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neil newbon also mentioned that, besides the feral cat that visits his house, another inspiration for astarion's physicality was the harlequin mask from commedia dell'arte, which i find very funny given astarion's canonical feelings about clowns
#when you hate clowns...... but you ARE a clown 🤡#arguably THE clown#also i'm too asian for commedia dell'arte y'all#i just read/watch about the harlequin and think ''so he's like sun wukong... but less cool''#and then end up watching the sun wukong vs nezha fight scene from havoc in heaven again#love that shit#i think i would enjoy more kinds of traditional theater if more of them involved sickass fight scenes#astarion#astarion meta#+ my sleep-deprived rambles in the tags
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Ouuhhhyheaaa ouuhyhaaa ,FINALLY! FINISHED SOMETHING BEFORE THE YEAR ENDS
First of all thank you all soooo soo much for following or just liking my art, support means alot to me , second you are all so talented and so sweet! even if you don't create content you are all so cool!! Yes you reading this ,you are so cool!! And for last...
Happy new year's eve, may all your dreams come true!
#dreamling#the sandman#dream of the endless#hob gadling#my art#I AM SLEEP DEPRIVED AGAIN#but I served so whatever#actually really liked this one and i had absolutely no idea what i was doing#first sketch and then whatahek and then finish#i love to ramble in tags aaaaa#also#1389 dreamling my beloveds#they should kiss#have I told ypu that I dreamed about canon dreamling kiss the pther day? no? was a good dream
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Thinking about how the Stan twins were both taught from a young age that life is a matter of transactions. How they were valued only for the money they could bring their family, and how this shaped their lives in such different ways.
Ford was the intelligent one, and this made him valuable. He knew what he had to offer. He knew he was important. (He had to be. Experience had shown him that love was conditional. He had to earn it. He had to be enough.) When Bill Cipher approached him, he confirmed everything Ford wanted so desperately to believe about himself. Imagine that sense of excitement, of accomplishment, of pride and power and relief. Imagine having that final, unshakeable source of external validation - that this being that knew everything and could have chosen anyone, chose you. Imagine knowing exactly what you could do to please this being and, with the understanding that love is conditional, knowing that you could fulfill the requirements for that love. Imagine knowing exactly how to ensure you would be loved, not just by that being but by the family you uplifted and the future you created. All you had to do was satisfy your own curiosity… all you had to do was build a portal. Is it any wonder that Ford fell for Bill’s tricks?
Then we have Stan, the failure. If love was transactional, he could never pay the fee. He knew people only helped you if you had something to offer. And he had nothing to offer, so why would anyone ever help him? Why would anyone care? Of course he didn’t fall for Bill. He couldn’t. When Bill promised gifts and power and happiness, how could Stan believe a word he said? In a world without altruism, such promises could never be trusted. There was always a price to be paid - and Stan had never been able to pay it.
And so the end of the world was triggered and then averted, all because one brother thought he could earn the world’s love, while the other knew he would never earn anything good.
A+ parenting, Filbrick. Truly.
#very sarcastic at the end there#I hate filbrick pines#anyway the stans have my brain in a chokehold#the story! the character arcs!! the themes!!!#I adore them#once again the pacing of this analysis got screwed up#blame that on stream of consciousness and sleep deprivation#I really did want to add more to Stan’s section but I guess that’ll have to wait#gravity falls#grunkle ford#grunkle stan#gravity falls stanford#stanford pines#stanley pines#gravity falls stanley#stan twins#ok when I talk about love here it’s not really in the context of billford or romantic love at all#it’s just the feeling of being loved and important and actually mattering to somebody#but you could view it through a romantic lens I suppose so I’ll tag the ship#billford#gravity falls analysis#madbard rambles
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once again i was fueled with coffee (did not sleep the whole night) but this time i doodled college au to cope bc ofc i did (also did not feel like sleeping wooo)
#self insert#cross!sans#epic!sans#mblue art#cm#m rambles#(that tag is needed bc hoo boy u can tell i did not get sleep and is fueled by caffeine)#(do not be like me!!!!!!!!! do not deprive urself of sleep 💀💀💀)#(get a good 6-7hrs a day if u can. if 4-5hr works better for u then im not forcing u to sleep more 😤😤😤 as long as u rest well 😁👍)#(AND HYDRATE... if ur reading this try to take a sip rn 🥤)#campus au#(college au scenarios will be tagged that heehoo)#not colored just lines bby 😎😎😎#idiots to lovers type shit where they both confide in epic n he's just chillin#waiting for the time when these dummies will finally confess to eachother themselves#(look i think it's rlly funny seeing cross be all cool calm collected in public but when he talks to epic abt his crush)#(he goes insane with a million different flustered/blushing emojis)#( 'they told me good luck on my test and gave me the nicest smile ever how was i gonna live after that' goofy ass. idiot /aff)#( 'DUDE THEY GAVE ME A MOTIVATIONAL NOTE. IN /PINK/ PAPER. ON CHOCOLATE. DOES THIS...... 😳' guys i love silly dorky cross to bits so much)#(man fucking explodes w his simping n epic just goes LMAO but he's v supportive for his bruh 💪😤)#(on the other hand my sona thinks he's sooo cool and awesome and smart and honestly fucking charming HHELLO THE TIMES WHEN HE LAUGHS AND)#(AND SMILES HELLOOO MR HANDSOME I MEAN WHATT)#( 'stars if he likes me back i wouldn't know what to do with myself. fucking EXPLODE? YIPPEE CONFETTI??' lots of flushge )#(going ueueue at big bro epic bc they got a super massive crush on his bestie but)#(but the head is entertaining 'what-if's BUT i think kuya epic knows how to steer the thoughts away from those and smack em w teasing 😎✨)#(ultimately distracting and successfully reassuring them 😎😎😎)#(tsundere mblue no way not in here im down bad astronomically full on simping my guys)#(he might be a dumbass sometimes but he's my dumbass) (ok i'll shut up now fr)#anywayz campus au is the my highschool au but we're all adults and more tired yippeee
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Currently OBSESSED with evil x, my favorite tropes are:
1. Hes not evil. Hes trying to be, but he really sucks at it
2. Hes the scapegoat. The forgotten brother. Hes the one who always got blamed for everything and never had a support system. He became the thing they were scared of out of self defense, out of desperation. He never had a choice. He never wanted this. But at least hes the one getting hurt and blamed for everything, not his brother. (or, alternatively: hes so angry at his brother for getting everything evil x ever wanted to have)
#I woke up at 6am#And my sleep deprived evil x obsessed ass wrote this#I don't know how coherent this is im too tired to know#Anyways im going back to sleep#hermitcraft#hermitblr#evil xisuma#xisuma#xisumavoid#wolau rambling#<-wait what's my au tag doing here 👁️👁️#Surely this isn't foreshadowing hidden in a silly lil tweet#Oh my god did i just call this a tweet#Do yall understand how sleep deprived i am#God i hate summer the heat keeps waking me up
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today on pics that go really hard
#and today on cookie's ramblings#havent seen this on here so i'll tag it yeehaw#pierce the veil#ptv#vic fuentes#sorry i keep spamming my blog with vic rn im sleep deprived as hell from the heat
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Pardon this extremely tired ramble, but...
Isn't basically any MLM ship in MH just some variation and combination of the traits in toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi?
Like... let's see:
Jam: Doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
(can also be toxic depending on take. Don't hate me for saying this. Don't hate me for saying this.)
Brim: Doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
(can also be toxic depending on take. Don't hate me for saying this. Don't hate me for saying this.)
Bray: Doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
Timlex: Toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
Jaylex: Toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
Brilex: Toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
Poly w/ all the guys: Toxic VERY doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
(I hate marking all Alex ships as toxic... but if we're going purely off of story and assuming the relationships persevere into the Slender Sickness thing... Holy fuck it's gonna get bad. Once those delusions and madness stuffs start kicking in the cuteness is killed *unfortunately* and so is at least one of them *depending on ship*
Also I marked all of the Tim ones w/o Alex as "can be toxic" just because of the way we see Tim's dynamic with the others play out. It would primarily cause issues in the stability and trust levels of the relationship because of the way the story goes. The sickness happens, the tapes, oh no! Tim looks evil, etc etc... everyone keeps stealing Tim's meds- etc etc.
Honestly... all of them could be marked with the "toxic" label because of the nature of the MH canon... like, they all really don't get along past a certain point... so I don't imagine relationships that are romantic would be much better at persevering in that scenario, either...)
Like... I'm talking about if we're being 100% true to canon events. No "Oh this is before this" or "this is a different storyline"
Does this make sense?
I can't tell if I make sense...
(Also, I hope this is obvious, but NO HATE to ANY shippers of these ships. I apologize if it comes off as hate. I do not mean it in a bad way, simply that by the nature of the MH canon, the ships are almost always stuck being doomed and / or toxic.)
Well... at least that's one thing that bonds us... no matter what we ship, it's always doomed. We are united by doom.
*cause like??? basically everyone fucking dies??? what the fuck??! no wonder we as a fandom occasionally make cute ship stuff! because we don't get cuteness! we just get madness and doom! fuck the doom, we make them make out sloppy. fuck yeah.*
#the clowns are rambling instead of dancing#my love for men losing their sanity because of a twig man#marble hornets#marble hornets spoilers#ish?#mh timlex#mh bray#mh jam#mh brim#mh jaylex#mh brilex#(idk how tf to tag the tim alex brian and jay dating in a polycule one...)#< fuck it I'm going with poly hornets#poly hornets#mh ramble#marble hornets rambles#mh shipping ramble#marble hornets shipping ramble#shipping ramble#(in case you can't tell by my abnormally deteriorating quality of words throughout this ramble I'm sleep deprived again...)#(but its fine because ive got my toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi :D)#toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi
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My dicks so huge it drags on the ground while I walk. It's actually kinda a nuisance yeah. Yeah it keeps gettin scraped by the gravel on my hometowns dirt roads. Yeah it's kinda annoying. Yeah it really sucks having to disinfect my massive schlong every time I come home from a walk. Yeah it doesn't fit in normal pants. Yeah my girlfriend can unhinge her jaw like a cobra so she does that when giving me neck. Yeah I have to wear abnormal pants. No it isn't fashionable. Yeah it gets really cold sometimes. No you cant warm it up its longer than you are tall. It's also not wide at all its the girth of a normal schlong. Yeah it's like a garden hose. Yeah sometimes I wear it like a scarf. Yeah sorry I can't show you it's just too long I'd have to roll it up like a extension cord to show you the full thing. Yeah no it just keeps growing. Im like Rapunzel if she had a massive schlong.
#humble brag#bragadocious#dick reveal#who wants my abnormal schlong#shitpost#unwarranted amounts of weiner tbh#100% accurate#biblical scripture#biblically accurate penis#schizoposting#my comedically long penis#abnormal pants#yeah no#yeah#no yeah#corporate speak#about my hog#sonadow#sleep deprived#ramblings of a madman#im afab#dickless#afab#hozier#rdr2#percy jackson#autism#elon musk#yes im spam tagging sue me this is important
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god, the post gig blues are hitting hard tonight 😩 time for a hot water bottle and yet another reread of @gasdancer’s joie de vivre i think
#i never understand why with some gigs the post gig blues hit so much harder than others#it feels totally unpredictable and at the whims of the very specific energy of the show and my own mental state#i do feel things very strongly (too strongly some might argue)#and sometimes i think my heart is just a little too fragile to hold the weight of so many big emotions at once 🥺#and idk#afterwards it just feels a bit bruised#anyway i need to stop rambling into the tags late at night like this#i will go and read fic and that will fix everything#please ignore me lol#i am very sleep deprived and overly emotional and probably making extremely little sense 😅#lulu posts
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ʰⁱ, ʰᵉˡˡᵒ!
꒰ঌ👁໒꒱
ᴾʳᵒⁿᵒᵘⁿˢ ᵃʳᵉ ⁱᵗ/ⁱᵗ’ˢ
𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊
ᴳᵉⁿᵈᵉʳᶠᵃᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃʳᵒᵃᶜᵉ
︶꒷꒦︶ ๋࣭ ⭑
ᴵⁿᵗᵉʳᵉˢᵗˢ: ᶜᵃⁿⁿⁱᵇᵃˡⁱˢᵐ, ᵇˡᵒᵒᵈ, ᵃʳᵗ, ᶠᵘʳʳⁱᵉˢ, ᵇᵘᵍˢ
☾⋆。𖦹 °✩
ᶠᵃⁿᵈᵒᵐˢ: ᵈˢᵐᵖ, ʰᵉʳᵐⁱᵗᶜʳᵃᶠᵗ, ᶜᵒˢ, ᵖʳᵉˢˢᵘʳᵉ, ᵐᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ˢᵉʳⁱᵉˢ
⁂☻𐬽☀︎♥︎𓂀☁︎
ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗⁱᵐᵉˢ ᴵ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵖʳᵉˢᵉⁿᵗˢ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ᵐᵒᵒᵗˢ ⁱⁿᵇᵒˣᵉˢ!! ᴷᵉᵉᵖ ᵃ ˡᵒᵒᵏ ᵒᵘᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ!!
☆.𓋼𓍊 𓆏 𓍊𓋼𓍊.☆
ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗⁱᵐᵉˢ ᴵ ᵖᵒˢᵗ / ʳᵉᵇˡᵒᵍ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵇᵘᵍˢ, ˢᵒ ᵇᵉ ᶜᵃʳᵉᶠᵘˡ ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ!!
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆
ᵈⁿⁱ: ૧ᵘᵉᵉʳᵖʰᵒᵇᵉˢ, ʳᵃᶜⁱˢᵗˢ, ᵃⁿᵗⁱ ᶠᵘʳʳⁱᵉˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃⁿᵗⁱ ᵗʰᵉʳⁱᵃⁿˢ, ʷⁱˡᵇᵘʳ / ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ˢᵘᵖᵖᵒʳᵗᵉʳˢ, ᵖʳᵒˢʰⁱᵖᵖᵉʳˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵐᵉᵃⁿ.
・┆✦ʚ♡ɞ✦ ┆・
ᴱˣᶜᵘˢᵉ ᵐʸ ˢᵖᵉˡˡⁱⁿᵍ, ᴵ’ᵐ ᵈʸˢˡᵉˣⁱᶜ
✮ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 ⋆。°✩
ᶠᵒˣ ᵗʰᵉʳⁱᵃⁿ
‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾ 👁 ☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙
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・┆✦ʚ☻ɞ✦ ┆・
ᴵⁿᵗʳᵒ ᵇʸ @mcshizzle-the-fire-boy (credits to them for finding pfp and banner too!!)
#my tags:#sleep deprived idiot's faves and saves#sleep deprived idiot's very cool person tag#blorbo spotted 👀#i see blorbo i reblog#sleep deprived's rambles and thoughts
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#‡ ooc#tbd .#glares so hard it makes them explode#more sleep deprived than me#i need this image in a higher quality RIOT please....#gonna use the rest of the tags to just ramble#speaking of art im obsessed w i... like how in the hn splash for varus and talon... varus' bow makes it look like talon has angel wings....#the framing HAD to be on purpose come on......#i was saying to mars earlier i dont always. consider that other ppl read my writing and LIKE my talon or my writing for them#after mars said something sweet but does that make sense?? but i dont want it to seem rude or like i dont acknowledge that people like my#work or compliment it which people do and thank you <3#it is just. a surprise every time like OH RIGHT HI you like them to? camera cuts to talon sopping wet and brooding#i hope people do like my writing for talon and that i do them justice even with my canon divergence <:3c#ill be a little more active soon aheem.... moreso after this weekend u.u i might do a micless stream to jump back into drawing too idk
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On hiatus <3
Introduction Post <3333
ON HIATUS RN, occasionally might check strawpage!
Call me Hermy! I like posting about anything to any extent which includes:
Analyses (#[fandom acronym] analysis)
Random thoughts (#rambles)
Clinically insane thoughts (#my sleep deprived brain)
Character thoughts (either #[character] or #[character] centric)
I also typically tag characters when I make my own posts but not reblogs because I am very tired ;-;
Fandoms I'm hyper fixated on currently in:
Bungo Stray Dogs (#bsd)
Demon Slayer (#kny)
Genshin Impact (#genshin impact)
Alien Stage (#alnst)
Fandoms I'm ALWAYS but may not be active in:
Avatar the Last Airbender (#atla)
The Owl House (#toh)
Harry Potter (#hp)
Click here for master list of every fandom I've been in if you want to scream about something to me
Please feel free to send an ask! I am also a professional crappy doodler, so scribble requests can also be dropped. To see what I've doodled before, check out #my art and #crappy doodles!
I don't have specific DNI's. I block/DNI anyone who's an asshole.
(I don't always tag my queued reblogs/posts, in case it seems like I'm always active on this blog! Again, I am sleep deprived and can only do the bare minimum.)
And finally, If you can guess the meaning of my username, you get a cookie 🍪
(Shamless plug to) my photography blog! It's mainly my portfolio of my best work for references and such, but if you could give it a follow, and drop some comments, feedback, questions and/or suggestions or anything else, that would be great!! <3
Little PSA ig?: I call people "bro", "bruh", "dude", and "man" a lot as gender-neutral terms, however, that might be offending to some. If I do use a masculine term with you and you don't like it, please tell me! I do not mean to be hurtful in any way. <3
#intro post#common tags ->#bsd#atla#kny#rambles#genshin impact#my photography#my sleep deprived brain
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GUYS I'VE OFFICIALLY LOST IT-
So. Awhile ago, I saw this post, right? Basically it just said that Sera and Sir Pentious' cards have very similar compositions, and that Seraphim, which is what Sera is, are often associated with serpents. Interesting, but could still be a coincidence, right?
So anyways I checked the reblogs and saw somebody say they should kiss. And now I'm insane.
Because like... the only thing we know really about Sir Pentious' potential story arc in the show is that he's gonna have a crush on one of the other characters. And the only thing confirmed about his sexuality(to my knowledge) is that he is attracted to women. We don't really have any way to know who his crush is, because there are a lot of women in Hazbin Hotel, but could still be noteworthy, right? And like... okay this is gonna sound like the most "trust me, bro" evidence I could possibly pull out of my ass at first but I just need you to hear me out here, okay? Sera's crown and Sir Pentious' hat have a lot of visual similarities. Here's a helpful diagram :)
Which like. Okay. Could literally be nothing, right? Except for two small things that I can't let go of: One, Sir Pentious' goggles + the v-shaped brim on his hat were added to his design AFTER he was given a more prominent role in the show-
(Pilot design, back when he was meant to be a one-off villain of the week vs current design as a member of the main cast)
And two, the Hellaverse shows kind of have a tendancy to use visuals in order to signify characters' relationships to eachother. It's also just a pretty popular form of symbolism as a whole tbh, but the Hellaverse has a lot of really good examples. Like, for instance, how Vaggie's new outfit is a lot closer to Charlie's color pallette than any of her previous designs, or this really good breakdown by @/raeynbowboi about the symbolism of hearts in Hazbin Hotel and how they pertain to Angel Dust/his relationships! It's from awhile ago so some of the info is a tad outdated, but overall I do think the analysis holds up. Meanwhile, in Helluva Boss, Moxxie and Millie have basically the same color pallette and they were the most functional relationship in the entire show before before Fizzmodeus came along. Which, speaking of those two...
See, I made this diagram because, after I pointed out the similarities between Sera and Sir Pentious' headgear to my dad and asked him if those kinds of similarities were a valid form of analysis(because I am but a humble highschooler that doesn't know everything about media analysis, and also I felt like I was losing my mind-), my dad said that I should look at the creator's(Vivziepop's) other works to see if couples having similar motifs was a recurring theme. So obviously, I picked my favorite couple in either show and disected their designs for every little detail that could maybe possibly be an intentional parallel. And while some of it is kind of iffy, like Fizz's limbs being the same kind of blue as Ozzie's tufts could just be a way to show that Ozzie made them, or both of them having uh, two things sticking off of their head(that one's definitely a reach-), I think stuff like both of them having hearts as a recurring detail in their designs or having lITERALLY THE SAME EYE COLOR??? Are pretty good evidence that Viv/the Hellaverse design team tend to use visuals to signify characters relationships.
ALSO!!!! If the Fallen Angel Vaggie theory ends up being true, there could be some interesting parallels to draw between Chaggie and Sera/Sir Pentious! Something about like... demon royalty/random angel vs angel royalty/random demon. Could be used to draw parallels between how the two societies treat that kind of thing idk.
So, now that all the meta evidence is out of the way, we can get down to what really matters: would these two work as a couple? Do their personalities mesh well togther? And the answer to that is!
IM SORRY FOR USING THE GIF IT WAS A GOOD JOKE IN MY HEAD BUT TYPING THIS OUT IDK IF IT'S ACTUALLY FUNNY-
But in all seriousness, I don't actually know. We just... haven't seen enough of Sera to know for sure. In fact, this whole theory is based off of small details that definitely add up to SOMETHING, but could very well be pieces to some very different puzzles that I'm trying to shove together because somebody jokingly suggested that they would fit. Like, the parallels really COULD mean something, and it COULD have something to do with Sir Pentious having a crush on another character, but like. There could also be a million other answers to both of those questions, y'know? I also have a tendancy to make wild conspiracy theories about genuinely inconsequential details... I almost never talk about them publically, but still. Though I will say, based off of Sera's description in the leaks, I could definitely see a world where she bounces off of Sir Pentious pretty well. Her description in the leaks very much gave me uh... Isabela cover of Surface Pressure vibes, y'know? Shit that is- that is a weird way to describe that but most people on here have seen Encanto right? Y'all get it? And Sir Pentious is both a Victorian Gentleman Type and completely unhinged. Like... idk there's something there. I could maybe see it working. But at the end of the day, it's just too early to tell.
That being said I WILL be trying to pump out some fanart of these two before the actual show comes out and crushes my crackshipping dreams. Also their ship name is either SeraPentious or PentSera I can't decide.
Edit: Wait a second... SeraPent. Serpent. PUN!!!!!!!!!! Okay I think I'm going with SeraPent-
#this is really just my attempt to make PentSera a thing before the show airs and I look like a fool#CRACKSHIPPERS ARIIIIIIIISE!!!!!!!!!#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel analysis#idk if that's actually a tag but who cares#sera#hazbin sera#hazbin hotel sera#sir pentious#sir pentious x sera#sera x sir pentious#serapentious#pentsera#I might just stick with pentsera tbh it rolls off the tongue way better#analysis#long post#I feel like. I should tag this with late night ramblings. this feels like a late night ramblings post.#probably because I'm sleep deprived and so depressed I'm constantly exhausted#I'll tag late night ramblings for now and remove it if I change my mind ig#late night ramblings#serapent#gal overanalyzes random shit
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Does anyone else get the feeling that at their core, all of mxtx's works are about cycles of abuses.
#idea dump#ramblings of a sleep deprived girl#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#scum villian self saving system#mao dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mxtx#mo xiang tong xiu#cycle of abuse#I don't only mean the passing down of trauma#I also mean the abuses of an established corrupt system#that systematically hurts people that are less fortunate than those who actively benefit from it#to me this one is more prevalent in mdzs and why jin guangyao downfall is so upsetting to me#because he was coming close to breaking the cycle of abuse of both the system and of his family#but unfortunately it was his past actions in service of perpetuating it that doomed him#if he had realized a lot sooner that his father was not worth it#and started pursuing his own interests from the beginning instead of his father's approval he could have changed everything for the better#not to mention that unlike his father he actually treats his spouse with respect and doesn't intentionally hurt her#emphasis on the 'intentional' part (if you know you know)#just like Jin Guangyao became the new wei wuxian Nie Huaisang became the new Jin Guangyao#so i'm of the firm belief that since the system is still in place the cycle will repeat again#and Nie Huaisang will replace Wei Wuxian as someone else becomes his Jin Guangyao#sorry for this long ass essay in the tags lol#it's 3am so I'll probably do the other two another time#also let it be known that I'm only running on spoilers/fanfictions/wiki when it comes to svsss and mdzs#so if anyone bothers to read my essay tags be free to correct anything if I get something wrong#side note why wasn't mdzs about breaking cycles???#why didn't yanli become sect leader. Jiang cheng remain coreless. or Jin Zixuan marry into the Jiangs to show worth outside the norms#you can be a strong woman without being cruel. cultivation doesn't equal worth. and powerful women are beautiful and should be respected
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I got so used to seeing bland and forced straight couples and much more complex and well written queer ships that now whenever I see a good quality straight ship my mind just goes "hmm gay"
#mfs be like “that's so gay” and it's literally a het ship#it's me I'm mfs#I just recently watched a show with a straight couple that didn't feel rushed and forced for once#it's been so long#gay#thoughts#haha those last two tags lined up perfectly#I don't even know what I'm doing now#just rambling in the tags ig#wtv it's not like anyone's gonna see this anyway#in my defense I'm sleep deprived#I'll stop now#I'm so tired
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wait wait wait whaaatt ok ok so I’ve been on a nostalgia kick recently and have been looking back into old fandoms I was apart of, like minecraft diaries. and I was going through the wiki to try and refresh’s myself on the lore because I don’t feel bothered to watch all the old videos😭 but but I realized I recognized some of the titles of the divine warriors! They’re also title of gods from ffxiv (the fury, the destroyer, the matron, the keeper, the wanderer)
The Matron The Destroyer The Wanderer The Fury The Keeper are the titles of 5 (of the 12) deities from ff14
both matrons symbols are the same too :D!
and! One of the other deities by the name of menphina, within eorzean mythology resides within a heaven/hell of ice with another deity by the title of the fury!
so we got another link with a divine warrior (menphia the fury)
Also excerpt from menphina the lovers wiki page to explain a bit (definitely not me being biased over my characters patron lol)
Idk if the mcd wiki is accurate/up to date or not! But I thought it be cool to share what I learned today (there’s def people who knew this b4 I just have the brain power of a shriveled walnut haha) I also do vaguely remember in one of Jess’s old videos she did say she met Jason through a final fantasy game and I do think some names and references from probably also from that game and other in the franchise but I don’t really know much since my knowledge is very surface level or non existent for most games
CICI FROM 5 MINUTES IN THE FUTURE
Yea she’s played ff14 haha! She’s posted her and her husband(pretty sure it’s him sure cus of the last name lycan) characters to twitter a few years back.. y’know I’m surprised it took me this long to make the connections because I’ve been watching my brothers play ff games for as far back as my earliest memories and even got some of their hand me down games NOT TO MENTION that their was a significant overlap in the time I lived and BREATHED mcd and would watch my brother play ff14 around the same time too?? To be fair though my brothers were going through the broody teen phase at that point too so they only really tolerated me watching them craft and gather or wander around for a bout an hour max before going to play cod or basketball with their friends😅
But back to main point I was trying to make is that it’s really neat how the series that started me creative journey is inspired by the franchise that has and is currently still fueling that drive^^!!
anyywhoosies that’s enough of my insomniac ramblings for tonight! thank you for joining me today in the cavernous maze that is my noggin🫡
I’ve got nothing else to say but look at my art if you want! and listen to dedicated to moonlight pls🌙✨ do it for me!!~ nphina💕
#if this is unorganized and riddled with spelling mistakes my bad I tried to fix it as I went but I’m too sleepy to care rn hahaha#mod might be a little sleep deprived :3#cicirichment#<~ new tag for my rambles hopefully I remember that🙏#uhhh should I tag the fandoms…#sure why not! let my ravings plague the interwebs#minecraft diaries#aphmau mcd#I prob misremembered something somewherebut my memory is 5 second rn and idk I’m gonna take a nap and revise this later#watch me check this in the morning and realize I just imagined typing out a paragraph that be funny😭#like just break off mid sentence and move on#my brain is writing checks my keyboard cannot cash lmaoo
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