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I am watching Japanese series "AARO - All Domain Anomaly Resolution Organization"... And actually I like the sound track. Today I tried to do my research about. With "AARO" was found only Indian music. When I searched with complete name... I learned interesting things. AARO is in USA, official government organisation that exists since 20th of July 2022. Organization that searching for UAP (Unknown Aerial Phenomenon)... Okay... It has own official internet site that is approved by US government.

Staying on Japanese series "AARO" where gods trying to stop second Genesis... USA has their own divine organization that trying to stop something really dangerous.

Nah. Just kidding.

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Decided to have some anime nostalgia moment... So, finally watching "My love story" (Ore Monogatari)... Only one thing to say, I definitely finding hilarious when yaoi mangaka por surviving creating also cishetero stories. Damn, too many shonenai moments.

One more thing, this ADHD friend and neurodivergent friend dynamics ase too sweet

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Probably I am missing something... What happening?? What time of the year is this?? Wait... is it some kind of Holidays?!?!

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Life action "Antihero" (「アンチ・ヒーロー」 (2024)) made in Japan. Definitely for the lovers of theatre, the expressions are so good, that it makes me feel like actors wearing off infinity of masks. Lovely. The story is good. It's about attorney and corrupted law system. Saying more is equal giving spoilers.

I liked the female judge theme about how women must become insensitive characters like men in the juridical system. Bite for not being bitten and ignore victims in pain. Total mess?? No, pretty logical.

Antihero and his antagonist are both the same, that's why they literally read eachother. And their expressions is gold. Unnatural, but full of feelings. Also the unusual laugh scenes... so much theatre.

Also golden retriever. Not joke. Antihero literally keeping golden retriever in the office. So cute. Many house plants and a dog, that dislikes everyone except the office team and the girl that once took care of this dog.

So, worth to look at it if liking anime, attorneys, eternal questioning about what is bad and good, and theatre.

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I totally forgot to write it down. Unpopular opinions about "Evangelion":

- Shinji is not week, he was created to being a pilot, but all his Life he know only the trauma;

- Rei is much interesting character then it seems, they are clones with same memories (but not during the death of each of them) and consciousness about being cloned, they are angelic warriors without other feelings except the total respect towards "God", in same time every Rei is a clone of Shinji's mother;

- Asuka is way more traumatized then she looks, not talking about hypersexuality or family lost trauma, I am talking about that Asuka from original series never find who she is for real, she wanted be loved, she wanted attention and affection, but she never really find herself, probably she was afraid, too much trauma around;

- Kaworu has no purpose, literally Kaworu was made for Shinji and for being killed by Shinji and giving poor Shinji one more trauma, but Kaworu is little bit too bland, Kaworu is a trauma... maybe it's actual purpose...

- Council of Silees... they are selfish... planning human massacre for being the leaders of new genesis it's one thing, it's overwhelming power... but sabotaging everything and finishing own lives in religious way without purpose, it wasn't sacrifice with purpose of saving humanity, it was like "We doomed let's finish us";

- Purpose of "Evangelion"?? Trauma?? Apocalyptic Future without no way of escaping??

- Three Magi system... WOW!! that is deep certainly, because not only why system is called Magi and how each block is called "Balthazar", "Melchior" and "Casper" (Gasper that Asian culture believes was actually from Asia, probably that's the reason why it's only unite that can restore other units) or how they made from living flash, but also the conflict of each of parts one is Creator Woman, one is Creator Scientist, one is Creator Mother... WOW... so deep... certainly interesting concept is about being sterile... and concept of abortion...

- "Evangelion" is not a masterpiece for what is claimed to be, because fan community has hyperfixation with characters and not with reason why Angels attacking Earth, series are not giving an answer in first place, just example, "Devileman Crybaby" makes sense because Angels are actually Demons and they were native from Earth before humans, they wanted to be free again, in "Evangelion" behind all this characters trauma I haven't received answer why in first place Lilith decided to crush the humanity (just in case Lilith and Adam was the first couple, Eva and Adam was the Second, after Cain committed the Sin of killing Abel, he was banned from the parents territory... he knew his wife and they had a son Enoch (yeah, that one who knows the Angelic language and passed it down)... who was Cain's wife?!?! one of Lilith's children or just someone as cryptic as Lilith... ergo Lilith has no sense to kill own children... so why??

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NETFLIX production made in Thailand - TV show "TOMORROW+i". Certainly is a good show. Four episodes. Four different themes about the nearest Future. The first episode about science, Love, Death and choices. The second episode about how fake conservative politicians are actually perverse and how minors are abused. The third episode is about easy human nature can distorting everything around and there is nothing Divine around, because everything can ke used for Sin. The fourth episode is made in a very typical Thailand show mode, with comical sounds and funny too obvious cuts. It's the most apocalyptic episode. Seems so cute , but it's a total harvest.

Basically going a little bit into the details is doing huge spoilers. It's peculiar show and merit to be seen.

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Rewatched anime "Mononoke" (2007). Nostalgic jump into the Past. Because it is similar to "Monogatari" series and "Tatami Room", ect... Minus haram vibes. Short explain, same production of "Devilman Crybaby", minus splatter. Yes, it's violent, psychological and pretty much bloody (sometimes completely messed colours, sometimes the right colour but too much and it's definitely unnatural). Definitely need watching "Ayakashi: Japanese Classic Horror" (2006), made by Toei Animation.

Watched "Mononoke" (2024)... It's more "Summer Wars" and "Kemono no ko" vibes. Still psychedelic. Still so bright and colourful. And less chaotic. Main character looks different... It feels somehow right. Also oni hair is much into this type of narrative. Because the first version is more divine. The second version is more demonic. I feel it as if Love Machine from "Summer Wars".

I guess at the end of the season are missing the other three episodes. Looks good.

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"Beaststars: last season"...

I will be short... Because season feels like half-baked.

Thanks for seiyuu Shin'ichiro Miki, the voice of Yahua/Yahya. Definitely my favourite seiyuu for many years.

Little bit strange was first scene about Gosha and Legoshi. Definitely a weird fan service.

Legoshi... what happened to Legoshi's Spirit?? O'k, trauma... O'k, regrets and self growth... But where is Legoshi from the first episodes of last season??That was promising and so powerful... and, poof, it's gone.

Where is beaststar Luis?!?! This Louis is not Louis from first two seasons. Too real, but without right storytelling. Why??

Haru... Haru is a shadow of known Haru...

Season is about being halfu, right?? Still very peculiar way to show it.

Feels not right...

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I am watching anime "Dan DaDan". And seventh episode is what I was waiting for. After all that half serious and ridiculous things that were happening, after pretty good love showing episode arrived this emotional damage. Probably because I am taking it on personal level, because my Mom was divorced right first my seventh Birthday and everything that I could wanted and needed it was her and her Mom, my Granny, effort and huge work... So, yes, it's little bit personal...

Also I liked how visual background was made. Claustrophobic and happy, depressing and on last drop of Life.

Definitely this episode opens the major theme of "Dan DaDan" anime. Because first episodes were about bastard Turbo Baba that will do anything for gain all her powers back (don't forget about why and the reasons why Turbo Baba is appearing in different areas).

So, WOW, all this powerful harmful youkai are finally showing soft Hearts...

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Nowadays mood: Crowley's tight pants are compensate by waste smiles of Aziraphale... and both things are not excluded to be connected...

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Charles Rowland from "Dead Boy Detectives" is pansexual. Just, please, look at that pin. It's not bisexual, it's pansexual. That circle pin with three horizontal stripes: dark blue, dark yellow, dark fuchsia.

P.S.: Now I have my doubts. Because in comments was given clarification about this pin being the rasta flag. So, question, which colours are that pin??

Second Post Script:

I know about all versions of pansexual pride flag. Hi, hello, hey, I am pansexual. When first version was created I was in my twenties. I live in country where are strong community of rasta. So, I guess, somehow I know how rasta flag looks... My problem with that pin is, why that pin has altered colours?? Probably because everything is altered there, but Devil is in the details.

Also in original story is clearly that that pin must be rasta flag...

But my Brain is on little fire, because colours are not close enough.

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I like singing. Once I was a singer, but one professor just basically traumatised me. I lost my self-esteem.

But when I am alone or going to the walk where definitely will be like one-five people in two hours, I like walking, dancing and singing.

I was with my small dog. She not usual to me singing. Dog was like half mile behind me. And I was singing and dancing. Feeling so great!! And suddenly bike is passing by. I was startled. So I began to call my dog. Person on the bike stopped: "Dawn, so nice Voice!! And you moves are good!!". What was my answer "Sorry!!"... I am embarrassed. I am also awful in dancing. I am chubby. Or probably I just feel awful because everything around me reminds me about how my Body is out of standards...

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Watching "Spy X Family". No, I am not late. Usually watching popular anime/films/ect. after all that emotional boom going down.

So... This anime is queer and autistic. Why queer?? Because for having respectful life and not being checked on by secret police people need to have "hetero normative" families. Sounds familiar. No single parenting too. Why autistic?? Because Yor and Ania. Yor is genius, but have no clues how interacting with society around. Yor just created schemes of interactions and living by the script. Being good in assassination is not helping, actually makes her being more "I am not enough. I am bad and strange.". Actually Yor can be amazing mortician. About Ania. Ania is not stupid. Ania is a visual learner. Also learning from favourite things as many ADHD and autistic people do. Also Ania is telepathic child. Why I don't mentioned this as a first thing?? Because telepathy is not Ania's most important part, which is creating logical and fast conclusions and inventing non suspicious reasons. Example with person that stole the wallet. Ania red the mind and quickly invented the reason "I want to eat the cake!!", indicated the culprit. Example with boy in the pool, Ania literally told about telepathy, but after that quickly said "I am bad in chores, so I want became the swimmer!!". Actually Ania saved Ken, boy in the pool, Loid is only saved Ania. Also Ania can't seeing the bubbles on water, but told about it only because that was logical and less strange.

Ania is not stupid. Ania's social battery going uncharted fastly because of being autistic. Usually people with ADHD trying to "see/read the future" for not having unconventional and psychological difficult situations. Some of ADHD people really can do that. Some not. But usually this types of minds are working four-five times more harder, because nothing is going straight as for allistic minds, because too many things that can create embarrassment... And that's make battery going down very fast.

About Yor being always nervous. Because want to be the best. Because believe that her own personality is not enough. But when coming to dangerous situations Yor just ignore own safety for others safety. After that usually everyone is scolding her for being selfish and not thinking about others. Very ADHD characteristic.

Ania is good with animals. Also very autistic characteristic. Not all kinds of autistic people are good with animals, but many are, because autistic/ADHD people are very emotive and very sensitive people. They trying to read body language and the smallest changes in the voices. Because basically can't read the general situation/read the room. I am not talking about deep kinds of autistic people. I am talking about people that can masking. They find comfort in animal company.

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I like "Mob Psycho 100". Actually I am fan of that graphics and storytelling in general... Well... "Mob Psycho 100" opening theme ("99.9") by One from first and second season, I was so in love with this song that I have it as alarm for long Time. And now I have a problem, because every time when I hear it I have anxiety attack - I want to jump out from my place and check what time is now, then running somewhere with huge excuses that I am late... WOW...

Exactly same thing with few songs of Kamui Gakupo (Gacktpoid)... I am ruining my favourite things.

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During Eurovision Song Contest 2024 were at least two non-binary singers. One from Ireland - Bambie Thug. One from Switzerland - Nemo.

Mates, winner of ESC 2024 is NON-BINARY person 💛🤍💜🖤🖤💜🤍💛!!!! 🏳️‍⚧️!!!! Their name is Nemo. So sweet cinnamon cake that I feel the urge to hug them. Also non-binary pride flag was on the stage of ESC!! (And in "green room" were many modern progressive pride flags (that include intersex pride flag). So awesome!!

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When "Good Omens" fans asking about favourite quotes and mine is "You what??".

6.000 years later he is still amazed at the things his angel does

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Cat King... The Feline Royalty. What the Hell in going on?? How is it possible that creature are wearing so many fabulous outfits and no one is saying "Slay, b!tch!!"... Oh, wait, is that because Feline Royalty the Cat King is short. And short people can be only cute?? Shame on you!! Shame. On. You!!