sillylittlegirlblogger6

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The worst side effects of €d are those, no they are those... I will tell you what, i haven't taken a dump in a week. That is the worst side effect.

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I am so tired of this.

Literally losing everything else but weight lol

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guys there is a whole community that fetisheses being fat and extremely obese where no one is "fat enough " and they have their own rules such as "always have something in your mouth"

"never eat until comfortable fullness go beyond" ect. they have their own fat sp0 with just extremely overweight people and idk I just find it terrifying 💀

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he sent me this (i haven't told him anything about my mental illnesses) and the fact that he knows😭

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I am literally feeling so unlovable. How can he say he loves me and sh1t when everyone is making fun of him for dating me and not my best friend. How can he still talk to me when I am literally so disgusting and fat, so hard to be around. Is someone paying him or smt

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if i could go back in time and talk to little miss me from 2020 i would say to her, NOT to try and make friends on Wattpad and definitely to get out of that one MEET call (and only if she knew, that it wasn't love at first sight, but just her daddy issues, god, maybe now i would have half of my struggles.)

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I MADE A DIET

It's addicting omg

don't judge her, she's shy

I am going to try and tell you how it went💖

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"😂Am i the only one or...."

Says the most fuck1ng insane, out of hand, psychotic, odly specific, delusional, mental institution matirial thing ever

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The fact that i have enough control over myself and can literally buy food just as a collection and not wanting to eat it all>

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I am them and they are me, you can't change my mind🫶

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Currently ghosting my therapist and hardly surviving (fun time)

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Why am I so fat wtf

I want to km$

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You are the best person I Know wtf😍💞

Girl u sure?

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It's like i have forgotten i can purg3 like the bitch just remember she can eat and get skinny, welcome back wtf

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The only test i can get an 100/100

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Everything my parents say to me just makes me wanna starve myself more. It helps with this overwhelming feeling of being a disappointment and a failure. I’m so tired.