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“But your life has just as much meaning as mine,” Willem had said. “You’re wonderful too. Don’t you know that Jude?”

- a little life; hanya yanagihara

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a relationship should be 50/50. You call me your second secret and I call you a heart attack that never stops.

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...love from adam, ronan and me ♡

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Unicorn Cake: Matthew Lynch

Princess Cake: Declan Lynch

Cucumber Cake: Ronan Lynch

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list of random things about me that remind me of adam parrish:

  saw this post from @kevindavidday and thought about doing the same

The feeling of Otherness/ Loneliness

Intense academic pressure

Hating rich people 

the feeling of sourly sticking out

the feeling of worthlessness

low self esteem

spending 90% of the time in my head running long internal monologues that I’d rather die than share with other people

Compressed feelings  

inferiority but also god complex

intense urge to be admired by academic figures of authority

the feeling of disconnection from the world, never quite belonging 

romanticizing other people’s lives

would die for Ronan Lynch 

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GUYS okay I haven't read Mister Impossible yet BUT I'm seeing some really concerning posts and comments about it which I think have something to do with pynch???? gosh is it so painful? they break up? just tell me it is not irremediable

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somebody write a crossover about this please

is it just me or would Andrew & Neil and Adam & Ronan absolutely despise each other?

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sometimes I still can't believe Ronan and Adam are in love I mean what a time to be alive and a reader

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currently rereading the raven boys and this is so true I just love their friendship soooo much

Re reading the raven cycle yet again and the bond Gansey and Adam have is literally making my heart ache.

I feel like the reason they keep clashing so much is that they both represent qualities they each admire but at the same time qualities they feel like,respectively, they are lacking.

Adam struggles a lot in his internal monologue, feeling like his background in poverty and abuse doesn't match the person he wants to represent which is a person collected, sure and confident, a person like Gansey.

"Adam felt the familiar pang. Not jealousy, just wanting. One day, he'd have enough money to have a place like this. A place that looked on the outside like Adam looked on the inside."

-the raven boys, chapter four.

Adam is talking about Monmouth here but Gansey's place, just like his journal, is a metaphor for his true self, the person he is when the Richard Cambell Gansey the third mask falls off.

Gansey on the other hand, has such a hard time understanding Adam but he admires him a whole lot and he desperately wants to believe that deep down they have the same values. He admires how hardworking Adam is, how he doesn't take anything for granted and how he fights alone for what he wants accepting nothing handed out to him that he hasn't earned himself.

"A car was a wrapper for its contents, he thought, and if he looked on the inside like any of the cars in this garage looked on the outside, he couldn't live with himself. On the outside, he knew he looked a lot like his father. On the inside, he sort of wished he looked more like the Camaro. Which was to say, more like Adam."

-the raven boys, chapter thirty one.

Gansey knows he is not like Adam in many different ways and Adam knows he is not like Gasey in just as many others. But Adam feels like his inside looks more like Gansey while Gansey wishes his inside resembles Adam. Their whole relationship is driven by their shared admiration of each other combined with their total inability to really understand where the other one is coming from due to their very, very different backgrounds and upbringings.

Their relationship is so complex and every time I return to these books I'm amazed by how much growth both of their characters achieve and how much they need each other for their characters arcs respectively.

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in case you forgot here is Ronan Lynch being described as handsome, you're welcome

(not to mention Adam Parrish being described as elegant few words later)

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he missed him like a lung

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I'VE JUST FOUND OUT THAT DAMEN HAS A DIMPLE??? IM LOSING MY SHIT

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I cannot help but notice while reading All for the game series that there is so much resemblance between Andrew Minyard and Laurent of Vere from Captive Prince series.

CaPri is one of my favorite series of all time and Laurent is my favorite character from the series obviously🥲. I am just in second book of AFTG and I am absolutely in love with Andrew🥰

I feel Neil and Damen are parallels and so is Andrew and Laurent.

Note: images from @alittleyama @chakichakiman

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reblogging this once again because is true

true OTPs are the ones you can revisit years later and still love reading about.

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I miss laurent and damen. that's it I just miss them I hope they okay