#!death13

[journey-to-the-attic]

Okay but what I wanna know is... do Thirteen and Solomon have the same weird relationship that Greg and Alex do

100000% yes because i think that'd be the funniest thing - for example, this return from the ad break:

thirteen: hello! come in, settle down, pop your feet up

solomon, very earnestly: yes, hi guys, welcome to our little home. [puts hand on thirteen's arm] we're very happy, aren't we thirteen-?

thirteen: get your fucking hand off me

[studio falls apart]

(video clip because the delivery is what really makes it:)

[blasphemecel]

can you tier list all your yns based on toxicity

Ok I went through my entire AO3 account for this 😭

Evil Narcopath - Junkyard Dog + the rewrite in my files, Most Ineligible, Power Trip, Dogma

r/personalitydisorders lolcow - Perpetual Chase for Greener Grass, Formlessness & Base Materialism, Black Flamingo

Heinous but not to the point of psychologically damaging people around them - Maneater, Duality, Thorn In Your Side + Truce, Fast Cars, Clever, Tether, The Weight, Deflowered, Like Teeth, Taming Demons, Dog Walking-verse, Gooch Grease, Painting Pictures

Justified - Rigid, Solved The Problem, Undecided, Bound To, Oblivion, Pest Control, HADO 98: Massage, AITA for tricking my coworker into showering, AITA for trying to cancel my bf?, The Worm Ouroboros, Language Barrier, Just One Fix, Exciting Electrifying Evil, Mean, Stench, What Does It Mean if I Can't Write a Love Letter?

Inoffensive? - Facial Recognition is Quirky, Fun Fun Fun, Irk, Schemes, Fleurs du Mal Fleurs du Vertu, From Shikamaru's Vernacular: Troublesome, Parabola, Lazy Hero, Priorities, Kind Of Maybe, Wack, Faux Pas, On Your Knees, Bad Company, How to Subtly Show Someone You're Interested

Innocent & Gorgeous - Kill Cheerleader, Slick Talk, Aliens Exist, (Ruining) The Christmas Spirit, Not Exactly an Elegiac Romance, Butterfly Paralyzed, Detox, Applin & The Flop Confession, AITA for showing my appreciation for someone?, Jersey #2, Coil, Molasses

Bonus tier for "I don't know really" - Voyeur to Belonging

[nageethimself]

Shitpost BUR ACC SO MUCHNEFFORT

[dacrylagniaa]

Expressions of Summer & Winter

[aokuro-san]

Recommending fanfics (III): In progress or incomplete.

It's been 84 years or something like that… But today I woke up wanting to recommend fanfics, so I continue with this small collection that started with:

Complete fanfics: https://www.tumblr.com/aokuro-san/714582391192272896/recommending-fanfics-i-complete-fanfics?source=share

and continued with

One-shots: https://www.tumblr.com/aokuro-san/723176474909327360/recommending-fanfics-ii-one-shots?source=share

And before continuing,

I want to remind you that… In general I like to read fanfics x reader (or with inclusion of reader) because I enjoy imagining that I'm inside the story, however, you'll see that there are some that I didn't take that way and I still love them.

I hope you like it!

Part 3: In progress or incomplete.

shiratorizawa antics, by mooshys

(Haikyuu!!) AO3

I said it at the time and I'll say it again: SHIRATORIZAWA is my favorite Haikyuu!! team, and this was one of the stories I was most eager to recommend; not only because it was one of the most elaborate ones I read on the subject, but because it's a great slice of life that's worth reading, even if it's not finished, that deals -again- with the experiences of the fictional Shiratorizawa manager with the peculiar members of this team. In general, stories full of light humor, but that can also deal with more human/adolescent themes such as fear of the future and what we will be in it.

Anyway. A little gem that I always come back to and that can even be read as if it were an anthology related to each other (I think?).

26/28 (at first, because the author always changes the final number of chapters, haha).

Belligerence, by SecretPuddin

(Jujutsu Kaisen) AO3

Apparently, while I was "away", this fanfic increased its number of chapters and seems to be about to end. But, since it is not yet, I will take advantage of it and recommend it to you here (in fact, I just noticed that the last publication date was in 2023, but, well, that should not discourage anyone either). Because, like everything I recommend to you, in general and in my eyes, it is more than worth it!

In this case, the story is presented as a story of love, violence and family found between the reader (male, in this case), a lover of fighting with good feelings (typical shonen protagonist, but with hidden depths and a traumatic past as the plot progresses) and the unfortunate Junpei Yoshino, while the parents of both have their own romance in the middle; which, inevitably, complicates and uncomplicates things at the same time.

It is… BRUTAL. I mean, when you start reading this story, you certainly don't know how much it will impact you and how well the author will treat the themes and her characters (within the context she offers us). Especially Junpei, who always seemed like an interesting character to me and…, for those who were left with a bitter taste with his ending in the original story, this fanfic could be the answer!

However, keep in mind that it deals with topics, perhaps taboo, perhaps controversial, perhaps tricky, depending on the reader's sensitivity (which is excessively high lately xD) and there is some sexual scene involved (especially when the healthy relationship between the reader and Junpei inevitably turns into these areas), so, unlike me at the time, I would tell you to read the story tags to get an idea of ​​what you will read… or not.

21/24 (again, for now).

Vivisection, by death13

(Blue Lock) AO3

Ok, maybe I'm taking a risk here, but it won me over after just one chapter and I think it deserves to be included in this post. Also because it's rare to find fanfics that include or are, directly, horror (my favorite genre) and that, in addition, start in such a potential way as this one (that it catches your attention and is good, let's say).

The plot introduces us to the new manager of her high school's football team, where weirdos seem to abound, and the tension and bad vibes (or feelings) are present almost at all times! Even if you can't pinpoint exactly what's wrong, you know something's wrong, the protagonist's friend knows something's wrong (and her last sentence is quite revealing (although also prejudiced)… And this is just the first step of what seems to be one of the best horror fanfics that could be born around here. Well, as I said, I can't say much because only the first chapter is available… But I think it was worth including it for the reasons already mentioned.

1/15 (in principle! The truth is that it's the one I hope continues the most of all, haha).

PS: I don't know why the suggestiveness of certain Shirley Jackson stories, mixed with the typical j-horror, came to my mind… So, there you have it! If you like both things, I think you'll appreciate it even more.

Well, look, for now we'll leave it like that. I know that there are fewer fanfics than the ones I usually recommend… But, in general, most of the stories I read are usually complete, so I didn't have much material, although, it's true that I have more unfinished stories out there. However, right now it seems risky to recommend them, since, when I go over them, they don't seem as good to me anymore or I feel that, despite the good story, the protagonist is somewhat weak compared to these three here (even within their simplicity). So we'll be content with these three (the best of the best, haha, and what will be easier for you to find).

Well, I'll see you later (if I feel like it and I'm not busy with my own work, lol)! 😇

[cassyapper]

Hi!! I adore your Kakyoin from the WWA/TA, and recently watching the Death13's arch made me wonder if in your version the Crusaders know/will ever know about what happened back then? Since he survived, there's a chance he told them, but I don't think Kakyoin would have done that, since he doesn't need to be thanked for it or anything, and he had enough of the rejection and disappointment from them during those events. But, damn, it's so unfair and I wish they knew!

Thank you for your reply in advance 🥰

By the way, Joseph's story in the last chapter about how he experienced the loss of Caesar absolutely destroyed me😭😭I wasn't expecting this at all! Your story is incredible

I'M SO GLAD YOU'VE BEEN ENJOYING IT ANON WAHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! <333 AUGH SERIOUSLY THANK YOU SO MUCH HHH

AND THIS IS A GOOD QUESTION!!! and it will get addressed a little in story <3 but not much so: yeah as it stands, between dio's mention of all the standusers in his cult in his diary, testimony of dio's minions that survived after the fact (like hol horse, oingo, wheel of fortune, etc), and their own like. knowledge (avdol knows a death stand has to exist cause the tarot card and like. joseph/pol/jotaro did see kakyoin go nuts and then jsut stop going nuts), they know that Something happened. they dont know if it was actually the baby or if the stand was just impacting kakyoin's perception of reality (and their's, cause they saw kakyoin with the words on his arm and then suddenly they werent there anymore), but they know like. It Was There. and whatever happened, kakyoin dealt with it. but no one has addressed it directly there's kinda just a quiet sorta-understanding kakyoin was right and kakyoin picks up on it and accepts it. but they will talk about it a little in-story <3 i wont spoil the specifics tho until we get to it heh

[l0vedeath13]

♱ ARTIST INTRODUCTION ♱ DEATH13

hobbyist artist - 21 years old (09/09) - he/him hello! my name is Daxton or Void. I am a hobbyist artist based in the midwest, USA & have been drawing for 12+ years. Most of my artwork is OC focused, but I do occasionally enjoy drawing fanart from time to time! on god i made a new account because i was quitting tumblr, then forgot the password to my prev. account LOL My current main interests are: Jojo's Bizzare Adventure & Demon Slayer, The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, & the Horror Genre: Scream (1996 - present), Silent Hill (2006 Movie), & Hereditary (2018).

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[princelylove]

You said both of them will work together in situation when another person try to approach you, but do you think they will "betrayed" each other when they done with the obstacle? I can see Noriaki purposely walking with you to scene Jotaro beating someone. Jotaro used to getting on the fight at school so you might not very suprised but Noriaki will said something bad about Jotaro and make him look better like "He is so violent and rough, I'd never do that" (nah he is just violent as Jotaro, I remember in anime/manga, usually his enemy is dead or traumatized like Death13), make you feel scared of Jotaro and rely on Noriaki more. For Jotaro, I think that he will show off about his strength. Not tall enough to reach the book on the highest shelf? Noriaki can't reach each neither so let Jotaro take it for you. Or he can carry you on his shoulder so you can take whatever books you want.

Maybe in the deal, they still working together to "protect" you from other obstacles but deep inside both of them has their ways to gain advantages and want to be the winner in this competition.

~ 🏵️ anon ~

That's exactly how I see it. Noriaki is completely fine with using Jotaro to improve his own image and to do all the dirty work, and is willing to throw him under the bus at any given moment.

Jotaro kind of views it like a contract. He'll play nice and comply as long as Noriaki keeps up his end of the deal, and when that's over, he gets to have what he wants. Jotaro's putting a bit of trust into Noriaki here, trust he doesn't normally give out for free, but if Noriaki ends up fucking him over he'll just sit him down, tell him why he's upset, and attempt his life. Oops, did I say that? I meant just a little beating.

[vlexbecii]

Macario ---- Death13

[lorenzobbg]

Now I understand the problem of authors about not writing but still thinking about writing lmfoaozoa 3 days im supposed to finish my analysis on a title of one of death13 fics and its still not done

[journey-to-the-attic]

If there was a taskmaster task to find the most tragic thing in the house of serenity I’d walk into the kitchen and call it there

thirteen in the studio afterwards: i would argue that you did not 'stage' a tragedy, you just walked into the room and called it a day

contestant: yeah but look at the fucking place

thirteen: (glancing offstage) i won't have that, the team worked very hard on our set-

solomon in his tiny throne next to her: well actually leviathan flooded the usual house so we were temporarily at serenity manor for a bit

thirteen: so who designed the kitchen?

solomon: um, barbatos i think....

thirteen: oh, good. five points to you then because that kitchen is a fucking horror show

[blasphemecel]

Just One Fix by Death13 on AO3, Analysis (or something like that Idk how to name it otherwise, so let's call it that)(this fic has been written before kaiser backstory)

For your information, death13 is the username of blasphemecel on ao3. We all know who he is, a fanfic author.

So, Just One Fix is a one shot, which can be hard to read for some people in the sense that it approaches difficult and sensitive topics. That said, it is a fanfic which is really greatly presented and which will probably turn your life upside down.

The tone of the fanfic is quite shattering and peaceful at the same time, in the sense that it will make you feel a deep sadness by the way the characters are written and how they interact, but will make you feel calm at the same time, because the author manages to convey a strong message by means of balanced and harmonious writing that will just put you in a weird vibe of sentimentality. I wouldn't say serene because the topics discussed are there to shake things up, but it's a similar feeling, like you're put in some trance.

This fanfic can lead to educating, in a sense, people who do not live this. It also denounces, from my point of view, certain behaviors on the part of people who do not live it and certain situations that can be complicated to live during a hospitalization.

The author highlights the complexity of the relationship between Kaiser and YN through various sentences such as:

This part focus on two things that I find important and interesting: why they started hanging around each other, and what their coping mechanisms are. But also how they evolved as humans with more or less problems.

I think this is interesting how the author choose to represent them, first of all, Kaiser's representation as always is fire, but we will see that his character has more depth than just what we can see on this screenshot the more we advance in the story. Then, there's YN, he choose a complicated story with complex problems for this character, this just proves his value as a writer, to be able to portray such a difficult character.

They have copping mechanisms that are fundamentally different, one keeping things inside and dismissing everything and the other letting everything out. I find the nuance between these two characters fascinating and how he choose to make them interact during the rest of the story just break my heart because it is something that he portrayed a bit too realistically in my opinion. It is a relationship very strained and full of up and down, a bit (a lot) passive aggressive, where the characters keep having some sort of tense moments, like you genuinely ask yourself how it will end for them because the author just doesn't give anything away, mostly on YN part. We will see that on Kaiser part he's more open than YN throughout the story, which is comical since he's the one who usually keep everything in. It's actually captivating.

(I think i didnt express myself properly for the "Kaiser is more open than YN" but I don't know how to say it otherwise like... Kaiser doesnt express it verbally till the very end but through some actions and reactions that he struggles to hide.)

I'm not going to linger too much on Kaiser side because this has been written before his backstory. Though, for YN, at multiple times it has been implied that YN has suffered from abuse when being a child, with the "You were in the habit of crying over everything. There were loud noises, or god forbid someone screamed at you, and you'd cry. Someone touched you — especially an adult - and you'd burst out in tears." I would like to linger on the last part of this, "Someone touched you — especially an adult - and you'd burst out in tears." implying that there's been physical/sexual abuse. It's a complex situation that has been evoked, described, and represented with such a strong writing, all the way during the fic we follow YN copping the better they can with that, not necessarily with good ways but isn't it what happens when we are all alone and traumatized?

In this part, it's one of the few where we see the mutual trust and affection (and respect) between them. The fact that YN manages to be at ease, or something that comes close to it, to sleep beside him despite everything YN probably endured just proves my point. I liked that part, because it shows that even if their relationship is complex and with many many underlying, they still hold each other close to their heart.

Later on, during the last part of the fic, Kaiser mention something interesting before breaking down (<-something that he treated with levity just a few sentences before breaking down himself) “Forget loving me back, you don’t even believe me? You think I’m like every other monster in your life, trying to hurt and deceive you?” I find this side of Kaiser, more sensitive and emotional, interesting because it prove that he is still a human being behind all these walls, and how he considers YN despite his many indelicate attempts to help them that have been taken wrongly by YN (legitimately from YN I think, because it's a difficult situation to see someone you love fall into self-destruction more and more without being able to help, it often leads to maladroit actions and/or words, like we can see in many passages, so I think the way everything had been presented to us, adds layers of complexity and meaning behind YN strong reactions and Kaiser attempts to help!) I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH :(

I would like to stop on this part too, just because the respect he holds for YN PLEASE? He takes EVERYTHING into consideration, and he's the one keeping everything in and turning everything as a joke or some sort as a copping mechanism? That's real literature, I like the fics with complex characters like that, when they are greatly written. In this fic, the balance of everything is good, like I said it's very realistic I think and I love it. The nuance between YN who doesn't want to be loved (<- cited by YN themselves) and Kaiser loving YN through so many different actions is so beautiful, it's art.

I like that part a lot, even if I found it hard to read at first glance. But with hindsight, it's actually, I think, the most interesting part to me, because we see how their behaviors push them away from each other, and how Kaiser regrets afterwards. (<-Something agreeably surprising from Kaiser) That's when we understand that really, there's so much more underlying than just a friendship by 'constraint' that just turned into a weird situationship if we could name it that. (Because let's remember that if they started hanging around each other it's firstly because they were rejected by the others.)

I like that part, it's actually YN making an effort almost superhuman for the sake of the peace between them both, after the moment where they both said they loved each other. I like this ending (this is not the last sentences but almost), and I like how the ED have been portrayed in theses last sentences:

Its immersive, the reader is really into the problematic and I liked it. I think this could easily explain to people who are uneducated on this topic how it is felt more or less from people suffering from ED. And raises awareness in them. I liked how you described it, Iliya. Thank you.

I would like to do also small parentheses on the part where it's in the hospital. You described that very correctly too, it's kind of hard for many people to be hospitalized and it results almost every time on bad experiences. I liked that you highlighted that too.

SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES BESTIE

HIIIIIII TWIN

FIRST OF ALL WOAWWWWW 😍😍😍 THIS IS FIRE

OK So wajt let me tell you since you wanted to know, I think you understood everytihing quite literally 100% correctly

I actualyl thought even at the time of writing that Kaiser had an abusive childhood too (but didn't include it bc we didnt know for sure at the time), so I imagine a lot of the attachmnt between them is based on experiencing the same things. But in this case Y/n ends up being the focus because Kaiser 'made it out' and they didnt

Also about the thing with y/n's past, you're correct it is implied that they're a CSA victim and a victim of physical abuse. I think in particular their behavior is really characteristic of someone with sexual trauma (even the ED which is the other big thing, can be a result of that + they also clearly suffer from hypersexuality and self-objectification which are also signs). For example the movie they're said to like, 'Mysterious Skin', one of the two main characters was a CSA victim too. You can also see during the tattoo artist scene, Kaiser tries to get in the way of the tattoo artist in trying to sleaze on Y/n I don't believe out of jealousy but because in that scene they've gotta both be like freshly 18 and an older dude's hitting on Y/n.

Also iirc in the hospital scene it says Y/n wasn't supposed to be getting any visitors because they thought they're family only and the thought of a family member visiting them made them panic, also implying that they're cut off from their family in some way, i.e. further insinuating a past of abuse.

You're right that it's difficult to talk or reach someone in such a position. A lot of the story is about Kaiser's troubles because he approaches it in a self-involved way that Y/n understands (or tries to pass off due to their not wanting to accept love) as him just feeling an obligation or a savior's fantasy towards them, even tho I think it's quite obvious from many of his actions that he genuinely cares. Also I think due to the self-destructive nature of Y/n's behavior it's easier for them to believe they aren't loved because then they can pretend no one is affected by their actions, also making them self-centered as well, along with Kaiser.

I do think they're in a situationship lol i had the wip tagged as childhood friends to fwb best freinds situationship LIKEEEE THEY ARE BOTH SO CRASY 😭😭 But anyways..

TYYYY FOR READING AND WRITING ME THIS !!!!! AND FINDING IT REALISTIC ALSO!!!!

If anyone is interested here is the link to the fic since it's not on tumblr

[nageethimself]

[succinum17]

muerte

quiero sembrar mi cuerpo en un campo de flores y lagrimas escuchar a los pajaros como carcomen mi corazon arrancarlo y devorarlo goteando la sangre melancolica mientras los gusanos entran en mi caja de muerto siento la oscuridad aunque palpe la luz la vida aun sigue igual aunque ya me haya ido en silencio contra la briza los recuerdos pasen como hojas de libros que nunca fueron consumidos  death13

[th3rabbit]

i dont know how to draw babys