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are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid
#that's the hottest thing I've ever heard I feel nuts#what an absolute chad alistair continues to be tbh there may be a day when men fail but it will not be when he's here#like I'm very sorry to the blond chantry boy repeat crowd but cullen could & would NEVER!!! they are NOT the same!!!!#dragon age#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#alistair x warden#can u imagine what it must be like to be irving standing there watching this happen. you're free and your kid is dead. congrats#tried to free her from the circle and she's the sacrificial lamb that bought the circle's freedom instead. fuck dude#it does make for a very sad kind of symmetry that every time irving tries to get clever with it he triggers a monkey's paw situation fhdskj#I am replaying the game with my new canon (mistress amell + king alistair to save him from the da:i fade choice lol)#and in doing research I found out about this and had my world rocked. I've never had my warden die before so this is new to me#(my warden isn't dying in this canon to be clear she's going to be the reason no one would dare assassinate king alistair lol#nightmare bae eminance gris behind the throne/loving and supportive partner with a fade connection and a vengeful side#she's going to be like sam vimes tiredly fending off assassins as the watch books go on except she murders a lot more people back)#the way his voice breaks in the version where they were broken up tho... sick and twisted and mean to me specifically
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TAEMIN - 'Eternal' Track List âĽď¸
#shinee#taemin#shinee taemin#lee taemin#taemin eternal#eternal#dailyshinee#kpopccc#malegroupsnet#ksoloists#dailybg#smsource#maleidolsnet#bgnetwork#speakofgifs#kpop#THIS TOOK SO LONG TO MAKE OMG but it was very creatively satisfying :)) i tried a lot of things i've never done before#i'm a little sad i feel like i'm prob a bit late posting this and the MV teasers come out tomorrow lol#but i wanted to grab clips i hadn't seen used much and put emphasis on the way taemin seems to b contrasting his concepts against each othe#there are a lot of parallels so far in everything he's released so i wanted to flip and reverse the clips to mirror each other~ i hope#my intentions/theme is clear in this set!#oh! and of course his handwritten âno matter what taemin is taeminâ which again i feel furthers this contrasting of himself against himself#only to turn it around to remind us all sides of himself come together in the end ~eternally~#taemin is endlessly inspiring damn a true muse of a man <33 i'm impossibly excited to see what message he has for us this time :)
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"A taste of the divine" A Series of Small Offerings - IV/2 - day34
#a series of small offerings#i know at least half of you gonna run with this anyway so yes he.. he is having a taste alright....................#sooo have fun i guess ? ??#but on a serious note#i've been fighting with this one but it's not gonna magically turn into what i wanted it to be so it is a good point as any to just leave i#i could refine the shading a bit more but i just.. i'm unsure if it would make it more what i want it to be or even less#i don't mind the very clear overtone what i mind is the lack of something that just hits#don't get me wrong#i can see it it's not techincally bad but overtone or not it's just has a different vibe altogether to it that i was going for#sleep token#vessel fanart#sleep token fanart#vessel i#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#vessel#sleep token band#sleeptoken#levynn tries to draw
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Some skeletons as kitty cats
Neko Sansume
#UTDR#UTMV#Bad Sanses#Star Sanses#I'm not tagging everybody that would be too much#But here's the bad boys hanging out and a lil bulletin board#I like to imagine this is the pinboard in Ccino's where he puts nice pics of all the cats#I tried to make it clear who's who but in case it's not:#Troublemakers is Ink and Killer#Pair bonded is Dust and Horror#Same Litter? is Dream and Nightmare#Do not pet is Error#Buddies is Epic and Cross#Buddies? is Blue and Fell#I've had a lot of fun playing the real neko atsume and renaming some of the cats to these guys#I might do more of these later in the week but I gotta stop for tonight
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#elena of avalor#beauty and the beast#batbedit#disneyedit#eoa edit#belle x beast#estebalena#kinda but also not kinda#I think a lot about the fact that it's been confirmed that this is an intentional homage#like EoA series supervising director Elliot M. Bour was just like casually bringing BATB into things as an Easter egg#since it was his first job in animation#and like don't get me wrong; I LOVE that he did this. I just don't know how he expected anyone (i.e. me) to be normal about it afterwards#once you've introduced BATB; it ceases to be a fun and casual reference and just makes the literature major girlies go feral#i thought this was gonna be a quick and easy little project but it wasn't#the parallels are all there but they're in slightly different order in EoA than the original and the pacing for each reference is differen#so i had to determine which ones I needed to skip frames for and which ones to use all the frames#and then try to figure out the speed from there#the coronation day scenes were very hard to color because the grey skies and muted filter kind of whitewash the characters#like you don't even understand i added so MUCH vibrance and saturation to the 4th and 5th gifs but elena's skin still is just gray#and the coloring is still just a very very mixed bag#also i've realized that while I don't think it was an intentional reference in the same way BATB was#anna's sacrifice and resurrection from frozen is perhaps just as --if not more-- a clear parallel to the coronation day scene than BATB#so maybe I will do that one someday too?#once i psych myself up again to try coloring coronation day again#which i imagine will be awhile#these do not look like the same scene and pretty much the same scene at all even if i tried to use the same psd when i could#and edit them to make the coloring as close as i could
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For the micro story ask, how about number 7 (silent fury) for Pete? With your choice of other character/s <3
Ohhh, that's a good one, my friend, thank you so much â¤ď¸ ----------------------- "Hey, P'Pete." "Hm?" "You used to do boxing, right?" "Ah... yes, why?" "What was your nickname?" "My... what?" "The name you'd been given as a fighter. Like how P'Porsche was called The Phoenix." "Well-" "Silent Fury." "Bro, you're not funny." "What? It suits him, doesn't it?" "It sounds stupid and you know it." "It does sound a little stupid, Vegas." "I only meant to emphasize your strengths, Pete." "You did a bad job." "Shut up, Macau." "Phi never answered the question. What was it?" "I... didn't have one." "You didn't? But why?" "No point for a fighter who's bad at his job." "Pete-" "No, I refuse to accept it. We're giving you one right now... Don't laugh, Phi, I'm being serious!" "Fine, Macau. Do whatever you want. But it can't be Silent Fury." "It suits you-" "Hia won't participate in the brainstorming. Only me and P'Pete." "Okay, that's it. No dinner for you." "Will I not get dinner either, Vegas?" "It depends, Pete. Are you going to behave?" "Ugh, never mind, I'm out of here. You started being gross again." "Food will be ready in an hour!" "You better have finished until then!" "No promises."
#ahhh I've wanted to write a dialogue-only snippet for quite a while and this prompt gave me the incentive to do so#(in reality it was the fact that I had no clue from whose POV to write this)#(I hope it's clear who talks when if not my apologies)#(I tried my best)#I do love angst and I did want to make this angsty but the wholesome and funny new-minor-family vibes won over#(although a little angst is there if you squint)#about the boxing thing I'm pretty sure every fighter has a name even the bad ones#but this isn't meant to be taken too seriously#and there is a chance Pete never competed in any actual events and stuff so#I took the liberty to write this regardless of what is actually true#forgive me for the lack of realism hahaha#ok I'm rambling now so I'll stop#thanks again my friend <333#vegaspete#macau theerapanyakul#ask game#yu is writing
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Sera: Crotch rot. Beats his squire. He's a she. Has a bastard. Extra toes. What a fun, close-marrying crowd.
Setting aside the fact that only one of those things makes someone a bad person and it's weird that she's listing having extra toes or crotch rot or a bastard alongside beating people like those are in any way the same (and also who the fuck cares, Sera, I swear for all her big talk she cares more about noble gossip than anyone else), that casual transphobia there... sure is a choice. And the joy of Dragon Age being ahead of the curve as far as queer rep goes means that it's not a case of "it's 2014 and the writing is Like That"; the dialogue surrounding Krem is clumsy but involves any transphobia the player expresses being thoroughly slapped down, this was a deliberate choice that someone made for Sera specifically! Someone chose to make Sera specifically transphobic!
Which... not gonna lie, makes a lot of sense given Sera's kind of just a bully. Like, she's not evil or a villain or anything, she's just... mean. She's really mean to the people around her, especially the ones who are below her in the social pecking order (it's not a coincidence that the Inquisitor she's cruellest to is Lavellanâa Dalish elf who was absolutely considered less than nothing by large chunks of Thedas before they became the Heraldâand the Inquisitor she's nicest to is human noble non-mage Trevelyan). Like, of course the bully who likes punching down is transphobic. Is anyone surprised by this? There does seem to be at least some in-universe transphobia in Thedas, of course Sera wants to target people who are under her in the social pecking order in literally any way. That's what she does.
(Also because I want to make my stance on this clear up front: I will be taking no bullshit on this post, and if you try to claim she's totally not being transphobic when she says "he's a she" you better have some actual solid proof to back it up because while I'd really love to believe she isn't being disgusting I struggle to think of any other reason why she'd say that like it's a bad thing. And no, there's no reason to believe that one of the nobles present is a woman pretending to be a man for whatever reason; we have exactly one even slightly verifiable instance of that happening with the original Aveline, and that was long enough ago and under different enough circumstances that I don't think it counts as any sort of proof that that sort of thing happens among the Orlesian nobility in modern Thedas. If you choose to believe this line means nothing that's your prerogative but if you don't have actual proof beyond not wanting to believe itâwhich to be clear is entirely valid, she isn't real and it's a throwaway line, I just personally can't overlook itâkindly just don't engage with this post.)
#dragon age inquisition#sera critical#transphobia tw#'ooh robin hood act' she's a high school bully in fantasy land who occasionally playacts robin hood#hopefully that warning is unnecessary#but i've legit seen people argue that LAVELLAN is abusive for *checks notes* refusing to abandon her faith for sera#when sera tries to emotionally blackmail her into it by threatening to break up with her if she doesn't#so you know#i'd rather make it clear up front that i will NOT be taking any of that nonsense here
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sharing some bits and bobs from a wash (and sort of tex) centric one shot I'll hopefully finish someday just because:
The second the barrage of bullets being directed at them by the two chain-gunners stopped, Wash and York were on their feet. Dashing out from behind the concrete pillars theyâd been using for cover they ran across the catwalk to enter the main complex.
âWeâre all clear, Carolina. Weâll be dark in less than sixty.â York said into his comm, cutting the connection at her confirmation.
When they reached the hallway York turned towards Wash. âHey, if youâre still going after C.T, a word of advice: Do not get in Texâs way.â He warned. âSeriously, do NOT do it.â
Wash rolled his eyes.
âThanks for the tip.â
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Wash was used to cleaning up after othersâif they couldn't do it right, then he wouldâbut it wasn't like Carolina of all people to be so sloppy.
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The moment he had seen the split second shimmer that rushed past him straight into the line of fire with Carolina hot on its heels, he had known. He had knownâThere was only ever one outcome with Texas involved, and he wasnât dumb enough to believe for even a second that his silent prayers for her to fail just once were ever going to be answered.
ButâŚ
Butâ
A string in the back of his mind he hadnât realized was taut snapped.
The casual admittance, the lack of care, the complete disregard for Connieâs life in her words forced him to a halt as a familiar feeling violently rushed to the surface.
He'd stuck his neck out for Texas, Connie had stuck her neck out for Texas, and this was how she repaid their kindness?
For a moment, he genuinely entertained the thought of killing her.
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Wash let muscle memory guide him as he stripped off the many protective layers of titanium nanocomposite plating. He kept on the Kevlar bodysuit, choosing to forgo a shirt and just throw on his Freelancer-issued fatigues. He slammed his locker closed with his right foot, resting it on the vertical surface so he could lace up his boot, he then did the same with his left.
Standing up, he took a moment to scour over his mental map of the ship. He decided that heâd go down to R & D, cut through Armor Processing to take a detour up to the observation deck, and loop his way back to the locker room via the maintenance halls. That way, he wouldnât have to pass through Recovery and, consequently, get dragged into a mildly uncomfortable conversation with Florida.
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He turned a corner and abruptly stopped as he found himself standing in front of the leaderboard that was just outside the locker room. As he was bathed in its blue light, he recalled the words Connie had said to him all those months ago following Texasâ arrival.
"Don't forget to check your place on that list, Wash."
He didnât even have to scan the list to find his name. His eyes darted to 5th place, and there it was, just like always.
It almost felt as though the digital display was mocking him in a way, taunting him by bringing all of his silent doubts and quiet insecurities to the forefront of his mind.
Is this how Connie had felt when it first started getting to her head?
Is this how all of the others felt?
He frowned at the thought, moving to sit on the oh-so conveniently placed bench.
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The sound of armored footsteps broke him out of his thoughts and he reflexively looked up expecting to see Carolinaâbut instead of Carolina, he found himself staring at a face he had never seen before.
Said mystery face stared right back at him.
A quick glance at the armor color told him it was Texas, but his mind was short circuiting as he struggled to process the fact that Agent Texas actually had a face that wasn't her helmet.
Had he really never seen it before?
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She had silky wheat blonde hair slicked back into one of those tight, headache inducing buns, fair skin with a light dusting of freckles across her nose, sharp cheekbones, a nicely defined jawline, and the bluest blue eyes he's ever seen.
She was an attractive woman in a girl next door kind of way. If he had to describe it, she had one of those faces where if he were to pass her on the street he wouldn't be stunned speechless and completely awestruck by her beauty, but he would find his gaze lingering on her a little longer than necessary.
All in all, it was a perfectly normal face, despite her good looks though, Wash couldnât help the vague sense of unease he felt as he stared at her. There was just something that triggered an unsettling sense of wrongness in the back of his brain, like her features were trying too hard to come across as natural, and in doing so it only made them look more artificial.
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âSo, uh, how's the wrist?â He asked, trying to break the ice and shift the silence between them from awkward into something more casual. This technique admittedly didn't always work with this group, but he tried.
â...Fine.â Texas replied, unconsciously raising her arm from her side so she could thumb at her wrist with her other hand. âThis arm isn't real, so there's no permanent damage.â
He hated himself for feeling disappointed about that.
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âConâC.T, knew the risks that her actions would bring.â He said, turning away from Texas in an effort to hide some of the bitterness that seeped from his voice. âYou were just doing your job and following orders.â
#tumblr refuses to respect italics and I donât feel like doing them again so you get mystery emphasis#also the plot is probably pretty easy to guess since I put everything in order but whatever#rvb#red vs blue#agent washington#agent texas#agent connecticut#she's only there in spirit but it counts#mine#not t/oaru#this builds off a post I've got somewhere where I mention that wash tries to not alienate tex from the team in s9#and that him not learning about what happened to ct until like 10 years after the fact in canon is dumb#AND making it clear that his animosity towards lina leading him to eventually pull his gun on her was not something#that developed solely over the course of present day s10. it had been there for a while but threatening the bgc's lives was the last straw
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Honestly I really want to be able to side with Solas in dreadwolf. I think it'd be super interesting to play as an elf in Tevinter and be able to just go "yeah actually I think Fen'Harel is right let's tear down that veil." I mean I assume the main conflict will be Solas trying to convince your character to join him, or your character being told they have to try and stop him, and there are not enough games that let you side with the presented "villain" character. I want to see what the world is like with no veil I'm so interested. Also so interested to see what full-on Fen'Harel Solas is like. Is he still as empathetic? Or is he more conniving and distanced from "mortals" like the old stories would have us believe?
#side note it's been a hot minute since I've played trespasser I've been obsessed with origins and anders and justice recently ok#i don't have super high hopes cause bioware sucks ass#Idk if they'll have the balls to introduce the player to that level of moral nuance#i just think it would be fun and cool to have some choices on the final outcome#*with the main villain character I should say#instead of 'player character who is awesome hero defeats evil mean bad guy'#i feel like the past games have always tried to paint a very clear target of who the 'bad guy' is#when in reality that's rarely ever so simple#i want a story that lets you decide if you actually think the bad guy is bad or not#and then lets you choose what to do about it instead of directing you to kill this one guy to save the day yknow?#and I think this would be a wonderful opportunity to explore that#and I mean we did get this is 2 if I'm honest#there's not really a singlular villain#you can choose if you think the mages or the Templars are right and side with one or the other#dragon age dreadwolf#fen'harel#solas dragon age#i just like complications in stories that make decisions very hard#make solas the players friend or something again make him seem like a person and not an evil mage entity bent on killing everyone#maybe I'm just tired of how often the writers have done moral gymnastics and tried to swap it around#to make it seem like actually the mages should all be locked away and treated like shit cause they're all egotistical maniacs#and that the Templar/mage issue is a both sides have a point thing when it is clearly not#maybe I just want them to direct us towards taking the side of the oppressed instead of the oppressors for once#Hope you enjoyed my longish rant I hide in the tags as usual
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so i went a little feral
read Panic by @thedemonsurfer / @thedemonscrawler and i fucking HAD to draw them you don't UNDERSTAND i'm losing it!!!!! it's literally been like. less than twelve hours. i couldn't get the image of eclipse bashing bloodmoon with a keyboard out of my head. i had to.
#fanart#my art#i struggled SO MUCH with bloodmoon's face#like i had a great sketch..... but then i had to move him two inches to the right.#also i tried to make bloodmoon look aggressive and eclipse look scared but i don't know how well that came across? it might look reversed#this one was *very* fun though#i've never drawn bloodmoon before!#should eclipse have this form? who knows!#would it be more clear if i made it with his new form instead of him looking like solar? maybe!#but i had fun :) so that's what counts#thedemonsurfer
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No. No no no no absolutely hell no.
(Diane Duane this is about tumblr not you youâre great)
Apparently tumblr has decided to give us note previews at the bottom of posts now and I hate it. Partly itâs annoying; if I wanted to see notes and replies I would click on the notes! The buttonâs right there! It takes an extra 0.2 second! This just clutters up the post layout without adding any functionality. But itâs also terrifying, because it is once again trying to make tumblr like other social media.
Itâs trying to say âhere is this Cool Thing (in our algorithmically-informed view). You donât think/know yet you want to look at this Cool Thing but we know you want to look at this Cool Thing, because we know better than you what you should be looking at.â
See, this note is not the most recent note by a long shot, but it is by dduane/Diane Duane, who has been on tumblr a long time, pops up fairly regularly in the Star Trek fandom, and has written actual official Trek novels (among many other things). Sheâs probably the most âfamousâ note on this post (or what passes for famous/popular on tumblr). Iâm guessing itâs not a coincidence hers was the note featured.
A quick look through the âtumblr updateâ tag shows people are also having issues like seeing terf comments previewed even though thatâs the sort of content they would never willingly look at.
@staff @supportâ @wipâ no thank you. Weâre all still here because tumblr is the one social media that lets us choose what we see, not the algorithm. Get rid of note previews or give us a switch to turn them off. We donât want them here.
#tumblr#tumblr update#view this note#note preview#note previews#nova actually posts stuff#am i overreacting? maybe#but this feels like staff testing algorithm-ing and if we don't shut down the little things then one day we get an update with#based on your likes and for you and in your orbit all switched on permanently y'know?#every time tumblr tries this we gotta make it clear we like tumblr the way it is#(nothing against the people who actually /do/ like note previews i just have not actually seen any yet)#(the reactions i've seen have all been either indifference or burn it with fire)
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Me playing Tears of the Kingdom: As much as I miss the champions, it makes sense they're not mentioned much. It's been a hundred years since they died. Even if they survived the Calamity, most of them would probably be dead at this point. The only exception being Mipha, who would have been the only one that would still be alive if she survived the calamity due to her age. The reason they're still remembered so much in Breath of the Wild is because the Divine Beasts, one of the last remaining connections to them, are still active and looming in Hyrule. Impa also said that their spirits feel uneasy knowing their task of defeating the Calamity wasn't done. They were at peace when the Calamity was defeated and passed on. They're not brought up from that point on because them and their era are over and can be laid to rest.
Also me playing Tears of the Kingdom: - holding back tears - Damn I miss the champions
#LIKE YEAH. I GET IT FROM A THEMATIC POINT. BUT FROM A 'SIR THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS' POINT. I AM ACHING#I love the sages in TotK! Don't get me wrong!#I mean look at my icon tee hee#But I've grown so attached to the champions their absence feels so off. I'm fifty-fifty on it#I wanna be clear: Big agree with people who say the Sheikah Shrines and tech being suddenly gone feels off#It's unexplained and feels far too significant to easily write off#I feel similar about the champions and how little they're mentioned in game#I don't think Zelda even has a single line of dialogue that mentions them.#She and Link lived through the calamity and knew them as friends#At least a tiny mention would have made sense since she does briefly talk about the Calamity with Sonia and Rauru#I guess it makes a little sense?? In regards to the developers wanting to be hush hush about BotW spoilers for newcomers#But the way they went about it is like they tried to forget it happened. It doesn't feel right.#This might also be my biased speaking cause the original sages? Cool and all#But they feel so hollow compared to the characters that the champions had#Anyways I am still VERY in love with TotK. It's consumed way too much of my time#But I also wanted to talk about this gripe dhdjfjejfjd#Thank you for coming to my TED talk. I'm sorry this is a whole wall of spilling#Anyways will I cope by remembering Age of Calamity is a thing despite how much it obliterates the timeline?#Dang right#Tears of the Kingdom#Breath of the Wild#TotK Spoilers#LoZ TotK#Loz BotW#BotW Champions#Long Post
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#it hurts but it is natural and im not oversensitive and im allowed to feel this way#the future i had envisioned and hoped for and believed in was just.. suddenly gone and im allowed to mourn the loss#because for an entire year i've been wanting this. and imagining it and thought of ways it could be real#and i didnt base my feelings only on imagination but on his words and him saying that we should figure out whatever was between us#and in the way we talked and what we shared and how he did start treating me as 'his girl'#which i also do not think was irresponsible nor am i upset by that. bc i wasnt 100% present bc of my avpd stuff#but it was so amazing and he was so amazing and i'd been having feelings for him for half a year before and then i only fell more and more#im trying to be as non specific as possible bc like i can only talk abt *me*.. but there were just sm other things and circumstances#so it got less and less intense.. and i wanted to give him space and patience and not push smth on him and be insensitive#then i told him abt being in love w him and wanting to be there for him w his struggles and working it out together#and im embarrassed af but i had honestly thought... that would be met well and with reciprocity...#(i understand that feelings cant be forced & im not upset or feel betrayed i just felt v sad bc i was so sure he would want me to be his gf#but i got neither a clear rejection nor much of what he was thinking abt me and what was between us. mostly just that it wasnt a good timin#so again i wanted to respect that and not keep push it. even if i tried bringing it up sometimes it never got anywhere and it didnt feel#right to just keep and keep on doing it. then there were times when i /felt/ rejection and got more hope based on interactions#truly i've been walking around for a year believing that this was smth that would come true if only we could talk#and i've been waiting and hoping and loving. and i've really been thinking of it as a real future#i even tried telling him a few months ago that if he wants me he can have all of me but he told me to stop so i did#and now i've learned that none of my devotion or hope was returned... i've been in this waiting room all alone all this time#i thought i was patient bc of all the other things but he couldnt give me a chance but he did for someone else and that just hurts#idk it hurts bc this love and connection meant so much to me and i wanted to do anything to make it work#and when u realize all of a sudden that it was only u who felt that and that future u so badly thought would happen isnt real#.... i feel extremely lost and despairing. plus it just is how i feel but i've only been this connected to him#honestly it might sound weird how i can feel this much for someone i've never met irl but he has been my only hope and comfort#for the past years he hs been my only comfort and the only thing making me feel good and ok and hopeful.... so it hurts it hurts it hurts!!
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why the fuck did i write about birds this fucking sucks. i just found out birds only sleep for a few minutes at a time, hundreds of times a day. do you know what this is going to do to my structure? the logistics of their road trip? this is already like three days late and i've been fighting for my life to get A Plot Like Any Plot That Makes Sense out and now the birds fucking sleep for 5 minutes at a time.
#i should've just bailed and written another story when i had the chance#i'm not joking i've never fought a fiction piece this hard before. usually because i'm not writing for specific deadlines#and not a piece so big. and not one that's gonna be workshopped. i wanna blow them away but if things keep going the way they are everyone'#gonna tell me the pacing sucks and it feels pointless and the characters feel really confused. I KNOW. I KNOW THAT. FUCKK#i'm the type to do about 15 passes before i let someone see my 'first draft' and i'm just not gonna be able to do that if i want to get it#in time for a workshop. every day i delay is making things harder for my classmates y'know?? but i've been writing like 1k words a day#and it's still not done. GUHH#I DON'T LIKE WRITING THESE CHARACTERS THAT MUCH THEY'RE NOT FUNNY OR ENDEARING AND THAT'S MY LIKE.#MAIN SKILL AND VIBE WITH SHORT STORY DUOS. BUT NOOOO I HAD TO MAKE THEM DIFFERENT CUZ I WAS SICK OF DOING#THE SAME DYNAMIC OVER AND OVER. BITCH THIS IS YOUR FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRIED AND TRUE GETS THE BLUE (RIBBON)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head#going to work on it some more. fuckk#the voices aren't consistent and i'm trying to make it clear that this is toxic bird yuri and not a mother/daughter thing but the maternal#themes are kind of fucking with that but they're important and i don't wanna get rid of them but it feels forced cuz im forcing it#sigh. i'm gonna have to cut the yuri. these two don't work romantically at all. what a waste of time.#i watched the entirety of mnthly girls' nozaki-kun in the past two days while avoiding writing. did you know that? the lengths to which i'l#go? anyway it was fun i appreciate fellow creative agony and i uh never knew how they did screen tones and wasn't expecting that somehow#so i learned something new (hooray). anyway back to. fucking. bird story stuff#i'm so mad i hate these two (<- lying. just pissy) i hate this story (<- mostly exaggerating. throwing a tantrum)#eughhhhhh i just wanna lie on the floor and cryyyyyyyyyy (<- completely deadpan irl. not That upset just kind of sick of shit)#i'm so burnt out and it's only gonna get worse. ughh#why can't someone just come in and write it for meeeeeeeeeeheheuhhh (<- would hate that)
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I'm so glad I got to play 2 hours of BG3 before my one (1) month old PS5 broke
#literally I have tried everything except restoring the whole console which I am about to do#its not just BG3 but I thought it was because that's the game I was playing when it just stopped working#but it just won't play any game now#I actually get the farthest in BG3 because I make it to a menu before it crashes#every other game crashes before I even get that far#everything is up to date#I've cleared and rebuilt everything I could without just straight up restoring everything#I actually uninstalled and reinstalled BG3 because I thought that was the issue and it wasn't
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I made the Stellarlune survey! About whether you liked it and why!
It is anonymous, 9 questions (7 multiple choice, 2 open response), and all questions are technically optional. However, it's better for data if you fill them all out.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask!
Tagging people who said they'd be willing to take it: @ethervalism @commonghost @valentinerose529 @n0itsbecky-13 @thelavendernarwhal @fandomsareforlife @official-kenralie-fanbase @when-wax-wings-melt @gay-otlc @pissy-victorian-vampire @three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat @xanadaus @camelspit @a-withered-old-rose
(thank you in advance! I will be sharing anything I can extrapolate from this)
#kotlc#stellarlune spoilers#kotlc stellarlune#kotlc survey#i can't wait to post this and immediately realize a million hundred thousand things i forgot or could've done better#but! here is the survey :)#i tried to make everything clear and straightforward#even if it has to be limited#but. who knows!#writing tags to stall as I frantically try to think if I've forgotten something. again
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