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"If it looks like I'm going down for this... I couldn't do it Aaron. It would kill me."

- Robert Jacob Sugden

All I can think about now is what if Robert still feels this way. What if, alone in that prison he doesn't think he's going to survive and that is the reason he's shut Aaron out like this. Because he thinks that it will be easier for Aaron to "move on" now then to be holding on for however long Robert can survive and then lose him anyway. So, he sits there alone in a cell waiting for the end, praying that Aaron will eventually be okay without him. 😭

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I have Robron fic ideas.

But they just make me sad. I'm not a very good writer in the first place, as evidenced by the few AO3 fics I've posted (years ago). And I can't make my brain focus on writing and it sucks. I'm just sad and I wish I could be good at something.

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Reblog if you still ship robron.

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Me currently sitting in the corner of a mandatory Christmas party thinking about Robert and Aaron drowning in their loneliness and depression.

When the robron depression hits

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Why are there Robert's everywhere I look, except the one I want to see?

I swear every show I try to watch has a Robert on it all of the sudden, and I've met FOUR people named Robert in the last three weeks! I don't usually meet that many people in 3 months, it's some kind of a conspiracy!

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I still can't stop crying.

My job feels especially pointless today.

It's a good thing I don't have to talk to clients much, I don't need randoms witnessing my emotional breakdown.

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I can't stop crying

Tonight is Robert's first night sleeping alone in a cold dark cell without his beautiful husband. He's so scared and heartbroken right now. I can't stop thinking about it.

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I wish I didn't have to be here anymore. I feel even more alone now. The last person I tried to tell about how hard this week was going to be just laughed and said "but they're just fictional characters". I wanted to say "yup, just fictional characters who have been my heart and soul for 5 years, who gave me the courage to be who I am, who kept me fucking alive." I didn't, I just walked away.

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Me at Emmerdale and Robron.

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Someone just handed me a Rolo at work and I literally burst into tears! 😭 😭 😭

I hate my life.

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I don't think I can survive this. I keep bursting into tears. I'm so scared of how bad it's going to be at the end.

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HEY ROBRON FANDOM

Breathe. Reboot. Eat a Snickers. Don’t overthink things. Take it easy. Don’t say things you don’t mean. Self care is essential. Let the stories play out. Don’t get caught up in the echo of sadness and hate out there. It will be fine. Enjoy the acting of Danny and Ryan. They are amazing.

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Julia Michaels  :  Issues Timeline  :  25 May 2017 

Aaron and Robert have a long overdue talk.  They have lots of issues … but they’ve got the kind of love it takes to solve them. 

I’m jealous, I���m overzealous When I’m down, I get real down When I’m high, I don’t come down I get angry, baby, believe me I could love you just like that And I could leave you just as fast But you don’t judge me ‘Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too No, you don’t judge me 'Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too 'Cause I got issues But you got 'em too So give 'em all to me And I’ll give mine to you Bask in the glory Of all our problems 'Cause we got the kind of love It takes to solve 'em Yeah, I got issues And one of them is how bad I need you You do shit on purpose You get mad and you break things Feel bad, try to fix things But you’re perfect Poorly wired circuit And got hands like an ocean Push you out, pull you back in 'Cause you don’t judge me 'Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too No, you don’t judge me 'Cause you see it from the same point of view (I got issues, you got 'em too) And one of them is how bad I need you (I got issues, you got 'em too)

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I hate to see so many people leaving. It makes me super sad. But I want you all to be healthy and happy. Please do whatever is necessary to make that happen, ok? I’ll and probably @amandaj718 will be here if you all come back!!! <3 

@amandaj718, it’s just you and me holding down the fort, babe! It’s going be fun times! HA! 

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H E L L O !

It’s time for a bit of light hearted fun.

Ever had a headcanon, a dream or a wish about something you’d love to see on screen for Robron? Maybe they finally get that puppy and it shits in Robert’s Ted Baker shoe. Or Aaron gets a great idea for a BBQ and burns the sausages until Robert has to grimace through eaten its blackened remains. Maybe you’re like me and just have a weakness for a neck kiss with some nice context for a change! 

Whatever your wish, this is your chance to make it known! On Sunday I’ll go through all the responses, pick the most recurrent ones and try and create some sort of masterlist for us all to vote on so by next week we will have The Ultimate Robron Domestic Bliss Wishlist.

Three things:

Keep it appropriate for 7pm, no hardcore descriptions even if we’d all love it - something we actually could see on the show if we were blessed

Nothing heartbreaking or sad (think domestic bliss rather than “tragic story where Robert/Aaron gets an illness)

Keep your responses short and sweet (I love you all but I don’t want to read 4000 words about Aaron ordering pizza and then feeding pepperoni to Robert), no more than say three wishes per category

That’s it! Please reblog and enjoy. You can submit more than once if you suddenly get a brainwave and you can edit your answers too.

DO IT!

(and if anything from the wishlist ever appears onscreen we’ll know a shitstorm is coming lol)

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I would give anything for this to be true!!!! I was so annoyed today seeing the Rebecca/Vic spoilers, but this theory has definitely helped me calm down, so thank you! 

Fatal Rebecca: The Victim and the Villian?

Here we are again. Back with a new theory. Theories are fun. Especially when Emmerdale feels so miserable right now.  So, after today’s episode (June 5, 2017) a new theory has arisen. For awhile now Justine (@BeauitifulHusbands on Tumblr) and I have been talking about Rebecca. Who doesn’t? She has taken over the conversation. She is a thorn in our sides (if you are a fan…turn back now. This theory is not for you).

So, Justine and I tried to see the story from Rebecca’s side. Even with the limited information we have, we tried to see her side.  It was tough to do, but ultimately it lead us to this conclusion.  No way is she the victim. Not after the scene in with Robert outside the courthouse on November 29, 2016.

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