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Do you have a mother?

What is that?

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I want to create something. I want to stop consuming so much media and content and junk and knowledge just for it to be wasted. I don’t do anything all day. Nothing I truly care about. I just want to create 1 thing that I’m really proud of and find myself creating discussion around my work. I want my friends to ask me why I decided to use that colour, pick that sound, choose that image. I was to leave something for the world that I can be proud of and people can be proud of me. Idk how I can get there, self actualisation and reaching my potential is a difficult thing to achieve and not something I can simply google/ ask ChatGPT about. If anyone can point me towards the direction in achieving my goals please let me know. As for now I’m going to read some books and some articles and think about some cool reality tv show premises.

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Went to Rockabery with my friends and had a blast!

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Such cool villain design concepts

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I’m not sure which piercing suits me best I kinda like all of them for different reasons.

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Me with other peoples glasses. I’m feeling it. I can definitely be a glasses guy.

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So I really have been desiring the idea of making or creating a blog that is truly for my authentic self truly a place for me to just explore whatever I want to do whenever I want and not be bogged down with these ideas of what I believe I should be doing because I see other people doing that if that means me putting on my headphones, and then clicking the iPhone button, which I can do text to speech to write this down hey!  I’m a do that, so yeah that’s what I’m doing. It’s kind of clunky though. It doesn’t show you what you say when you speak it but whatever yeah I have this whole thing planned out I was asking… I feel like that’s the problem. What do I decide to do? I’m really conflicted on changing my username on here, I was thinking about changing it to Grenzo because it’s my favourite magic the gathering commander however… what’s wrong with that? I don’t know somethings wrong with that maybe I should change it maybe if I finds good username Grenzo Grenzo something it needs to flow needs to be like a cool ass thing, I’ll figure it out. Or maybe i’ll be too lazy and forget about this app. I don’t know but whatever I choose to do I’m gonna be having a lot more fun and being free which I’m excited about.

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How I’m trying to be this year.

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So gloomy.

I was FaceTimein my best friend Issa and yeah I was like yo brother why is it so dark out here it looks like the fucking hunger games and they were like yeah.

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