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sorry 4 all the inactivity... i promise some day i will regain the inspiration to create some sort of content for you all 💔 hope everybody has been welllll love yous

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I recently got into decorating toploaders and I'm pretty proud of these!

Photo Credits Josh: @scrawledjournals Chris: @antihuntress

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anyone else think about chris making annual trips back up to the mountain for years to try and keep looking for josh after he disappeared

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no yeah and then sam would be like its okay dean he is just Troubled and his siblings have Died and this has happened to us Threemillion times so I understand him

i need more ud/spn crossover aus... i just know sam and sam would get along so well and bond over a lot of stuff and dean would do his thing he does where he’s like weirdly mean and rude about it because he is dean. meanwhile mike and dean would hate each other because theyre literally the same person but like worse

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i need more ud/spn crossover aus... i just know sam and sam would get along so well and bond over a lot of stuff and dean would do his thing he does where he’s like weirdly mean and rude about it because he is dean. meanwhile mike and dean would hate each other because theyre literally the same person but like worse

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hanging from the meat hook all by yourself, handsome?

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Tools of Self-Destruction

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the ud tag is full of angst and suffering, so i drew a dumb sketch to brighten it up a little bit :) fuck canon :)

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if chris managed to keep that lighter on him in the game, i firmly believe he would have kept it forever. it's from josh. sure, after a while, bob and melinda might have let chris collect a few tokens or things of josh's that maybe he gave him or were like ... special to them? but that lighter is the last thing josh gave to him. he probably put it in a drawer to "forget about it", convince himself it just makes him feel ... less guilty? or something close to it. but he always checks that it's there, and hasn't been moved, taken, or lost.

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josh's year between pranks is like ... not hard to follow but a lot is going on. suicide risk referral in march, a hospitalization in may, other hospitalizations we're not privy to (see here), on top of lots of therapies, changing meds, etc. he's a risk in march, he's hospitalized for sure in may of that year. one day, i'll chart it out, but we actually have a very incomplete understanding of josh's health, meaning this file is ... limited? not inaccurate, but missing details. i imagine there are more incidents at school we're not privy to (we barely know what those are, i have speculated), more therapies tried, more doctors that have been involved, etc. we're just lacking context that hannah tried to give us tbh.

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obsessed with them

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i genuinely have no idea who the until dawn film is trying to appeal to.. fans of the game? most definitely not… fans of horror ? like sure i guess, doesn’t seem very scary though… fans of .. time loops? what the hell sure

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the choice is yours

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josh if chris chooses to save him instead of ashley

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chris, worried about josh on the mountain: you okay bro, worried about you, care about you

josh, preparing to knock his bestie out with gas: I’m fine

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just guys being bros