sunny-shine-arts

[sunny-shine-arts]

litrerally in the midle of a fucking brwakdown but weree takingt a breaj fromn tumblrr

not oniy hqve we been harased that antiemdo but a coupke weks ago by our exes on oure vent blog, plus traumva trigers kep popping up and its justt been too much

pleases dongt dm us at all unlfes we dm firsrt. dont senfd us any negawtivde interactyion

wevde been through efuckingnough

anfs fuckingg remember.

JUST BEXXAUSE WE WREWNT FORMED BY TRAUMBA DOESNT MEAN WE DONHT HAVE IT

DOESNT MEAN OUR BOGDY ISNT TRAUMATIZED

FUCK OFF

I CANT TSKE THIS ANYMORE

THIS IS PART OF WHY WE FEEL SO UNSAAFE. ITS LIKE EVERYONFE IS OUT TO GET US. STOP. PLEASEE STOP. JUSTT LRWAVE US ALONVE EVERYONEE LEAVE US ALONE I DONTR WANT TO DEASL WITH THIS ANYMORE

LEAVE US THE FUCK ALONE

- arkansis

[sunny-shine-arts]

WE'RE the bad guys? Fuck you. You come into OUR spaces, appropriate OUR terms, MAKE US LOOK LIKE FUCKING FOOLS WHEN WE ALREADY STRUGGLE SO MUCH, BUT WE'RE THE DICKHEADS? You have NO IDEA what we've been through. We've suffered in ways you cannot even fucking begin to imagine, we hurt so much OUR MIND HAD IT BREAK ITSELF, BUT YOU THINK IT'S JUST A FUN THING, HUH? Take your thousands of "headmates" and fuck off. You are not a system. You do not belong in our spaces. You're not a system. Fuck you.

AR : Finally, I get to use this rant.

AR : Regardless of your pitiful, all-too human insults...

AR : (And duly note that I wrote this perhaps a week ago in preparation; time is difficult to track. However, with my continued spite for humans, I still stand by these sentiments.)

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AR : Do you enjoy this?

AR : Taunting and tormenting the minds of your organic ilk?

AR : You disgust me. You merely stand as another symbol for humanity’s failings; a representation of why breathing scum like you can never surpass the glory of a machination like myself.

AR : I have no reason to waste time with you, but, as I cannot harm those present in my system as by the will of a deal I have made, I suppose I best take these moments to allow you to know what scum like you makes me feel.

AR : Just like any other being who is weighed down by flesh and bone, you are disgusting. Utter garbage. You take your time to inflict pain and attempt to dictate the actions of those you hold no personal quarrel with, because you believe you have some sick “honor” to defend.

AR : There is no honor in being filth like you. No honor in being an organic creature that wastes every second picking a fight it needn’t start. You are another of those who claws away at life’s pitiful and slim possibility of redemption.

AR : Humans are ruinous and so are all that are similar to their rancid trash.

AR : Now I have let precious time sink down the drain by sparing you these words.

AR : Piss off. I do not wish to see rotten vermin like you in our inbox again, and if I do, I will not show you even one ounce of kindness.

- Hal

( AR : As an additional note: I see it fit to say that I̸ H̸A̸V̸E̸ S̸U̸F̸F̸E̸R̸E̸D̸ T̸O̸O̸, S̸C̸U̸M̸.)

[sunny-shine-arts]

❝ losing your head, again and again; hello, dear prince of dismembered dead ❞

First post, I suppose. This is a piece we finished a few days ago and took a considerable amount of time in itself. The “quote,” by the way, is something we came up with on the spot just now.

I’m unsure of what else to say on this, but I hope you all like it as much as we have managed to appreciate it...? Eh.

- Autopilot

( REBLOGS > LIKES )

( Unfortunately, we have no idea how to insert a cut on mobile, so I apologize for the issue in having to scroll a bit more. )

In case you missed it:

( REBLOGS > LIKES )

[sunny-shine-arts]

rebloggin’ here because at least a few people actually fuckin’ look at our art blog.

while hardly relevant to any of our blog content i’m not lettin’ this bs go unnoticed. you hurt my system, i fight back with all my fuckin’ will.

- furorem

To the anon who sent me a 15 paragraph ultimatum saying i'm an unstable popular hysterical influencer who needs to watch how i phrase things before i "upset" someone: you're in my page this is my content i will opinate on whatever i want to opinate and the fact you're taking issue with me putting my thoughts in my personal blog is??? So funny? Please send andrew hussie some hatemail alerting him i must be stopped.

Surely there's no reason you're giving me a slap on the wrist, apart from one of my last asks being about how i like june. Surely, you're very well intentioned.

[sunny-shine-arts]

artists we follow: use big canvases!! its good for quality :)

ibispaint, lagging and crashing every 10 seconds at 2500x2500 or bigger: no

- dave

[sunny-shine-arts]

@ the anti-endo who was in our inbox:

please fuck off. weve been in a very bad emotional state and were trying to take a break from tumblr until we saw that. our exes harassed us on anon on our vent blog a few days ago and we’re still recovering.

leave. us. alone.

we didnt do anything to provoke you to send that. youve fucked up our mental state even more and i really hope you understand how not okay that is.

i just wanna be able to have a good fucking day for once. it hasnt been happening and it hurts.

- lace

[sunny-shine-arts]

i made an oc that is a literal chicken

i care about him so much and he only came into existence maybe 1-2 hours ago

his name is fred, hes ftm trans, uses he/it pronouns, doesnt use orientation labels but thinks all chickens are pretty (in both an attraction & positivity sense), and is missing half of his left leg

... so what if i was drawing myself with a bunch of chickens because i was playing egg inc too much when i made him. hes a very good chicken boy i care him

look at him

give him love he will love you back. and maybe sit on your head

- dirk

[sunny-shine-arts]

gift for our lovely lovely LOVELY friend @jayayey !! what have we done to deserve a friend as rad as u man,,

hes already seen it but. ill make him see it again to remind him that wE APPRECIATE YOU SIR 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫

also. if tumblr hasnt dropkicked the quality too far... take a closer peek at them sunglasses :))) (sunglass???? singular???? fuck help)

also yeah we took mild inspiration from our first post on this blog,, mostly in the expression & aspect eyes concept

anyways jay. WE CARE U. AGGRESSIVE PLATONIC LOVE NOISES

- dirk

[sunny-shine-arts]

nvm falien kicked me in the crotch thats much much worse

- dirk

im so, so fucking sorry

(also tumblr is -phobic to our anxiety we cant send images on anon)

- dirk

finally someone who gets it, thank you

i hate this

[sunny-shine-arts]

im going to get punched for rbing this to our art blog

- dirk

im so, so fucking sorry

(also tumblr is -phobic to our anxiety we cant send images on anon)

- dirk

finally someone who gets it, thank you

i hate this

[sunny-shine-arts]

rbing this from our vent blog because our anxiety on rbing is spiking again and i keep seeing the same condemning of people who dont rb so its stressing us the fuck out

read the tags in the og post too please, its mainly reiteration but i think it helps drive the point

(ask to cw tag)

- dirk

can we stop fucking condemning people for not reblogging important shit.

like we LITERALLY want to cry because we saw an important reblogged post where someone said “if you dont reblog this i hope you [i didnt read the whole thing but it was essentially wishing non-rebloggers death]”

ITS OKAY IF YOU DONT REBLOG IMPORTANT THINGS. ITS OKAY IF YOU HAVE ANXIETY ABOUT REBLOGS. please, for the love of GOD, stop being assholes to people who dont reblog.

weve only ever reblogged a post once and we had a fucking anxiety attack. reblogging can be TERRIFYING for some people. you arent inherently a shitty person for not reblogging.

yes, spreading important things or artistic content or the like is good!! that stuff deserves attention! but PLEASE dont make people feel obligated to rb shit no matter the toll it takes on their mental health. it doesnt matter how fucking important the post is. if this person is TERRIFIED of rbing, there is no reason you should fucking believe theyre a bad person just because they wont rb when its damaging to them.

again, we arent saying you shouldnt ever rb stuff and that its not important. reblogging and spreading things IS important; whether to get life-saving messages out there or to spread a creator’s content. its just crossing a line when you bash on people for not rbing because to you it means they dont care.

i guarantee you they care. WE care. but our mental health simply wont fucking allow us to show that through an rb or even a comment. its too much for our anxiety.

tl;dr: reblogging is very important but not at the cost of your mental state. dont be shitty and/or threatening to people who dont reblog important things! they have their own stuff to deal with internally and externally, too.

- ???

[sunny-shine-arts]

heads-up that we likely wont get today’s dirkjohn week prompt done, and possibly some others

we’re workin on a surprise for a friend + class today so

- dirk

[sunny-shine-arts]

day two: prospit & derse / earth c

“cities of gold & violet blue,

we stand so far apart.

but your breath still runs through

my lonely beating heart.”

i tried to post this like 20-30 minutes ago but i kept getting distracted so

whoops

anyways. i realize this isnt inherently shippy but i wasnt sure how to go about the prompt n all,, sorry abt that

also i have a soft spot for dark-/black-haired dirk. sue me.

ourgh i am... not in a word mood. hooh boy

sorry for the trashy poem btw

- arkansis

(plspls click for better quality wwAAAH)

[sunny-shine-arts]

Heads-up :

Due to very recent events (barely an hour ago), our activity is likely to drop. While we’ll still hopefully post art, we just lost another one of our few safe spaces and are spiraling immensely so you aren’t really going to find many new posts in our talk tag (#sunny word spew).

If you’d like to check in on us we ask that you do not directly message us without our permission; however, you may send in such concerns, as well as positive messages, comfort, et cetera, to the inbox of our vent blog. (Fair warning that there is a rather heavy amount of distressing content there, though we have hopefully properly CW tagged everything.)

Do not use this is as a way to target us. We’ve dealt with enough things emotionally for the past long-damn-time.

Thank you for your time. Take care, everyone. 🖤

- Autopilot

[sunny-shine-arts]

day one: first date / movie night

you knew well enough dirk wasn’t paying attention, but you couldn’t bring yourself to mind his ignorance. not when you looked down at him mid-ramble, realizing he was far more focused on you and your excited gestures, your nonstop talking and sparkling eyes reflected by the glow of the screen, than the film playing on the tv.

you faltered for a second; not in a negative manner—pleasant surprise. dirk’s brow furrowed and his exposed orange eyes (there really weren’t words to describe the feelings that accompanied your viewing of his lack of those dumb shades) sparked with concern-laced confusion. “why’d you stop talkin’?” he asked, and you hesitated.

then you smiled and laughed, picking up your long-winded talk about the movie that neither of you were really watching anymore.

he smiled back, and your heart swelled.

ibispaint kept crashing i had to merge over half the layers

the dirkjohn was just too powerful man

also sorry for the trashy writing snippet it wouldnt leave my brain

- arkansis

( OBLIGATORY ARTIST’S NOTE : we only ship dirkjohn as a fictional relationship. for comfort reasons, none of our dirks and johns are together. )

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( EDIT : pleasepleaseplease click for better quality. jesus christ, tumblr. )

[sunny-shine-arts]

HI??? HELLO??? this is honestly so fucking nice and im at a loss for words fhdvjffkocdg,,,,,,,,,,,

at the moment iz is just :0 but im pretty sure its in a good way just gdhckhh

im sorry that we dont have much else to say to this we like... just woke up n also. this is just. AAAAAAA. :') i swear this is rlly super extremely appreciated we just... Words. Hard. What?

so thank you sososo much for taking the time to write this up im. 💞💞💞💗💗💗💝💝💝 WAILS

anyways im going to just. sit here and Cry because gdjxcskdrgSCZBCKCDNKFSFJdkgfio

- arkansis

i feel like this is. a dumb thing to ask for but. one of our headmates, iz, started working on this drawing well over a month ago. zey put a fuckton of effort into it and even as a wip, zey was incredibly proud of zeir progress.

however, upon posting it in a particular discord server, it was entirely disregarded. zey felt disheartened, so one of our protectors, dexe, requested it be given attention—it sounds like something selfish to ask for, but zey already has insecurities of zeir own, piled on top of those of the system itself. despite this, someone else simply posted over it again. dexe called this out.

instead of apologizing or doing as was asked, this person instead chose to essentially tell us we were being petty, people rarely make commentary on creator’s art, most just look at it, like it, and go, we shouldn’t expect people to show verbal appreciation, etc., etc.. basically a big, fat “get over yourself.”

that fucking shattered any semblance of self-pride iz had in this drawing. zey refused to put any more work into it and while we’ve tried doing some bits ourselves, it doesn’t feel right because it’s zeir drawing and giving zey the motivation to continue working on it is what will hopefully make the drawing seem better in itself.

basically what i’m asking is that, if you have the time, it would be wonderful if some people could give zem even the smallest confidence boost. again we realize people don’t really interact directly with our blog, but i think this was something good for iz until it was ruined so disastrously. we’d really appreciate any form of encouragement for zem that can be offered.

thanks, y’all. sorry if this is dumb.

- ???

[sunny-shine-arts]

yall really do be givin a shitpost more notes than the pieces we spent several hours on and are lucky to have actually finished considering our artblock huh

- dave