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"No matter how many times Lawrence reassured Adam he would come back, Adam knew he wouldn’t. Lawrence seemed to know this too, despite the looming denial in his gut. He felt the need to make it up to the man. Maybe that's why Lawrence Gordon is letting this man, who he just shot, kiss him like he’s the air around him."

I just woke up from a dream where I wrote chain shipping fan fiction and this is all I remember

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I fucking hate all of you

You guys ever feel like Adam Stanheight after he was left in the bathroom after Lawrence promised to go get help and come back. Sitting there chained to the wall with a bullet in his shoulder, knowing that he's dying and that he'll end up like Zepp soon as just a bloody corpse on the floor in the bathroom of the sewers where no one will ever find him. And yet he probably still held out hope that Lawrence would come back with help, because he said he would and just a few hours before Lawrence had told him he wouldn't lie to him.

So he sits there on the floor, bleeding out and waiting for the door to bust open again and holding that hope for as long as possible until eventually his heart stops pumping blood just for it to soak his shirt and his body goes cold and his last words muttered from pale chapped lips that smell like cigarette smoke were probably "He'll come back."

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doing some research about adam's possible injuries (his arm, shoulder, ankle, immune system, etc.) for an analysis i'll probably post tomorrow. anything i should remember/you guys want included?

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NVMM I ATE TS UPP 🔥🔥

i was not made for math

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people older than me scare me please think i'm cool and a normal person and especially celebrities plz think i'm normal and not a stalker

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i was not made for math

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leigh whannell after posting 180 times in one day on twitter

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and to abolish twitter and maybe the Republican Party

I really want a chai latte

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I really want a chai latte

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thinking about lawrence stalking adam back

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saw the muscial the gay reawakened version of saw 2004 have you ever heard of the term "rise and grind"

listening to saw right through for the seventh time this morning 🔥

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adam is alive au but lawrence hid the fact he's an apprentice for this reason

i'm such a freak so drabble under the cut 👍

you could say they were dating or wont but it's still the same. lawrence has hid it for months, maybe even years.

when adam eventually figures out and all hell breaks loose.

"so what? you try to play his games on me too? make me think you're my savior? you really were behind it all this time. you shot me, left me to bled out, and left me for days just for your game? and it didn't even work! does diana know? does allison? you gonna test me again?"

he would probably storm out and just walk around aimlessly before realizing he's literally nothing without lawrence after the trap. (he's alive and nothing).

lawrence would 100% go find him and adam would go back "just because i need somewhere to stay" (he missed him).

adam wouldn't trust him for a while, reasonably so. he had put his entire life in lawrence, for gods sake.

he would come around eventually, but it would take lots of trust rebuilding and a long, long while.

do i think adam would become an apprentice? fuck no. but as long as lawrence was safe and adam wasn't a part of it, i think after a while it would go back to normal-ish.

bonus angst (ooc) points: lawrence exploiting adam's photography for jigsaw without him knowing

i don't agree with adam stanheight becoming an apprentice, I think he'd have a lot of hatred towards kramer and have a lot of trauma from the trap so anything jigsaw related would really piss him off. also if he found out lawrence was an apprentice he'd cut him off immediately and be super upset

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PLEASE STOP POSTING P0RN UNDER THE GAY TAG OR ATLEAST TAG IT AS MATURE

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this fucking movie jesus christ

saw 2004

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brand new prized possession just dropped

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listening to saw right through for the seventh time this morning 🔥

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