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Spilling colors...

So you think she’s the blue girl, just because on the outside she’s frozen, she’s cold and doesn’t want to be touched. Just because she keeps her distance and doesn’t want to be tainted by your warm hands, she doesn’t want to belong to someone else’s land. But don’t you see how red she seems in a different light, when her crimson hair reflects the warmth of her heart on cold nights, and how it reflects every ray of light. Did you ever taste her ruby lips with a stolen mid laugh kiss, or how she turns into a pink color palette once you look at her and smile at her like this.

You say he’s the red boy, just because he’s got bloodshot eyes, and its the color that leaks off his fists. Just because he’s a roaring hurricane that can’t be stopped, that he arrives like a burning mist. But can’t you see how blue he can be, trying to crash into anything else to believe that he’s still here. Don’t you notice that he lets everyone walk all over him leaving him with galaxies of pain and makes him believe that he may feel again…

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Yesterday was my 18th birthday and I got my first tattoo. “If people could understand how much The 1975 is my complete life… this band has made me closer to everything” I can’t put into words how much I love this band - they have been a constant in my life for nearly 3 years and have honestly changed me as a person. The adventures I’ve had through them are experiences I hold so close to my heart. Through them is how I’ve met some of my best friends and have found a community I truly feel like I fit in with. I got the “/ /” tattooed which is a symbol of the band and means the 1975 to me. It is also a reminder to “be a riot” “love the way you love yourself” “it takes a bit more” and that so far (it’s alright). Even if my avid concert going is a phase, my love/appreciation for the 1975 and what they’ve done for me is eternal. I went from Chicago to St. Paul to see them for the 12th time and there’s no way I would have rather spent my birthday. It meant the world to me to also briefly meet Matty yesterday and tell him I was getting a the 1975 tattoo - best birthday ever / / T H A N K Y O U / /

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Van Gogh found me.

Last November as I remember I started to be curious about van gogh’s paintings and life; he found me before I lose control again, he found me when I badly needed something to lose myself in instead of losing myself in the nowhere, a shelter I can call my own universe. I used to draw and paint simple ugly stuff then suddenly I stopped but after I read about his life and history and letters and quotes he gave me sort of energy to paint again, my paintings are still “okay” but I can feel that there is an improvement.. I think it’s passion that makes one able to do anything he wants to be/do.. So please give yourself a chance and wait .. Don’t try to find anything to admire if you don’t really like no you just wait; wait and let passion finds you, and when it comes you’ll realize after a while how dead you was, passion will bring you back to life again and will give you what you deserve.. My passion already found me and I hope your passion release your soul.

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