pillowprincessbee

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About Me

. My name is bee I live in Japan, I started writing in college after taking a creative writing class because I could not decide what to major in.

. I’m a licensed nurse but I own a construction supply company and i move around a lot due to my husband being a engineer for the navy

.I have 30 something tattoos

. I will eat anything but Brussel sprouts the texture grosses me out

.i competed in rodeo in high school and actually made it to my state finals

.i love to read I actually have my own personal library in my house and I love to review the books I read

. Fun fact the name bee is a nickname because I was stung daily in marching band practice by bees and we could never figure out why I got stung so much I even stopped wearing scented things and still was stung

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Today we honour the memory of the transgender people whose lives were lost in acts of anti-transgender violence.

"We need to fight for our rights and to prevent erasure. Remember those who were lost, and fight for justice." Gwendolyn Ann Smith

Transgender Day of Remembrance (TDOR) was started in 1999 by transgender advocate Gwendolyn Ann Smith as a vigil to honor the memory of Rita Hester, a transgender woman who was killed in 1998.

TGEU Trans Murder Monitoring project, (tgeu.org) has released the 2024 annual data report for 1 October 2023 to 30 September 2024:

350

trans and gender diverse people were reported murdered since the 2023 update. This is a significant increase in comparison with the previous year.

Transphobic violence is in no way subsiding, and on the contrary, is increasing, aided by growing anti-trans hate speech.

Most victims were Black and trans women of colour, and trans sex workers.

This year, the total number of recorded murders has crossed 5,000 cases since TGEU began monitoring in 2008.

Consistent with previous years, 94% of the reported murders were femicides, i.e the victims were trans women or transfeminine people.

Sex workers remain the most targeted group of all known occupations.

93% of the reported murders were of Black or Brown trans people.

One-third of reported murder victims were aged 31 to 40, and a quarter were aged 19-25.

15 trans youth under the age of 18 years (nearly 6% of the total) were murdered.

Many cases remain unreported or misreported due to misgendering.

Not every trans and gender diverse murder victim is recognised as such in death reports.

Today I remember the transgender people whose lives have been lost to anti-transgender violence this year and over the years. I send love and solidarity to all trans and gender nonconforming people today and going forward.

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This is so odd but if I could be any animal I would be a muntjac they are also called barking deer because when they are scared they make loud bark like noises. Those little things below their eyes are scent glands and they use them to mark their territory and communicate they also apparently smell like bleach ( my source,my sister is a veterinarian and she went to Asia to study some animals and saw one of these up close and told me they smell like bleach)they are also the size of like a medium dog up to 18kg . They also have canines that look like vampire fangs and I would love to be a barking fang having deer.

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I WILLL BE POSTING soon ( when I get my new laptop cause on the plane to Japan the airline lost my laptop 😁) I’ll probably be writing about feyd rautha from dune because I’ve been reading and re watching the movies and my hormones have me look at my husband like “would you go bald and dress like that while I’m giving birth it would make me feel so much better” he thinks I’m insane so I’ll be living vicariously through my fics 💀

( my husband would quite literally look like Asian feyd bald though and if I was comfortable with sharing pictures of him or I I would be posting that shit like crazy 🧍‍♀️he’s literally paler than my white ass when winter comes )

Your fics bring my a ungodly amount of joy though if you ever decide to leave tumblr I will be printing your fics out on paper cause I would miss you so much ( I’ll probably be out here reading kids story’s to my daughter while reading one of your fics because kids story’s still put me to sleep at the ripe age of 21💀)

( sorry for the parentheses I cant take adhd meds while pregnant so I struggle to keep one continuous thought while talking)

This is how I feel being pregnant i spend my days Waddling around don Quixote and eating curry while reading @ladylaviniya fics (I MISS SUSHI I need fish ) this is what I get for letting a 6’4 man have sex with me (WRAP IT BEFORE U TAP IT) I’ve also run out of books and my husband won’t give me his credit card for me (sir I’m gonna lose my shit gimme ur money or im gonna start writing some outta pocket shit on here I’ve already wrote enough fan fiction for an army but I don’t wanna be that weird mom, I’m already the weird pregnant lady in Japan with my tattoos and piercings and half pink hair, I only get away with it with my husbands mom cause I speak fluent Japanese and play mahjong with her and shit talk the lady’s she plays poker with)

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AHH I’m so happy for you hozier is the perfect first concert (I’d be Delulu to ) and I’m so happy you didn’t faint the nurse in me reading was panicking at first stay hydrated!!!

(My dog) YOUR AMAZING LADY drink your water im always here silently looming being a supportive little freak your amazing beautiful kind and deserving of anything you desire and I hope you get everything your heart desires 🫶🫶

You nasty whore (affectionate)

Thankyou for your puppy pic omg they're so adorable and I wanna kiss their widdle snout 🥹terriers are elite!

Thankyou so much. You're good vibes actually hit me because last night I went to watch the Hozier concert and it was my first concert ever and I had an amazing time.

(I got heatstroke from the mosh pit but thankfully did not pass out/faint)

I got to see beekeeping age irish daddy sing my favourite songs.

(I also loved living the delulu of believing he and I made eye contact and him winking and smiling at me during the show 💅despite him probably just looking at the crowd in general)

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"love is love" until it doesn't include sex

"love is love" until it lives in separate beds

"love is love" until it is queer platonic

"love is love" until it does not comply with compulsory sexuality and amatonormativity

love IS love, for aspecs, for sex repulsed folk and for platonic relationships

"love is love" apply to more than same-sex relationships in a world where romantic and sexual relationships are considered more valuable

Remember to advocate for Asexuals and Aromantics this pride. Because we are also here, and we are also queer

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Blog Rules

No racism,ableism,misogyny,misandry,homophobia,fatphobia,Islamophobia etc.

Talk to me this is a safe environment I work full time so I’m sometimes busy but I will always find some time to answer, I’m always here as well for any lgbtq+ people in need of support

Please no minors

No nudes I’m married happily

I am pregnant at the time of this 11/19/24 so if I’m not active for many days I’m probably asleep as I’m due in February and I’m exhausted and when February comes around and I’m not active I’m probably giving birth

Most importantly have fun

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Being pregnant as a gen z woman who says often she doesn’t like kids is hilarious. Cause I like kids I just don’t like parents some of yall are raising little sociopaths and it is terrifying. I saw this kid while visiting my mom in America who had to be at most 5 years old this kid bit his mom and his mom just accepted it . That ain’t gentle parenting that’s coddling a sadist (coming from someone who went to school with a few future murders who are now actually in prison) you kid is gonna be in the news one day and you get to determine if it’s for good or bad shit. Also you can discipline your kids without hitting, that actually makes it worse. I may not be a parent yet but I was a kid not that long ago who lived both sides of the coin and not being hit and getting to live with a good parent made me a good person .

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Book review time baby…

First and foremost I love Sam having a cane despite being so young it makes me feel so much better especially as a nurse I always see teens with canes who are very disrespected by older people because they think canes are just for the elderly. I love how it’s a love letter to video games but it feels like these two friends see each others as competitors in every aspect even like competing in mental illness. Also there’s very randomly some gun violence which was very out of place for this book ( as an American just cause it’s based in America doesn’t mean every place or person has to be shot up) this book was supposed to be about video games. To sum it up I think Sadie one of these two friends was an asshole with the emotional intelligence of a worm.

⭐️⭐️ stars for starting off decent

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One of my hardest adjustments moving to Japan has been the fact that not a lot of doctors actually believe in ADHD here so it’s so hard to find a doctor who once I give birth will prescribe my ADHD meds. ADHD is literally kind of seen as this made up thing of the younger generation but yeah ableism is very hard to escape.

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Since I’ve had such weird cravings while pregnant these are the best I would eat even while not pregnant,

1.peach gummies they are amazing I love them so much I would die without peach gummies

2.hot Cheetos inside a pickle (specifically a bread and butter pickle) amazing 10/10 taste like perfection

3.natto(fermented soybeans I’m actually allergic to soybeans but idc) fabulous it comes with a sauce and over hot rice it’s amazing

4.duck I make my husband buy and cook one for me weekly

5.ichiran i make my husband take me there a couple times a week and if your in America you can actually find ichiran instant noodles online and it’s so good

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Tattoo update I’m now at 35 but being pregnant I can’t get anymore tattoos but my most important ones currently cause there’s so many now

1. My nephews letter to me from Valentine’s Day

2.my grandpas Olympic medals from Korea cause they were so cute in 80s when they were hosted

3. My finished back piece which is angel wings

4. A scythe cause they are cool

My tattoo count now I think is 22 and I’m going to get a my little pony cutie mark on my butt after my new ones heal and my first patch sleeve is almost finished 🤭

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This is how I feel being pregnant i spend my days Waddling around don Quixote and eating curry while reading @ladylaviniya fics (I MISS SUSHI I need fish ) this is what I get for letting a 6’4 man have sex with me (WRAP IT BEFORE U TAP IT) I’ve also run out of books and my husband won’t give me his credit card for me (sir I’m gonna lose my shit gimme ur money or im gonna start writing some outta pocket shit on here I’ve already wrote enough fan fiction for an army but I don’t wanna be that weird mom, I’m already the weird pregnant lady in Japan with my tattoos and piercings and half pink hair, I only get away with it with my husbands mom cause I speak fluent Japanese and play mahjong with her and shit talk the lady’s she plays poker with)

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I turned 21 last week it’s gonna be fun I love to talk on here into the void except my girl @ladylaviniya supports me love you your amazing ( and I go around giving compliments to random users cause why not spread the happiness ) but I love to yap and I’m excited for what is coming and maybe I’ll actually make a decision on my career soon ( I currently work online making bank and living outside of America is great but eventually I wanna go back to nursing )

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I turn 21 this month and all I can think about is in 9 months of being sober I have written a book and maybe ill publish it maybe I wont, I have started a business, I graduated nursing school and became a trauma nurse. I felt so behind in my life and that’s why I turned to weed I didn’t know what to do. But I’m happy I’m here today I’m married to the love of my life. And to celebrate I’m gonna go to Mardi Gras and show my tits this spring.

Weed addiction is actually a real thing we smoke and smoke until you can’t survive without it and u end up like me having panic attacks the second you step out of your house or smoking laced weed and ending up in a coma,there is help it’s okay it’s hell before its better but it can be done

1-844-289-0879 (national substance abuse and addiction hotline)

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@milknhonies cow of the days are keeping me going ur amazing 😭

𓃔 Cow Of The Day 𓃔

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I’ve been gone so long AH anyways I’m just shitposting now cause I got married and my insp to write is gone cause I can rest after planning my wedding for so long. But I’m graduating this fall ( some health delays ) and I’ll be doing nursing first until I decide if that’s my passion or if I want to continue to med school ( I’m super happy because i will be doing clinical with my mom at her workplace )