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calories are the only thing that takes up my mind, 24/7, 365

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m34nsp0

go to bed hungry, wake up skinny

suck it up, one day you won’t have to suck it in

nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

what you eat in private, you wear in public

an empty stomach feels much better than regret

morning skinny can be all day if you dont eat

this weeks choices, next months body

if someone calls you fat, are you going to prove them right?

fat lasts longer than flavor

whatever your problem is, the fridge is not the answer

excuses don’t burn calories

your not hungry your just bored

if you eat what you’ve always eaten, then you’ll weigh what you’ve always weighed

don’t wish for it, work for it

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Not eating when everyone else is.

Such a superior feeling.

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my tips for tolerating ⭐️ving:

1. drink water, this is HUGE

2. munch on a natural appetite suppressant

3. i don't recommend it, but if you already do it, v@pe or sm0ke (it suppresses ur appetite)

4. think about where those calories will fill in and develop fat in unwanted places :(

5. remember your goals

6. you'll be skinny by the summer mindset, you'll be the one everyone wants to look like

7. don't stop until the bones pop out (my favorite to see my progress

8. look at th1nspø, specifically b0nespø, especially if you wanna look like them

9. body check body check body check!

10. wash the dishes and touch wet food (perfect for b1ng1ng urges)

11. your partner will ask if you got thinner, best question ever

12. think about when that pair of jeans will be too big for you

13. this one's a little morbid, but think about the day your cycle finally stops

14. give yourself presents for completing ⭐️ving goals and weight goals (my favorite present for myself is size 0 jeans when i reach that point)

15. read meansp0 if you can handle it, or read softsp0 if that works better!

16. the feeling of being empty feels cleaner than being full of gross food :(

17. you'll be the one who doesn't eat when everyone else does, the one who has that perfect self control

18. work out! go run, walk, lift, swim, bike--- anything to get ur mind off of food

19. participate in your favorite hobby! lots of distractions!

20. hold ice, chew ice, or hold ice to your lips. it's a great distraction!

remember angels, you are closer every day to your goals. you will become perfect!!!!

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my favorite tr1gger movies/tv shows

(with reasons why i love them)

black swan - self explanatory lol, i wish i could live the life of a ballerina

to the bone - a little depressing but really shows the reality of ED's and it's relatable

jennifer's body - i love looking at megan fox's body (she weighed 105 lbs for that movie) and comparing it to my own for motivation

girl, interrupted - again a little self explanatory, as much as ED's aren't rlly the point it's just so relatable

baywatch - pamela anderson's body is so perfect and great motivation

heathers - heather duke has bulimia, she's effing gorgeous in the movie

mean girls - the famous "all i drink is cranberry juice for 72 hours"

thirteen - self explanatory, tracy's eating disorder is gradual

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my lunch for today!!

cucumber, boiled egg, fiber one bar (about 90 kcals)

this will most likely be my only meal. consider this mealsp0!

lol ignore my mom's botox ice pack that i'm using as a food one

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Only eating when you’re shaking and abt to pass out <3

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good morning everyone!

the food i had yesterday:

breakfast: none!

lunch: fiber one bar and diet coke (70 kcal)

dinner: bowl of cucumbers and small amount of pulled pork (100 kcal)

total: 170 kcals

soooo much better than the last time i ate. i feel so much better lol

school food is also disgusting and that helps motivate me to keep going with my food progress. disgusting school food? appetite completely gone

still at only 110 pounds :(

any tips to lose weight a little quicker would be much appreciated! have a great day dolls, remember your end goal and your goal weight when making decisions 🩷

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GUYS

my sternum bones are starting to pop out way more!!!!!!!!!!

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today's food

breakfast: none! i just sipped some water :)

lunch: a cup of chicken salad (~100 kcal)

snack: less than a cup of dry, normal cheerios (~100 kcal)

dinner: two sushi rolls (~520 kcal)

total: 720 kcal

a little more than i'd like but it's alright. i burned 200 off at the gym! thank god!

tomorrow is a new day.

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an introduction

(TW: ED mentions)

my name is kassie, call me kass if you'd like :)

i am 18, 5'2" 1/2 (the half counts)

sw: 125 lbs

cw: 110 lbs

gw: 105 lbs

ugw: 100 lbs (unfortunately, if i go any lower, my genetic health issues will ki11 me)

my diet

i do not eat more than 1000 kcals a day. i usually stay under 600. i skip breakfast, and eat cucumbers or something light for lunch. i try to avoid dinner, but sometimes my roommates wanna go out and i'm forced to oblige. fasting messes with my heart issues, i have to eat, otherwise i am in the emergency room. i wish i could, though.

i enjoy diet sodas and little puff cakes. my comfort foods include: dry cereal, cucumbers, boiled eggs, strawberries.

me me me

i only really reblog th1nspø, maybe i'll post my own version with my own body. i can't have my friends and family finding out im way worse off than they thought. but, sometimes i'll post pictures i find on the internet.

besides being sick, i enjoy music. i love fashion, and heavily dedicate my time to my outfits and wardrobe. i am an artist, and occasionally tattoo my friends.

oh, my favorite color is pink. :)

everyone is welcome here. thank you