me really happy cause I was also super into the fact that I had just branded myself with Daddy’s name for the next week or two till it fades. 

After the snaps I started on my edges I told Daddy about how much easier it’s becoming for me to edge and he offered to bump up my daily number and heheh I declined, maybe soon I’ll ask to bump it up a little. 

I finished my edges and did sent some messages between Daddy and the other sub, and then it was time for bed, I tied my rope, put my plug in and send Daddy his goodnight 

Till next time