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You BOOPed Mill!

boop...!

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in your gaze, where i'm seen consume me, yes, me, oh, oh

my savior, beautiful soul i don’t believe, you are a liar

oh my clematis always be by my side

pale by @sotogalmo vic by @astoryofsuchwoe

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no way its cinnabar @apriciticreveries

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ANAKT LOG #1 : GRADES

020716's grades have been very well, though it isn't as good as his S grade from last year, it's still good though Madam Rayjiun deems it disappointing. He's displayed exemplary behavior with his teachers, though some students have complained about being his behavior, most notably his teasing or ignorance to them. Have him sent to the disciplinary office regarding this issue.

019864 on the other hand has had a notable dip in his grades, and not only that we've received complaints from both staff and students regarding aggressive and out of character behavior. AREPH believes that there's been a setback in his testing and that he's relapsing. Available personnel, please pick 019864 and have him taken down to the ANAKT testing rooms to be evaluated.

I was originally going to draw some art for Halloween (Theseus and Asier swapping with their guardians), however I probably won't be able to post it tomorrow since I spent so long drawing the brain in this art, and I have a portfolio review tomorrow morning.

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1:20

Smooth One Liner

@tsukacchako & @astoryofsuchwoe pale photo card.....

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12:06

He behind me ain't he .........

Catman toki but I've dubbed him as Nails in the Ranfren verse: @zerostyrant

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"With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay,

You said, 'Hey man, I love you, but no fucking way.'"

HAPPY THEO DAY!!!!! im currently shaking sobbing crying my eyes out. theovic....

@tsukacchako :3

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Tov’s Round 30 Look

Tov made it to the finals!! Yippee!! <- (is terrified of what’s to come)

I wanted to go with something simple, but also elegant for Tov’s final look. The idea behind this outfit is that Tov’s voice is “The Star” of the show.

Against a dark backdrop, Tov is the brightest star in the sky.

The North Star.

I chose a black dress to represent her continued mourning of all of the people she’s lost. Especially Himei, who she hasn’t had a chance to really grieve yet.

She’s not wearing the necklace the model is wearing with the dress, but she is wearing the long gloves.

And she’s switching out her trademark silver braid clips for small diamonds intertwined with her braids meant to resemble shooting stars.

I also included the microphone Tov is using because it fits with her aesthetic.

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forevermore. — anakt garden collection

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smile, darn ya, smile!

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8:22, yesterday — 12:12

Make this party yours (From the day), And no, (I took out) don’t look back now. / Now you’re tainted (the black fruit), God won’t have you anymore (I swallowed sweetly)

(I'll only tag for info sake. After this I'll stop being annoying; @solei-eclipse , @junebluues , @ivanttakethis , @apriciticreveries , @rosedeleca , @4listr , @friedclownshrimp , @rockwgooglyeyes , @bluemoonscape , @teapotuser , @skyisjusthere , @starry-skiez , @pwippy , @aakaneeee , @yunoftheclouds , @alien-til-i-stage , @nottoonedin , @tsukacchako , @astoryofsuchwoe , @zerostyrant + possibly others I forgotten)

Name: Pale— moreso surname meaning, but having pale in someone's name just means 'pale of skin, pallid'. But from the late 14c. as "fence of pointed stakes." Paler as a surname meaning "fence-builder" is recorded from late 12c. Another Middle English form of the word in the "fence, paling, wall of an enclosure" sense, based on the plural, was pales, palis (late 14c.), and the surname Paliser is attested from early 14c. I suppose the "fence builder" one makes the most sense with how Pale is

Animal: Lion

Solar: Saturn

Flower: Begonia Saturn, Coriander

Tarot: Strength (and a little bit of Devil)

Sin: Lust

Organ: Hands.

Birth date: 1201 (December 1th)

Age: 33

ID: 010401

Body: 170.18 cm (5'7ft) / 76kg

Affiliation: Class of Season 32

Likes: painting, quiet rooms, grass, nature

Dislikes: loud things, being owned, disobedience

Personality: Pale, acting with grace and sophistication along with acting wittily and provocatively and also being stoic, calm, and observant, is a well-bred pet human and was raised by human scientists, so he conducts himself as someone befitting of his status. But he isn't all just a pretty face and such. He's selfish, conniving, and manipulative. Most importantly, very destructive. As he has little empathy with others and manipulated people as he saw fit, similarly willing to dispose of anyone who got in his way or whom he deemed worthy of his revenge. Raised by the human scientists got him quite power hungry since he's been raised in power and humans who are high on such power that they achieved (being respected by aliens is something you have to achieve, it's no easy and simple task, and yet they have done it so can you blame them?). But with power, comes feelings of hollowness. Troubles, and that leads to more power hunger. Having felt this from childhood, all he ever really truly felt, his clearest emotions were that of loneliness and anger at the world; being alienated in the sense that he's human raised. Giving way to the fact that he's a troubled man, wanting to connect with the lesser beings in his class. But no one knows that because he hides it well with many ways to cope with it, but mainly with a cold exterior... maybe. Having him being an enigmatic individual to them, and characterized by his curiosity, affability, and disregard for consequences. But all in all, Pale is a straightforward "do no good" man; since he disregards rules and consequences. But he is also a hypocrite (hypocrite, if he's attached he's attached.).

Special talent: Painting

Voice: Britain from Hetalia when speaking / Nao Hex SYNTHV for singing (which sometimes happens, but he doesn't sing on the stage).

Signature:

The P is a bow and arrow, the L forms a canvas. The e is in canvas

History/Lore (as of right now)

Pale is apart of "toxic ysosu" with amia's Vic and syd's Theo. Most? of his childhood has been explored by Syd while writing about Theo and Theo's life in the garden and before he sang. Pale was the quiet older one between them, if I remember the ages right (well ofc between him and theo), quite similar to Luka in that regard.

He went to ANAKT later, because of some complications that happened and it made him stay behind for a while.

For when he is in ANAKT, I don't think he had a collar on, because of how obedient he was (even if his obedience is just because it was needed and required). His uniform is the same as Ivan's, for that reason. A simple turtleneck, long sleeves and long pants.

Pales relationship to the teachers and aliens as a whole is nothing special, only summed up as "a pleasure to have in class". Even if he did.. slightly cause mischief. Just to see what the other kids would do. That's for the teachers. With the aliens as a whole, he's more "respected" than the others he's been around. But that's expected because of who he was raised by.

He finds all of the kids in his class dumb, yes even Theo and Vic. While he is "romantically" involved with them, he finds their humanity to be an obstacle.

He's softer on Theo, because that Innocence of belief is something he never experienced. He's softer on Vic, because of how determined he was to be set free (even if that did annoyed him).

Pales body state, is top notch. Perfect build for what he deals with in the future— he trains his arms and upper body often in the garden with the "fishes", that get progressively harder to carry.

Overall threat level: low to medium

His guardian?

Why of course it's one of the respected humans.

This human is called Abel, he has a twin called Cain. And an older or maybe younger brother called Seth.

His style of clothing is shared with the alien scientists, that made Yume (minus the "neckfur" he has around his neck. It's a baby alien slug that was the reason for how he got the respect he did).

Abel... All three of them are enigmatic individuals characterized by their curiosity, affability, and disregard for consequences. And the fact that they have made scientific break throughs, a lot. Their later methods having helped with the experiments that Yume Nagai has went thru. They even suggested that he would have a last name.

Last names are something that they have an interest in. Learning about pre-alien human history; last names have always intrigued Abel the most. All of the names actually. He's interested in what purpose they have in life. And he (Abel) suggested that Yume could have a last name. Cain was the one that came up with the word.

Abel views Pale as a "son", as those seem to be the only words that fit their relation, and such. It's more reinforced with the way that his own ways have bleed into what Pale does.

But lale doesn't view him as a "father" though, because of his absence and his own general anger to the world, and with the way that he was raised.. having stayed confined in its walls, forbidden to leave except when sent to help some of the "newborns" or seeing other kids to make sure that they were alright. He was continuously told that he needed to study more and work harder if he wanted to please the Aliens.

Yes, he was working more and hard to please the Aliens. He might be raised by humans respected by aliens, but it's only a few that do respect them. So that had him grew up well educated but severely emotionally deprived. So he doesn't use the term 'owner' as that just doesn't sit right with him, so he uses the term "guardian" to call him as such.

Cain and Abel are in their early 50s. Seth is in late 40s? or late 50s.

Pale and Eeta have known each other since they were kids.

Pale and Eeta had Innamorati in their early teens. Hänsel and Gretel were later down the line, in late teens but they "never made it".

Pale got into AREPH when he was 26

Pale had Kotus in his mid 20s with Molly (a fling). Kotus was around 5 when Molly had Raon. Pale was 29? When he and Dae had that one night stand.

Pale does view Theo as someone only he can be with. No matter what happens. Basically, Pale initially just saw him as a means of gaining insight on what it's like to feel emotions, but over time grew to care about him and found peace from their 'companionship' together. That's the best way to put it. And he shows that lightly with making small paintings, or things similar to such.

He does not have romantic feelings nor want them. He might envision himself in a romantic relationship, but he would rather have a complicated relationship then.. that.

He has complicated feelings on the love thing. He wants it, but doesn't feel the same when it's real.

Symbolism

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His animal is a lion. Quite simple honestly; courage, physical strength, and bravery for the simple view of it. Royalty, protection, leadership, wisdom, justice. All of that. And it honestly fits with Pale, in the way he's raised- his feelings to the world, relationship with Vic and Theo, and for the simple view of it being how he's in AREPH. This is a straightforward thing from the things I picked out

His solar symbol is the planet Saturn. This one I had a hard time with, but didn't want to ask and so I decided to do this all myself. But I do think that it fits. The discipline, order, and structure, plus tough or necessary lessons (karma). A symbol of it was a scythe or a sickel for the seed-sowing times and such. The order and discipline most certainly work with him.

His flower is a Begonia Saturn, sharing the same name with the planet just because I wanted to know if there was one called as such and there is! The symbolism of it. Begonias mainly mean caution and consideration, as well as good communication between different parties. It is commonly given as a gift when paying back a favour. But the Begonia Saturn means (well, all flowers meant) deep and romantic love. They were considered a representation of passion and were commonly used in love spells and potions. Additionally, begonias were seen as a symbol of fancifulness and were often used in gardens and floral displays. I think it's fitting! The Coriander, is here because of how it's connected with his sin; lust— coriander's past as a component in love potions may seem quaint, it continues to be a symbol of wellness and harmony.

His Tarot. Now this is fun. Strength mixed with the Devil. strength, determination, and power – like The Chariot. However, while The Chariot signifies outer strength and will, the Strength card speaks to the inner strength and the human spirit's ability to overcome any obstacle. Strength is about knowing you can endure life's obstacles. But I'm mainly using the reversed! Reversed Strength meaning you have limited control over your actions and your energy is out of control. This can lead to pettiness, fragility, and abuse of authority. It's very fitting for what he does and such. How he's around newcomers in AREPH, and all I suppose. And the Devil? The Devil tarot card suggests feelings of obsession, addiction, and entrapment. It can signify a sense of helplessness due to external forces or circumstances. However, it reminds you that you're responsible for your actions, and your perceived constraints are often self-imposed. This one spoke to me as Pale, because I've been connecting him with Luka quite a lot and it fits it a lot. Helplessness by external forces? It's all fitting

His Sin. Lust. Okay, so this one seems very.. apparent with what I've done with him due to the fact that he has 3 living kids and had a one night stand with Dae, who's a horny bastard. But I swear it's not just the sexual desires to fill the hole and void. I remember lightly talking about the sins of Yun once. They have gone with "bloodlust" for the lust sin. And I really like that idea, and I hope they don't mind me mentioning them here and going with that idea. And also, technically Lust is also about being damned. In Dante's Divine Comedy, the lustful are punished in the Inferno by being swept around in a whirlwind, which symbolizes their ungovernable passions. Which I think is also fitting. Ungovernable passions, power hunger. All of that

The organ symbol, I gave him. Hands. To me, organ symbols connect to the sin. While the tongue would've worked as well, hands just felt. The hands were calling. Which honestly first had me thinking that Greed would be fitting. But he's.. not that greedy. To say. Anyways, the hands. Their symbolism, being the embodiment of strength, help, protection, power, or authority. The image of the palm can symbolize order, vitality, and generosity. A hand logo can be associated with aspiration, authority and dignity, creation, and skill. And I honestly think it just fits. Plainly fits him. It connects to the Lion, to the tarot, his sin and the fact that his talent is painting! His hands are used a lot. Quite a lot.

Pale -> Theo: (a 'giggle'?) He makes me weak. I can't let him know that he does that- I still don't want to show myself ... Fully. To him. He already knows .. too much of me. He's too much.... but my type of too much. To say for the positive, and not to just wallow in those feelings. (Intimacy: 95%)

Pale -> Vic: ....I don't know why he thought what he did was okay. It's not. His disobedience.. I. I didn't like seeing the scars or what they have went thru- but. Oh, who knows what type of Utopia they have reached. (Intimacy: 54%)

^ overall: we went to ask sensitive questions to get more of his views. This is all he said

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My Evillious Chronicles friends. You will find the Adam Moonlit, Pale Noel, Kaspar Blankenheim and Gumina Glassred in him pretty easily.

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Yay

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am i bad am i bad am i bad am i really that bad?

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i wonder,

what is it that keeps you from the abyss?

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hey hey hey! sorry for randomly popping in here and asking this but what are ur ocs thoughts on cindy and ankoku?

i hope ur having/have had a great day!

OUGRHHEGRGGRRR. So sorry for doing this late, and. Uhm. I know you said, about their thoughts on Cindy and Ankoku, but since Theo's birthday is coming around, I'm adding him in here (along with Brandon) — I'll only be doing Sebastian and Yume's thoughts, since they are in the same season as the critters in your ask

Sebastian -> Cindy: ... My thoughts on her? Well.. first. Shes- kinder and much more better than anyone I have ever met in this garden (he says, honestly seemingly so relieved as if he ran the fastest he ever can but times 3, along with the fact that he's seemingly blushing while looking everywhere but the interviewer. Moreso a blush of embarrassment). It's ..nice. (he looks away, the blush slightly cooling away) Thought I just know. It won't.... It won't last. Nothing ever lasts. But-!! (hes trying to stay positive..) At . At least she's nice. She listens to me, and that's ... Nice ('thump thump' but it's not his heart (it is), as it's mainly coming from the fact that the tip of "the rat belt" is wagging, the cooled down blush coming back brighter though he tries to contain it)

^ overall: seems to have idolized Cindy. But tries to stay out of that mindset, and treat her right. (Intimacy: 33%)

Sebastian -> Ankoku: .. ah? Wh.. who is that? I'm sorry I don't understand. I haven't meant this person ... Sorry.

^ overall: unknown. He's nervous though (intimacy: .2%?)

Sebastian -> Theo: I think... I have met him? Only a few warnings from the earlier days, that if I continue trying they'll send him to keep watch over me (I'm glad that didn't happen actually, and I only had to have that strange wire that connects to something up above). I .. but from what I remember he sounds. Too much ....

^ overall: lightly knows of him (intimacy: 27%)

Sebastian -> Brandon: ah. Cindy's friend? Aha.... Well. He has spirit. That much is ..also nice. (it seems his "rat belt" didn't stop wagging). He has a thing for living until the end and to the fullest, which is ..sorry I say nice a lot ... but .... Something is up with him .... Not that it's.. uncommon to me ... I ... (He looks away, and doesn't finish. "Rat belt" wagging being put to a stop)

^ overall: "it feels like we're the same. i don't.. want to think about it anymore...." (intimacy: 31%)

Yume -> Cindy: That girl ... She surprises me, that's for sure. I know at least she must be hiding something. No one is ever that cheerful. Ah, but .. it's nice. That she- a human, would want to spend some of her time with me— "human". Even if it's for a couple of seconds. Breath of fresh air, was the saying? She's too minty for my taste though. Like a peppermint...? (Are those what those round red/white and spicy things called? I don't remember)

^ overall: "peppermint" (intimacy: 25%)

Yume -> Ankoku: oh? The Watcher? I know of him. Only by passing. I haven't met-met him. He doesss~ sound interesting though. A watcher? I wonder what he knows of me ..... (He mumbles as he starts to stare at the camera above him)

^ overall: finds him interesting. The boss needing a watcher sure is interesting (intimacy: 11%)

Yume -> Theo: Frankly, I haven't met him. I don't think I will ever get the chance to meet him. But from your description of him? I don't think he would be... Ah. I don't know. But he sounds too much

^ overall: something is left unsaid here. He knows something else (intimacy: 30?%)

Yume -> Brandon: Ah. Too much a handful, but fun to mess with. Though hes very similar to Sebastian...? Which. Doesn't make it fun anymore. (Intimacy: 28%)

(Zombie/doll) Yume -> Brandon: Someone I can now only relate to. Only now, can I understand. Oh, we are the same. Sometimes I feel like we can go to the forest. But... You know. They won't let us. Even if that's the only spot for us..... Not in that sense. Oh, I still have my heart taken by Ald~. Brandon is just .. a... Hm. He shares nothing with him. But he does remind me of another friend of mine in the past.... Ah. We aren't understood. That's why you don't understand me, right now. I can't put our bond to words. Nor mine with Ald's. Mine with Faisal's. Mine with 'Ran's. And mine with Murrelet's. No words fits us, for we don't need them. I don't need them. Ald surely doesn't need them. Brandon doesn't need them. Faisal doesn't need them. 'Ran doesn't need them. Murrelet doesn't need them.

^ overall: who knows. Like he said. He doesn't need words, so I guess we don't need to write anything down (intimacy: 43%)

Fai: @rockwgooglyeyes / Cia: @starry-skiez / Murr: @pwippy . I've been honestly having heavy 4 Musketeers brainrot (moreso yume brainrot). He's so fun to write.

@aakaneeee since I'm now thinking of doing the same thing but with Sebastian's thoughts on Yvonne, along with the intimacy level thing.

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ALNST OC Miu💎- Cover art

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New ALNST ocs :)