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Traumatic bonding is a hit with abusers, because it helps him to maintain much-needed control. It helps him keep you where he wants you: tethered to him and his soul-destroying behaviour. But, the bond isn’t as iron-clad as he imagines. Here’s five things he hopes you don’t know about traumatic-bonding, and how to shake off the shackles.

1. What is trauma bonding?

Traumatic-bonding is an intense attachment to your abuser. It happens when you feel emotionally and physically dependent upon a dominant partner – who dishes out abuse and rewards so you believe that he’s all-powerful.

“powerful emotional attachments are seen to develop from two specific features of abusive relationships: power imbalances and intermittent good-bad treatment.”

2. Abusers reward and abuse to maintain power

Your abuser is all about power and control. He (or she) systematically erodes your ability to think and act independently, using a range of manipulative tactics which may include:

physically abusing or intimidating you, gas-lighting you so you doubt our own judgement, isolating you from friends and family that may be able to help, manipulative lies designed to undermine your self-esteem and run you down, making sure that your time, energy and other resources are focussed on solely his needs keeping you continually short of money (financial abuse).

What’s more, most abusers pepper their abuse with ‘rewards for good behaviour’. Maybe you get a thank-you kiss for managing to get his dinner on the table at the right time. Perhaps he takes you out for dinner to make up for last night’s drunken tirade. You may have heard – at least once, and probably repeatedly – that you are the best thing that ever happened to him (when he isn’t labelling you as worthless or making you feel the same way without saying the actual word.) You feel relief, hope, and even happiness – however temporary.

3. Abusers want us to feel dependent

He controls whether you are happy or sad, whether you are safe or in pain, if you are secure and comfortable or lonely and filled with self-loathing. Under this determined conditioning, you may (inaccurately) believe he is stronger than you. While this may make you cleave to him for protection, it also fuels your sense of powerlessness – making it harder to challenge or escape him.

In time, like a baby, you feel dependent upon your abuser for all of your emotional and physical needs. You form a powerful emotional attachment to him, which he doggedly reinforces through a pattern of abuse and reward.

Learning theorists have found that this intermittent reinforcement/punishment pattern develops the strongest of emotional bonds. Particularly intense relationships and extreme abuse forms even stronger feelings of attachment.

This powerful attachment – which arises directly from sustained periods of intermittent abuse and power imbalance – is known as traumatic-bonding.

4. Resisting the bond isn’t easy, but we can break free

Some suggest that the trauma bond triggers biological changes as well as emotional ones. This may cause you to be dependent on the highs and lows of the abuse cycle. Going ‘cold turkey’ seems impossible.

In addition, abusers are difficult to shake off. To get free, you have likely endured physical or emotional assaults including emotional blackmail and hoovering campaigns. These are the abuser’s attempts to maintain control, and they haul repeatedly on the trauma-bond to do it.

Often, you bounce back because – painful though it is to live with an abuser – your sense of self-reliance is utterly eroded and it hurts to battle the emotional attachment to him. I was only able to successfully leave my abuser on the third serious attempt. Many other times I was determined to leave, but didn’t.

5. Time really is a healer

To stay out, I had to fight not only my abuser and his determined hoovering – I also had to fight myself. Many times I wanted to answer his calls. Often, I lay in bed at night, imagining the route I’d drive to get back to him. I could just hop in the car and go! That would stop the ache in my ribs, right? When he came to my door to insist on my return, a part of me cried out to give in each time.

I was exhausted, hypersensitive and anxious – all symptoms of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. Waves of grief and pangs of longing left me breathless. But, as his hoovering turned to stalking, I listened to my head rather than my heart. Sticking to my Essential To Do list, the trauma-bond weakened with each day that passed. Life got easier. I grew stronger.

Researchers have found that after six months, attachment decreases by about 27 per cent. For those of us struggling with traumatic bonding, time really is a healer.

Remember, “You have nothing to lose but your chains. You have a world to win.”

You are always stronger than your abuser. You have the ability to leave, at any time. Getting out is hard, but not impossible. You can help yourself by recognising that it is not love that’s pulling you back – rather, it’s a powerful emotional attachment that he created as a direct result of his abuse. The avalanche of emotions that you feel are normal. You are not crazy or weak because you feel that tug on the trauma-bond. In time, the bond will weaken – and working on your own recovery can help this process along.

Source: http://avalancheofthesoul.wordpress.com/2014/02/22/what-abusers-hope-we-never-learn-about-trauma-bonding/

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REBLOG IF YOU AGREE

i don’t mind if you are in the lgbt+ community.

i don’t mind if you have some extra pounds.

i don’t mind if you are thin.

i don’t mind if you are not mentally okay.

i just want you to know that it’s okay and everything will be okay if it’s not.

i want you to know that there are people in this world that care about you because you are a human being, that deserves love and happiness only.

you should always be yourself and you should never give up.

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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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Avengers Preference: PDA

Tony Stark(Iron Man)

Everyone knows Tony Stark the genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. Everyone also knows he's the superhero Iron Man. So obviously Tony loves making a big deal of things, partying, and just having people notice him. He's outgoing, so obviously he's gonna love PDA. He loves showing you off at parties. He just loves always touching you and kissing you. If Tony has been drinking it gets even worse. Make out sessions, butt slapping, hugging you from behind, even grinding on you if he's getting pretty drunk.

Bruce Banner(Hulk)

Bruce surprisingly isn't 100% against PDA, he just only does small things, like holding your hand or kissing your forehead. He isn't the most flirtatious either, he's actually pretty shy. Which means you have to be the outgoing one in the relationship. But usually he's the one that starts holding your hand first, or something like that especially when he needs to calm down, you comfort him, and keep "the other guy" at bay.

Loki Laufeyson

Loki does not like PDA very much. He feels it shows his weak side and does not want people to see that. When you two are alone though, or when it's just the guards around in Asgard he treats you as if you are his queen. He is rather old fashioned on the matter, but he can also be shy considering he has never really loved someone quite like he loves you. You think its adorable and tease him all the time. So does Thor, but everyone can see you make him happier.

Thor Odinson

Thor doesn't 100% understand PDA. He is after all a Norse God from another realm. He is fine showing you off and talking about how wonderful you are, but things such as hand holding and cuddling are a bit new to him. Most of the time you have to initiate the action, but Thor loves doing whatever makes you happy and goes right along with it.

Steve Rogers(Captain America)

Steve is a very old fashioned guy. It's not that he doesn't like PDA necessarily, it's that it can make him uncomfortable and he gets nervous starting it. Steve really only is ok with it around the other Avengers. He doesn't like big crowds, or parties very much. So he will really just put an arm around your waist or kiss your forehead to make sure no one tries to flirt with you. But when everyone leaves, he's fine hugging you and kissing like it's no problem.

Sam Wilson(Falcon)

Sam really doesn't have a problem with PDA. He actually kind of likes it. Sam has a more outgoing personality, somewhat like Tony, but he's not all over you like Tony is. He loves to keep an arm around you waist, or hold your hand, kiss your cheek, or even sometimes when he wants something you knuckles. Sam always loves bragging on you to everyone too, you tell him to stop because you know he only does it to make you blush.

Pietro Maximoff(Quicksilver)

Pietro is kind of like when it comes to PDA. He is fine with it and will always hold you close, but never shows big displays of affection. Unless someone tries to flirt with you, then his protective side overpowers the others and he will do all kinds of things to make the guy leave. Kiss you, kiss your neck, pepper you face with kisses, and if the guy still doesn't take the hint he will pick you up and speed away.

Clint Barton(Hawkeye)

Clint is fine with PDA, but you don't necessarily love it. You two sort of compromise though. He holds you close by your waist, and there are a few short kisses, sometimes forehead ones, but no lingering ones. Sometimes though when you start drinking at Tony's parties, things can get a little wild. You become more outgoing, more touchy, even sometimes dancing, and even though he sometimes seems like a grump Clint laughs at you and goes along with it.

Peter Parker(Spider-Man)

Oh Peter Parker. Peter gets so nervous when it comes to PDA. You always have to be the one to start it. Even simple hand holding makes Peter blush like crazy. The longer you guys are together though the more he gets used to it and the more confident he is. Still in public he tends to get shy and blush a lot when you show affection towards him.

Bucky Barnes(Winter Soldier)

As you might have guessed Bucky isn't really a very touchy person anymore. He is not as charismatic as he used to be, he's always scared of hurting you. Bucky remembers the bad things he's done and that scares him. So he never really likes to touch you much in public, he's scared people will see him and think how did a monster like him end up with her. Overtime he starts coming out of his shell a little more and is comfortable enough to cuddle with you and kiss you more often when you're alone, but in public he really just stands next to you and sometimes holds your hand with his real one, in fear of hurting you with the metal one.

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Heads Up

Hey guys, right now I’m working on a story for wattpad. This is going to be based on Captain America the Winter Soldier, And Captain America Civil War.

As of right now I have finished part one of the story and am starting part two.

If you like my work, or Bucky Barnes/ The Winter Soldier, I really hope you will go and read it. It’s on Wattpad under the username @supernaturalbae5700. The title is Winter is Coming!

Please spread the word, and go and check it out. If you don’t have wattpad and would like to read it message be and I will consider posting it on here too.

I’m really excited for this I think it will be my best full story yet, feedback would be great, so please check it out and let me know what you think!!! 😉

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Jack Maynard-Having Fun

Requests are still open guys let me know if you have any I really enjoy writing these! Also check out my wattpad. I write things on there!

Thank you for the request I changed it a wee bit but I hope you like it!😜 This is a lot fluffier than I thought it would be😂

Jacks POV

“Okay guys I gotta go, I’m starving and my wonderful girlfriend is in the kitchen, making me dinner. See ya later MERRY VLOGMAS!” I said to my camera. “Say bye y/n.” “Bye guys merry vlogmas.” Y/n my lovely girlfriend yelled from the kitchen.

I turned off the camera and set it on the charger in my room. After that I found my way to the kitchen smelling y/f/f (your favorite food) cooking.

I stopped in the doorway just watching y/n. I love her more than anything, we’ve been dating for almost 2 years now. She was staying with Conor and I at our flat for the holidays, and she’s been cooking all day for a dinner we’re having tonight with all the boys.

Y/n’s POV

I giggle to myself after I say bye to Jacks camera, he is really excited for Christmas, lord I love that boy and I’m glad to be staying with him.

I hear the door open pulling me out of my thoughts as I stir some of the food for tonight, but I don’t here footsteps afterward so I assume Jack stopped in the doorway.

It’s been five minutes and Jack still hasn’t said anything so I speak up. “Just gonna stand there and stare all day?” I ask as I glance back to see Jack smirking.

He shifts his weight to lean on the wall instead of the doorway “Maybe I like view,” he says cockily.

I giggle as the doorbell rings. “The boys must be here early can you get the door Conor is napping.” Jack groans deeply turning me on a little, but he does it none the less. I sigh and get back to work.

Around 10 minutes later Joe comes into the kitchen. “Hey y/n I figured you’ve been in here all day cooking by yourself so I came to help since they’ll burn anything they touch.” Joe says as he points at the door, talking about Jack and Conor.

“Oh thank you Joe that’s really nice, if it’s not to much trouble can you cut the carrots?” I ask him while handing him a knife. He nods his head and starts helping.

Not long after Jack comes in and hugs me from behind. “Hey sweetie,” I giggle. He kissed my lips then proceeds to say, “Oh come on Joe really you’re making me look bad in front of my girlfriend!”

“Hey back off, least I won’t make a mess everywhere like you would,” Joe fights back jokingly and we all laugh. The doorbell rings again. I just look at Jack and he goes to get the door.

Joe chuckles from the other side of the kitchen, “You’ve got that boy whipped y/n, he is wrapped around you’re finger.” I playfully glare over at him. “Don’t give me that look, you know it’s true.”

I laugh it off as Jack and Casper walk in the door carrying food. “Here’s the turkey, you asked for and Oli is right behind us with the potato salad.”

“Thanks Caspar, Oli set that on the table please. And Joe will you check the casserole?” Caspar and Oli put the food that’s done on the table, Joe nods and checks the casserole and I go wake Conor up while Jack goes to call Mikey to see when he’s getting here with the drinks.

Jacks POV

It’s busy here and I feel bad for not even thinking about helping y/n when all the boys brought food and Mikey bringing drinks while Conor sets the table.

I’m trying to help the best I can now but I’ve never really cooked before and I don’t want y/n to get frustrated from my constant questions.

Y/n’s POV

It’s been really busy around here. When I woke Conor up I put him straight to work setting the table, Jack was trying to help with the cooking but kept messing up or asking a lot of questions, and as adorable as I thought it was I sent him out to finish the Christmas decorations I never got to so I wouldn’t be distracted.

Mikey and Josh rode together to get the drinks and as soon as they got here I put them to work. Joe helped me prepare the last bit of food and we started chatting.

“You know what y/n, I’m glad you’re here because if we didn’t have you here it wouldn’t be a big party like this, we would have just gone out clubbing. Since your here, we really have a woman to set things up and make it feel like Christmas.” He quietly chuckles and continues. “And you know you’re just like a mother ordering all of us around. You’ve got Oli and Casper cleaning the the dining room and setting out food. Conor setting the table. Mikey and Josh getting the drinks, Jack putting up Christmas decor and me helping you cook. I never thought I’d see any of these guys doing stuff like this for anyone but you’ve rounded us out.”

Joe smiled at me, when he finished. I smiled back very big and genuinely. “Thank you Joe so much for helping me with everything.” We washed our hands and I hugged him.

*Skip to Dinner*

We all sat down with dinner finally ready and I decided to make a toast. “Before we begin eating I have a toast to make. I wanna thank all of you. Starting with Joe, thank you for showing up two hours early to help me finish cooking. Caspar thank you for taking the time to make a turkey to go with the Roast I made. Oli even though I know you just went to the store and bought it thanks for bringing the potato salad.” Oli blushed. “Conor thanks for setting the table just the way my picky self asked you to, Mikey thank you for buying the drinks, and Josh thank you for babysitting Mikey to make sure he didn’t spill them everywhere.” We all laughed and I finished my speech. “And thank you Jack, my best friend for trying to help cook and running around doing everything I asked of you, I don’t know what I would do without you. I love you.”

That was the end of my speech and I kissed Jack as they all cheered. We had a good laugh and everyone dug in.

Later on we all sat in the living room singing along to cheesy Christmas toons and Conor showing off with his lovely singing skills. I was sitting with Jack on the couch my legs draped over his with my head on his shoulder. “I’m gonna go clean up the table a little.” I whispered to Jack who nodded and kissed my lips before I got up.

After I’d taken all the leftovers and put them in containers I started washing the dishes. Shortly after that Jack came to hug my waist from behind. I dried my hands and turned around to talk to him.

“Hey, baby, need something?” I asked him still tightly holding on to me.

I looked up into his eyes and he seemed upset. He tried to hide it with a smile but I could tell he wasn’t okay. “Hey Jack what’s wrong? Don’t say nothing because I know you.”

“I don’t know I guess I just feel kinda bad for not helping you as much today. I heard you tell Joe thanks so much for everything and I just started feeling bad that you made all the boys help you and didn’t even ask me to. It made me feel useless so I tried helping you and Joe cook but I don’t really know how and you sending me out of the kitchen made me feel even worse.” He admitted.

“I feel so bad now this is all a big misunderstanding sweetie.” I tried to jump up on the counter behind me but I’m kinda short so I missed. Jack chuckled lightly and grabbed my waist to set me up there.

I pulled him in between my legs and made eye contact. “Jack what you heard me say to Joe earlier today was me thanking him for saying that he was glad I was here and said that I was the reason you guys had a real Christmas, and I asked all the boys to help me because none of them were doing anything I didn’t know it would bother you but I wanted to give you a break from all the stress of trying to make your new songs with Conor perfect.

And when you tried to help cook I loved that you were trying to help even though you didn’t know how it was adorable but I sent you out because I was getting distracted watching you. I’m so sorry I never realized that I was happy and all day and you were suffering, baby next time please say something. I’m so sorry please forgive me.”

“There is nothing to forgive. God how did I end up so lucky. I don’t deserve you. I love you so much. You didn’t do anything wrong it was just a misunderstanding as long as you were happy that’s all I need to make me happy. I love you so much. Please don’t ever leave me.”

*Waring making out beyond this scene but nothing more than that*

“Never.” I whispered and kissed him passionately. It started out slow but got increasingly faster and more intense. Jack had one hand on my cheek and the other holding my waist. I had my legs tightly wrapped around his waist and my hands on his neck, because I was still on the counter.

We continued kissing and he bit my lip and I granted him entrance. At that exact moment Conor walked in the door. “Hey guys need any help.” Jack and I pulled apart just in time for me to see Conor’s eyes widening.

“Having fun I see,” Conor said before turning around and walking out.

Jack started trying to kiss me again then moved to kissing my neck. “Jack come on if we don’t go out now they’re all gonna think we’re having a quickie.” I tried to reason. “So,” he mumbled into my neck. “Jaaaaaaaaack,” I whined. “Okay Okay,” he quite kissing me and helped me down.

When we walked back in everyone started teasing us. I ignored them and sat on Jacks lap on the couch and stayed there until after everyone left. “Now can we go have sex?” Jack asked. I giggle loudly. “Bro I’m still in the room!” Conor yelled.

Jack picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. I squealed loudly and Jack took me to his room.

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Hi could you please write a Josh Pieters imagine where Josh and the reader are best friends and josh confesses one night when he's drunk that he's in love with her and this spooks the reader but she talks to Caspar and realises that they're meant to be please?

Ya I have two more requests to post before this, but I love this idea it should be done this weekend. Thank you so much for the request, let me know if you have any more or something you want to add! ;)

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Caught- Conor Maynard

requested

Warnings: intense makeout, mentions of smut

Remember guys i am always open to requests of all kinds and i do many other fandoms. 

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Y/N POV

it had bee a long day and I was tired but luckily I could go home to my boyfriend of two years Conor. We got a flat together awhile ago, I loved Conor a lot and I know he loves me. I reached our flat and unlocked the door, whenever i walked I Conor was laying on the couch watching tv. 

“Hey Babe,” I said as I walked in the door. 

He looked at me and smiled,”Hey, come sit” he said as he got up in a sitting position so I could sit with him. I took of my shoes and sat down curling into his side.”I love you” he said smiling at me cheesily. 

“what did you do?”i asked him almost immediately. 

“Nothing,” he replied honestly, “I’m just in a good mood i guess.” he shrugged.

He leaned down to kiss me and I kissed him back. It turned into a passionate kiss rather quickly. he put his hands on my waist as I put mine around his neck and crawled over to straddle him. we kept kissing and he slowly laid me onto the couch and moved himself on top of me. He started biting my lip begging for entrance. I teased him and denied him, at least until he squeezed my bum making me gasp in surprise.

i could feel him smirk as he started exploring my mouth and our tongues fought for dominance. He leaned up and looked at me with lust filled obsidian colored eyes. “bedroom?” he asks. I look up at him. “bedroom,” I confirm. We both get up and start kissing again I’m walking backwards letting him lead me.

He reaches behind us and opens the bedroom door. We rush over to the bed and my knees hit the back of it sending me falling into it. Conor comes not long after me. He crawls on top of me and we start making out again. My Hands fist up in his shirt as I tug on it. He gets the idea and sheds his shirt. Not long after he rips mine of my body and starts running his hands down my upper half. 

I tug at his belt and managed to get it undone quickly and he gets up and takes off his pants. Just as he climbs back over to me and starts undoing my pant buttons we hear i bedroom door open.

“You guys in hear?” I hear Caspar’s voice ask. “oh God,” Joe says right after. Conor covers me with his body. “Get out!” he yells and the door slams shut.

I look at him embarrassed and slightly angry he forgot he invited them over.

“Really Conor how did u forget?!” he just looks at me sheepishly. We get off the bed and get dressed. He walks out first with me right behind him.

We see a note left on the door.

Dear Y/N and Conor you two have made us wish we were blind. we can record the video another time. As we have already let and never ever plan on coming back to your flat. EVER     We hate you both, Joe and Caspar.

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Isaac Lahey- Party

Requested by Anya

                       Anya's POV

I was sitting there holding hands with my boyfriend of two years. We were on a plane ride on our way to France. It's been a couple weeks since one of our closest friends died, Allison.

I was still very sad but started to have a flashback of when I first got together with my  boyfriend

                    *Flashback*

I walked into School/hell with a flowing dark blue flower dress, with combat boots, and a black leather jacket. 

I stopped at my locker first then headed over to by best friend Lydia's locker. "Hey Lyds." I greeted her.

"Hey Anya your coming to my party tonight right?" She asked as she grabbed her AP algebra book.

"I don't know Lyd." I leaned against the locker next to hers and glanced over at Isaac who was getting ready for class across the hall at his locker.

Lydia looked over to the other side of the hall and then back at me, but continued the conversation none the less.

"Please Anya EVERYONE is gonna be there! You have to come, for me!" She begged as we started to walk down the hall to our class. We have most of our classes together.

I opened the door and started to sit down as I told her, "Fine I guess."

"Yay!" She squealed when she sat down next to me. "Be at my house tonight by 4:00 the party starts at 8:30 so we'll be cutting it close on getting ready time." She said seriously.

I rolled my eyes and nodded as the bell rang thinking about someone the entire class period.

Was he gonna be at the party? Am I going to embarrass myself in front of him? What if he thinks I'm stupid? I thought.

No he won't think you're stupid you're friends, I tried to reassure myself.

              *skip to Lydia's house *

"Hey I'm here!" I shouted as I walked in the door. What we're friends I don't need to knock.

"Up here," She yelled back from her room up the stairs. I started walking towards her room.

I walked in without knocking. I came in and sat down on her bed while she was doing her hair.

"Hey." She said as she was in the middle of curling her hair. She then started to put it into a French braid on the top but left the bottom unbraided and curly.

She waved me over to walk into her closet with her. She started shifting through dresses. "What about this." she showed me a red strapless dress that went to my mid thigh.

I wasn't to fond of it and Lydia could tell just by my face so she put it back, and began looking again.

"How about this?" She asked again this time it was a black dress with spaghetti straps.

"Not quite there yet," I told her with a small frown. "It's just not my style." She rolled her eyes and continued looking until I stopped her. I pulled a dress out of the closet and held it to my body. "What about this?" I asked. She grinned

"Perfect!" She said the ushered me to try it on.

After I got the dress on Lydia did my hair. She curled it and left it down. Then she moved on to doing my makeup.

"So," She started.

"What?" I asked as I tried to sit still, I hate my makeup being done.

"Who's the boy," she asked me when she went to grab something else from her makeup table.

There was no point in trying to play dumb Lydia new me like the back of her hand.

"His names Isaac Lahey," I told her. "We've kinda been friends for a while just not really close friends. But i don't know I've kinda liked him since we were kids." I told her honestly.

She smiled and nodded. I always liked this Lydia when it was just me and her without stupid Jackson in the way. She always just listened when she knew I needed to talk and she understood or at least tried to understand what I was going through without judging me.

"I'm done!" She told me. I stood up and looked at the time. It was 8:00 o'clock and people would be here soon so I put on my shoes and looked in Lydia's full length mirror.

"You look hot!" Lydia exclaimed as she winked. "Oh and I called Scott McCall. He and Isaac are gonna be here any minute." She said with a mischievous grin. Then I heard the door bell ring and my eyes went wide. "Ah that's them now," she smirked.  "Give me three minutes then come on down."

I waited nervously just like Lydia said. Then I heard "oh Anya there's people here!" Oh crap that's my cue. I took a big breath and walked down the stairs.

"Okay Anya you got this" I told myself. Isaac and I made eye contact as I rounded the corner.

"Woah" he said once I reached them.

"I think I here the doorbell Scott, Stiles,  help me with the door." Lydia said instead of asked.

"You look......... umm gorgeous." Isaac said while scratching the back of his neck.

"Thanks." I giggled and he lightly chuckled.

After that people just kept coming in. I forgot how legendary Lydia's parties are.

Isaac and I stayed together and got to know each other all night. "Hey do you wanna maybe get out of here and go to the diner downtown, there's just a lot of people here?" He asked me.

I smiled "of course that sounds nice."

I went to go tell Lydia where I was going and told her I didn't need a ride home. She winked and wished me luck.

Isaac and I spent what felt like all night talking and laughing. A lot of it about Stiles being such a spazz but still.

I looked at my phone and realized it was almost 2 am. "Isaac it's getting late do you think you can take me home?" I asked.

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 A compilation of Conor doing his weird accents.

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Unapproved Jack Maynard p3 ft Joe Sugg

Thanks for the request

Please feel free to request for other fandoms to!

Also I am not a doctor so I don’t know if any of this stuff is even possible but please just leave it for the story.

Joe’s POV

My sister. Her heart. It stopped.

She’s dead. That’s all I can think about Jack and I are on the floor next to each other sobbing. I now realized how much he actually loved her. This is all my fault. I should have just listened to her. If I did she wouldn’t be dead right now.

What am I gonna do without my little sister?

Third Person POV

The doctors were in the room stabilizing y/n her heart had stopped. But with the condition she was in they expected it. They thought they could revive her but they were having a lot of trouble.

Meanwhile Jack and Joe were in the hallway pressed together in the floor sobbing, while Oli sat it a chair looking very pale. His facial expression looked like he’d just seen a ghost.

Jack and Joe were both thinking it was there fault. They were both right and wrong.

The doctors spent ten scary minutes trying to revive the girl, but she was gone. They started to call time of death, and then the heard beeeeeeeeep beep beep beep beep.

They turned around. The monitor was in and beeping. She was alive. The doctors spent the next half hour trying to stabilize her and give her a check up. Her heart had indeed stopped. But it was so strong and she wanted to live so bad it started itself again.

The doctors finished their checkup and decided she was fine. If nothing like this happened again, she was free to go home in a few days.

The doctors went out in the hall to spread the good news.

Jacks POV

I had no idea what was going on in that room. I thought she was dead. Then the doctors come out and tell us she’s alive. What the hell?! I am so surprised and happy Joe and I run around the hall cheering for a minute.

The doctor said she’s stabilized and that the couldn’t help her heart and she was strong enough to start it beating again and that we could see her in a few hours when she woke up.

As Joe and I were sitting in the room on chairs next to y/n’s bed I decided to have a chat with him. “Okay Joe I know you think that in bad for her but I need you to just listen to me. I love this girl right here with all my heart. I would die for her, or with her if I had a choice. I should have told you and I apologize for that, I understand that it’s my fault she’s in this position but if their right and she’s okay I want your permission before I continue to date her.” I just told Joe everything I was feeling.

“No Jack it wasn’t your fault,I did see the way you changed even before you got with her. I shouldn’t have freaked out and pissed her off. You really have changed and I think I was just mad my baby sister had loved another man besides me. I’ve always been there for her. I’ve always been able to protect her. I really think I got jealous and scared that she might not want me to protect her and that was now your job.” Joe said to me.

Wow I can’t believe Joe actually feels this way.

“Joe you can’t do that to yourself. You’re her big brother you will always be there for her. I think she’ll be scared if you aren’t there for her or to protect her even if I am too. This is a job we will have to share. And you can help her in ways I can’t. What if we have a fight, we have before and she wanted to go straight to you but you didn’t know about us so she went to Zoe. Joe you’re always gonna be there in ways I can’t. And I’m always gonna be there in ways you can’t. She needs us both now more than ever and I know she loves you more than anything. And don’t tell Zoe but you’re her favorite sibling.” I told Joe truthfully.

I honestly felt bad Joe felt like that but I told him the truth I didn’t need to make any of that up.

All of the sudden I heard a groan in front of us.

Y/n’s POV

I heard their whole conversation. I had no idea they felt this way. Me getting hurt was my fault I shouldn’t have run out in the middle of the road.

“You know he’s right Joe.” I said after a load groan from moving my broken leg to fast. Joe’s head shot up and he sped up so fast the chair flew back halfway across the room. He hugged me really carefully like I was glass he didn’t want to risk breaking.

I was honestly fine except for the concussion and broken leg. "I love you Joe. Both of you." I said as I looked at Jack for the last part. "And I don't want you guys to think it was all your fault because it was all of our faults and we all have an excuse for it. Jack you should have told Joe before, but I told you not too so you were listening to me. Joe you shouldn't have yelled so much, but you felt like you were losing your baby sister and that scared you. And I shouldn't have run out into the street or kept this from Joe but I was scared he wouldn't want to be my big brother anymore." I said to them. Ten Years later Jack and I are now happily married for almost just over nine years. We still fight but I always at least call Joe and talk to him because he still always makes be feel better. Joe and Jack have been friends since even before I started dating Jack but Joe still calls him a douche almost every time I tell him we had a fight. Jack and I have been bless with two boys. One, Joesph Victor Maynard, or Joe, is 8, the other, Jack Peterson Maynard, is turning 4 and now we have another one on the way we decided on Connor Joesph Maynard so we have both of our brothers names. We spell Connor with two n's this time though so they Conor and Connor don't exactly have the same name. My leg never did fully heal I got almost all mobility I just can't turn it to the side anymore I have to keep it facing the same way as my body. Jack and I are happier than ever and we love each other. If you think about it the day of the incident made us all a family and I wouldn't change it for the world. Hey guys so this did have a happy ending after all!!! I would like to thank the person who requested this. And his please keep on requesting I do: Headcannons One shots Imagines Smut For: Teen wolf Supernatural Buttercream squad Twilight Hunger Games

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Jack Maynard Unapproved p2 ft Joe Sugg

Warnings: This doesn’t end with a happy ending……….

there might be a part three if requested just because this is short and ends in a cliffhanger but probably no more than three parts

Jacks POV

I chased after Y/n when she ran out of her house. I didn’t want her to be mad at her brother because of me. It wasn’t her fault, or his, Joe’s one of by best mates I should have just told him.

Y/n runs out into the street and everything starts going in slow motion. She looks down and doesn’t she what’s coming. A moving truck comes barreling down the highway. I scream her name as loud as I possibly can. It feels like its forever and when she looks up she can’t move. I’m sprinting across the road to get to her before the truck does, but I feel like I’m only getting farther.

I am able to push her out of the way but her head hits the ground hard and the truck runs over one of her legs.

I start screaming her name and sobbing harshly. “Why isn’t she waking up.?” I yell. Someone must have called 911 because the paramedics are here. They pull me away from her. I finally stop fighting and break down in one of the paramedics arms. She rubs my back and talks to me slowly, must be a mom. All I can think about is if she’s okay.

I get in the back of the ambulance, and they tell me she’s in a coma. They hand me her phone and I immediately call Joe.

Joe’s POV

After Jack’s call I don’t know what to do. I just break down crying in the middle of the floor. This is all my fault. My sister is going to die because I was mad about who she was dating. It was my job to keep her safe but I’m the one who made her get hurt.

I sat there sobbing for what felt like days, but when I checked the clock it had only been ten minutes. Oli opened the door to my apartment. After all this I forgot i had invited him over. Oli noticed I was sobbing and ran over to me. “Hey mate it’s alright you’re okay everyone’s fine. Just tell me what happened.” He said calmly while I cried in his shoulder.

“It’s y/n s-sh-e’s I-in the hospital. W-with a -c-co-ma.” I stuttered out in between sobs.

I couldn’t help but feel like my world was crashing down on me. My sister was my reason to live. It’s my job to always protect her, and in protecting her I killed her.

“Okay hey Joe it’s going to be alright. Y/n is a tough girl she will be fine. Let’s go to the hospital and check on her.” Oli said. He slowly helped me stand up. My legs were so wobbly he had to help me to the car.

We got there in only 20 minutes but everything still feels like it’s happening in slow motion. As soon as we got to the door Jack ran to us.

Jacks POV

I saw Joe and Oli finally arrive. My heart was pounding so hard you could probably hear it from a foot away. I ran to Joe and Oli. “Where is she!” Joe also shouted. I didn’t say anything afraid my voice would betray be so I just nodded my head for Joe to follow me. I lead Joe to the room y/n was in.

I haven’t gone in there yet. The doctors told me there’s a good chance she’ll wake up but never truly get full mobility in the leg that was run over and they might even have to amputate if it gets worse.

But they also told me to be prepared for what’s in there. She’s hooked up to a lot of machines. So I waited for Joe and Oli to get here.

We opened the door and my heart stopped. She looked so dead. I started breathing very heavily. The person that is my world is dying. My heart started going a million miles a minute and everything was spinning. I think I was having a panic attack.

All of the sudden I hear y/n say my name. I start hyperventilating until someone pushes me over to her bed and someone else grabs my face and kisses me. I open my eyes widely. I see her perfect face and calm down. She’s alive. “H-how did you do that?” I asked her once we pulled away. “I read somewhere that to stop a panic attack the person needs to stop breathing through their mouth. So when I kissed you…. you stopped breathing.” She told me rather sheepishly.

She’s alive. We all hugged her and talked for a little bit when we decided she needed rest. As we were leaving the room the moniter started beeping loudly then went to a flat beeeeeeeep. The doctors came rushing in and somehow I’m not really sure how we were pushed out into the hall.

Her heart stopped beating.

She’s dead.

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How You Sleep/Cuddle

How you sleep/cuddle and someone catches you and takes pictures of the cute moment

 h/t stands for hometown 

 Scott McCall 

 You were at Scott's house and didn't bother to knock because you had a key, and Scott was expecting you to be there at some point in time that day. You walked in the living room to see he'd fallen asleep on the couch. Shirtless you might add. You couldn't help but stare at the sight and get a little turned on. That was until Scott mumbled "its rude to stare you know." "Not staring...... admiring." You told him while smirking. Then walked over and laid on top of his back. You didn't need a blanket since Scott was like his own freaking furnace. You fell asleep on top of Scott. You don't know how long you slept but it must have been awhile because you were awoken by the click of a camera and opened your eyes to see Stiles and Melissa with cameras giggling like little gossiping school girls. You were snapped out of your thoughts by "y/n you drooled all of my back." Said Scott in a whiny little kid voice. Stiles laughed so hard he fell and Melissa had to sit down.

 Stiles Stilinski 

 You were going on a long trip all the way across country to visit Stiles family that couldn't come to you're wedding. You and Stiles decided to see his family a day after the wedding and then fly down to The France to visit Isaac and go on your honeymoon, the fly back and drive home with John, Stiles father since he went with you to see his family. John was driving at the moment since you and Stiles were both still tired from your wedding the day before. Stiles was in the back seat asleep and you were in the front quietly talking to John. It had been a few hours since you last stopped so you stopped at a gas station to refuel and take a potty break. Stiles shuffled into the bathroom. You giggled when he came out he had a very sleepy face and a little drool on his cheek. His hair was a mess and he was looking at food. When you finally all were back on the road Stiles whined from the back seat "Y/n" he dragged your name out. "I need someone to cuddle." "I'm talking." You tried to tell him but he wouldn't quit so John told you to get some rest and kissed the top of your head before you climbed back there. You laid you're head against Stiles chest and he played with your hair until you both fell asleep. When you woke up, it must have been at least 7 hours later. You heard a bunch of "AWWWWS" and camera's clicking. You and Stiles looked at each other before he said ignore them and held you closer and tried to go back to sleep. "Stiles." You started sweetly knowing you would have to sweet talk your way into him letting go. "I love you and your an amazing husband." He grumbled knowing where this was going. "I really have to pee." You whined. He mumbled something incoherent but let you go and got out of the car and went straight to the couch and fell sleep. 

 Jackson Whittemore 

 You and Jackson liked to cuddle when you sleep. It didn't surprise you because he had always been a very touchy feely person. You guys usually slept with with you're face buried in his neck and him playing with you're hair as he held you tight. This night was like every other night except your parents had come to visit from your h/t. You and Jackson always had a tendency to wake up late in the day since you stayed up late at night. Well you were half asleep when you heard giggles then grunts from beside you then more giggles. Your mother had come up to check on you and thought it was adorable you slept like this, so she took pictures and sent them to everyone she knew. You could tell Jackson was awake and he didn't like people waking him up so you tried to get up to get you mother out, but Jackson had other ideas and kept a tight grip on you. "Mom get out...... and Jackson let goooooooo." You whined but neither really listened because you mom got your dad and Jackson just went back to sleep so you did to. 

 Peter Hale

 There was a pack meeting at Derek's house and you were trying to listen but you were really tired from studying for your college classes, and kept almost falling asleep and even drooling on Peter a little. He absolutely loved seeing you this way because you looked all cute and innocent. He finally gave in and interrupted Derek and said, "Excuse me Derek." To which Derek started glaring at him but shut up. "Y/n spent all night studying and won't quit drooling on me so I'm gonna take her upstairs to let her take a nap." Everyone looked at him. They always saw him as cold and dead in the inside but around you he was a good person. He carried you bridle style. After he laid you down you thanked him and expected him to leave but felt the bed sink in behind you and he curled up next to you. He let you use on of his arms as a pillow and on the other you guys held hands. He fell asleep in the arms of your best friend. He was awoken by the sound of people opening the door but ignored until they started taking pictures. He knew you were dead asleep and wouldn't wake up so he looked at them and gave them all a death glare and eventually they all left but still kept swapping photos and talking about it.

 Isaac Lahey

 I lived with my best friend Isaac and since Derek kicked him out and the McCalls took me in when my single father went into the army and had to move away for awhile. Since there was only one guest bedroom Isaac and I bunked since he was my best friend and we weren't dating...... yet. Isaac and I also had to share a bed but it was really big. It didn't matter that it was big anyways since we almost always cuddled. This time was the same and he slept with his head against my chest. He told me once that it made him feel safe. Like his father couldn't get to him anymore and that if something happened he was right there to protect me. I loved this and let him do it because he was vulnerable and it made my heart break for him because he hates being vulnerable. It was early in the morning when I heard the door open. I'm a light sleeper and Isaac wasn't ever since he moved here so I didnt expect him to wake up. I was going to ignore the door until I heard whispering. Melissa and Lydia were talking the I thought I heard someone call Scott over. They quietly whispered to each other as they tiptoed in. I heard one snap and finally got annoyed and opened my eyes and tried to move to see what they were doing. They all snickered at my actions. "Stop moving....... and get out of here guys." Isaac said to me and then Scott Melissa and Lydia. They snickered again but left.

 Aiden

 It had been a long day at school with two tests and three pop quizzes, and to add on all the stuff going on in the supernatural world. I shared an apartment with Aiden, my boyfriend, Ethan, his twin, and Danny didn't technically live here or pay rent but he stayed at least 3-4 nights a week with his Ethan, since they were boyfriends. It was late at night and tomorrow was Saturday so I just wanted to go to bed and sleep till noon tomorrow. I plopped down next to Aiden on the bed as he was just scrolling through twitter on my phone talking about how he was hotter than all the guys I follow and how I follow to many. I rolled my eyes and took my phone from him. Aiden had a weird thing where he likes to rest his head on my stomach and hold on to my waist. He curled up into my side and like usual did this. I started playing with his hair until he fell asleep. After about an hour of scrolling through Pinterest I fell asleep happily. I wasn't awoken till I heard Ethan and Danny trying not to burst out laughing. I was so tired I didn't even notice how Aiden was sleeping. I heard some pictures being taken then Ethan muttering "my brother is such a perv even when he's asleep." Then I realized what he was talking about as I looked down and Aidens head was on the bed slobbering and his arm was up to top resting on my boob. I woke up completely and glared at Ethan and Danny. I realized Aiden was now awake because I saw him smirk the start massaging my boob. I hit his arm trying to make him let go so they wouldn't hear me moan. They got grossed out and left after they saw me frantically trying to grab the blanket at my feet to cover up. 

Jordan Parrish

 I was at my boyfriend Deputy Jordan Parrish's apartment and it was raining really hard outside. We were inside eating popcorn as he was trying to help me with my algebra homework because I didn't understand it and he was good at algebra. I got a call from my dad, the Sheriff. "Hey sweety, it's raining really hard here and the streets are completely flooded so I want you to stay at Parrish's house for a few days or at least until the water goes down." "Ok Dad it's raining bad here to be safe and tell Stiles I love him. Bye love you." "Love you too sweety." Then he hung up. I hope this wasn't inconveniencing Jordan but my dad didn't seem to care. Probably because he was his boss. And the Sheriff. I went to ask Jordan if I could stay. But he must have noticed because before I could speak he told me "I heard and don't worry I want you to stay I love having you here and it's not like you could even leave." "You are the best most handsome perfect boyfriend in the world." I told him as I walked over and sat on my lap and kissed him. He chuckled. We stayed for about three days together trapped in Jordans apartment before I got another call from my dad saying he was sending Stiles to get me in the morning. Jordan and I fell asleep in his bed with his arms tightly around me from behind and his face in my neck breathing my scent to calm him enough to fall asleep. In the morning I heard Stiles laugh and take a picture of sometimes on his phone. I noticed what he was laughing about when I felt slobber on my neck and in my hair. I kicked him lightly and whined "Joooordaaan you slobbered on meee." He sat up slowly and chuckled as he wiped it the best he could with the blanket. I tried to go back to sleep. "Wait how did you get in" Jordan asked Stiles. "Uhhh I had a key made duh." He says like it was the most normal thing in the world. Jordan just stared at him probably not surprised by my weird brother anymore.

 Derek Hale

 Derek and I shared his loft but the pack was there a lot so we didn't get much alone time. Liam was really tired so I lead him to Derek and I's room and let him sleep on the bed. Derek was not very happy with me because he wanted to take a nap together. "Derek I feel bad for the poor kid he's so young and innocent he shouldn't have to go through this he's just a kid. They all were." I said talking about the rest of the pack. I always felt the motherly instincts and most of the time the pack considered Derek and I the mother and father of the whole group. "And what do you think we were when life hit us in the gut. We all got dealt a crappy hand but we all make it better for each other by having each other's back honey, so don't feel so bad." Derek said as he tried to calm me down. I just nodded and laid down on the couch to try and take a nap. He chuckles "oh no you don't you gave away our bed I'm taking the couch it's not my fault we have no bed." Derek said. "There's enough room for you." I tried to reason with him so I could stay. I patted the spot beside me he gave a skeptical look but came over anyways. He barely fit on the couch and his butt was kinda slipping off but he threw his leg over mine, and I buried my head in his chest. I smiled when I felt out dog, that was practically out baby jump on Derek then the top of the couch to go to sleep. It was the whole family napping on the small couch I thought to myself than fell asleep. When I woke up Derek was already awake and trying to move away without waking me. He whispered sorry but I just smiled at him. Isaac, Lydia, and Allison were all laughing and sharing photos, of what I figured was us on the couch. I smiled when Derek got up and walked away mumbling grumpily something about privacy. 

 Liam Dunbar

 Third person POV

 Liam and Y/n have been dating for a while now, and to get away from all of the supernatural stuff going on, Liam sneaks into her bedroom at night so they can talk and cuddle until they fall asleep. Y/n's parents weren't home when he woke up the next morning so he decided to make her a nice breakfast. ....................... he didn't succeed. Y/n woke up to the smell of something burning and Liam wasn't by her side so she put two and two together and thought he was trying to burn her house down. Sarcasm intended. She shuffled down the stairs in her blanket cocoon, and looked at him trying to make breakfast. He heard her and looked over and gave her puppy dog eyes to try and make her help him. She sighed and walked over to him still half asleep. She just put her arms around his mid section with he blanket and snuggled into his side. She was peaceful until she heard the small snap of a picture being taken. She saw her best friend Isaac standing there smirking. 

 Theo Raeken

 Third person POV

 Theo loved to have random movie nights with his girlfriend to take off the edge of his supernatural life. Honestly y/n loved them to. It was time for them to forget about their worries and spend time in each other's arms. They were at y/n's house since only her twin brother was home. They were watching Finding Nemo for the thousandth time since this was one of y/n's favorite movies. Theo got up and went to get some more popcorn. When he got back his girlfriend had turned her body taking up most of the couch and sighed but then got and idea and set the popcorn her coffee table Theo jumped on y/n and made he squeal. After that he got himself situated in between her legs with his head resting against her chest. Halfway through the movie y/n looked down and just stared at him as he watched the movie. "You know your staring is getting s little creepy." Jackson y/n's brother said to her. She rolled her eyes and cradled his head into her. Jackson grabbed his phone and took a picture for twitter with the caption she wouldn't stop staring so I took a picture so it would last longer😍��

 Brett Talbot 

 You and Brett were newlyweds, and visiting you parents house while the bathroom in your house was redone. Brett was a massive guy so you two had to buy a bed according. Unfortunately in your old room your bed was only a full size and wasn't very long so it was hard to fit you both. You and Brett really had no choice but for you to pretty much lay on top of him which you guys normally wouldn't mind but your old room was in the attic and it was summer so it got really hot adding on to the fact that Brett's a freaking heater of his own. You guys were wearing very little clothing so you wouldn't get as hot and just sprawled out across each other. 

 Third person POV 

 Y/n's sister came up to the attic to wake her sister and Brett for breakfast. When she saw the way they were sleeping she couldn't help but smile and take a picture. Which woke Brett up with his werewolf hearing. "Hey" he said lazily to his sister in law. "Breakfast is ready." She told him knowing he loves food. He peeked right up just as she expected. He didn't even bother to properly wake up his wife. He grabbed he waist sat up and carried her down the stairs through her on the couch and went to eat breakfast while she stared daggers into his scull and he smirked.

 Hey guys I just wanted to know how you feel about the way I set this up. Some of these I used different ways of writing in 1st 2nd and 3 POV so if you guys will message me or comment and tell me what you prefer I will start doing it that way and if enough people tell me they like it one way I will change this entire preference to be like that. Sorry some of these are longer than others it's kinda hard to do some of the pictures and it took me 3 hours to write this but it was worth it. Please tell me what you think and please request!!!

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Jack Maynard - Unapproved ft. Joe Sugg

Thank you for requesting and guys requests are still open!! Check out my masterlist! Hi my name is Y/n Sugg. I have been best friends with the buttercream squad for almost as long as my brother Joe Sugg. I always had a crush on Conor's younger brother Jack Maynard, but he was always a player so I never really did anything with him, that is until about 7 months ago. Around a year ago I noticed Jack wasn't even really hooking up with girls, they were still all over him it he never took them home. I never told anyone but I was happy he wasn't hooking up with girls left and right. This really only made my feelings for Jack stronger. Then almost 7 months ago to the day Jack told he had liked me for a long time. I remember it like it was yesterday. Flashback I was hanging out with Conor and Jack in their flat. Josh had left to go get some groceries earlier that day. We were watching a movie when Conor pulled me out of my thoughts. "Hey guys I'm gonna go catch a movie in town with a girl I know, you guys can stay here. I'll probably be back late tonight so don't wait up." I nodded my head understanding what he was getting at. But something made me curious, Conor whispered something in Jack's ear before he left. Jack looked over at me nervously then glared at Conor who just chuckled. I didn't know what was going on so I ignored it and watched the movie. Once the movie was over I was about to leave thinking I would bother Jack if i stayed to long but he stopped me. "Hey y/n," I looked at him waiting for him to continue. He rubbed the back of his neck but went on. "There's this girl I really like and have for awhile now and I want to tell her how I feel but I want to make sure she likes me first. Do you have any advice." This really broke my heart, but it was time to be a big girl so I gave him advice. "My advice would be to go up to her and almost kiss her, like so close your lips are almost touching, then look her in the eyes. If she leans up and kisses you, she likes you. If she doesn't she well doesn't. All of the sudden Jack started leaning closer. My breath hitched, he was talking about me. He did exactly what I said. Our lips were almost touching and we were staring into each other's eyes. I finally realized in my mind he was waiting for me to kiss him. I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him the rest of the way to me. It was a soft gentle kiss that I would never forget. Flashback end* That's how I started dating Jack Maynard. We still haven't told Joe yet. I was afraid of how he would react because of Jacks history. I know of Jack's long history of being a player but he has changed. I love him and he loves me. I was hanging out with Jack at Joe and I's place. Joe was sitting next to me on one side with Jack on the other. I really wanted some alone time with Jack so I went to the bathroom. Then texted Joe and told him that I started my period and needed him to get me tampons. FROM JOE: Do I have to I'm right in the middle of the movie Y/n. TO JOE: Please Joe I only have one left do you really want me to bleed all over everything! FROM JOE: Fine but stay away from the hormone Jack. TO JOE: Come on he's not that bad he quit hooking up with girls like a year ago. Joe didn't answer but when I came out he was putting on his jacket and shoes. "Bye guys. Jack keep your hormonal hands off my sister." He said right before he shut the door. "I'm sorry about him I think he was dropped on his head as a baby. But I bought us half an hour to ourselves." I said to Jack as I cuddled up against him. "I like the sound of that." He replied. The movie finished and Jack and I started kissing which lead to a heated makeout session. I was on top of him straddling him in my lap. Our hands were in each other's hair and I'm sure we looked like we just had sex even though we didn't. Jack started to lay me down on the couch. He was on top of me but held himself up with his fire arms. He started kissing my neck and I moaned and felt him giving me a hickey. All the sudden I heard a scream "JACK!" Jack jumped off of me practically to the other side of the room. Joe was about to start punching him so I ran over and dragged Joe into the other room. "Really HIM why HIM HE'S a player!" Joe half shouted at me. "No JOE he was a player." I started getting mad. I was 20 I wasn't a kid anymore and he couldn't keep treating me like one. "How long?" Joe tried to say calmly but I could tell his blood was boiling and he was ready to burst. "7 months." I told him quietly. I know I should have told him and I didn't want to lie so knowing he really couldn't get any angrier than he already was I just told him. "YOU HAVE GOT ME BE KIDDING ME OVER HALF A YEAR AND HE DIDN'T TELL ME." Joe started to walk out of the room probably to Jack. I put my hand on his chest and pushed making him go back a couple of steps, since we both we very lean and didn't have a whole ton of muscle. "Joe stop it was my idea to not tell you because I knew you would react harshly, just like you are now. I should have told you sooner but can you really blame me you haven't approved of him the moment you met him. AND you never approve of anyone. I'm not a kid anymore Joe I can make my own decisions." I snapped at him. "I just don't want him to hurt you. You know he has a history with girls just as much as I do." He said loudly but not quite yelling. Now it was my turn to yell "EXACTLY JOE A HISTORY NOT NOW. HE QUITE HOOKING UP WOTH GIRLS THREE MONTHS BEFORE WE EVEN GOT TOGETHER. HE HAS CHANGED WHY CANT YOH SEE THAT?" "I can't see that because in a couple of months from now when he finally gets tired of you and thinks you aren't worth it even though you are, you're gonna be sobbing and I'll feel bad even though i told you what was going to happen." Joe said more calmly this time probably trying to calm me down. "But why does it have to end that way Joe why does it have to end bad. What if we get married and have kids. That's a possibility to you know. So if you can't see he's changed maybe I should just leave." I grabbed my coat and phone and walked out the door ignoring Jack yelling my name and Joe slamming the door. I walked out into the street before I realized what happened. By the time I noticed it was too late. JOE'S POV Why does she have to do this I'm not trying to be the bad guy here in trying to save her. Maybe I can give Jack a chance but if/when he hurts her I'm going to kill the man whore. I got a call from my sisters phone. That's weird it's been all of ten minutes. I answered it anyone but before I could say anything someone started talking. "Joe this is Jack just listen to me when y/n stormed out she got hit by a truck because she wasn't paying attention to where she was going she's in an ambulance on the way to the hospital but she's in a coma." Jack cried.

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Masterlist

Requests for all types of things still open and other fandoms open just request plz and thank you @james-buns for showing me how to make a masterlist.

I mainly do these fandoms and if requested twilight but i can do others i do imagines smut and preferences. i have an entire book of supernatural preferences on wattpad so if u want to read them message me and i’ll give you my wattpad username to check it out and request.

S= smut or mature content

TEEN WOLF

Liam Dunbar

Nightmares

Theo Raeken

For Her

Isaac Lahey

Party

teen wolf preferences

How You Hug

How You Sleep/Cuddle

BUTTCREAM SQUAD

Conor Maynard

Caught

Jack Maynard

Nightmares p1  p2

Unapproved p2 p3

Having Fun

Josh Pieters 

Jealous S

Caspar Lee

Sick

Joe Sugg

Unapproved p2 p3

SUPERNATURAL

Dean Winchester

Unstoppable