nowhydoyouask

[nowhydoyouask]

have eaten like shit the past couple days cause i’m on vacation (i know it’s not an excuse) and like im genuinely terrified to weigh myself when i get home. not to mention my grandma has absolutely no control of herself when she eats and it for some reason makes me feel like it’s remotely ok to eat. ugh please just let me get away from her and let me go home to my safe foods.

[nowhydoyouask]

literally gained 7lbs on my cruise and my legs look f4t!!! but!!!! chest bones go crazy with it!!!

[nowhydoyouask]

[nowhydoyouask]

[nowhydoyouask]

In a new TikTok I posted, someone made a comment that romanticizing Ed’s are not okay. My post was pictures about my transformation, so I replied saying that it would be different if I was oversized. they glamorize being overweight when that actually kills more people than anorexia itself. If they want for us to stop glamorizing anorexia then they should not glamorize being overweight, like okay I get it, is kinda “morally wrong” that you stop eating to achieve a goal, but if what actually kills they see it as self love then why can’t I do what makes me feel good?

I have never been happier, yes I do have days that I feel sad or depressed but are more the days that I feel great about myself because I actually like what I see in the mirror than when I was at my highest weight. I hated my life back then, I was so lost. Now I am better, doing the stuff that I love + thriving.

…and that’s what human experience is all about, nobody is right, we are all going through stuff and trying our best to feel and be happy.

[nowhydoyouask]

not to brag but apparently i fit in a 00 🤭 thought i was still a medium frfr

LISTEN i KNOW that vanity sizing is a thing but it’s WORKING

[nowhydoyouask]

[nowhydoyouask]

Couldn’t be me haha...

[nowhydoyouask]

[nowhydoyouask]

[nowhydoyouask]

how tf am i supposed to 4bus3 lax when i live w my boyf?????

[nowhydoyouask]

still look f4t from the back BUT SHOULDER BONES 🤭😏😈😃🫣😊🥴🙂‍↕️😩🥴

[nowhydoyouask]

why is the wind lowkey manhandling me rn? i’m not even sk1nny yet…

[nowhydoyouask]

I want alcohol but I don't want calories... like if u cried 💔

[nowhydoyouask]

Breaking news: girl with restrictive eating disorder wonders why her stomach hates her! No one could’ve predicted this turn of events!

[nowhydoyouask]

Can we pls normalize wanting to get bad. Like I want to see how sick I can be and deep I can go before my body gives out. Like yes my goal is to be skinny but I find sm comfort in my sicknesses and recovery is the last thing I want.

[nowhydoyouask]

really really dont wanna eat cause im not like hungry, and I'm scared that if I do eat it's just gonna trigger a binge, but I'm scared that if I don't eat it's going to trigger a binge while I'm at work tmr