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“I love you so much that I hate you

Right now it’s so hard to blame you

Because you’re so damn beautiful

So damn beautiful

Is it easier to stay?

Is it easier to go?

I don’t know

But I know that I’m never ever gonna change

And you know that

You’re always gonna stay the same”

Easier - 5 Seconds of Summer

THESE LYRICS ARE SO RELATABLE!! LITERALLY HOW I’M FEELING RIGHT NOW 😍😍

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Of two sisters

One is always the watcher,

One the dancer.

Of us, you have always been the dancer.

I adore it how you can say

Everything that you want to say

And do whatever you want to do.

You live by your own rules.

You are a gift to my heart,

A friend to my soul and

A golden thread

to the meaning of my life.

I can always talk to you

about everything

and you’re always there to

laugh and to goof around.

But also to listen and support.

You’re my best friend for life

and I couldn’t ask for more.

Happy birthday sis!

I love you ❤️

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PLEASE REBLOG FOR EPILEPTIC FRIENDS!!

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DON’T CLICK ON THE NEW FILTER LINK IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO FLASHING IMAGES It takes you straight to a page where the header is a ton of flashing colours that could easily trigger an epileptic episode! Please tell any of your epileptic friends to avoid clicking this for their safety!! please spread the word!!!

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I want mental health to be so normalised that little children can tell their parents if they’re feeling mentally ill just like they would if they had a stomach ache or a fever.

I want mental health to be so normalised that school lets you go home after a panic attack episode like they do if you sustain an injury.

I want mental health to be so normalised that when someone’s in recovery the people around them ask for progress reports and send get well soon cards just like they would for any other sort of recovery.

I want mental health to be normalised because every mental health disorder is just as frightening, just as damaging as a life threatening injury and we pass people by every day who are so unwell in this sense but who don’t receive a fraction of the care they deserve just because mental health is unseen.

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Omg! Where do these live?? I wanna go see them, they’re so cool 😱

The Green Dragontail butterflies

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Am I a fan of Ashton’s red hair? No, I’m really not and I have every right to hold that opinion.

Does that change my opinion of Ashton or of how attractive he is? Nope.

Will I verbally attack him in his Instagram comments about how I don’t like his red hair? ALSO NO BECAUSE I’M NOT A FUCKING ASSHOLE.

IF👏 YOU👏 HAVE👏 NOTHING👏👏 NICE👏 TO👏 SAY👏 SHUT👏 YOUR👏 FUCKING👏👏 MOUTH👏.

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Merry Christmas everyone!

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Well... this was a while ago and I thought I give y’all an update...

We met again. Got some coffee again. We had a great time and as we said good bye we just stared into each other’s eyes for SO long! he also said “until next time” and smiled. I asked him if he wanted to go to this one concert with me and he said if he can then sure, but he’s not sure can he make it.

Went a while and I kept asking him if he was coming or not. No response. A week before the concert he said he had no money. So he can’t come. I said fine but such a shame.

Few days after the concert I was going to send him a message and ask if he would like to come to my birthday party on the weekend. But he had already blocked me everywhere.... and I was like what the fuck?!

So my fear came true again... once again I had a painful crush experience... why are people like that? Why couldn’t he just say he’s not interested? I’m so tired of not being good enough for people who I wanna mean something to 😔

AND IT HAPPENS AGAIN…

I got a match on tinder. Didn’t think of it much because usually the conversation doesn’t last long. But he was so cute I had to start a conversation with him. I don’t normally start conversation because I’m really bad at it. In his picture he looked like a cute version of Harry Potter and I am a Potterhead. On that night when I started talking to him he had been drinking with his friends. So obviously I thought he’s probably chatting with me because he is drunk. Next day I thought of messaging him but I got too nervous and didn’t do it.

Few days later he started chatting to me and seemed so nice. The next day we continued chatting and then he asked if I wanted to meet and go for a coffee. I was quite excited about it and of course I said yes.

Well we met yesterday. The second I saw him my mind and soul went “wow”. We ordered coffees and went to sit on the table. He was so beautiful I just stared at him. In person he looks like super adorable and cute version of Harry Potter but with 2012 Loki cheekbones. His eyes are so clear blue and they sparkle so much. I love a night sky full of stars because it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. But his eyes are even more beautiful. And as we were talking all I could think was how can anyone who looks that perfect also have that great personality! We talked so long, the people who worked at the mall had to come tell us that we should leave because they are closing. I also found out that we were both originally from the same city and currently in same school. About 700 km away from where we are from.

Today I messaged him asking if he would like to see some day again. He said yes. I’m really happy.

The point of this post is I think I’m crushing. I can’t stop thinking about him. And I’m scared of what if this ends up like every single one of my crushes… I really don’t want that. I like to have a crush but I also hate it because based on all my experiences it’s just always so painful. And I don’t want to feel that pain. I hope and wish from the bottom of my heart this would go well and the pain would not come. I don’t want to have my hopes up but I can’t stop myself from dreaming.

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I’m a Scorpio and I started drinking coffee when I was 6 or 7

reblog with your star sign and the age you started to drink coffee… it’s for science

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how can anyone be this perfect?! 🥰🥰

fall in love with Tom Hiddleston in 20 seconds

i can’t stop smiling the second i look at him 🌼

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¯\_(ツ)_/¯ That scene with Thunderstruck by ACDC

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fun game: if u listen to a weird variety of things reblog this with 3 bands u like that are completely different from each other and probably shouldnt even be in the same library