schizoruby
ᯓᡣ𐭩 Unhealthy Kisses.
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schizoruby · 3 months ago
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Somebody edge me with a blade. Edge me with the feeling of slitting my skin open, put that cold piece of metal up against my thigh, moving it around like your finger and take it away when I beg for you to cut me.
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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"No matter the depth of your cuts you're always valid-" SHUR UP NO IM NOT I HAVE TO HAVE VISIBLE AND CLEAR AND RISED SCARS
I'm gonna kill myself please someone grant me the wish of cutting deeper
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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i need to look like a skinny white boy rn. and I don't I will kill myself
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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Just how much can a girl handle before she breaks
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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YOU AND ME, ALWAYS FOREVER...
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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“Need motivation for weight loss?”
no thx I have a mirror
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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OH HOW.I LOVE THIS PLACE this place makes me feel so free and seen I love everything and everyone here
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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when the addiction is so intense it seeps into your dreams and you wake up in a cold sweat checking your arms and legs, only to feel disappointed that the cuts and scars you dreamt of wasn't real...
...unless you try for them ;)
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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no seriously, I was in recovery for a good 6 months or whatnot for them and now I'm a a crash out and becoming worse again so..
when ur love for them goes from "i wanna starve to be pretty for them" to "id recover if they asked me to"
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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The day you can rub your fingers over my body and feel my scars is the day I rest.
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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For once, I want someone to be scared of losing me. To fight for me to stay when I try to leave. Why am I always the one scared? Always the one fighting for someone to stay?
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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"These are your toughest years" she says to me as I remember being 11 years old, thinking that biting and punching myself wasn't a okay form of self harm, picking up a pair of scissors and cutting myself with them.
"toughest...
...years."
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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I always feel like my $h is not valid, because I never need to get stitches or anything
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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this is so...real.
I hate seeing other peoples scars or cuts and realising I’m completely pathetic cause I only do babies and they have proper styros
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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Only pretty girls cvt themselves. That’s why you did it. That’s why all of us did it
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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how life is when I look up "self harm scars" and begin to cry over the photos because my arms don't look as mauled and cut up as theirs.
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schizoruby · 4 months ago
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⋆˚࿔ intro. 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
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