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“I cannot comprehend the difference between romantic and platonic love. My love does not dry up, it overflows and envelopes all within my reach. Time does not let my love dissipate, but I change over the years. I can love someone so dearly but want a different life for myself. Why can’t we stay friends with our ex’s? I want to grab coffee, check in and see how you’re doing, don’t you miss my cats? Not everyone’s brain is broken in the same way mine is, so this is inappropriate. To you, I broke your heart, I gave up on you. To me, I worked and worked to make things work, I gave you every opportunity to fix things, and as much as I love you, I couldn’t stay. I couldn’t stay for empty promises that were too often broken. I don’t blame you for anything. I knew you were hurting but I couldn’t take care of you anymore, I had to take care of myself. I cannot blame you for not growing at the same rate in the same ways I did. Three years changed us both tremendously. But for three years, you were my everything. My first thought in the morning and my goodnight kiss. Memories of inside jokes still ring in my skull and now just make me sad. I wish breaking up with you didn’t have to mean losing my best friend.”

— Best Friend//Grazia Curcuru

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What if serendipity isn't a song to someone but a message for Jimin Himself ?

According to save me AU now we could say the cat Jin met is the Jimin of serendipity's AU.

If you remember in Lie mv, we discovered a tortured Jimin , searching his past innocence and his smile.

Now with Save me AU and LY notes we know something happened in arboretum when Jimin was a child. He saw or experienced something really bad that made him feel insecure and messed up.

He's surely talking about this experience in lie, refering to a trap; he lies by pretending everything to be okay where it's not (cf fake love?) and drown in water his dark thoughts.

To AU Jimin it's impossible to love himself with this past, he consideres himself as unpure, not innocent anymore.

Now , my theory about serendipity's Jimin : he's the part of innocence he still has inside.

But Lie's Jimin isn't ready to see it, this is why Serendipity's Jm sings "just let me love you" "you're my blue mold" also 'cause Jim fought a lot with his trauma and managed to live with it "happily" thanks to his friends.

Yellow color : freshness, warm, sun, sweetness but also : adultery and lie.

The cactus part represents also to the innocent side of Jimin : he touched it with his finger and it bleed, making him surprised. He didn't felt the danger as well as young Jimin in arboretum.

"you know i know" maybe yoonmin related (also about the save me au, it seems Yoongi and Jimin came back to the arboretum together) but also "you know i know , we know that we did nothing wrong, dont blame yourself"

Also the calico cat jin is seeing may be positive Jimin who wants to help Jin to fix everything

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“Because the down right before the sun rises is the darkest” I realized that in the train, when i looked at the morning sky when the sun rises. Exactly the same colors as love yourself Answer. Coïncidence ? “Everything is not”… I see it like that, day, her for happiness. Night, tear for despair. Holographic, answer for the new day, the re-begin. A new chance to become a better person everyday and love yourself more. 😊

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I'm really scared about how many days BTS are working on the meanings of their songs. It's really insane About how much it's makes sens.

Serendipity means "finding something by accident , coincidences." But according to the lyrics and visuals, they really based everything on the real serendipities that were found :

-Solar system : most of the astronomic knowledge was found by "accident"

-Gravity.

-Penicilium (blue mold)

I don't know if there is more but .... Damn well done guys.

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Me: Mom, don't we say that people with a tear tatooed on the face do it when they kill someone ?

Mom: yeah that's what we say

Me : Well Suga you didn't kill anybody, please stop playing the gangster , who would you kill ?

Mom : maybe himself

Me :

Me : Nah-

Also me : wait stop-

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Well, I know that Airplane pt.2's first lyrics are talking about Jk but

-"El mariachi, el mariachi, el mariachi..." 😆😆

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Motto

Random person : What’s your life motto?

Seokjin : Ace with a beautiful face.

Hoseok : Pan and ready to dance

Jimin : Gay and ready to slay

Yoongi : Bi and ready to die.

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How I Read Killing Stalking

When my friend sent me a manga site and I decided to read a couple of chapters of this manga Killing Stalking that I’m seeing everyone talking about before bed:

When I couldn’t stop reading right through into the morning:

When I glanced out the window and saw that it was bright outside, but still couldn’t stop reading:

After finishing the entire thing, up until chapter 27, and now must wait for chapter 28:

Preparing myself to convince my friends to read the manga without sounding insane:

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ME WAITING FOR YURI ON ICE SEASON 2

Routine

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Why when i see this pic.. this krishun moment appears in my mind 😂?

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… still you’re the one who walked away .

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That's love bitch

CHANYEOL : Baekhyunah BAEKHYUN : ah? CHANYEOL: I love u BAEKHYUN : Me too #chanbaek #baekyeol #baekhyun #yeol

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I’ve learned that it’s okay to be selfish.

Real Friends, “Empty Picture Frame” (via wnq-music)

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I don't.

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I put so much effort into people and I can’t even get a text back.

(via katrin-okay)

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You’re scared. It shows. You aren’t prepared to be in love with me.

for him (via tylersneverland)

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