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I couldn't weigh myself for almost a month because the scale was broken. I feel like everything is out of my control and I'm afraid to check how much I weigh now ☠️🙏 I feel like i didnt try hard enough

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Being alone at home means exercising until you lose all your strength and lots of calories.

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I'm browsing Tumblr so I can wake up tomorrow and remember what my goal is.

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my life is terrifying for me right now ☠️ I leave everything to the last minute I cant focus on school Im always hungry and watching mukbangs all the time I just need holidays back and everything is gonna be under control again

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I'm delusional or I look fatter than usually ☠️ I feel like banging my head against the wall when I see girls who are skinny without any effort. I do everything to look like them and its never enough for me.

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Im sitting in the front of the skinniest girl in my class and omg how can she eat twice as much as ME and still be lighter THAN ME? Her breakfast is like my all day of eating What is wrong with me?

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I was so stressed and wanted to kms in september (binged almost everyday) but this month I feel much better and I didnt have any binge 🤪 Im only 4 kg far from my current gw how are you doing?

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24 hours a day 7 days a week

Basically

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my parents don't believe that eating disorders exist so they dont force me to eat 💞💞💞

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I don't want to be considered rude, but I hate happy people. Like how you dont have to count every calorie, accpet your body, have friends, good grades, have plans for future or bf/gf. For me its impossible. Im just sitting in my room all day alone. Im seems to be ungreatful for everything that my parents did for me. I lost all my friends and propably all the years that supposed to be the best in life

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I prepared a bowl of Skyr yogurt with blueberries and my mother said, will you eat it all? So I cant eat even this 150 calories?

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I'm in a space design lesson right now and I have to figure out how my bathroom will looks like but the only thing that is in my head now is food

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Eating less than i should gives me a sence of control in my life its the only thing that makes me feel safe (?) I want to be "normal" teen but I feel so alone oh

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I want to be skeleton for halloween

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My weight is 53.7kg WHY IM STILL FAT OMG I LOST 15KG.

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Starving feels so good omg

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I love tumblr. Tumblr is my safe place where everyone understands me pls tell me if you are active 3d/4n4 bc i need to follow more of us 💞🫶⭐️