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Don’t give up.

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1/7 - this will be me.

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111 things to do instead of eating

go on a walk

drink water

clean your room

reorganize your bookshelf

learn to draw/draw something new

learn to knit/crochet

apply for jobs

do yoga

paint your nails

do laundry

do your makeup

take a nap

design a new phone layout

change your bedsheets

skincare

wash the dishes

read a book

deep dive into a niche topic

go to the mall

online window shopping

clean out your closet

meditate

do online quizzes

play coolmathgames

empty your email inbox

make a bullet journal

scrapbook

plan a fake vacation

look at expensive houses on zillow

do your duolingo lesson

make a mood board

sing karaoke

learn an instrument

burn a cd

make hyper specific playlists

bake things to give away

go swimming

make a funny powerpoint presentation

watch movies

start a new tv show

listen to a podcast

hang out with friends

paint something

make decorations for your room

make stickers

write a book

learn to sew

upcycle clothes

make a bucket list

write a diary

look at thinspo

start a youtube channel

start a podcast

do a puzzle

plan out outfits

make a collage

scroll tumblr

learn a new sport

make a new friend

study

do your homework

watch a video essay

do pilates

take a bubble bath

create a website

create an aesthetic ed journal

watch diet vlogs

watch mukbangs

make a style book

make a tiktok

learn origami

learn morse code

learn scratch coding

write media analysis

play geoguesser

plan your meals

dust everything

learn a dance

do a coloring book

update your resume

clean your car

find a pen pal

clean your makeup brushes

try new makeup styles

make a tier list

write love letters

make slime

call a relative

start a free course

critique old philosophy

plan your dream house

learn how to invest

go grocery shopping

make an amazon wishlist

scroll twitter

brush your teeth

write a poem

stretch

listen to asmr

do some manifesting

go to the library

play just dance

play random free steam games

make some tea

play with your pet

go people watching

start a garden

go for a drive

do some volunteering

play a board game

have a photo shoot

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i just feel like all of them.

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They can’t 🤷🏼‍♀️

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motivation to lose weight

skinny girls always look good in pics

wont have to suck in

prettier

less insecure

fit into old clothes

wont have to buy new clothes

fit into brandy better

bf can throw me around

not be the biggest in my friend group

when i eat ppl think its cute and not fat

no chafing

ppl turning their heads to look at me

hearing "you lost so much"

proving everyone wrong

being skinnier then girls i hate

thin hands

to be able to say " i did it"

to look cute and not fat in baggy clothes

not being embrassed of my weight

excited to clothes shop

skin tight tops

LOW WAISTED JEANS

to hear "how did u do it"

my belly button peircing will look cuter

trophy wife/ rich guys like skinny girls

sit on someones shoulders

the cute insta pics

lower BMI

thigh gap

not have to worry about my arms/legs doubling in size when i sit/press my arms to my body

be able to wear my skinny friends clothes

before and after pics

nice ass

tighter body

run without everything jiggling

CROP TOPS

to look cute in workout sets

to see my hourglass waist

skinny face

how i look in certain angles

fat rolls showing when i sit down

ppl will believe im actually struggling and no one will think im a wannarexic

bf clothes to be oversized on me

collar bones

skinny thighs

less sweaty

to look slutty

to wear whatever i want

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🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Hip bones!!

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I lost all the weight for summer but in the midst, I let the reigns a lil too loose 💀 time to put that fork down and get on track 💋

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Dear ana please make my bmi as low as my energy levels 💕

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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR its not fair

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Doing this for the cute skirts, shorts, spaghetti-strap tops, and legwarmers

Doing this to not ooze out of fi$hnet$, th!gh-h!gh$, br@$, and small rings

Doing this for the stares of admiration and borderline worry

Doing this to be taken seriously and not being thought of as a p!g

Doing this for a better life

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Me after having a normal eating day: wow maybe I'm recovering, maybe food doesnt scare me anymore maybe I can just enjoy food now!

Me 3 hours later

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if you aren't losing enough, you're not trying enough