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[neverforgetyou]

8:01

Forgot to share this

A design. I have for Sebastian if he wins his round and then goes against Toki, but I won't get my hopes high for it

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(10:00 January 16 — 5:33 January 20)

Thumping can be heard as a few hits of some electro instrumental plays all around the area. Which .... Is something- but .

Oh, don't think too much of it. Nothing that big. It's actually quite.. nice! Having some music that is different from the ones that she sang, and others as well. This one gives her those "MJ" vibes (same name to like. That one guy.. Micheal if I remember? She thought back to those times but couldn't find anything)... It sounds so cool to her— slightly sings a few lyrics.. "Would you dare look over your shoulder? Do you fear whats coming round the bend? Do you know what comes while your growing older?

Would you ever turn your back again?

Does it stop your heart? Does your hair turn greyer? Let me tell you now, it's gonna Be O—kay, Baby!"

But who knows. She never really heard any music like that whenever she was working (not Alien Stage but the restaurant and farm she was at before she was sent to sing!) and meeting people (well...... actually aliens, but what matters? She meet other humans there too, so) when she was alive. "I miss the quieeetttt! I can't deny it. Am I to fighttttt it? 'Cause even after all is said and done-"

She shakes herself so that she doesn't just stay in one spot. Might as well go for a different look? The bones do keep her awake though. Maybe she'll just keep that part and mix a few ideas....

Oh! Oh!

I have an idea... And just like that? Quickly changes from a "human" skeleton to a canine adjacent one. It doesn't hurt to change into different forms. Hell, it has never hurt her!

Everyone's thoughts on her are slightly different but she is just leaning into the mammalian side of it? How she's viewed more as a DOG than anything else (and she means the dog part in a derogatory way. she's seen as.. dumb to put it lightly)

But .....her own thoughts can also influence her look; a skeletal canine, patches of blue fur, long tusks and ogre-like features? But like they were drawn on by a kid.

Not scary, and just plainly weird but still fits. The other parts.. her arms just seem to aimlessly float around. Not attached to her body at all. "I only want to stay— the endless void couldn't fathom..."

The place she's in is familiar but she doesn't give it a glance or too much of a thought. It doesn't really matter? She'll just watch for Rosca (because in all honesty, even with how erratic she can get and be, I still loves how she's very jealous? I really like having someone who's like that. Besidesss, she's so beautiful! The very red but also brown hair, gorgeous yellow eyes like a dull light.. even if she is "some mean bitch" or something else she's just. Never had the type of affection of just. Ah. I don't know how to call it. Everything we do though, does feel like it's intertwined and that I'll just always stay with her. To the many ends of multiple times. It also feels like it's been done before. But I don't mind that. It just really does show how me and her will never part. And I like that)

Ah. Flor checks behind her and sees her slightly crooked tail wagging and ..thumping on the wall? Or maybe that thumping is her foot. And not her tail— shakes her head again

Going to back to mumblingly sing some lyrics that match the vibe of the music that has been playing for a long while now (which she likes!) (and actually along with all of this changing and singing the lyrics, she decided to like. Wear ..a very different type of clothing and style. One that is laid back! One that she likes..maybe more? Just a simple white shirt, a backwards hat and long baggy pants)

"The fate i wished upon a starr. In your vessels all, so very unbecoming. I'll turn you all— INTO A MARTYR.

When you're brought to your knees, and thеre's nowhere to run, just lеt me tell you baby

Here it comes— now.

I miss the quieeetttt. I can't deny itttttt

Am I to fight itttttttttt

Or be delighteeeddddd? I miss the quieeetttt. Yes, I doooo, I can't deny itttttt, I know it's true, Oh Baby. I miss the quieeetttt

But even after all is said and done

We've Only Just BeGun."

Tag list/rulers of the court: @pestilencesingsyouforward , @friedclownshrimp , @tsukacchako

Form is a reference to "Blue Dog" Carlos Marlon, mixed with Ogres (mainly stems from Ogrepon... From pokemon) and Rewrite Sonic +one of Sonics old design concepts (feels the rabbit).

Might explore how Flor and Rosca got to know each other even before ANAKT. But I still need to write the lore so that'll have to wait and such

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Character Intimacy Levels- August

please note: august does not dislike these people! neither do i! it's just their own emotional turmoil and mental issues that keep them from ranking the others in ANAKT higher than a 10 percent. this is also generally much shorter because august doesn't really pay attention to the other students. however, their siblings will have more "normal" intimacy percentages and longer comments because august is closer to them.

CLASSMATES

Akane ( @aakaneeee ) - 5%

generally kind. very smart, understanding. intimidates me. i think akane is nice.

Aoki ( @bluemoonscape ) - 6%

kind to me. i don't often get close to him. honestly? pretty admirable. aoki is okay in my eyes.

Daian ( @apple8ees ) - 3%

difficult to understand. oops.

Ish ( @chevalperd ) - 7%

too sweet... very overwhelming. i don't like it.

Kay ( @rockwgooglyeyes ) - 8%

i know what you are.

Mercury - 3%

weren't they close with nadohan before?... i can't remember. sometimes, i think of the planet instead of the person when people mention her...

MJ ( @subzeromoron ) - 4%

the browned haired twin? hm... he's silly.

Nadohan ( @alien-til-i-stage ) - 2%

weird. why are you so... scared? of me? that's not really the right word, but whatever. i think i know what you're thinking. maybe you're right.

Para ( @solei-eclipse ) - 5%

interesting to me, personally. cool. probably. i wouldn't really know.

Plip ( @awaggaa ) - 4%

off-putting but. whatever. what else is new, haha.

Star ( @starry-skiez ) - 6%

you... i feel... ... i can't put words to it. sorry.

Sun ( @paradisedisconcert ) - 4%

do you also burn like the sun? i don't have much to say.

Syd ( @tsukacchako ) - 5%

cool. don't mind. thumbs up from me.

Toon ( @nottoonedin ) - 6.9(?)%

wow. makes me laugh.

Vant ( @ivanttakethis ) - 4%

smart. nice. cool. fun. i think we're acquainted enough.

Zen ( @verdantlights ) - 2%

eh. odd haircut. is there really anything to comment on?

Airin ( @apriciticreveries ) - 97%

we're close. i don't understand why they care so much. i don't understand why airin chooses to stick around knowing who i am and how i feel. i'm... i'm not ready to let go, but all good things must come to an end, right? surely, when i'm gone, things will be easier without me behind your back.

SIBLINGS, GUARDIAN

January - 51%

jan is a smart girl. she is very self-sufficient and works well under pressure. i'm surprised i went to ANAKT instead of her. she isn't that much younger than i am... maybe she'll be sent after me?

February - 36%

he's so... compassionate. empathetic. to me, he's almost like a dog... it can be annoying, but sometimes he is very good at calming me down.

March - 62%

they are very dedicated to teaching me everything they know. march is very helpful when it comes to time management and helping me plan interviews. you could say that they are my manager, in a way.

April - 45%

assertive. he's much more confrontational than i am. ... can i admit something? sometimes, he gets isolated. on multiple occasions, i broke him out. i've never gotten in trouble for it. no, getting in trouble wasn't on my mind. i just wanted to save him.

May - 81%

my oldest sibling. she's like my mother, if i had one... her warmth is nice.

June Viktor - 72%

guardian gregor changed their name... well, kind of. it was supposed to be victor, like victor frankenstein, since he's a very intelligent person. i mean, vik did go viral because of it, you know. it's just... guardian gregor spelled it wrong. after that, they never changed another pet's name again... viktor makes stuff for me. i like them.

July - 29%

july is... hm. i think they're very hard to describe. she's very clumsy, to say the least. she can get back up again when she's fallen very quickly. i've had to help her a lot over the years, even if she is older. she's really got to get a grip.

September - 15%

you should've listened. look at you now...

October - 56%

whenever our siblings get into arguments, october almost always helps me solve them. i think they should be awarded for their extreme patience...

November - 37%

my youngest sibling. it's hard to form an opinion on november at their young age... but they're sweet to me. they like it when i perform.

December - 49%

jan's twin brother. always striving for something bigger than himself... i think he should know better than to dream in this world. he may never wake up from his fantasy.

Guardian Gregor - 1%

why me?

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don't you know that you're my joy?

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i just realized i forgot to change the color of the lineart on the willow art ..... I KEEP FORGETTING TINY DETAILS NO ONE SAW THAT

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Aoki Intimacy Levels 🌀

I’m so behind on this so since we’re all doing it I’m throwing my hat in for my stinkyass child! Note that Aoki is inherently a very paranoid and cynical character at times so some of his thoughts might reflect that cute little quirk. I totally made up some context for characters he hasn’t really interacted with so enjoy

Airin (@apriciticreveries): 90%

We don’t really even… talk about things when we’re together. But I’m comfortable in our silence. I feel as if I understand you on some level. I hope I do. I imagine if I’d ever had a little sibling… well. I think it’d be like you in a way. If humans are really made of stars like they say, I think we must have come from the same one.

Andri (@alien-til-i-stage): 5%

You’re not them and you never will be. I wish you didn’t exist. I hate you. I hate—that you don’t.

Akane (@aakaneeee): 40%

You’re kind, and approachable. We don’t have a deep relationship or anything but I think you’re pretty cool. Sometimes I feel a bit intimidated by you. I don’t think you’re trying to harm me, though, which is a nice bonus!

August (@junebluues): 45%

You remind me of me in many ways, which is why I find you a bit unsettling. Anakt Garden really hasn’t been good for either of us, huh? Also you kind of seem a little cult leader-ish I don’t really know what to do with that

Daian (@apple8ees): 94%

I didn’t really understand why you bothered with me at first - I mean, you and Kay are close, but I didn’t know you actually liked me as an individual and not just an extension of him. It was… eye-opening. I think I really love you. I wish I didn’t. It means I have stake in your—continued survival. I don’t want to have a stake in anyone anymore. It’s too hard.

E (same as Daian): 50%

I still love this shadow of you and you’re gone and I don’t want to

Ish (@chevalperd): 82%

I used to think you were so unburdened. You seem unburdened. Act unburdened. But I don’t think you are at all. I think you’re just good at hiding it. Good thing I’m good at seeing through bullshit. I just wish I could pinpoint the particular type of bullshit we’re dealing with whenever you close yourself off. Guess I’ll just have to look harder.

Kay (@rockwgooglyeyes): 96%

Why can’t I figure this out? I see your apathy since it happened and my instinct is to fix it. Life is so much simpler when you’re fixing things. You tell me it’s illogical to seek to fix human beings but then, I’ve never been logical like you. Am I trying to do to you what they did to you? I probably can’t help but keep trying. I just want you to be happy.

Kel (@sotogalmo): 30%

You keep to yourself, mostly. I don’t particularly have a problem with it - we all take care of ourselves. But it makes me itch. Like I’m doing something wrong and I don’t even know what. Or you are and I feel like I’m on the receiving end. Both?

Mercury: 70%

We have many things - and people - in common. Getting along with you is a little easier than it is with others. I don’t feel I have to make any grand gestures to get through to you. …Nad sure does seem to hate that we’re friends though, heheh.

Nadohan (same as Andri): 94%

You’re brash, impulsive, cutting, you present an arrogant front - worst than all of it combined, you’re an Anakt Garden darling. Couldn’t you be doing more for us? Even for yourself? Don’t you even want to save you? Do you know something I don’t? Either way, you’re impossible to decode. You’re not the best companion I could ask for, that’s for sure. But you’re the one that’s mine.

Para (@shakingparadigm): 40%

Is this how August feels, being the youngest of us, wondering how they fit into the picture? You’re so kind and interesting - but I don’t know what to say! I’m not even certain I want to say anything. There’s a comfort in friendly feelings from afar. Makes things less complex.

Plip (@awaggaa): 80%

Like Nadohan, I’m vexed by your proximity to the aliens. No wonder the two of you are such a pair. Are you gay That aside, I find you to be a charming person at heart, with knowledge and wit that pushes me to compete. It brings a spark of light into my life, that race.

Star (@starry-skiez): 85%

You’re very sweet. More tactile than a lot of others, which I don’t mind. I’m challenged by your forwardness to be more open myself. I could probably use the challenge. Daian sure does like you, too, which is a shining endorsement of your character, in my eyes.

Syd (@tsukacchako): 30%

I don’t know much about you, but I do observe. There’s a level of transparency and a level of total obliqueness, like two sides of one coin. A bit of an enigma, I suppose. …Well, I thought it was fun being kids in Anakt and switching glasses to see how different things looked through one another’s lenses. I think I do that too much these days—I can’t even remember what the world looks like WITHOUT someone’s lenses over my own.

Toon (@nottoonedin): 80%

You show such talent yet seem shy somewhere deep down. It’s easy for me to feel at ease with you, these days, knowing someone so bright is human nonetheless. Presumably human? There aren’t - more androids hanging around, right? Hey, where are you goi—

Vant (@ivanttakethis): 85%

A supportive and consistent presence, you’re a breath of fresh air. A true friend. You always give me the benefit of the doubt even when you shouldn’t.

Zen (@zerostyrant): 55%

Of all the people here, you might be the most frustrating to try and decipher. It feels like you have your own mission, separate from the rest of us. Whatever you’re looking for, I hope you find it. I hope you’re prepared for the possibility you might not.

I’m terribly sorry if I forgot anyone Aoki’s had interactions with aaaand if our sonas haven’t interacted, feel free to reach out in my inbox, I don’t bite I just procrastinate 😃

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12:39 am

Did it ( @tsukacchako ,,if you're fine with being tagged on this specific post)

Will explain only slightly below (gets very personal)

I grouped Chris, Kieran and Nine together because of the similarities that they have. Lonely, left to fend for themselves, wanting to be better, wanting to keep someone in their life, etc. I relate to them on such a huge scale— honorable mention being Shadow The Hedgehog and the line from Sonic Movie 3 ("The light shines, even though the star is gone") having a whole new affect and meaning to a thing I already knew about (stars are dead but we still see their light)

Shuichi by the fact that...well tbh he was my first DR kin and his own feelings just felt. So real. There is an edit that won't leave me (and it's about Shuichi and his whole depressive thoughts). And just generally how impactful that Kaede was to him (she is like. My favorite character tbh? She makes me cry, and emotional whenever piano music plays. Generally still affects me to this day. I can't deal with piano music and NOT think of her. DRV3 genuinely fucked me up tbh)

Nagito. Done hypnosis (Hope is such a great thing..), but also just how generally pessimistic he is? It's been such a long while since I've consumed a lot of dr content.

Raphael Hamato just behavior ANGER!!, FUCK EVERYTHING. Yeah. But then got so fucking worse with the comparison of him and Shredder (which then my twin said that was me and our biological father and ever since then it's Fucked Me Up. BAD)

Papyrus is on here because he is my base personality. I based everything I've ever liked on him. Granted, it was honestly moreso on his fanon characterization...but still . Holds a big part of me

Geno Sans is just because yeah. Of a quiz result I got.

Anyways. Yeah that's a peak of my mind..or maybe just the whole me.

Chris Thorndyke is from Sonic X (anime) / Nine The Fox is from Sonic Prime (Netflix) / Shadow The Hedgehog is from Sonic The Hedgehog (media) / Kieran is from Pokemon Scarlet and Violet DLC / Papyrus is from Undertale (Toby Fox) / Shuichi and Naruto are from Danganronpa / Geno Sans belongs to LoverofPiggies (better known as CrayonQueen)

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i would, would you?

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5:36

"I depend on you."

Sonic'fied your theopale. Theo/yellow hyena belongs to @tsukacchako — Pale/blue cat belongs to me

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yume, how are you doing? i myself am patiently waiting for my next round, planning everything. i am also thinking, hard, but about nothing in particular.

- brandon

Ah!

Brandon..! Oh, isn't good to hear from you!! ...... I'm glad that you won—!

I'm doing better now! I hope you also win your next round!

@tsukacchako

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[talking about my favorite characters] okay so THESE two come in a bonded pair and if i think about them too hard i start taking poison damage

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Have you ever submited something for a poll tournament?

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wrote two pieces for s40 tonight writing inspo at 1am is BACK BABYYYYYYY

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9:32

Character Levels.

"To everyone who made my vessel feel so alive, I thank you for the gifts. But I'm not giving mine. Your work of art i liked, but now it's just in my mind. This harsh environment, could never hold their lives" ~Tokyovania Control (Ink Sans), lyrics by Corruptaled.

Akane— her? Easy to talk to. I like talking with her, whenever I have the chance to. (neutral but positive. its "safe" so to say when sharing ideas because K knows that Akane has a different schedule of staying up and waking up. So it's easy to wait for her; 50%)

Airin— Sweet person. We are similar though, with the way we.. act when coming to talk to others. If I'm getting this right..I heard a few things, but I haven't returned so I don't know (neutral/neutral. No other thoughts; 47%)

Aoki— ....sorry. Even though I say that, the previous times where we could have been friends-. No matter. (scared. Guiltyness eats at K away. 31%)

August— Haven't talked with him all that much. Hell, there was honestly no conversation between us at all! But I.. doesn't matter (what's done is done). (neutral/neutral, what's done is done; 45%)

Daian— I don't want to know you. I feel so jealous. Maybe that's why. That you're seemingly the replacement for me. Because you're far better than me. Soo much better than me. But I don't want them or you to know how I feel so deeply. But here I am. Saying it. (scared. -0%)

Ish— TOO KIND. Way too kind. I wonder how you even exist at all. But that's how it is I guess. A batch of bad ones with the only positive one (neutral, 27%)

Ah . Wait.

Interviewer: (gargled confusion covered by a sheet of fabric)

I'm just wondering how long her happiness and joy will last. It won't live so long in this world and isn't it only for yourself? To be happy about yourself?

Interviewer: (gargled noises)

.... I know. I just- maybe she already knows, but I want her to hide all of that and be what you all want us to be. I was told once that I have a knack at this already. That I already know how to live in this world.

Interviewer: (happy)

Kay— (mixed feelings. 38%)

Nadohan— .. just like Ish, but .milder. Stands their ground. Reminds me of a character in a comic where he had to stay in this place called the "Anti-Void". Not the character "error", but "blueberry" or actually named "swap". I was actually going to have my original stage outfit be similar to "Error". But I scraped it. Had to restart on the idea. Had to rely on my feelings for it. (neutral, 35%)

Para— Oh! They are just like Akane! Easy to talk to and share ideas with! Whenever I have the ideas, and.. all of that. (neutral but positive. its "safe" so to say when sharing ideas because K knows that Para is a very very busy person and so it's easy to wait; 49%)

Plip— (guilt is eating at me. 26%)

Star— Star? Oh well. Easy actually. Just like Para and Akane. Easy to talk to and easy to wait for. (neutral but positive. as said, same as Akane and Para; 52%)

Sun— I haven't been around here. I don't know. I don't know how I feel about these people I've never or RARELY interacted with even if I was there from the start and helped. (neutral. 29%?)

Syd— Syd??? (tail wags and sweeps at the floor) Oh I don't think I should explain how I feel? Well. I just feel better with her. Makes my days even better. And we also somewhat get each other! I can understand them and they also understand me! (Positive! 52%)

Vant— She... I have nothing to say. (Neutral, really there is nothing to say. 17%)

Toon— (neutral/neutral but leaning negative? Not towards the classmate. The same feelings that K has for Daian but mixed with Vant yk?. 3%)

Zen— can I just rip my tear ducts away? So I just won't have the urge to cry whenever I think of him. I can't fucking believe you. Why. Why write something to me when it was just some minor thing? The words that they would say didn't really hurt. It felt silly after everything, because I got giddy! .........no matter. (Mixed feelings, 39%)

You can tell me if I missed anyone in the roster of SONA season

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Kay's intimacy levels (inspired by @apriciticreveries)

Note: this might be a lil bit smaller than Apri's, simply because Kay as a person doesn't have many friends and he's not very good at maintaining relationships!!

Also his percentages are going to be on the lower end for most people and that's because of his own person issues around relationships- not at all indicative of him disliking someone!!

(in alphabetical order) (if there's anyone who i missed who wants to know theirs, put it in the tags or replies and i will do it special!)

Akane (@aakaneeee) - 30%

They're so articulate, I admire how well they explain their thoughts, and they're considerate and understanding, too? It's really quite impressive. I always enjoy talking with them in our classes.

Airin (@apriciticreveries) - 80% (views him as a little sibling)

You've grown up so beautifully. Every time I see you, my chest aches, and I reach out a hand only to withdraw it. You don't seem to need me, anymore. I should not weigh you down with my worries and my love, no matter how much I wish to wrap you up in my arms and protect you from the bitterness of the world. I'm sorry for everything. You deserve better than me.

Aoki (@bluemoonscape) - 95% (boyfriend)

Despite my responsibilities, he knows, and I am plagued with unimaginable guilt. He has lost so much and all of it is my fault. He told me he would stay, but I can't help but wait for the day when he breaks his promise.

August (@junebluues) - 40%

He reminds me too much of myself and I worry for him, the shadows cast underneath his eyes, the hollowness in his gaze. He's a lovely fellow and he's so important to Airin, I would hate to see anything happen to him.

Daian (@apple8ees) - 95% (adoptive brother)

Maybe if I can prepare you for this world, you can survive to see it become better.

Ish (@chevalperd) - 30%

Nadohan's sweetest one. Ish is such a hopeful, bright light, sometimes so much so that it is blinding. I am glad you exist, and I'm sorry, if I've ever made you sad.

Kel (@sotogalmo) - 35%

So clever and creative. I fear for the day they squash your passion.

Nadohan (@alien-til-i-stage) - 55%

I do not know why you let me rely on you. I love you too much.

Para (@solei-eclipse) - 40%

You are truly one of the coolest people I know. It is an honor to know you at all. I hope you know how important you are, to all of us.

Plip (@awaggaa) - 50%

I can never tell when you are angry with me but nevertheless, I love you terribly. You are going to go so far, even if you don't believe it.

Starry (@starry-skiez) - 40%

Sometimes you scare me but only because I worry for you. You, too, remind me of myself. You are much more cheerful, though. You have more friends. Hopefully, you will not fall the way I did.

Sun (@paradisedisconcert) - 40%

Kind, thoughtful, and always manages to make me laugh. I hope I am not too much of a burden on your time.

Syd (@tsukacchako) - 30%

I'm sorry.

Toon (@nottoonedin) - 50%

I never want to meet you on stage, I know I would lose. The audience would see your brilliance and they wouldn't be able to take their eyes off of you. They would have to notice how amazing you are, no one can truly miss it.

Vant (@ivanttakethis) - 50%

Too kind to me, she makes me feel like I really might be worthy of this. I can't be worthy of this.

Zen (@zerostyrant) - 40%

I admire you and you care for D, so you can't be all bad. You don't seem to like me much, though, so I'll keep my distance for now.

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cindy is soooo bad at eye contact but not in the "she will combust if she looks into someones eyes" way shes bad at eye contact in the "oops ive accidentally had my eyes closed for 5 seconds while talking" way T-T and then while shes making sure her eyes are open shes staring at the wall T-T soo me core

how does your oc feel about eye contact?

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