#& i can't stop making stupid faces

[sixteenthtry]

Yes it is 1am, yes I am supposed to be preparing for a test, yes I am doing Gerard's revenge makeup instead (badly).

[intervalart]

weeks late, but here's my stuff for Hourly Comic Day 2024

still no accessible scanner, so it's cruddy phone pics ahoy! :')

[dol--blathanna]

And then she used the bad outfits to wipe out half the universe

[itsseriouslyridiculous]

I really hate how my physical body looks so so so much. unfortunately there isn't much I can do about it.

[apoeticwasteoofspace]

Knowing What You Will Never Know

If only I could've never known

If only I had never realized

Everything is different now

But I don't know if it could be for better or worse

I never thought I'd endure this curse

I always thought of it as something only others felt

But no one can compare to you

And I hate that it has to be you

Everything was fine

Because you were my everything

When you were just a friend

All I could and can think about is you

Every time you look at me my heart will sing

But now I know why

Until you I've never been shy

You are my everything

And I hate that I wish it was your arms around me

It feels like such a cliché

To be experiencing this feeling everyone seems to have in this way

That I'd never considered till now

I want to be with you

My face burns and my breath quickens

But I wish I could be that one

Knowing it's something that could never be done

Knowing you would never want me

You were the first make me feel loved

The first to make me feel like more than a waste of space

You listen to me

Every time I start to feel as if I'm being pushed out of the light

You take my hand and invite me back in

No one compares

And no one will ever make me feel the same

There was no way I could've prepared

To feel like this

Why must it be you?

You do not deserve this.

You are the world, the moon and the earth and the wind rushing through my hair

I hope you don't notice my adoring stare

It really isn't that bad

If I'm being honest, I'm honestly glad

I've never truly felt this way

It's new and strange

But I'm happy to watch from the sidelines and bask in your glow

Wrapping myself in the warm feeling I never thought I could have

Knowing what you will never know

[toomanywordsnllines]

What if Ghost wears his mask because, after all the torment his father rained on him... he got the nervous tic of smiling AND laughing...

He starts getting nervous and his lips start to twitch up into a smile.... He can't stop it. It just... happens

Someone can be brutality killed in front of him but because of his father, his lips just twitch into a smile instead of a frown or grimace. It doesn't reach his eyes so no one really knows it, but he feels disgusted with himself anyway. Smiling and laughing at someone suffering? "What kind of monster are you Simon?"

[euclydya]

oh well pros are i think we're just stupid I'm not that scary we're just stupid. cons are i think that jumpscare caused us to dissociate immediately

[theriverdalereviewer]

everyone jumping to team kamala we will never experience true freedom in this country

[bitegore]

quite possibly the most objectively twisted thing ive ever done is write a character who is like deeply brainwashed and still in the same situation he got brainwashed in in the first place and he ended up there entirely against his will and it was deeply miserable for years but now he's like no this is my life ^-^ i like it here ^-^ yeah yeah the suffering anyway if you try to make me leave i'll get mad at you ^-^ and then the end of his story is just that he gets to stay there until he dies

[apple-os]

ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni

[im2tired4usernames]

Ugh I was excited for today until I found out I'd have to spend it with people that actively make me hate being alive hate the future and drain me off all energy physically mentally spiritually like a vampire I can't stand to be around her she is the definition of stupidity and even then that's generous as fuck this bitch has filled her brain with so much garbage I watch her brain cells die at alarming rates every single time she uses her vocal cords her giggles make me want to jam a sewing needle into my ear repeatedly so I can never have to hear it again its a friendly reminder that my parents decisions this time my dad's constantly makes me want to die

[running-in-the-dark]

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[fragmentedblade]

"The person responded that it is true that Xianzhou people like large and strong pets, but there are also those who love petite and delicate ones. Now that he saw the sparkle in my eyes, he expected that I must be the latter"

[mimsically]

I hate that they are still friends with them. I've been at the point in my anger that I do want them to be miserable, at least a little bit, cause I'm still fucking thinking about this almost daily, they should still be experiencing that pain too.

Of course I'm also getting my comeuppance for how I treated E. Probably feeling a lot of the same feelings as them, hating that people are still friends with the people who wronged you. Or she's more emotionally mature then me and doesn't feel that way at all, or at least not as long as I am. Which is likely.

I want to stop caring so bad. I hate the amount of emotional energy I'm constantly giving to this hurt. They don't deserve even that much of my thoughts.

But if I can't move on from them right now, then I think I should work on forgiving MGH. Freeing up some old emotional burdens at least..... things to tell my therapist....

[okeancsa]

currently    in     a     fist     fight     with     my     uni     but     i     got     my     recital     photos     back     over     the     weekend     so     uh     happy     munday

[somejerkguy]

I just get told so many times "you just haven't found the right people"

other people pick up relationships of all kinds over their whole lives though? and those people float in and out of each other's lives, stay in touch, catch up when they can

like. I don't think it's unreasonable to not try again when every single person I've cared about has closed the door behind them on the way out