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i guess tiktok will be around to see it...

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buddie is going to go canon and tiktok is not going to be around to relish in it

my heart is broken

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i'm starting a new blog for like darker(tm) fandom content (iwtv, criminal minds, hannibal, etc.) it'll be just like this but like for those fandoms.

my name is @scarxb

go find me over there just in case i write a hotchxreid fic

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Nothing wrong with religious or traditional views, but I think the way he articulated some of his points was just downright weird. Overall seems like a weird interview, and again nothing to do with the religious overtones, just seemed a bit odd between the way the interviewer worded some questions and the way he answered

i think they were using the language they were comfortable with. but also its not weird to be a traditional person and word your questions/answers with traditional language. anymore than its weird to ask questions about queer genders/queer relationships using the language that validates their experiences. the women/men they were referring to in every question were those in their community, thus they used the language that fit.

if that language makes you uncomfortable thats fair, you're allowed to have your negative experiences with that language/rhetoric. but that doesn't make it untrue for him.

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okay not to be a pick me or some bullshit like that but like... i genuinely see nothing wrong with anything ryan said in that interview.

the entire interview was focused on ryan and that woman's life experiences and the beliefs they have based on those experiences.

if you didn't think that they're were going to be heavily religious/traditional views expressed on the interview after they PRAYED together, that's on you.

ryan's life experience lead him to practice and seek relationships with traditional values. he never at any point said anything about relationships who don't share them being bad or whatever. in fact he emphasized multiple times that different things work for different people, and that those are just the things he believes works for his relationships.

he also spent 90% of the interview praising women, praising their independence, praising their energy.

the way he phrased his comment/question about how THE INTERVIEWER handled pressure to exist outside the way that SHE WANTS to live and exists in relationships, wasn't particularly politically correct but it was a perfectly normal question given the tone of the interview and the two people having the conversation. but it also wasn't a verbilization of how he believes every woman should behave. it wasn't about behavior or all women at all. it was about how the interviewer experience something.

yall are getting mad about two traditional people have a conversation about their values. ryan isn't your friend he owes you nothing, he also didn't say he hates you for existing differently than him—im pretty sure he actually said he admires relationships that are beautiful but different than his.

yall didn't watch the interview, yall just chose to get mad when he didn't confirm he was secretly gay and in love with oliver. which is insane btw.

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Guess what fic just got updated!

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When BuckTommy bones happened I put out a poll about what I should post to honor it. First place was obviously a Tommy Bashing fic and the first chapter of that has been posted. I decided that I also wanted to post one of my multi-chapter WIPs and the selection that won for that was the Prison AU, so here it is! Well, the first chapter of it.

Things were finally starting to settle between Buck and Eddie after the lawsuit. More than settle, something had began to really change between the both of them for the better. But the other shoe always has to drop.

A calm evening between Buck and Eddie turns into the worst night of their life when Eddie is arrested for murder.

Buck and Eddie have to figure out what life looks like for them now that Eddie may be gone for the near future. What is Buck without Eddie? And who is Eddie when he trapped in a cage for a crime he's sure he didn't commit?

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“Athena?” Eddie called stopping just behind Buck. “What are you doing here, is Bobby okay?”

“Bobby's fine.” Athena took a deep breath, a wash a pain crossed her face. “Eddie, there's a warrant out for your arrest.”

Buck felt himself freeze, he felt Eddie tense up behind him. Eddie saw it coming, not closely, not exactly, but he had always seen something coming. The other shoe to drop, per se.

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Buck and Tommy had been together for six months and things were good. Well, not good, but they weren't bad. And Buck is trying to keep it, keep them together.

Throwing together the barbecue wasn't how he'd planned to do it, but it seemed to work out that way. Only, every thing leading up to the day in question seemed to pull them further and further apart.

And Buck was beginning to think that maybe Tommy wasn't the person the universe was pulling him toward.

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The Tommy Kinard bashing fic is finally here! Please enjoy feel free to comment, kudos, share, etc.!

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in honor of the midseason finale, a bingo card update!

i kinda only half count my bingo because gerrard only half got punched

edit: it was pointed out to me that i forgot to strike the glorious bucktommy breakup! i also half striked eddie therapy because like, that was close

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let's talk about buck's growth because last time eddie left, buck was kicking and screaming, and that's what eddie is prepared for.

instead buck seemed to have an:

oh.

oh.

moment.

and im so proud of him. kicking my feet about it actually, because i think i just watch him realize he was in love with eddie.

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i've just finished the finale and...

okay

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i somehow forgot the midseason finale was tonight so i can't watch it live. i will be watching it at 3am, however, so ill be going insane (and off the internet) until then

(also the tommy bashing fic is coming by sunday)

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I can't donate right now, myself, but please, if you can give what you can.

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there's a chappell roan song called "love me anyway" and i've never seen a buddie edit to it?!?!?!?

guess i have to make one

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grump(ier) buck and sunshine(ier) eddie. brat tamer buck and brat eddie. serious goose buck and silly goose eddie. buck who is going through it and eddie who is going to be okay. buck buttoning up and eddie kicking off his pants. god the possibilities are endless i love their love

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eddie in s7 (in his destroying his life era): call tommy 🙂

eddie in s8 (in his eddie who is going to be okay era): i cannot in good conscience let you call tommy.

bobby in s7 (suicidal): tommy's good for you 🙂

bobby in s8 (fine ig): tommy is kinda like alcohol when you think about it........