dy1ng-of-my-own-d3pr4v1ty

[dy1ng-of-my-own-d3pr4v1ty]

MOVE OUT DAY IS HEREEEEEE

moving into -> @vampyrdog !!!

after this post, blog goes inactive !

chat I rlly wanna connect all my accs tg and have everything on one email...because I'd like a normal[ish] main n then have my accs on all side blogs !!! But I don't wanna do the whole work of moving ALLLLL my accounts !! but if I do then I don't have to worry abt having to switch emails allll the time

I am gna keep agere separate tho, that's just for safety, but td is the day I start movin blogs chat !!! Move out day !!!

some vv important moots who should know I'm moving blogs n makin new intros :p ;

@s1l4s-w0rsh1ps-t0m4t03s @skelespidey @r1poutmygvtz + whoever wants to know !! I am not gna delete any of my old blogs anywhere, they're all just gna say inactive + moved to X blog :p

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chat I rlly wanna connect all my accs tg and have everything on one email...because I'd like a normal[ish] main n then have my accs on all side blogs !!! But I don't wanna do the whole work of moving ALLLLL my accounts !! but if I do then I don't have to worry abt having to switch emails allll the time

I am gna keep agere separate tho, that's just for safety, but td is the day I start movin blogs chat !!! Move out day !!!

some vv important moots who should know I'm moving blogs n makin new intros :p ;

@s1l4s-w0rsh1ps-t0m4t03s @skelespidey @r1poutmygvtz + whoever wants to know !! I am not gna delete any of my old blogs anywhere, they're all just gna say inactive + moved to X blog :p

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guys I am genuinely my bfs vampdog /nsx

I am every1's vampdog !! are u a mootie?? THEN IM UR VAMPDOG !! I am the bitey, bloody puppy that will follow u around loyally !!! IDC IF WE BARELY TALK I WILL LAY BY UR FEET EVEN IF U KICK ME AWAYYYY

I am a happy thing that loves caring for ppl and knowing that caring for them makes them care for me :3:3 MOOTIES I LOVE U /P

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IS THAT NOT NORMAL??? I've always made my hot cocoa w water what

fun fact i have a milk phobia so i will use water instead of milk whenever possible

i’ve always made my hot chocolate with just water which is kinda gross and sad UNTIL i had the amazing idea to add powdered creamer!!! AND ITS SO GOOD!!!

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"scene playlist x3" and it's hoshie star and rebzyyx and horrormovies

an angel loses its wings whenever hyperpop/scenecore gets called scene.

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I feel. Icky. I had to dress fem to try n combat dysphoria by convincing myself I am a cis man who just dresses fem but it's not Working. Also i have missed sm work and an essay is due tmrw !!! I know I have an extension but that is NOT COOL !!!!! I want my boyfriend why does he have to be in a stupid class too >:[ I feel icky n gross and I can feel my stomach which is GROSSSSSSS because it's mine. and I'm not okay with it being mine. if it was my boyfriends tummy, I would be so very for that BUT it is not.

I also do not understand this goddamn topic wtf. I do not get things rn and that's STUPIDDDDDD I need to understand stuff wtf..... I'm trying to push myself back into the mini tiny lil "complex" I had for like a week or two in December last yr that I was one of the smartest people known to mankind n that I could become a literal prodigy if I applied myself so I studied all the classes I had to and got my grades up right before end of semester so that I could have grades all above D's n that did work but I was also fasting 120 hrs that week n it was right before christmas...idk if the situation helped it but idk I wanna b that smart again

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oh update on my boy...we're dating now 🧍🏾‍♂️ certain mooties are gna see this n they're not gna like it but it's okay !! I promise it's safe :3 I'm still healthily setting boundaries with him, and we're taking time, still figuring out how we can be in our own unique rhythm in a NEW way !! not trying to go back to what it used to be :3

now speaking of my boy...he called my waist "grab-able" 😵‍💫 mayb that needs a cw for suggestive-ish but idk I'll figure it out :3

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CHAT HE DOESNR HATE MEEEEE HE WAS JUST BUSYYYYY :3<3 I didn't mention anything but like my boy hasn't talked to me since last night until rn and it was because he was busy :3<3

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hii its mikhail

@hollow-vvamp @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhhhh @th3-r4t-48 idk who else mb

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my lil bro who's so fucking cool that I'm jealous of his swag n he also deserves the world, don't forget that ppl ! :3

comment me in one sentence. describe me in one sentence mooties

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FUCK YES THIS SUBSTITUTE IS BITTER !!!! I can FEEL it radiating off her, I know she's pissed she can't be outwardly transphobic towards me. She got put on a suspension from our school for a couple of weeks I believe when I reported her for what she said to me and she DESERVED IT !!! IDC THAT UR SOME OLD BITCH UR A BITCHHHHHH

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tw sh vent

going SO fucking insane I hate how any addiction can have withdrawal effects. I'm very irritable and upset and it's all because I committed to not cvtting myself. THATS ALLLL I'm able to do it AFTER the convention !!!! That's in a month n two weeks, I will LIVEEEEE without hurting myself. That's all I gotta do and yet it makes me so upset n unhappy >:[

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if I knew that yall thought I was that cool I would've posted sm more of me?? I posted that thinking literally nobody would notice except like a couple ppl would notice and so I went and took a nap- and then all of a sudden I'm getting told I look rlly cool and that I'm rlly handsome or gorgeous ?! thank u sm yall ?!?! yall inflate my ego too much

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face reveal :p I thought I looked pretty decent anyways :p

and outfit :3 black jeans, red converse n hand customized shirt, but I need to paint my nails black again

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reblog for reach pls

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do yall fw my den under my bed

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gonna ask envi to cuddle and then i KNOW aster will join and make me food and then mikhail will get annoyed and sit on the back of the sofa

i bet you im getting food in like 5 mins