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chemilico · 4 months ago

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imagine me throwing this at you like that one poster of that one animated Adam Sandler Christmas movie

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aworldofendlesswonder · 4 months ago

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after that little backstory reveal there's something very emotionally heavy to me in the fact that jod, found as a lost scared child by a jedi who became his protector figure until she was killed in front of him, found a bunch of lost scared children only to later kill SM-33, their own newfound protector figure, in front of them

#passing it forward (emotional trauma)#skeleton crew #skeleton crew spoilers #courtney don't look #i would love to pick at this further in these tags rn but christ alive im exhausted. idk how many more 4 mile daily hikes i have in me lads #ik it's not like. a direct comparison but like it's Similar Enough To Make My Brain Go WAUGH #SM-33 #nearly forgot to tag him :( unbelievable behaviour smfh #edit: rereading this like how many times can i type Found in one post jfc

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rileys-battlecats · 1 year ago

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do you ever look at other people's art and vibrate out of your skin from how much you love their work

#rye.txt #im feeling big emotions about art and expression today #part of me wants to emulate other artists because WOAHG PRETTY ART #but then the rest of me thinks that I don't feel this way about my own art purely because im the one making it. if that makes sense #like if I could completely disconnect myself from my own art and look at it with fresh eyes I might feel that way about myself #BUT ALAS my perception is poisoned by the necessity of seeing every flaw and detail in my own artwork and none of the novelty #of seeing it for the first time

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adustoflove · 7 months ago

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I always think well if I dated a man, I wouldn't feel as insane. I wouldn't feel so awful or jealous. And then I remember why I came to the conclusion that I'm a lesbian. I just wouldn't care if it were a man. I just can't bring myself to care about men like that 😔😩😭

#personal #I've definitely been like oh hes paying attention to another girl thats a shame :((( about it like damn you were supposed to pine for me #forever and ever #but its never like I'm going to kill someone over it. I don't feel sick about it. I don't feel bone crushing sorrow #😭😔#but I feel like maybe I experience comphet a tad? because I look at cute couples like jenna and julien #or jessi and ty and wish to have that. like i want what they have so bad but also that will never be me because im gay #i wish there was more lesbian and gay rep in media #god does not LIKE ME . he said here is. bad parents who hate you. here is bpd and other undiagnosed issues #and other undiagnosed issues that were probably half the reason you felt so isolated in your high school experience. thanks to bad parents #here is 🩷 COMPHET!!!!!!!!!!@@ you're actually GAY and those boys you were crazy for? yeah . they were cute and all but thats IT #NO emotional connection!!!! none at ALL!!!!! 😍😍😍 you also don't feel sexually attracted to them either ♡#but what DO i feel for men?? just comphet? I feel something I think but its not love. its not a craving . its like #I want to be worshipped by a man and then tell him no 🩷 i want nothing to do with you but you should like me actually #??????????????????#does that make me a bad person? do I care if it does? I mean

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teazzle · 5 months ago

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i honestly can't stop thinking about victor and jayce and VICTOR AND JAYCE. victor destroying the world and regretting it and trying over and over to fix it and jayce is how he can fix it and he tries over and over and over. i started to cry when the different gems were being dropped into the different jayces' hands. it was always them and its so romantic and im dying send help

#arcane spoilers #IM EMOTIONAL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#jayvik #honestly don't look at me im a mess lmao #they are bound together in the CRAZIEST way and ive lost my mind about it #arcane

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andorerso · 11 months ago

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I know it's not that serious but I get so mad when people say Jyn didn't care about Cassian as much as he did about her 🔪🔪🔪

#actually unfollow me if you believe that #i don't think you guys do because you guys are cool but im so serious about this #it always comes from jyn haters too lmao #like they're either using it as an excuse to say she's a bitch who doesn't deserve him or #just simply unable to pick up on emotional subtlety i guess #like the people who said she didn't even look sad when he fell 💀 be for fucking real #shut up sissi

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frankiebirds · 8 months ago

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#this makes me. wuagh.#i don't know if when hotch says “i know” he means #“i know that doesn't mean you're going to leave”#or “i know you aren't GOING to leave”#im choosing to believe it's the second against all evidence because that makes me more emotional #also. okay mostly this is making the hotchgan brainworms freak out but. there's a little bit of moreid here too #the way morgan and reid Immediately look at eachother when the possibility of morgan leaving comes up #reid who's constantly being left and morgan who at this point believes he never will. im on the floor #somebody send help im overanalyzing GLANCES #hotchgan #do i tag moreid or not. help #criminal minds #criminal minds s06e24 #criminal minds 6x24 #supply and demand #not fic #criminal minds rewatch #my gifs

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rainbowberriesandcookies · 6 months ago

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Pain is being an ulquihime shipper but having to block/avoid most of them because they are weirdly anti-Orihime, anti-bleach ending, or "anti how Kubo wrote Orihime" even though she's one of the most consistently and well-written female characters in Shounen as well as the fact that they try to make Ulquiorra care more about Orihime than he actually did in the manga or even god forbid try to say that Ulquiorra cared more about Orihime than Ichigo did.

#rainbow talking #bleach #orihime inoue #ulquiorra cifer #I'm tired i'm so tired this is suffering #this is what suffering looks like #i'm screaming into the void rn bc like #you dont have to woobify or babygirl-ify Ulquiorra #ulquiorra shiffer #Ulquihime works so well because it's someone who has no emotions and someone who wears her heart on her sleeve #He didn't truly care about Orihime until he was dying and realized what it meant to have a heart #that's also part of what makes the ship so tragic #he finally discovered the meaning and answer but wasn't able to appreciate it fully #idk if any other ulquihime shipper feels this way #probably just me considering the current state of the fandom but ugghhhh #its so hard to enjoy a ship when it is so painfully clear people don't like the other half of it #like many of them don't actually like Orihime with Ulquiorra they like THEIR IDEA OF ORIHIME with Ulquiorra #and I understand fanon =/= canon #and im not gunna sit here and say fanart and theories and analysis have to be fully lore accurate #but it is painfully obvious some of you are taking the worst possible interpretation #of Orihime as a character and twisting Ichigo into someone who didn't actually care bout Orihime to that degree #while at the same time shipping him with R**** and Orihime with Ulquiorra #i normally dont censor character names but I did this time since it ain't entirely her fans... but sadly a lot of them are #like “”Ulquirra tried to protect Orihime from Ichigo“” no he didn't #he knew about her powers for rejection and planted the seed of doubt that she couldn't heal him #hell EVEN HE questions who tf that is when Ichigo rises in his VL state #as far as he was concerned Ichigo was dead as a doorknob

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blackyote · 1 year ago

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#one piece #water 7 #monkey d luffy #roronoa zoro #don't look at me im having an emotion #luffy asking so softly in the next episode:#nami what are you thinking about?#and nami looking at usopp's blood says:#nothing #😭

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petrichal · 7 months ago

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obligatory "Oda thank you for sharing this world with us" post

#fan letter got me sitting down and realizing there will be nothing like THIS in another decade or smth #the scale of the world the portrayal of emotions from side characters we don't know the name of from even the main story to spinoffs #the weight of a character's decisions that can ripple throughout the world and how this is all because of what its built upon already #like. look. i write stories and i think up of fantastical worlds myself but i don't have the opportunity to share it with people #and i know this is the case for some people as well that have entire worlds in their heads but can't get it out for some reason or the othe #so seeing just. someone make theirs of this volume and magnitude is genuinely always so inspiring even from when-#-i watched it as a little kid.#to have something of yours that you so clearly love running for this long because your story managed to capture hearts of SO many ppl that-#-it's not axed in between/urged to rush in any way?????? to have the freedom to tell the story you needed to tell? man.#tldr thank you for making me dream #eiichiro oda #one piece #(“tag heavy” IDCCCC im in my feels leave me alone)

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burningcomputerpersona · 5 months ago

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my cds (and cassette tape) finally arrived in the mail today!!

#I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS #was getting 10 cds and a cassette tape at once maybe a bit overkill? possibly #but i saw the bogo free sale banner and my brain lept at the chance to get more cds for half the price lol #i feel like my collection might be growing a bit too fast esp considering i only started collecting them this fall #but also I HAVE A WHOLE PILE OF CDS NOW LOOK AT IT THERE'S SO MANY AND THEY'RE MY FAVORITE ALBUMS TOO #it's like seeing blorbo from your music in real life in your home #just looking at a cd and being like !!! i literally listen to you every day i didn't know you were also Real #the difference between having something only on your phone even if you still see/listen to it a lot and having a Physical Thing is massive #just. i haven't even opened these up yet they look so pretty im just staring at them in awe while typing this rn #ykw 10 cds is a lot to unbox all at once and if they have extra stuff on the inside too i don't think I'd be able to fully appreciate it #i think im gonna save some of the unwrapping for later as a lil treat maybe for when im having a bad day #so i can come home and unwrap it and look inside and get that serotonin boost #just a lil something i can look forward to in the future :3 #they said money can't buy happiness but it turns out i just did and my happiness comes in the form of physical media lol #and ykw i think this is a pretty sweet deal like if i had to choose any hobby to spend money on this would be a great choice #it's cheap you get to support your favorite musicians and you get infinite dopamine out of it (well as long as the cd lasts ig)#just. im still looking at them i cant believe the pictures and sounds from my phone are Real and i can touch them now #...it's probably gonna take a while for me to get over the awe and actually open them up and start looking inside for goodies and stuff #ive been meaning to take pictures of the cool stuff from the precious cds that i got but i still haven't gotten around to it lol #just. the emotions are too big. even just looking at it brings me so much joy that if i opened it up to find more stuff inside #it'd be too much for my brain to handle and it would just explode or something lol #anyway i think that wall of text is long enough so im gonna go admire my cds some more now #mine #cd #cds #cassette tape #music #reminder #for later #<- and that is so i actually remember to open them up and look inside instead of just admiring it like a painting

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sunshineisellipsoid · 2 years ago

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okay so ik its probably just the lighting but his eyes are so brown‽‽

its honestly reminding me of college henry like

compared to the red i was expecting,,, screaming

#tgs #the glass scientists #im tagging this properly bc i wanna talk to people about this but my fam don't caree #im suffering #i should be doing uni work rn but this is more important #im mean .. look at him #like yes its the lighting but talking about how he feels like a new man #and then has lighter eyes im #like hen honey whats happening here #please figure it out and get back to me immediately #what else do people tag this as #henry jekyll #edward hyde #dude felt so many emotions at once that his body changed #sorry henry your normal body is just allergic to strong emotions atm #dr jekyll and mr hyde #thats probably enough right #??#dont mind the use of the interrobang its my favourite punctuation mark and its cleaner than both exclamation and question marks #so i use it as much as possible

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 days ago

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Help complete the poem:

"I bear a heavy somethingnothing others seem to lack, they drift and frolic freely, no weight dragging at their backs. I keep with me my somethingnothing, nurturing the rot, as somethingnothing is my bones, it cannot be forgot. I long, I yearn, I try to swim, alas I never float, for there it is, the somethingnothing, tugging at my throat. Somedays I fear my somethingnothing is the whole of me, (now you pick the final line from choices below)

(context: In the game I'm making one of the characters you can talk to is some moody nervous exiled prince and in one quest you can help him with his writer's block on some of his poetry. This is one of the 'poems' (+ menu choice prompts) that I decided not to use in the game, but I thought it was kind of amusing on it's own and might would be fun to see the votes on)

#tumblr polls #polls #Being 'cruel' and choosing 'mean' options in games is a more popular discussion topic but I find cruelty kind of boring. what I actually #enjoy having are SILLY options. to slightly bother a character in a non serious way. Helping him with his poetry and he's like #''huh... what rhymes with 'creep'..?'' and you enthusiastically announce ''PLEEP!!'' and he goes ''-_-..............no...........''#Especially the characters like him who take themselves very very seriously.#Which is interesting since in real life I think I generally seem quite Serious - but I guess moreso in a practical sense. Like I'm a very #goal oriented efficiency focused analytical and meticulous person HOWEVER I also don't have a huge ego so I don't take MYSELF as #a concept very seriously - if that makes sense. I take life and my actions within life seriously. But I'm not like.. one of those people wh #lashes out over any percieved slight or will go into a full emotional drama spiral over someone looking at them weird. I guess that's what #I mean by 'take themselves seriously'. Characters that are like 'I WILL BE THE BEST MOST successful coolest person in all the land #and therefore will explode instantly if embarassed even a small amount because I cannot be seen looking UNCOOL as it goes against #my DEALTHY SERIOUS MISSION to be respected and seen as AWESOME by EVERYONE ALIVE!!' etc. lmao #Which the prince is not like that. But he is that way in kind of an artsy sense. Taking poetic expression VERY seriously. The type to #like sign up for a writing class and then at the very first even slightest tiniest critique the instructor gives him is like... running out #of the class tearfully.. 'YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY suffering my PAIN my DEEP PROSE how DARE you correct #my SPELLING ERRRROR!!!' (< said with a rrrroled r in some fancy exaggerated cartoon royal sounding accent)#So I think also with that context. Suggesting the poem (that he undoubetdly sees as the coolest most awesome deepest well written #thing on the planet) should end with a line like 'hee hee give me beans im hungry' is like... dealing an immense blow of psychic damage #Not that he hasn't genuinely suffered in his life still. I don't mean in an 'LOL sincereity is soo lame make fun of anyone who's emotional'#type of way. But more in a ... ''you up until a year ago were an extravagantly rich prince living a life of absolute luxury yet #continuously bemoan how horrible and miserable your life is in every way thus maybe occasionally knocking you down a peg by #annoying you slightly is necessary for your personal growth and ego development'' way lol

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marmaladesparrows · 2 months ago

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one of the pieces ive been working on for ages is so very almost approaching done and i cannot wait to be free

i then won't be able to post it for who knows how long which sucks but we live

#i think sadly i may not do zines again #or at least not for a while #i have had a reallly really awful week emotionally primarily because of these zine pieces #and i just don't think i emotionallyl got what i wanted out of the experience #it's been a lot of stress without any of the feeling of community i really wanted to find #and like this is somewhat on me im bad at being sociable #im not really someone people immensely want to talk to and am weird and analytical and struggle to be emotive #but it has been #sad i guess #:(#but hey the piece looks good #sparrow yells into the void

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seaweedstarshine · 1 year ago

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You know that time in the comics when the Doctor is so depressed, he shuts off the lights, turns on an interrogation spotlight, locks himself in the console room, and argues with a bunch of judgmental shadow-figures resembling his past incarnations?

And all the TARDIS' lights go out and her interior becomes a maze to keep his companions out of the console room, all from her psychic connection with the Doctor (“moodbleed”)?

And his companions are left wandering in circles for two days as the air goes “stale,” not knowing where he is but thinking the worst, while he hallucinates in a dark room?

...because I'm thinking again about the times this definitely happened when he was with the Ponds.

#when they find him- Rory (one good nurse™) asks neutral questions to check on his emotional state while respecting his space #Amy knows when he's locked himself alone long enough to call River (fortunately Amy talks to her daughter often)#River can calm the tardis and go directly to the Doctor. she sits with him and nods when he rants. she tells him hes loved.#eleventh doctor #11th doctor #doctor who #words by seaweed #(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag #honestly same. I don't want anyone looking at me when im in that way because eyes are very uncomfortable lasers slicing my thoughts #so river doesn't look at him. she looks away and lets him look at her so he knows she's not looking at him. she also does active listening #the shadow-figures in this comic are beyond psychosis coded #emphasis: it isnt presented like some conference of past selves here (which the doctor can't just do anyway- see Power of the Doctor).#and the shadow figures dont have personalities anyway. the way theyre drawn is VERY psychosis coded (as is 11 this whole Si Spurrier run)#this is from Eleventh Doctor Year 2 Issue 3 (set between A Christmas Carol and The Impossible Astronaut) if anyone's wondering #note that he put on his comfort fez I love him #alice obiefune #poor Alice got drove up the wall from wandering in the dark for two days… I think Amy and Rory get to get used to it if they're together #eventually they work out a plan to calm the tardis enough to show them the comfy spot in the bunkbeds to wait and give him space #he joins them in their bunkbed for platonic snuggles. all in the same bunk. Rory doesnt mind. they make sure the doctor knows hes loved <3 #I think- having been percieved as psychotic growing up- Amy would be conscious about making sure the doctor knows she still adores him #I really want this fic to exist

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rapidhighway · 10 months ago

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i dooon't like the 3d cell shaded look they gave Shadow tho. i dooont like it. want the frontiers prologue back

#theres just something waird going on with the frame rate and the smoothness of all his movements #this happens every time they try to disguise 3d animation for 2d and it always looks weird #especially here? cause for some reason other characters don't seem to be animated this way?#they could still be since these are mostly small shots of them so they could've been hand drawn just for the sake of emoting better and stu #emerl will probs be 3d animated as well we just didn't see much of him #im bitching about this as if one of my favorite animes of all time wasn't 3d stylized for 2d #but at least i didn't feel like they were lying to me about it yanno #well im being dramatic but i hope you understand what you mean i was really hoping for a 2d animated short like the frontiers prologue #the animation in that has its bad moments but like. i can forgive it cause its beautiful and its knuckles

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