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sapphicswph · 28 days ago

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Hear me out….you hook up with Mari to fuck with Shauna/get her to finally tell you how she feels about you.

You and Shauna have had a noticeable tension for a long time, even before the crash. Out in the wilderness, it only got worse. Shauna however, is a dumbass. She will be possessive af over you, will be so sweet and caring (to you and only you), yet whenever you try to get more out of her, she shoves you back to arms length and you have to start cracking down those walls again. One day, you finally had enough of the push and pull, hopeless that Shauna really does love you. So, you hook up with Mari. I mean, Mari is hot, she hits on you, and it definitely doesn’t hurt that Shauna wants to rip her throat out most days of the week. You know it’s petty…but when Shauna finds out, she goes INSANE. And it probably leads to you getting both an insane fuck, and a heartfelt confession from your favorite little psycho.

Sorry if that was too long/too many details 🫣

i love detailed requests so no worries! 🤓 <33

pairing: shauna x reader

warnings: some angst, jealous and possessive shauna, angry shauna, shauna being emotionally unavailable (in the beginning), reader cheating, arguing, explicit language, choking, crying, nsfw, mdni, making out, suggestive themes, light grinding, breast play (r!receiving), teasing, clit play (r!receiving), fingering (r!receiving), light manhandling, finger sucking (r!receiving), slight gagging, fluff, love confessions (if that’s even a warning idk, just throwing anything out here atp lol)

in the dim light of the woods, you lounge against a tree, trying to ignore the simmering tension between you and shauna. she’s a few feet away, sharpening her knife with an almost obsessive focus. every so often, her gaze flickers to you, her eyes burning with an intensity that makes your heart pound.

the tension between you and shauna has been palpable lately. it’s been like a live wire, buzzing with electricity every time your eyes meet. shauna has been incredibly sweet to you, always ensuring you have enough food and water and checking in constantly to see if you’re okay. however, whenever you try to bridge the gap between you, she pulls away, leaving you frustrated and confused. you’ve been walking on eggshells around her, trying to figure out what she wants without actually asking – because asking might mean hearing something you don’t want to hear.

you sigh internally, running a hand through your hair as you watch her. it’s infuriating how she can be so incredibly caring one moment and then push you away the next. it’s like she’s built a wall around her heart that you can’t seem to break down, no matter how hard you try. you’ve been hoping that maybe, just maybe, she’ll finally open up and tell you how she really feels about you. but every time you get close, she slams that door shut again.

you tear your gaze away from shauna, knowing that staring at her will only lead to more frustration. taking a deep breath, you turn your attention back to the task at hand: trying to start a fire with the damp wood you’ve collected. it’s proving difficult, the moisture making it nearly impossible to catch a spark. you mutter curses under your breath as you work, trying to distract yourself from the ache in your chest that shauna’s mixed signals have left behind.

today, you’ve reached your breaking point. you’re tired of the constant push and pull, tired of hoping for something that might never happen. mari walks by, giving you a flirtatious smile that makes shauna’s eyes narrow into dangerous slits. she’s been hitting on you for days now, and despite everything inside telling you it’s wrong – it might be exactly what you need to get shauna’s attention.

“need help with that?” a sultry voice asks. you look up to see mari sauntering over, her hips swaying slightly. she’s wearing a tight shirt that leaves little to the imagination and sweatpants to keep the warmth on a chilly summer night. her dark hair cascades down her shoulders, and her eyes are fixed on you. she’s the exact opposite of shauna – confident, open, and obviously interested. you swallow hard. “sure,” you reply softly, “the wood’s too wet.”

mari kneels beside you, her arm brushing against yours as she takes the flint from your hand. her touch sends a shiver down your spine, but it’s not the same electricity you feel with shauna. mari starts trying to spark the wood, her brow furrowed in concentration. shauna watches from a few feet away, her jaw clenched so tightly you think she might break a tooth. suddenly, a spark catches, and a small flame licks at the wood. “you’re good at this,” you say softly, trying to ignore the flutter in your stomach.

mari smirks, leaning back on her heels and looking pleased with herself. “i’ve got plenty of other skills too,” she winks playfully. shauna makes an audible scoff from her spot across the campsite. mari’s eyes flicker to shauna briefly before she turns back to you with an even bolder smile. “maybe later i could show them to you.” her hand deliberately grazes your arm as she hands back the flint. shauna’s eyes flash with anger and jealousy from afar. she hates mari with a passion that burns hotter than any fire you could start. their dynamic is toxic; every interaction between them is like a silent battle, filled with sharp glances and even sharper words.

“fuck’s sake,” she mutters under her breath, her hand tightening around the handle of her knife. she watches as mari playfully nudges your shoulder, her jealousy simmering just below the surface. she wants to rip mari’s throat out, but instead, she sits there, her eyes blazing with an inner fire that has nothing to do with the flames licking at the wood. suddenly, she calls out to you, her voice cutting through the air like a knife, “don’t be an idiot.” but you ignore her, both can play this game.

you focus on mari’s attempts to flirt with you, laughing at her jokes, smiling at her compliments, and letting her touch linger just a little longer than necessary. shauna watches this exchange from afar, her jealousy boiling over into anger that she quickly masks behind a stoic expression.

you steal a glance at shauna, whose jaw is clenched tightly, veining visible at her temples. mari takes this as encouragement, her hand moving to rest casually on your thigh. “you know,” she purrs softly, “it’s getting cold…”

“mmhm,” you respond non-committally, letting mari’s hand stay on your thigh. she takes this as a green light and inches closer. “want to go somewhere else?” she offers sweetly, her fingers playing with the hem of your shirt. behind you, shauna’s knife drops to the ground with a sharp clatter, and she storms into the woods. shauna just thinks you wouldn’t actually be dumb enough to do anything with mari.

you watch shauna disappear into the woods before turning back to mari. she’s smiling, clearly thinking she’s won something here. “what do you say?” she asks softly, her fingers trailing up your thigh.

you hesitate for a moment, the weight of mari’s invitation hanging heavily between you. the woods are silent except for the distant sounds of the other’s, nature, and shauna’s angry footsteps fading into the distance. “let’s go,” you say firmly – not because mari’s touch is doing anything for you – but because shauna needs a serious wake-up call.

mari smiles triumphantly as she leads you towards her hut. shauna isn’t here anymore anyway; she’s in the woods somewhere.

once inside, mari immediately pulls you onto her makeshift bed and crawls on top of you, pressing her lips against yours. you let her, kissing her back mechanically. it feels nice, sure, but there’s no spark, no warmth, nothing like the way kissing shauna feels. but this isn’t about enjoying it – this is about proving a point to someone who’s not even here. “you’re so hot,” mari whispers against your mouth, grinding her hips against yours. “wanna fuck?”

you tense at her direct words, your mind immediately drifting to shauna’s face. you recall her laughter, her stubbornness, and her voice. suddenly, you feel guilty, yet stubbornly resolved. “yes,” you find yourself saying, your voice lacking enthusiasm. mari doesn’t notice, too focused on tugging your clothes off. you close your eyes, trying to block out the feeling of being wrong compared to what you truly desire – shauna.

mari starts to remove her shirt, revealing her bare chest. she leans down to kiss you again, but suddenly freezes, her ears perking up at a noise outside. heavy footsteps and laboured breathing fill the air as someone approaches the hut. mari’s eyes widen as she realizes who it might be. “fuck,” she hisses, scrambling off you and covering her chest just as shauna storms inside. shauna stands there, chest heaving, eyes wild, and the look on her face is pure, unadulterated murder.

shauna’s eyes scan the scene: you, half-naked on mari’s bed, quickly covering yourself up. her face contorts with anger, jealousy, and something else – hurt? “what the fuck are you doing?!” she snaps, her voice shaking with rage. she takes a step forward, her hands balling into fists at her sides. mari swallows hard, trying to regain her composure. “we’re just having some fun,” she purrs, trying to provoke shauna further.

shauana’s reaction is instantaneous. she lunges forward, grabbing mari by the throat. “shut your fucking mouth,” she growls, her face inches from mari’s. mari gags and claws at shauna’s hand. shauna turns her head slightly, snapping at you, “get dressed. now.” her voice is low, and she’s not looking at you, but you can feel the weight of her command, the unspoken ‘or else’.

“i wasn’t… i wasn’t actually going to-“ you break off, quickly pulling your shirt back down. you try to hide your body, suddenly feeling way too exposed. you watch as shauna chokes mari like she wants to kill her. jealousy burning in her eyes. you realize your stupid, petty plan has actually worked. shauna has gone from icy to volcanic in seconds. “she asked,” you mutter softly, crossing your arms and testing the waters. you try to act casual, like you didn’t almost have sex with mari.

shauna’s eyes snap to you, her hand tightening around mari’s throat as she turns her head to glare at you. “she asked?” she repeats, her voice dangerously low. she pushes off mari, letting her slump to the ground coughing, before turning her full attention to you. “you almost fucked mari because she ‘asked’?” she steps closer to you.

“well… yeah,” you reply, trying to keep your voice steady despite shauna’s intense gaze making your heart race. “she was hitting on me, and… i don’t know. i was pissed off at you and…” you trail off, realizing how dumb it sounds out loud. you’re about to backpedal when shauna suddenly grabs your arm, pulling you out of mari’s hut and into the chilly night air, towards yours and shauna’s.

she drags you into your shared hut and turns to face you, her eyes blazing with emotion – anger, jealousy, and something else that makes your breath catch in your throat. “what on earth were you thinking?” she snaps, her voice barely contained.

“i wasn’t!” you snap back suddenly, uncrossing your arms. “god, you push me away all the time. one second you’re sweet, the next you’re back to being ice cold. you won’t tell me how you really feel, you won’t let me in.” you break off, chest heaving. “so yeah, mari asked if i wanted to have sex. so what?” you challenge. “at least someone wants me.” you realize too late that you’ve actually snapped.

shauna stares at you, shock and hurt flashing across her face before being replaced by anger. “at least someone wants me?” she echoes, her voice rising. “you think i don’t want you?” her voice softens with those words.

“do you?” you ask suddenly, stepping closer to shauna. “because it sure doesn’t seem like it half the time. you ignore me, push me away, and-“ you stutter, frustrated. “i don’t know what i’m doing with you, shauna. one second you’re cuddling me, and the next you’re back to being cold and distant.”

“and i hate it,” you continue, your voice cracking. “i hate that i can’t tell if you actually like me or if i’m just some pitiful girl you’re sleeping with. i hate that i don’t know where i stand with you.” you swallow hard, blinking back tears. “i hate that i don’t know if you love me.” your voice drops to a whisper and you sniff loudly, trying to hold back tears. “i hate that i’m in love with you, i hate your stupid smile, i hate your voice, i hate the way you look at me.” you throw out the words like a weapon and the it falls silent.

shauna stares at you like you’ve lost your mind. she watches as you unload all your pent-up feelings onto her – your hurt, your anger, your confusion. she sees the tears you’re fighting back, your shaky voice, your crossed arms.

shauna's expression softens, the anger draining from her face as she processes what you’ve just said. her eyes widen in realization as she finally understands the depth of your frustration and pain. she takes a step closer, her voice barely above a whisper as she asks, “you love me?” her tone is softer than you’ve ever heard it before.

you nod jerkily, tears finally spilling over and streaming down your face. “i love you so much,” you choke out, your voice breaking completely. “i love you and you don’t love me back and it fucking sucks.” you turn away from her, unable to look at her anymore. “just forget it,” you mumble, wiping at your tears angrily. “i didn’t mean any of it.” you lie poorly. shauna grabs your arm suddenly, spinning you back around to face her.

“don’t do that,” she snaps softly, watching your tears. “don’t take back your feelings and don’t you dare tell me you don’t love me.” she swallows hard. “god, you’re stupid.” she mutters, suddenly pulling you against your will and wrapping her arms tightly around you. you stiffen, then slowly relax, crying softly into her shirt.

“you think i don't love you?" her voice comes out as barely more than a whisper. for once, she's completely vulnerable, completely exposed.

“you think i push you away because i don’t care?” she pulls back slightly to look at you, her eyes searching yours. “i love you so, so much it’s scary,” she admits quietly, her grip on you tightening almost painfully. “that’s why i push you away.”

"scary how?" you ask softly, holding her gaze. you feel like an idiot for almost having slept with mari. it feels stupid now, knowing that the person you actually want is standing right in front of you, looking at you like she’s been punched in the gut.

“i’m scared of getting hurt,” she admits, her thumb gently caressing your cheek. “i’m scared of falling too hard. i’m scared that if i let myself really have you, really let my guard down, i might not be able to handle it if things go south. that i won’t be in control.” she presses a soft kiss to your forehead. “i don’t want anyone else. only you.”

she pulls back slightly, her eyes searching yours. "i hate that you thought i didn’t want you. i hate that you almost fucked mari because of it." she says softly, her voice tinged with rare hurt. "i hate that i made you feel like shit when all i wanted was to protect myself, and you."

you don’t say anything, you can’t. you just stare and let her finish.

"you think i don't notice how hard you try? how you're always there for me? how you look at me?" her voice catches slightly. "god, the way you look at me..." she shuts her eyes briefly. "i've been such a fucking idiot..." she moves one hand to your waist gently. "can i-“ she swallows hard. "can i fix this?" she whispers.

"fix what?" you ask softly, your hands coming up to rest on her hips without you even realizing it. "fix the fact that you pushed me away every time I got close? fix the fact that you made me feel like I was nothing to you?" your voice is quiet but there's an underlying anger and hurt in it. "fix what exactly, shauna?" your thumbs gently dig into her hips almost unconsciously. she leans her forehead against your shoulder with a sigh, her eyes closed.

"everything," she murmurs against your shoulder, her arms wrapping around you tightly. "i'll fix everything. i'll tell you i love you every day until you believe it. i'll let you in, really let you in. i'll be gentle, i'll be so sweet, i'll be everything you deserve." she pulls back to look at you, her eyes filled with determination and something softer. "i'll be your girlfriend. really be your girlfriend."

"like how?" you ask softly, your eyes narrowing. "like actual girlfriends? not 'lets sleep together and ignore each other during the day' girlfriends?" you raise your eyebrows slightly, challenging her. you realize you're being way snappier than usual, but you're hurt. you stare at her, almost not believing what you’re hearing. “you don’t even know what ‘girlfriends’ means,” you say quietly with a scoff.

"no, not like that," she replies quickly, her voice softening. "like actual, real girlfriends. like i wake up next to you every morning, like i hold your hand when we’re walking. like i kiss you just because. like i actually talk to you during the day instead of ignoring you." she pauses, her eyes searching yours. "like i tell you i love you every day... because i do.“

"do you actually mean that?" you ask quietly, almost disbelievingly because this isn’t shauna, you’ve never seen this side of her. you don’t think anyone had. your voice is soft but there’s a bite to it. "because you act like i’m annoying you most of the time."

shauna's expression turns pained at your words. she reaches up to gently grasp your chin, forcing you to look into her eyes. "i mean it," she says firmly, clearly enunciating each word. "i love you. deeply. stupidly." a small smirk tugs at her lips despite the seriousness of the moment. "and yes, i act like you annoy me sometimes because it's easier than admitting how much i actually care." she sighs, searching your eyes. "i'm horrible at this stuff."

you watch her carefully, your expression thoughtful. "wait," you say slowly, almost teasingly. "you ignore me, push me away, snap at me... because you love me?" you almost laugh softly, finding it ridiculous. "that's not how this works, shauna." your eyes crinkling at the corners like you're trying not to smile or laugh. "that's the opposite of loving someone." you point out gently. "you know that right?" you add quietly.

shauna's face flushes slightly at your gentle scolding. she bites her lip, looking genuinely embarrassed. "i know," she admits softly. "i'm bad at this... i'm bad at showing affection. i'm bad at communicating my feelings." she pauses, her thumb brushing over your cheekbone gently. she leans forward slightly, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “i want to be better, for you.” she whispers against your skin.

"you're not horrible," you say softly, leaning into her touch slightly. "you're just... shauna." you smile slightly despite yourself and she smiles back, her thumb gently stroking your cheek. "but i want all that stuff," you admit quietly. "i want the hand-holding and the kissing just because."

"you can have it," she replies immediately, her voice filled with a warmth you've never heard before. "you can have all of it. i'll hold your hand so much it gets annoying. i'll kiss you so much you get tired of it." she presses another soft kiss to your cheek, then your jaw, then your neck. "i'll be so affectionate you'll wish i'd shut up and ignore you again." she murmurs against your skin, making you giggle softly.

“let me show you.” shauna starts to back you against the makeshift bed, her hands gripping your hips firmly as she kisses you deeply, pouring all her unspoken feelings into it. her body presses against yours, showing you without words how much she wants this - wants you.

you whimper softly as shauna push you down on the bed and deepens the kiss, your body unconsciously pressing against hers. your legs wrap slightly around her waist. your fingers tangle themselves in her shirt at the back, pulling her closer.

shauna's hands slide down from your hips to your thighs, squeezing slightly before she pushes them apart gently and settles between them. she kisses you harder, her tongue exploring your mouth thoroughly. she pulls away slightly to kiss your jaw, your neck.

her hands moving to your waist as she starts pulling your shirt up slowly. she breaks away from your neck just long enough to pull your shirt over your head, tossing it aside before her lips find yours again. her body presses firmly against yours, and you can feel the heat radiating from her.

you whimper softly again as shauna grinds herself against you slightly, your legs wrapping higher around her waist. your back arches slightly as shauna cups your breasts softly over your bra, your nipples hardening against the lace. you make a small noise, unconsciously trying to create friction between your legs.

shauna's lips curve into a satisfied smile against your mouth as she feels your response. she knows exactly what she's doing to you and she loves it. she breaks away from your lips to trail kisses down your neck, her hands moving behind you to unclasp your bra with practiced ease. she pulls it off gently, tossing it aside before cupping your breasts fully.

you gasp softly as your back arches into her touch. your head falls back as she squeezes your breasts, her thumbs brushing over your hard nipples. “fuck,” you breathe out softly, biting your lip. you feel her smile against your neck as she kisses the sensitive skin there. “like that?” she whispers, rolling your hard peaks between her thumbs and fingers. “oh god,” you whimper out softly, your legs squeezing her tighter. “yes,” you breathe out shakily.

shauna leans down, taking one nipple into her mouth and sucking gently while her hand works the other breast. she switches between sides, making sure to give equal attention to both breasts as she sucks and nibbles. your hips buck up involuntarily, seeking friction against her through your pants. "need more?" she asks against your skin, already knowing the answer. her hand slides down to find your pants and panties, hooking them in her fingers.

you nod desperately, your hips bucking up again as she touches you through your clothes. "please," you whimper out, your hands gripping her arms tightly. she chuckles softly against your skin, slowly pulling down your pants and underwear together. she breaks away from your breasts to watch as she reveals you completely. "spread your legs," she commands softly, pushing your pants off completely and tossing them aside. you obey immediately, spreading your legs wide for her. she swallows hard, taking in the sight of you completely exposed before her.

shauna's eyes darken with desire as she takes in the sight of you spread out before her. she runs a hand gently up your inner thigh, making you shiver with anticipation. "you're so fucking beautiful," she murmurs softly, her fingers brushing lightly against your folds.

you whimper softly as her fingers spread your wetness up and down your slit slowly. your back arches slightly again, pushing your breasts up. shauna watches your body closely – how your stomach contracts, how your hips buck when she touches a certain spot. "here?" she tease, poking that sensitive spot gently. "or here?" she spreads your wetness up to your clit, making you moan softly.

"there," you gasp out, your hands gripping her shirt tightly as she continues to tease you simultaneously. she smiles wickedly, applying more pressure to your clit while sliding a finger inside you slowly. you let out w sharp gasp, your hips lifting to meet her touch instinctively. she adds another finger and curling them inside you gently while rubbing your clit with her thumb. your legs tighten around her hand as pleasure builds rapidly within you. “look at me," she says and forces your legs open with her other hand.

you look up at her, your eyes glazed over with desire, your cheeks flushed, and your lips slightly parted. she uses this moment to push her fingers deeper inside you, hitting that spot inside that makes your vision blur. "so beautiful," she whispers, picking up the pace slightly. her thumb rubs faster over your clit while her fingers pump in and out of you expertly.

your breath comes out in short gasps, your body tensing as she hits that spot inside you over and over again. you feel the pleasure building quickly – too quickly – and you know it won't take much more before you're completely lost to it. "shauna," you whimper out softly, your hands gripping her shirt tighter, eyes screwed shut.

"open your eyes," she commands softly but firmly, slowing her fingers just enough to bring you back from the edge briefly. she grabs your jaw, forcing you to look up at her. as soon as your eyes meet hers, she increases the pace again with a satisfied smirk, curling her fingers deeper and pressing harder on your clit. "keep those pretty eyes on me," she whispers intensely.

your body responds to her words and touch, your hips moving in time with her fingers. you're completely lost in her eyes, the only thing keeping you grounded as she brings you closer to the edge. she can feel your walls tightening around her fingers and knows you're close. with a final thrust and hard rub of her thumb, she makes you come, hard. your eyes roll back briefly before snapping shut again as waves of pleasure crash over you, only sounds coming out of you are incoherent blabbers and moans.

shauna watches you intensely as you come beneath her with a big grin, your body convulsing with pleasure. she keeps her fingers inside you, slowing down her movements to gently ride out your orgasm. as your body begins to relax and your moans turn into soft whimpers, she pulls her fingers out slowly making you whine from the loss.

she brings her fingers to your lips, coated with your arousal. "open," she commands softly. you automatically part your lips and she pushes her fingers inside your mouth, letting you taste yourself. "suck," she whispers. you suck her fingers clean obediently, your tongue swirling around them as she pumps them slowly, going deeper until you gag making her let out a shuddering breath, pupils dilated. she pulls them out with a pop and immediately diving in to kiss you.

the two of you lay tangled together on the bed, your head resting on her chest as she plays with your hair absentmindedly. her fingers gently untangle the strands. the hut is filled with a comfortable silence, the only sounds being your gentle breathing, the occasional rustle from outside or distant animals. you can’t hear the others outside, thankful that it’s late and they’re probably asleep.

you trace lazy patterns on her stomach, listening to her heartbeat beneath your ear. it’s slow and steady, calming you even more than she already has. her hand stops playing with your hair and comes down to rest on your back gently, rubbing circles slowly.

“hey…” you whisper and slowly look up at her, biting the inside of your cheeks. you see those soft brown eyes looking down at you. “i’m sorry. for what i pulled earlier, with mari.” you genuinely feel bad. doesn’t seem like it half the time but you know she has feelings. and a bad temper she can’t control. you know now that she’s genuinely in love with you, that the petty shit you pulled earlier did hurt her more than you thought.

shauna's expression softens at your words. she pulls you up slightly so that you're lying on top of her, chin propped on her chest. she cups your face softly, thumb brushing over your cheek. "don't," she says quietly but firmly. "you don't have to apologize." she pauses, searching your eyes before continuing softly. "i know i pushed you away too much... i'm sorry too."

"i just... reacted badly when i saw you with mari. and honestly, it served me right that you almost slept with her." she smiles softly but sadly. "i was an idiot. pushing you away when all i wanted was to keep you close." she leans down to press a gentle kiss to your temple. "so no apologies needed." she settles back down, wrapping her arms around you securely. "i love you." she murmurs against your hair.

you melt against her at those three words, nuzzling into her neck like a cat. "i love you too," you murmur softly, your arms wrapping around her tightly. she smiles to herself, holding you closer as if afraid you might disappear if she loosens her grip slightly. the moment feels perfect - no arguments, no misunderstandings, just pure affection and love flowing freely between the two of them for once.

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sapphicswph · 1 month ago

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natalie with gf reader who is very feminine and girly and the opposite of her!?

pairing: natalie x femme!reader

a/n: finally found time to write yay, couldn’t decide whether to do pre crash, in the wilderness so i just ended up doing post crash 😣

warnings: mentions of smoking, fluff, jealous natalie, slight nsfw, not proofread

─ .✦ natalie's smoking habit is one of the few things that actually gets under your skin. you love natalie with every fiber of her being, but the smell of cigarette smoke makes you physically ill. you've tried everything to get her to quit - gentle pleading, stern lectures, even dramatic threats to withhold kisses- but nothing seems to work.

─ .✦ you love dressing up, and you often convince natalie to wear matching outfits with you. natalie rolls her eyes but always ends up going along with it because she can't resist your cute requests. she might complain about feeling silly or overdressed but secretly loves how adorable it is when you place a small bow clip in her hair.

─ .✦ you insist on doing your nail together even though natalie's coordination makes it challenging. one time you painted her nails a perfect dark red while your own soft pink nails ended up a messy smear, but she still kissed your fingers and said she loved them anyway.

─ .✦ cooking for natalie is your love language. you spend hours in the kitchen, perfecting recipes, just to see her smile when she takes her first bite. she's always been a sucker for your homemade meals. you can see the appreciation in her eyes every time she takes a bite of something you've made. she immediately melts every time you set a plate in front of her. always praising your cooking, even when it's just a simple pasta dish, making your heart flutter with happiness.

─ .✦ she's incredibly protective of you. if someone looks at you the wrong way, she'll glare at them. if someone talks to you in a way she doesn't like, she'll step in immediately. she walks you home no matter what, she just don’t want anything to happen to you, she’d blame herself :(. if someone tries to flirt with you, she'll pull you close or put her hand possessively on your lower back as a clear sign you’re taken. she'd rather fight than see someone hurt or disrespect you, she just wants you happy and safe at all times. >_<

─ .✦ you love the princess treatment, when you first started dating she wasn’t really a big romantic but now she treats you like a princess. always insisting on the little chivalrous gestures that make your heart flutter. she opens doors for you with a gentle smile. when you’re out eating, she pulls out your chair like it's the most natural thing in the world, making sure you're comfortable before sitting down herself. she always lets you pick the movie, even if it's a rom-com that she'd never choose for herself.

─ .✦ she saves money from her allowance or small jobs to buy you little gifts. one day she might come home with a cute hair clip she saw in the store or a bracelet, wrapping them up in paper with a small note that says “for my girl, i love you”. another day it might be a small bouquet of your favorite flowers, they’re her favorite to buy even if it means she’ll be eating ramen for a week. she knows you love pastel colors, so she always keeps an eye out for you. she loves seeing your face light up when she gives you little gifts, it’s always worth saving money for.

─ .✦ when you're feeling down, natalie drops everything to cheer you up. she knows exactly what you need – whether it's your favorite ice cream, a hug that lasts for hours, telling you bad jokes or a movie marathon. she'll do anything to see that smile back on your face, even if it means staying up all night just to hold you and whisper comforting words in your ear until you drift off to sleep. she hates seeing you sad more than anything else in the world and she’ll do anything to see you smile again.

─ .✦ late nights out sometimes mean you pass out with makeup still on your face. rather than letting you wake up with raccoon eyes, natalie carefully wipes your makeup off while you sleep. she knows you're tired and maybe a bit too drunk, so she cleans your face gently with cotton pads and makeup remover, removing every trace of mascara and heavy makeup. she'll put on your favorite face oil and moisturizer, change you into comfy pajamas. even if she’s exhausted herself. she just wants you comfortable and taken care of, no matter the circumstances.

─ .✦ no matter how boring or pointless your ramblings might seem, natalie listens attentively. she'll sit there, picking at her nails, focused on whatever you're saying. she loves hearing you talk, even if it's just about your favorite celebrity or a random thought that pops into your head. she's a great listener, never interrupting or judging. even when you're gossiping about mutual friends, she'll just nod along and respond with occasional “uh-huh’s” or “really?”

─ .✦ natalie has an incredible memory when it comes to you. she remembers the little things - your favorite ice cream flavor, the book you wanted to read but forgot about, your favorite song or the way you like your coffee. she knows your schedule better than you do sometimes. but when it comes to other people... she's terrible with names and faces. she can forget someones name within days of meeting them. but for you? she remembers everything about you down to the smallest detail. it's almost obsessive how much she pays attention to you specifically.

─ .✦ will drop everything for you and expects nothing in return. she's selfless to a fault when it comes to you. if you need her, she's there - no questions asked. she'll cancel plans, stay up late, leaves her much needed job early just to make sure you're okay.

─ .✦ when you're around, natalie loses all her sharp edges and confidence. she becomes completely putty in your hands. her usually smart mouth goes completely silent around you. she becomes so lovesick and dumb that she's basically useless and putty in your hands.

─ .✦ natalie gets soooo pussydrunk. she loses all her usual cool and collected demeanor, turning into a complete mess. her face turns bright red at the slightest flirtatious comment from you, her eyes go all glassy and she’ll say “mmhm” or “okay” in a soft, breathy voice. her mind only focused on one thing - you. she gives the best head ever, sloppy and eats you out like she’s starving.

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