#& i'm not sure i'm feelin' it for these
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hello mother
#clangen#warriors clangen#hi#I won't lie I've wanted to completely blast this blog and start over cause I hate the art style I settled for#but I'm sure the interest in Thornclan has long since passed lmao#I was just feelin a little nostalgic
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The Hermit (IX) – spiritual enlightenment, search, guidance, isolation
The most esoteric bitch in the movie
#dick knubbler#metalocalypse#dethklok#the army of the doomstar#fan art#pixel art#tarot themed art my beloved#haven't posted for a year#missed me? 🤩#btw i didn't really liked the movie and I'm feelin very complicated about it#but dick slayed for sure
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ER Whiskey Serenade "Whisky" imported from Elk Ridge & WSS Wicklow Wander "Harrow" imported from Wolf Song Stables (@paradoxist-ts4)
📍 Youngster Herd #3 unedited : 4/??
#ts4#ts4 simblr#ts4 equestrian#current household#ch: whisky#ch: harrow#trs: youngster herd#trs: unedited#got my new LUT shader comm#and like i like it overall#but it was meant for Not Sims#& i'm not sure i'm feelin' it for these#but we'll see#my whites do be a wee bit more washed out than usual#but i like the colour depth so maybe good#iuno
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I never got too deep into enstars but there are days where I miss Mama 😔
#no one should ever be surprised that I main Boothill >:( /silly#yeehaw partner /jjjjjjjjj#i also like eichi for the aesthetic. he's like if you mix dain's face and ayato's mindset. actual warcriminal emperor-#and i think in terms of singing kaito slays 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I'm sorry.#actually in terms of songs in general imho it's valkyrie and akatsuki HAHAHAH#then idk i think i vibe with most undead songs though i wish there were like valentine eve's nightmare-#PERFECTLY-IMPERFECT 🔥🔥🔥🔥#fORBIDDEN RAIN- okay ill#stfu abt undead songs HAHAH#me typing these tags just slowly but surely reminds me I actually very much enjoy adonis' voice#in terms of trauma I think I got it most from Eden songs HAHAHAHHA the fricking apocalypse dance shit i forgot name but THAT#i love how i went “oh i like undead too but not as much i guess” and then proceeded to talk about undead songs more than akatsuki#and valkyrie HAHAHAHHA I'm a fricking liar#HEY HEY i mostly like valkyrie cuz shu's voice is mesmerizing- and every song in akatsuki slays because of their vocals even if I'm not th#e biggest fan of their genre leave me alone my biggest taste in men depends on their voice 😭😭😭😭😭#though in terms of friendship MaM/DoubleFace CrazyB and alkaloid for sure we'd be friends absolutely-#i played the music!! one not the original and nothing got me as hyped in the story as the fricking crazy roulette HAHAHAHA#GOT ME FEELIN LIKE I WAS IN THE CONCERT#never be a loooooSAAAAAUURRRRR *breakdances*#kiss of life is also mwah they're all my children. i know nothing on properly playing this game but i know i tried to main the christian guy#produce? forgot name but HIM I also love his voice and I have one of his priest card so he fricking dances with the priest uniform HAHAHAH#random confession: i don't have a 5 star mama card. orz.#anyways back to regular chaos in the tags omg aira i remember him what a mood and also the phantom oh frick forgot his name but i have his#sanrio card HAHAHHA 😭😭 i haven't leveled it up. i don't play this religiously-#the grind feels so overwhelming and i understand nothing I'm still on the work task 2 thing HAHHAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#most importantly i want to mention my redhead son i forgot his name but i love him very much my pretty son and his chaotic older bro i#support them both amen#as for fine. i don't really like most their songs that much...? okay this time I'm not lying like with Undead HAHAHAH I do vibe with#tempest nights for SURE absolute bop my dear blue haired clown is my fave fine member (as you can tell i love my loud girlies HAHAHHA)#most knight songs are bops and I like all the members- specially mister ensemble stRaws musiC (my other red haired son)
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actually look at those pieces of seeming red confetti on the floor off the stage platforms (that area of the floor is clear in other pictures i.e. not like a permanent venue design) like maybe bloodsong of love Does throw blood at the audience in the celebratory everybody gathers together in a rush of Song like the christmas extravaganza doing that throwing handfuls of snow at the peak of Baby Please Come Home
#feelin fine (just thinking about this again so like Imagining bloodsong doing this Imagining christmas doing this & getting weepy)#aaaaaa ;;;o;;;#bsol#joe iconis christmas extravaganza#bloodsong of love#jotting down a Q for an And A there#okay flipped through some bsol pics & results are: seeing Red Confetti Around Onstage / On The Floor in other seeming finale pics & either#pre or post show group pics (or i mean what do i know. could've been taken anytime but everyone's there & in costume)#& there are some seeming finale number pics in which there does not appear to be any (yet? i can't say) & pics at any other point do not#show me more red confetti....Except. some is visible on the floor right next to nigh certainly [lo cocodrilo has just been shot]#which speaks to It Is There To Represent Blood which you know. i think has been a safe bet#sheer speculation & my limited knowledge of Stage Magic but confetti in that case might be ''we're near the edge of the stage''#like difficulty having a lot of liquid on hand; say + maybe saving that distinctive b&w shirt from even washable red dye lol#thus Confetti for Cocodrilo blood at that point. definitely know from account that liquid blood effects were used too#plus like that production pic where that's definitely what's being used for cocodrilo killing henchman steve. rip#all these things sure could still fit w/ ''yeah maybe everyone does throw a handful of Blood during the finale song; xmas style''#(not blood during xmas. their handfuls of snow. get a marshmallow right in the face)#i live for that decor that is the Wanted Poster Wall of just everyone in the cast. wanted here....outlaw mp3#anyway i'm gonna say i don't thinnnk it's that likely this is a shared feature after all lmao but Maybe. plus still would be a fun question
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would someone be willing to donate to me some of their excess testosterone?
and also a binder
please and thank you <3
#shouting into the void#feelin weird rn#i'm not sure if its dysphoria but i wanna flat chest and a deeper voice real bad
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my freakin tumy huuuurttt
#got randomly sick today with some kinda yucky stomach bug#puking all morning and bc I have dysphagia it was so painful#managed to get some scrambled eggs and toast in me but still feelin barfy#I'm not even sure what happened
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I love being productive in ways that only matter to me
#i have been spending the last few days reorganizing all the music on my phone because I rip it off youtube instead of buying it#so I have to manually input all the info and i've been meaning to do that for a long time so everything can be more organized and look nice#and i'm in the final stretch of collecting album cover art and making sure all the info is right#and once i get that done i just have to remember to do it for any new music i get#and i'm feeling very good and proud of all of that cause now I think it looks better#nobody else cares but y'know self satisfaction#also i started up with my duolingo again. I think I did like 15-20 minutes between two courses#and i've eaten (mostly) good food today#and idk i'm feelin good about stuff right now :3#sorry for the ramble#personal#self satisfaction
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Imagining a scenario where at some point Dante and Lady get married purely for practical purposes (like if she gets hospitalized so Dante can visit/make some decisions) but Lady ends up dating Trish so Dante's like
#dmc#this is crack but. i find it hilarious#if we're doing a timeline that sort of parallels our own i'm also imagining dante being like#'don't worry you're free to divorce me once you and trish are allowed to be married! no hard feelings'#'hell we can make it a double divorce-marriage! we can get divorced at the courthouse and then you and trish get married right after!'#i really like lady/trish as a ship#i generally think of dante/lady as something that they might have tried out when they were younger but eventually realized they weren't-#into. and there were no hard feelins there. just a 'yeah sorry but i don't think this is going to work' and the other going 'fine by me'#a very gentle friends to maybe lovers or just dating back to friends#and in this marriage scenario it would basically fit right into canon. they wouldn't live together or anything#it would purely be a paper thing just so dante gets some special privileges in case something happens to lady#also the extended version of this is dante visiting kyrie at some point and she asks him how his wife is doing which makes him go#'wait. who is this supposed wife of mine?' bc he's pretty sure nero doesn't know about the marriage so how would kyrie know that??#and she reveals that she thought it was Trish which makes him laugh and say nah they're just friends. also Trish is dating Lady#which makes Kyrie go 'oh! i'm sorry. you two seemed close and nero mentioned seeing her at your place so i'd assumed...'#and dante's like 'eh no worries it's no big deal. i was wondering how you knew about lady and i but that makes more sense.'#then kyrie: 'wait. you and lady are married?' dante: 'yeah!' kyrie: 'but i thought you said she was dating Trish??' dante: 'she is!'#kyrie: '??? uh. well if you're happy i'm happy for you too.' dante: 'thanks! i'll let them know.'#erurandomness#erubabbles#eru hcs#hcs
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i hope u all love hana very much tbh <333
#am i looking for attention or just making a post? i sure don't know!#i'm not feeling like self-conscious or anything so it's fine vmlfblmd#but i AM feelin soft about y'all#i'm the video game boy; i'm the one who wins! 。・゚✫ ooc
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honestly i really burned out on splat 3 after the pokemon splatfest... there just wasn't enough content to keep me engaged, salmon run was just waaaay too difficult for me to enjoy and i completely detested how they've decided to do splatfests now. it's got some nice qol upgrades compared to 2 but for me it's kind of got the acnh problem of just not having enough substance to play regularly, yk?
I 100% understand what you mean!
I do feel like the longer update cycle just makes the game feel a bit more stale for longer periods of time...We were used to getting smaller but more frequent updates so there was always something new to look forward to before long
But one balancing update every 1.5 months, and 0 new content for 3 months...IS a little rough 😭
It is lucky the updates when they DO come are so big but...we just gotta wait it out until then!
#Asks#the-coolest-baby#I'VE BEEN FEELIN' IT MYSELF...#No h8 on the devs I'm sure they're working hard just...man it's hard to adapt sometimes when you're used to it one way#I just hope our next update is SUPER cool
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another week of the semester down , and t'were it not for the fact i am tasked to hand in analytical essays each week + a draft for a full 12-15 page research paper , i might indulge being here more. as always , my apologies for the silence ( but i do admit it is due in part to a sense of ambivalence / lack of connection ) .
my one funny tidbit from the last couple weeks was that my professor made the mistake of handing me an ACTUAL COPY of the DSM-5 and i was reduced to a mess of whimsy and wonder ; did i horde the book the whole lecture ? did i pog in real life when she handed it to me ? yes , of COURSE i did. that text is the holy grail to me , and i could cave in a man's skull with the force of the empirical knowledge it contains 😤
#❧ ⸺ update | ooc ❞#❧ ⸺ you’ve gone maverick‚ maverick ! | ooc ❞#me once again proving why being a psych major is a red flag ksjcds#i kid you not i was genuinely SO . EXCITED . to see that fkn book#it's the little things#my professor was humored by such a reaction and i was like “ma'am pls don't perceive me rn”#& when i say cave a man's skull in#i mean i will SPECIFICALLY cave nai's skull in#would teaching him the humanities make a difference? NO ! it might actually make things WORSE#but i'd still beat him over the head with actual science#but yeah... just not feelin too comfy here rn. i'm sure it'll pass though!#anw kisses smooches take care of yourselves etc etc
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I'm going to be interviewing for a position move I've been dying to get into since I started my career and I'm 🥺 my superiors almost tailored the position to me before ever talking to me abt if I was interested and I've had two different employees (one mine and one on our sister team) independently reach out to ask if I was going for the position--one of them even told her supervisor that she and the other hiring manager should pick me for the role 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I love my job.....
#Creepy chatter#It's not even a case of 'I need to move for more money or better conditions'#I'm so cozy and happy in my current role but I wanna have more responsibility and bandwidth to look out for my guys#In a more official capacity at least. I already body block goofy shit before it gets to my team#Literally the first job I've had where the money feels secondary 😭 I'm surrounded by such intelligent good people every day dudes...#Literally at least 15 people a day would be keen to hear me infodump on various cancers bc I'm a fucking freak that loves oncology#And we got someone like that abt obstetrics (gods strongest warrior frfr...) and ophthalmology etc etc#AND? I can use my critical care knowledge w/o having to work heartbreaking ICU records all day#Coding 6 separate teen suicide attempts in a week + having to read the family/MD care discussions literally darkened my brain it was awful#Eventually I got numb to most of it but idk. I was good at it sure but I didn't like feelin like I was losin my emotional depth for tragedy#Now my knowledge is repurposed to explain what documented vent dependence looks like vs a pt being on a vent#Or like sepsis protocols to show activity status (like taking a repeat lactate every 6hrs or parental abx)#Bc none of that is really smth you can learn outside the specialty--not that deep at least.#Gather round my little colleagues I'm so excited to talk abt how urosepsis is not true sepsis and then Q/A on blood cancers :3#No emotionally devastating records needed!#Suicide cw#jic--I know I've worked in some traumatic specialties#Oops lol *parenteral abx#Autocomplete doesn't believe me when I type shit 🙄
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God the Mirrah Chain Mail/Creighton's Chainmail is such a good armor piece I miss it so much in Elden Ring
#Was feelin' nostalgic for some Dark Souls 3#shoutout to the rando who summoned me for Darkeater Midir#I'm so glad the Ringed Inner Wall bonfire still doesn't disappoint even 6 years later#Dude who summoned me could obviously fight midir they were on point with their dodges#I'm a little rusty tbh I got hit one time#Idk if the dude who summoned me got hit at all though#They sure as hell knew how to fight that dragon#Dude knew the boss they coulda 100% done it solo#Really does feel like they summoned me just for the Friendship Points and I love that so much#thank you random guy who's name I've already forgotten#it had the number 7 in it but I don't remember the bit before#Also rip to whoever I accidentally invaded as a Spear of the Church before that though#genuinely forgot that was a thing#Pun's text Posts
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i feel like one of the worst aspects of my personality is the need to have people believe I'm important, that i have connections with important/cool people, to the point where i tell a lot of little white lies, even to myself. i tell myself that I'm a part of some inner circle of internet people, which is, i guess, sorta true in some ways. i have a lot of actual friends who do awesome stuff but i tend to overstate my "reach", i guess. i don't feel notable in these circles, I'm not a centerpoint, im just a peripheral thread, an orbiter.
I'm a part of so many different friend groups without feeling like i truly belong in any of them (partially because I can't stand being in voice calls and i only want to play multiplayer games by myself)
i brag about being mutuals with "micro celebrities" whom I've never actually talked with (i tell myself that they don't really want to talk to me, and even if they did, what the hell would i say? they don't have room for another friend. may as well not bother.)
i know some lovely mutuals are gonna tell me that it's okay, that i should just be myself and that it's fine to not be the center of attention. i love you guys. I'm just venting. this is just something i needed to get out there.
i think this is something i get from my family. my nonno knew everybody, made friends with so many people, everyone gathered at his house. i wish i could be that. i want to be someone that's desirable to be around. i want to feel wanted. i hate being the first one to reach out. i dont know how to do that. i don't know if i can ever be that. it's hard to explain. i don't feel lonely, i know i have friends who love me. i dunno. i guess i wanna be like my nonno, a soft spoken, good listener, who was kind and helped people, who people wanted to be around. trust me, if you met me in real life, that's who i am.
come over, I'll cook for you. we'll talk, have coffee, smoke weed, watch a movie, whatever. I won't invite you, just come knock on my door and I'll be happy to let you in.
#sorry for this long ass post im sure no ones gonna read the whole thing#I'm just goin through a lot with the job hunt and all that#feelin unsure about my place in the world and the impact i make on it#I'll be okay.
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Not to be like "he always makes everything about sex" but I was havin some major post-event blues n anxiety after gettin home n Val immediately likened it to the drop one might have after (certain kinds of) sex
#i mean i guess wrt brain chemistry it's not that different#it's just kinda funny cause he always does this it's like it's the only way he knows to relate to/connect w/ people??#i wanna say at least he delivered on the aftercare this time but......i'm not sure sex is supposed to be a part of that#i'm still feelin some kinda way but not sure why#spdrvent
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