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I wrote my first book and today it went live. Here's a link for buying this book: Paperback: For Indian's - https://store.pothi.com/book/mr-shaikh-echoes-delusional-heart-fictional-journey-through-love-and-loss-veiled-memories/… For Everyone - https://amazon.com/dp/B0D9YKG32B Kindle: https://amazon.com/ECHOES-DELUSIONAL-HEART-FICTIONAL-Memories-ebook/dp/B0D9XYFHBS/… #fiction #books #novels #storytime #romancebooks #poetrylovers

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Trimmed my hairs to look more dummy bt yeah ended up hating myself...

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Yayyyyyyyyyyyy! Accidentally cried in front of the whole college yesterday...</3 Achievement Unlocked!!!! It's true, once a crybaby always a crybaby...

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bt that's where both will end up getting hurt and the most pain will be yours as compared to them.

Hurting them for no reason rather than sorting things out so that they'll stop loving a person like me...

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I wake up like a stray dog belonging to no one. Cold, cold, and the rain. Friendships outgrown or ruined.

Jack Gilbert, from “Between Ageing and Old”

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Why this Genesis?

Oh moon tell me where are we heading? It's been days since we saw the dawn. Is this what we call a voyage? I can't feel the cold breeze and the waves.

Oh moon tell me where are we heading? Those bright stars makes me remember someone. And I actually don't even know who I really am? Those blur memories is what I get everytime.

Oh moon tell me where are we heading? Is it the place I'll get all of my answers? Is it the place I'll get all of my questions? Do someone even know these?

Oh moon tell me where are we heading? I'm trying to look ahead but I find nothing. Wait... That's the same place I saw in my dream. Is it possible that dreams come true?

Oh moon tell me where are we heading? I can feel the dawn is coming near. I can smell the scent of my terror. I don't know why I'm feeling this fear?

Oh moon is this the place where we headed to? Far from the humans what those lovely people here do? I can see them carrying wings on their back. Wait... Is this what death feels like?

Oh moon tell me is this my end? I can see my body getting faint. I guess this is it for me now. Someone else will be completing my voyage now.

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you know it's not the same as it was.

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The Thing Is

to love life, to love it even

when you have no stomach for it

and everything you’ve held dear

crumbles like burnt paper in your hands,

your throat filled with the silt of it.

When grief sits with you, its tropical heat

thickening the air, heavy as water

more fit for gills than lungs;

when grief weights you down like your own flesh

only more of it, an obesity of grief,

you think, How can a body withstand this?

Then you hold life like a face

between your palms, a plain face,

no charming smile, no violet eyes,

and you say, yes, I will take you

I will love you, again.

-ELLEN BASS

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 “A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other … Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.”

— Unclear origin, often misattributed to Dave Matthew, 500 Days Of Summer and The Wonder Years

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was in search of myself, now lost whatever I had.

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unpopular opinion: men make more efforts, either it's a friendship or relationship.

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ignoring the truth for temporary happiness.>>>>>>>>>>

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Not good in studies, not good in love life, not good in my own life, not good in making friends, not good in having conversation with literally anyone. Good for nothing. Still expecting a lot.

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This is me with my cat

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A letter to myself...

Hey! First of all, I’m sorry. I really mean it. I know it’s hard for me to handle you but I’m trying my best. I know how you’ve been feeling lately. I know it hurts, but that’s the truth somehow. Don’t deny it, don’t ignore it. I’m trying my best so that you’ll look much better, and you’ll be healthier than ever. I know there are many things about you that you don’t like. I’m working on it. Don’t worry maybe one day it’ll be gone forever. I know you don’t like that body, that dumbass face, those beautiful eyes and its color, those wavy hairs and their color, those sharp ears, that silly nose, those clumsy lips, those cute fingers and that skin color of yours. Even you don’t even like the soul you have. I know you hate every single inch, every single breath of yours. You hate yourself so much because of me. I’m sorry. But this is life, it’ll happen. I know you feel like dying sometimes but that don’t worth anything. You deserve more. I know it’s hard for you to get what you want sometimes even tough after trying your best you were not able to get it. I can understand how you feel. It’s okay, that’s a phase. It’ll come and go. You’ll surely get that thing or something more than that one day. You’ve to wait for the right time, the right moment. There’ll be someone out there who’ll like that every inch of yours. Don’t worry it’s either living or dying. But dying naturally is what you need. The day your purpose in this world ends you’ll die. Till then try to enjoy it to the fullest. I’m here, I’m doing my best. You don’t need to worry, don’t get sad, don’t cry. I’m sure everything will be alright with you or without you. Don’t forget who you are. Be yourself, do what you like to do. Don’t make things complicated. Everything will be alright. It’s life, have fun. You won’t regret living.

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They asked me that how could I don't get hurt. I replied that I don't like to laugh on same joke and cry on the same pain again and again.

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I'm not a poet or a writer. I'm just a shadow clone who's still an underling of theirs. I'm just an imitation of them.

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