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The best feeling, when you finally get the binge under control and become back den starving energy ✨🪩

[neomemoana]

KEEP CALM AND DON’T BINGE

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Terrible feeling when my family compliments me ✨ that I actually look healthy ✨

I don’t want to look healthy, I want to look the sickest I’ve ever looked. Is it too much to ask for ?

Anyone out there who can relate my feelings

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I’m almost getting crazy when I binge one more time. This can’t be true. Why am I so stupid. Anyone out there with some tips ? Pls let me know 😭

[neomemoana]

Things to do when you are about to binge

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- watch to the bone

- drink water until you feel fuelled up

- go for a walk

- grab your body to check, that you have still too much fat around your body which means, you do not need to eat.

- write down your thoughts

- chewing gum

[neomemoana]

Remember that no one will be proud of you, when your fat. Be skinny and make everyone proud. First of all make yourself proud that you stick to it and didn’t give up.

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Maybe when I'm gonna lose weight

I will finally be able to look at a mirror without crying

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I hate my body so much. So much, that I can’t even describe how badly. The last weeks I have been in the medical hospital and needed to gain weight. But now back to reality-> starving and starving until you reach your goals.

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I hate Christmas dinner because you are forced to eat with your family. But when everyone is eating so much and you keep yourself starving it is a satisfying feeling. Because you always have your goal to be the thinnest.