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my solar return predictions for age 19!

12h stellium again :( -> praying for no deaths this time, and no fainting issues again! i am quite nervous, last time i had this my mental health was really bad, it genuinely was an awful age from start to finish. i only want to make a positive prediction about this, and i hope it means i will heal mentally!

sun and chiron in 1st -> with sun being here, i think i will express more of my personality more? i have always struggled with understanding myself, and who i am as a person, and how i am perceived. but with the sun in 1st maybe i will be able to have a personality more? and with chiron here, i think i'm going to have a few body issues this year tbh

mars in 5th -> maybe i will be able to stand up for myself more. i think i will prioritise what makes me actually happy, i may have more of a social life? romantically however, i think this placement shows i am sticking with my 'no commitment' era that year.

moon in 8th -> this placement, along with the fact it is in my natal sign (!!) i think shows i am going to heal. i have been struggling emotionally for about 4 years now, and haven't been able to heal. i think this provides me with closure and healing so i can finally recover from the emotional trauma from a while ago

capricorn mc -> i think with starting uni, and starting new jobs etc it will be a very productive year. but with saturn in 12h maybe i will hide how much effort i am putting in?

libra dc -> i think, with mars in 5h, i will want a relationship but talk myself out of it, to prevent myself from being hurt.

venus in 12h, in pisces, conj saturn -> with libra dc especially, it reinforces the whole 'want a relationship but i prevent myself from it' thing. i will restrict myself from what i want. maybe due to being too busy with studies or jobs.

conclusion: i think this year will be a lot of battles with myself, whilst also healing from past experiences. i think there could be an element of fun to it? keeping my fingers crossed xx

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astro observations pt 9

*solar return edition*

sun conjunct jupiter seem to absolutely thrive that year, they seem to well and truly find themselves, and who they are when maybe they were restricted before.

quite obvious, but i always found looking back if i have 50%+ aspects being harsh in my solar return chart, the year is very tough. i've also seen this w my friends chart aswell.

in turn, if it is mainly harmonious aspects the year is all round very good!

venus conjunct jupiter also seem to have such a great sense of style this year, and that being a focus. i have also seen them form and maintain some amazing friendships.

4h stellium manifests in different ways, but one way is attachment issues. maybe you really struggle being separate from your family this year, or maybe you feel guilt and that you constantly need to be with them.

sagittarius rising is a big travel indicator.

moon in 8th could show you are healing from something emotionally traumatic.

moon in 4th see family as a priority that year.

NN conjunct mc/ mars conjunct mc/ mars conjunct NN tend to be very ambitious this year, and put a lot of effort into succeeding. this could be within a career, or anything that works in hand with that professional status eg university.

jupiter in the houses whilst showing abundance, could also represent a fear of lacking such, eg jupiter in 11h may fear not making friends (even though they end up making loads).

aqua on dc can represent a large switch up romantically, like multiple talking stages, or maybe it feels a bit 'all over the place'. it could mean breakups. it may also indicate online being a huge factor romantically as well.

leo risings tend to grow in confidence a lottt that year.

charts where most (if not all) planets are in houses 1-6 tend to be more focused on yourself, your mental health, your priorities etc. you may feel lonely, but your priority is you. you may hide yourself, not necessarily physically (but can be), your personality, your hobbies etc.

in turn, charts where most (if not all) planets are in houses 7-12 tend to be focused on others. this could be friends or partners, or maybe even others perception of you. you may also compare yourself a lot. you also show so much of yourself.

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placements i would look for in partners

*i am lonely and this is me creating my dream person*

LIBRA SUN: they are simply *chefs kiss*. depending on other placements, they can be super comfortable with themselves and (particularly for men) not showing any toxic masculinity. they also can be so kind and just respectful? in my eyes they are simply perfect and can do no harm. marry me.

SCORPIO MERCURY/VENUS: the definition of 'raw. next question'. literally just the way they use words, they know what they're saying and how they're saying and it is so so charismatic. and the way they love is what i need.

LEO MOON: i loveee confidence in people. and these people just have all round the best vibes. kinda reminds me from 'to all the boys i loved before' where peter kavinsky says "i am wayyy hotter than that guy" (a movie character). also extremely loving, and so much fun to be around. you also just feel so seen? they get me fr

MARS IN 10TH: ambitious, (typically smart), passionate about what they have decided to dedicate their life to. wants to succeed, and wants to do well. we love competent people 😚

TAURUS IN BIG 6: my fave earth sign. the best of the earths (grounded, down to earth, realistic) but imo taurus is superior, like if libra was an earth sign. they care, they're passionate and like libra, they tend to care about fairness. and respectful!!

SUN IN 9TH: bit more personal to me, but i <3 travelling, and love learning. my moon is in sag so i guess this explains it, but i'd want someone i could share my passions with!

MOON CONJ/TRINE ASPECTS: we love emotionally mature people and those who let themselves feel, and those who can see other's perspective and opinion. i think these aspects are the best foundation for someone who is like that, which is incredibly important to me :)

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what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy

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At some point in your life, you were taught that being slightly annoying is an unforgivable sin. Maybe it was by your parents or a teacher or a friend or a bully or an older sibling. But someone taught you that being slightly annoying is a crime punishable by death.

You must unlearn this.

You must accept that all people will be annoying at some point or another in their lives, maybe all of their lives, and that this is okay. It is okay for strangers on the bus, it is okay for children in the grocery store, it is okay for people on social media, and it is okay for you.

If you ever want to truly love your fellow humans, if you ever want to truly love yourself, you must have forgiveness for being annoying.

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taylor swift lyrics as astrology placements:

"people throw rocks at things that shine" libra rising

"please, tell them my name" aquarius moon

"held that grudge 'til it tore me apart" sagittarius moon

"your heart was glass, i dropped it" capricorn venus

"you look like my next mistake" aries placements

"you hang from my lips like the gardens of babylon" cancer moon/venus

"no amount of freedom gets you clean" pisces moon

"i died on the altar waiting for the proof" 12h synastry (particularly venus)

"i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind" gemini moon

"i can fix him, no really, i can" scorpio placements

"is it a wonder i broke? lets hear one more joke" taurus moon

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im falling for a cap sun, mercury and venus. i have a pisces venus. im fucked.

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1 yr update

me and my boyfriend broke up, on completely good terms, just not in contact. it was a good breakup, as far as it can go, and didnt argue.

i quit my old job (they were mugging me off) and found a new one, which i love

my motivation and care for my classes has severely dropped

im changing my plans for the future completely, in a way disappointing my child self, but its what i need right now

ive made and built new friendships

i had a really bad relationship, and i messaged him to apologise, and i got a massive apology from him, bringing closure to all the pain he caused me

im impressed w my predictions!! the whole 'moon being in 4h, in scorpio, and my 8h having venus and mars ruled by pisces' i think really manifested within the relationship i was in, we both taught eachother many things and helped eachother grow as a person, i genuinely think our connection is somewhat fate. also with my job predictions,, v true!!

this year (well in 14 days) my solar return chart's key points are:

10h stellium (sun, mercury, uranus, nn)

venus and mars in 8h (pisces😩)

moon in 4h (scorpio😭)

ill keep yall updated again!!

predictions:

- a very emotional year

- maybe a relationship/friends w benefits moment

- a lot of job + career work

- i cant put my finger on it but like moon being in 4h, in scorpio, and my 8h having venus and mars ruled by pisces is gonna be VERY relevent

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8 month update

relationship is still going strong!!!

i have a job (and am now looking for a new one)

i'm improving as a person

balancing rest/work/college is v big atm

ive gotten A*AA in my classes so far!!!

a lot of travelling abroad

thinking about the future quite a bit too

this year (well in 14 days) my solar return chart's key points are:

10h stellium (sun, mercury, uranus, nn)

venus and mars in 8h (pisces😩)

moon in 4h (scorpio😭)

ill keep yall updated again!!

predictions:

- a very emotional year

- maybe a relationship/friends w benefits moment

- a lot of job + career work

- i cant put my finger on it but like moon being in 4h, in scorpio, and my 8h having venus and mars ruled by pisces is gonna be VERY relevent

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vigilante shit gave what karma should've given and thats the main reason why😩

yesss tho there deffo should've been more lana like if she had her own verse i would combust but genuinely i think its one of the most beautiful songs i've heard

my midnight rankings for u to judge xoxox

1- snow on the beach

2- bejewelled

3- midnight rain

4- mastermind

5- vigilante shit

6- maroon

7- lavender haze

8- youre on your own, kid

9- anti hero

10- question...?

11- sweet nothings

12- karma

13- labyrinth

okay you’re pretty valid - however why is karma so low!! justice for karma. and also anti hero. i appreciate the bejeweled spotlight. i feel like snow on the beach is good but i wish it had more lana.

overall - 7.5/10, solid ass ranking my friend

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4 month update

i am in such a happy and healthy relationship!!!!

i worked insanely hard for exams

(and got good grades)

started applying for jobs

my parents are being more chill on me

this year (well in 14 days) my solar return chart's key points are:

10h stellium (sun, mercury, uranus, nn)

venus and mars in 8h (pisces😩)

moon in 4h (scorpio😭)

ill keep yall updated again!!

predictions:

- a very emotional year

- maybe a relationship/friends w benefits moment

- a lot of job + career work

- i cant put my finger on it but like moon being in 4h, in scorpio, and my 8h having venus and mars ruled by pisces is gonna be VERY relevent

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mars in 10th: powerful

i never really understood mars in 10th, but i think i do now.

these people are the most determined people out there, and have a work ethic like no other. i never agreed with this because im lazy af and never want a job, but when it comes to grades i will sacrifice my mental health and wellbeing for grades i am happy with.

i went from a C maths student to an A maths student literally overnight, and during exam period i revised 5 hours every night with one 1hr break. i was mentally torturing myself for these grades, but i had the determination and mental strength to do well academically which i believe is reliant on my mars in 10th.

however, there is downsides. if youre like me, you dont have this insanely powerful ambition until youre under pressure. i could never revise for exams until the night before because it felt like less pressure.

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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i'd love a story about a guy some girl rejected who's now a man whore but he hates all of the girls' friends but doesn't think she's that bad and randomly texts her like once every 3 months to be his therapist

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why is telling someone to go to sleep so endearing and intimate

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if my crush doesn't trace me in the morning sunlight and make me a secret sandwich in the dining hall and kiss me in the woods when his bodyguards aren't looking i don't want it

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ty ty!! also btw i love your energy 🧚🏻‍���️

i saw on tiktok today that as a child you act as your moon sign, and then as you grow up you act like your rising

is anyone else more the opposite?

i have a sag moon and virgo rising, and i grew up as such a perfectionist, i have major academic validation issues and i was quite a goody 2 shoes as a child.

up until literally the last week my life has been like that, but now im 16 and starting to find myself, ive been letting myself loose and exploring, hanging out with people wayyy more, going out if my comfort zone and trying new things

obviously the virgo rising still has a major impact but i feel more like my 'moon self' in a way i never have before