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i found your yandere posting blog while scrolling through tags and then when i returned to my feed tumblr is recommending me this blog now 😭 is it ironic if i feel like a stalker for wanting to follow you here too

No~ are you my stalker now? Tumblr must really want you to follow me. Go ahead ;)) or stay anonymous and be a little secret my new friend

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'i want to date a yandere'

*loud buzzer noise*

wrong. you want someone to pretend that they'd anything for you — someone that pretend they'd kill for you, someone that pretend to be possessive, while actually not being possessive. you want someone to roleplay as your little yandere anime girlfriend / boyfriend.

you do not want a real yandere. because if someone really want out of their way to stalk you, you'd call them crazy, you'd freak out about it. if someone told you they love you to the point of actually hurting others and themselves you'd break up with them and tell them to seek out a therapist. if someone has truly possessive/obsessive over you, you'd tell them it's bad and unhealthy.

all of this is fair, but you can't say you want to date a yandere, when in reality you want someone that roleplay as one and turn around and treat badly real yanderes.

it's like those people that say they want a goth gf but what they actually mean is that they want an e-girl.

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Sorry for being inactive. I've been in the depths of hell and trying to kill these emotions I'm feeling lol

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Matching pfps, matching tattoos, matching wallpapers, matching outfits, matching hairstyles, matching hairstrand color, matching nails, matching scars, matching bracelets, matching necklaces, matching accessories, matching drawings, matching paintings, matching makeup, matching arm drawings, matching playlists, matching blogs, matching profiles, matching plushies, matching legos, matching nicknames, matching EVERYTHING.

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I won't let you go, no.

You better get comfortable, because you're going to be stuck with me forever.

Your soul is intertwined with mine. You aren't going anywhere any time soon !

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a bit of a rant on our part Ig? I hate seeing people who are just questioning about being a system and then like..2 weeks later they're "diagnosed..." do they not realize it takes a lot of time to process and be tested and then they just expect everyone to believe they've been diagnosed in a few weeks. Especially when you just woke up one day and started questioning and you suddenly know your alters names and everything about them..that's not how this works.

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Oh to be stalked and obsessed over, what's the point if i don't know you're stalking me? 

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you don’t miss me enough. i wait like a dog for your replies, so why dont you wait for mine? why don’t you seem excited when i reply? show me how much you miss me, darling.

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This boy makes me wanna kill myself lol

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Wildcat, hissing, biting, hunting, scratching and claws

For the cat themed ask game~

Wildcat: What are some fantasies you have about your darling? What about the darkest ones?

some fantasies I have about my darling are mostly dark in general. Like locking them up and keeping them away from social media and other people. I hate the way they give their attention to other people; I should be the only thing on their mind.

Hissing: Are you jealous or possessive when it comes to your darling? If so, what makes you jealous or possessive?

I am very jealous and possessive. Just other people looking at my darling. like they even have a chance to speak to them or be their friend. they have to come through me to even take up his time, his time is all mine. especially since I can only see them very rarely due to work and schooling.

Biting: Does your obsession make you violent or aggressive? If so, in what way?

My obsession does make me violent AND aggressive, I guess. I tend to lash out when my darling's attention isn't on me or when something else or someone else takes up his time. I can get aggressive by leaving marks on their body (with consent from them) to make sure others know who MY darling belongs to.

Hunting: How do you tend to get or find a new darling?

I can't exactly say how to find/get one? I tend to just talk to people and if I develop an obsession towards them and feelings it just happens. Which I have to know you for a while for me to even feel even a little towards you.

Scratching: How do you cope with any toxic urges you have related to your darling?

I write them down here or vent about it to other system members/in our journal that we all share. I sometimes take urges out on myself as well.

Claws: How do you react to any obstacles between you and your darling? What about if they cheated on you or broke a promise?

I get the obstacles out of the way, whether that be a person or a thing. My darling would not get the chance to cheat on me; I monitor everything they do. If they broke a promise on the other hand- they'll figure out the consequences really really quickly and won't even think twice about doing it again.

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what if i

carved his initial

into my leg

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i love my mutuals,

even the ones i’ve never spoken too 🥺🫶🏻

it’s you guys 4 meeee, i love it here.

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I'm always in a crisis so now nobody takes my sui ideation seriously anymore.

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Normalize being toxic and controlling in posts, on yanblr. No, my partner cannot talk to other people and no, I do not care if that makes me abusive.

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Ask away followers/moots!

— cat-themed yandere ask game. ♡

kitten ♡ who was your first darling? are you still in touch?

house cat ♡ what kind of attention do you want from your darling? how do you try to get it?

stray cat ♡ how do you feel when your darling interacts with others? do you try to isolate them?

big cat ♡ do you want to control your darling? how much? what would you want to control?

wildcat ♡ what are some fantasies you have about your darling? what about the darkest ones?

purring ♡ what are your top love languages?

sunbathing ♡ what would be your ideal date or hangout with your darling?

hissing ♡ are you jealous or possessive when it comes to your darling? if so, what makes you jealous or possessive?

biting ♡ does your obsession make you violent or aggressive? if so, in what way?

hunting ♡ how do you tend to get or find a new darling?

scratching ♡ how do you cope with any toxic urges you have related to your darling?

meowing ♡ how do you express your love to your darling, if at all?

pouncing ♡ do you stalk your darling? if so, how?

claws ♡ how do you react to any obstacles between you and your darling? what about if they cheated on you or broke a promise?

whiskers ♡ how close are you with your darling?

collar ♡ what's the worst thing you would do for your darling?

catnip ♡ what are your favorite things about your darling?

pawprints ♡ what are your favorite memories with your darling?

night vision ♡ do you ever have dreams about your darling? if so, what have they been?

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I have never wanted to kill someone as badly as I have until now. He's testing me, so very testing.