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doodle/screenshot redraw

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this blog seems more likely to have the horror comedy VN fans than my main so....

Scarlet Hollow is on sale. Play it.

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When nageki found the little king in the light house and pointed out that he was alone 😂😂😂 Moa cant keep getting away with this

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This sweater but with the hatoful cast instead. You see my vision.

Need to advance my colorwork knitting skills so I can make my own hatoful boyfriend merch...

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Need to advance my colorwork knitting skills so I can make my own hatoful boyfriend merch...

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The plot of holiday star or something idk i didnt pay attention

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I wonder how much of the way Hitori views Kazuaki/how he speaks to him in That scene of holistar is informed by Hitori's own internalized ableism.

When you view your own depression and psychosis as a punishment for moral failing which you not only have to live with but DESERVE to live with, it doesn't exactly set you up to have compassion for other mentally ill people

It's also heavily implied that Hitori IS really suicidal and likely planned to kill himself after getting revenge (based on his lines to the King after the lighthouse was burnt)

I think due to his idolization of Nageki as well as his self-demonization, Hitori kind of developed a worldview where there are suicidal people who are Real Victims (Nageki), those who "earned" it (Hitori), and those who don't have a good enough "reason" to be depressed and simply aren't trying hard enough (Kazuaki)

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This is so funny akgkdkgk I’m so proud of myself

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Played through Nanaki's route and could not talk about the foreshadowing at all. Pain and suffering. Just had to sit here like ":)" as my sister was like "huh I didn't get as much from that one as the others"

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【Hatoful Boyfriend fanvideo】 I don't mind being unhappy forever

Just posted my very first fanvideo ever! Please give it some support!!

(Made entirely using MS Paint + mouse bc im a madman)

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7. Heartful

The simplest time at the Heartful House...

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kinda sad that we never got an interaction like this in canon

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Forgot how much Yuuya and Sakuya BREAK MY HEART.

You save your brothers life, killing the child who could have been your half-brother in the process, and in the moment maybe theres a sick sense of gratification with the revenge, but you're just a child too and you're going to carry that guilt alone forever. You save your brother's life, and in exchange he's raised to hate you, to barely even consider you his brother. And you have to be happy that your brother was raised to hate you- because that means your brother is alive, that he's been treated well, that the guilt that's constantly weighing down on you is WORTH it.

You're raised to hate your brother. You see that there's someone you could play with growing up, someone who wants to be close to you, someone who you don't understand why you're different from- and you're taught that he's filth, that you'd be lowering yourself to interact with him, that if you want your father's respect you have to dismiss him. You're taught to hate your brother to raise yourself higher, and that means that you've been taught to hate yourself because the difference between you and your brother is entirely artificial.

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screaming, crying, throwing up, as I force myself to write a story i'm very passionate about and love writing and have no obligation to write except that i want to

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lets go fill St. Pigeonation with crime, C'MON!

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I think this is how that one scene in holistar went