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Ana never imagined she could feel so at ease and at home in a place outside of Cuba. Despite living in L.A. for years, it never quite felt like home to her. That’s why she made a point to return to her homeland whenever her schedule allowed. But now, things were different. Spending so much time with Jensen in Texas had surprisingly given her a sense of belonging she hadn’t anticipated. The simplicity and ease of it all were surprisingly comforting. Maybe it’s true what they say: home isn’t a place but a person, even if it sounded a little cliché.

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"Should we tell JJ about the surprise or keep it under wraps for now?" she wondered aloud, her fingers gently tracing the outline of his jaw. She tiptoed up, wrapping her arms around his neck and leaning in to claim the kiss she had been missing. “And by the way, you haven’t kissed me in like 20 minutes—what’s up with that?” she teased, her voice soft and filled with a playful chuckle. The warmth of his embrace and the ease of their interactions made her heart swell, confirming that, indeed, home might just be wherever they were together. / @jacklesx

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☆ 2008 LAcon J2

Official name: Creation Entertainment's SALUTE TO SUPERNATURAL (Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki on stage) Location: Marriott Los Angeles Airport, Los Angeles, Cal Time: Sunday March 30, 2008, 12:20 PM-1:00 PM (GMT-7) Panelists: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki Last episode: 3x12 "Jus in Bello"- 2/21/2008 Next episode: 3x13 "Ghostfacers"- 4/24/2008

Question Index: FR1- Panel Transition 1a- Late Happy Birthday (Jensen) 1b- 2x21 vs 3x11; Best Death 1c- Thoughts on Thirty (Jensen) 2a- 3x01; Seventh Demon’s outcome 2b- 3x01; Dean vs Lust (Jensen) 2c- 3x01; Seventh Demon’s outcome; cont. 3a- Stunts; Fight Scenes; Participation and Preparation 3b- Fav Demon killing weapon 4a- Fav word (Jensen) 4b- Least Fav word (Jensen) 4c- Fav curse word (Jensen) 5a- fav scene; 2x14; ACT FOUR, EXT. HOUSE – LATER (Jared) 5b- fav scene; 2x20; ACT ONE, EXT. WINCHESTER HOUSE- CONTINUOUS; ACT TWO, INT. WINCHESTER HOUSE- DINING ROOM – NIGHT (Jensen) +1- Continent vs Country bit 6a- Fan Request; Body Swap portrayal (Jensen) 6b- Future Projects; plays (Jared) +2- Stolen Question 7- Fashion; plans on kilts; (Jensen) 8a- fav acting medium; Mr. Rhodes (Jensen) 8b- Acting Challenges; Special Effects; 2x01 FR2- Acting Challenges; Special Effects; 2x01 FR3- 3x08; Product Placement; Creative Control 9a- 3x08; Product Placement; Creative Control 9b- fav snack/junk food 10a- Acting Challenges; Facets of Dean; fav of Dean (Jensen) 10b- fav part of Dean (Jensen) 10c- Future Projects; Directing 🔮 11a- 2x15; thoughts on playing extreme caricatures 11b- 3x10; ACT FOUR, INT. MOTEL ROOM; DREAM; thoughts on yelling at your double; Acting Challenges (Jensen) +3- stolen question part 2 12a- 3x10; ACT FOUR, LATER- EXT. IMPALA; thoughts on Dean’s domestic dream (Jensen)🔮 12ba- 3x11; ACT FOUR; Thoughts on Sam living without Dean (Jared) FR4- 3x11; ACT FOUR; Thoughts on Sam living without Dean (Jared) 12bb- 3x11; ACT FOUR; Thoughts on Sam living without Dean cont. (Jared)

(video playlist/links and transcript below the cut)

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Fan reports: [insomnia_geek] • [bardicvoice] • [sarah_p] (*warning: Fan reports as a source can't be fully verified unless video or audio of the con can confirm it. Be mindful not to take Fan Reports as the unquestionable and unbiased truth.*)

(missing coverage *fan reports could be incomplete and/or erroneous)

•(insomnia_geek para. 2, bardicvoice para. 42, sarah_p para. 30-31)- LA08J2;FR1- Panel Transition

“That’s when Jared came back onstage. Apparently he’d been mainlining Skittles backstage, didn’t bring any out for Jensen. They talked quietly to each other for a moment out of mike pickup and joked a bit. Jensen said that they speak in code.” – IG

“Jared reappeared in that moment, bragging “But not as good as Jared plays Sam!”” – B

“Somewhere around this, Jared came back out, and he was EATING SKITTLES (which totally made me think of him offering to buy Papa Ackles Skittles at the AFGM intermission ;)), and didn’t bring any for Jensen. I was ALREADY IN LOVE WITH THEM. AGAIN. He and Jensen were talking really quietly to each other for a minute (Basketball scores, maybe? Can someone who was sitting closer confirm this?), and then they finished, and Jensen laughed and told us that they speak in code. Which, really, I would NOT doubt–they are just SO attuned to each other, it’s fantastic.” – S

J2’s Panel starts.

◘Jensen and Jared in LA: Best death scene- Dean or Sam? by BabyBlueSteel◘

(0:00 BBS) -introduction

Jensen: Skittles, that’s what you got?

Jared: (placing his hair on stage) Yes, sir.

Jensen: Yeah? Bring me anything?

Jared: Nope. (?All me?). (sits down)

Jensen: Of course not. Jerk. (audience laughs)

Jared: I did see (?Tigers win the first?) (Jensen: What?) from Texas (?to Utah?).

Jensen: No.

Jared: (?) half-quarter (?)

Jensen: You kidding?

Jared: Yeah, (?borrow talked into it?) (flips hair) and I wanted to whoever said- Yep.

Jensen: (to audience) Sorry, we’re speaking in code. Supernatural code.

Jared: (?Purple Michael?) dishwasher.

Jensen: (to Jared) You’re kidding? (Jared: [nods smirking] mhmm.) (dramatically to audience) It’s unbelievable. (Jared laughs. Audience giggles) Um..

◘Jensen LA SPN convention-21 J2 Panel 01-07 by DW&DW◘

Jared: [off mic] (?Where were you?)

Jensen: (to Jared) Where was I? (Jared nods) I was right in the middle of- of (gestures to audience) having everybody tell me how great I was. (audience screams, cheers, and claps)

Jared: [off mic] (?Yeah, bullshit.?) (to audience) Well done, guys. Thanks. I know you didn’t want to, but when I asked you earlier, (audience chuckles) I- I knew you would do it for me. And-

Jensen: But now they’re gonna have to go back to putting on their fake faces for you. (audience laughs)

Jared: I heard personally- (laughs)

(turns to fan on the his right) Hello.

•(0:48 BBS, 0:28 DW)- LA08J2;Q1a- Late Happy Birthday (Jensen)

Jensen: Hi.

Fan: Hi. (?)

Jensen: Now you got both of us.

Fan: Hi. (?I’m a girl?). Hi.

Jared: [nods] that’s right.

Jensen: So, watch what you say, because we might go off.

Jared: (laughs) Nothing good about Jensen please. (audience laughs)

Fan: Hi, Jensen. Happy late birthday.

Jensen: (nod) Hey, hey, yeah-hah!

Jared: (rolls his eyes and mouths while flinging his hand up) Oh my god. (Waves at fan) Hi, I’m here by the way. (audience laughs) (waves his hands sarcastically) Jensen’s here. (dramatically flings his coat closed)

Fan: (to Jared) I said hi to you earlier. (?So, don’t start?) now.

Jared hides his face in his coat. The audience laughs and then aw’s.

Jared: (to audience aws, nods) Okay. Y’all make me feel better (?at the end?). (smiles)

Jensen pumps his eyebrows and then gives the audience a thumbs up.

Fan: Anyway.

The audience laughs. But Jared, open mouth shocked, throws a hand up.

Jensen: Anyway, moving on.

Jared: (gestures to fan) There she goes again. (audience laughs)

•(1:17 BBS, 0:57 DW)- LA08J2;Q1b- 2x21 vs 3x11; Best Death

Fan: (laughs) I have a question. (Jensen: Yes.) Okay. After watching “All Hell Breaks Loose” and “Mystery Spot” you’ve both, you know, died so wonderfully. (audience laughs) Um, so I was wondering, who do think did the best death scene? Who died best? (audience oo’s)

Jared: (turns to Jensen) (?Who would be-?)

Jensen: (to fan) (makes a face) Me. (flips up hand) (audience and Jared laugh)

Fan: You had more practice- (Jared: He had more chances.) He did. Yours was a little more (?).

Jensen: I do love- I do love “Mystery Spot,” because it was such a fun episode for me. Because I just didn’t care. (audience chuckles) ‘Cause I was just dying all the time. (thumbs to Jared) Poor Jared, like, is freaking out the whole episode. (Jared laughs) He’s like, you know, getting emotional and I’m like, “Hey, buddy! Wake up! Let’s go!” (audience laughs)

Love those episodes.

Jared: (off mic) Yeah, that’s right.

•(1:57 BBS, 1:37 DW)- LA08J2;Q1c- Thoughts on Thirty (Jensen)

Fan: How does it feel to be thirty now?

Jensen: Fantastic. (Fan: Good.) (audience cheers and claps) (nods) It’s amazing.. it’s so much better in your thirties.

Some of the audience yeah’s. Jensen then pats Jared’s knee. Jared and the audience laugh. Then Jared makes a pouting face at Jensen.

Jared: My-

Jensen: (to Jared) You’ll get there one day. (Jared laughs)

Jared: I hope so.

Fan: Thank you for coming, guys.

Jensen: Thank you. (turns to his left)

Jared: Thank you. Hi.

•(1:57 DW)- LA08J2;Q2a- 3x01; Seventh Demon’s outcome

Fan: Hi. I’m Chris. (Jensen: Hey, Chris.) Uh, this question is for.. Jensen, (Jared throw his hands up) but it could be for both.

◘Jensen and Jared in LA: questions about Magnificent Seven by BabyBlueSteel◘

Jared: (gestures to his right off stage) Should I just go elsewhere? (audience no’s) (smiles)

Fan: No, actually-

Jensen: (thumbs off stage) Go eat some more skittles, pal. (audience laughs)

Jared: (makes a face) I might.

Fan: There’s two parts. In.. “Magnificent Seven” I only seemed to count six demons that you killed. (Jensen thumbs to Jared) Where’s the seventh one? (audience and Jared laugh)

•(2:19 DW, 0:22 BBS)- LA08J2;Q2b- 3x01; Dean vs Lust (Jensen)

Fan: And the second part before you get into that other one is- The second one is, you got attacked by Lust and we’re wondering how did you.. manage to overcome when you’re- you were in the water? When everybody else actually died (?in the waters?).

Jensen: Uumm… Well, if you recall just before I dunked her in the water, I had a very lustful kiss. (audience laughs)

Fan: Right. Yes.

Jensen: Um, so, I-I- I curved that appetite very quickly with that kiss and then (mimics forcefully dunking) I dunked her into the water. (Jared and the audience laughs)

•(2:47 DW, 0:51 BBS)- LA08J2;Q2c- 3x01; Seventh Demon’s outcome; cont.

Fan: So, where were the seventh demon die then? (?y’know?)

Jensen: Um, you know, (looks at Jared) I- that’s a good question. I thought there were seven.

Jared: I thought there were seven.

Jensen: (looks to the audience) Can anybody else, uhh.. No? (nods) Good. (makes a face) Thanks for coming. (audience laughs)

Jared: Lust- Lust in the bathroom. There’s- there’s, um- um…

Jensen: That’s the only one I remember too. (audience laughs)

Jared: Well, there was Sloth, re- uh..

Audience member: Wrath!

Jared: Pride.

Audience member: Envy!

Audience member: Anger!

Jensen: Wrath. Pride.

Audience member: Gluttony!

Audience member: Gluttony!

Audience member: Gluttony!

Jensen: Gluttony.

Jared: Yeah, Gluttony was there.

Jensen: Sloth.

Audience member: Anger!

Audience member: Envy!

Audience member: Jealously!

Jared: Envy was the main guy. Envy was the guy we exorcised (Jensen: Yeah!) and she killed.

Jensen: (to fan) There should have been seven.

Fan: Well, there was only six bodies from what I-

Jensen: There was only six bodies?

Fan: Yeah.

Jared: Oh, okay. Good. (points to fan) Because of the end scene Bobby says, I think- I think the w- “I think the girl will make it,” (nods) or something like that.

Jensen: Oh, that’s right, one of- one of the- (Jared: One of them wasn’t.. killed.) the bodies didn’t die.

Audience member: (?Two right?)

Jared: (looks at the audience)Two of ‘em.

Audience member: Two survive.

Audience member: The big guy and the (?) survive.

Jensen: (holds up two fingers)Two of the bodies didn’t die. (audience laughs)

Jared: (points to audience member) Yeah, you’re right. (laughs then taps Jensen’s arm) Let’s hand our mics away because I think they don’t want our- (Jensen chuckles, shaking his head)

(nods to the audience) Y’all guys. Yeah.

Jensen: (turns to his right) Hi.

•(3:40 DW, 1:44 BBS)- LA08J2;Q3a- Stunts; Fight Scenes; Participation and Preparation

Fan: Hi, guys. (Jensen: Hi.) (?It’s been real?). How’re you doing? (Jared: Hi.) Um, question for both of you guys. Um, do you ever do your own fight scenes? And, if so what kind of preparation.. or training.. do you have?

Jensen: Yes and none. (audience laughs and oo’s. Jared laughs.)

Jared: I think (looks at Jensen) we do all of our own fight scenes but they’re also (looks at fan) by.. stunt.. uh, actors who.. do the more intense.. part of the fight scene.

Jensen: You know, like- like, when you see one of us, you know, flying into a bookshelf, or, (Jared: [nods] Yep.) you know, crash into a table (?or something?) (Jared: [nods and points to himself] (?that’s me?).), (nods and points to himself) that’s me. (audience yeah’s and laughs. Jared laugh) Umm.

No. They- they don’t- they don’t nes- they don’t even allow us to do it, just for insurance purposes. So, that’s when the stunt guys come on. And that’s why I say, you know, (looks at Jared and gestures to them both) we basically run, jump, and fall down. And those guys do the actual stunts.

Uhh, a lot of the hand to hand- hand to hand combat stuff is- is.. that’s us. And, you know, we’ll go over it that morning or the day before.. (Jared: Right.) and just kind of get a feel for it. And, you know.. we do that pretty quick.

Jared: (to fan) In some of the fight scenes we have some preparation. The first one that was he against I in “Skin” (Jensen: I loathed.) in season seven- (looks briefly at Jensen) Yeah, we had to- We came out on the weekends and we trained with this, uhm.. (looks at Jensen) uh…

Jensen: Well, no. The first one (points to Jared) would’ve been the “Pilot” when we first (gestures) see each other.

◘LA Supernatural Con: J&J's favorite weapons and more! by wfsarah◘

Jared: (nods) The first one was the “Pilot” and- (nods) Yeah, that’s right. The “Pilot” one we had loads of fight training. (Jensen: Tons.) (counts on his fingers) And then, the one we fought each other again, we also had loads of fight training.

But, since then it’s more- Since we have the basics, you sort of block it out (Jensen nods) and then you kind of rough it in. And you do it kind of half speed. And then the stunt guys get in and (swipes hand) tear the place up.

Jensen: You know, the more you do- uh, and, we’ve done it a lot. So, the- the more you do it kind of the easier it becomes every time there is a fight scene. So, it’s like.. preparation becomes less and less and less. (shrugs) But you can still get the performance out of it.

◘Jensen LA SPN convention-22 J2 Panel 02-07 (Weapon Fave word by DW&DW◘

•(5:15 DW, 0:29 W, 0:03 DW)- LA08J2;Q3b- Fav Demon killing weapon

Fan: Great. (Jensen: Sure.) And just one more thing. What’s your favorite demon killing weapon?

Jensen: (shrugs) I gotta say Ruby’s knife. (audience cheers and claps) That things awesome. (Jared: That is cool.) I just need one. (audience laughs) Other than that, you know, my trusty shotty.

Jared: I gotta- I- I gotta go.. old-old school with some of the demon things. The whole eyes, like, (?I peer?) my white eyes and you explode? That’s a- that’s kind of a demon killing. Though it doesn’t kill demons, but it’s a demon’s killing. (audience laughs. Jensen mouths what to the audience.) Thank you. (Fan: (?It’s almost?)-) I like that. I like that.

Fan: Okay.

◘Jensen and Jared in LA: Jensen's fav, least fav, & curse by BabyBlueSteel◘

Jared: (points then gets up and leaves to the right of the stage) I’ll be- I’ll be over back there. I’ll… (Audience laughs. Jensen shakes his head and then smiles at Jared.)

Fan: Thanks.

Jared: (sits back down and shrugs) (off mic) I like that.

Jensen: (shrugs, laughs, and shakes his head) I have no idea what you’re talking about, man. (audience laughs)

Jared: Lilith, in “Jus in Bello.”

Jensen: (nods) Oh, right, right, right. Okay, yeah.

Jared: I’m just saying, I don’t know. It could (flings hand up) probably kill demons. Or unalive demons. (Jensen: prob- probably.) I think that’s a (flings hand up) cooler weapon than a knife. (Jensen: Yeah.) The eyes (shrugs and stares out) and then dead.

Jensen: (turns quickly to his left) Next question. (Jared and audience laugh)

•(1:29 W, 1:03 DW, 0:24 BBS)- LA08J2;Q4a- Fav word (Jensen)

Fan: Hi, Jensen. (Jensen: Hi.) Hi, Jared, again. (Jared: Hi.) This is for Jensen, (Jared turns away and nods) because I already asked, Jared. (audience aw’s)

Well, I already asked him, so.

Jensen: (to Jared) Quit hogging all the questions. (audience laughs. Jared smiles)

Fan: Big fan of the.. “Inside the Actor’s Studio” so that’s couple of.. James.. Lipton questions for yah. Um-

Jensen: Oh, great.

Fan: What’s your favorite word?

Jensen: (to Jared) I thought she would say what’s your favorite curse word? (audience laughs)

Fan: Oh, that’s coming up.

Jensen: Oh really?

Fan: Yeah. (?Going there?).

Jensen: (laughs) This, hah, well. (looks at Jared)

Jared: (shrugs and flings hand up) I did it.

Jensen: (laughs and inhales) Uhhhhh… (audience laughs) (to fan) Just favorite word?

Fan: Yeah.

Jensen: (smacks lips) Um.. I don’t know. I’m probably changing my mind in five minutes, but right now..

Audience member: Jared! (audience laughs)

Audience member: Jared!

Audience member: Say Jared!

Jared: Augh (audience laughs) (Jensen: [shakes head to audience] No.) That’s his favorite curse word. (audience laughs)

Jensen: (to fan) Ummm, insatiable. (audience oo’s and cheers)

•(2:23 W, 1:58 DW, 1:19 BBS)- LA08J2;Q4b- Least Fav word (Jensen)

Fan: Your least favorite? (Jensen: What?) Your least favorite word?

Jensen: My least favorite? (smacks lips) Um-

Jared fakes snores and mimics slowly falling off his chair. The audience laughs. Jensen chuckles.

Jensen: Milk. (audience laughs)

•(2:26 W, 2:09 DW, 1:33 BBS)- LA08J2;Q4c- Fav curse word (Jensen)

Fan: And your least favorite question, curse word.

Jensen: Favorite curse word? Umm.. (audience giggles. Jared laughs.) (laughs to himself) mh, (flips hand) It’s probably just shit. (Jared nods. Audience laughs, oo’s, and claps)

Fan: Thank you.

Jared: (off mic) (?That’s what I said?)

Jensen: (to Jared) Is it?

Jared: (nods) (off mic) Yeah.

Jensen: Really?

Jared: (nods) (off mic) Yes. (?It’s a good one?).

Jensen: (to audience) It’s not too harsh, (Jared: [off mic] Yeah.) but you get your point across. (Jared: [off mic] Yes.) (audience laughs)

Jared: (turns to his right) (off mic) Oh, (?so we go here?).

Jensen: And now my mother’s gonna call me. (audience laughs)

Jared: I know- (laughs then mimics Jensen’s mom crying.) Uh-huh, Jensen.

(turns back to fan) Hello.

•(3:05 W, 2:39 DW, 2:00 BBS)- LA08J2;Q5a- fav scene; 2x14; ACT FOUR, EXT. HOUSE – LATER (Jared)

Fan: Hello. Hi, Jared, Jensen. I’m (?Patricia?). (Jensen: Hi.)

Jared: Notice how she said, “hi, Jared, then Jensen.” (audience laughs and cheers. Jensen shakes his head)

Fan: You’re sitting in front of me.

Jared: Just a.. Just an observation. You- Don’t need to explain. Don’t need to explain. (audience laughs)

Fan: Um, uh, okay. First question is for Jared. Um, “Born Under a- (laughs)

Jared: Once again. (audience laughs. Jensen hangs his head)

Fan: Um, one of my, uh.. favorite season trailer episodes is, um, “Born Under a Bad Sign.” (Jared: Yeah?) And I wanted to know what was your favorite scene to shoot in that episode?

◘Jensen and Jared in LA: Jared's favorite BUABS scene by BabyBlueSteel◘

Jared: Uhhh, that’s a great question. My favorite scene to shoot in that episode... was... the getting exorcised scene. It was fun because.. I was tied up, so I didn’t have to move around. (audience laughs and a catcall) (thumbs to Jensen) And they’re splashing me with water. And it was fun because then I got to do that demon thing, where I.. was like, “Ah, you think you’re cool with the.. Devil’s Trap,” and I made the ceiling crack? That’s like- (turns to Jensen, nodding and flings his hand up) See, I like the eye thing. (?I knew I like that thing?).

Jensen shrugs. The audience laughs. Jared turns back around while Jensen wide eye stares away from him and then rolls his eyes. The audience laughs louder.

Jared: Um, it’s fun-

Jared slowly turns back to look at Jensen, but Jensen looks away. Jared turns back, but quickly looks back at Jensen and Jensen looks back and pumps his eyebrows, smirking. Jared turns back to the fan and laughs. Jensen chuckles to himself.

◘Supernatural LA Con: Jensen talks about ep what is and... by martithabonita◘

Jared: So, I like that. I like that whole sequence up in Bobby’s house, from getting exorcised to getting (thumbs to Jensen) fight- in a fight with Dean, to the (mimics hit) little punch that he added at the end.

Jensen: Little? (looks at Jared) (audience laughs)

Jared: (shrugs) Well, big for you.

The audience laughs and oo’s. Jared laughs. Jensen rolls his eyes and nods. Jared turns back to look at Jensen. Jensen possibly says something, maybe “yeah,” off mic or just makes a face while chewing gum, but Jared laughs harder because it. Jensen also starts laughing.

Jensen: (to audience) (pumps his eyebrows) He liked that one. (audience laughs)

◘Jensen LA SPN convention-24 J2 Panel 04-07 (body swap Jensen by DW&DW◘

Jared: I like.

•(4:12 DW, 0:27 M, 0:07 DW)- LA08J2;Q5b- fav scene; 2x20; ACT ONE, EXT. WINCHESTER HOUSE-CONTINUOUS; ACT TWO, INT. WINCHESTER HOUSE- DINING ROOM – NIGHT (Jensen)

Jensen: Uumm, (Fan: And my second ques-) Now on to the important question, yes. (audience and Jared laugh)

Fan: Yes. Um, okay, my second question for Jen, um- (Jared: Filler questions.) it’s for Jensen. Um, my other favorite season episode is “What is and What Should Never Be.” And I wanted to know what was your favorite scene to shoot that episode?

Jensen: Uumm, (lip trills) there were a couple. Uhhh, I really like the- the-uhh, when Mom opened the door. (audience aw’s) And, um, just being- (throws up hand and tilts his head back and forth at the audience) (audience laughs) (to fan) Uh, (Jared: Dirty minds.) it-it was just really hard to play, you know? It just like it w-was a lot of conflicting.. feelings and-and that- that I had to- to-to do without.. (gestures to and from his head) saying really anything.

Um, I also really like the scene (points at Jared) between he and I, uh, in the.. the dinning room. Because it was the first time sss- It was really the first time ever.. that.. I’ve had to do a scene with him.. (points at Jared) and he wasn’t.. who he normally is. (Jared: Right.) Uhm, (?Fan?: Mhmm.) all the (moves his hand back and forth), you know, the quick banter and the, you know, just the- the energy that I wo-ub, you know, we normally like have in the scene was completely gone because (points at Jared) he couldn’t react normally (points to himself) to me because I was the brother that, you know, was a, um- a mess up and, uh, you know, just a load of crap.

And- and he didn’t really care about.. me, in that scene. And so... to play against someone who I’m so used to having a certain dynamic with and having him not giving me (hand swipe) anything back was really, (wide eyes and flings hand up) really interesting to me.

Jared: That was. That was hard to do. I remember we were both-

Jensen: (points to Jared) You- you were- ee- I mean, (nods) it was difficult.

Jared: (?losing my mind?) because I wanted- Kripke to had to keep on with me in that scene in the dining room when he pulls me aside. I kept on having- I kept on clicking back to the (thumbs to Jensen) rapport that we usually have on screen, which is that brother-brother thing. But, Kripke’s like, “No!” We kept going back to, you know, you know and love Dean. (Jensen: Normal world, right? [nods] Yeah.) This is somebody you don’t know. And he’s like, “You don’t hate the guy. You just don’t know him. He.. up and left and he’s kind of a.. loser. He doesn’t do much. And you just never known the guy.”

And so, that was so hard. And that was like, “I don’t know if I could do that.” (Jensen nods) It was so tough. It was kind of sad. How sad is it that, I watch that episode and I’m like, “Aw, how sad. He has a normal life.” (audience and Jensen laugh) (?Did everybody call that?).

Jensen: (shrugs) Well, you know.

Jared: That’s a- that’s…

Jensen: So- (gestures to fan) Yes.

Fan: Well, thank you (Jared: Thank you.) (?I mean, uh,?) thank you for making the best show ever.

Jensen: Thank you. (audience cheers and claps)

Jared: Thank you for asking me your question first. (audience laughs. Jensen turns to his left shaking his head)

•(2:31 DW)- LA08J2;+1- Country vs Continent bit

Fan: Hi, Jensen. (audience laughs and oo’s.)

Jensen: Hi. (nods) Hi. (nods)

Fan: (?Thanks? or ?And?) Jared. Umm, oh, my question is-

◘Jensen and Jared in LA: Jensen being Sam! & Jared in a play? by BabyBlueSteel◘

Jared: Whatever. (turns and waves off his hand to fan) Whatever. (audience and fan laugh) (gestures to the fan on his right) Next- next (?please? or ?victim?). (Jensen tilts his head back and smiles) (turns back to the fan on his left) (audience laughs)

Fan: Again, my name is Asia. (Jensen: Hi.) Thanks again- (Jared: Not like the continent.) Huh?

Jared: Not the cont- Not the country.

Fan: Not the conti- the country. Got it. Right.

Jensen: (leans to Jared) Continent.

Audience member: Continent.

Fan: Yeah.

Jared: Country. (audience laughs)

•(2:51 DW, 0:51 BBS)- LA08J2;Q6a- Fan Request; Body Swap portrayal (Jensen)

Fan: My first question, (Jared: Countryinent.) Jensen. (Jensen: Yes.) (Jared flings his hand out) (to Jared) Stop saying country. (Jared: (?essentially?)) (audience and J2 laugh) Um.. someone else asked Jared the question earlier, but I wondered if-

Jared: (holds his hand up) Oh, I see. Okay. Yeah, yeah. You guys have fun. (audience laughs) (laughs)

Fan: I was- I was wondering is, um, they did a body swat- swap episode, (audience woo) what exactly would you do to portray Sam and could you give us-

Jared: Probably look at himself a lot. He’d be like this.

Jared wiggles in his seat and smooths his hands down his body. Jensen slowly turns and looks at Jared. Jared immediately gets up from his chair and walks away laughing. The audience laughs, claps, and cheers. Jared walks back and shrugs, nodding at Jensen. Jared begins to take off his coat one shoulder at a time. The audience laughs, claps, and cheers. Jared shrugs his coat back on, laughing, and then sits back down.

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◘Jensen imitating Jared as Sam by IY◘

Jensen: (to audience) Don’t encourage him. (Jared throws his head back laughing and claps his mic)

Fan: I was gonna ask you to demonstrate-

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Jensen: (to fan) Continue lovely. (audience, fan, and Jared laugh)

Fan: I was gonna ask you to demonstrate. So, you would give us a little (?flavor of him?).

Jensen: A body swap with, uh, (points to Jared) (Fan: Yeah.) Jumbo, here? (Fan: Yes.) (audience and Jared laugh) (points to Jared) You want me to imitate him? (Jared: [off mic] Oh!) (Fan: Yes, please.) (gets up and shakes his head to the audience) Gladly. (Jared laughs. The audience screams and laughs) It would be something.. something about like this.

◘LA Supernatural Con: Jensen doing his Sam impression by wfsarah◘

Jensen puts his mic down on his seat and then steps away from his chair. He hunches over and places both hands in his pockets. He looks up squinting with pursed lips and begins to walk forward looking around. The audience laughs. Jared throws himself forward laughing. Jensen’s steps get more and more exaggerated as he walks off the front right corner of the stage onto the autograph tables. Jared throws his head back and laughs.

Jensen turns around to face the crowd with his shoulder line to his ears before he starts his walk back to his seat. Audience members scream. Jared and the audience laugh. Jensen begins to violently nodding before he reaches his seat. Jared is wiping tears from his eyes and then holds his hands out and shakes his head. Jensen turns around, scratches his nose, bows to the audience, and then sits down smirking. The audience claps and cheers. Jared claps his mic, nodding and says “Alright. Alright,” off mic, then laughs some more.

•(1:58 BBS, 1:00 DW, 0:34 W)- LA08J2;Q6b- Future Projects; plays; A Few Good Men (Jared)🔮

Fan: Thanks for that, but I do have a small question for Jared.

Jared: (?Do, we?) (laughs)

Fan: Um, someone asked earlier if Jensen would be doing anymore plays on stage. Any ideas for you to do any?

Jared: Uh, me? (Fan: Yeah.) (thumbs to Jensen and laughs) Not if I look like that. (Jensen and the audience laugh) Um.. (laughs) I’d love to. I saw Jensen do that play. He-he.. kicked ass. (audience yeah and woo) And, uh, it was exciting (?to see him? or ?and for him?). (audience cheers and claps)

(gestures to audience) And, I don’t know if any of y’all guys got a chance see it, but I know we had people who seen it before. But, it’s really exciting and I was sitting there watching and my heart was beating so fast. I was like, “Dude, he doesn’t get any second takes.” Like, it hit me hard. (Jensen nods) Because, I did plays in high school and stuff, but this is in front of.. major paying audience. It’s a huge.. theatre, you know? Housing some big.. names.

Uhm, so I’d love to do it, but h-h-hopefully, um.. my career keeps going this way and I-I- I keep on.. working and establishing.. enough of a name for myself in this business, so I can.. afford to do a play (Jensen nods) in, you know, however- (squints and flips up his hand) Does that make any sense? (Jensen: No.) (Fan: Yes.) (audience laughs) (turns away nodding) No, okay. (turns back) (?Jerk?)

Fan: So, no (?Equus?) in the.. near future?

Jared: Not in the near future. I’d love to do a play at some point in time. (nods) But, I can’t foresee (gestures) in the near future.. given the chance to. (nods)

Fan: Well, thank you, and thank you for doing everything you do. I love the show.

Jared: (claps leg) Thank you.

Jensen: Thank you. (Jared and audience clap) (turns to his right)

Jared: Hello.

•(2:24 DW)- LA08J2;T2- Stolen Question

Fan: Hello. I can’t believe she stole my question. I’m pretty sad. But, um-

Jared: Next question. (turns to his left) (fan chuckles and audience laughs)

Jensen: (turns to his left) Next.

Fan: (?still have one?), uh, for Jensen. (audiences oo’s and laughs) Do you know- I-I asked you-

Jared: What was- Who was your question to?

Fan: Uh, what?

Jared: Uh, the stolen one.

◘Jensen and Jared in LA: more kilts in Jensen's future? by BabyBlueSteel◘

Fan: Uh, it was for Jensen.  (Jared looks out and thumps his mic down on his leg. audience oo’s and laughs) It was the same question asked (?right after that other one?). And, uhh, (?forgive me?) (?).

Jared: (scrunches his face) Stupid questions.

Fan: Uh-

Jensen: What was your brilliant question? (Jared and audience chuckle)

•(2:50 DW, 0:11 BBS)- LA08J2;Q7- Fashion; plans on kilts (Jensen)

Fan: Um.. Do you plan on wearing, uh, a kilt anytime soon? (Jared laughs, then nods. Audience laugh and claps) It really is.. awesome.

Jensen: (to audience) Let me rephrase that. (to fan) What’s your odd question? (audience and Jared laugh) (Fan: (?it’s my favorite?).)

Umm, (to audience) I- As some of you may know I wore, uh, a kilt in, uh-uh-uh, “10 Inch Hero.” (audience woo’s and claps. Jared nods) And.. (holds a hand up) Which was part of the character. (audience laughs. Jared looks down and smiles) It’s not something I do on a day to day basis. (audience and Jared chuckle)

Umm, (to fan) my answer would probably be no. (audience and Jared laugh.) Uh, unless, you know.. (shrugs, shaking his head, then looks at Jared) unless it’s Halloween, you know what I mean? (Jared: [nods] [off mic] Yeah.) Yeah, okay. (turns to his left then back to fan and shrugs)

Fan: (?Yeah, okay.?) Thank you.

Jensen: Sorry, (flings hand up) I didn’t have a more interesting answer for you. Like, “I’m wearing one right now, underneath.” (audience laughs. Jared smiles) “I just took it off.” (Jared says something off mic) Yeah. (laughs) “I just changed. It’s what I sleep in.”

The audience and Jared laugh. An audience member lets out a loud woo. The audience laughs. Jensen had turned to his left, but then slowly gives a face to the audience. The audience laughs harder.

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Jensen: (smiles and tilts his head) Okay. (briefly turns back to his left) (Fan: Uh-) (to Jared) Apparently we have a.. from some- from- someone from Scotland here. (audience laughs) (turns back to fan on his left)

•(3:51 DW, 0:11 DW)- LA08J2;Q8a- fav acting medium; Mr. Rhodes (Jensen)

Fan: Uhm, I actually have two questions and Jared can have the second one. So it’s.. (audience oo’s, aw’s and laughs. Jensen bobs his head and smirks) Sorry, Jared.

Jensen: Yes. (Jared is looking down, sad-frowning)

Fan: We didn’t have enough time to finish our questions with Jensen, so you’re finishing us up.

Jensen: (to Jared) Yeah. (nods) (?Just saying, man?).

Jared: Alright, fine.

Fan: Alright, um, so, you just had the opportunity to act on stage and you’ve done film and television before. What’s your favorite medium and why?

Jensen: Umm, (lip trill) ..I’d have to say that, uhh, of all the jobs I’ve had probably the, like- I’d say my favorite.. would have to be (Jared: Days of Our Lives.) (audience laughs) half hour- (laughs)

Jared: (?Sell out?), but Days of Our Lives.

Jensen: Would have to be half- a half hour sitcom. Uh, I did- I did a show. It’s like the first thing that I did when I moved to LA. It was, uh, a show called, “Mr. Rhodes.” And it was a half-hour sitcom on ABC.

But, the great thing is.. you-you rehearse all week.. and then you preform in front of a live audience. So, it’s basically the best of both worlds. You get TV and you get, you know, uh, theatre. Um, so you get that-that kind of immediate, uh, gratification from an audience, but you also have the ability to go back and redo it if it messes up.

So, um.. I- And (to Jared) the schedule just unbelievable. (Jared: Yeah.) I mean, (to fan) you work for three weeks and get a week off every month, are you kidding me? (audience laughs) I- (shakes head) I just, (to Jared) you know, those “Friends” people had it made. (audience laughs) (to fan) So.

•(1:33 DW)- LA08J2;Q8b- Acting Challenges; Special Effects; 2x01

Fan: And then, my second question, which Jared can answer, because it was for both of you.

Jared: Okay, I’ll answer it. (audience laughs)

Fan: Um, (Jared: If I must.) how difficult is it to imagine Special Effects like the black smoke? What kind of, um, eyeline match do you have?

Jensen: I’m glad you asked. Um, (Jared and audience laugh) (laughs)

Jared: I’ll- (bumps Jensen’s arm) go ahead and take this one. (Jensen: [nods] Alright.) It- it started out pretty tough, ‘cause you- you’re lookin’ at tape and, you know, I mean, pieces of tape, like x-marks on the box. And they’re going, “It’s a-“ you know, “It’s a demon on fire and smoke.” And you’re going, “Ahh.” You know? (audience laughs) Like, you don’t know what to do. 

But, there’s been a learning curve (Jensen nods) of.. filming it and remembering how you feel in the scene on screen-

Fan: Is it like following it across- Do they like have like a pole? Do they have something-

Jared: Sometimes. (Jensen nods) Every now and again they’ll have, um, a-a tennis ball at the end of a pole. Uhm, and they’ll sort of run it around. Otherwise, uhm.. you know, you’ll- your eyes will be here (gestures off to his left) then they’ll have, “Okay,” it goes to the next part and you’ll have to look at the next part.

Uhm.. but a lot of times luckily.. they’ll.. have us.. sync it up. You know? Because we get- we get a chance to do it (cycle gesture) over and over and over again. So, I think rarely we probably get it right the first time. But, we can just do just a series of, like, you start there. Go to the next one. Go all the way there and back, you know?

Jensen: (to fan) It’s a lot- You got a lot of different factors that kind of, uh, that come into it as well, you know? Uh, in the episode, “My Time of Dying” where I run in and I see like, the- the grim reaper, like, hanging over the- the hospital bed. That was actually just an electrician with a pole and (mimics bowl) a-a bowl at the end of it, um, as an eyeline. But, they needed something- (*missing coverage)

•(insomnia_geek •30)- LA08J2;FR2- Acting Challenges; Special Effects; 2x01

“About working with special effects and the eyeline matching -- it's been a learning curve, but they've gotten better and they find it easier. In IMTOD, when the reaper was hovering over the hospital bed, Jensen was really staring at a sweaty grip with a light on a pole for the shiny reaper lighting effect. They prefer doing it in shooting, when they have something to look at even if it's a tennis ball, rather than in post, when they might have to stare at nothing.” – IG

•(insomnia_geek •31, sara_p para. 39)- LA08J2;FR3- 3x08; Product Placement; Creative Control

“The Christmas episode, they loved the kids. The Funyons are written in the script, and after the writers put it there, they have to see if they're allowed to use the product placement. Jared loves Funyons, doesn't think they had any problem getting to use those. (…)” – IG

“There were some more random questions (again, people are trying to dig into the what parts of the show are ad-libbed thing, because someone asked if they chose the food that wee!Dean brought in in 3x08), but there was a good conversation about Funyuns, and Jared and Jensen's favorite junk food. (…)” - S

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Fan: -comes in looks a bag of Funyuns and (Jensen nods) some candy bars. H-

Jensen: (to audience) Those kids loved those by the way. (audience cheers and claps) (nods)

•(0:10 DW)- LA08J2;Q9a- 3x08; Product Placement; Creative Control

Fan: Um, I was just wondering if the Funyuns and, like, the Zagnut candy bars if those were written into the script or were those stuff that you guys liked, and so that’s why they got them or?

Jensen: (to Jared) They were written into the script, weren’t they?

Jared: Yeah, (Jensen: [nods] Yeah.) I never had a Zagnuts. I-I love Funyuns. (audience laughs)

Jensen: Yeah. (nods to fan) They-they- that’s a- that was a writing- a writing call. (Fan: Thanks.) Yeah.

Jared: Also they- once again, there are many factors like.. you can’t just- uh, they must also have some sort of deal or Funyuns says (?)-

Jensen: Got to get (?airline nuts?).

Fan: Yeah.

Jared: You can’t just throw Coca-Cola and Reese’s pieces and stuff and go like, “Okay, look, here’s your M&M’s.” And M&M’s is going, “Uh, we didn’t tell you, you could use our M&M’s.” So, I guess they went out to Funyuns and had to get approve and stuff like that.

Jensen: Well, they- they write what-

Jared: It’s probably a personal favorite of mine.

Jensen: They write what they want and then they see if they can get that. And if it’s just, you know, the- uh, if it’s too difficult then they might change it to something else. But, I can’t imagine Funyuns and, uh, were too hard to get, yeah. (shrugs) So. (pumps eyebrows at audience) (audience laughs)

Jared: It’s probably like, whoever wrote it probably really loves it, you know? It’s like all the characters really have a different, uhm- in different small (?towns?), like, you know, uhhh- Who was- What was the name of- in Croatoan, um.. Bargus or something like that. It was like someone’s best friend (Jensen nods) or the writer’s best friend and they used their, you know. So.

Jensen: Yeah. All the names- (Jared: Yeah, are all-) are all-

Jared: Like, that was my first grade teacher, you know? (Jensen nods) So.

Jensen: Yeah.

•(1:22 DW)- LA08J2;Q9b- fav snack/junk food

Fan: Okay, but then on that note, do you have a favorite- What’s your favorite snack food or junk food to eat just whenever?

Jensen: (points at Jared) Anything with sugar. (audience laughs)

Jared: Don’t point at me when you s-say sugar. (audience laughs)

Jensen: Um. (looks at Jared and chews his gum and starts the jingle) Dun, Dah, Dah, Dah, Dah, Honey, Honey. (audience laughs) (exhales) (?Oh boy?).

Jared: Anything with sugar, Me. This guy-

Jensen: Uhm, (shrugs and flips his hand up) I don’t know. Whatever’s available is fine. Because I’m hungry, you know. Yeah. (Fan: Thank you.) Beef Jerky, ehh, you know? Sugar. (audience giggles) Doughnuts. (shrugs looks to his left then goes back and shrugs again) or whatever. We’re not picky.

Jared: (off mic) (?Okay,?) thank you, (?um-?)

Jensen: (turns to his left) Hi.

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Fan: Hello, boys! (chuckle) (Jensen: Hi.) I’m ap-apologizing to Jared now because I already asked him these questions. (Jensen looks at Jared) So, I’m asking Jar- Jensen first. (audience giggles) But then I have a question for both of you to make up for it.

Jared: (sighs) I’m (?okay, he can go first?). It’s what he does.

•(2:18 DW, 0:11 BBS)- LA08J2;Q10a- Acting Challenges; Facets of Dean; fav of Dean (Jensen)

Fan: So, um, this is about getting into character of Dean. Is there a certain facet of Dean’s personality that’s hardest for you to portray on screen? And on top of that, is there a certain side of Dean that’s your most favorite to play?

Jensen: Uhh, I’d say the most difficult is just his affection towards his brother. (Jared laughs. audience laughs, oo’s, and aw’s) (shakes head) (Jared pouts) I struggle with it daily. (audience laughs and aws. Jared laughs) (smiles) Uh, no. 

It- um.. I don’t know. I mean, when- when you- when you play a character, uh, as- as much and as intensely as-as we do it-it-it becomes very, euh.. natural, um, to.. you know, feel or know what- how he would react or what he might do in a certain situation. (Jared nods)

Um, you know, the emotional stuff is always tough. And that’s tough for both- Uh, (Jared waves at the audience) (turns to Jared) (Jared nods to Jensen) I-I don’t know. (to fan) I think that’s tough for playing any character. Uhm, to-to, you know, figure out-

I do know that it is easier now, um, I think I touched on this before, for, eh-eh-I think (gestures to Jared and himself) both of us to-to get into a kind of emotional, uh, state.. in the scene than it used to be before we, you know, knew each other that well. (Jared: [nods] [off mic] Right.)

You know, now- I mean, back then you had to like (points to his head) think about something that would really get you worked up. But, know it’s like, you know, we know these characters so well, and we, you know, we know each other so well that we can just use each other to-to- to get, you know- to get where we need to be. So.

•(3:43 DW, 0:11 BBS)- LA08J2;Q10b- fav part of Dean (Jensen)

Um, you know, I-I- I don’t know. I think the- the part that I like the most is- is just his, uh- um, when he gets snappy and sarcastic and cranky. (audience giggles) That’s always fun for me to play. (smirks) Because then I don’t have to be in real life.

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Fan: There you go.

Jensen: Yeah.

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•(4:01 DW, 0:03 DW, 0:00 BBS)- LA08J2;Q10c- Future Projects; Directing 🔮

Fan: And, um, have either of you ever thought of maybe trying out, you know, directing an episode or helping to direct an episode or directing, you know, something that you guys enjoy or look forward to maybe doing in the future?

Jensen: (looks at Jared then back at fan) Um, it’s something I’m- I’m interested in. Um, Iii- I know that it’s, uh, you know- It’s- it’s very difficult for.. (smacks lips) our show specifically (Jared: [nods] [off mic] yeah.) to allow one of us to direct an episode. Simply because they can’t lighten our, um- you know, our load. As- as far as the ac- the acting work goes.

Um, you know, you have, uh, you know, like, uh, I’m going to use “Smallville” as an example, because Tom’s a friend of ours. And-and he’s directed a few episodes and.. it’s much easier for him because he’s got cast of, you know, nine or ten. (Jared: [nods] [off mic] Yeah.) So, they can write heavy.. other characters and lighten his load the- the previous shows so that he can prep for the next episode. And then lighten his load on the-the episode that he’s directing, so that he can concentrate on directing.

(shakes head) It’s just.. not- it’s just not that doable for our show. So, um- You know, is it- is it doable at all? I-I- probably, ‘cause you know. Will it happen? (shrugs) Depends. Depends on if the writers are willing to, you know.. go the extra mile and make it- you know, make it feasible for us. (nods)

Fan: Good. (Jared: [off mic] Yeah.) Okay. (Jensen: Yeah.) Thank you very much.

Jensen: (nods) Yeah.

Jared: Thank you. (Jensen turns to his right.)

•(1:25 DW)- LA08J2;Q11a- 2x15; thoughts on playing extreme caricatures

Fan: Hi, Guys.

Jensen: Hi.

Jared: Hello.

Fan: In “Tall Tales,” when Bobby first comes and you guys were recounting your views of each other at the.. bar. Did you guys enjoy playing kind of, like, extreme.. (Jared: I hadn’t been.) caricatures (audience giggles) of yourself? Like, you were.. really nerdy. And (Jared: Yeah.) his.. was hitting on girls.

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Jared: (nods) I loved it. I thought it was (?good, because-?)

Jensen: I did too. (audience and Jared laugh)

Jared: Yeah, I thought it was fun. I knew it was gonna be.. um, really funny sequence, because reading the script I was laughing out loud. You know, lot of times when I read the script I’ll kind of go, “huh,” you know? (Jensen smiles) Or, “Oh, that’s going to be funny.”

But, I was reading the script and just laughing. I was like, “Man, even I can’t mess this up.” (chuckles) (audience laughs) Because I was, “Alright, let’s go at it.” It was- It was a- it was a lot of fun. (turns to Jensen) (Jensen nods)

(to fan) The whole episode was a lot of fun, you know? We like those. We really enjoy the- um, we do. (slight turn to Jensen and flips hand) I know I do and I know (thumbs to Jensen) he does enjoy the kind of lighter moments of Supernatural. I mean, it can be so dark and so ominous so often that it’s fun to.. get a scare but also get a laugh, you know? (nods) (Jensen nods)

•(2:23 DW, 0:45 BBS)- LA08J2;Q11b- 3x10; ACT FOUR, INT. MOTEL ROOM; DREAM; thoughts on yelling at your double; Acting Challenges (Jensen)

Fan: Yeah, then I have a quick question for Jensen.

Jared: mhm. (nods then snorts and then leans back) (audience giggles)

Fan: Um, in- I forgot the name of the episode. W-Where you guys went through the- uh, like, Bobby’s dream, like the (?living room?)- (Jared: Dream a Little Dream?) (Jensen gestures to the audience. Audience answers “Dream a Little Dream”) “Dream a Little Dream,” yes. (audience laughs. Jensen smirks.)

Um, what was it like yelling at yourself? Like, you enjoy- like, did you enjoy that (?acid trip?)-

Jensen: That was a really, really hard scene, umm, I’m being serious. That-the-the- the director, uh, I love to death, his name is Steve Boyum. Um.. you know, he had- he had somethings in mind they wanted to do during that scene. And, um, you know, when you’re dealing with a television schedule sometimes it doesn’t always allow for the (hand quote) artistic shot to be done, because you got to get your basics. I mean, you gotta, you know, essentially cover your ass otherwise your-your- your gonna, you know? The network is gonna come down on you.

So, ee- doing that, you know, I had to play, um, I had to play one side of the scene.. uuhhm, a certain way and (shakes his head and slaps his leg) (to Jared) God bless him, I can’t remember his name, but the-the- (to fan) the guy who stood in for me (Jared nods) on the other end, um, knew all of my lines, (Jared shakes his head) backwards and forwards. And I was so impressed with him. Um, and (scratches his head) I’m killing myself to think of his name.

Jared: (?It was a big scene?). It looked like a five or six (Jensen: [nods] Yeah.) (?scene was it?)?

Jensen: And, you know- But at the same time I couldn’t tell him how I wanted to play the scene. I couldn’t be like, “Listen, act just like me.” (audience laughs) So, I had to remember in my head how I was going to be delivering those lines to me and then react off of the way how I was thinking about those lines- (closes his eyes and shakes his head, holding his hand up) It was very confusing and it was very difficult. And it was very challenging, so, you know, at the end of the day I was like, “Phew, mark that off the list.”

But, uh- and then I think the most difficult thing was the, uh-um- I had to.. get into the demon- Like when I get shot, and the blood all over my face and put the- the eyes in and- (shakes head) and I gave that weird voice, which I don’t know where that came from. (audience laughs. Jared snorts) Um. And then I had to get all cleaned up and go back into the scene and do another take of, (Jared: Oh god.) like, only because- because he wanted- he had time to get that kind of (hand quote) cool double cut shot.

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And so, by then I was just like, “Steve? This better be the most un- This better win you an Emmy.” (audience laughs then claps. Jared smiles) (shakes his head then nods) Yeah. Thank you. (turns to his right)

•(0:37 DW)- LA08J2;T3- stolen question part 2

Fan: Hi, guys. My name is Erica, uh, (?that’s the way’s it’s pronounced?). (giggles)

Jared: Ah.

Jensen: Hey, hey. (?Big D?).

Fan: Um, she took my question. I was gonna ask Jensen what it was like to act with a Jensen Ackles guy, but (Jared and audience laugh. Jensen nods his head) she stole my questions.

Jensen: And of course you have a backup question?

Fan: No, I don’t.

Jensen: Fantastic. (Fan: But-) Thanks for coming up. (Fan: No.) (audience laughs) (laughs)

•(0:57 DW)- LA08J2;Q12a- 3x10; ACT FOUR, LATER- EXT. IMPALA; thoughts on Dean’s domestic dream (Jensen)🔮

Fan: I’m a smart one. Um, inn “Dream a Little Dream” (Jensen: Yeah.) Dean has to.. go into his dream and he looks at the character Lisa, who he liked, um, who thought Ben was his kid. (Jensen: mhm, mhm.) Um.. what do you think about Dean’s longing to have that family?

Jensen: Umm.. (smacks lips) You know, I-I think it’s- it’s written in the d-that- it’s something that he longs for, you know? It’s-it’s- I think that, you know, you saw obviously first.. season, uumm, his drive.. and his intent on having that family.. reunited. You know, (gestures to Jared) getting him, finding Dad, and having everybody together and how much that meant to him.

So, you know, it’s something that he never had. And he sees it and I-I think that there’s envy there, but at the same time I think that he knows that he could never- (shakes head) He could never settle into something like that. He’s seen too much and done t-so much that it just- it’s kind of irreversible.

Um, so, it’s-it’s more of a.. longing sadness than something that he really yearns for. (nods) Yeah. (Fan: And-) (to Jared nodding) That’s a pretty good answer wasn’t it? (audience laughs)

Jared: Pretty good. I’m (?fucked?). (?I’m like-?)

Jensen: I might- I might write that down. (Jared laughs)

•(2:08 DW)- LA08J2;Q12ba- 3x11; ACT FOUR; Thoughts on Sam living without Dean (Jared)

Fan: Jared, in “Mystery Spot,” playing Sam has to live without Dean- (*missing footage)

•(insomnia_geek •37, bardicvoice para. 60, sara_p para. 41)- LA08J2;FR4- 3x11; ACT FOUR; Thoughts on Sam living without Dean (Jared)

“In Mystery Spot, we saw Sam without Dean, which was not good. He really was like John. Sam was tough, but it was tough to play him like that. He had a time finding how to act without Dean, because they really are a double act. He commented on the bullet scene, poking around the fake chest prosthetic and pretending to sew it up, and the fake skin was peeling around the edges and it looked really gross. Said the whole thing could make you nauseous.” – IG

“Responding to another question about Mystery Spot, Jared volunteered that the scenes of life without Dean were really hard, that it had been like having a whole new character to play because of how different Sam became. He said that it had been hard to put himself into the whole place of “my brother’s dead, this is Supernatural without Dean,” and it was hard. (He pretty much ran out of adjectives and just reverted to adding emphasis …). On a practical level, he said that the scene of Sam pulling the bullet out of himself was hard in a different way, because he was fitted with a chest appliance covering his own skin, and it felt weird to look in the mirror and poke into it to pull the bullet out and then sew it up.” – B

“Jared talking about Dark!Sam in Mystery Spot was awesome. He specifically mentioned the scene where he had to take the bullet out and sew himself up, and that there was this fake chest prosthetic piece, and having fake skin peeling around the edges made him nauseous, and then Jensen jumped in with "that was his real skin," and Jared was all "I'm just that good." MAN.” - S

◘Jensen and Jared in LA: dark Sam in Mystery Spot, panel end by BabyBlueSteel◘

•(0:00 BBS)- LA08J2;Q12bb- 3x11; ACT FOUR; Thoughts on Sam living without Dean cont. (Jared)

Jared: -Real life, you know, but, um-

Fan: Kind of scary. Kind of like John.

Jared: Yeah. Yeah he kind of had to get a hard ass, you know, all down-to-business. And when he’s pulling the bullet out of himself, which is a tough sequence to shoot. (audience woo and clap)

Yeah. (nods to audience) They had that little thing. Like, they put me in a body cast, you know, so it’s all this.. (gestures around his torso) mesh. And you’re sitting there and you’re kind of (mimics digging for the bullet) trying to find the bullet. And you can see the fake skin (makes a disgusted face) coming off and (shivers and shakes hand) it kind of makes you nauseous. (audience chuckles) But, uh-

Jensen: (to audience) That wasn’t fake skin. (nods) That was actually him. (audience laughs)

Jared: Yeah, that was actually me. I’m that tough. But, um, it was really tough.

Jensen: Soo, method this guy.

Jared: Yeah. (nods and laughs) I commit.

Jensen: Daniel Daniels who?

Jared: Yeah, who? (audience laughs) Never heard of him.

Fan: Thank you, guys.

Jensen: Thank you.

Jared: Thank you.

(0:36 BBS) -Closing

Jensen: And, uh, I guess (leans forward and looks off stage to his right) is that, uh.. (Jared looks to his right) Is that- is that it? That finishes this sequence of events. (Jared claps)

Jared: (to audience) Thank you guys (?and then?). (audience claps and cheers)

Jensen: (to audience) Thanks everybody.

◘Jensen LA SPN Convention-02 (end) by DW&DW◘

◘Supernatural LA Con: Jared & Jensen leaving stage by martithabonita◘

◘Jensen/Jared leaving by IY◘

Jared stands, clapping. Jensen gets up from his chair and picks up Jared’s pigtail bts photo from the floor, while Jared goes off to the right of the stage and exchanges his mic for a silver sharpie from a creation employee. Jensen follows suit. Jared and Jensen then sign the convention wall poster on the right of the screen. Jared signs under his face and Jensen signs next to Chad’s face.

Jared finishes first and then moves to the left one and starts jumping to try and reach closer to his printed face, making the crowd laugh. Jared settles for signing above Fred’s face and Jensen sided to the other side underneath Dean’s face. The boys hand back the sharpies to the creation employee and then start their walk off stage.

?Adam Malin?: Jared and Jensen and Jared!

The audience claps and cheers. The boys wave at the crowd as they leave towards and behind the curtains, signaling the panel’s end.

[underthelecves]

heeey tags! i’d love to have some chill, long-term discord rp partners. i’m all for text and para threads, swapping headcanons, and making pinterest boards for our ships!!

i’m taboo and dead dove friendly ofc. honestly the smuttier, the better <3 

i mostly write male characters, but i also write ladies on occasion too. below the cut you’ll find a list of some of my favorite fcs to write :'))

plot wise, I'm down for anything. if you've got a plot you've been wanting to do, chances are I'm down for it!!

anyway, give this a like and i’ll reach out <3  

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[lightofraye]

You are completely so fucking stupid, just because people prefer jenmish they hate Jared? grow the fuck up. and you stanning a person who is mentally a child is pathethic. oh wait you are mentally a child as well, getting pressed over a fictional ship is pathetic. and don't act like you know Jensen personally or his thoughts and feelings. you parasocial fuck. get a fucking life, Jensen isn't a fucking puppet for you to use for your fucking para-sexual fantasies. you need to be permentally locked up in a psychiatric ward allway with your mutals and friends and the fact you pretend to have children when in reality they are your sock accounts is utterly pathertic, no ones actually likes you they are just humouring you and you and you fucked up brain are too egomamiac to realise how delutional you sound.

Wow.

Five, no wait, six days. That’s how long it took for my haters to find out anon asks was on and have a meltdown.

And look! Dehumanization galore! And yes, anon, you are hating on Jared. I’ve yet to met a genuine J2M fan who doesn’t subtly hate on Jared, because he stands in the way of their fantasies.

You say I’m being parasocial. Okay. How aren’t you being parasocial by wanting Jensen and Misha to fuck? Or have Destiel to happen, even though the show’s been over for four years and was never canon?

What do I do? I write observations of the human behavior. I never leave my blog to hate on others. Ever. I ignore my haters, even when they dehumanize me and then try to pretend they’re good people. I’ve tried to stay above it all, to not sink to their level. I won’t sink to yours.

Hate me all you want, anon.

You’re just proving me right, again and again.

Meanwhile, what do I do? I write about how worried I am about Jensen. About how happy I am for his career. Celebrate his joy with Jared. Then I talk about abuse, to help people notice the signs. To help them. I write about my family that I love dearly.

I enjoy talking with other bloggers, and I imagine they enjoy talking with me. If it helps you to think I’m unloved and unwanted and unliked, go for it. Let that delusion be a balm to your wounded ego.

Meanwhile, I’m gonna go live my best life, enjoy being a gossip columnist of three fantastic Texans, a cat mom, a writer, a mother, and friend.

Thanks for the talk.

[showmeyourmonny]

Não é nenhuma surpresa ver MAMMON NERO RAVENCROFT andando pelas ruas de Arcanum, afinal, o PRÍNCIPE DO INFERNO precisa ganhar dinheiro como DONO DO SORTILÉGIO DA GANÂNCIA INVESTIGADOR PARANORMAL. Mesmo não tendo me convidado para sua festa de MILÊNIOS, ainda lhe acho INTELIGENTE e CHARMOSO, mas entendo quem lhe vê apenas como SARCÁSTICO e MANIPULADOR. Vivendo na cidade HÁ 3 ANOS, MONNY cansa de ouvir que se parece com JENSEN ACKLES.

⛧ RESUME BIO ⛧ PINTEREST ⛧ CONEXÕES ⛧ PLAYLIST ⛧

⛧ BÁSICO:

nome completo: nero ravencroft. gênero/pronomes: ele/dele, homem cis. orientação sexual: pansexual. ocupação: ceo do sortilégio da ganância e investigador paranormal.

mbti: entj-a. alinhamento: chaotic neutral. temperamento: choleric. traços positivos: leal, centrado, cuidadoso, inteligente, carismático, ambicioso, idealista, franco, observador. traços negativos: crítico, exigente, pretensioso, teimoso, sarcástico, caprichoso, manipulador, calculista, obsessivo.

⛧ PERSONALIDADE:

⛧ O SACRILÉGIO DA GANÂNCIA:

Por fora, o cassino brilha como uma joia macabra. As suas paredes de mármore negro são entremeadas com runas que irradiam um brilho carmesim, quase imperceptível à luz do dia, mas hipnotizante à noite. No interior, o luxo é inigualável: tapeçarias opulentas e obras de arte decoram os salões, os lustres parecem feitos de almas cristalizadas, e as mesas de jogos estão sempre cercadas por figuras de todos os cantos de Arcanum. Vampiros, bruxas, demônios e humanos circulam pelo salão, cada um atraído pelo risco e pela promessa de fortuna. Por trás do brilho, porém, o cassino não é apenas um lugar para apostar fortunas. É um ponto de encontro para assassinos, mercenários em busca de trabalho, contrabandistas e qualquer um que tenha negócios obscuros para tratar. Dentro de suas paredes, todas as transações — desde negociações de vida e morte até contratos de ocultação de crimes — ocorrem sob a proteção impenetrável de Mammon.

O salão principal é repleto de mesas de jogo, onde apostas arriscadas são feitas não apenas com dinheiro, mas com segredos, favores e até almas. Nos bastidores, há salas privadas para negociações de alto nível, equipadas com barreiras mágicas que garantem a completa privacidade e segurança de quem está dentro. Para os clientes mais importantes, suítes de luxo estão disponíveis, permitindo que aqueles que precisam de discrição total passem a noite sem levantar suspeitas. A segurança do Sortilégio é garantida principalmente por uma combinação de feitiços de proteção antigos e tecnologia de vigilância mágica. Drones flutuantes monitoram todos os cantos.

As regras são simples: nada de violência no cassino. Dentro do Sortilégio, os criminosos mais perigosos podem sentar-se lado a lado com seus inimigos sem medo de um ataque. Aqueles que desobedecem as regras nunca permanecem vivos por muito tempo, pois é decretada uma caçada de sangue onde é disponibilizado um pedido sem pacto para aquele que capturar quem infringiu a regra. Por isso, o Sortilégio se tornou um santuário para aqueles que buscam fazer suas transações mais nefastas sem medo de interferências externas. As autoridades de Arcanum podem suspeitar, mas dentro das paredes do cassino, até mesmo o arcanjo Miguel hesita em intervir.

⛧ HISTÓRIA:

“Mammon está em toda parte, e o ouro brilha em cada canto. Mas o que é o ouro senão um metal que cega os olhos dos homens e os faz esquecer de suas almas?” — Fausto.

Mammon nunca foi um anjo. Nem humano, nem criatura de qualquer moralidade redentora. Ele foi, desde o primeiro momento de sua existência, pura escuridão. Filho de Lilith e Lúcifer, concebido nas profundezas do Inferno, sua própria concepção já carregava o peso de expectativas apocalípticas. As profecias sussurradas e os textos bíblicos apócrifos falavam de um filho destinado a ser o anticristo, aquele que destruiria a ordem divina e traria o apocalipse. Mas Mammon nunca foi aquilo que esperavam dele — pelo menos, não de maneira óbvia. 

Ele era um demônio, e nunca soube ser outra coisa. 

Sua relação com Lúcifer era aberta e próxima, conseguiam se entender com poucas palavras e frequentemente tinham conversas importantes. O afeto não era demonstrado da maneira convencional habitual por humanos, mas estava ali do próprio jeito. Gostava de seu pai, poderia até dizer que o amava, mas sempre havia uma tensão velada entre os dois. Nunca houve desrespeito, mas também nunca houve plena compreensão. Lúcifer esperava algo de Nero, algo grandioso, apocalíptico — uma expectativa que pesava sobre os ombros de Mammon, como correntes invisíveis. Em momentos de silêncio, ele percebia o olhar de seu pai, e embora nunca tivesse expressado diretamente, sabia que Lúcifer via nele um potencial que ele próprio não desejava seguir. O pensamento o incomodava como uma pedra em seu sapato, mas ele sempre o afastava, mergulhando-se nas suas próprias artimanhas e distrações. Talvez houvesse respeito, até uma forma de amor, mas era o tipo de laço que impedia qualquer aproximação verdadeira.

Entretanto, o príncipe naturalmente tinha tendência a se afastar dos outros. Quer dizer, crescer no inferno não é exatamente um parque de diversões, e as expectativas sobre ele eram tão altas que simplesmente era mais fácil manter uma distância respeitosa de todos para se preservar. E não é que fosse um demônio ruim, pelo contrário, havia conseguido seu título de príncipe por merecimento, a coisa das expectativas era muito mais uma cobrança interna do que dos outros.

O primogênito precisou conquistar seu respeito no submundo, onde passou por todas as mazelas de outros postos, enfrentando traições, alianças e batalhas que deixaram cicatrizes tanto físicas quanto emocionais. Uma vez, ainda como general das legiões menores, derrotou Belphegor em uma disputa brutal pela autoridade de um dos fossos do oitavo círculo. Essa vitória lhe rendeu inimigos, mas também consolidou seu nome como alguém que jamais deveria ser subestimado.

Quando tornou-se príncipe, foi por mérito de suas próprias mãos sujas de sangue. É responsável pelo 4º círculo que é o da ganância e avareza, e por suas próprias artimanhas conseguiu tomar com sua legião o 8º círculo, da fraude, com todos os seus dez fossos.  O príncipe reinava ali com um punho de ferro, guiando as legiões de almas condenadas e mantendo sua parte do inferno organizada como um regente pragmático, sem nunca perder o controle de suas posses. A ordem era fundamental para ele, tanto quanto a busca interminável por mais.

Com Lilith era uma história diferente. Sempre foi muito próximo dela, e seguramente poderia dizer que era o filho favorito da primeira esposa de Adão. Costumava passar longas horas aprendendo com ela ou mesmo conversando. De tempos em tempos ocasionalmente iniciavam e terminavam guerras para sua própria diversão, e a mulher foi uma das poucas pessoas nas quais ele nunca se afastou, e sabia que ela mantinha os olhos em Nero por ela e Lúcifer.

Às vezes, subia à Terra sozinho, como uma tempestade sombria, incitando crises econômicas, alimentando guerras pelo ouro, pelo petróleo, pelos recursos que os homens matariam para possuir. Criava cultos secretos, assassinava sem remorso, corrompia a moral e a virtude como um passatempo. Era, afinal, o que fazia de melhor. Mas até mesmo o Inferno, com toda a sua escuridão e opulência, pode se tornar entediante. As mesmas almas gananciosas implorando pelos mesmos desejos efêmeros, os mesmos demônios tramando pelo mesmo poder. Mammon começou a sentir o peso da eternidade, uma sensação irritante de repetição que envenenava seu prazer nas intrigas infernais.

Algo mais profundo se agitava em seu âmago. Ele não podia deixar de se perguntar: e se não houvesse um propósito maior em sua existência? O Inferno sempre lhe proporcionara caos e poder, mas e se, no final, ele não fosse nada além de uma marionete de um jogo cósmico? Mesmo com todos os prazeres que os jogos vis traziam, um vazio crescia dentro de si. Era como se nada pudesse preencher a sensação de que algo lhe faltava — algo que ele não sabia definir, mas que corroía seus dias como uma besta fera sedenta por sangue. Foi então que ele decidiu tentar algo diferente, esperando que, talvez, Arcanum pudesse oferecer algum alento para seu tédio. No fundo, embora jamais admitisse, havia algo mais que ele buscava. Uma parte de si, sufocada pela eternidade, ansiava por algo que ele nunca teve — um sentido de pertencimento, uma emoção verdadeira que não estivesse envolta em poder ou ganância.

A cidade era uma prisão disfarçada de refúgio, um experimento divino onde as espécies deveriam conviver em harmonia — ou assim Miguel gostava de pregar. Mas para o príncipe, o lugar representava um terreno fértil para algo mais do que simples caos. Ele via ali a oportunidade de subverter a própria ordem celestial, corromper as bases desse frágil equilíbrio que Miguel tentava manter. Seu objetivo era mais sutil e complexo: não apenas aumentar o poder sombrio de Lúcifer, mas infiltrar-se nos corredores da influência local, destruir a confiança entre as facções e plantar sementes de discórdia. Foi por essa razão que foi capaz de deixar seus círculos e atribuições para subir e se juntar aos seus irmãos, ainda que tivesse suas próprias motivações.

Foi daí que surgiu o Sacrilégio, que é seu segredo não tão secreto para as pessoas certas. Para todos os olhos trabalha como investigador paranormal, e claramente isso também é uma de suas artimanhas.

[deathpoiscn]

                                  𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐇 𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆'𝐬 𝖿𝖺𝗆𝗂𝗅𝗒 𝗍𝗋𝖾𝖾.

── Katheryn Winnick as Aleksandra Vinitiska, mother. ── Jensen Ackles as Thanatos, father.

Considerada um prodígio no acampamento meio sangue dada as suas habilidades em combate, em especial a maestria com todas as armas e combate corpo a corpo, Aleksa detinha grande parte da personalidade de um filho de Ares. Era explosiva, seu olhar sempre carregado com malicia e maldade, mas apesar de não gostar de levar nenhum desaforo para dentro do chalé, Aleksa ainda tentava resolver boa parte dos conflitos com sabedoria. Sua vida no acampamento era dividida entre visitas a sua avó materna em Kiev, capital da Ucrânia, onde havia nascido. A promessa de passar um tempo maior ao lado da idosa veio após receber a noticia de que a mesma havia adoecido e estava internada no hospital. Partiu de imediato, largando sem pensar duas vezes o seu posto de Conselheira e seus meios irmãos. Sua mãe morreu quando era um bebê, a avó era a única figura materna que lhe restava e, após 5 anos cuidando da mulher, Aleksa conheceu de fato a dor do luto. Seu mundo acabou no instante em que foi obrigada a se despedir da avó e, num ato impensado, se revoltou contra o Deus da Morte. Thanatos apareceu enquanto Aleksa o ameaçava, a figura sombria e de aura assustadora se aproximou da semideusa sem dizer uma única palavra. O Deus recebeu insultos dignos de uma maldição, mas a mulher pouco se importava com aquilo, afinal, nada era pior do que perder quem amava. Devido ao luto, Aleksa não conseguiu retornar para o acampamento, apenas desejar ficar sozinha e a única visita – estranha no começo – era de Thanatos vez ou outra. Não considerava aquilo uma amizade, na verdade, não confiava no Deus em questão, mas em partes apreciava o papo que tinham. Sua energia combinava com o momento, afinal.

Em uma dessas visitas, cometeu o erro de todo mortal ao dormir com um Deus. No inicio a gravidez foi um pesadelo, nunca em toda a sua vida iria querer colocar uma criança no mundo, quem dirá uma para sofrer o mesmo destino que o seu. A volta para o acampamento tornou-se cada vez mais distante, não poderia simplesmente chegar ali carregando um bebê em seu ventre, apesar de lá ser um local seguro. Aleksa viveu em constante mudança enquanto aceitava a sua nova realidade, essa que só veio a cair definitivamente quando pegou seu filho nos braços pela primeira vez. Viktor Vinitiska nasceu saudável, forte e incrivelmente bonito. Para um filho de Thanatos, a criança havia herdado todos os traços da mãe, especialmente os olhos claros e o cabelo loiro. Aleksa não era a melhor mãe do mundo, tinha muito o que aprender, mas fazia o possível e o impossível para manter a si e o bebê vivos. Entre suas mudanças constantes conheceu Josh Weaving, um lutador de UFC profissional. A ligação foi imediata e tinham tanto em comum que logo passou a morar com o homem. Viktor era bem amado e cuidado pelo padrasto que logo o adotou, dando a Aleksa aquela falsa esperança de que, finalmente, poderia ser feliz de novo. Aquela ilusão durou três anos. Estavam de mudança para Toronto, no Canadá, quando a tragédia aconteceu. Para as autoridades um caminhão desgovernado atingiu alguns carros durante a forte chuva, mas para Aleska, a luta contra o Minotauro acabou lhe custando a vida. Tentou resistir até o último segundo enquanto para continuar protegendo o filho, seu descanso só veio quando um sátiro, enviado por seu pai, apareceu para ajudar.

Viktor foi levado para o acampamento meio sangue apenas com a roupa do corpo e uma carteira de couro que havia ficado presa em seu cobertor. O sátiro o entregou a Quíron, sem muitas informações, a que tinha era apenas que Ares o havia enviado para ajudar sua filha, mas a ele foi entregue um menino. A identidade de Viktor Vinitiska foi apagada e, graças a identificação na carteira, foi batizado de Josh Weaving. Recendo assim o nome do padrasto. Seu verdadeiro pai, Thanatos, se quer manifestou qualquer interesse em reclamar a criança que, por quinze anos, viveu no chalé de Hermes.

Josh possui atualmente uma relação agradável com o pai, diferente do que muito se fala no acampamento, quando fugiu em meio a guerra, buscou ajuda-lo depois que foi sequestrado. Se considera um Ceifador, fazendo o trabalho do pai em certos momentos, em especial quando vivia entre os mortais. Desconhece totalmente a sua história, não sabe o nome da mãe e nem mesmo quem ela era. Tudo o que diz respeito a seu nascimento ainda é um mistério.

OOC: Ficou enorme, peço perdão por isso, mas se tratando do Josh foi necessário. O aviso dado aqui é em relação aos spoilers que soltei sobre sua mãe e seu verdadeiro nome. Sim, ele é legado de Ares e filho de Thanatos, mas não tem conhecimento nenhum disso. A descoberta será desenvolvida em conjunto com a sua redenção.

[reverieinter]

Informe Policial: Caso de Asesinatos en Jutland, Dinamarca

Fecha: 24 de agosto de 2024 Agente a Cargo: Inspector Lars Jensen Unidad: Departamento de Investigación Criminal Ubicación: Jutland, Dinamarca

Resumen del Caso:

El pequeño y remoto pueblo costero de Jutland ha sido el escenario de una serie de crímenes que han atraído la atención del gobierno danés y la unidad de investigación criminal. En el último mes, se han registrado tres asesinatos, con un intervalo de cinco días entre cada uno. Las víctimas han sido encontradas en el cementerio del pueblo, dispuestas en rituales complejos que sugieren una conexión con antiguas creencias locales. A lo largo de los años, se han reportado seis desapariciones no resueltas que podrían estar relacionadas con estos eventos recientes. Este informe detalla los hallazgos hasta la fecha, el contexto cultural y la situación actual del caso.

Contexto del Pueblo

Jutland es un pequeño pueblo costero situado en un rincón aislado de Dinamarca. La población total del pueblo es de menos de cuarenta personas, lo que contribuye a una atmósfera de cerrada intimidad y desconfianza hacia los forasteros. El pueblo es conocido por su imponente faro, que se alza sobre un acantilado rocoso y sirve tanto a navegantes como a turistas. Sin embargo, Jutland es también conocido por su tradición de advertencia a los visitantes: "Eres bienvenido para entrar, pero no para quedarte."

Este aviso ha sido transmitido informalmente entre los habitantes y los turistas, y aunque no aparece en las guías de viaje, ha contribuido a una sensación de misterio en torno al pueblo.

Tradiciones Locales y Creencias

Uno de los aspectos culturales más destacados de Jutland es la tradición de usar talismanes protectores. Estos amuletos, hechos de madera y adornados con símbolos ancestrales, son considerados esenciales para protegerse de los malos espíritus. La comunidad cree firmemente que estos talismanes previenen la influencia de fuerzas malignas y mantienen la armonía con los dioses locales.

Descripción del Cementerio

El cementerio de Jutland es un lugar antiguo y enigmático. Las tumbas están en su mayoría cubiertas de musgo y enredaderas, y el ambiente está impregnado de una quietud inquietante. La bruma que suele envolver el pueblo intensifica la atmósfera fantasmal del lugar, haciendo del cementerio un escenario propenso para actividades de carácter ritual.

Detalles de los Asesinatos

Primer Asesinato (19 de julio de 2024)

Víctima: Lars Bjerre, 42 años, residente temporal.

Descripción del Crimen: El cuerpo de Lars Bjerre fue encontrado en el cementerio, dispuesto en una posición ritualística cerca de una antigua tumba. La víctima fue hallada en el centro de un círculo de talismanes rotos y con marcas en la tierra que formaban símbolos antiguos. La disposición de los restos y los símbolos encontrados indican una práctica ritual vinculada a una deidad local. Se observó que la víctima tenía marcas en la piel que coincidían con los símbolos en la tierra.

Segundo Asesinato (24 de julio de 2024)

Víctima: Ingrid Johansen, 37 años, turista.

Descripción del Crimen: Ingrid Johansen fue encontrada en el mismo cementerio, en una escena similar al primer asesinato. Su cuerpo estaba colocado en una posición ritualística, rodeada de talismanes rotos. Los símbolos en la tierra eran ligeramente diferentes, pero el patrón general seguía el mismo esquema ritual. La víctima presentaba cortes en la piel que formaban patrones similares a los encontrados en el lugar del crimen anterior.

Tercer Asesinato (29 de julio de 2024)

Víctima: Olav Andersen, 29 años, residente temporal.

Descripción del Crimen: El cuerpo de Olav Andersen fue hallado en el cementerio en una escena que replicaba los dos asesinatos anteriores. El cadáver estaba dispuesto en un patrón ritual específico, con marcas en la tierra y en la piel que coincidían con las de las víctimas anteriores. La disposición de los talismanes y los símbolos encontrados eran consistentes con los patrones rituales observados previamente.

Análisis del Patrón Ritual

Los tres asesinatos siguen un patrón ritual que parece estar vinculado a la adoración de una deidad antigua local. Cada escena del crimen incluye una disposición meticulosa de los cuerpos y símbolos, sugiriendo una intención ritual clara. Los talismanes rotos, la disposición de los cuerpos y las marcas en la tierra y en la piel de las víctimas indican un acto de ofrenda o castigo dirigido a esta deidad.

Desapariciones Anteriores

Seis personas han desaparecido en Jutland a lo largo de los últimos diez años. Aunque los detalles sobre estas desapariciones son escasos, la falta de cuerpos y la conexión con los asesinatos recientes sugieren que podrían estar relacionadas. Las desapariciones, al igual que los asesinatos, siguen un patrón que parece estar vinculado a las antiguas creencias y prácticas rituales del pueblo.

Reacciones de la Comunidad

La reacción de la comunidad a los asesinatos ha sido de temor y desconfianza. Los habitantes, tradicionalmente reservados, se han vuelto aún más cerrados y reticentes a hablar con las autoridades. La falta de cooperación y las respuestas evasivas han complicado la investigación. Los aldeanos suelen evitar hablar sobre los crímenes y las desapariciones, limitándose a decir que "es mejor no preguntar". Esta actitud ha dificultado la recopilación de información relevante para el caso.

Investigación en Curso

La investigación sigue en curso, y la unidad de investigación criminal está trabajando para desentrañar los misterios detrás de los asesinatos y las desapariciones. Se están realizando esfuerzos para descifrar el significado de los símbolos rituales y entender el papel de la deidad en los eventos. La colaboración con expertos en antropología y religión está en marcha para obtener una perspectiva más profunda sobre las prácticas rituales y su posible impacto en los crímenes.

Testigos clave

Effie MacLeod: Sobrina del líder y encargada de cuidar a su padre. Aunque parece nerviosa, conoce bien a todos en la comunidad.

Fiona Kerr: Una anciana que se jacta de saberlo todo. Es la principal seguidora del líder y defiende las tradiciones locales, incluyendo la necesidad de ofrecer tributos al conocido "árbol divino" que se encuentra al centro del cementerio.

Rory Grant: Exempleado del ayuntamiento, despedido tras veinte años de servicio. Nadie en el pueblo sabe por qué lo despidieron, y su rencor hacia el líder es evidente.

Conclusión y Recomendaciones

El caso de los asesinatos en Jutland es complejo y está cargado de elementos culturales y rituales que desafían la comprensión convencional. La combinación de supersticiones locales, un pueblo cerrado y una serie de crímenes rituales ha creado un enigma que requiere una investigación exhaustiva y detallada.

Profundizar en el Estudio de los Rituales: Es fundamental continuar investigando el significado de los símbolos rituales y el papel de la deidad en los crímenes. Colaborar con expertos en religiones antiguas y antropología podría proporcionar una visión más clara de las motivaciones detrás de los asesinatos.

Reforzar la Cooperación Comunitaria: Es crucial trabajar para establecer una mayor cooperación con los habitantes de Jutland. La desconfianza y el miedo que sienten los aldeanos deben ser abordados para obtener información valiosa que pueda ayudar a resolver el caso.

Monitorear el Cementerio y el Faro: Dado que el cementerio ha sido el escenario de los crímenes, es esencial mantener una vigilancia constante en el área. El faro, como un símbolo central del pueblo, también debe ser monitoreado para asegurar que no haya actividades sospechosas.

El caso de Jutland continúa siendo un desafío, pero con un enfoque estratégico y una comprensión más profunda de las creencias y prácticas locales, se espera que se puedan descubrir nuevas pistas y resolver el misterio detrás de estos crímenes perturbadores.

Documentos Adjuntos

Perfiles de los sospechosos.

Runas encontradas en diferentes árboles y rocas del pueblo.

Talismanes usados en la protección.

Firmado: Inspector Lars Jensen Departamento de Investigación Criminal 24 de agosto de 2024

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[chaos0pikachu]

Hi chaos,

I don't know if you've heard of the Ohm-Nanon fans going to Nanon's concert wearing Ohm masks but it happened? (I don't know how to end that sentence.) (Sorry, English isn't my first language.)

You have written about parasocial relationships so I wanted to ask why are people still involved in Ohm-Nanon? Bad Buddy ended so long ago and they are still doing all this. What makes Ohm-Nanon so special? We haven't see such huge bad behaviour from other pair brands.

Please never ever apologize for how you sound in English which is a dumb broken language anyway lol fr you're English is great

anyways um, what in the fucking purge?? lmao sorry the masks thing is just taking me out I'm imagining it and the image in my head is giving kdrama to the max with the discord music and everything lmaoooo

I had not heard of that b/c I don't follow actors like that at all this is very much Brand New Information.gif for me whew wow

Soft disclaimer here I am not an expert behavioral science or anything related so like, anything I say in regards to this is based only on what I've read, can link to from experts in the field, and speculation.

I don't think OhmNanon are necessarily "special" tbh like this behavior is extreme but I wouldn't call it "new".

In western fandom you had or still have fans behaving like this we just call them "tinhats".

Like, take Larries for instance, Louis just spoke about it in an interview that nothing he can say will deter the conspiracies theorists so he's kinda stuck. This article from VOX is old (2016) but it features a pretty clear cut timeline of the theories, and obsession tinhats have with Larry. Even before Larry there was J2 (Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki from Supernatural):

I want to note that One Direction stopped being an active band in 2016, almost 8 years ago. And neither Harry nor Louis have been spotted like, hanging out~~ in public for almost that entire time. Meanwhile Jared and Jensen have been been married to their wives since 2010, almost 15 years.

To play fair, Caitríona Mary Balfe (best known for Outlander) is also at the root of a tinhat conspiracy with her costar Sam Heughan. Caitriona has been married since 2019.

Western fandom likes to pretend this environment of fan entitlement, and obsessing over costars relationships is an East Asian entertainment only thing. I thoroughly disagree, and I'm sure the people involved in these various tinhat conspiracies, many who have been thoroughly and ruthlessly harassed along with their spouses, family, friends, and anyone else caught in the crossfire would also disagree.

For me the only arguable difference between like MewGulf and Larry is MewGulf played up skinship as a means of capital and for work, while Louis and Harry were just two dudes in a band.

[I even watched the old school MewGulf videos of them during Peak Fanservice Era and I gotta say it's all so obviously hilarious fake and played up I would have never taken them seriously as a true blue couple. They reminded me more of Adam Lambert making out with his bassist during his FYE tour (Tommy, who from what I remember is straight but idk 100%) for the fun and rock n roll of it all.]

I'm getting off track, I don't think OhmNanon are "special" by-the-by because I've seen this entitled and obsessive behavior with other tinhat ships. The length of time doesn't really matter, what matters is sunk cost fallacy:

"the phenomenon whereby a person is reluctant to abandon a strategy or course of action because they have invested heavily in it, even when it is clear that abandonment would be more beneficial."

Fans have invested time, love, and literal money into Ohm and Nanon, therefore giving them up - and thus giving up the "community" they've build with other Ohm and Nanon fans - is unthinkable and painful.

Combine that with general fan entitlement towards public figures, the para-sociality of believe you, individually, know what's "best" for this person - aka this STRANGER - and there's a belief that you can change or force an outcome that suits your needs and wants.

There's a lot of dehumanization involved in fan entitlement, ppl stop viewing public figures - especially actors and musicians - as products rather than people. And with a product if you leave a bad review, and enough bad reviews the company will fix and change the product.

But people aren't products, and you can't force them to do what you want or be who you want them to be just because it upsets YOU individually.

So at the end of the day, what's gonna happen with Ohm and Nanon? Well, they'll probably just keeping doing what they do. Filming their individual shows, maybe one of them will do another BL - I think Ohm already has one in the works? - and try to move on with their lives. They're coworkers and from what I've seen seem fine being coworkers. I'm not interested in speculating what their relationship is, or was, publicly, they've said they're fine with each other so I'm very es lo que es about it.

For fans, well they're probably slowly taper off eventually with only a core group of "true believers" or whatever like some MewGulf, BrightWin and others have. As fans I think the only thing we can do is discourage the behavior, and be empathetic towards the people being harassed.

Now I'm gonna leave you with my favorite debunk of a tinhat post:

[xochiquetza3autora]

Mi Top 5 de Escenas XXX Navideñas Para Disfrutar es estas Fiestas.

Estos días son de celebración y jubilo por las fiestas invernales, Tal vez la más importante o conocida sea la Navidad que esta apunto de llegar. El frio domina el ambiente (por lo menos en el hemisferio norte) y que mejor que combatirlo que compartir un poco de calor corporal y a industria del cine XXX lo sabe. Para la industria del Cine para adultos no hay fiesta que no se pueda celebrar por lo que la navidad no es una excepción, por eso les traigo unas recomendaciones de escenas "NOPOR" con la temática de estas fiestas que nos puede a ayudar a mantener el espíritu navideño sin dejar nuestro lado pervertido.

05) How The Grinch Fucked Xmas! (¡Como El Grinch Jodió La Navidad!)

(2008) Una adaptación muy pero muy libre del clásico cuento del Dr. Seuss "¡Como el Grinch Robo la Navidad!", en el que el Grinch es interpretado por Keiran Lee y cuenta con la participación de las ahora legendarias Carmella Bing (retirada) y Shyla Stylez (fallecida) que hacen el papel de vecinas "Ho" (algo así como putas o cachondas) en forma de parodia de lo "Whos" (Quienes) del cuento original. Cuando sus vecinas amantes de la navidad llegan a tratar de alegrar al Sr. Grinch, el amargado las folla por todos los agujeros, así es hasta por detrás, antes de lanzarlas a la calle.

04) Jiggle All The Way (Zangolotea todo el camino)

(2012) Otra parodia de una historia navideña, Esta vez se trata de "El Regalo Prometido" ("Jingle all the way" en inglés). En plena Noche Buena Puma Swede esta buscando un juguete para su hijo, "Cosquillitas Woody" (una horrible parodia de Elmo vestido como Woody de "Toy Story") Todas las tiendas están por cerrar y los juguetes están agotados salvo por un muñeco que queda en el estante pero antes de que pueda tomarlo Diana Prince se le adelanta. Ambas MILF comienzan a pelar por el juguete para sus hijos, por lo que Will Powers, el encargado de la tienda decide que no dejara que ninguna se lleve el juguete si antes no aprenden a compartir y lo primero que tendrán que compartir será la enorme verga del amable dependiente por sus seis agujeros. Ambas madres se esfuerzan por complacer al buen dependiente creyendo que la mejor se quedara con el juguete pero las deliciosas y generosas mamás aprenderán que toda buena obra tiene su recompensa (plot twist: Will tiene un segundo juguete guardado en la bodega).

03) Naughty or Nice? (¿Traviesa o Amable?)

(2013) Santa Claus, Encarnado por Toni Ribas, necesita una nueva Señora Claus, por lo que uno de sus duendes le presenta un par de chicas suculentas de pechos grandes y traseros enormes: Phoenix Marie y Ava Addams. Una se comporta como una chica picara y traviesa y la otra se porta como una niña simpática y amable. Para demostrar quien e la mejor pareja, las dos chicas tetonas se turnan para lamerse los coños y los anos, y luego chupan la polla navideña de Santa. Después de eso Santa se mete profundamente en sus coños y en sus apretados culos ¡Una vez haya terminado de follar sus dos culos gordos, es hora de que Santa dispare una carga caliente de "espíritu navideño" en las bocas de las chicas para que lo compartan! Y entonces Santa tendrá que hacer su elección.

02) Our Holiday Three Way (Nuestro Trío de Dia Festivo)

(2015) El pobre y solitario Levi Cash esta ansioso y deprimido en Noche Buena que le pide a "Santa Claus" una Esposa que le haga compañía, como nadie toca a su puerta vuelve a pedir su deseo pero esta segunda vez se lo pide al "Espíritu de la Navidad". Esa misma noche, mientras duerme, Aparece Peta Jensen para hacerle compañía y mientras hace de todo con ella escucha mas gemidos en la sala ¡Sorpresa! Ahí esta Nicole Aniston esperándolo como su segunda esposa. Parece que tato "Santa Claus" como "El Espíritu de la Navidad" le cumplieron si deseo para recompensar su espíritu noble y generoso

01) Ofice 4-Play: Christmas Bonuses (Oficina para jugar: Bonos de Navidad)

(2017) Esta es quizá una de las mejores escenas Navideñas que existen ya que no aparece una o dos actrices ¡SON CUATRO! Monique Alexander, Nicolette Shea, Romi Rain y la siempre maravillosa Ava Addams. Cuando regresa esa época mágica del año: fiestas navideñas, travesuras en la oficina, y recibir un gran bono de Navidad. Al menos debería serlo, pero después de la desordenando fiesta navideña del año pasado, Keiran Lee tiene otra idea: Este año retendrá los bonos de Navidad hasta después de la fiesta, de esa manera de seguro todos se comportaran de la mejor manera. Afortunadamente para él, las chicas de la oficina tienen una opinión diferente sobre cuál es exactamente su "mejor comportamiento" y antes de que se de cuenta estará teniendo un quinteto caliente con cuatro hermosas chicas tetonas, como en todas y cada una de las escenas de la saga de videos "Office 4-Play".

Menciones Honorificas:

*Ebenazer Keiran (2008)

*Nighmere Before XXX-Mas (2011)

Como pueden ver en esta lista solo incluí escenas de la productora Brazzers, al principio hasta a yo misma me sorprendí, pero me parece que las tramas mantienen algunos de los temas mas característicos de la navidad (mas allá de solo sexo) y los mezclan de forma fantasticamente perversa con la escencia del nopor y el "cine para adultos". Pero si alguien tiene alguna escena favorita que le gustaria sugerir de esa o alguna otra productora, me encantaría leerlos en los comentarios.

¡Feliz y caliente Navidad, Yule, Saturnalia o cualquier festividad que celebren en estas fechas!

[thehonoredonesrpg]

¡Os traemos una pequeña novedad!

Como ya no queda mucho para completar la información relativa a la ambientación del foro, queremos avisar a todos los que nos siguen que la apertura de las reservas está muy próxima. Antes de ir a la fecha, queremos hacer un adelanto de lo que se subirá entre hoy y mañana:

Pactos, vínculos y técnicas malditas

Pliegues y sellos

Glosario

Posteriormente, como nos han pedido, también subiremos ejemplos de técnicas malditas que se han empleado en el manga de Jujutsu Kaisen y buscaremos también algún ejemplo de los demonios que aparecen en Chainsaw Man, por si os sirve de guía e inspiración.

FECHA DE RESERVAS

Las reservas podrán hacerse mañana día 16 de abril hasta el día de la apertura, aún por anunciar. Dejaremos hasta las últimas dos horas, en caso de que alguien necesite realizar algún cambio o por si hay algún rezagado. El horario de apertura será el siguiente:

20:00 en España (hora peninsular)

13:00 en México, Perú y Colombia

15:00 en Chile, Argentina y Venezuela

NORMATIVA DE RESERVAS

Antes de reservar, pedimos que por favor tengáis en cuenta la siguiente normativa, porque si algo se sale de ella la reserva no tendrá validez.

Pondremos un anuncio previo a la apertura de reservas. Hasta que ese anuncio no esté colgado, no podrán mandarse ningún tipo de reserva.

Se atenderán por orden de llegada. No sabemos si vamos a estar saturados o si el flujo de gente será más llevadero, pero intentaremos dar notificación del listado lo más pronto posible.

Únicamente puede reservarse PB, porque no hay cupos de ningún tipo para oficios, técnicas y derivados.

Pueden reservarse hasta 2 PBs para uso propio. No se permiten reservas para búsquedas.

El PB deberá de ser real y el personaje no podrá contar con más o menos de 5 años de los que el PB tenga en la realidad.

Las reservas se mantendrán durante 7 días desde la apertura del foro, tiempo que creemos suficiente para haber creado los personajes. En caso de que alguien necesite algo de tiempo extra, se puede poner en contacto con nosotros.

Tendréis que poner el nombre del PB, un nick de registro y una contraseña para que, el día de la apertura, nadie intente colarse. Quedaría de la siguiente forma:

PB — Nick — Contraseña

NPCS & RESERVAS

Aaron Taylor-Johnson — Crow

Alina Olesheva — Dragon

Álvaro Morte [NPC]

Alycia Debnam-Carey — Day

Ana de Armas — Xandro

Àstrid Bergès-Frisbey — Bonny

Aubrey Plaza — whats

Bethany Joy Lenz [NPC]

Brian Tee [NPC]

Casey Deidrick — bukowski

Charleen Weiss — G.

Choi Soo Bin— Panic

Choi Yeon Jun — Badblood

Deborah Ann Woll [NPC]

D.J. Cotrona [NPC]

Ed Skrein [NPC]

Eiza González — Poppy

Ella Purnel — Mercy

Eva Mendes [NPC]

Havana Rose Liu — Snoopy

Hero Fiennes Tiffin — Serra

Hiroyuki Sanada [NPC]

Jeffrey Wright [NPC]

Jensen Ackles — Hombre Lavadora

Jeon Won Woo — Melinoe

John David Washington — bulldog

Kang Seul Gi — akugetsu

Ken Watanabe [NPC]

Kim Min Gyu — yoshida

Lily James — JED

Lizeth Selene — Boo

Maggie Q [NPC]

Mahershala Ali [NPC]

Manny Jacinto — Snoopy

Matthew Noszka — muricano

Michael B. Jordan — Air

Minatozaki Sana — shintani

Ming na Wen [NPC]

Nana Komatsu — Fool

Natasha Liu Bordizzo — Grimmjow

Oscar Isaac — Atom

Rebecca Ferguson — whats

Rosemund Pike [NPC]

Ryan Porter — bukowski

Sarah Rafferty — Dory

Shen Quan Rui (Ricky) — Ian

Steve Milatos — Crow

Suki Waterhouse — Mercy

Theo James — Drama

Tony Thornburg — Grimmjow

Vachirawit Chiva-aree (Bright) — Astro

Will Higginson — Leucocito

Yulef Bopp — Ploff

Zoey Deutch — Xandro

[zakabagans]

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[la-semillera]

ANNE DE GELAS & TOVE DITLEVSEN

Me he quedado sola en la sala de estar de mi niñez, donde un día mi hermano clavaba clavos en una tabla mientras mi madre cantaba y mi padre leía el libro prohibido que hace años que no veo. Hace ya siglos de eso y ahora me parece que era muy feliz entonces, a pesar de la penosa sensación que me embargaba de que la infancia era infinita. Colgada de la pared, la mujer del marinero contempla el mar. El resto serio de Stauning me observa, y hace ya mucho tiempo que mi Dios no está hecho a su imagen. Aunque voy a dormir en casa, siento que esta noche me despido de este cuarto. No me apetece acostarme y tampoco tengo sueño. Se ha apoderado de mí una tristeza inconmensurable. Aparto los geranios del alféizar y levanto los ojos hacia el cielo, donde una estrella recién nacida luce en la cuna de la luna nueva, que se mece con suavidad y lentitud entre nubes pasajeras. Recito para mis adentros una líneas de El glaciar de Johanness V. Jensen, que he leído tantas veces que recuerdo largos pasajes de memoria: << Y, unas veces convertida de estrella del alba, y otras en lucero de la tarde, brilla la estrella de la pequeña niña, que había sido muerta contra el pecho de su madre, blanca y velada como el alma de una niña que, solitaria, muda, jugando sola avanza por los caminos infinitos...>>. Las lágrimas me corren por las mejillas porque esas palabras siempre me hacen pensar en Ruth, a quien he perdido para siempre. Ruth, con su boquita en forma de corazón y con sus intensos ojos claros. Mi amiga perdida de lengua ágil y curación tierno. Lejos queda ya nuestra amistad, igual que la infancia. Sus últimos restos se desprenden de mi cuerpo como hilachas de piel quemada por el sol, y por debajo asoma otra adulta, equivocada, imposible. Leo mi cuaderno de poesía mientras la noche pasa de largo ante los cristales y, si que me dé cuenta, mi infancia cae silenciosa al fondo de mi recuerdo, la biblioteca del alma de la que extraeré saber y experiencia por el resto de mis días.

_ Tove Ditlevsen, Felicidad perversa. Lumen, traducción de Blanca Ortiz Ostalé.