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just sliding here my andrew minyard-centric fic dealing with grief and healing i wrote the other day because i recently read all for the game and he has stolen a huge piece of my heart.

there is no more now, no more light, gold and low by starrylance

Summary:

An almost-life was as useless as any what-if, but with its drops still lingering on his lips he pictured a boy with light hair swinging his legs sitting at a table, stomach full, a woman's soft smile directed at him.

not a merlin centric post (sorry folks) but feel free to check it out and reach out to tell me what you think (+ if you have any prompts im willing to write a fic for you)

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every time i think abt their canon height difference i want to eat drywall

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(figured i should post some of the art i've been doing for bsd whoops)

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chuuya "i won't elaborate" nakahara

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basorexia (n.) a strong desire or urge to kiss

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anyway i made some more bsd playlists

listen to my skk 101 & 109 and sskk 88 & 108 playlists here if you wanna, it features mitski, lana del rey, and overall depression.

more playlists in my spotify profile as well.

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can't believe lana del rey wrote born to die for the hit manga bungou stray dogs

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dazai this chuuya that and all the vampires what but the real walking dead here is sigma.

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(Excerpts taken directly from Dazai, Chuuya, age 15)

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"I'm not gonna let a creep like you look inside me."

"What? Oh, come on. Let me have a peek. It sounds fun. I promise I won't show anyone else!"

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Maybe you weren’t a terrible person maybe you were just fifteen

Edit: some of the reblogs are doing my head in. So to put it here again: “I was both” maybe!!! But don’t judge your teenage self against who you are now. You were a child, working with what you had and knew at the time. Of course you would’ve acted before thinking. Of course you yelled and regret it now. Of course you said a few mean things. Hindsight is 20/20. Give yourself some compassion. You were a kid.

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I like to think this is their dynamic

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Just noticed, wasn't this Dazai's pov? Chuuya was literally sparking in his eyes lmao dumb boy with his dumb crush I can't-

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This one dumb teen in love

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This scene LIVES in my brain I can’t believe how criminally underrated their relationship is