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IF   YOU   ARE   SILENT   ABOUT   YOUR   PAIN ,   THEY’LL   KILL   YOU   AND   SAY   YOU   ENJOYED   IT . — Zora Neale Hurston

UNBURY  //  independent  horror based  original character  //  as penned by  HEX  //  text  &  trigger heavy

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@leadkiss replied to your post “@leadkiss replied to your post “@leadkiss replied to your post “i...”

i get the impression that the movie has more nuance in terms of utilizing horror as a genre for addressing trauma, which would be a way to add tact where there might not be any in the source material.

yes! the movie, particularly the new one, is very well nuanced and crafted in regards to how it addresses facing trauma. it’s a very meaningful story with power. in k.ng’s book however, it’s more like trauma p*rn. like the whole point is exploiting trauma and fear as opposed to giving us a nuanced story. and of course, k.ng’s wet dream fantasy of his evil schoolyard bullies getting theirs is a big part of that but it’s... torture p*rn. whatever his intent it isn’t articulated very well. it’s not that great. 

the new movie really blew me away with how tactful its approach was, especially with the character who’s a csa survivor. it was so much better portrayed than what k.ng did in the book. k.ng was like “oh this character who is a csa survivor gets called a wh*re and it’s so unfair and terrible!” [has her sleep with all of her male friends in exploitative ways because Friendship(tm) as opposed to addressing her trauma tactfully] .. if u can’t hear it through the text, i’m rolling my eyes. the movie, however, gives her depth and approaches to her trauma in ways that are cathartic and satisfying to viewers, NOT exploitative and re-traumatizing.

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@leadkiss replied to your post “@leadkiss replied to your post “i can’t believe “let’s not associate...”

i have neither read nor watched any incarnation of IT and i never plan to but the bullet point about slaughtering a gay man in front of his lover makes it especially goddamn gross to make that association.

personally i like the new movie & the 90s made for TV movie is ... alright .. but . i hate the book. i think ive ranted to you about my dislike for st.ph.n k.ng in the past but ..... he’s a mess. something about an adult man writing child sex scenes for one thing is fucking deplorable, but he’s ... unendingly depraved regarding certain subjects he writes on in the book, like what’s mentioned above. personally, i feel k.ng uses some of his villains as a way of writing harmful as fuck subjects without getting in trouble for it, like as a shield for some of his own beliefs and obviously that’s fucked up but... damn. k.ng is supremely problematic and the i//t/// book is no exception. the movies imo are far more tactful. but for all of these reasons?? it just makes it so inappropriate and in poor taste to use one of k.ng’s villains as some kind of LGBT+ icon. it’s unacceptable.

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i can’t believe “let’s not associate evil, child eating monsters with LGBT+ people maybe” is something someone actually had to tell people in 2017. like ... please. let’s not associate evil, morally reprehensible, child predators with LGBT+ people. please & thank you.

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hey rpc, i need your help

on the 22nd we find out when and where we’re moving. we’ve actively been putting money into savings specifically for the move but this is significantly hindering us with regards to affording other necessities (food, feminine hygiene products, my medications, etc.) on top of our bills.

 if you could boost this post, boost my commissions post or even consider donating here it would help me out significantly. we just don’t have enough to move (it is a medically necessary move, feel free to IM for more info) and afford food right now but as you can probably gather, both are absolutely necessary for both my health and well-being.

this month has been one of the hardest yet so any help, boosting this, commissioning me, donating, recommending my commissions, anything — goes a long way to helping us. depending on where we get moved to, the trip could be up to 6 days of travel. our biggest concern is travel expenses including lodging (what hotels we stay in), food, gas, and repairs to our car needed to travel (the ac in our car is broken and the tires are misaligned) as well as the repair expenses for when we move out of our current home. we have renters insurance but it only covers so much and from what we’ve estimated we still won’t be able to afford all of it.

overall there’s just a lot that’s piled up and we have a fair amount in savings for when the move happens and for repairs, but saving the way we have has cut significantly into our food money and our money for other necessities. affording to live right now has been extremely difficult. ive had to wean off of my medication and i haven’t been able to get feminine hygiene products this month in order to afford other necessities. it’s a pick & choose your battles kind of thing that is hurting my health a lot.

here are links to helpful posts/pages:

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im dealing with my shit the way im dealing with it. are my methods unhealthy? yes. are they effective? no. am i going to change what im doing. no

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hi everyone this jannah / anny! this was really embarrassing for me to make a post about, like some of you already know about my situation w/ my mum already, but i don’t feel comfortable explaining that

@ everyone reading this: please if you have enough to send, can you send me ( and my sisters ) cash? i barely have enough for them, let alone myself. i’m currently using the money that we have rn to feed them, and i’m only eating once a day… like i’m trying to spend money on cheaper foods at supermarkets but it’s not enough. my dad’s not even trying to help us out, and i’m literally losing weight like crazy

i’m currently working overtime but we don’t get paid until the end of next month, which really doesn’t help me right now. so, if you can donate even £5 i would really appreciate it. everything rn is going towards food for my sisters / their lunch money

so, like any amount of money you send would be appreciated. i just want to make it easier for myself because rn i don’t have energy. i’m not used to a diet for just toast, microchips and water

paypal: anny1996x@gmail.com

even if you can’t donate, if u can reblog that would be great 💕

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wifi finally is forgiving asdfghj im going to be on here & on @revolist !

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Nobody fucking “owns” me so jot that down

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i already love her so much .. wtf

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commissions are a great way for me to generate extra income in a quick and easy format that also gives back to the community. all of my psds are sold using free for commercial use images and fonts. please read all of the links below before commissioning.

COMMISSIONS INFO.     PAYMENT INFO.     WHY THE NEED FOR COMMISSIONS.

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"You don’t always have to put on a brave face, dear." (Hi~ Feel like ignoring if you'd like.)

critical role sentence starters.

                         Brows knit together, crinkling his forehead in a way that always made him look  MUCH OLDER  than he already did. Bravery,  or appearing brave  in this instance, wasn’t something he generally  tried  to attain. What was often mistaken for bravery was in actuality a  hardenedness,  a skepticism, a  LACK OF REACTION  in the face of adversity because Ryder was never quite sure  how  to react. Bravery implied his fear wasn’t  evident,  rather Ryder expressed fear in expressing  nothing at all.  “I don’t try to.” He states, barely finding his voice in the thickness of his throat. “I’m not too appreciative of this  dear  talk, either…  pal.”

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if suddenly you feel the urge to cry come upon you seemingly from nowhere, please, recognize that it is not from nowhere. it is from a somewhere where you forgot to mourn properly. a place only your body can remember. let these tears come. let your body mourn. let your body feel her loss. even if you cannot understand her (who can?) it is important to let your body have this. when the crying is over feed your body something special and be gentle with her. bless

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"do you feel like making a home here?"

critical role sentence starters.

                         The word  HOME  never leaves a good taste in his mouth, it’s somehow  more distasteful  from the mouth of others, laden with some  UNSPOKEN JEALOUSY  he harbors for people who  found it so easy to just settle.  He was never in the business of making a home out of places. One might argue his  entire existence  had been built around avoiding  HOME,  avoiding finding a place of his own, avoiding settling in one for  too long.  Ryder isn’t quite sure what to say, thinks on it a long time before finally coming to a conclusion.  “No.  There isn’t anywhere I can imagine being a  home.  It’s all temporary.”

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me? crying over elder scrolls blogs? more likely than you think

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YOU’RE NOT A LEADER.  you’re  you.  you’re the ex train hopping, former addict, the  vagabond,  the loner, the kid kicked from his home at  13  to the streets… you’re  all the things  you were always taught leaders  hate,  the things leaders  WARN THEIR PEOPLE AGAINST,  protect their people against. they’re not the things that grow up to be  leaders,  and you’re hardly grown.  but it’s what you have to do.

OVERSOUGHT  //  indie zombie / horror based original character  //  as penned by HEX   //  text heavy

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[ryder voice] poverty & mental health are the root causes of addiction