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bleeding out on the pavement mood for tonight

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But what if Twilight is pushed beyond his emotional limit and he tries to hold himself together until a moment where Anya and Yor aren't home because he feels he doesn't deserve their comfort because of all the lies he's told them, and he starts breaking down and crying and then it's Bond who sees him like that and offers comfort and Twilight realizes that Bond is the only family member he practically didn't lie to at all, and just for that moment he allows himself this moment and he buries his face in Bond's fur and cries his heart out. What then.

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I was scrolling my gallery and found this piece of art. I'm laughing crying

This is how it went in manga, right?

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gonna cry- the new episode is making me feel so many thingssss

SXF MANGA CHAPTER 107 SPOILERS AHEAD

loid and anya yet again

oh gosh

anya's trying her best to do everything for her papa, and he doesn't even know to what extent

and yet

and yet he still knows he's using her. he still knows he's using her.

and he can't let himself feel bad about it. but he does because he knows he knows he knows it's wrong.

and the way anya's looking at all this just breaks my heart even more

she's afraid. she's so afraid and it's played off for laughs but you can tell she worries about this!!!

I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THE FACT THAT WE KNOW THE LEAST ABOUT ANYA AND HOW SHE'S REALLY THE MOST TRAGIC CHARACTER

she's too young to process all the trauma she's going through!!!!

SO SHE'S NOT PROCESSING IT

WE THINK OF HER AS STRONG BECAUSE SHE THINKS OF HERSELF AS STRONG BUT SHE'S SIX AT THE MOST. and most people think of her as 4/5!!! WE KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THIS BABY GIRL Y'ALL PLEASE LISTEN TO ME

SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO HATE TWILIGHT AND YET SHE DOESN'T BECAUSE SHE IDOLIZES HIM

these tiny moments where she gets to be a kid are everythingggggggg aughhhhhhhhhhh

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Desmond family dinner: happens once every six thousand years, in the void of nothingness, no words are exchanged, everyone’s blood pressure is through the roof, food is enjoyed by none, trauma is gained by all

Forger family dinner: “PAPA I WANNA HELP!!” “Anya do NOT touch the oven !!!!” Things are on fire and only half the time it’s Anya’s fault. Yor has accidentally made more poisonous dishes than actual chemists trying to poison people. Anya wants hamburgers every single night. Bond is trying to be helpful by keeping Yor away. Loid is ready to abandon this family any second. His child won’t stay still for any length of time. Franky keeps calling. Everything is pure chaos (and it’s so much better than silence)

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how old school of me to post a headcanon to tumblr just as i start using it- don't mind me, just furthering the girl dad agenda for loid 😌

the girl is supposed to have slightly darker hair than loid, and has yor's eye shape but with a sleepy look to them? at least as a kid. loid puts her hair in braids because it's an excuse to spend time with her. she's so cute i love her.

i've sketched a comic where she's the oldest, the "smart" one with another two kids lmao who look like twiyor's carbon copies, but i don't know when i'll get to it... we'll see!

also if anyone's finding me here... i apologize if i make mistakes because i don't really know how tumblr works that much 😳

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Yor asks a question to Loid

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loid truly won at life

like your super-hot-ultra-deadly-assassin-wife still manages a way to bring the conversation to you even when she's actively breaking someone's bones

this is the flex of the century

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guys i got the yapper badge on this blog lmao

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guys i know i've posted this fic to this blog before but i can't find it from all the reblogs-

anyways read my fic guys!!!!

promise it's good!! 2.3k people have read it and approximately 5.6% left kudos!!!

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The woman with the cutest thinking pose in the world 🤔🩷

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Going by the official preview, I knew we were going to get a short mission involving Anya and Becky at the movies, but I was pleasantly surprised that Yor ended up joining them 😃 (along with Martha)

I had a feeling it would be the same movie Franky saw in the previous chapter! There certainly was a lot of kissing 😅

I like the little detail that Martha wears glasses when watching movies.

When Anya thinks of what movie they're going to see, in the Japanese version she mistakenly says ぎょじら ("Gyojira") instead of ゴジラ ("Godzilla.") One of the readings for ぎょ("Gyo") is 魚 (fish). So that's why it's a fish monster 😂

This scene was just so Anya. Never change, girl.

Another fun tidbit I just now noticed is that Becky calls Yor 師匠 ("shisho") which means "master/teacher" in a trainer to trainee relationship.

Poor Becky being surround by only abnormal women and unable to have the typical girlie talk she craves, lol.

But that's also what I like about Becky - she's still a good friend to Anya despite their differences in taste on...everything, lol. And even though Yor and Martha aren't like the women she idolizes in the movies and shows she enjoys, she can see their good qualities and still respects them.

I also love how both Martha and Yor are clueless about romance, for different reasons.

Yor is extremely inexperienced and flustered when it comes to romance, while Martha did try to pursue it, only for it to end in tragedy. My little headcanon is that, towards the end of the series, where Yor is struggling to decide whether to stay with the Forgers or not (either due to an identity reveal or some other reason), Martha is able to give her a "pep-talk"...convince her to follow her true feelings and find the romantic happiness that Martha herself wasn't able to attain in her generation ❤️

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Loid is just always admiring Yor's nurturing and calming energy.

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i know anya saying she's always been her papa's child is for the funnies, but like. if we think about that just a little. the idea that she's always been her papa's child, that she was never truly anybody's before him, that the years before she met twilight may not even exist to her because she was never treated like a person, like a child, until she met twilight...... i need to lie down

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Lessons were learned

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Keep yo hands offa my woman!!