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Il y a des gens que j’ai vraiment du mal à comprendre. Pourquoi dès qu’on a un nom de famille ou un prénom hors du commun on se fait insulter mdr??

A croire que c’est ma faute si je m’appelle comme ça. Après on te demande d’envoyer des preuves que tu t’appelles vraiment comme ça etc etc.. c’est la même chose qui se passe presque 99% du temps c’est incroyable putain. Mais incroyable pas dans le bon sens du terme lol.

Et après quand tu refuses ou simplement dit que non tu n’as pas de papier d’identité (parce que NON on a pas tous une carte d’identité) et bah tu fais insulter aussi??

Le pire c’est que ce genre de connerie ça arrive presque jamais en vrai, mais sur les réseaux c’est tout le temps, sérieux c’est lourd apprenez à vous la fermer et aussi sortez de chez vous vous allez voir qu’il y’a pas que des noms/prenoms “normaux”.

Bref, les gens comme ça sachez que vous êtes juste extrêmement chiants. Je suis gentille avec les gens mais à un moment donné il faut se la fermer aussi. Si vous avez des problèmes de confiance allez voir un psychologue et arrêtez de soûler les gens MERCI

‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.🇫🇷‧₊˚

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september evening.

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A walk with giants

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nosferatu

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My website is basically dead. The sitebuilder is obsolete and thus it is impossible to add or edit anything. I'm having problems with my eyes and cannot work with text long at all without getting brutal migraines. On the off chance there's someone out there who could help to set up a new one, please write to my inbox.

I basically have no active followers anymore, so reblogs are appreciated.

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Sombre Records (Ger) - “Boycott the new Mayhem” flyer 1995

Thanks to Black Death Nostalgia

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Bloody Kisses

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Varg lives an hour away from my house

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There are more than 200 types of mental illnesses, and for some reason, people are so bent up on the claim of Pelle having Cotard syndrome -

an illness so rare, that there are less than 200 known cases worldwide-

instead of settling for way more plausible explanations, and explanations that actually hold water.

Because Cotard syndrome does not.

Because people affected with Cotard have the "delusional belief that they are dead, do not exist, are putrefying, or have lost their blood or internal organs."

Pelle did not display any of these symptoms, and instead of constantly explaining how Cotard syndrome claim is merely a rumor that got out of hand (I am so tired of explaining), I will from now on just demand from anyone who is so sure that he had it, to present me a glossary of symptoms he displayed that fit Cotard, and also to source those symptoms (interviews, letters).

Reading comprehension and media literacy are required. That will be all I will say about this.

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I genuinely don’t understand people who simp over someone who is DEAD. And by that I don’t mean just finding someone beautiful because that’s fine but people who claim to be someone’s gf/wife is just completely weird, is that too difficult to let people rest in peace ? And here I’m not talking about accounts who are satire, but those who are 100% serious. On pinterest one day I saw a girl in the comments expressing her love for someone famous who died 33 years ago (she wasn’t even born yet), saying that she’s completely obsessed with him, she cry herself to sleep because she can’t join him in de4th or something like that. She was 100% serious and that’s concerning tbh. And on top of that, most of people like that are underage and maximum 15/16 years old. Seek help, seriously, that’s not normal. And it’s also disrespectful to their family, I would not want anyone to be overly obsessed with my deceased brother, it’s just weird.

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At the gates released "Gardens of grief" EP in May 1991. Their vocalist Tomas "Tompa" Lindberg dedicated the song "At the gates" to Pelle Ohlin:

It is cold out here

and lonely is my journey

I walk the trail of broken souls

the darkest path through infinity

far behind my body rot

for me no more tomorrow

fear or pain I know not

and yet I am filled with sorrow

I am at the gates

Lord of chaos

let me sleep

space is deep

Lord of chaos...

Through the gates the journey goes on

the fate of my immortal soul

through the gates the journey goes on and on...

All I crave is to sleep

All I crave is to sleep

Across the seas without the name

the weak spot of the creation

My crown of thorns all life it drains

as it sears the back of my mind

but at the side of the lake

insanity waits for me to find

I am all as I am you and me

I am everything and will forever be

a part of your throughout eternity

when you die you too will be

heaven waits below as you will see

I am at the the gates

but where are the keys? 

All I crave is to sleep

all I crave is to sleep

Lord of chaos...

@the.old.mayhem on instagram

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RIP 🕊️

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from @/666brutalmetal on twitter