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Ateez’s hierarchy

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Soooo I noticed a lot of people ranking and writing their opinions on which Ateez members were on the top and bottom of their hierarchy so I wanted to share mine cause I feel like there is a lot I don't see on them much but I love reading them nonetheless. So here’s mine

Most dominant - Most submissive

This is mainly focused on dom and submissive not so much top and bottom because i think with certain members they all can cave (I will happily attach a masterlist to this and elaborate with short fics of each ship if you guys want)

Yeosang: Dominant - Switch but mainly top

BEFORE ANYONE COMES AT ME I put Yeosang at the top because I see him as the kinkiest member; let me elaborate. We all know what they say about the shy quiet people well then I don’t see why Yeosang is always so low on the hierarchy. He is definitely sadistic and how he always walks around the dorm naked?!?! He clearly only does it because he wants to see his members drool over him. Anyways he’s definitely into ruining his members and watching them suffer.

Hongjoong: Dom - Top - Rarely ever bottoms (Mainly just if he’s stressed) Only bottoms for the members he knows can fuck him right

Hongjoong is seen as the daddy of the group. Why the heck would he not be high in the hierarchy? In fact the only reason I didn’t put him higher than Yeosang is because I feel like he’s not as of a “Strict” dom as Yeosang. (well he is he’s just not as cruel.) Don’t get me wrong though he will still be able to put Yeosang in his place if he was in the wrong (LIke I said I will happily go into depth with this if you guys want) but we all know Yeosang is all the members princess so it’s not often. He more so praises his members when they're in the bedroom and is good at talking them through it. (Definitely likes watching them cry over his good words). When it gets to putting any of his members in their place though his act definitely changes most of the time giving said members whiplash how their loving captain can go mean. He doesn’t give them pleasure just some endless torture not even letting them finish at the end saying if he did make them cum they would just do it again while putting their pants back on ignoring their pleads.

Yunho: PERVERT - hard switch

This one is my favorite because I only ever see bottom Yunho in the rankings but in fics I can find perv Yunho SO WHY IS IT DIFFERENT WITH HIS MEMBERS AND NOT MC!?!

Anyways this man is a pervert he can be dominant and submissive he just wants that bag whatever you give him he’ll take. If he’s initiating he can beg or just simply take it just depends on which member it is like the members below him or above him. And for special Jongho he’ll probably start off begging him and then while teasing him end up on top of him while he’s not expecting and top from there.

Jongho: Dom - Top (or is he?) no he’s a switch (Shhhhh)

I gave fourth place dominant to Jongho because I feel like he never really bottoms not so much the fact that he’s kinky dominant he’s more so just dominant OUT o f the bedroom like opening things for his members and whipping stuff off their faces but when he is with the kinkier members (like Yeosang) in the bedroom and he’s doing “Gross” stuff to him they can definitely tell he likes it and their not afraid to point it out and degrade him. He says he’s a top and generally is but he is still their maknae so of course he cant get away with not bottoming once in a while (He secretly loves it though so it’s ok) The only one that really seems to let him actually dominate him is Seonghwa (In his head he’s testing him and just admiring how cute he is) but it’s the only member that doesn't say it out loud everyone one else always ends up on top of him somehow.

Seonghwa: Mother - Switch

Okrrrrr so I feel like Seonghwa has such a caring role outside of the bedroom so of course he gets seen as the mother of the group and it can be sometimes be incorporated in the bedroom also like when hongjoong is stressed or if Jongho is in need of some relief but doesn’t want the teasing when he tells him he wants to top. So Seonghwa happily helps them- all of them when they get this way he can top if they need it and bottom he’s there for their pleasure and to service them. He can also put them in their place though like if Wooyoung can’t stop teasing him especially one day you can bet it will end with him shaking and trembling in his bed.

Mingi: Another service switch

Mingi is a princess after all and that's how I came to this conclusion he has strong feelings and they can control him most of the time and it’s not like he can control it but sometimes they get a strong hold of him like anxiety and stuff so when he needs a moment in the bedroom with one of his members he just wants them to tell him how good he is whether he wants them to make him do stuff so he can earn the title or if he can finally cave ad except the praise while all he does is lay down and look good for them. That's on his softer days though he is still human so on good days and stuff he tends to be more of a top generally still a service top.

Wooyoung: perv… - Switch Bottom leaning

So I'm also putting on pervert for Woyoung but he also falls low on the hierarchy because while Yunho is a perv it’s still in a more dominant way while Wooyoungs is in more of a submissive way. He still will top but prefers to be ruined and be a brat just so he can be put in his place.

San: Sub - Switch rArely

OK SO DON’T KILL ME! But i'm putting him on the bottom BECAUSE this man was TWIIINK and i know you might think he’s de-twinkified BUT IS HE REALLY he only likes to work out to get checked out by his other members lats be real here (imma write on that) AND THE STUFFED ANIMALS!?!? Like hes sub by heart he loves getting called cute and when he and Wooyoung get together all I see is a kitten pile loving on each other so these kittens are going on the bottom but San can be the obedient one meheheh.

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I wrote this really badly buuut like I said I would love it if you guys told me what ship you want me to elaborate with and I’ll make a master list attachment. My tumblr is very lonely and I love the community so I’m always willing to write things suggested to me!

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Helping hands (pt2)

What happens when Wooyoung’s world feels like it comes crashing down? Who can he go to?

Make sure you read pt1 here!

You woke up with your stiff muscles going to stretch while noticing Wooyoung was already gone. It was kinda common for him nowadays to be gone before you or Yeosang woke up. With a yawn and putting your arms back down you notice Yeosang’s peaceful sleeping face with his arm draped around you you go to cuddle him back while wrapping your arms around his perfect waist it seemed to wake him up a little bit due to the little sounds leaving his also perfect lips now the corners were up turning into a grin while his eyes peeked open at you. You giggle up at his face. You loved waking up with your boys thinking about it just made it sad though with Wooyoung not being here. You would always groan at him for pouncing on you in your sleep early in the morning now it’s something you crave to wake up to.

“Wooyoung not here?” Yeosang asked in his deep morning voice. “No.” You answer sadly. He lets out a little grumble before squeezing you tighter in a hug before getting up.

“Where are you going?” I ask him, reaching out for his hand to stay in bed.

“To the bathroom to potty.” He answered while tugging his hand away and rushing to the bathroom. You chuckle at his antics while he leaves. You get up to stretch more realizing you’ll have to use the bathroom when he’s done. While waiting on the bathroom you hear him start to holler at you through the door.

“What do you wanna do today, pretty girl?” He asked before I heard the whirr of his toothbrush, my cue to enter and do my things.

“Uh I don’t know. What were you thinking? Do you not have work?” I question him. He did work from home often but even then it wasn’t often he could just leave the house like that due to his meetings.

“Meh, screw em, they can wait a bit before I start” He said nonchalantly. My eyes widened in response, it wasn’t often he put work aside for no reason. Brushing my teeth now I had to think of what to do today. I never had answers to these type of things. I wanted to see Wooyoung and I'm sure Yeosang did too.

“How about we go to that new cute little cafe you’ve wanted to try?” He asks. Coming behind me for a back hug. I bend down to rinse my mouth and finish my teeth.

“Yea that sounds nice.” I answer turning around in his arms and smiling before something comes to mind. “Can we get something to-go and bring it to Wooyoung?” I ask hesitantly. I don’t know why I was hesitant. I just know I didn’t wanna bring the mood down with my constant want to be with Wooyoung. I was proven to be worrying for nothing though as Yeosang smiles and nods his head while capturing my lips with his. I loved how they both kissed me. Yeosang was so gentle and entrancing were as Wooyoungs was always so passionate and burning. He pulls away from me too fast for my liking before patting me on the bum and rushing me to get ready.

You were now dressed in your baggy jeans and your favorite blouse with your makeup done and hair brushed. You grabbed your purse and jacket before heading down the stairs to let Yeosang know you were ready. He was dressed in his button up and bootcut jeans. You love days when you get to dress up and go out. You got to Yeosang and gave him a quick peck on his lips before announcing your ready to leave. He complimented your outfit and you guys left hand in hand your cheeks slightly pinker now.

You guys decided to just walk there considering it was less than a block away. Admiring the trees on the way you know Wooyoung also loved days like this it was weird doing all this without him. You wished the world didn’t keep spinning without him, it was going against all your beliefs. You loved both of them so much you hope he comes around soon.

Through the short walk the coffee shop comes into view and the closer you get you can actually start to smell the coffee before you enter. It had lots of big pretty plants like a jungle. You could tell you were going to like it. Yeosang also liked the cafe you could tell. You both ordered your coffees and little pastries, not forgetting to get stuff for Wooyoung too and headed on you way out to walk to Wooyoung. Maybe another day you could go to the cafe and eat inside for the full experience but as of right now I don't think we could fully enjoy it knowing we have food for Wooyoung getting cold. As you were turning the corner to to walk on the street that held the company label Wooyoung worked under Yeosang’s phone started ringing.

“Speak of the little devil.” Yeosang said with a teasing tone in his voice while wiggling the phone screen for my face to see. ‘My precious boy’ It read. You knew it was Wooyoung. You chuckled slightly before he answered his phone.

“Hey baby we are just about-” Yeosangs voice got cut off before his grin completely disappeared and he stopped in his tracks. You suddenly felt all sorts of feelings bubbling in your stomach, feeling like they were crawling up your throat. You also stopped looking at him worriedly. His eyebrows were furrowed and he looked confused and worried also. Suddenly your knees were feeling weak and shaky, you had chills but were sweating. Yeosang took your hand and started heading towards the building again, this time in quicker steps dragging you along. You were also rushing along his side now trying to hear his call.

“o-.....Okay baby-.....Yes we're almost there.” Yeosang was trying to say. You could tell Wooyoung was panicking and speaking fast judging by the way Yeosang’s words kept getting cut off. You guys finally made it to the front door of the building Yeosang let go of your hand to open the door just nodding your head at the lady in the front instead of our usual greetings but she knew you guys and let you walk through easily not saying anything. The elevator was in sight and opened quickly, both getting in and going to the 4th floor. When the heavy metal doors opened Yeosang grabbed your hand again with a deep sigh and walked through the quiet halls finding Wooyoung's studio before opening the door to it.

The room was cold and Wooyoung wasn’t in sight. The silence was eating at you the few seconds it was. Wooyoung had previously hung up the phone when Yeosang told him he was looking for his door now. Yeosang started walking ahead of you going past the small entrance hallway going into the real room area. Your eyes started dashing around looking for anything slowly walking to the main room area. You don’t know why you slowed down but you quickly snapped out of it at the sound of small cries and sniffles.

You saw Wooyoung sitting on the ground curled up in the corner of the room. Yeosang was crouched down in front of him cupping his face trying to get him to look up at him. Woyoung didn’t budge, he never looked us in the face much anymore, His hands grabbing at one of his wrists and the other tugging on his hoodie. You knew he wanted something to ground him. It didn’t take a genius to tell Wooyoung was having a panic attack.

You slowly made your way over there, also sitting next to Yeosang in front of Wooyoung, his face turned around nose stuck in the corner. You could tell he was also trying to turn his body away from you guys but Yeosangs hand moved down to where his legs curled up preventing him from moving.

“Come on baby, talk to me. What happened? Are you okay?” Yeosang asked softly in his comforting voice. Wooyoung's breath was frequent and uneven. He was trying to keep his cries quiet but it just took his breath away even more.

“Just breathe. You don’t have to talk about anything right now if you can’t just focus on breathing and calming down.” You encourage. You moved your hand to the back of his head, scratching his scalp gently. You know he used to love when you did that.

You heard a little whine in the back of his throat before he did one big breath and a shaky exhale.

“Good job.” Yeosang said quietly, rubbing one of the palms of his hand on his back and the other on the arm that was gripping his hoodie trying to help him feel grounded.

“I'm trying to.” He tried to say only to get choked up. His voice sounded quiet and fragile, making your heart jump at the sound. You felt your eyes sting with tears the moment he called yeosang and he stopped but now you felt your eyes filing with them. You look over at Yeosang and he was the same way but you could tell he was trying to stay strong while also taking deep breaths.

Wooyoung nodded his head no before trying to speak again “No I wanna.” He got choked up this time by a cry. His body was now turning to you guys though eyes and head still pointed down though not looking at you guys.

“It’s ok baby.” Yeosang said before kissing the top of his head “Just breathe.” He added.

Wooyoung took another deep breath with a shaky exhale

And then again.

And another.

He was still crying softly but his breathing had slowed down and his hands were still shaking along with his knees.

“Will you look at us?” Yeosang asked. Wooyoung shook his head ‘no’ before Yeoang took his chin in his fingers and tilted his head to look up at him. Wooyoung's eyes were darting all around his face like he was looking for something. Like he could find the secret and meaning to life in his expressions and eyes.

“See yes you can.” Yeosang said quietly. His hand was now cupping his cheek and his thumb gently caressing his features.

“I'm so tired.” Wooyoung barely said as a whisper Yeosang almost didn’t hear it but he was glad he could make it out in the now even quieter room. You didn’t dare move or say anything scared that if you made a sound he would suddenly put all his walls back up.

“I know you are baby but you can rest now. We just need you to talk to us and you can rest.” Yeosang said his finger was now running up and down the bridge of his nose. You could see big tears blink down once again. He wasn’t full out crying anymore but still had tears running down his face.

“I don’t know how I’m sorry.” He said his voice cracking and he got up on his knees wrapping his arms around Yeosangs neck before cramming his face in the crook of his neck like he was hiding. He kept repeating little little apologies in his neck over and over.

“Shh shh shh” Yeosang shut them down before reassuring. “You have nothing to be sorry about baby, we’ll figure it out together I promise you.”

One of his hands moved from his spot around Yeosang’s neck and made its way towards you holding your hand. It was cold but you loved the gesture more than anything right now.

“Come on lovies. Should we move to the couch?” Yeosang asked. He didn’t wait for a response though already moving to stand up with wooyoung's arm still around his neck and his arms around his waist to keep him steady he started walking that way and the hand that Wooyoung was gripping you with help you stand up as you headed to the couch with them. Yeosang sat down on one side of it and layed Wooyoung across it with his head laying on yeosang’s chest. He patted Wooyoung's stomach looking up at you expectedly. You looked at Wooyoung to make sure it was ok before he nodded his head ‘yes’ and he opened his arm for you. You climbed onto his and laid your head on his chest and wrapped your arms around his waist. It felt like it's been so long since you’ve been able to hold him and him hold you back like this. It was a breath of fresh air yet you still yearned to see his smile and to feel his happiness to fill the room. You breath in his scent while his arm wrapped around you and the other cradled your head while his finger tapped and fiddled with the pearl hair clip you put on your hair before you left the house this morning. Wooyoung's eyes were wide and unblinking as he zoned out, most likely thinking of all the things that just unfolded. You could see his hair moving around though due to Yeosang’s hand petting his scalp. You looked up at Yeosang to make sure he was ok only to find his eyes already on you. You smiled up at him but stayed quiet for Wooyoung and put your head back down when he smiled back at you with a slight wink.

“We have food and a coffee for you Wooyoung.” You stated checking if maybe he wanted to finally eat something after weeks of hardly eating anything. His eyes finally blinked and looked at you before shaking his head and looking down, probably hoping you would drop it. You did. After it had started showing that he wasn’t eating you started encouraging him causing him to lash out every time you mentioned him needing to eat.

“Do you wanna go home baby?” Yeosang asked him with his lips against his forehead.

“Mh” Wooyoung grunted. “I wanna stay like this.” He said quietly.

“We're not going anywhere baby.” Yeosang said gently. “Let’s go home and take a nap. You're probably so tired.” Yeosang added. “Ok.” Wooyoung said quietly. He trusted you guys but his mind was screaming at him to stay here right now. What would life be like now that he’s opened up and asked for help. Every day it plays in his head how it would go and every time he came home to guys it took all of him to not crumble to his knees and beg for something- anything. None of the scenarios was like this. He still felt the light shake of his bones. His eyes were even heavier from the crying. He wondered how better he would feel if he could actually get a full night's sleep.

Yeoasng started sitting up with a sigh and stretching wooyoung was not flatly laying down dreading getting up. You stood up next, stretching and yawning while grabbing Wooyoung’s hands and helping him stand up. He went and grabbed his jacket that was hanging on the back of his chair and I grabbed our food as we headed out, me and Wooyoung hand in hand when we made it back to the lobby. Yeosang said goodbye to the front desk lady and opened the doors for us on our way out. The walk was quiet, just a lot of hand squeezing and reassuring cheek kisses for Wooyoung. You could tell Wooyoung turned his brain off and saved it for his thoughts with the way he was gripping Yeoangs hand and letting him lead him across roads.

Once we made it into our home the silence seemed ten times louder and thoughts going through Wooyoung's head seemed to be way heavier now. The silence was then filled with a deep sigh from Yeosang.

“Come on lovies do you wanna just take a nap?” Yeosang asked both of you guys. You looked over at wooyoung. He had his gaze to the ground and looked like he was thinking before you just nodded ‘yes’ to Yeosang and guided Wooyoung to the bedroom upstairs. Yeosang went to the kitchen most likely to put the Wooyoung's coffee up.

You opened the door to the bedroom and Wooyoung walked in behind you. You decided to just change into something comfier first thing and Wooyoung seemed to also like the idea by how he grabbed his sleeping clothes also. You turned away from him so you were facing a wall before changing quickly and when you turned around Wooyoung was also done just now pulling his shirt over his head giving you a nice view of his muscles. You missed having domestic moments like these with him.

“You know I love you, right?” You asked him, coming from behind him and wrapping your arms around him, squeezing him as if he was gonna disappear any moment.

“Yea I know.” He answered quietly. Your cheek was resting against his back, his spine more prominent now than it was a few weeks ago.

“Everything is gonna start getting better now real soon.” You try to say. He heaved in a deep breath before replying. “How do you know that?” His voice was shaky once again. You didn’t wanna make him sad again or at least that’s not my intention. My hand started rubbing up and down his stomach to try and soothe him.

“Because me and Yeosang love you so much and we're gonna take the tiniest, slowest steps we need to, to get you back to your bubbly self.” You try to let him know. You hope my words got across his mind with only the best intentions and judging by the way his shoulders seemed to relax and his wait shifted a bit onto you, you would say the words did their job.

“Aww come on you two let's go to bed before it gets any later into the day and we totally mess up our sleep schedules.” Yeosang’s voice cuts in. Yours and Wooyoung’s heads snapped towards him, startling you guys a bit. It made Yeosang chuckle before he grabbed yours and wooyoungs hands and led you guys to the bed. He was already in his sleep attire. He must have pulled them straight out of the dryer downstairs.

You laid down next to Wooyoung, happy to see him in the middle sandwiched between you and Yeosang. It made your heart pound. Yeosang had his arm laying across him while he was facing your way which only made your heart thrum louder. You slowly crept your way closer to him before gently putting your lips onto his soft ones. The kiss was as gentle as a feather just gently letting yours play along his. You were worried he wouldn’t be quiet ready for kisses again but those worries quickly vanished when you heard him quietly whine into the kiss before his hand made it’s way up to your cheek preventing you from turning away as he deepened the kiss. His tongue slipped against yours smoothly like silk. He felt so deprived he wanted to break down into sobs yet permanently always have his lips against your plush ones. You didn’t try pulling away once letting him take full control but he- sadly had to eventually pull away for air so that was what he did very slowly. His eyes slowly opened looking at your lips before moving to your eyes. He didn’t know what to say and neither did you. All you did was slightly nod your head at him to ask ‘Was that ok?’ He nodded back at you as to reassure you before breaking into the slightest grin. It made butterflies erupt in your stomach at the sight of him being happy again even if it was just for a slight moment and an even slighter amount of happiness. You both had your heads back down before he cradled yours to his chest knowing he couldn’t see your face for what he said next.

“Goodnight baby…. I’m sorry I haven’t been the nicest to you ot Yeosang but I’ll stay and try to communicate with you guys more.” It was quietly whispered into the darkly lit room. You didn’t say anything back knowing you’ve already said things that were enough for him for now. So you just went to sleep in your deeply missed lover's arms.

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Authors note:

Yeosang watching the ending kiss like: 👁️👄👁️

Anyways! I hope everyone who was keeping up with this enjoys this pt2 next time it will be more sPiCy sooooo bear with me I hope you like it! Let me know!

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I wanted to finish helping hands pt2 this weekend. 😖

Buuuut it’s coming along nicely I think it will be more angsty this time soooooo please stay tuned to anyone who liked pt1

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Good To Me (pt2)

This is a part to to one of the first chapters I wrote (there was definitely improvement 😬) I would say you should read that for this to make sense but I don’t blame anyone who doesn’t 😭. I hope you enjoyyy I wanted this one to have more angst. Tell me your thoughts!

The night after the party with Chan was the best night ever. Sadly though it was exactly what you expected when it was time for him to leave. I fell asleep quickly after our…. Deed but woke up when I felt the bed shifting with him getting up. I slightly opened my eyes to see him picking up his pants from the floor and putting them on. I didn’t want him to know I was awake. I just let him do what he always does. I knew he wouldn’t make an exception for me. I was never special when it came to boys.

When I heard my door click shut from him leaving was when I finally decided to try and get up. My limbs were so sore although it hurt I couldn’t bring myself to be sad about it it was comforting to me Chan made me feel wanted even if i've had many brushes before throughout my highschool life the moment I Left for college I realized how I would probably never feel that again or ever have a chance at any relationship ever again even if it's with just friends. I was utterly lonely. Chan knew that and he still went for me. He does every girl if anything he went for you because you were alone. I remind myself. I ended up going back to sleep and the rest of the day was a breeze. It was monday I was dreading. How can I even face him after knowing he saw all of me, all of my body? Or would I even get to face him again? My questions lingered in the air but I knew they would get answered soon enough whether I liked it or not. I’m a big girl now.

I woke up to my alarm blaring and I shut it off with a groan while trying to stretch out my limbs. I managed to get up. I quickly put on a button up layered with a sweater and a mini skirt. I always loved dressing up for things with girly frilly clothes. When I got into my dream school I loved dressing professionally. It put me in a better mood to study. I left my door and headed to my classes across campus. I always skipped breakfast when I had a long walk ahead of me. It felt like it was so time consuming and I would be late.

I made it inside on time and picked my seat in the center but daily far back I didn’t like being in the middle and feeling like I was keeping friends from sitting together, that’s how it was in highschool anyways. I get my laptop out and when I put my eyes back on the desk I see someone putting a muffin on top of my desk. I quickly snap my head up to see who the hand belonged to only to see the boy I would often catch myself praying for.

“Hope you're hungry.” Chan said in his smooth voice while placing his bag down next to the seat beside me. He’s never sat next to me before. I have no idea what this means. I sat there stunned for a while before shaking myself out of my thoughts.

“I am, thank you.” I answered in a quiet voice. I wish I had the same confidence I did that night but knowing he saw my body I felt so exposed under his gaze. I quickly look away from his face when I catch myself staring but I could still feel his gaze on me.

“Last night was fun.” He said or confessed. You’re telling me. I think to myself. I can feel my cheeks and ears ignite a deep shade of red.

“Yea it was.” I try to say back coolly with my eyes never leaving my laptop in front of me. Suddenly my whole body shook with a flinch from a cool hand coming up on my thigh.

“When am I gonna get to see you again?” He whispered in my ear. I felt a thousand electric volts start from where his hand layed on my thigh and course through my whole body. It’s like all my control just leaves my body when I'm around him and he touches me. It's always such a foreign feeling.

“Chan…please.” I begged breathlessly. I didn’t know what I was begging for, I just knew I needed him whether it was his words or his touches. I need it said or done now.

“Poor baby come here” He cooed mockingly at me while putting his arm around me. it just made me more breathless.

“How about I come over tonight and keep you company?” He asked, still whispering in my ear. It made every hair on my body stand up at the way his warm words crawled up my neck.

“Look at me.” He told me. I slowly turned my head towards his nose, nearly touching. my eyes met his intense gaze and I felt such a surge of comfort in it.

“Would you like that princess?” He asked me again. I didn’t trust myself to form a sentence. I just looked at him before nodding dumbly at him. He chuckled at that before muttering a good and pulling away. Suddenly not liking the distance I hurriedly ask him

“Wait where are you going?” He looked back at you with a smirk.

“I don’t take this class silly.” He said with a chuckle before going back and heading for the door. I didn’t even notice I was so caught up at the fact I got to have his attention again. I couldn’t help but get excited. I tried to calm myself down cause I knew it was probably for nothing but the one night stands that kept me hooked.

The day continued to drag on as slowly as possible of course but when my last class finally did finish I hopped out of my chair before the professor could even really finish saying goodbye to the class I ran to my dorm and started cleaning myself up for what's to come I always had rushes of thoughts and the worst insecurities when these things came.

What does he want from me anyways? Is he getting all that he wants? I hope it doesn’t hurt as badly as it did yesterday….then again it did still feel amazing. I wonder if it only felt so good because it was Chan. I wonder if it was just as good for me as it was for him. Should I be more confident in my movements or does he like the shyness?

These were mostly my thoughts but I still had many along those lines. I finally finished. I just wore a T-shirt but I had my cutest lingerie underneath. I knew that was all I needed and that he wouldn’t wanna waste any time. He wasn’t that kinda guy. I kept my makeup simple but still did it with cute little fake lashes. The runny mascara wasn’t getting me this time.

I was just finishing applying my pink lip gloss before I heard a knock on my door. I quickly ran to it and looked through the peephole to see if it was him. After all that would be embarrassing opening the door only to find a stranger. I open it maybe too eagerly but I can dwell on that later. Once it's open I see him look me up and down with a small smirk. I used to hate when guys would give me that look but I thrived when it was him.

“Hey cutie.” He said in that voice I loved oh so much. I felt my knees already about to give out from underneath me

“Hi.” I answered in a shaky voice. He came closer to me and brushed his hands through my soft freshly curled hair.

“Are you gonna let me in?” He asked, looking me in the eyes with sort of a pleading look in his eyes. I don't know if it was to mock me but I could tell he enjoyed the way I drooled over his words and every move. I nodded dumbly at him once again and opened the door wider to let him in.

“You had a long day, didn’t you baby?” He asked me after shutting the door and getting so close to me almost suffocating me he wraps his arms around my body. Before I could even answer he added. “Let me help you relax, yea?” with his nose nudging the side of my neck I meakly answered “Yes.”

He started leaving open mouth kisses on my neck while his hands kept circling my body and caressing git in every way before going underneath and feeling the lace.

“What's this baby? Did you dress up for me?” He whispered. “I wanted to look good for you, that's all.” My words were slurred as they came out i couldn’t help it everything felt so good “Look at you all fucked out from some heavy petting. Come on kitten, show me where your room is one more time.” He said. He must have been too drunk last time to remember where it was. I felt my heart clench at the thought but chose to keep my mouth shut anyway, opting for taking his hand and walking to my bedroom. I already had the ambience lighting on so there was no big light on us and we could comfortably look at eachother I saw him take a quick look around before muttering a cute under his breath. I knew Chan was a good guy with a beautiful heart underneath his playboy persona. I wondered if he showed all the other girls this side of him and if I wasn’t as special as he made me feel I needed to push all those thoughts out right now maybe I could ask him about it later.

I saw him stalk towards me one again and kiss me deeply. I couldn't help but moan into it. I have never been kissed like this before. It was amazing his lips were plush and he kept deepening it before I knew it I was welcoming his tongue in my mouth I could hear him lowly groan in my mouth. He pulled back and lifted my shirt up off my body. He once again scanned my body before muttering a curse “Fuck you make go crazy.”

He led me towards my bed before laying me down on it and crawling above me he immediately started kissing me again. I was too eager now, kissing back sloppily, his mouth filled with my whimpers. I started rutting my hips up and down trying to find some sort of friction. I think he got the hint by roughly grinding his heavy bulge against my cunt it felt like heaven with the way he was roughly yet slowly grinding against me. I couldn't keep in any of my moans anymore. His kisses went down to my jaw and all the way to my jaw they kept trailing lower till he could no longer keep grinding against me with his position between my legs.

“Are you gonna let me eat you this time kitty?” He asked you looking up at you. You had never experienced that before. You were a little nervous to say yes but it’s not like you would ever reject THE Lee Chan so you quietly mutter a “Yes please.” He quickly sent you a smile before ridding you of your panties and putting his hands on our thighs to keep them spread he started kissing the part where your leg and pussy meet tickling you lightly it felt weird to giggle at a time like this so you try to hold it in it was no problem when he caught you off guard with a broad lick going up your and down your slit kept licking like that before meeting his tongue on your clit and moving it in circular motions your moans were loud at this point your hand found there way in his hair gripping on it tightly trying to ground yourself you would have never imagined it to feel like this it was mind numbing

“Chan please, it's too much.” You say trying to form your words and tug him away by his hair.

“Aw poor baby, can you not take it?” He cooed at you. “Please” You kept begging him you didn’t know what for but him between your legs felt like you were gonna pass out right then and there from pleasure. He didn’t listen to your pleads though he knew it felt good so he kept going with his licking just going a little slower. You kept your hair lightly tugging on his hair to keep your sane

“How about this baby? Do you like this better?” He asked continuing his light licks up and down your slit.

“Yes please can I cum?” You ask him hopefully. “Would you rather cum on my cock?” He asks you back his words almost made you cum on the spot just thinking about his cock. You immediately broke into pleas and yes’s. He lightly chuckled at you before sitting back before taking his shirt off and getting his pants off giving you quite the sight. Crawling back on top of you he asks you. “Do you wanna be on top and ride me?” your only answer is a kiss and maneuvering him underneath you. He laughed at your eagerness before grabbing onto your waist and kissing you one last time. Before you sat up straight and was out of reach for him to kiss. You started moving your hips, taking things slow and grinding your clit on his cock.

“Fuck you feel so good baby.” He said while biting down on his lip you could tell he was getting eager now with the way he was acting. You raise yourself up before lining up with his manhood and sinking down as slowly as you could trying to stay relaxed once you finally bottom out. Though you try to just breathe and adjust to his size you fall forward and breathe into his neck.

“There you go baby you can take it.” He encouraged. You loved his encouragement and praise. His breathing changed its pace once you bottomed out on him he lightly rubbed your back while you adjusted.

“Does it feel good baby?” He asked you. “Yes s’good, very good.” You slurred on his shoulder you felt so weak being so full of him. He could probably tell with how he started slowly rutting his hips in and out of you.

“Still?” He asked. You nodded your head yes, still on his shoulder. He started moving more confidently now going deeper making you moan and feel blissed out. You felt encouraged by the new found amazing pleasure and sat back up and moved your hips with him starting in a back and forth movement grinding your clit against his pelvis causing you to whine out the pleasure of being stuffed full and the friction on your clit almost being too much. He grabbed onto your hips and started bouncing you up and down on his cock and groaning out how much he loved the feeling.

“Good girl, you feel so good.” His words were now slurred, the flush on his cheeks and him moving his head back into the pillows due to the pleasure he looked so good like this. You wish you could keep him in your bed like this all the time.

“Fuck your gonna make me cum baby.” He said in a more high pitched voice before sitting up and moving you onto your back and drilling his hips into you. You gasped at the change moving your gaze down watching his cock move in and out of you.

“Me to Chan please don’t stop.” You begged him.

“Cum when you want baby I’ll finish soon too.” he said, lowering himself down and kissing you messily, coating your mouth with his saliva. You were both moaning in unison at this point going to your finish you coat his cock and pelvis in your arousal.

He moaned at the flooding feeling of your cunt pulsing around him.

“Fuck baby yes.” He said while flooding you next with his arousal. It felt so warm and full your mind went numb.

You both laid together catching your breaths. “That was amazing, thank you.” He said suddenly, filling the silence. You hated that he felt like he had to formally thank you afterwards. You wish you guys were a couple and he could just give you the aftercare you craved and stay the night and wake up together maybe for another round even.

“Are you gonna stay?” You asked him hopefully. Chan knew you wanted him to but he did what got him out of everything else and played dumb.

“No ill leave in a few mins so you don’t gotta deal with me.” He told you not looking at you.

“It’s no problem I wanna be with you.” You told him looking at his face searching for any sign that he also wants to be with you. He hated how you always confronted him. He didn't know why he hated it so much when if it’s any other girl he could easily tell them off. You were different from every other girl in his eyes and he despises it…. That’s what he tells himself anyways just thinking about you being different made him angry. Maybe if he could just be honest with himself and be normal about his feelings he wouldn’t have lashed out at you but this was Lee Chan after all the boy who throws out girls when he’s done.

“Fuck Y/N why can’t you take a hint.” He huffed out angrily at you as he got up off your bed. He wasn’t full out yelling at you but for some reason that just made it worse for you to take a hint. You say up holding the sheet against you to keep yourself covered suddenly feeling defensive.

“I just wanna talk to you for a little longer.” you say. You know you were asking for more but wanted him to stay so bad that maybe if you made it sound simple he would stay.

“Well I don’t want to. If I wanted to talk to you I would have done it all the other chances I had the choice to talk to you.” He said exaggeratedly moving his hands out of anger he now has his pants on and grabs his shirt off the floor further explaining. “I invite you for a good fuck and I get my good fuck, then I leave. You know this.”

You could feel tears reaching the brim of your eyes. You looked away not wanting to make things worse by crying in front of him. You heard him scoff at you before storming towards your door.

“Goodbye Y/N.” The door clicked shut.

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Helping hands

You and Yeosangs lover is recently having some anxiety problems with his dream career.

You always knew Wooyoung had wanted to be a musician since he was a kid. You and Yeosang loved his music and were always proud of it. You wished he saw himself how you and Yeosang did, especially now when he seemed to be losing himself in his self hatred. You hated it like this. He was always nose deep in his music and didn’t talk much to you and Yeosang the worst part of it all was it hurt his ego and it made him feel insecure out of his work life you couldn’t blame him because you knew he dedicated his whole life and identity to this and if you and Yeosang ever tried to confront him and pull him away from it all that exactly what he would say

You and Yeosang were now sitting at the table in the dimly lit house. After eating dinner together you both decided to build a puzzle together (physically and figuratively) actually you both decided to build one about a week ago and only now are you guys finally finishing the edges. You look up at Yeosang eyebrows furrowed in concentration you always wondered if you were bothering him with how he always looked stressed lately of course you knew Yeosang enjoyed your company just as much as he did Wooyoung's but you could still tell the calm quietness that he once looked forward to in a way now made him uncomfortable. You didn’t blame him, you also felt uncomfortable trying to keep eachother happy yet always feeling like such an important part of you is missing.When you first got into this relationship you always wondered if one of the guys didn’t like one of your moves would they break it off with you but looking at yourself now and how far you’ve come with your favorite boys you knew you would always need them both never just one or the other. None the less you appreciated Yeosang and freeing up time away from work to keep your mind busy in his company.

Your head snapped up at the sound of a pair of keys clinking into the door knob before opening slowly to reveal a very tired hunched over wooyoung. You immediately stood up to greet him with Yeosang also getting up to his feet except going the other way presumably to warm up his dinner plate you guys saved for him. You reached him and grabbed his hands in yours

“Hey baby, how was your day?” You ask him trying not to get your voice to sound too much fake happiness. The hopefulness lingering in it was all real though you hoped he would give you a long detailed description of his day while his gaze would look longingly at nothing. You missed seeing him happy.

He pulled his chilled hands away from you to bend down and take his shoes off. “It was fine.” He answered flatly before standing tall again and looking at you up and down. His eyes didn’t hold much of any emotion anymore they looked empty I know he was feeling like a stranger to himself in his own skin me and Yeosang both knew the feeling but haven't gone through the same things and that must be why it was so hard for Wooyoung to talk to either of us.

“How was yours?” He asked quietly, shaking you from your thoughts. You look him in the eyes once again and smile warmly at him before answering. “It was ok. Me and Yeosang made dinner and saved you some. Now we're building a puzzle. You should join us.” I told him looking at him hopefully while his gaze went back to the ground. It's been a long time since he’s held eye contact with any of us comfortably.

“Thanks guys. You don’t need to, I'm probably gonna shower and go to bed.” He said. Yeosang walked back into the living room, greeting him also with a warm squeeze of the hand.

“Nonsense when's the last time you ate.” Yeosang said, lowering his head trying to catch his gaze while his other hand caressed his cheek. His skin felt cold but it was a giving from coming back from the chilled outside air.

Wooyoung seemed to tense up at the thought of food. You noticed it and tried to change the subject. Maybe you could try with that later in the night.

“You don’t have to do that if you don’t wanna, though maybe just come and help us with the puzzle. Maybe even tell us more about your day.” You say trying to sound excited. Deep down you were Wooyoung hasn’t been this talkative lately most of his responses could even pass as mean but you and Yeosang never took it personally.

“Guys I'm really tired and I just wanna shower and relax.” He said this time sounding a bit older like he previously would. You knew not to push anymore and so did Yeosang judging by the way he slightly flinched and took his hands away to keep to himself. Wooyoung noticed immediately, looking like he could burst into tears at any moment. You hated seeing him so sad and worried all the time.

“That's ok.” Yeosang reassured quietly, almost looking just as defeated as Wooyoung. He quickly breathed out a little sigh before walking to your guy’s shared bedroom. You looked over at Yeosang, he was already looking at you. He gave your shoulder a squeeze before letting his hand trail down to your hand and leading you back to the dining table to start on the puzzle once again. It was still way too quiet especially considering Wooyoung was finally here but the sound of running water upstairs made you feel a little fuller and reassured. You and Yeosang continued the puzzle till the water stopped and our eyes met immediately after making a silent agreement that you two just needed to go sleep with your other lover.

On your way up the stairs you started thinking about how the nights went. Some were really bad and painful and some were just gloomy but better than the painful nights. The painful nights consisted of you and Yeosang feeling Wooyoung push himself away from you guys. There were just some days that he seemed to not want your guy’s touch, like it burned him. The not so bad nights were when he would sleep close and not on the edge of the bed but on those nights you would often question things like. Does this mean he needs to be cuddled? Or is it because we're not trying to smother him with cuddles for once?

You made it at the top of the stairs and entered the bedroom seeing a very tired wooyoung with fresh pj’s and rubbing a towel on his head as a sad attempt at drying his hair. Yeosang came up behind him to give him a quick kiss on his cheek and untuck the covers for bed. On your way to the bathroom next you didn’t give Wooyung a kiss on the cheek, that was what was different between you and Yeosang and would always quietly get on your nerves sometimes that was he always knew what to do when someone was feeling insecure or down it was an endearing trait for him you knew you always loved how he would shyly do things for you when your were down but lately when it came to Wooyoung it seemed you would always do things wrong and then Yeosang would come in and fix it. You were happy Wooyoung got someone like Yeosang in his life you were also grateful everyday but sometimes when you would see them come out of room together and seeing Wooyoung slightly happier you wished you could have been the cause for it once or atleast have been in the room to see it happen.

Now changed into your sleep attire (one of the boys shirts and your underwear) you head out to see a now changed Yeosang and a sleeping lump on the edge of the bed. You smile at the sight and go to Yeosang who had his arms open for you.

“Hey.” He said with a goofy grin across his face. You giggled slightly before answering “Hey.”

“Are you ok?” He asked you. “Yea just worried about him is all.” I said looking down still with his arms wrapped around me. “I wish I could help.” I added whispering hoping I wasn't just imagining the little snores Wooyung was letting out afterall you would hate for him to hear how it was impacting you guys.

“He knows you do.” He said reassuringly, moving his hand to move the hair out of your face and caressing you. “Us staying and being by his side is all he’s allowing so that’s just what we’ll do.” After he said that he was now scanning your face for any disagreement. He didn’t find any.

“Come on, let's go to bed.” He said trying to sound happier and changing the subject while dragging you to bed. You were in the middle tonight. You and Yeosang switched off most of the time. You were happy to be in this place tonight. You scoot as close as you can to wooyoung's warm body while still trying to make sure he had enough room if he needed to toss around in his sleep.

“Goodnight angels” Yeosang whispered out while turning off the bedside lamp.

“Goodnight.” You whispered back.

Chapter 2>>

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Authors notes: I will be making this a series I don’t really know why I posted it on here when I was gonna write a whole tragedy buuut hopefully you guys wait till next chapter.

[samzies-world]

Master list

ATEEZ

Helping hands

Helping hands pt2

Seventeen

Good to me (pt1)

Good to me(pt2)

BTS

Good Pfup

[samzies-world]

Good pup

Jin x Reader

(There is no violence really I still tried to keep it comfy but i love yandere sooooo yea)

She thought she was a good pup, she did.

right?

She was trying her best, that's for sure.

Why was it that she felt her every move was causing her owner disappointment?

Right now her owner Jinnie had just gotten back from work and she was so excited. She loved it when her owner came home, she felt like she was always alone so when he was home her excitement would get the best of her....

Currently they were in the kitchen and her little puppy mouth was getting the best of her with her excited rambles till she accidentally mentioned a moment of how it was like in her old shelter, Jinnie hated when she mentioned her old shelter- but she couldn't help it it was just word vomit and she wouldn't have over thought it if it wasn't for her making eye contact with jinnie across the kitchen island. She hated these moments where it was just silence and he had a look of such disappointment not anger or sadness just disappointment and she hated disappointing people. That's why she stumbled a couple steps back fumbling with the ends of her shirt eyes filling with tears she didn't dare move till jinnie gave her orders- she knew he would. "go upstairs and get ready" was all he said with a sigh.

She immediately ran up the stairs to Jinnie's bedroom, got on his bed and on all fours. She couldn't help but stuff her face in the pillows sobbing quietly all she wanted as his approval and it seemed so much harder to have than his disappointment she just couldn't understand when she knew from the talks her and jinnie had that he understood her, her feeling of neglection so why couldn't he understand the effort it takes to be good for him did he not care? or was she really being bad? and the only answer she could come up with was yes, yes she was bad if jinnie said she was bad, he always knew best and she wouldn't dare question him. She was so lost in thought she didn't hear him come up the stairs just heard the bedroom door open she immediately tensed up and did her best attempt at wiping her tears on the pillow cases which didn't matter because she had no plans of lifting her head that is until she felt the dip in the bed and a soft hand brush through her hair "baby?" "Come on, look at me, let me see that pretty face."

When she looked up she immediately felt better looking into his warm eyes, the same warm eyes that will still tell her when she did something good even if it was so rare and the same eyes that she knew deep down adore her even if it was too much.

"You know what you did wrong." she answered with a soft nod even if it sounded commanding more than an answer

"good." was all he said and got up off the bed, all that was heard was the clanking of the belt. This was it , the punishment and then all would be back to normal and all would be good.

Before she knew it she was being placed over his lap and her shirt was being lifted over her bottom she was only wearing her panties under she felt his smooth warm hand fub over them before he said "keep count for me baby"

she really appreciated how soft he was being with her probably because she's had three punishments with no rewards between.

The belt came down with crackle more than a smack it made her whole body flinch and her eye immediately well up again or maybe she never stopped crying she couldn't tell

"one"

and with nothing said there came another and another and another

once she got to ten she was in a floaty head space she couldn't really tell if she was keeping track or just saying numbers you would think she would feel grounded but she didn't she ever did with jinnie

finally fifteen rough smacks later she was being manhandled into a straddling position in his lap feeling her ears being softly pet, she tucked her head deep into his neck enjoying his comforting sent

"do you want daddys help with that baby?" without noticing she had begun rubbing her puppy parts all over her owner

"please daddy." she softly muttered against his ear. He grabbed onto her waist and made her rind harder. He immediately dropped his head back from the frictio while his puppy eagerly licked at his neck while letting out soft whimpers. it didn't take much till he was laying her on her stomach and straddling the back of her thighs (please tell me you know what I mean) and ripping her my melody panties off even while knowing she'd throw a tantrum about them later. He gathered spit in his mouth while spreading her open and letting the dollop go down to her clit and bedspread causing her hips to wiggle while trying to lift up for friction he then unzipped his pants and freed himself while rubbing it up and down on her before entering her warm plush puppy cunt said puppy immediately let out a long whine from it while sinking deeper into the pillows she love this so much normally she didnt get for punishments it was normally saved for rewards

she wants to turn around and be able to see her owner pound into her and feel him but was scared to be told she didn't deserve it even the feeling if his clothes still on made her a bit frustrated she probably would have whine about it if she wasn't already sp floaty and cock dumb

"Feels good huh baby?" yes. Yes, it truly did. She loved the hot pulsing feeling of him thrusting in and out of her puppy parts if only she could answer with that if only she could do anything but drool all over the pillows and let out tears of pleasure. she felt his hands come up beneath her and lift her upwhile caressing and twisting her nipples under her shirt she then turned her head with her tongue out hoping her owner would take her tongue into his warm mouth he didn't all he did was let out a sadistic chuckle that was shortly cut off by a breathy moan

"you gonna cum baby? you know better than to not ask" he could tell by the clenching of her hot cunt

"please daddy can i cum?" she cutely asked

"Do you really think you deserve to?" at that she immediately wanted to cry and although in her mind she didn't she did.

"please please please" she chanted over and over "daddy it hurts"

he immediately took pity on her, it was a long week

"ok baby cum all over my cock" as soon as he said that she did clenching him in a vice grip her hands gripping his for comfort while she tightly closed her eyes from the pleasure and dropped to the pillows he waited till she rode out her high to start pounding into her harder

"you want daddys cum now sweetheart?" her tail then started to pick up again and softly wag while rubbing against his shirt it made him chuckle oh how he loves her puppy features and oh how he wanted to make her his perfect mold and keep her locked up with him forever

"please i want you to stuff me" the soft voice under him muttered he knew she was twitching from overstimulation more tahn thee orgasmhe also knew this wasn't a reward and he had to tease his baby about one thing

"yea baby you want it?" "yes daddy please!" he was so close and was pounding so deeply and nicely till last minute pulled out and finished all along her back

he then focused on catching his breath before leaning over her and looking at her face only to see her cute pout on her lips he let out a soft laugh at her cuteness before deeply kissing her pout off he could tell she was breathless and got up to get a warm cloth to clean with and start a bath.

She really was just an angel, an angel that fell for his traps and relied on him emotionally and physically one day she would be so broken down and so not independent she wouldn't remember a single thing from the past nor would she want to or ever leave.

| Did I see cute panties on Pinterest and make a fic round them?…. Yes, yes I did. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED PLEASE LEAVE FEEDBACK and maybe if you want to see some darker stuff 😈😈 |

[samzies-world]

Good to me

Lee Chan x Reader

Being at a party you were invited to by the Lee Chan was very exciting to say the least He was not at all like the quiet timid boyish image you had put on him at all, no the guy currently grinding up against you knew how to fuck and to say you were very flustered was an understarement You were never really educated on how to flirt mainly just having a lot of run away boys and learning from your mistakes so having him like this with you on the dance floor was the best thing you could ever ask for.

"Is this good?" he asked, lips grazing against your ear.

With your knees already buckling "yes." you said in a breathy whisper. "Please don't ever stop." you begged.

"don't you want to take this somewhere else sweetheart?"

It didn't take much time for you to think it over before you were letting out an eager "yes"

in a flash. He was dragging you by your arm up stairs to what you assumed was his room (he was one of the guys throwing the party).

You didn't even have time to think this crazy situation over before he was backing you up against a wall putting you in a hot gentle kiss. As hands kept roaming over each other's bodies you could hear him muttering "on the bed" between kisses.

He was guiding you through everything which you appreciated in more ways than one. Once he laid you on the bed he got on top of you and kept kissing your lips finally deepening it with ounge making you incredibly wet. His hands run all down your sides and then up your shirt cupping your breasts.

"Off, I want it off." He said while trying to pull it up before you got up to pull it off yourself then he took off your skirt next. Immediately getting back on top of you and kissing all over your neck while grinding his hips into yours, the friction from his jeans feeling good and a little rough on your pussy. You already felt like all the air from your lungs was all gone from the situation and your moans.

'Please you next take everything off.' you begged breathily, you wanted to go slow and take all the time in the world but you were far to worked up and wet.

"I love when you ask nicely." he said with a slight sadistic coo in his voice.

He sat up to work on his belt while you started to undo the buttons of his shirt. "God you're so sexy" you felt his breath against your ear and neck when he said those words letting out a slight wimper, wanting him inside you already.

As soon as he managed to get his pants off and you his shirt he pushed you onto the bed with your chest down and ass up, you could feel his hands run up the back of your thighs and then going to your panties he began to tease you and fiddle with them letting them snap back onto your skin

"Chan please" you begged for what felt like the hundredth time "oh do you think you deserve it?" "yes" you practically chanted.

He then moved your panties to the side and did a broad lick from your clit to your opening while you gasped in surprise "it feels good" you said through moans of pleasure "yea?" knowing it was rhetorically you continued to moan and whimper while he continued his assault on your clit. All you could do was grip the pillows, you wanted to see him but how would you ask? you decided against it and just stayed where you are then again though you didn't - couldn't think on the matter for too long.

He suddenly got back on his knees and started rubbing his cock on your pussy back and forth causing you to arch your back further before he gripped your hips and turned you around you were shocked by the quick change in position before you knew it though he was tugging on your arm to get you closer to his cock "suck." he demanded in a deep voice, you immediately got on your knees in front of him and gently licked his head. we had started to get faster with everything but this was still your first time and no matter how many blow jobs you've watched the real thing was still tricky and different so you started slow with gentle kitten licks and kisses at first

"you're adorable baby but can you go deeper?" you took the tip into your mouth gently sucking and having your tongue rub around it till you got a hang of what he seemed to like and going deeper into your throat "Good girl" he praised you and encouraged you, made you feel like a woman and sexy.

He then pulled you back up gently laying you on your back "is it your first time baby?" he asked, you had already kinda planned on telling him maybe later if you even did see him again which was most likely not gonna happen so you thought you could get away with it "yes" you answered timidly "good i'll be gentle" he took in a breathe "if you want" he added with a smirk. He was so hot on top of you, you felt like you were melting.

He finally started to enter you with gentle kisses all over your face and neck. It was all so intimate you almost couldn't bear it Almost. It was everything you've ever wanted, you craved this moment and here it was. It was painful feeling him fill you up with his cock but also made you feel insane. you didn't really know where to put your hands, settling for resting them on his shoulders. Once he finally reached his limit he looked you in the eyes. "Are you ok?" he checked on you

"Yes it feels amazing, you can move but please go slow" "anything for you" he said you knew there wasn't really any important meaning behind it but still felt comforting.

Once he was moving though it felt amazing and way better than him just holding still. You could feel his bare pelvis on your clit adding to the feeling causing you to moan. With his face you tried to keep quiet but you just couldn't when it felt this good, him noticing your dilemma went to kiss you hot and heavily with his tongue invading your mouth there were no more thoughts in your mind "I'm gonna cum" you whined against his mouth, you couldn't even kiss him back anymore it was so intense, only seeing white you came all over his cock with a breathy whimper.

"Fuck you feel so good baby" you couldnt say anyhting back especialy with him still thrusting into you at an even faster and harder pace now overstimulating you and making you throw your head back and squirm you heard him start to cum with a curse not pulling out of you but filling you up even more with his warmth "so good baby" he said with a kiss to your forehead before he rolled on his back to catch his breath. You just layed there in the afterglow letting everything seep in You. Just. Had. Sex.

You didn't know how all the other days would go knowing he would ghost you after and maybe you should have saved it for someone special but you couldn't be happier than now while he's still with you.

[samzies-world]

Why did i skip this song so much back then 😟🥸