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chemilico · 4 days ago

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imagine me throwing this at you like that one poster of that one animated Adam Sandler Christmas movie

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rileys-battlecats · 8 months ago

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do you ever look at other people's art and vibrate out of your skin from how much you love their work

#rye.txt #im feeling big emotions about art and expression today #part of me wants to emulate other artists because WOAHG PRETTY ART #but then the rest of me thinks that I don't feel this way about my own art purely because im the one making it. if that makes sense #like if I could completely disconnect myself from my own art and look at it with fresh eyes I might feel that way about myself #BUT ALAS my perception is poisoned by the necessity of seeing every flaw and detail in my own artwork and none of the novelty #of seeing it for the first time

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brown-little-robin · 3 days ago

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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.

#Robin processes emotions on main #I WANT to get good at socializing #I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present #now I'm always shutting down and running away #literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room #I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How #I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself #also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good #ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her #so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with #—how to deal with it #BIG SIGH #I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever #but it's so hard bro #and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity #and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents #how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out #in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just #send me encouraging words #that would help #<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn

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adustoflove · 3 months ago

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I always think well if I dated a man, I wouldn't feel as insane. I wouldn't feel so awful or jealous. And then I remember why I came to the conclusion that I'm a lesbian. I just wouldn't care if it were a man. I just can't bring myself to care about men like that 😔😩😭

#personal #I've definitely been like oh hes paying attention to another girl thats a shame :((( about it like damn you were supposed to pine for me #forever and ever #but its never like I'm going to kill someone over it. I don't feel sick about it. I don't feel bone crushing sorrow #😭😔#but I feel like maybe I experience comphet a tad? because I look at cute couples like jenna and julien #or jessi and ty and wish to have that. like i want what they have so bad but also that will never be me because im gay #i wish there was more lesbian and gay rep in media #god does not LIKE ME . he said here is. bad parents who hate you. here is bpd and other undiagnosed issues #and other undiagnosed issues that were probably half the reason you felt so isolated in your high school experience. thanks to bad parents #here is 🩷 COMPHET!!!!!!!!!!@@ you're actually GAY and those boys you were crazy for? yeah . they were cute and all but thats IT #NO emotional connection!!!! none at ALL!!!!! 😍😍😍 you also don't feel sexually attracted to them either ♡#but what DO i feel for men?? just comphet? I feel something I think but its not love. its not a craving . its like #I want to be worshipped by a man and then tell him no 🩷 i want nothing to do with you but you should like me actually #??????????????????#does that make me a bad person? do I care if it does? I mean

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meownotgood · 4 months ago

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this emote...... please why are u so Cutie...... hhhuuuuuuuu

#it's so cute that they gave emotes to all the champs who didn't have any 🥺#they could have totally given him a silly meme emote #but they just made him. cutie #this is important TO ME...#also while trying to make this post #I shit you not #my entire fucking phone heated up to 1000 degrees. froze. and then restarted itself #the cutie was too strong #sorry I'm lol posting again don't look at me #im actually kicking my feet I need this emote soooo bad #as a chronic emote spammer this will change my life #HE'S SO CUTE LIKE THEY REALLY MADE HIM DO LITTLE HEART HANDS WHAT THE FFUUUUCCCKCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!#falls onto the ground shaking and dying #viktor #machine herald

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teazzle · 30 days ago

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i honestly can't stop thinking about victor and jayce and VICTOR AND JAYCE. victor destroying the world and regretting it and trying over and over to fix it and jayce is how he can fix it and he tries over and over and over. i started to cry when the different gems were being dropped into the different jayces' hands. it was always them and its so romantic and im dying send help

#arcane spoilers #IM EMOTIONAL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#jayvik #honestly don't look at me im a mess lmao #they are bound together in the CRAZIEST way and ive lost my mind about it #arcane

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andorerso · 6 months ago

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I know it's not that serious but I get so mad when people say Jyn didn't care about Cassian as much as he did about her 🔪🔪🔪

#actually unfollow me if you believe that #i don't think you guys do because you guys are cool but im so serious about this #it always comes from jyn haters too lmao #like they're either using it as an excuse to say she's a bitch who doesn't deserve him or #just simply unable to pick up on emotional subtlety i guess #like the people who said she didn't even look sad when he fell 💀 be for fucking real #shut up sissi

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rainbowberriesandcookies · 1 month ago

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Pain is being an ulquihime shipper but having to block/avoid most of them because they are weirdly anti-Orihime, anti-bleach ending, or "anti how Kubo wrote Orihime" even though she's one of the most consistently and well-written female characters in Shounen as well as the fact that they try to make Ulquiorra care more about Orihime than he actually did in the manga or even god forbid try to say that Ulquiorra cared more about Orihime than Ichigo did.

#rainbow talking #bleach #orihime inoue #ulquiorra cifer #I'm tired i'm so tired this is suffering #this is what suffering looks like #i'm screaming into the void rn bc like #you dont have to woobify or babygirl-ify Ulquiorra #ulquiorra shiffer #Ulquihime works so well because it's someone who has no emotions and someone who wears her heart on her sleeve #He didn't truly care about Orihime until he was dying and realized what it meant to have a heart #that's also part of what makes the ship so tragic #he finally discovered the meaning and answer but wasn't able to appreciate it fully #idk if any other ulquihime shipper feels this way #probably just me considering the current state of the fandom but ugghhhh #its so hard to enjoy a ship when it is so painfully clear people don't like the other half of it #like many of them don't actually like Orihime with Ulquiorra they like THEIR IDEA OF ORIHIME with Ulquiorra #and I understand fanon =/= canon #and im not gunna sit here and say fanart and theories and analysis have to be fully lore accurate #but it is painfully obvious some of you are taking the worst possible interpretation #of Orihime as a character and twisting Ichigo into someone who didn't actually care bout Orihime to that degree #while at the same time shipping him with R**** and Orihime with Ulquiorra #i normally dont censor character names but I did this time since it ain't entirely her fans... but sadly a lot of them are #like “”Ulquirra tried to protect Orihime from Ichigo“” no he didn't #he knew about her powers for rejection and planted the seed of doubt that she couldn't heal him #hell EVEN HE questions who tf that is when Ichigo rises in his VL state #as far as he was concerned Ichigo was dead as a doorknob

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blackyote · 11 months ago

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#one piece #water 7 #monkey d luffy #roronoa zoro #don't look at me im having an emotion #luffy asking so softly in the next episode:#nami what are you thinking about?#and nami looking at usopp's blood says:#nothing #😭

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petrichal · 3 months ago

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obligatory "Oda thank you for sharing this world with us" post

#fan letter got me sitting down and realizing there will be nothing like THIS in another decade or smth #the scale of the world the portrayal of emotions from side characters we don't know the name of from even the main story to spinoffs #the weight of a character's decisions that can ripple throughout the world and how this is all because of what its built upon already #like. look. i write stories and i think up of fantastical worlds myself but i don't have the opportunity to share it with people #and i know this is the case for some people as well that have entire worlds in their heads but can't get it out for some reason or the othe #so seeing just. someone make theirs of this volume and magnitude is genuinely always so inspiring even from when-#-i watched it as a little kid.#to have something of yours that you so clearly love running for this long because your story managed to capture hearts of SO many ppl that-#-it's not axed in between/urged to rush in any way?????? to have the freedom to tell the story you needed to tell? man.#tldr thank you for making me dream #eiichiro oda #one piece #(“tag heavy” IDCCCC im in my feels leave me alone)

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burningcomputerpersona · 29 days ago

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my cds (and cassette tape) finally arrived in the mail today!!

#I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS #was getting 10 cds and a cassette tape at once maybe a bit overkill? possibly #but i saw the bogo free sale banner and my brain lept at the chance to get more cds for half the price lol #i feel like my collection might be growing a bit too fast esp considering i only started collecting them this fall #but also I HAVE A WHOLE PILE OF CDS NOW LOOK AT IT THERE'S SO MANY AND THEY'RE MY FAVORITE ALBUMS TOO #it's like seeing blorbo from your music in real life in your home #just looking at a cd and being like !!! i literally listen to you every day i didn't know you were also Real #the difference between having something only on your phone even if you still see/listen to it a lot and having a Physical Thing is massive #just. i haven't even opened these up yet they look so pretty im just staring at them in awe while typing this rn #ykw 10 cds is a lot to unbox all at once and if they have extra stuff on the inside too i don't think I'd be able to fully appreciate it #i think im gonna save some of the unwrapping for later as a lil treat maybe for when im having a bad day #so i can come home and unwrap it and look inside and get that serotonin boost #just a lil something i can look forward to in the future :3 #they said money can't buy happiness but it turns out i just did and my happiness comes in the form of physical media lol #and ykw i think this is a pretty sweet deal like if i had to choose any hobby to spend money on this would be a great choice #it's cheap you get to support your favorite musicians and you get infinite dopamine out of it (well as long as the cd lasts ig)#just. im still looking at them i cant believe the pictures and sounds from my phone are Real and i can touch them now #...it's probably gonna take a while for me to get over the awe and actually open them up and start looking inside for goodies and stuff #ive been meaning to take pictures of the cool stuff from the precious cds that i got but i still haven't gotten around to it lol #just. the emotions are too big. even just looking at it brings me so much joy that if i opened it up to find more stuff inside #it'd be too much for my brain to handle and it would just explode or something lol #anyway i think that wall of text is long enough so im gonna go admire my cds some more now #mine #cd #cds #cassette tape #music #reminder #for later #<- and that is so i actually remember to open them up and look inside instead of just admiring it like a painting

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iwanttorundirectlyintothesun · 1 year ago

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okay so ik its probably just the lighting but his eyes are so brown‽‽

its honestly reminding me of college henry like

compared to the red i was expecting,,, screaming

#tgs #the glass scientists #im tagging this properly bc i wanna talk to people about this but my fam don't caree #im suffering #i should be doing uni work rn but this is more important #im mean .. look at him #like yes its the lighting but talking about how he feels like a new man #and then has lighter eyes im #like hen honey whats happening here #please figure it out and get back to me immediately #what else do people tag this as #henry jekyll #edward hyde #dude felt so many emotions at once that his body changed #sorry henry your normal body is just allergic to strong emotions atm #dr jekyll and mr hyde #thats probably enough right #??#dont mind the use of the interrobang its my favourite punctuation mark and its cleaner than both exclamation and question marks #so i use it as much as possible

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greenelight · 2 months ago

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i'm giving my multi a bit of attention since i just moved it , but i need to pop on & tell you all that i think this is the most friendships mason's ever had with so many people & it truly just makes me so happy. thank you for loving him despite how silly he is ;__;

#˗ˏˋ ᵃᶜᵗ ᶤ· ﹙ out of character ﹚ ﹕ boba tea refill.#tbd.#i made mason post pandemic #as a way to cope #to dive head first into my love of theatre #which i always spinkled onto my muses the tiniest bit #and i really didn't think he was gonna last but three years later #he has so many dynamics and friends and romances and i #am just so grateful for all of you truly i am #i don't mean to get emotional but its tRUE #anyways thank you 💚#ill prob be back on the weekend #but omg w.lit is coming out in a week digitally #itll give me the perf opportunity to make some really #beautiful graphics and edits with a look that is so mason #im so excited about it #ok enough of my yappin #thank u for loving my silly little oc

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thebirdandhersong · 1 year ago

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not to be dramatic but will I ever know peace

#will i????????#i taught this boy to waltz. i taught this boy to communicate his emotions. i taught this boy to not be afraid of vulnerability and honesty.#not to take credit for it ALL but i DID teach him some things and i know because he sure as heck did not do those things before #maybe i should get a t shirt for this. i made it through heartbreak number 3 and all i got was this shirt #not to besmirch his good name but this boy hasn't got a CLUE y'all i can't even tell you #in the same conversation he essentially said yeah you're too old for me and im not attracted to you but if you were a few years younger i'd #consider it he also said. also you're really pretty you smell really good if you want someone to dance with i'm here #and there's this dress you wore before which you look really good in so you should wear it again!#and it has been a roller coaster ever since #genuinely has NOT got a single clue i can tell he was trying hard in that conversation to not freak out but MAN #at risk of sounding self righteous i don't think i deserved half the stuff that's happened since!

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frankiebirds · 4 months ago

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#this makes me. wuagh.#i don't know if when hotch says “i know” he means #“i know that doesn't mean you're going to leave”#or “i know you aren't GOING to leave”#im choosing to believe it's the second against all evidence because that makes me more emotional #also. okay mostly this is making the hotchgan brainworms freak out but. there's a little bit of moreid here too #the way morgan and reid Immediately look at eachother when the possibility of morgan leaving comes up #reid who's constantly being left and morgan who at this point believes he never will. im on the floor #somebody send help im overanalyzing GLANCES #hotchgan #do i tag moreid or not. help #criminal minds #criminal minds s06e24 #criminal minds 6x24 #supply and demand #not fic #criminal minds rewatch #my gifs

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lunarharp · 11 months ago

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wip thing...

of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)

they mean the world to me

#bg3 spoilers #?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say.....#it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me.#i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee #i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable.#bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen #makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there.#dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it #augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH????#my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way.#Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3 #I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE #AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY #grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear #truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol #if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life #being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer.#Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this?#For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online #someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this.#why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness?#What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...?#hellebore..😭😭 AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!!#i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful.#but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting.#I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself #I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing.#I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come.#Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......

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