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[pennyinpaige]

The Last Super Full Moon of 2024

Heeelllloooooo

The emotions for me have been wild this month. I don't even know where to begin.

Day by day I have been accomplishing small change in habits and staying grounded. I have been paying attention to the feelings my body is producing and letting myself feel fully whatever emotion I am sitting in. I have been affirming myself with positive qualities I possess and reminding myself I am not broken nor do I need fixing. I am not here on Earth to solely heal, I am here to experience life and everything it comes it. To fall in love with every emotion, to relax in every situation, and to trust in myself and the ability I posses to accomplish and achieve opportunities that come my way.

Today i saw 333 three times. I saw 444 and 555. A bit on Numerology if you are interested. From the personalized book I bought from Nordastro, they say 3 is the communicator, 4 is the organizer, and 5 is the adventurer. When a number is tripled, this signifies the connection of mind, body, and spirit. It's a message from your Angels. This message can be interpreted only by you given the surroundings and situation you are currently in when you see it. Where are you and what are you doing? What were you thinking and what were you feeling? In addition, if nothing significant in the moment seems to resonate, this could simply be a confirmation that you are on the right path and synced with the Universe. Last night I asked for signs. Specific signs. A code in which my Angels will show me to answer my question I presented them with. For example, you can ask them to show you a turtle if situation A is something you need to do. A word of advice when doing so, pick something that you normally wouldn't see in your day to day!

Full Moons are all about culmination and illumination, so its best to ask for clarity during a Full Moon; as well as staying quiet during this lunar transit to observe any signs you are being given.

With all this being said, with the Full Moon arriving everything wild within me has finally come to peace. Let me know if this has been the same for you this month!

Blessed Be and Peace <3

[pennyinpaige]

Right or Wrong State of Mind

Good rising my fellow beings.

This is me near the ending of my attempted every day blogging quest. I started the February on here but in my journal I began with January. Writing every day has helped me immensely however I feel that each time I spent days and months without doing this, those times might have been the hardest for me. As of right now, I can't necessarily think of anything spectacular that had happened to me.

My year is in a blur and my memory is incredibly foggy. The one thing I can say is the lesson of Wrong or Right. There was a moment where I realized the distance and hesitancy I kept from anyone or anything was due to my fear of being Wrong or Right. I realized, spiritually, there is no wrong or right decision, there are just decisions. It still gives me anxiety thinking about making the "wrong" decision because I have worked so hard to get to where I am now. Any possibility of me being presented with the same lesson, stepping into it could make me feel like I have failed. I want to be right. I want to be connected. I want to prove to my Spirit Guides, God, Universe, Ancestors, Angels, that I am listening, I am connected, and I take their signs seriously and help seriously.

However this fear of being wrong or right has kept me in the dark. It has kept me lonely. It has kept me from experiencing the depth of love that I have before in the past. This thought always presses in my mind, a form of reassurance if you will, that right now I am meant to be alone. Right now I am meant to put my energy into myself and in my path. I carry no extra time for relationships or deep love for anyone because I have so much going on for me right now.

My current path doesn't let me hold the love i'm looking for. The support, inspiration, and motivation I am wanting to seek from someone else. It is pushing me to give that to myself. How it would be nice to have my forever partner, but how it would be terrible if I were to continue seeking attention that derails me from my home path.

There is no Right or Wrong decision. There are just decisions. The decision you make cleanses the air so you can see where you really are. You would have no fear if you were well connected to your intuition, your divine team. Emotions are emotions, happy, sad, lonely, passionate, but the emotion of fear shows lack of trust within Spirit and most importantly yourself. I always would said free fall into your decisions. Dive deep into the depths of your subconscious, find your path by trusting your wings. Yet there is a difference in doing so than waiting for the the thing that feels most right. Waiting doesn't mean you don't trust your wings. Waiting means you are conserving your energy for the most important flight your soul needs.

Trust that everything happens for a reason, even the contemplation of all things. Steeping up into a higher realm, a different form of frequency is necessary. And when doing so I am scared to fall back into my old frequencies. I should have no fear for if i fall back into the old swing of things, it doesn't mean I am weak, it just means I need to tinker more with a few things. It doesn't mean I am not worthy, because I have everything that I need to succeed, my attention is just lacking on other things that could help me reach my destiny.

So for now I am submersed into my entire being. I am back to writing every morning and night to keep track of where I am and remember where I need to be.

With love,

Blessed be & Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Good Evening,

It's the night of the New Moon and as it washes away it's last phase, I too dive deep and release all that I was carrying. I turn transparent, am nothing but the world around me. i find my place and let go of all that I once saw it to be. I remember my inner child, my imagination, creativity. Dancing in circles through life with my arms up trusting that the frequency I fought hard to be in, is as safe as my authenticity.

Bring to me what is for me and drive away all that is hindering me. I understand it is not what I want that I may need. Let me thrive in the energy of just being. Feeling always like I have something to say, a notion of how I should feel. I now want to create silence and enjoy my little world; Spinning around me as my eyes are closed and my ears are open yet my body feels the movement of my environment.

I listen, I see, I feel, and I know; for I trust.

Keep on keepin on. Pay attention to what's around you and why it is there. Release and let go of what no longer serves you with this New Moon. Set your intentions for creating a new you, a new reality, a new space, where you can breath without all the unnecessary things hindering who you are to be.

Practicing opening my heart this month and falling back in love with Love. Savoring Life as it should be.

Peace and Blessed Be.

[pennyinpaige]

Some things are harder to do than other things. Fear of conflict, negative energy; a surge of peoples perceptions and comments crashing over you. Choosing to be the wet sand instead of the dry puts you in constant contact with consciousness. Thoughts will be thought and judgments will be derived. There is no escaping, so why hide?

Passerby's feel the wet sand underneath their feet. Some will crouch into my existence picking up shells of knowledge while some will disapprove of what the ocean is giving and find a different beach. Some will lay in the dry sand, elbows and toes hiding under the land, relaxed and choosing to watch everything from afar and that too is alright with me.

The ocean can't control how it will be perceived. It gives what it naturally can and if it is chosen, then it is chosen. If one wants to submerge in their existence they must be ready to endure what knowledge and shadows will occur.

To understand the sun, you must dive in the dark waters. To understand how to float, you must let yourself sink. To understand your purpose, you must give up everything. Become all things. Become the sand, the water, the sky. Become the people and understand their "Why's?"

Realize you are everything. Once you understand that, you know why your waves crash the way they do. You know why certain shells are buried deep underneath your shoes. You feel all the people around you and become aware of their chosen distance. And soon enough you begin to feel your entire existence.

I am laying in the dry sand, observing myself from afar. I am walking along side the water, analyzing the intricacies of me. I am floating, letting my waves move this body. Becoming one helps me begin to define me.

A part of me is a part of you. Trying to understand why? Only some will do.

Blessed Be and Peace

[pennyinpaige]

There are things I am confused about. Confused? or just wonder why they exist. Traces of my past I have to see. They are brought to my attention for maybe they are still useful for me.

I walked in and saw a glimpse of his curly hair. We caught eyes and exchanged smiles. I don't know if he was feeling what I was feeling. Maybe he could describe it to me because even I am unaware of what I was feeling. Happiness, sadness, remembrance, nostalgia. A want for a genuine conversation like we used to. No more than to speak to someone I care for. No more than catching up with a close friend. Love is a strange thing when others have rules for it. The inability to love because others force structure upon it is the saddest feeling. A feeling i am not sure how to release. A feeling that may be stronger for someone else than how it affects me.

I walked in and saw his familiar face. The glasses, the mustache, the plaid flannel and pen in hand as if he was deep in thought before I walked in. I paid no attention to the way his office was settled and scattered, for it was only the second day and I could sense he expected no visitors. A few minutes into conversation after I had given him a gift from my travels, I realized I should make myself comfortable as we both stayed intrigued in each others existence. I sat my coffee cup down on the wooden table amongst the remnants of wrappers and sticks from his coffee making earlier. Whilst still in the midst of talking, fluidly I set my bag down in the usual spot as I always did. I think it's an undisclosed knowledge of why I keep coming around and why maybe he entertains it. Or is he simply being nice? Does he truly enjoy talking to me as I do him? I will not go to see him again. For if it is to mean anything more than surface level, he will be placed in my path. I trust in that.

Welcome back, finally and completely, to your life. After floating, soaking, and observing new experiences, I am here again. I am here standing still as my past buzzes around me. I close my eyes and see myself stationary, the world blurry from spinning. Wisps of hair swaying slowly as if validating that this phenomenon was touching my existence. It was real and I could feel my soul hugging my body. "It's okay" it said, "You'll understand why soon". I left it at that, opening my eyes to the moon. I am here. I don't know for how long or exactly why, but the confusion turns to wonder then to a feeling more of sonder.

Curiosity killed the cat or curiosity taught the cat?

Blessed be & Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Well Good Evening,

I don't know if i'll be able to begin to explain how I am feeling so maybe I will just describe it.

The top of my head feels heavy and my eyes water from yawning. My left upper arm is aching and there is a sharp pain in the middle of my spine. I feel this pain near my left breast and my right ankle will soon fall asleep from my body sitting on it. I have eaten well and drank different drinks but my energy feels obsolete. I feel a slight breeze on my right thigh and I wish to be laying down but i am curled up in my computer chair releasing my mind.

It's the beginning of the week, a very important one actually. I am soon to leave this place and not come back for a month.

Where has my mind been since yesterday? That I do not know, however I knew it was missing immediately rather than not realizing it was gone. Progress is progress my dears and maybe I just needed more sleep last night and to take it easy today.

What do I need to do today so that tomorrow I will have my mind and remind it not to wander so far that I lose sight of it. Like a kid, I let my eyes leave it for 5 seconds and it's gone. You have me searching for you, knowing I need you for tomorrow. Come back to me so that we may again find our peace.

Be Easy and Blessed Be

Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Going Nowhere Fast

Hello and Good Evening Divine Beings,

Today was incredibly fulfilling. Every moment was a beautiful one. My room is organized and my bedding is clean. My body was fed and my mind was at ease. There was an estate sale and I found some beautiful things. I cleansed them and thanked the previous owner for passing them onto me. One hour at a time, every minute there's a new breeze; For I did not finish a single task rapidly, but rather sporadically.

I was reorganizing my things when I got a call from a friend asking a favor from me. You can stop what you're doing when there are interruptions, I believe this is good sign rather than a bad sign now because today it felt like an attempt to keep me from burning out on what my focus was currently on. Not once did I feel tired, worn out, or dreading the task I had picked out. I finished with ease for it is divine to be in the right place at the right time. There is no struggle, when you let go of trying to do things a certain way. Stop thinking and planning so much and just listen. Listening to my body today was easier than yesterday. The seconds it took for me to take action on a feeling and thought was different than the minutes it took yesterday.

Also, today something wild happened. I walked out of my house and my car was diagonally covered in bird poop. At first I thought it couldn't have been bird poop because nothing else around the area was touched by it. After input from my parents, we decided it was not dirt but in fact from birds. I looked up the spiritual significance of bird poop and you would not believe what it says.... I will copy and paste here because, just wow.

"Bird poop is seen as a symbol of good luck and wealth in many cultures. It is believed to be a message from spirit guides or angels, reminding us to stay grounded and connected to the earth. Bird poop symbolizes new beginnings, protection, good fortune, and transformation."

So, with that being said... I want to thank God, my Angels, Spirit, Ancestors, Archangels, My Divine Team for always looking out for me and consistently guiding me. I want to thank myself for listening and observing, practicing awareness and living presently; As I said this morning and as I will every time the Sun and the Moon rise, I am beautifully blessed and forever grateful.

Eyes Open and Blessed Be.

Peace my beautiful beings.

[pennyinpaige]

Lead With Your Womb

Hello and Good Rising,

Being divinely protected and blessed everyday comes up in the little things. As time passes by and my eyes close with the moon and open with the sun, I pay attention to how everything has begun. I have a week before I fly out to Peru and last night Mother Nature blessed me with my cycle with last nights Moon. The feeling of bliss I have for these little synchronicity makes my essence feel pure. The first week I will be in a different country, I wont have to worry about going through my menstrual phase. For each phase is different and each one requires you to react in certain ways. In case you are unaware, let me share, that last night was the Scorpio Full Moon. As you pay attention to your wombs call and your bodies rise and fall, the infinite circle it travels in has a meaning that signifies you personally.

The New Moon, The Waxing Moon, The Full Moon, and the Waning Moon.

For the New Moon it is the White Cycle, as you are in a place where your intuition is strong right now and you are pulled to withdraw from the world for a while; A time for introspection and reflection.

The Waxing Moon is a Pink Cycle, as you are in a period of transition. A transition in which you are moving from a more intuitive, spiritual aspect of your life and focusing your energy towards more physical things, like building and connecting with others.

The Full Moon, is the Red Cycle. When connected to this cycle you are at most connected with the Witch Realm. You are more connected to magic, intuition and the spirit world during this phase of your life.

And lastly, The Waning Moon is the Purple Cycle. Like the Pink Cycle, you are in a transitional period however it is opposite of Pinks. You are moving away from energetically focusing on physical matters to honing in on spiritual ones.

Your womb and divine connection to the ether is incredibly important to understand and know. To connect more with your body, to be able to listen to it and implement the action that is needed given by the moon telling you exactly what you need to do. It is amazingly beautiful how womens bodies work. Listen and act accordingly for your spiritual connection will grow and ascend. There is no better feeling than switching from one cycle to the next. The excitement is real for progression and new ways and things to learn about yourself is so exhilarating and filled with bliss.

No one phase is better than the other, for we all go through each and every one. It is not to hope to achieve one phase over the other but love each of the phases and the power they hold. Which phase were you last in? Was is a period of introspection but you were out socializing? Or vice versa. Be mentally, emotionally, and physically synced with your phase and trust me, you will fall in love with your period and give gratitude for withholding such power as a female.

Walk With Grace and Blessed Be

Peace

[pennyinpaige]

"Your Universe is Hard to Explore"

Hello and Good Rising.

Last night my body kept on my bed, for my voice was preoccupied with another. Staying guided toward my truth and acknowledging where I am through others will only keep the ones who are meant to stay around. For being honest whilst always putting yourself first is what is best for everyone around you. Why would you want to stay with someone or something out of guilt, anger, insecurity, or any other low frequency. Holding onto to something which is not yours can keep both of you from your higher purpose. Unconditional love is letting everyone around you choose for their own. It does not hold, beg, or manipulate, it simply lets the other person choose where they want to go after you explain the life you live, the way you see, and what your love means. Keep every door open and do not make others close theirs.

My capacity of love has no bounds for I am detached. Detached from expectations, from trying to guess or foresee the future, detached from controlling the situation to suit me best. For I don't know what lies ahead so how do I know whats good for me? I listen and I feel in the present and that's how I move ahead. I keep my arms against my thighs and my wrists resting on my knees and I do not move for God moves me.

If what resonated with me once does not anymore, it has served it's highest purpose for me. Regardless of the pain and sadness the other person may feel from you walking away, you know and understand that those feelings are temporary and perhaps a lesson on genuine love for self and others for them. See, when you are aware of Life and all the little meanings, when you see the lessons that are occurring for you and for others, it is easy for you to leave but can be hard for them to understand if they do not see it as well. They may see you as the bad guy, the heartless, as toxic, and that's okay... in the future they will thank you for not wasting their time and respecting their feelings. What they didn't initially see when you walked away, they will see and be grateful for down the line. You holding onto them... will keep them from who they are supposed to be with next and maybe forever. Keeping them from growing into their full potential and being loved the best way they could.

The importance of following your feelings is the strongest form of love you can give to yourself and to others. Let them feel the stages of emotions so they may understand the lesson and see their true path. For if I choose you, know that I choose you one hundred percent. I choose you because I feel guided to choose you. But if I feel pulled to walk in another direction, know that I will immediately follow that path for I trust my intuition and I trust my instincts. I will never stay if I have to contemplate and I will never stay to play if I'm meant to stray. Know If I love you, you have my time and energy and you are special to me. Know that I do not do anything that I don't want to do and I don't say anything that I don't truly mean.

He said " Your Universe is hard to explore" and I couldn't agree more. The way this simple line started to make my eyes mist making me feel seen, heard, and recognized for the work I have done and how deep I have gone in my spirituality: Remembering how lonely sometimes it could feel. Although I know I am not alone but rather I have yet to find those who initially understand the Universe that I am in. I have yet come to a connection where I have not had to explain my world in detail. All the steps I had taken are now visible to me again and I kiss the grass where it has grown before me and I thank my eyes for trusting the stars that guided me. I am truly grateful for my Universe and the ability and impact it can have for other people to explore as it is exciting to explore theirs. For at the end all we want is to feel genuinely connected and understood in our own worlds before we fall asleep.

Keep Exploring and Blessed Be

Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Hello and Good Rising!

The sun so far has been hopeful and positive, but my mother worries like the shadow side of the moon. The night fills her head with worst case scenarios and she speaks of fear and anxiety throughout the day but the sun helps me bloom. The love I have for the world is defined within my soul but from those who don't understand worry for my well-being. They're scared I will get lost, stolen, or be in the depths of despair as I travel through and live on all the lands. As my heart yearns for many eyes to be made visible towards the interconnection through all human beings, my mind is tapped into the essence of my purpose. My heart transcends through knowledge of cultures, living through every one else's everyday life, observing their minds and listening gracefully. Analyzing where they are at mentally and emotionally and connecting that to their physicality.

I feel pulled to understand and guide. Ask questions that can open their mind. Their perception of themselves that maybe they didn't see before as they can offer me likewise. Through watching my surroundings and touching the earth underneath their feet, my mind expands further intensifying the love stimulated from it's full capacity. Sleeping under the same moon but within their home. Seeing and feeling something other than what my country owns. Pushing me to transcend in ways I couldn't if I decided to stay. So I leave and keep my every day at bay.

I don't leave often for I am not running from anything but rather running to everything. I'll arrive back home and sit under the sun next to my tree. I'll arrive back home and let the moon paint my face and answer my minds plea. I come back to the place where I always sleep to collect my thoughts and reestablish all forms of humanity, indefinite information that was made available to me. I pull the time of the past and fill my body with it temporarily. Let it caress my body and fee my soul presently. It energizes my gratuity and reflects all the memories. This is what guides me to the next lead, transcending my spirituality.

With birds that fly high and butterflies that migrate; Fish that swim in deep oceans and ants that create their paths; I am nature. Through fears or ambition, I trust the wings the Universe gave to me. I trust the light my Angels use to guide me. I trust my Ancestors and the courage they give me. I trust God for he is inside all of us and I am nourished. I feed, water, and listen to him and he grows inside me.

My mothers shadows skew her view of my souls power. The quest of my purpose in life that I choose to endure rises concern from a familial love but perhaps showcases a deep seed that's rooted into a lack of trust. I will ease generational fear by being an example of what is possible when you truly let go. When you relax your hands and quiet your mind, you hear everything, you see everything. Let me show them the starred footprints I'll leave behind, as they are not scared for me but perhaps scared of what they couldn't be.

Water Yourself & Blessed Be

Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Hello and Good Evening

It is fairly late as the clock wears 10 pm, quite nicely might I add. It has been a bit of a sleepy day, as work was not written for me to partake. My day consisted of starting productive things to only find myself sleepy. My focus could not maintain and my body told me why. It is not a matter for me to question and interrogate intensely on why I feel the way that I feel. Sometimes it is just because my eyes wish to take this day that was given to rest, and I will do just that.

I am proud of myself for eating today and drinking more water than usual. As this would be Day number two where I am habitually practicing to stay present and slow down. Listen to my body, what does it need? To do everything and be in it fully. When eating the food I made I chew slowly savoring every flavor, feeling the gratitude I have for the food I eat as well as for myself for feeding me healthy things. I listen to the voice that says go get water and I stop what I am currently doing and I go get water. I stray from multitasking because that gives a false sense of productivity. What did I actually learn if I were to paint my nails while watching a video on the analysis of Moby Dick? Only then if I did these things separate would I be able to fully feel the nourishment I am putting into myself.

For everyone, it is different. For me, I give love to one thing at a time to focus on how to fall in love with everything I touch, every action I partake in, and everyone I love. The purest and most genuine love can be found through undivided attention. Give your all or don't give at all. Don't do yourself an disservice by spreading yourself to thin. You need time and space? Give yourself time and space. You're ready to give outside of you, make sure you have enough on the inside, because if you do it from a place of good intention you will be giving because your cup is full. Knowing you are immensely abundant to the point where you are not worried what you are to get back, for it does not matter. You have enough. Give your all or don't give at all. Wait until you do. Be selfish, for that's the first step to become a waterfall.

Sleep Well and Blessed Be.

Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Hello and Good rising!

As my eyes closed for sleep last night, they found it very difficult to stay closed. I had wondered why as it usually is never difficult for me to fall into my dreams easily, when finally I realized it could be because of two things. If you didn't know, now you will. First, I recommend for you to sleep naked; this includes the bare minimum of jewelry as well. Last night, I tried sleeping in my gown. Second, I recommend sleeping with a bonnet for it protects your hair; however I have satin pillowcases and sheets, so sleeping last night with my bonnet was unnecessary. My eyes kept opening and I felt incredibly uncomfortable. I took my nightgown off as well as my bonnet, checked the time at 2:43 am, and fell into my usual deep sleep.

As you form new habits, some old habits or perhaps unnecessary ones will rattle your schedule if you try to implement them again. My advice: Sleep naked with satin bed sets; you will never want to go back. It is great for your skin, health, and dreams.

In dreams your soul travels. It does all the work it needs to do in the universe while your body is at bay. A tip to become present in your dreams or let your body fall into a deep sleep so your soul can finish what it needs, is to sleep naked. Release and be just your vessel as nothing from this world is holding you down to Earth. Some people sleep naked to practice Astral Projection. They yearn for their conscious to follow their soul to see the outside world, the dimensions around. Some people sleep naked to simply connect with their angels and higher self by practicing to be the most present they can in their dreams. This also helps you remember what it is exactly you dreamt of when your body wakes and your eyes become open. Either scenario is incredibly important when one wants to raise their frequency to become aware of their path and intuitively be able to make decisions here on Earth. Everything is a mystery and some things may stay that way, but to connect and love the 10 steps you can see in front of you is gratitude while trying to see 10 years is a low frequency encompassing anxiety, control, lack of trust, and insecurity.

Remember and reflect on the things you would like to start practicing for it's important you understand the intention you have behind it and redirect it if necessary. The intentional energy behind motive affects the outcome you will see and feel. This could either put you in a potential mindset that is discouraging towards this process or be able to open your eyes and mind to all the possibilities the universe can bless you with. Practicing gratitude every day will your subconscious naturally have beautiful intentions as you know you are everything you need as you are abundant indefinitely.

Go into today paying attention to your thought patterns. Be still and observe. Notice how your body feels when it wants to react and where you feel this.

Float On & Blessed Be

Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Hello and Good Evening.

As the moon rises and the sun falls, my heart rests happily as my mind flowed smoothly. The time today was the same as any other day but my body took it in slowly. My body listened to my mind and my mind listened to my heart.

I talk of how beautiful the human experience is; trusting yourself to feel every emotion, learning to enjoy it and then letting it go. However today upon self reflection I realized I had been subconsciously closing my heart chakra; while simultaneously being aware of my hesitation towards love, I was consciously trying to make sense of this logically. By masking this insecurity or fear I have for letting myself fall into love freely, I found myself trying to predict the future so I don't make a present mistake. Let this be a reminder how intricate and deep your subconscious mind will go to keep you "safe", while also understanding that without awareness, your conscious mind will try to support this.

It is up to you to sit back, quiet your mind, and pay attention to how you feel and to then decipher what ideas, beliefs, and habits you previously had are helpful or are hindering you. Remind yourself that who you had to be then.... what you had to do then...was for who you were then. That is not you anymore. Reach your potential with each step as you grow out of yourself each day. Trust yourself in who you have grown to be to react in a way that is healthy. Regardless of heart break, loss, betrayal, and all those emotions, situations, environments you want to run from...know that the more you run the more they follow. You are not scared of life, you are scared you can not handle what comes after uncomfortable feelings. Trust yourself and take the risks. Fall in love and fall hard knowing that genuine love is never a waste of time and you give love without expecting to receive. So when someone leaves and you have given your all, that's the most beautiful thing...as you are pure love with out needing to attach to anything. Fall into the human experience, your soul wanted to be here after all, fall in love with life.

Sleep well & Blessed be.

Peace.

[pennyinpaige]

Hello and Good Rising!

As the sun rises and my alarms are no longer necessary, I find my eyes resting against the white wooden ceiling as I try to replay my dream. An odd one for sure, but one that I've had before. What do you call those reoccurring dreams? How do you interpret them? Especially if it's been awhile since you have had that one.

Today I view life as a vibrant ocean that I am floating on. With no thoughts of "You should do this" or "Now it's time for this" but rather what am I feeling right now? What can I do to extend this feeling of serenity? How can I implement my beliefs minute by minute, action by action, to avidly create my future?

My hands...my fingers, hold so much power but my mind holds more. To reconnect my mind with my body forming a trust between the two, similarly as the head and the heart does. Each part of me trusts the other for all is me. All of me is aligned and understanding of what the other part does and why they do it. How does this part show strength and where is it's weakness? Relinquishing power of the word "over" in my life for all I know is balance and redirection. To wander is human-like, a beautiful thing really. However to wander into the "over" can be dangerous and destruct your very essence.

Redirection when your mind over thinks, over catastrophes. Redirection when your body over indulges, overtly chooses bad habits. Redirection when your mind and body become separately over stimulated due to lack of connection and trust with one another.

Today I view life as a vibrant ocean that I am floating on. The wind of the universe controlling the current in which I am on. Eyes resting against the white clouds in the blue sky as I envision myself as the best that I am. I am her now. I am my highest self feeling life through Penny in Paige.

Remember who you are & create you today.

Peace

[pennyinpaige]

Welcome to Mind

Hello and Good Evening.

My name is Paige and for those who have never spoken to me, I sometimes go by Penny. The separation of the two was made possible at the perfect time. As most of us fall out of our skin and begin to feel the new layer underneath, we visualize ourselves as two. I am still her and she is still me while currently we've been doing great at coexisting. Penny or Paige, my mother thought. While none smiled over Penny and most preferred Paige, I have learned to love Penny as much as my mother did. While Paige I have been with the longest, Penny showed up in the time most needed. Two different forms of love I have for both as I flow through both, back and forth, understanding which one I need and when. As Paige shone walking through life curiously and confidently, Penny was always in Paige. Waiting to burst through and lead Paige's passions to her purpose. As Paige is in Penny, Penny is in Paige.

Welcome to Penny Turning Paiges. Travel with me through realms of the mind, walks through time, and spiritual matters through the Divine.

Sleep Well & Blessed Be

Peace.