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2024 is only a couple of weeks away!

it’s all ok now, I survived, I just existed when I needed too. I found the boy I wanted, the boy I needed, he knows all my secrets. We put up our Christmas tree together, in our house, he cooked me dinner. I love him. 2024 I’m going to travel the world, I’m wild, I’m free. I survived! I’m alive! I’m living the best life!

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your name used to be something so sweet  but now it’s nothing  just acid on my tongue

not bitter sweet, just bitter - a.l.m (via ashleymacleanblog)

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Your an Alcoholic

You drank me in like a bottle of whiskey. Enjoying it over time. Kept me hidden from your friends, like the bottles in your wardrobe. But when you got to the bottom of the bottle you decided whiskey wasn’t for you. I hope that cheap vodka burns down your throat.

-M

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repeat after me

i will not binge tonight.  i will not binge today.  i will not binge tomorrow.  i will follow my diet plan.  i will be proud of myself.  i will be the skinniest person i want to become. 

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I will miss you

Thank you..... For the drunk nights, loud music, new friends, 3am talks, the laughs, play fights, strobe lights, cheeky meetings in the hall. I'm sure this isn't goodbye but even if it is thank you, you saved me when I hadn't even realised I needed saving so let's have one more drink till we meet again.x

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Just in time

You walked into my life when I had forgotten how to have fun. I'm not sure how I can ever thank you for giving me back the years I missed.

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You know what…

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I’m done” she said as she stared blankly at the dark sky. “I am tired of trying to get your attention, I can’t continue forcing this relationship anymore. Because that’s what it is, isn’t it? Forced. Forced on my part because you don’t love me anymore and you feel too bad to tell me so instead you write it all over your face and wait until I finally, finally get the message. But the sad thing is I tried so hard to get you to love me because you are everything I ever wanted. But I am done. You win, I officially have nothing else to offer you.

Excerpt of a book I’ll never write (via 500lettersforyou)

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Lonely Friday nights

Sometimes the loneliness consumes you, when your alone on a Friday night. I just hope you come home wasted, so I'm not alone in this house. And maybe just maybe you will touch me & make me feel whole again for a little bit and then swear afterwards that we can't do this again.

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I wasn’t looking of anything when I met you. If anything I was over the thought of falling for someone. I had finally gotten over someone and the thought of being flooded with emotions each day again was exhausting. But we practically stumbled on top of one another. Our paths could have crossed, but instead they collided. And the night we met was like coming up for air after drowning in my own tears. You made me laugh, and you told me stories about your life and for that night I was just happy to be me. It was an odd feeling, to be so happy and free. Things didn’t work out, and maybe it was for the best. This way you can always be the guy that never hurt me, the one that let me listen and laugh for a night. And I am grateful for you and the part you played in realising I deserved better than those I had met before you.

To the one that came out of no where, but was exactly what I needed. (via crashingwaves-burningsouls)

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I’d never really fallen in love with a boy who loved me back at the same time. I’d never flirted with someone I barely knew, but I could already feel the energy between us. We clicked as if we belonged together and I always want to be close to you. You messed up my mind and I don’t know how we should go on. It feels so right to be next to you, but I thought I belonged to someone else.

excerpt from a book I’ll never write #5 (via celia-garth)

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